# Avallons Mainstream Phero-Journal

**URL:** <https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401>\
**Category:** Men's Journals\
**Created:** [November 2, 2008, 6:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401 "2008-11-02T18:21:36Z")\
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**Post date:** [November 2, 2008, 6:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401/1 "2008-11-02T18:21:36Z")

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Okay, so I just read this, and it very much emotes my relationship with my girlfriend, as well. It’s a review on the shop-site…

_"I wish you folks would make “Instant Jerk” and “Instant Gentleman” in “To Go!” sizes too; I’d love to try them out, but don’t want to pay for a bigger bottle and not like it._

_On a different note, I date a very pretty girl - who is probably our of my league - who is an only child and an “ESTJ” personality type according to the Myers-Briggs Personality type profile test (a high “Choleric”). And while I love her, she can be real bitch at times, hen pecking me - foisting her insecurities on me. Despite the fact that I’m 10 years older than she is and ex-military, she still tries to establish her more overtly extroverted, task oriented dominant nature over my slightly more introverted nature (and by introverted I don’t mean shy, but more introspected with my feelings). Well, I’ve finally gotten the upper hand thanks to your “[Instant Female Magic](https://a314.com/product/instant-female-magic/)” spray! I used the spray in combination with “Ammunition” and my girl was as playful and docile as a little kitten. I exuded confidence and easily put her in her place (which she actually loves) with out any real effort on my part what-so-ever! I can tell things are going to be lot different (and better) from now on! Thanks!"_

And that about sums it up for me, too. It’s not like she’s extroverted and I’m not. In fact, quite the opposite, actually. I mean, not only have I been a performer since I was a wee one, but I’ve been applying new skills to the dating game (via David D.) for several years now, and am nothing close to an introvert. Before that, was NLP and TFT/EFT. Plus, I travel…which makes people-skills a must.

But the part about the interaction-style; where she tries to exert a dominance that she really…shouldn’t…have. I’m a few years older than she is, too. And it’s only gotten moreso with the pregnancy. I suspected (which is why I’m here) after a bit of watching and absorbing her (NLP lingo here 🙂 modalities, that it may simply be a pheromone/hormone relationship effect. She is, after all, 1000 years Polish, and 1000 years of social breeding patters will certainly result in a chemical and genetic mate association. Me, I’m a hybird mutt from the states; african, gypsy, french. Who knows what the heck kind of hormonal transmissions I’m sending out there. ;/

Either way, by this point the attraction game is a bit ingrained, and I’m sure that has a lot to do with the initial attraction between us. And as we know, David and his boys don’t write much if anything on relationships (…as in, what to do next if it _works_…\*lol). Part of my reasons for going this direction, aside from personal experimentation, is to check that theory. Because I’ve met Polish boys, and by-and-large it’s a _very_ gentrified breeding pool, I’m a bit more on the artistic/emotional side than a lot of them are. There has to be some merit that basic observation.

Besides; she’s an artist (and all of us creator-types come with some sort of counter-baggage), and there were some control/dominance issues before the pregnancy began.

It’s not in my nature to want _control_…I really believe that what I want is an unspoken addition to our nonverbal communication.

That said, my package has been in Leipzig, Germany for the past few days (at least since Friday), and I’m hoping it will get here soon – a double-strength to-go bottle of IS and a full-sized version of IFM to start. Can’t wait, and don’t know when I’ll see it in these hands of mine.

I also ordered, with the GC and some points (and money) a to-go bottle of MX-135, another double-stregnth to-go IS bottle, and some to-go TUTH. We’ll see what happens when that gets here. 😉

I’m sure I’ll be posting some more minor details in the day or two of waiting, to come, just to keep the journal itself alive and informative. Still can’t wait.

C’mon, DHL…!

-Av

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**Post date:** [November 4, 2008, 9:54am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401/2 "2008-11-04T09:54:22Z")

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I’m not sure about the Instant Jerk but I got a freebie to go of [Instant Gentleman](https://a314.com/product/gentleman/) with my order last week so it’s there for sale somewhere! Not tested it yet, got a weekend in Barcelona with the wife (leaving the kids at grandma’s) and off to see the new James Bond film this Friday. Hmm, Daniel Craig on the screen, me in a tux, plastered in Instant Gentleman and no kids at home, followed by her favourite band playing a live gig in one of the most romantic cities in Europe 😉

Watch this space 😃

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**Author:** ![avallonguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/avallonguy/32/915_2.png) [@avallonguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/avallonguy)\
**Post date:** [November 4, 2008, 2:04pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401/3 "2008-11-04T14:04:33Z")

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Okay-

So I just received my order from Androtics today. 1 FULL Bottle of IFM, One to-go bottle of 2xIS, and (HEL-lo!) one complimentary bottle of 2xIO with a note and a thanks from Amy. Who’s Amy? Anyway, I’d like to thank her and to let her know that going double-strength on a freebie is a great way to keep customers coming back. Seriously.

That said, DHL in Poland…egh.

I found Androtics by accident, and so far, I’m glad I found them first. My music was listed in a torrent site somewhere and, going to check it I found a banner for another Pheromone product (Pheroline). I looked into it and was interested enough to buy, but did some shopping around first. It was a bit confusing, and I’m not sure how I found the pherotalk board (I think I was reading articles somewhere), but I’m really glad so far I found Androtics first. Great customer service, great board, and I really had mucho faith in the products well before I bought them.

I had explained my current situation below, in [this thread](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/hey-there/22254), and have been waiting not-so-patiently for my package to arrive from DHL, after having sat idly in Leipzig, Germany for two days over the weekend, and then encountering further delays once through customs in Poland.

In the meantime (yesterday), I decided to start the experiment early with a “control” set of experiences. Since I work at home on the internet or onstage, I have the privelege of escaping certain social rituals for a time if I do-or-say-so. So, for about a week at a time I’ve been watching my girlfriend’s responses to Androstadienone and 'none by, well, literally ‘not bathing’. She’s always liked it that way, for some reason. Most of my girlfriend’s have up to this point. I think they’re enabling me, but that’s beside the point. Anyway, most (MOST) tense moments and breakdowns, I found, could indeed be solved by pulling her into my weeklong shirt and giving her a big, long hug, where she’d bury her head in my armpit and, quite literally, calm down.

