# A Sexy Alex, stage 1: AMMO, TUTH, TAC, Hedione **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [December 6, 2015, 6:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308 "2015-12-06T18:51:26Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 9\ **Page:** 6
**Author:** ![Conjurator](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/conjurator/32/410_2.png) [@Conjurator](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Conjurator)\ **Post date:** [January 28, 2016, 2:11am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/101 "2016-01-28T02:11:22Z")
Pardon the stupid question, but english is not my primary. “She stood you up” means she choked and did not show up, or it means that she showed up, but choked and fled? TUTH never smelled neroli at all for me. I don’t think it’s even supposed to smell neroli. It just smells like TUTH, musky and kinda peppery. But maybe it’s just me. TAC smells sweeter for sure 🙂. ---
**Author:** ![stazz](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/7c8e57/32.png) [@stazz](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/stazz)\ **Post date:** [January 28, 2016, 2:14am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/102 "2016-01-28T02:14:40Z")
2016-01-26/Tuesday: IShine - one spray on each TMJ at 7:15pm, TUTH - two sprays on wrists at 7:15pm (5mcg total), TAC - eight sprays on sides of neck at 7:15pm (20mcg total), P96 - one spray on wrist and spread at 7:15pm (25mcg total) - had a date with another girl from Tinder, a girl I went to high school with, 29 y.o. Black/Chinese 5’0" 9/10 - she claimed to only have an hour and had to “tend to business” but spent TWO hours with me - she was enraptured by my storytelling and kept apologizing whenever she interrupted - she kept apologizing even when I interrupted her - she claimed to only be interested in using Tinder to network professionally - she claimed to have two guys already interested in her - self-effect: as I was walking her to the train I became overwhelmed with emotion when discussing my desire to make our relationship sexual or sexual+romantic and my unwillingness to accept a strictly platonic friendship - self-effect: I cried myself to sleep about it and felt like a chump afterwards ---
**Author:** ![stazz](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/7c8e57/32.png) [@stazz](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/stazz)\ **Post date:** [January 28, 2016, 2:16am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/103 "2016-01-28T02:16:52Z")
> [@Conjurator](#): > > Pardon the stupid question, but english is not my primary. “She stood you up” means she choked and did not show up, or it means that she showed up, but choked and fled? Yea, “stood me up” means she did not show up and didn’t message in advance. > [@Conjurator](#): > > TUTH never smelled neroli at all for me. I don’t think it’s even supposed to smell neroli. It just smells like TUTH, musky and kinda peppery. But maybe it’s just me. TAC smells sweeter for sure 🙂. I probably misspoke about the scent of TUTH, it was mainly a holdover from my initial thoughts about the vodka screwdriver scent of TUTH possibly being neroli instead of a musk. Also put up a Tuesday Jan 26th account. ---
**Author:** ![Conjurator](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/conjurator/32/410_2.png) [@Conjurator](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Conjurator)\ **Post date:** [January 28, 2016, 3:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/104 "2016-01-28T03:25:35Z")
Thanks for the info. And seeing your last report, P96 might be your worst enemy with the fits of emotions and all. ---
**Author:** ![stazz](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/7c8e57/32.png) [@stazz](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/stazz)\ **Post date:** [January 28, 2016, 3:42am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/105 "2016-01-28T03:42:56Z")
> [@Conjurator](#): > > Thanks for the info. And seeing your last report, P96 might be your worst enemy with the fits of emotions and all. Yea, probably. I’m going to try the P96 once at 50mcg on my wrists/forearms, though, just to confirm, either Thursday or Saturday and definitely with TUTH and TAC. For reference, the emotion most commonly associated with those outbursts/breakdowns is “disappointment,” specifically regarding me not getting what I felt I deserved at the time even though I put in work and effort I thought was commensurate to the “reward.” I probably have to work through that, though, since I’m surprised I even typed that out considering for a long time I felt that “no matter what I did I wasn’t good enough” about many things. Hm. ---
