Conjurator is just making sure no one pisses in your pheromones. LMAO
Good one Just! Lol.
too right!!!
Thanks gents!..I did come home to take quite a long nap after a full week, so I’ll post those results soon.
MX300 IS/A PL P102: a LIL bit of New
Test & Locations:
MX300 three sprays batch 18030068 5ml chest and one spray to each side of neck (same as yesterday)
P102 1/2 spray of 5mcg spray to chest same batch ID.
same as yesterday…but I’ve added
1x spray of IS/A to my chest
1xspray of Puppy Love to gauge and covered with Givenchy Very Irresistible
I do usually add quite a bit of fun for the end of a good week of testing and the work week
Scent:
Neroli, IS/A smells amazing and PL has a rich vanilla smell like the first few bites of ice cream
Self-Effects:
The smell of the PL really got my attention. It was warm, comforting and inviting. I thought it would do well to cut the IS/A (she tends to kick people in the teeth when I give her a go). It had been that kind of week where I didn’t mind THAT much lol (sinister laugh)
Environment:
Office, cube farm, Temp ~72 F
Effects on Others:
Early in my day a gentleman I had been working with on a pretty big project stopped me on my way from the kitchen. I was actually passing morning pleasantry as he paused with another gentleman to cover a bit of work. He closed to a respectable two feet to speak to me and despite his brown eyes his dilation quite betrayed him, the width of his smile helped as well. He would make two more stops at my desk to go over additional details of our project, which were warranted, as his counterpart also visited to offer to the project.
Sana paid her usual visit to my desk and we caught up on events, smaller to mid dilation, which I somewhat expected…IS/A tends to really put other females off as I’ve seen so far. I partly wanted to see if I could get a mix that had a bit of open dilation with. Alas no.
I have discovered that when people take the step back upon arriving at my desk, it is a courtesy as I have to look up to them to speak, they are merely being polite as they realize I have to look up to them at an awkward angle. When I wear a mone or combo such as P74 or P83 they tend to forget themselves and close the gap entirely or make it so that they are so close they need only whisper.
G2’s first visit he sat on my desk to speak with me and I actively closed myself off (remained working) while speaking. It wasn’t hard, but I remind myself of the risks of testing mones at work and he is so far the only negative, at times side effect of otherwise entertaining interactions.
I concluded my workday early as I will usually do when I put so much into a week. Feeling rather spent, I took nap and awoke to greet BFs mother and his ex mother in law would stop by and visit as well. She is a sweet woman and would spend the better part of an hour in conversation. She had a near full pupil dilation, if I didn’t know better I might have suspected she had just finished an eye exam…alas the pheromones likely lasted that much longer as I took a nap. Her reaction to phermones (ph) that I applied early this morning support the possible argument that sleeping may preserve the active effectiveness of them
Duration: ~14hrs
Sillage Distance: ~4-6ft max, they didn’t allow more
I’m AWAKE I SWEAR!!! MX***: a LIL bit of New
I am here!!! Ran into a bit of computer trouble yesterday evening and opted to catch up on sleep.
Started a new test MX49… (until I’m 100% certain this is not embargoed) sorry guys. I only just got RU status and don’t want to lose it.
**Day 1 26OCT15
****Test & Locations: Verified EMBARGOED
**Mx49… 5mL Batch 1B030068
two sprays-one spray on chest 1/2 spray each side of neck
Scent:
Neroli. Nothing out of the ordinary grabbed my attention with this ph. It is pleasant smelling and familiar.
Self-Effects:
My disclaimer to the absence of self effects: very tired this morning. The work week caught up to me and I had a very slow start getting going. Once I got a few cups of tea in me, I seemed to buck up a little, but was still rather hard to tell.
Environment:
Office, cube farm, Temp ~72 F
Effects on Others:
I had a few impropmptu visits to my desk today. No interaction struck particularly. One gent was following up on some newer software and how useful it had been to me, which is somewhat normal activity.
Despite appearing rather tired GG made two stops. I wouldn’t normally count this except we had messengered on the system during the morning as we are working on a project. It may have been boredom on his end or simply a visit…
No major IOIs today, but people were “my new normal” sociable.
G2 in one of his stops turned into somewhat of an office gossip. His purpose of the visit was to tell me something of an employee that I didn’t necessarily need to know. Part of me questioned if this was done simply to take up a closer position as it truly was not necessary and was actually preferable that this information not be relayed.