As I said, most of the time, and if I didn’t keep her there for long enough, the trouble could indeed start up again. 🙂

So yesterday, believe it or not, I made it a day to kind of fuck with her. No, really, I seriously leaned into what David calls the C&F. This is something I don’t use too much with European girls, or my girl in general, because the thick skin of American girls just isn’t there over here so much. Maybe in England. But that’s our father country, so what do you expect? Anyway, I laid on with the C&F in a fairly big way; pretending to be jealous about something and getting her ego riled and then breaking down into riotous laughter, chunking her down and then building her up, poking at insecurities, the works. And since it was her and just after a big fight anyway (she’s been dishing out the punishment and dominance vibes, besides, so it had already been my intention to literally ‘confuse her ego out of the courtroom’) I laid into her until she broke and then later that night made sure she knew what was joke and what was not.

I wanted to get a clear picture of what pull I did (and didn’t!) have phero-free, or at least with my natural sig.

So the DHL-man finally comes, unfortunately with some help from the girlfriend, because she’s Polish, and they’re Polish, and they can’t find the flat number. So she’s all excited and I am very nearly chomping at the bit when they finally come, but when she asks me to open it I had to disappoint her. The last thing I wanted, aside from having company in opening my precious new package, was for her to ask me what “[Instant Female Magic](https://a314.com/product/instant-female-magic/)” was. She brooded a little and went to the market and me, I decided it was time to start with some fresh 'mones.

I took a shower.

The entire time, singing Bowie’s “Changes” with the word ‘shower’ instead…

“Sh-sh-sh-sh-SHOwer…”

She came back from the market before I was finished and poked her head inside the shower. Now, remember, there is this dominance thing that popped up between us recently with her. I’m not sure if it’s pregnancy, old ‘wussiness’ in me coming out to the forefront (thanks David), or just the way Polish women are, but it creates a lot of wierd problems for us. I seep alpha vibes, but they’re more lon wolf-ish than top dog-ish. I can certainly not seem alpha when I deny the lead, but the wolf’s got a strange bite when you try to take the lead yourself. I hate leading and don’t think it’s necessary. Following isn’t in my bloodstream, more or less. So it makes dominance a problem with women that expect that kind of thing. This really is my karma, this type of girl. I like challenges and difficult women anyway, and besides dating within the artist/traveler/wandering gypsy community, I’m the one that tend to get bored with the nice, empathetic, caring and compassionate sweet girls I always dream about and reject. Hm. Go figure there.

Anyway, the whole poking her head in the shower thing had a lot to do with plain nosiness. She was going to be tiptoe-ing around me for days, now, curious and adamant to get involved with whatever this stuff was. Of course, with those dominance issues, she’s not quite as open the tables being turned on that one. Before the shower, I decided to carefully peel the labels off of these bottles and replace them with unassuming paper-and-tape tags, each handwritten with the abbreviation of the scent (IO, IFM, et al). I had only gotten a chance to peel two and one remained before the sh-sh-sh-shower, mostly because I couldn’t tell the difference between the two instant to-go bottles if I hadn’t done so. At least, not without a lot of experimentation. 😉

So after the shower, I shave and trim to give the effect that any changes were due to that and then promptly met her in the kitchen for coffee. I’d covered myself in four sprays (and a half, I think) of 1xIFM, 2 shots of 2xIH, and three or four sprays of 2xIS. The latter was an overkill, I think, mainly because I wasn’t sure how the first few sprays came out. The IH came out as a bit of a surprise, in this case while I was looking down the barrel and spraying towards my face.

That’s right…so all three of these pheros with one straight shot of 2xIH to the eye.

She sat at her computer in the kitchen, and the moment I entered the room the strangest look of confusion filled her face. I mean true confusion. Not disgust, not good, not bad, just…confusion. She seemed like she felt uncomfortable. I made it a point to get close a few times to throw something away, thank her for helping with the package, and so forth and the other. But it was amazing…she dociled out. She really did; and it was obvious that she wasn’t quite sure how to react to it.

I was unsure, too. Usually, testing begins here. But it didn’t. I couldn’t explain her reaction if I tried, but the bottle should have been named “Instant Whatthe$&@%isdifferentaboutthissituation?” – at least that way, I probably wouldn’t have had to peel the label off the bottle in the first place.

So the subject came up again. She’d been kind of prancing around the flat now, seemingly stuck in the “I’m going to figure out what’s different” mode and, in my honest opinion, unsure about how to react to whatever she was reacting to. The subject of the shipment came up again. I had spent the whole time in the shower trying to decide what I would and wouldn’t tell her about my new package and had settled on a half-truth, half-outright-lie. The reason for this is I didn’t want the subject to come up again, and I knew how she worked. If I didn’t kill this “curiosity”, she would be spraying the stuff in the bathroom or even putting it on herself, which I didn’t want quite yet. We’ll leave this ‘edge’ to myself, for now.

“Well, it’s hard to explain. I used to get it in the states a lot. It’s uh…special chemicals based on my blood type, sex, body chemistry and so on…actually it’s fined tuned for my body chemistry from tests I did in the states…” (so don’t put it on) “…it doesn’t smell like anything at all, really. Just synthetic chemicals.” (so don’t waste my 'mones)

“Uh-_huh_…” she intoned, walking to the bathroom.

“It’s kind of a … _cologne_…_accelerant…_”

“You mean a _pheromone?_” She asked, picking up that still-labeled bottle of “Instant Shine” and turning it over idly in her fingers, close to her face.

“Hormone-based product, yes.” I said seriously. For some reason, I was finding it really difficult to _lie_…perhaps the shot of IHx2 to the face had something to do with that. Who knows. “Really, so what do _you_ know about pheromones and hormones?” I said, technically shifting the conversation topic from what it was to casual jibe and banter.

“Nuffing.” She says in her cute Polish accent. Deceptively so, but cute. “I know the word…”

“Really, now?”

“Yes.”

“Well, it was expensive, so please don’t spray it on yourself or spray it in the air to see how it smells,” I said, rather kindly. I couldn’t really believe I’d just come out and said that, but I just did.

