# Andrew's Pheromone Journal

**URL:** <https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541>\
**Category:** Men's Journals\
**Created:** [November 10, 2007, 12:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541 "2007-11-10T00:00:16Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 20\
**Page:** 12

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**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\
**Post date:** [May 26, 2008, 2:12pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/222 "2008-05-26T14:12:54Z")

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Heres some pictures of my party on saturday, this was around like…11, before it started to pick up. Got more intense then i originally anticipated. peaked around 2.30pm with about proll 35-45people. Had rockband goin downstairs, music and drinks in the kitchen and living room…smokin on the deck…my buddy who lived behind me had a huge bonfire too, so it was a good fence hopper. Word. I did get some videos too. Gots 2 of them. But i dont know how to convert .3gp files…if anyone can, lemme know. word?

Then a couple of the other pics are from my friend angies on sunday…she has badass parties every sunday..

3.2FTW!!!1111!1

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**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\
**Post date:** [May 26, 2008, 7:31pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/223 "2008-05-26T19:31:17Z")

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Glad ta see ya were able to keep yer clothes on for five minutes…lol 😛

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**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\
**Post date:** [May 26, 2008, 7:43pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/224 "2008-05-26T19:43:06Z")

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> [@Bella](#):
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> Glad ta see ya were able to keep yer clothes on for five minutes…lol 😛

nah, you got it all wrong… — i wasint in any of those pictures 😉

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**Author:** ![data4](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/data4/32/272_2.png) [@data4](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/data4)\
**Post date:** [May 26, 2008, 7:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/225 "2008-05-26T19:51:43Z")

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Now, you see, that answer alone is worthy of reps. 😉

-D4

> [@z414a4d](#):
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> nah, you got it all wrong… — i wasint in any of those pictures 😉

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**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\
**Post date:** [May 26, 2008, 9:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/226 "2008-05-26T21:21:40Z")

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All day man…All day 🙂

(score, just hit the top 20 posters 🙂 )

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**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\
**Post date:** [May 26, 2008, 10:16pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/227 "2008-05-26T22:16:54Z")

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heres that post related to MX134

> [@MX134 to-go bottle: a $400 phone sale within ten minutes of putting it on](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/mx134/7625):
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> HEy Ladies!! My friend Andrew (z4) got me the to-go bottle of mx134. I kid you not I put it on maybe an hour ago and good things have happened since. First and foremost, it smells amazing… I could take a bath in it. Basically, for my job I sell phones. Unfotunately, the last couple of days I haven’t sold anything! really depressing. But when I got to work today Andrew had this spray ready for me to try. So I used one spray on my wrists and spread it on the sides of my neck and went to work. W…

or you can just search the forums for the name “kaila” - it will pop up immediatly 🙂

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**Author:** ![renny](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/renny/32/2104_2.png) [@renny](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/renny)\
**Post date:** [July 14, 2008, 9:48pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/228 "2008-07-14T21:48:50Z")

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Earth to Andrew, come in Andrew…wait never mind…it’s summer in MN…Go ahead and Bask Z-man…you deserve it.

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**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\
**Post date:** [July 14, 2008, 9:56pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/229 "2008-07-14T21:56:32Z")

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I was thinking the same thing

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**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\
**Post date:** [July 15, 2008, 6:15am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/230 "2008-07-15T06:15:37Z")

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We deserve it too! Get the tank ready ren…we’re takin’ a road trip! 😃 SteveO…you’re drivin’…don’t forget the ICM mixes…I’m ridin’ shot gun…you’ll be glad I did…BH, don’t forget the PJ…bond there’s room for you in my bags right next to the EoW and the single malt and biscuits I stashed for renny…the Cyndi Lauper CD and the Chipmunk movie…we’re gonna wanna watch that while we do nitrous, smoke the hookah and drink PJ…and what was the rest of that agin’, ren? 🙄 😃 And no…I’m not doin’ the suspension thing.

Come on ladies get the lead out…times a wastin’…we can’t let Andrew have all the fun…besides, somebody’s gotta teach that kid how ta party! 😛

Anybody else? Pack a bag, hop on board…we’re movin’ out.

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**Author:** ![zeph](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/z/85e7bf/32.png) [@zeph](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/zeph)\
**Post date:** [July 15, 2008, 7:47am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/231 "2008-07-15T07:47:27Z")

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hah, yeah, things have been kinda quiet without Andrew around… Hope you’re enjoying your summer man. Don’t know what it’s like in MN in the summer. It’s hot as hell in the part of Cali I’m in… hope its nicer where you are.

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**Author:** ![renny](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/renny/32/2104_2.png) [@renny](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/renny)\
**Post date:** [July 15, 2008, 9:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/232 "2008-07-15T21:21:08Z")

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Sounds like you got the bases covered Bella…we can leave a biscuit trail for Tater 😉 . Minnesota or bust!

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**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\
**Post date:** [July 17, 2008, 6:34pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/233 "2008-07-17T18:34:02Z")

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Oh yes my friends…quite the summer it has been 🙂 one of the best.