Duration: unsure
Day 2 TUE26OCT15
Test & Locations: Verified EMBARGOED
MX49… 5mL Batch 1B030068
three sprays-one spray on chest 1 spray each side of neck.
Instead of a cover scent I thought I’d trie SA Jasmin as a cover
(applied just under chin and a tiny tap on my neck, tiny bottle, quite a punch)-Thanks Conjurator!!!
Scent:
Neroli, nothing extra noted
Self-Effects:
Having had a wonderful nights sleep, outside of the morning’s break up between myself and my alarm clock, no worries we ave a dramatic break up every morning! I seemed to turn up in spirits after I sprayed the three sprays on. The SA Jasmine that I used for cover definitely lifted this to another level. I felt at ease, dare I say at peace as I went into work and found that I was even ahead of schedule.
Instead of organizing my day, as often I do, I found I was considering my coworkers today, hoping one who had been ill, that ensured I did not get ill got better. Things of that sort, not quite productive, nice overall type of things. If nothing else, this is a hit as I’m customarily quite selfishly thinking of work that early in the morning.
It was about 20 minutes after application that I began to feel this “euphoria” and I was in the car, no AC.
Environment:
Office, cube farm, Temp ~72 F
Effects on Others:
The number of new people to visit continue to grow a bit. With this particular PH I seem to notice engagements and conversations that are somewhat like IS and MX297…but less imposing. People are nice, even when I’m telling them things they don’t want to hear.
One of the gentleman I’m working on a project with stopped to inquire about my progress. I didn’t have as much for him as he’d hoped, but now knowing when he wants something I assured him it would be ready. He didn’t have as much dilation as the last I spoke to him, but I noticed he couldn’t help but smile, open body language, he stood behind me as we discussed things on screen (within my bubble-which would normally freak me out). Both of us conversed comfortably and I assured him, which he seemed to accept, that all would be ready.
I bumped into an old friend who I reaquainted in the buillding, he was all smiles and slight dilation, more than I remember. If I had known I’d bump into this exceptional specimen I may have dolled up a bit, but I just look, no touch. (window shopping) Conversation went well, he seemed to guide me away from the larger population of people in the office to an area between the exit and his workspace to talk…it was still public but more secluded. I thouoght it an interesting location, but also that he appeared to want to walk me out, but not allow me to leave and kept the conversation going a while.
G2 is likely the most evident example of this Ph test. I wish he didn’t come around quite so much. He seemed punchdrunk all day. If I didn’t know better I would swear he had been drinking. He sat in the chair by my desk this morning attempting to engage me in conversation…I was very clearly working, so I took advantage on an in he offered for me to express that he was disturbing me without being super rude, just rude enough that he’d get hint. He would move on. He would come by later joking and in high spirits. Truly I am glad he is so happy, but I wish he would be spread his happy elsewhere.
I think I am only irritated as he does not seem to digress in the stops he makes to my desk…but I can add that this was occurring BEFORE I returned to using pheromones, so he is more an accidental victim of…well…idiocy, I feel at least. On my way out for the day I had an appointment. I passed him getting out of the elevator and he went as far as to grab the lanyard around my neck while I passed. I am a huge proponent of the NO TOUCHING rule!!! He was only joking, but harassment suites end up running along lines such as these.
I am certainly glad he is in a good mood, but I shall have to have a talk with him tomorrow. He only let go once I told him to let go that I must leave, which was not very long after at all. I am nice and have been but feel I need to be more of a witch with a “B” to him, and he is a supervisor and should know better!!! He is the only one in the office who feels he can take such liberties and I mean to assure him…he cannot. He doesn’t have the ability to fire me, but he can make like difficult as this is already proving.
I have to attribute the ph to his good mood, it seems to have lighted the office a bit as a coworker who has had a family emergency was in today and in pretty high spirits. He even came over and talked to me for quite a bit, which would likely not have happened. As his supervisor I understand the gravity of his family’s emergency and he seemed relieved, at ease and almost, ALMOST jolly…I knew it was this ph…I think he may have experienced that same peace and ease that I did as I drove in to work. He is also one of my desk neighbors and had more time…sillage to him would have been ~6ft. G2 had closer proximity sillage.
Duration: unsure
I’ll try the test tomorrow with no SA Jasmin. I am not sure if it boosted this test, but I really wanted to wear it. It smelled so wonderful. I’ll try a regular perfume cover tomorrow and 4 sprays of the ph.