“How expensive?” She asked. Conversation topic switched; now we’re on to more of delving into my personal business.

So that’s that. I’ve been feeling the overdose of the IS and IH. I can’t forget that they’re double concentration. Slight headache, but good feeling. Slightly too good; lost kind of an edge somehow, but whatever it is, the girl is wandering around cleaning house right now of the remains of the several days of fighting we just had. Even planted the flowers I’d bought her before in the empty pot of the ones she destroyed. Seemed signifigant. Very calm, very docile. She seems to be…

…checking herself?

That’s right, as in saying something slightly disrespectful, or in a disrespectful tone off the bat and then, backtracking and repeating with a changed tone. And it’s not me; like I said I lost my edge somewhere between shower and spray.

In a few days, I have a shipment of MX103, 2xTUTH, and another 2xIS coming, and let’s hope the 'nones and 'rones give me some better output; otherwise I might have to take to not showering again for a while. Or at least wait for these chemical compositions to change into manjuice, eventually, in my sweat.

For now, though, I’m curious about the legnth of effects of these three. There _was_ a huge, powerful hit at the beginning in the afterspray that even I could feel. At the moment, the one main effect that I’m noticing, besides a slowly increasing good mood, is that I don’t seem to have to watch my energy that much. It’s not being tested as often. I have a new…_synthetic aura?_

Will update later on any more details. Until then, will try to artificially turn-up-the-heat with an extra spray of IFM later tonight. Usually, that’s not a problem with us, but I’m curious about the results of that little test.

I don’t know why this is worth mentioning, but I figured that different breed-types (races, as you may call them…however socially understood, the term has always been a bit scientifially confused; human beings _are_ a race due to their ability to partner, mate, and produce successful offspring–ancestral adaptation, climate, migration, and selection has produced many breeds _within_ it) may in fact have different responses to this. It makes perfect sense, considering how we’ve bred in the first place. My girlfriend is Polish, comes from a family that has been mainly in one place for probably 500 years or more. Pretty short in the evolutionary grand scheme of things. However, she bears Asian features that mark her strongly as having a Russian ancestrage of some sort. 29, (Aquarius), Tattoos, Fire Juggler, pregnant, moody, intense.

Me, french gypsy grandfather and blackfoot grandmother (God-ho West Virginia), black american mother with roots in the islands. Father’s side is a traveling, music-playing, kid-bearing, heartbreaking family line with crazy stories and wild characters. 30, (Aquarius), folkstar, verbose, relaxed, yet moody. Mostly on the quieter side of moody when I’m alone in my own space. Both of us type O-neg.

I would suspect her reaction might be positive to the 'rones, but not the 'nones. This is only based on observation of her breeding pool and her previous selection patterns. While she’s got an attraction, mysteriously, to 'nones, I suspect her response to 'rones might be more stable and contain less of the uncertainty and timidity of her reaction to Androstonone. Just a thought; we’ll see when I get what I get in the next few days.

That’s all for now. Long post?

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**Post date:** [November 4, 2008, 2:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401/4 "2008-11-04T14:52:42Z")

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Later today…

Took a moment to rub my cheek against hers at some point. She’s not a fan of unshaven (just unshowered), so I used the opportunity to ask her if I’d shaved close enough today. She purred a ‘yes’ and then, with no warning, took a long whiff of my cheek and hummed…

“Mmmm.” She smelled, sniffing again, “mmmm…mmmmmmm…”

“What,” I asked innocently, “do I smell bad?”

“NO! No, I mean, it’s…” Then more confusion. She seemed to try to shake it off. “It’s nuffing.”

A few moments later she’s back on the curiosity kick again, asking me what I’m waiting for through the DHL website, where I’ve been tracking a second package hopefully approaching my home very soon.

“More of the same.” I said, which was more or less true. “I had only so much to spend, so I just small bottles both times. The second time I just used the rewards and credits from the first time just to get more.”

“Huh.” She replied, her eyes scanning the screen for more informative content. “Of what?”

“Just the same. It, uh…” I thought back to the earlier lie-truth. “…it amplifies my body chemistry, more or less. And don’t go spraying it on yourself…I don’t want you smelling like my sister or anything. I’d never touch you again.”

I laughed and she smiled, and that was the end of it. I’d pulled her onto my lap at this point (quite easily, I might add), and she’d been sitting there the entire time, never making her typical motion to get antsy and get up to go do something insignifigant. She just sat there, still appearing confused slightly, still breathing heavily, unmoving. Eventually, she got up, but this time it was different. It wasn’t like ‘getting away’ or anything having to do with a ‘power game’. It just seemed like she had something else to do and she was getting there.

Thanks to Androtics, and that kind of thing, I can handle.

She’s also been spending quite a lot of idle time these last few hours in the bathroom, where I’d been spraying the stuff and where the leftover scent was still heaviest. On me, the strong fragrance trail has died down a little to something more stable and tolerable. Though I can still smell the “[Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/)” in my hair.

Okay: I want to back up the reason for the lie, earlier. It is, for all sakes and purposes, this–

It seemed that some of her confusion, and suspicion, was related to the possibility that I had “changed something” about myself that was sending off a signal that was 1) incongruent with what she knew, and 2) ingenuine, like something I wasn’t, or that I was ‘cheating nature’ in some way. Women hate this in general, as they should. It’s probably been their job for quite a long time to decide the good from the ugly based on lifelong natural signals, and they resent that being played with, to some extent. Of course, mating is now more social and economic now than it used to be, so in greater sense, it’s played with _a lot_, compared to the alpha-male seeking and breeding patters of, say, 1500 years ago. Probably more. By telling her it “amplified my natural _personal_ chemistry” I was able to leave her with a feeling that, this change–however sudden and strange–is no trick to her woman-senses. Just a more amplified version of “me”.

Sure, it’s a boldfaced lie. I usually prefer the cold (and often fun) nature of 100% truth or silence. But don’t try to convince her when it’s probably not her choice to begin with. And it’s probably not going to work with some girls, depending on their ferality in general. In my case, “body chemistry escalators” probably did the trick. But she’s smart and curious and very pandora-like, so we’ll see how much she digs in or backs off in the near future. I should also note that I’ve had to make some changes in my personal behavior so as not to come off as too ‘soft’ today, implementing more silly cockiness in my tone and eye contact (and grin) and striking a little more personal space when the tension builds up a little. Like I said, either I’ll have to wait for more Androstenone from the last shower or do a quick excersise routine to strike the balance. Otherwise, a little cocky fun is easy today so far, being that I’m not feeling the testing so much.