Official excuse for my abrupt temperary departure:

21 years old now (heard there was a bday thread somewhere too, gonna check that out asap, thanks for any and all contributions).  
Drinkin  
Drinking beer  
drinkin again…  
partying…  
drinking again…  
then partying…  
concerts…  
partying…  
drinking, concerts and partying in one night…  
work  
rinse, lather and repeat 🙂

Love you all, gonna do my best to get back in. Just recently moved as well, just starting to get settled into my new place…therefore…not gonna lie…i been pheroless for a couple weeks now…I got a couple of the basic instant lines but im down to a few drop (litterally) of ammo, and i find myself using my finger to dab whats left in the bottle to conserve as far as i can make it go.

I…need to win the lottery so i can just have a neverending supply. Being strapped fer cash never sucked so much until i was forced to go pheroless for a while. I need to get back in the swing and get my $50 every couple months priorities straight for my ammo damnit!

love love love you all, thanks sooo much for not forgetting about me! 😃 it was very refreshing to get a call/kick in the ass from steveO today and logged on to see some posts in my journal. Talk/see you all soon!!!

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**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\
**Post date:** [July 21, 2008, 4:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/234 "2008-07-21T04:33:43Z")

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> [@Bella](#):
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> We deserve it too! Get the tank ready **ren** …we’re takin’ a road trip! 😃 **SteveO** …you’re drivin’…don’t forget the ICM mixes…I’m ridin’ shot gun…you’ll be glad I did… **BH** , don’t forget the PJ… **bond** there’s room for you in my bags right next to the EoW and the single malt and biscuits I stashed for renny…the Cyndi Lauper CD and the Chipmunk movie…we’re gonna wanna watch that while we do nitrous, smoke the hookah and drink PJ…and what was the rest of that agin’, ren? 🙄 😃 And no…I’m not doin’ the suspension thing.
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> Anybody else? Pack a bag, hop on board…we’re movin’ out.

Gee thanks Bella, just leave me out of all the fun would’ya? ☹ 🙄

And Andrew, good to see ya back bud! Thought maybe Bond had gone into hiding and Tisha snatched you up for the sacrifice to Aphrodite. 😃

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**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\
**Post date:** [July 21, 2008, 6:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/235 "2008-07-21T06:08:26Z")

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> [@mark-in-dallas](#):
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> Gee thanks Bella, just leave me out of all the fun would’ya? ☹ 🙄

Oh jeeze, cowboy! 😮 What the hey was/wasn’t I thinkin’? 🙄 :o It wouldn’t be a party without you! Mkay, then _I’ll_ drive and _you_ can sit on SteveO’s lap! 😛

> [@mark-in-dallas](#):
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> And Andrew, good to see ya back bud! Thought maybe Bond had gone into hiding and Tisha snatched you up for the sacrifice to Aphrodite. 😃

Those two are out I’m afraid. Ahem. Virgins, cowboy, we need a virgin. LOL. Know any over eighteen? 😃 Gotta get one in time for the next sacrifice..er…meeting.

Glad your’e having a great summer Z, nice to have you back!

Bella

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**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\
**Post date:** [July 21, 2008, 6:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/236 "2008-07-21T06:19:36Z")

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> [@Bella](#):
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> Oh jeeze, cowboy! 😮 What the hey was/wasn’t I thinkin’? 🙄 :o It wouldn’t be a party without you! Mkay, then _I’ll_ drive and _you_ can sit on SteveO’s lap! 😛

Hmmm, maybe I’ll just take the trunk, ya got a pass through to the passenger compartment right? 🙄

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> Those two are out I’m afraid. Ahem. Virgins, cowboy, we need a virgin. LOL. Know any over eighteen? 😃 Gotta get one in time for the next sacrifice..er…meeting.

Hell I don’t know that there’s any virgins over 12 these days! And your asking about 18? Maybe we can dig up an ugly little troll. Anybody come to mind? Don’t answer that! 😃

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**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\
**Post date:** [July 26, 2008, 2:55pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/237 "2008-07-26T14:55:46Z")

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A little off topic, but i would like to elaborate on my life a little bit lately. Kinda dramatic, which sucks…cause everyone who knows Andrew for Andrew, knows that I dislike drama greatly and take the greatest measures to avoid it at all costs.

On Friday night (last week) a good friend of mine was raped at a party I had brought her to. This causes so much drama, that I have sacrificed many of whom i thought were my friends…because people decide to think otherwise from the truth, and assume/point fingers. Fortunatly she is ok, but shook up more than ever. She is pressing charges and I will be testifying. This has me shook up almost as much as her given the circumstances. Things are getting better, but its still hard for me to sleep at night.

2 days ago, a very close friend of mine died in a car accedint that was related to drinking and driving. Extremely unfortunate situation. I have yet to drink all week because of the shit thats going down right now.

On top of this, last night another friend of mine was charged with 5th degree assault because he and others got soo piss drunk…they were just being stupid is all…

Although this is a rough time for me in my life right now, I am maturing very quickly from it all and taking all the lessons and shit and applying it to my own life. Im learning very quickly that alcohol, unless used moderatly can and will fuck up your life, including those you love most/ those around you.

After turning 21, I’m also finding myself hanging out with a couple new groups of friends, all 21+.