Missed you Lil 
. Happy to see you back.
You as well! Aside from the weekends, I usually won’t be away more than a day. I did end up catching up on sleep yesterday, and you were right…potent stuff. I’ll have to retest tomorrow to see if I can get lesser results. I did have one out of the ordinary outcome, but that was the same one inappropriate person.
Three days away from forum and I feel so out of touch, time to catch up!
Nice reports on those embargo mixes. I have a hard time blind testing these things sometimes. I wear them for about a week before I actually start to document what I get so I have a good understanding of what they do. I hope with you testing these things and reporting they see your name and it works in your favor for the RU status.
Thanks Justin,
I’ve noticed recently with tests I remember stuff the next day, and as I review my journal I think on more things that I may have not noticed so I try to document my reports even if I don’t get them posted…like yesterday, and add assessments or theories as I go to make sure I pay attention to things the next day. I sometimes get really tied up with work. Yesterday was a good example since it was the start of a new test…but I was so tired, I likely missed a bunch of hits, but as I try to remember them as I write the journal today or tomorrow I’ll incorporate them.
I don’t know if it will count for my status…but all I can do is try.
MX*** Day3: a LIL bit of New
Test & Locations:
MX49… 5mL Batch 1B030068
Four sprays-one spray on chest, one spray each side of neck, one on the back of the neck.
Givenchy Very Irresisstible as a cover
Today’s test seem to provide more of a self assessment as I met deadlines
Scent:
Neroli ?
Self-Effects:
I was in am amiable and peaceful mood, ready for the day. I went to work looking and feeling rather sharp as usual and have found that either I truly do have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) or I simply REALLY like my work space tidy when I am stressed. As I find people depending on me more and more I see that people are commenting on how organized I appear to be…I hadn’t realized I had such an issue with disorderliness until this week…though in my defense I am also the sort that absolutely cannot cook in a dirty kitchen…so I may simply see this more as I have more responsibility at work.
I mention this as I didn’t FEEL stressed, but yesterday a coworker remarked that I seemed to absentmindedly be organizing papers on the desk while talking a routine meeting. Yesterday SA Jasmin provided me quite a kick to this ph, but I felt extremely at ease. Today I felt at ease, as I approached a deadline, I felt a bit of pressure but was not overly worried…I was more laid back yesterday though which I noted…maybe too laid back, not sure.
I was asked today to make a major presentation next week and I acknowledged and confirmed it would be alright. Even now, I am not overly worried…I am starting to feel really comfortable, and this is certainly because of the pheromone build as well as this ph…though I’m not entirely sure all of the workings of this mix.
I didn’t end up having a chat with G2, he seemed to have toned it down quite a bit. I had one spray more than yesterday, but no Hedione amplifier, so he may have held his corner, to my relief.
Environment:
Office, cube farm, Temp ~72 F
Effects on Others:
The gentleman who’s family had an emergency came in later in the day and spent a few minutes chatting with me. As office neighbors it’s the civil thing to do, but we don’t or haven’t previously done much chatting.
G2 thankfully limited his stops to work related items today, but I think his first visit provided him the idea that I was not game for whatever he may be playing at as I continued to work. I feel slightly sad for him as I think he may not have many friends, but not sad enough as to encourage his ridiculousness…I carried on smarlty about the day enjoying the productive moments of his absence. He didn’t seem in such a jolly mood today, and this may have been a lack of boost or a negative hit if it was too much.
The gentleman for whom my deadline would be kept was out most of the day and had left his partner who coordinated with his partner who is not as much smiles but has made more frequent visits with open body language and comfortable conversation (work related) or at least under the guise of work as with most. In his case, all visits directly related to the deadline and he was the gent to ask me to present next week, which he did not have to do as my plate quite occupied if not full. This is a rather big deal as he routinely does not work with me, but feels or expresses that there is a level of confidence in me to request I make this presentation. He sees me as competant and respects me. I am quite honored for someone who has not spent much time speaking with me. This type of presentation isn’t too easy as I am to replace someone he does not feel as confident in…there is definitely respect here.
I am not sure how much I can attribute to this mix but, there are others who can make this type of presentation and this will only be the second time I’ve made such a large presenation. For this to have been approved, the decision didn’t lie with one person…
I am more humbled today by the faith people seem to have in me. Outside of pheromones I’d be freaking out more than a bit…it seems a lot of pressure…but I’m at ease.