She also made me a sandwich, but the way. Generally unprovoked.

Okay, so I’m feeling like I’m making a science experiment out of my poor, pregnant girlfriend, so I’ll stop for now. But she’s no cream-puff, so I don’t feel so bad, really. Just can’t wait for the MX103 and TUTH in a few days, though. That should be fun. A real turnaround from today’s apparently soft, gentle, comfortable vibe.

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**Post date:** [November 4, 2008, 3:34pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401/5 "2008-11-04T15:34:30Z")

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Okay, third post for today. _tee-hee_

Let’s get this out of the way:

_[Pheromones](https://pheromonelabs.com/shop/) work._ I had little doubt in my mind from a _scientific_ standpoint from a few years of research and other types of testing, but I did wonder how the effects would be from a “sprayed-on” pheromone; one that I _knew_ I was wearing. And they _work_. In the context they’re supposed to. No doubt in my mind about that.

I just walked into the kitchen to check on my A., again. Giving myself an hour of ‘me-time’ in the living room on my own laptop. She was busy translating my bio into Polish for a new local gig, so I asked her how it was going. Before that, I went into the bathroom for another shot of IHx2 (a great gift, by the way Amy, thank-you-lots \*s). I did one split between the insides of my elbows and one more shot to the wrists, split between each and my forearms. I’m intentionally OD-ing today, because I’m very curious about the effects and I like to see a strong, initial result so I can start playing. And by “OD”, by the way, I don’t mean “Overdose”, so much…what I really mean is “Over-Doing” it. I’m going slightly over the top today to test, to check the effects on myself, and to re-initiate my A. into a slightly new form of contact through a casual bombardment of a new pheromonal signature. It helps.

ANYway, I’m getting close to her and the laptop in the kitchen, and she’s groaning about the translation (her least favorite thing). And then the collapses her head into my chest and kind of purrs a bit. The chest spot is mainly IFM, by the way. Two to the the chest, one to the back, one in the groin (that’s right; you heard me), and one or two on the shirt. I DID say “Over-doing” it, right? Anywho, so she just lays there and sighs herself into a spot for like, thirty seconds. I’m more or less the person who breaks it off to go back to the other room to my own work (currently, this journal).

Now something to say about my A. is that she’s typically a closed-off person, not very good at, or used to, showing her feelings or being open and vulnerable. This is a sticky spot for me, because usually women have little problems being vulnerable around me for the most part. Of course, that greatly depends on my mood and situation. I had always known a bit about pheromones and knew (and mentioned before) that she _had_ to be a bit extraordinarily _sensitive_ to them, especially throughout the pregnancy. But to see her like this shows me, quite frankly, that pheros _work_. Simply put.

Enough said.

Maybe I’m the same way. One of my earliest girl-memories is the smell of one of my female friend’s pheromones before her cycle; one that other guys couldn’t smell but that drove me crazy. It was my initiation into the sexual; I couldn’t help it, and I _loved_ it. Since then, it’s expanded to knowing when a girl is menstrating to smelling when someone’s about to get sick in the lungs – i.e., congested. I wonder if being phero-sensitive is a genetic trait of some sort. I don’t see how it helps matters much, seeing as how it also means that, looking back, I’m probably 'none and 'rone sensitive, too. Not a good trait for someone that’s never going to step down to beta or take on the weight of the alpha male, when you think about it.

Still can’t wait for TUTH and MX103, though. Would love to see what more 'rones and 'nones lend to the mix.

Geez; expect a lot of updates and observations from me. Really. I’m serious.

Really.

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**Post date:** [November 8, 2008, 10:18pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401/6 "2008-11-08T22:18:32Z")

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Wednesday, 5 November\*  
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Mostly an altercation-free day, with more of the same smelling and responding. Minor altercations came and went. I applied the same as the day before, but the combination of everything at once left me feeling space-y and out-of-sorts. I also felt my male status feeling slip dramatically, as well as noticing increased moodiness; all of this for no obvious or detectable outside source.

Later that night, I essentially started an altercation on my own (actually, this time was pretty much all me, thanks to my moodiness) that went in the wee hours of the morning and left all feeling drab and out of sorts.

I’d like to try the ISx2 or IHx2 on their own, at some point. Altogether with the IFM, not a great effect for me. Tomorrow, I might try a solo phero-day with IFM alone and see how that works for me.

Thursday, 6 November\*  
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The day started oddly, with me a sour mood from the argument the night before. I showered and went with IFM and a few shots of IS (one to the face, this time). Noticed after a time that the ISx2 was making me come off as a bit girly. My mannish presence was hard to maintain.

The interaction with A slid into argument more than once today. The first time was easy to diffuse, considering past interactions. The second, not so much. It is not that these can be avoided altogther, but I’m noticing less overt disrespect and a…slightly calmer vibe throughout? Can I say that? There is a level of chaos missing. The limits seem changed, somewhat, I can say.

Earlier, a quick step out of the house revealed no overt hits. A trip to the store, mostly filled with women, left me feeling calm and ‘in control’, but no immediate hits I can recount.

At the end of the night, I added a spray of IHx2 to the wrists and hands each, split respectively, and got big hits from A once in bed. I mean she’s literally smelling and smelling and smelling my wrists and hands, like a cat with catnip. Could have gone further, but an altercation broke out instead. It diffused at some point, well before it would have or used to. That’s all I can say about that, for now.

Friday, 7 November\*

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Started out today without a shower and sprayed four shots of IFM; one on the chest, one on each side of the neck, and one in the c-rotch.

The effects were minimal; meaning not extreme, but not unnoticeable. A few hours later, I added a shot to the hair. Noticed A was wanting to get close more, and per usual, she couldn’t stop sniffing…especially my hair. Always wanted to know where I was going when I got up off the couch from cuddling with her.

