Thanks so much Bella. lol, sensitive…yes…yes i am…too much. Why do i have a concious? All it does is fuck with me.
read my biography in my profile. lol, a few words that describe me perfectly 
ya, fuck ya! IFM, i finally gave it another go. I put one squirt on the right side of my neck cause i knew i would be driving pretty much everywhere that day. Worked out nicely. Never noticed any downsides…but im sure that had somethign to do with the massive qty of ISE i had sportin’
heres my update as of today…
Im kinda worried…honestly. I am very mature when it comes to relationships and having a good base for further growth…Dont think shes looking for that. lol. Got a text msg about 11pm last night before i went to bed.
::i have a problem…
me:what?
::im horny…
me: what are we gonna do about it?
::well, its not gonna go away until something is done..lol
me: well shit…i just got in bed…
::ima just hit you up in the morning ok?
me:word.
She be givin out some hardcore vibes as ‘a girl who just wants to have some fun’. lol. Which is fine. But im not too into the sexual stuff unless its a lil more exclusive to one person. lol. I can see hurt in the future unless i play my cards right. fuck my concious…fuck it…
Oh Bella!!! I forgot to report this. I think i got some effects from the IFM…I dont know specifically cause im still a lil new to the stuff..But that night me and her were driving around with my buddy and his girlfriend we were in the back seat, and she was just tired as hell as it was getting late…I felt the hand creep up to mine again and she scooted closer and rested her head on my shoulder IFM FTW!
Nice report. Just name them. It’ll be easier. They don’t have to be their real names.
k, ------ is officially laura
So…Wanna make out?
DISCLAIMER: Things begin to heat up at this point…
Unfortunatly the only phero i had sportin’ at the time of the intensity was IS. Which did not cut it for this paticular situation…here, let me explain…
After I got off work at 6:00pm I drove to my buddies house to hang out with a few friends…just a typical night..nothing special goin on.
Laura called me when we were all chillen so i drove over and picked her up so she could just come hangout and shit with me and my friends. Shes very easy going and shows no sign of discomfort around other people she doesint know, which totally rocks cause i dont like to give special attention to anyone in paticualr when im hanging out with friends.
Time went on, we smoked, played some video games and just chilled. Come around 1030 i decided i was gonna bring her home. she needed to be home by 11. and lived about 5 min from my friends house…hah…I like to think ahead of time
We begin driving…she stresses the fact that she does not have to be home til’ 11 o’clock…I sit and ponder for a moment at this point…and say “what do you suggest?” she gives the stupid answer i hate “i dont care”…at this point i know its up to me if there are gonna be any moves made…So, i just fucking through it out there …which i guarentee i would not have been able to do without a lil help from my friend bud.
“So…Wanna go makeout or what?”
laura: hah, sure
There ya have it, we went and parked a few blocks from her house…but it was wierd, I felt naked the whole time without my pheros..It was almost depressing knowing how much of a fun expierement this would have been with pheros involved >.< . but its cool cause it didint last more than 5 min. she was suuuper tired and kept apologizing for not being able…well, pretty much for not being that horny, in essence. Which is no biggie, i mean..fuck - dont apologize for something like that.
so we talked a lil more after a short session. It was cool cause it kept completely casual, UNBLEIEVABLY there were 0% awkward moments…felt no different that i would having been chillin with a friend…besides being a little horny.
She exclaimed later in our short post-makeout convo that shes so pissed shes so tired cause she “would never pass something like this up” — so she said we have to get together sometime this weekend to make up for it 
. Ya, im pretty sure i knew what she meant..so i just through it out there to confirm it…just cause im usually a blunt person…
but i dont remember how i put it…sorry. Our convo shortly after that comment went xxx and we began discussing teqniques and other shit like that.