Duration: unsure
I’m going to back this down to three sprays with Hedione tomorrow and see how this mix pans out.
Due to the big presentation I’ll modify my test in the early part of the week to provide me a bit of confidence boost to assist with presentation. I will refer (thankfully) to my journal fo rmy last combo and likely add a hint of Hedione. I will also likely test at least one day of the weekend to get a phero print.
I have an event to attend tonight. I’m going to re up on this mix and add a bit of something as well…I will likely post report tonight or tomorrow if I end up running late into the evening.
(iVanilia Cops, Love Packs, Women’s Sensual Mixes, the MX477 - MX479 Mix Pack) so far for embargoed PHs, thanks DEEA for helping me verify.
MX*** day 4: a LIL bit of New
Test & Locations:
MX49… 5mL Batch 1B030068
three sprays-one spray on chest 1/2 spray each side of neck one on the back of the neck.
Two taps of Hedione under Jaw line
Givenchy Very Irresisstible as a cover
Scent:
Neroli
Self-Effects:
Same super mellow, pleased and content feeling. All was well in the world and felt as much.
I did not have the usual dramatic break up with my alarm clock this morning, which greatly assisted the morning. I applied the PHs prior to getting dressed today in order to more enjoy the combination. I rather enjoy the Hedione boost and feel as if EVERYTHING smells that much better with it.
Environment:
Office, cube farm, Temp ~72 F
Effects on Others:
I didn’t have very many interactions today, but kept to professional conversations.
G2, I should add was in a very “jipper” mood, though kept at least a bit of self control. He has thankfully got the hint and has limited his visits to my desk and has kept his hands to himself. A lot of his activity mirrored the day when I wore SA JASMIN with this PH.
I was a bit late for our morning presentation due to other things and as well late for another, but I was accepted without apology and people kindly caught me up. This is more than likely because I’m not routinely late, but in the first meeting a seat near the presenter was pulled up as if waiting for me when I approached.
G1 had an in depth conversation with me about my motorcyle and it’s sometimes odd as he does not often engage in non-work conversations…but I notice that he often engages more when I have a sweeter smell, Givenchy, Pink Sugar (hair perfume). He seemed excited to be able to have bit of conversation, so I entertained him a while prior to getting back to work.
A gentleman from another department who had stopped down to ask for something he could have easily gotten made another stop, but asked someone else today for the same item. I think he was worried about disturbing me. I ended up providing the same item anyway and we would end up sorting some work out over the office messenger. He admitted he would like to spend more time chatting with us all as our department is more amiable, but his supervisor is very hard on everyone. The tone of his conversation was somewhat sad, but I brought a bit of joking to brighten up the mood. I seemed to learn today that sometimes the conversations my coworkers have are so they can bring light to their situations or to their days…I will do well to remember that and be a bit more patient when I am so focused on working.
On my way out of work I ran into a gentleman that stopped me to tell me he has seen me in passing on several days and thinks rather highly of my wardrobe. I thanked him and as we were walking the same direction we began a conversation. I was able to notice a rather large eye dilation, open body language in addition to IOIs, smile etc. Good hit.
Duration: unsure
Today was an all around pleasant day, no dramas though I could tell G2 took more caution to reign himself in, thank goodness.
I had time as my event starts a bit later…I’ll post on my combo for the networking event later.
Days 5-6: a LIL bit of New
I am compiling this test result to day 5 and 6 as I had an early am appointment and did not have very much interaction to report on Day 5 and had to actually go in to work on Day 6 with equally minimal interaction. Traffic ended up taking the very best of some good ph and I didn’t make the event I had intended on Thursday evening. 
maybe next time, sorry folks.
Test & Locations:
MX49… 5mL Batch 1B030068
three sprays-one spray on chest 1/2 spray each side of neck one on the back of the neck.
IS/B two sprays on chest
Two taps of Hedione under Jaw line
Givenchy Very Irresisstible as a cover
Scent:
Neroli
Self-Effects:
Relaxed, at peace and confident, with the IS/B, this is a confident feel good combo.
Environment:
Office, cube farm, Temp ~72 F
Effects on Others:
Dr’s Office a woman sat near me in the waiting room to initiate a conversation about my motorcycle and how I spend my free time. She is old enough to be…older than my mom I think, but she was all smiles and kept up a good conversation.