**Author:** ![Smellymen2002](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/858c86/32.png) [@Smellymen2002](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Smellymen2002)\ **Post date:** [January 28, 2016, 4:57am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/106 "2016-01-28T04:57:13Z")
> [@stazz](#): > > Yea, probably. I’m going to try the P96 once at 50mcg on my wrists/forearms, though, just to confirm, either Thursday or Saturday and definitely with TUTH and TAC. > > For reference, the emotion most commonly associated with those outbursts/breakdowns is “disappointment,” specifically regarding me not getting what I felt I deserved at the time even though I put in work and effort I thought was commensurate to the “reward.” I probably have to work through that, though, since I’m surprised I even typed that out considering for a long time I felt that “no matter what I did I wasn’t good enough” about many things. > > Hm. The best way to overcome this is to have the confidence to “know your the shit” YOU ARE the prize not her man. If a girl rejects you there are 10 better one to take her place. Have the confidence and everything else will fall in place. If you put girls on a pedestal you will always be second, and the confidence will suffer. If the p96 is effecting you put it on your hands, this will eliminate self effects. I have to do this with TAC or I basically pass out from relaxation. ---
**Author:** ![Jdub](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jdub/32/1399_2.png) [@Jdub](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Jdub)\ **Post date:** [January 29, 2016, 10:26pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/107 "2016-01-29T22:26:31Z")
Agree with the confidence. Always always have confidence. Don’t be an arse, just don’t be timid either. ---
**Author:** ![stazz](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/7c8e57/32.png) [@stazz](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/stazz)\ **Post date:** [February 2, 2016, 6:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/108 "2016-02-02T06:50:35Z")
2016-01-28/Thursday: IShine - one spray on each TMJ at 1:05pm + two sprays on upper shirt at 1:30pm, TUTH - two sprays on wrists at 1:05pm (5mcg total), TAC - eight sprays on wrists at 1:05pm (20mcg total), P96 - two sprays on wrist and spread at 1:05pm (50mcg total) - met with the Muslim girl classmate from before again to go shopping (or at least window shopping) for a new wardrobe - I brought out the bottles of mones (labels hidden) and asked her which she thought smelled better as I’ve been attempting to “develop a personal scent,” and to her credit she verbalized about how fragrances smell different from the bottle vs. on the body; I also asked her to compare the scents to the scent of my wrists (the above list minus the IShine to the shirt) - I pointed out the IShine was supposed to give a “feel-good feeling” she had me spray on my shirt - she bought me ice cream because “she felt she owed me from before” - we went to the mall and she pointed out that burgundy/cranberry sauce seems to be a really good color on me, as well as combining a neutral color like light grey with a stronger color like black or said cranberry - she was really tired and sluggish before meeting me and I bought her a coffee after the mall, which perked her right up; she dragged me to the make-up section to use a gift card - afterwards, she took photos of me for online profile use; she also asked me to take photos of her and she said very happily how good she thought the photos I took of her were - self-effect: I felt more jovial during the hangout but not really sexual - self-effect: after coming back from the hangout I felt exhausted and took a nap It seems 50mcg of P96 as far away from me as possible is key to successfully adding that to the sexy mix, and a grand total of 4 sprays of IShine relaxes me better. Will need to attempt the full thing intentionally soon. ---
**Author:** ![stazz](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/7c8e57/32.png) [@stazz](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/stazz)\ **Post date:** [February 2, 2016, 7:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308/109 "2016-02-02T07:02:55Z")
2016-01-29/Friday: IShine - one spray on each TMJ at 2:05pm, TUTH - two sprays on wrists at 2:05pm (5mcg total), TAC - eight sprays on wrists at 2:05pm (20mcg total), P96 - two sprays on wrist and spread at 2:05pm (50mcg total) - first day of Friday classes: Italian in the early afternoon, Operating Systems (a 300-level computer science class) in the late afternoon - the closest girl to me in the Italian class, 20 y.o. black 7/10, one seat away diagonally (maybe 3-4 feet) was caressing her forearm softly for quite some time after I walked in and sat down - the next closest girls were at least three seats away, so I couldn’t really gauge discernible responses from any of them - in the OS class, the Muslim girl sat right in front of me, and another girl, 20 or 21 y.o. Middle Eastern or Indian (I don’t remember which at the moment) 7/10, who I’ve known from my computer club activities and previous comp sci classes sat behind - the Muslim girl kept looking back at me as if to seek my approval, especially when the professor told jokes - self-effect: during the OS class I felt very self-conscious about my body odor, and I felt I was overpowering my deodorant (I’m trying out Tom’s for a while, but it seems I need to swipe at least 24 times each underarm for any level of effectiveness) - self-effect: during both classes I felt more calm and relaxed than usual Recently it feels like I’m sweating more and generating a stronger body odor, with and without mones. Is my testosterone boosting working? Let’s hope so. [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/a-sexy-alex-stage-1-ammo-tuth-tac-hedione/65308.md?page=5)