An hour or two later, I added _one more shot_ to the back of the neck, with extremely noticeable results. A is constantly sniffing me in large inhales, followed by sighs of approval and often burying her head in my neck for long periods of time…

I don’t feel the effects of the Androstadienone these last two days, today especially. Interactions are staying light and fluid. Can’t wait to add TUTH and/or MX103 to the mix, or by themselves, to test those interactions as well. But, unfortunately DHL says that they won’t come until Monday (at some point). They’re currently sitting in a warehouse in Warsaw.

Ouch.

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Saturday, 8 November\*  
+++++++++++++++++++++

Day went as usual. Base coat of IFM and then a sprinkle (later) of IHx2 with a few more sprays of IFM to “Turn up the Heat” later in the evening until my real TUTH gets here on Monday. It seems that A. is getting used to the IFM. She doesn’t smell it as strongly anymore, but she still seems to be responding to the pheromones, only now in a more “natural” way. I don’t what this is all about, but it seems to be conditioning, of some sort.

Found out, however, that the main ingredient she was smelling (besides the neroli scent) was, in fact, the IHx2 (!?). Once I sprayed a bit more of that on my wrists and neck, in plain sight at that, the night went even more smoothly than before. Don’t know what it is about that, but that’s apparently what she likes. 🙂

Sunday, 9 November\*  
++++++++++++++++++++

Not much to report on an otherwise smooth day. Almost an argument or two ironed out pretty quickly. I’ve been a bit unnerved by this happy-looking, smiling A. this week and I’m not sure what to do with it. Out of the din of the last few months, the smile almost looks…_crafty_…? But I am in fact open to the possibility that it’s just a happy feeling. Jesus, let’s hope it is. Either way, when she’s too happy too quickly, it always tends to unnerve me, anyway.

Today, lots of IFM with shots of ISx2 and IHx2 to the hair, neck, wrists, and face. This is because we were going to visit her grandparent’s and I wanted to test this outside of the house, for once.

Interesting reactions. Even though I don’t speak Polish much and tend to sit there in half-meditation…waiting to leave after an hour or so, I was slightly the center of attention. The women there became very protective and approving of me. They were even hounding A. about not feeding me or taking care of me at home, which is unfair because she does, and because while I’m not a stick-figure, I will always be a slender guy because of my blood type and metabolism. That still don’t cut it for a Polish family. The uncle was his normal self, with seemingly no negative effects from the IFM, but her grandfather, who is usually my favorite guy there, seemed a bit stand-offish (towards me) this afternoon. Now, all of this was more subtle than “flocking”, but it seemed a slight shift from before. In fact, her grandmother kept staring at me.

Later that night, intimacy and closeness was easy; in my opinion thanks to the IFM and the IHx2.

Monday, 10 November\*  
++++++++++++++++++++

Finally (FINALLY) got my package today from DHL. Had to wake up from a dead sleep when I realized that the door buzzer was _not_ a dream, and then had to jump out of bed once it stopped, wrap myself in the couch cover on the way to the balcony and yell at the DHL guy in Polish that I was home. One strange thing, however…

…the DHL guy smelled strongly of neroli once he got to the door. (?) This suspicion was multiplied when I found out that my package had been opened (glass and plastic bottles, Poland, “safety measures”…). I didn’t say anything about it just yet, as it was possible I was just catching my own scent or the scent from the bathroom. Hm. Bastards.

The package contained my order of the three to-go bottles I ordered (MX103, ISx2, and TUTH), as well as TWO additional to-go bottles I wasn’t expecting! (including Instant Gentleman and [Instant Female Magic](https://a314.com/product/instant-female-magic/)–another one.) I carefully peeled and replaced these labels as before and added them to my arsenal. Next, it was time to come up with a new mix for the day.

I started with a “base coat” of MX103 this time. I’ve been eager to try out this stuff for a while, so I went with that instead of the IFM as the base. Several sprays, including the chest, one on each side of the neck, the wrists, and each shoulder (couldn’t think of another place besides the face). Now, this stuff smells like real _ass_. It needs to be covered, and neroli just won’t do it. It smells like a boy’s basketball locker room on a hot day. It’s horrible smelling stuff; I was actually surprised.

Next, I went with ISx2 to the hair, IHx2 to the _other_ side of the wrists, and a secondary coat of IFM to cover some of the MX103 spots. I figured that I wanted my main signature to orbit the MX103/IFM zone, and the other two to act as sort of “satellite signals” for the main signals. In just a bit, I’m going to cover with some AXE. Don’t trust that just because I stop smelling it, that others won’t be able able to smell it, either.

Apparently, in all this excitement, I didn’t realize I was being a little inconsiderate with the noise level (as A. was still sleeping), and got snapped at a bit with a question about “what I’m doing”. I apologized and put her back to sleep quickly, but that does indicate a foul starting mood overall. We’ll see what happens.

BUT, an interesting point to note is that…lo and behold…when I went back into the room to pull the covers back over her face, A. suddenly recognizes the new signature. (?) Now she knew I was getting more stuff today, so that part is no secret.

I’ll have to check on self and external reactions; will report later.  
…  
Okay, instant line, instant HIT.

The moment A. wakes up, I expect her to be in some sort of a foul mood because of how I (unintentionally) woke her up. She comes to the kitchen, sniffing the air, in fact, and stands just behind me by the table as I smoked out of the window. So I started out just asking her how she’s feeling this morning, and she answers that she’s tired; she says it very nicely, however, and then walks all the way over to my space and starts playing with my hair. I answer that I’m tired, too (which I am…went to bed around 4 and woke up a few hours ago to run out onto the Balcony for the DHL-man). She then starts talking with me about our hair, which we just dyed together the night before, and I’m noticing some sort of new interaction in the moment that I’m curious about, but not clear enough on yet to report on. We talk about the new shipment for a moment (please remember, I couldn’t use the “aromatherapy ruse” because she’s slightly traditional and that would actually lose respect more than gain it, so I had to shift the truth slightly to the “replication of my own hormones in a bottle ruse” to touch the truth with something that wouldn’t make her feel like I was being deceptive in any way…it would be a form of ‘incongruence’ with her if I did not do so or was completely clear on what I was purchasing; mentioned before in this journal). She didn’t comment on the smell of the MX103 that much, covered now mostly by AXE body spray and other 'mones, but I could tell that she was sensing a new signature and something had shifted…but I honestly can’t tell what, just yet.