As I went in for routine exam Dr and resident were extra talkative and smiles. I think the combo was definitely helpful as anytime you are required to be analyzed you more prefer that there be a comfortable mood. As they ran through questions all smiles, but hard to tell pupils as dark brown eyes.
Once at work it seemed I had really been missed. G1 engaged me in a conversation about my bike…(seems all anyone wants to intro a conversation with) He did give me a bit of “what for” as I had not shown up in my routine work hours and was on his way out when I was just settling in…Me thinks they doth miss me TOO much 
I kid. I found it interesting that I was so missed.
Since I have a rather large presentation to give during the week I wanted to ensure I put a good bit of work as well as gather the necessary components and information. The last time I presented on this scale I got a hug from one of the upper layers of leadership. On this occasion of preparing (G3 we’ll call him) stopped by to ask how things were going and asked if anyone could help at all or take any of the load off of my plate. I could see that he was a bit concerned especially as I came in somewhat late. I would have accepted if I felt it would help me know more, but I actually have to put the time into the presentation in order for it to go on smoothly. He would check in again before leaving for the week end and I seemed to put him at ease in the bit of work I had conducted.
I would also come in on Saturday to hammer out bits of vagueness and go over some pieces that could use some tweaking. The more I know about my presentation, the better I can field anything that may come up.
While in today I engaged in a few conversations with ASgent who is usually not as socially amiable, this seems to have affected him at ~5ft and is probably the largest I’ve noted, as yesterday was ~3ft.
Another gent in for the day spoke with me at length, but was all smiles and seemed genuinely happy to see me. We often chat, but at a point in the conversation he suggested that he’d let me get back to work, then continued in conversation. I half laughed and entertained him. I was unsure how much work I had to do, but it did no harm in humoring the conversation a bit longer.
I joked with another gentleman who is new in the department and he invited me to a piece of his sandwich, which I thankfully declined.
Duration: unsure
Sillage: ~3-4ft ~5 on a Hedione wing.
Unfortunatelythere was not much report in these two days, but I can summarize that this ph in general puts me at a peaceful calm.
Not overly intrusive or in your face but a very subtle ease that seems to rub off on others as well.
Week End: a LIL bit of New
I have a long day today it seems but I may bring a bit of something to a get together at a friend’s house this afternoon.
It’s bicycle park today and as such, ph will likely be wasted in outdoor spaces, but once we get cleaned up we should be able to settle in nicely.
I should add BF’s ex mother-in law popped by to drop some things that we are donating. She remarked how amazing I smelled. This is the same woman who gave almost full dilation on last visit. Aside from that, nothing major to note.
IS/B MX297 MX135 P96 IS H: a LIL bit of New
This was MONDAY 2NOV Combo, came home and crashed shortly after time with the children and dinner.
Sunday was an all outdoor party, didn’t notice anything but I did apply P96 and a little MX49… just wanted to try the P96, couldn’t tell as was outside.
ISexiness B 30ml 3 sprays one chest one each side of the neck. Use wrist to rub in
MX297 5ml 6% Neroli one spray chest, I didn’t want them talking TOO much, but wanted to feel like a ROCKSTAR
MX135 5ml batch1B030068 one spray each side of the neck
IS one spray to the face
P83 12.5mcg 1 spray chest and wiped with wrist (I am more liberal with this than P74) (had to check my notes, did not use P96)
Hedione
If it seems like I threw the kitchen sink at this combo…maybe I did just a little, but this type of combo worked well for me last time and I wanted to feel less nervous about this presentation as I hit various deadlines throughout the day. As it turned out, I really needed it as the morning started in somewhat havoc.
Scent:
Neroli. chocolatini but in a GREAT WAY!!!, I almost didn’t want to mix it with the delisciousness of MX297 but I needed the confidence boost of this combo.
Self-Effects:
I felt at ease, confident, the smell of some of the PHs still puts me in extreme admiration of scent. Throughout the day there were times I should have sweat out of my clothes, but I remained calm and confident. These mones are my hobby, but they assist me greatly in my work day as well.
Environment:
Office environment, close quarters Temp 72F.
Noticed effects to others:
Throughout the day I had to see different people to prepare my presentation for Tuesday. While different departments have a hand in ensuring I represent their aspects well, sometimes you find yourself running to make a deadline. Such was the case today.
In most situations I would have likely had my hind parts handed to me, but everyone was understanding and somewhat apologetic of my tardiness with some of the items…which was in large part due to a delay in one particular department not providing some key pieces.