Now i told her…I had only actually slept with 1 girl my entire life, and she was the one i thought i was going to marry. She actually found this adorable and admirable..score for me. But thats not to say i dont have any expierence i told her. 3 1/2 years of solid xp . then we began flirting about who was gonna be the one to be able to keep up with the other one under the covers…so ya, pretty much saturday is when we narrowed it down. Theres gonna be many a party that night im sure of it. night before 420 there are hella lots of parties. so i figure we just play it out see how it goes…best case scenario we end up taking a break from the party, or head to my place afterwards
Need help now everyone.
I have never planned for a situation like this to occur. For a younger female what would be a good application amount for Turn Up The Heat / AMMO - would it be wise to mix these or would it be better to give just one of them a shot to minimize confusion? Please lemme know everyone. Thanks for taking the time to keep up with my journal.
Its gonna get more juicier as the month goes on…Im sure of it…Cause i was able to get ahold of that other girl (lets say her name is jessica)…you know…the one from caribou (see previous posts if you dont remember) and we are hitting up a party friday night together – after we hang out that night im sure that will be a great icebreakin hangout time where i will be able to comfortably ask her out to do other things after friday . Its gonna be at a mutal friends party…so that helps with the comfort level and totally brings down any social anxiety that may have otherwise been present. Word.
-z’fuckin’4
Z- dude, this is awesome for you! You know your way around pheros good enough so I’ll just remind you to keep it simple and enjoy. I wonder if that was the infamous sleepy effect from the shine?
nope, it definatly was not the shine. She is homeschooled so she has fucked up sleeping patterns and she just happened to wake up early that day. Appreciate the feedback. What do you suggest for the TUTH / AMMO renny?
Uh, if your gonna force me to make an opinion… 2 sprays of AMMO and leave it at that. you 2 already know what’s gonna happen. If you want to push it do the Jasmin trick with a spray of TUTH to your belly so that when the shirt comes off there is a little boost to the general temperature at just the right moment. If it was me I think I would want to wait for the second weekend to do that…drive the WOW factor up a notch just to keep her guessing.
I really like that idea of the TUTH underneath. Fuck ya. 2 sprays and a squirt of TUTH underneath…thats exactly the recommendation i was lookin for…your the shit Renny! Dont let anyone tell you otherwise! reppers.
-z’fuckin’4… You Effing STUD!!!
you slutty mc slut… wah ha ha… so fun!
calculating… muahhaha
lol…
really… you gotta tell them about that sweet sweet biz card move… (I think I hear Sade…lol…)
C’mon… now i TOTALLY get this place is pheros based… but ive read over and over and over… 90% you… 10% pheros…
Now i agree:
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the experimenting stuff seems to rock…
and i gotta say i can NOT wait to hear about sat… 
(wheres the goodie goodie goodie smilie? 
)
But the point being… you are one Foxy bitch… And enjoyable like hell to converse with… and we all have seen how you got tha moves…
I agree… phero armed shall be wicked… however… if a serendipitous moment arrives and you’re dry… stop thinkin about it!!! You are a studly chick magnet…
(see mc slut legend for reference… lol…)
you are HILARIOUS!!!
I think Renny IS the man!!! That Jasmin layerin sounds Delicious!
(& a bit naughty upon re read…lol…)
And his second comment about maybe holding off on the Turn Up The Heat til the 2nd time… I like the extra pop it might give it… sounds like you two are already fairly high off the au natural ones… wink wink mmmm… rough decision. (lol… yeah, hell of a lot worse things to fret about… lol…)
AWE YEAHHHH!!!
(lol… I love this… I use the word juicy the way the smurfs used smurf… hah… i can NOT wait!!!)
Word. is right!
Fuck me…i only haad time to read the replies, prolly wont have time to post til monday…oh yes…there will be lovin’
word.
Laura, huh? Good name choice. I know a Laura. She’s a fun flirty little girl. Quite too young for me though. Ah well.