Another thing to note, by the way, from this week is this: A. typically sleeps on her side of the bed whether I’m in bed, or not. This week, when I come back to bed or check in on her sleeping alone, she’s been sleeping diagonally; her bottom half has been on her side, but her head and top half is always on my side and on my pillow, which probably smells a whole lot like me by now as I shower in the mornings and not at night. Well, like most people, I guess. It seems that she’s missing me when I’m not there. She also couldn’t sleep last night…it was almost as if she _misses my scent when I’m not around_…

Once she got up and interacted with me for a few minutes, she seemed okay again and was able to get back to sleep without any problems. Anybody else notice this?

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…

SO, incoming self-effects and new observations, apparently from the _only_ new addition (MX103).

As if you couldn’t tell from my journals here, I’m a fairly verbose character. I communicate and express myself for a living, if you think about it. Hell, in a way, that’s how I started as a writer and performer to begin with; it’s _in_ me, honestly. It’s not something that I want to change. The people around me, if they aren’t just like me (which a lot of them tend to be or _are_) just learn to get used to it. Fuck it, they have to because it’s a temprament that’s not going anywhere anytime soon.

My partner, on the other hand, is not. It’s not that she isn’t a creative individual (photographer, fire and contact juggler, etc.), but she’s not used to (or perhaps just not _into_) sharing her thoughts, expressing her feelings, or communicating with too much idle chit-chat. Kind of a strange temprament for a girl and I’m not going to get into the background on this, but that’s how it pretty much stands today.

This means that when I start to talk about said things, or encourage her to do so, she either ‘locks up’ and falls apart or (if the conversation’s just not that important or it’s me talking about stuff or explaining something) she kind of inwardly rolls her eyes and tunes me out as I ‘go glib’. It’s a bit of an annoying interaction – I’m sure for both, but for me I’m used to girls that have something to say – and at times it chews on our daily peace in one way or another.

What I’m noticing is this: just a bit ago when we were talking about ‘the shipment’, as well as when I popped into the kitchen to grab my coffee and chat for a second, she kind of started to go into this, reversed herself somehow in an “instant”, and then…well…_listened_. I didn’t get it at first, but I noticed it the second time very strongly. She _seemed_ to be slightly more rapt and focused on what I had to say, or just to my presence in general.

Now I’ve always promised her that I’d learn more about what was and wasn’t important and talk less where needed; in short, I’d communicate about less if she’d communicate about more, and I’m sure that would be a healthier place for both. But just having her attention for a moment without all the judgement is a nice change, indeed. I’m going to try to OD (‘over-do’, in this case) the MX103 for the day and see where that leads me.

As for self effects, what I’m noticing first is that the 'mones dried up my nasal passages in the earlier moments as the smell (scent, in this case) started hitting me; and now I’ve got a slight nasal drip from it. It’s aaalmost definitely from the 'mones, in this case; probably from the newest addition of MX103. I have no other symptoms of a head cold, so I’m certain it has nothing to do with that. It has the semblance of having smelled something strong for a very long time. Now, I did dye both of our hair last night, but the problem only started after application. Could be coincidence, combination, or perhaps something else. Unsure, for now.

Also, if it’s necessary to note for testing purposes, had a cigarette and coffee in the morning as well.

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…

Strange events are taking place. First of all, while over these past weeks since we moved from Krakow to her hometown of Lodz, ‘A’ has almost consistently insisted on taking trips alone. Doctor’s office, market, visits with friends, etc. Suddenly today, she decides:

“I’m going to market…you want come?”

And I decided to join along for a trip to the market. Before doing so, I thought I’d start the OD process. I sprayed five more shots of MX103 (that’s nine shots total, I think, for the day). Four on my overcoat and one square-smack in the face; mostly for self effects. I ALSO added a quick spray of TUTH to test those effects, as well. I knew we were going to the market and this probably wasn’t a good idea, but in the interest of science, I decided to try it on anyway. Of course two or three minutes later I cloaked with an AXE cover.

But a few moments later, ‘A’ complained that she was suddenly feeling nauseous. Now remember that ‘A’ _is_ pregnant, as mentioned before (we’re about 6/12 months along). I didn’t tell her that I knew _why_ she was probably feeling this way, but I thought that I would watch to see if it faded quickly or not. She’s already uncomfortable enough these days, I see no reason for her to have to feel nauseous on top of that.

It did fade, however, for the most part. We stepped out of the door and on to the market.

The first thing I noticed was that ‘A’ was being more touchy-feely, both on the way out of the door and on the street. She was volunteering her hand to hold, locking her arm around mine, and even leaning into me at times, sighing. This happened at all times throughout. The next thing I noticed from those around me is that the reactions had changed.

It’s worth mentioning that I _am_ a brown guy in Poland. Poland pretty much got rid of ALL their brown guys during the reign of the Nazis in the second world war; that went for jews, gypsies, arabs, africans, and anything else not Polish. Well, actually the Nazis did get rid of some Polish, as well. But even some sixty or seventy years after the close of the last concentration camp, that did leave behind a pretty gentrified culture, and many people, even two generations later, have really never seen a brown individual up-close; let alone made friends or talked to them. And Lodz, even though it’s over a half-million people, pretty much vibes like a small town. So for this reason, and for the fact that I’m often walking with a very Polish girl, I-slash-we tend to get stared at often. The looks pretty much range from obscure curiosity to acute aggression, and every shade in-between. I also have big hair. Like I said, I’m a performer, so big and curly works for me. But yesterday, I skinned myself nearly bald and dyed blonde for a new look. Crazy hair in traditional country isn’t exactly smiled on, either, so this ‘new look’ may have also changed things a bit. I’ve grown used to it while living in Eastern Europe, but today the atmosphere around me changed.

Very few long, confused looks but far more attention. It was more like an ‘awe’ effect. There was also the matter of fact that I was _feeling_ more important today, and almost as if it wasn’t as easy to “break through” my energy, somehow. I felt calmer and slightly more confident.