The BIG BIG boss at one point himself came looking for me. I was supposed to review some pieces of the presentation with him prior to a couple other deadlines in the day and I was a good deal late. I would interrupt a meeting to drop off pertinent pieces, apologize and return to my desk to attempt to prepare a couple other items. I was suprised to find that he would hand walk his inputs to me. He has people who has people to do this for him! I would of course apologize again, regardless of the fact that the delay was not my fault, and he dismissed it and asked if I would be attending a meeting in the day, which I confirmed…WoW.
I would receive a visit from someone who had apparently heard my name in work conversation but had not ventured to cross my path. He made a special visit to my desk and despite two interruptions would pick up the conversation exactly where we left it before requesting that I reach out if I ever needed anything…I give this a hit…our departments do work together, but we have a TEAM of people that would be working with his department…still, another name to add to the network.
In the afternoon meeting I would get a wide grinned and vibrant wave from an old associate who used to work with me, but has since changed departments. I had not seem him in some time and he seemed to be excited to get my attention. I had passed him on my way into the room, but as I was running late, and the last to enter prior to the big big boss, I quickly took my seat and reviewed some information. It wasn’t until I would begin to go over my presenation with the room that I would get the “light up the room smile and wave”. It did actually make me feel much better to see a friendly face, but I had greater support in the meeting than I had expected. Everyone was very nice and appreciated my presentation. I didn’t have any major objections and they all thanked me prior to adjourning.
Many many compliments today on my attire, which I did feel my frock was fetching. My mentor even issued a respectable nod before asking me a few details. This woman taught me all I could even need to know about attire! (Think “Devil wears Prada”, but so much nicer, great woman).
Also I noticed today that I can be the first one in the elevator, which means all the way in the back when it’s time to get out and the people inside the elevator step aside to let me out…like they are waiting to follow my cloud, nice! Pherobomb in the elevator!
Sillage:
~5-6ft
Duration of Effects:
~10-11/- hrs. This was a 12 hour day and the effects seem to stretch much longer. The Hedione might have assited, though unsure to what degree, it always seems to give extra legs to my combo.
Nicer than Streep in Prada is a good thing, geez, that one was a total (bleep).
LOLZ, Yes this lady is so sweet and in the 3 years I was on field work she was always so amazingly dressed when I came in. I never saw her wear the same thing once!!! And she was always nice, except if you didn’t appropriately greet her, ie good morning good afternoon etc, which as well all should to anyone.
I am working on today’s report but I have to run just now to pick up the youngest one from school. We have BFs chidren this week…today’s report to come.
MX235 MX297 IS P74 : a LIL bit of New
ISexiness B 30 ml 1x spray chest
MX297 5ml 6% Neroli 1xspray chest
MX235 5ml batch1B030068 3x spray chest 1/2-each side of neck and back of neck
P74 1/2x spray chest and wiped with wrist.
1x spray to wrist and wiped along arms
IS 2x spray to face/hair
Swiss Arabian Jasmin
Scent:
Neroli. The vanilla of the MX235 is enchanting…I really REALLY enjoy it. The SA Jasmin punched everything in the face, but I knew it would die down to something amazing!
Self-Effects:
The SA Jasmin was so strong early on that I actually felt ill at ease, but then as I ran around preparing for my presentation today I was glad it it had the sillage it does and that it did calm down a bit. the MX235 and IS/B supported the confidence I was looking for. The IS &MX297ngave me that extra little bit that seemed to encourage people to be thatmuch more kind.
Environment:
Office environment, close quarters Temp 72F, Presentation hall, theatre like seating.
Noticed effects to others:
To begin my department boss would make a pause in the kitchen to check to see if I was ok. Everyone seemed very worried about this presentation, but I understand as I was out most of the day on Friday due to my Dr appointment being very far from work and my appt time in the middle of my work day.
Once I chatted with my dept boss he seemed at ease and shoved off…It was a testament to his confidence in me that he allowed me to finish making my tea and move on about his business…that was an indication of genuine confidence, he didn’t seem worried at all.