Its kinda tough cause I have always been old for my grade. I was one of the first couple people of 1,400 (my graduating class in HS '06) to turn 21. Which is great, cause now i get to be there with all of my friends when they turn 21 and stuff…but it sucks cause i dont know / hangout with to many people above that age…Could be a blessing in itself though. I have been itching to goto bars, but have only been able to do it once since i turned 21 on the 17th of june.

I officially milked my ammo bottle bone dry last night, and i got a cute girls number at a sports bar i was at last night. Good night for Andrew. And i got lots of sleep. So thats a huge plus for me too.

this being a journal update would be nothing without the love life update 🙂

since I have turned 21…so many doors have opened…and…theres alot more girls out there than i thought 😛. Andrew got lucky a few times over the past month. Learned from every expierence (both sexually and emotionally) and gonna prolly start to take it easy.

Im really excited for the beginning of august here. I get to do something i have been waiting almost a year to do. My first suspension. Im going to be driving up to St. Cloud MN to Wingnut (Tattoo and Body Mods) to do it. A really good friend of mine who operates the wingnuts in MN is the one hookin me up (litterally). Hes known nationwide, one of the few piercers that partake in extreme/hardcore piercings…He was the one that did my Uvula and wrists and wiener and ears and lebret and tots and tounge web ect…oh btw i gauged my ears to 4g last night. no bigger. They stretched real easy though cause before the military i was actually at 0g, almost going on 00g. so thats cool too. so back to that…Im bringing one of my best friends up there with me to take pictures…if anyone is interested in checking them out, i would be more than happy to check with Steve/Tisha to see if it would be acceptable to for me to post them in my journal…I think ima modify the name of my journal too…

Any thoughts/advice on anything? I got my new bottle of AMMO on the way, so phero hits will once again begin to be recorded. Not sure when im gonna have time for expierementing with the new stuff yet (time and money seems to be short for me now that im moved out and got bills and stupid shit to pay off) but ima be recording my wonderful ammo hits on a semi regular basis, thats the plan. Thanks, love , word.

- z4

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**Author:** ![renny](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/renny/32/2104_2.png) [@renny](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/renny)\
**Post date:** [July 26, 2008, 4:47pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/238 "2008-07-26T16:47:32Z")

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Hey Andrew, sometimes drama finds us whether we like it or not. Sounds to me like you are facing it head on which is the best way. It is horrible that your friend was violated that way. It is very important for you to remember that the only person responsible for the crime is the perpetrator…you took her there with the best of intentions; to have some fun.

Tough times can be very painful, remember you’ve got a board full of friends here you can call on anytime. Good luck with your suspension!

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**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\
**Post date:** [July 26, 2008, 4:56pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/239 "2008-07-26T16:56:33Z")

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Andrew, I’m sorry to hear of all the tragedies you’ve been through, but I am glad to see that you’re taking the opportunity to learn and grow from them.

The guy that raped your friend should be chemically castrated! Or, locked up in a cell with another prisoner that the guards knew would ass rape him night-after-night! That’s just how I feel about anybody that would force themselves on another person!

Life tends to be like a roller coaster, with all the ups and downs. Hopefully you’ve seen the bottom and are now on the way to the top! And, if it weren’t for the bad times we would never truly appreciate the good times.

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**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\
**Post date:** [July 26, 2008, 7:13pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/240 "2008-07-26T19:13:02Z")

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Much appreciated. All of your support, everyone. Thank you so much.

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**Author:** ![Phya](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/p/94ad74/32.png) [@Phya](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Phya)\
**Post date:** [July 26, 2008, 7:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/andrews-pheromone-journal/6541/241 "2008-07-26T19:37:12Z")

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Yo man, first things first. I’ve been there, though, I have to admit, not in both situations within the same week. I feel it, and I’m really sorry it’s all coming down at once.

Especially about the friends. I’m not sure what can be more disturbing, the rape itself, or the way people conduct themselves in the aftermath. I’ve seen all sorts of shit go down because someone didn’t actually get raped, and all sorts of shit not go down when someone actually did get raped.

It’s unfortunately groups of friends can be torn about by any tragedy, real or imagined. Trust me, I really can relate. I haven’t moved around as much as some other kids, but somehow I’ve never managed to keep a group of friends around. Shit always happens, I leave a place full of friends, and end up some where new alone, make new friends. It’s kinda depressing, but there’s always going to be a downside to any life.

I felt the same disconnect growing up. It bothered me at times that my friends were all older, because I felt like I didn’t belong. Now that I’m a big older, I’ve gotten over being the ‘young’ kid. At this point, it’s a blessing, one of my friends here was 23-24, all his friends were around the same age, and I get to walk in and say, yep, I’m on your level, and I’m 3 years younger. 😃 Watch out for me. 😉

On a lighter note, some pun intended 🙂, it’s great that you’re still finding ways to have a good time. It sounds like you’re taking a lot of this in stride, which can be harder than just breaking down and escaping the world as you know it. Don’t drink too much, for me personally, it makes me more depressed. A good smoke is better for my mental health, IME.

Take it easy, do what you gotta, and have fun.

Piece. 😉

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