The first hits were in the drugstore. I was noticing how the female workers there simply _kept_ invading my personal space. Every time I turned around, it was like “whoa…hello there.” – and I’m not used to that, nor did I expect it.

Second of all, whenever a man made eye contact with me and I met it, he couldn’t hold it for long.

Third of all, ‘A’ simply wanted me in hers (personal space, that is). And this continued throughout, as well. Where usually lately…especially since we’ve now come back to her home country _and_ old stomping grounds…I kind of have to kind of keep up with her. Like I said before, there’s kind of a dominance problem here, and it’s not entirely her fault (if at all). As I mentioned before, my energy is ‘lone wolf’, _not_ ‘alpha’, so dominance has always been one of my weak points around women and men both. Now, it’s almost like I couldn’t lose her. I drifted away several times, naturally following my own lead, and then would turn around to find her standing there, waiting for me to move. Several times, she almost spooked me. Just didn’t expect her to be standing there, is all. I’m not a 'fraidy-cat. Swear.

Any-who, we go from there to the post office. I wait outside and let her stand in the queue, and come in to join her only after a bit, starting some small-talk about hair color. In the post office, however, everyone’s eyes are in my direction. It didn’t feel like morbid curiosity this time (the Polish _do_ stare, but often will cloud it with politeness at some point). But this time, it felt like more of the ‘awe’ effect. Like I was somebody famous. This, too continued, thoughout the mini-journal. It was like a phenomenon. Also the same thing with boys – they simply couldn’t, or wouldn’t hold eye contact. Some even looked away with respect. This is unusual, because many of the boys in this country encounter with a cocky uncertainty; as if they’re unsure, but they’re still going to act better than you are. They do it with each other, too, I’ve noticed. But not with me, and not today. And being as how my energy was a bit inpenetrable today, it was much easier for me to sort of ‘power through’ these sorts of interactions, anyway.

Everything kept going in this direction. Some definite hits from women as well; mostly young and attractive. Even longer distance hits seemed likely, as I observed several women making and holding eye contact, initiating communication through body language, locking into me and ‘fixing themselves’, and well…sometimes just getting a wee bit uncomfortable, as well as invading my personal space, much like my girlfriend was (thankfully) doing today.

‘A’, on the other hand, stayed close at all times. Always in my hand, always locking her arm, fixing my hair, kissing my cheek, and–yes–sniffing me, constantly.

Two interactions of note:

Like I said, I’m exhausted today and by all rights should really be sleeping. So on the way up a set of concrete stairs to the baby store, I actually tripped and fell _up_ the stairs, nearly flat on my face. It was nothing near graceful. It didn’t shake me up, much…just checked my palms and legs to make sure I was okay, of course. But ‘A’ was very quick and responsive to come to my aid. This came without much judgement and with great empathy, whereas typically empathy is not much of her strong point. Usually she would laugh and climb one notch further up the status pole. This time, as I (calmly?) joked about the fact that

“…I think it’s pretty obvious I need to sleep, huh?”

she even helped me up the stairs. Which was quite unnecessary, but nice. And even back down again, later after the store. It was just a clumsy trip, but the gesture was interesting and _new_.

Also, at some point I was looking over colognes I could use to mask the scent of the MX103 and TUTH, and even told ‘A’ why I was buying it. I told her the new “me-scent” smelled like ass, and if I was going to be switching over to it, I should buy something to mask it. She was quick…really quick…to stop me, saying quite plainly that there was nothing wrong with the smell and that I shouldn’t cover it at all. She even went on a sniffing campaign right there in the market to prove it.

“_Noooo_…you smell good. There’s nothing wrong with the smell. Don’t change it, no.”

So I say

“O-kay.”

The rest of the trip went the same. I think, aside from trying the A314 out, I may be inclined to buy a larger bottle of the MX103. But at the same time, I wonder what the one experimental daytime-spray of TUTH had to do with all this…?

Tomorrow, I’m going to give myself a lower shot of the IFM, shine to the head, honesty to the wrists, and a base-coat of MX103 to see if the effects repeat or become further conditioned in my subject-slash-partner, as we’re going outside of town to pick up a used baby bed by car. I probably won’t use the TUTH, but I’ll carry it with me. It didn’t take things to an _overtly_ sexual level, but it did do something awful strange, it did.

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Great reports! Keep the flow of good information coming!

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Two Years Later

Wednesday, I finally got a new shipment of Androtics.

I fell off for a while, eventually watering down my 'mones and using them sparingly. The positive effects on my relationship died off, as well. It was soon back to the trudging and drudgery of unassisted day-to-day life with A.

Also, we had a newborn soon thereafter and it didn’t seem right to wear 'mones around the little, as I think someone rightfully pointed out to me before here on the forum. In time, I kind of forgot about Androtics.

Recently, I decided to check back in. I’m back in the states now, with a new lease on life, and was randomly reminded of 'mone experimentation by a guy at a neighborhood bar.

He’d walked past me once or twice to get to the bar, and the first time he did a familiar scent came and went with him. My first reaction was a _hit_, honestly, while the split second reaction that followed was …

“…was that _neuroli?_”

I tried to find out who it was that was wearing it, but couldn’t pinpoint it. I eventually stopped looking for people, and started looking for people that others are reacting to, and clocked a youngish guy hanging out with a blonde girl by the pool table. And the way that she ws giggling and clinging, I knew that he was my guy.

You see, actually, I’d spent a little time with the girl he was with the night before. Nothing overtly sexual, just bar-hopping and eventually food and down to the river to watch the ducks and talk personal life. Lots of serious IOI and laying on my chest and whatnot, but nothing too serious. And it had only just occurred to me that she was there and had hardly even said “hello”, not 12 hours later.

Had to be the 'mones. His. 😉 lol

Anyway, so I wait until later on in the evening and actually walk over to him to ask his name and to tell him to hit me up before he leaves so I could ask him a question. By this point, he was sitting with said girl at the bar, and I didn’t want to give him away and blow his set; since I kind of could explain the magic there, I kind of considered him a patriot of the cause; slightly more important and rare than some IOI twelve hours ago. He himself was a young guy, neatly dressed, with a mohawk (yes, a well-kept mohawk), and while the behavior and dress _seemed_ to say _congruence_, I’ve been into PUA enough over the years to spot the efforts of a convert.

