Okay, so I finally did what I said I was going to do - retest plain old A314 all by itself so that I could have a solid A314 baseline in order to make best evaluations of the A314 variants. Normally, I use A314 with something else, Instant Honesty, Instant Shine, MX334, p91, whatever.
So, the past week, I have been using A314 solo, 2 drops applied to wrists/neck/collarbone area.
I felt:
- confident
- efficient
- didn’t care much what others thought
- a bit serious sometimes
Attitudes towards me were:
- respectful
- not too flirty
- sisterly
At Lions Club meeting Tuesday night, I was “one of the guys”, I did get a little flirted with but it was more “perfunctory” than anything. Normally, someone always has to say something, about my boobs, or “when are we gonna see you in a bikini” (never), nothing offensive.
A314 with a buffer: I am respected, listened too, still get the flirty stuff
A314 plain: I am respected, one of the guys, a little flirty, but not quite as heartfelt, lol.
There are these three new guys, local Hawaiian mixed ethnicity, younger and kind of cliquish, (they’re about the same age, their conversation among themselves indicates that they grew up together and have known each other all their lives). Oh, and these new guys don’t do the boob jokes or anything, its the old retired guys who do that.
They have always been a bit stand-off-ish towards me (even though they’re new and I’m not, might be the fact that I’m caucasian, many of the caucasians in Hawaii are like “a bull in a china shop”, so loud and opinionated, often percieved as selfish and disrespectful, though its really just cultural differences).
Though I’m not like that at all. I am one of the rare “caucasians” actually raised in this culture (IN Hawaiian households, not just near them, I was in foster homes). So looks can be decieving, hey, you can’t tell a book by its cover (and I look like I just stepped off the plane, ready to check into my hotel or whatever, lol, thats how white I look).
Anyway, these guys have been polite to me, but never really talked to me or included me in their conversations. At one point I needed help opening my Heineken, so went over to them to ask for assistance (I’ve never been able to do that teeth/lighter or whatever trick). Not only did they open my beer, but they invited me to sit down and join them
. Their attitude was friendly, I was “one of the guys”.
Also, with plain A314, I don’t feel very pretty, when I look in the mirror, I’m not unattractive, just there.
Now keep in mind, I’m not model material, but I can hold my own, I get my share of IOI’s, etc. I have guys who “like me”, etc.
But with plain A314, I just felt plain. Even with makeup, I’d get ready for the day, and look at myself in the mirror, and feel like something’s missing.
With buffered A314, I didn’t feel like that.
Now, today is Friday, and I decided not to wear A314 at all (one of the first days in quite awhile to not wear it, or the social bonding one). Instead I am wearing MX215, because:
- I am thinking of trying MX215 with with A314, and want to be completely familiar with the effects of MX215 first.
- I want to do a report of MX215 in the womens section, since MX215 is one of the very few womens products available, then other females will have an idea what MX215 is like. (Not everyone is a nut like me, willing to shell out hard-earned money for something they don’t have any idea about, lol)