Oh . . . and with the way you’re going, doesn’t sound like you need need pheros all that much. They’re just icing on the cake. Which is rather how I think it should work anyway. Your Laura doesn’t sound like the typical homeschool girl. And I say that with no stereotypes attached. I was homeschooled for most of my gradeschool/highschool career, so I know.
Ya, i know Galy- she totally isint the normal homeschooled girl. She knows of life outside..I mean, she did a year or two of high school before she enrolled in MN virtual highschool - all online schooling. so ya…dont have time to reply to the others yet i will by monday though.
What up. 
notice the look on my face? …it hasint changed…didint get laid. But I had a really fun 420 yesterday. Me, laura and my buddy matt cruised around all day picked up some beer and had people over at my house last night for a bonfire and bbq. Word. It was fun. Laura was all over me at my house…she is very…physical, even in public. heh. So after a while when everyone started to clear our around 11pm it was me, laura and matt and a bunch of chairs around a bonfire…Laura is sitting in the chair next to me…practically on top of me and matt was finishing off the beers…just funny as hell piss drunk. I fuckin love that guy. anyways…I started to get ultra mega horny at the bonfire and since matt does not have a phone i shot a text to myself and told him it was from one of his friends on my phone. The text read “dude…you need to find a break point so i can take laura inside…”. I got the beep, looked at the text i sent myself and said “yo matt, its from your friend”. hes like ‘wtf’ ok…" then he laughed his ass off, grabbed a beer and said, “ima go piss” - then i said “alright, well…me and laura are gonna take off for a few” - he knew what was goin down.
It was at this point that i realized i was phero free…specially from the bonfire…fuck…so i told her to wait a min while i headed out to my car…went to click my lil to-go bottle of TUTH and shit…its all gone!!! son of a bitch.
so i say fuck it to myself and take her downstairs. little makin out goes on. then alot of makin out…then the hands started moving…and then it gets a little blurry heh. not really, thats pretty much all the happened. I didint make any further moves, assuming she would take control on whatever she felt comfortable with. this goes on for about 30 min, then we head back out to matts drunk ass at the firepit, he teases us a little bit, which she totally got sucked into.lol. After he got the reaction from her that he wanted he just kept givin her shit.
we chill for a bit longer and the topic goes to sex. I mentioned that I had only actually slept with one person before…and that was the female i thought i was going to marry. i jokingly said ‘ya, i guess im just a prude mother fucker’…and it was immediatly followed by laura saying something along the lines of “not after i get done with you” lol - then that was immediatly followed by matts drunk ass being blunt and saying “I hope you fuck his brains out”. She blushed.
One thing im pissed as hell about is when we were making out, not only was i phero free, but i could not for the life of me remember ANY of those 10 spots on the female body from Tishas reply to my pubic chin of fire post…Thats what i will be reviewing today.
In conclusion, I need to study more.
p.s. everything i thought that was gonna go down saturday reguarding hanging out with laura and my friends in general happened on 420 instead for the holiday. Lemme know if i need to elaborate more on anything in paticular.
Hey, i have a journal but like…no pictures posted..Ima fer sure start posting pictures along with shit all the time now, I got my camera phone with me all the time so there is no excuse for me not to.
Below are some pictures from my buddies house on saturday
first one is me and my friend angie. second is me , matt and chris.
i agree… 100%
sounds fantastic! from things youve said youll prob enjoy the addl getting to know each other time plus yummy build up moments before this “getting laid” you have in mind… lol… plus she sounds pretty promising in general… tee hee… im excited…
YAY!!! good good fun…
Sound like a much better 420 than mine
I figure it’s about time I come check this journal out. Glad to see you hitting it off without pheromones. I’m gonna have to go check out what these 10 points Tisha’s talking about are..
haha. ya, the 10 points are very informative. remember, that reply should be in the pubes chin post…I think…ya…yes it is…fer sure.
Thanks T - fer being my number one journal fan!
Z4, thanks for writing this journal. very informative.
I will have to start adding some of my images to my journal.