It’s _easy_. Just look at the eyes and spot the leftover empathy and calculation of the converted “wuss” to man. (You should see my eyes, sometime) 😉

Well, to my surprise, his reaction was swift and aggressive. He didn’t even mind if I asked him in front of the girl. Of course at this point, I could be just about asking him anything, really. I mean, I’d literally walked over to where he sat at the bar, asked his name, and kindly invited him over when he had a chance to “ask him a question”. That’s not normal in a straight bar. 😉 In fact, his immediate boldness kind of confirmed for me right away he was 'none-heavy.

“Well you can ask me right here.”

_(laugh)_ “Okay, fair enough.” I was really only trying to be polite to his _set_. “I can ask you here, if you want, sure. What are you wearing?” I asked, flatly.

“What?” He seemed genuinely confused.

“What are you wearing?”

"I don’t know … " He then began listing off things that sounded like cologne and shampoos and detergents.

“No, no, no, no, no. Have you heard of Androtics?”

“Oooooooh. That.” He laughed.

I laughed back. “Yeah, that. So what are you wearing? The scent of neuroli is unmistakable.”

Now the girl was sitting there the entire time, looking interrupted and uncertain. She probably thought I was trying to AMOG him. In fact, based on her face, that’s exactly what she thought until we started vibing on this thing called ‘neuroli’. At that point, she was just basically just … confused.

“Oh, well. I guess, just some … uh … turning up the … uh …”

I could tell he grasped why I was discreet in the first place. “You mean TUTH?” (of course I used the acronym)

“Yah, that.” he laughed.

“I figured as much,” I said, without saying more. “I actually had a batch of that back in Poland. Haven’t ordered in a bit, though. I was thinking of buying some A314 at some point, but I’ve put that off for like, forever.”

“That’s wierd, man. How did you know?”

“Well I can spot the uh, you know …” I briefly motioned to the girl while she was looking away, casually noting her response to him. “And the neuroli, you know? You really just can’t miss that if you know the smell.”

We shook hands and parted eventually, as I was leaving soon and it was a neighborhood bar; we’d have some other time to talk Androtics. After I left, I heard the girl talking to him about how ‘cool I guy I was’, and how I played music. But it was clear she wasn’t going anywhere.

And before I left, I thought idly – _I need to get me some more of them there pheromones…_

By the time I got home, I’d revisited the site and got reacquainted; by the next morning I had ordered a batch for my second round of experimentation:

1 togo of MX297  
1 togo of [Instant Gentleman](https://a314.com/product/gentleman/). Should have been TUTH or AMMO, though

I ordered with 24 hour shipping, just 'cause I hate waiting these days for anything. The next afternoon, the FEDEX guy had come by, and I opened my package with an added gift, another togo of Instant Honesty.

So starting my arsenal and my journal again, particularly with the MX297. Definitely something I’m looking forward to wearing and to reporting on.

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So I’ve been a bit aloof of late. Now living in Colorado, freshly in from San Diego, establishing a new location for my design and development company. Many things have changed in my personal sphere, but the conversation about that’s a bit out of scope: now, I live with my business partner and girlfriend about about a year and a half (the company’s almost a year old), and revisited Androtics primarily because I knew it was time to finally bite the bullet on the A314 and putatives in my wish list.

I started out buying two togo bottles of the A314 and a +5mcg bottle of TUTH. As an afterthought, the next day, I placed an order for the oil based A314 and a togo of the AMMO 2012. Then, later that day, I placed another order for the 30ml bottle of AMMO 2012, [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) and P74. The middle two orders shipped today and the first order arrived this morning. Will report as I go and will try not to disappear completely this time, despite having instructions from Radiohead about how to do so.

The first thing I did when I got my order was apply the A314 and ask the girlfriend what she thought of it. She definitely liked, and that brings me to another subject.

Gentleman, you must tell your girlfriends (serious girlfriends) what’s going on. Have the conversation. If you explain it well and help them understand, then it’ll be tons easier for you in the long run. Answer their questions. Steer them _towards_ the forums, and _away_ from the sales text on the shopping site if they want more information (haha). Make it a fun thing to talk about from time to time. I’ll explain how we discussed it in another post.

We also got a freebie togo of P102 with the shipment. I tried it on briefly but had to wash it off; both of us were working from home today, and it seemingly made the both of us really spacey and unable to focus on anything work related. I was wearing one spray, and she was way across the room, as well.

I washed and reapplied with three sprays of the A314; one to the wrists and behind the ears, one to the chest and one to the hair (though I haven’t any these days). I use Dial Magnetic body wash and have for some time, so at the moment it’s my “base”. However I will experiment without it, of course. I’m not sure what I think of the P102 yet, but I definitely know it’s not for the work zone so far, at least not with my previous mix.

Well that’s it for now. Will report back here in just a few.

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**Author:** ![alexjustdoit](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/alexjustdoit/32/5176_2.png) [@alexjustdoit](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/alexjustdoit)\
**Post date:** [December 5, 2012, 12:04am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401/13 "2012-12-05T00:04:04Z")

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Nice to see you back after such a long hiatus! If you remember anything about the batch you ordered in 2010 but didn’t report on, you should share! I’d be interested in reading it. Anyways, hope you keep updating your findings.

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**Author:** ![avallonguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/avallonguy/32/915_2.png) [@avallonguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/avallonguy)\
**Post date:** [December 7, 2012, 6:06pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/avallons-mainstream-phero-journal/22401/14 "2012-12-07T18:06:51Z")

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Okay, so today / tonight:

1 spray of TUTH (started out the afternoon as an experiment, and then, 2 hours later)  
1 spray of A314a on the wrists, rubbed together…  
4 drops of A314 (behind each ear, adam’s apple, upper lip).

And just now, two hours after _that_,  
2 sprays of ammo 2012 on the chest and throat…  
2 sprays of P83 on the top of the ol’ head.

Just want to record it to update later. Self effects are good, but you know, don’t want to head out until the [Neroli](https://a314.com/product-category/scented/androtics-neroli/) dies down … a lot … haha