Just before then G2 stopped by to compliment my attire, which I hadn’t actually heard over the brewer. I think he feels ashamed for the way he behaved last week as well he should. He had behaved very inappropriately for someone of his position and I can’t account the PH to his lack of self control at all. He, for his part has limited his visits to my desk and I’m rather thankful for it. His extra visits were hindering me a bit. Most other visitors come by and chat for a bit, he inquires about what I am doing and asks that I explain everything while others in my department who would gladly do so for him, he does not ask…I digress…
My first actual stop was to the production department and I could tell the SA Jasmin was still very strong. Negative hit as the person I was working with would move away just a little bit. That is normal when a scent is just too much. I quickly concluded my business and moved about spaces to get a little sillage and evaporation going. I had just gotten in and had been moving quickly. I ensured to get back to my desk and cool off a bit and prepare.
I had purposely not worn a long sleeve shirt as I knew I’d likely be sweating or at least hot at some point, but also to ensure sillage, which was working. I took the physical measure of wearing down the ph while the temperature in the office seemed cool to me as I got tense the PH would come to life as necessary. Less sillage in cold air, more sillage as I get stressed or move around a lot.
Having returned to my desk I would begin to practice parts of my presentation. I worked with GG yesterday as he is being groomed to make a similar presentation. I have a tendency to pace as I go over key points of my presentation, which is a plus for sillage and interaction.
Yesterday he had seemed to revel in the opportunity to spend the extra bit of time going over my presentation with me. Good dilation, open body language and conversation. I did notice yesterday upon my first encounter with him he did a slow look down taking me entirely in. I don’t think he noticed me noticing but I half laughed. He would do this again later in the day yesterday, again trying to seem covert in his actions…I think he thought I couldn’t see him, either that or he didn’t care (shrug) I didn’t I was too busy, but won’t allow any inappropriateness and he knows this.
Today GG came to my desk again as part off my training him for this role and I would go over with him step by step my checks of the process. I would walk with him to see the production department and verify information again and as I made last minute checks I would check in with him. He seems to stay rather consistent in dilation. This mix always gets a good 1/2-3/4 dilation with him and he sticks around longer and finds reasons to stay close. I also note an increase in office messaging from him as well when we have more work interactions, just small chat.
L1 was her usual extremely inappropriate self today as she often is when I wear MX297 or P74. The MX297 makes her clingy and the P74 makes whatever she is thinking come out of her mouth, or act more on. Today she blew kisses at me as she passed, which would be nothing, except she does this to no one else. She complimented me on my skirts as people often do and invited herself to sit near me at a company outing coming up. I am still trying to think of a way to strategically avoid this…she’s too…over the top for my preference. I would try to dismiss her attentions as she is extremely extrovert, but she does not take these actions with anyone else and fancies herself much closer to me than she actually is…which I think would crush her soul just a bit if I was more forceful in deterring her. As long as she does not attempt to touch me I disregard most of this.
Many in the office have inquired with me how often we “hang out” which we do not at all and at work may walk to a cafe, though she speaks as if we do…I don’t have the heart to treat her more poorly than I already do sometimes (even then I feel awful), she seems the type to need the approval of others and while work is not the place for that I try to ensure I’m doing my job but NOT purposely being cruel. It becomes a challenge of riding the line when she has such reactions to the PH, which is why I don’t customary wear certain combos, with exceptions of huge presentations like today.
In the presentation hall, at ease, not as nervous as previous presentations and another gentleman who presented last time have a big bright smile for me and expressed it was nice to see me again. At my second presentation later in the day I waited in the hall and a gentleman opened the hall for me that I might practice in the empty room…which is not a normal occurrence, he seemed to come out to ask me especially as I had waited in the hall.
Both presentations went well and I was congratulated afterward. I was more at ease this time as well which I am thankful for.
Sillage:
~5-6ft
Duration of Effects:
~8 hrs, this combo seemed to work to the very end of my workday
In previous tests of MX135, MX235 and MX335 I have had to come home and nap just run down and tirede. Yesterday I worked a very long day and wasn’t as tired as expected. Granted during the previous tests I was also only getting 3 1/2 hours sleep per night as a result of my classes. Despite my life experiences now I rather regard myself as an introvert who likes to be social in doses and sections…social interactions can be exhausting to me. As a result MX135, MX235, MX335 may support social closeness, but one that I’m not quite socially ready for…I’ll do more with these combos later, but there may be a component or components in this combo that leaves me feeling socially at ease in a way that is not draining and uncomfortable.
In yesterday and today’s test I wasn’t quite so worn down and socially depleted when I came home. I’ve done a fair bit of running around and still no nap. I’m quite productive today, long day and all. I’ll do more tests later now noting this.