# Catlord's Pheromone Journal

**URL:** <https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474>\
**Category:** Men's Journals\
**Created:** [April 2, 2010, 5:25pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474 "2010-04-02T17:25:48Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 20\
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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 12:12am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/61 "2010-05-05T00:12:52Z")

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well… the PS mix has about 18 pheros in it. Not mixes… straight pheros. And they’re in doses from 0.650 mcg per spray to more than 10 mcg per spray each. It is, to put it mildly, an extremely finely tuned and complex mix.

However… if you were to try to create a “poor man’s PS”, you’d start with a mix of androstenone, androsterone, alpha androstenol and beta androstenol. These four - but not only these four - form the heart of the mix. You want more androstenone than androsterone, and more beta than alpha. It’s the specific ratios, however, that make PS “sing”. Find good results from these four, and then we’ll see about adding in more stuff.

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**Author:** ![theLaw](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/b38774/32.png) [@theLaw](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/theLaw)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 2:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/62 "2010-05-05T02:02:46Z")

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**Thanks Catlord!!! At least this is a place to start. I am starting to wonder of the next PS MX is just a myth. Jasmin hasn’t made a peep about this, and the store seems to be running out of everything (again). I am utterly confused.**

**I appreciate your help.** 🙂

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**Author:** ![Snoopyace](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/snoopyace/32/1727_2.png) [@Snoopyace](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Snoopyace)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 2:24am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/63 "2010-05-05T02:24:31Z")

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> [@theLaw](#):
>
> **Thanks Catlord!!! At least this is a place to start. I am starting to wonder of the next PS MX is just a myth. Jasmin hasn’t made a peep about this, and the store seems to be running out of everything (again). I am utterly confused.**
> 
> **I appreciate your help.** 🙂

I still say that a bunch of phero ninja’s bent of world domination (or maybe just horny 😮) hijacked the delivery truck going from one lab to another. 🙄

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**Author:** ![RaiderMagic](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/r/bc79bd/32.png) [@RaiderMagic](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/RaiderMagic)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 2:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/64 "2010-05-05T02:33:29Z")

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> [@catlord17](#):
>
> The latest on PS is… you know what I know. I haven’t had word, nor been called back…
> 
> As for the formula, I will never be giving out the formula for any version of Panty Scorcher. And as Mikoto says… you almost certainly couldn’t make it even if I did. So on that, we are all at the mercy of Androtics.

Thanks for sharing how to create a poor man’s version of PS with us. Looks like I’m going to have to wait for the real thing. It’s really a complicated mix. I hope the poem that I have written will get Jasmin’s attention? lol

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 6:53am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/65 "2010-05-05T06:53:16Z")

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I’m out in the back yard ripping up sod for a garden plot this last evening, because dammit, I’m gonna f\*cking grow some potatoes and it’s gonna damned well relax me, god dammit! And my friend D calls, and says, “Hey, I got the house to myself, come on over.”

Now D is a guy I have know for a long time, and he’s calling me to come over because his roommate has found a new gf and is never around anymore. So when he gets lonely, he calls me and we hang out. Usually we have some food, drink some beer, watch adult swim, laugh a lot and shoot the shit. He used to hit on me every time I saw him, but I have discovered that 2 sprays of copulins dilution (1:180, or drops EOW in 30 mL PA) puts him off without being offensive.

So I spray on my cops dilution, and then I spray on one spray of [Instant Jerk](https://a314.com/product/instant-jerk/) and put on a drop of A314. No calculator, just going with my gut on this one.

Mind you, I was wearing the remnants of 2.5 mch P75 from this morning, as well.

I get there and he meets me at the (closed) gate in the entrance, hops in my car and we turn around. I wasn’t expecting that, but okay. So off to the burger bing we go.

I walk in and see that the woman at the register is familiar. I know her from another burger bing, but why she is here, I have no idea… I almost never come to this one.

“Hmmm, I know you,” I say, without thinking about it. She looks at me and says, “Yeah, I have seen you before, you look familiar.”

“Hmmm, you must have been at a different Burger Bing. Saint Lucie West?”

“Nope, Tulip Drive.”

“Aha, that’s where I know you from. You’ll remember me as the guy who comes in with insane fish sandwich orders.”

“Oh yeah! I remember you now!”

D is getting impatient and says, “Um, yeah, can I have four whappers?” She takes his order and his money, and I just keep talking to her as if we were long lost friends, and there’s that “charge” in the air again, and I know what it means. It means that if I keep going like this, I’ll bed her within a few hours. Very strange how I can feel it when I get on a roll like this. The pheros have me completely at ease and she’s just eating me up. To the point that she tries to give me D’s change, and I have to point to him to remind her. She never takes her eyes off me as she turns to him and hands him the change.

Then, on a whim, I say, “I have a question for you. I need buckets. Ya got any buckets I can have?” I’m thinking this kills two birds with one stone: I can plant stuff in buckets, and she can stay focused on me longer. She surprises me by going to check, and to my further surprise, she comes back with one. D and she and I get into a discussion of buckets for a moment, and then she remembers that she has drive through customers to attend to. Mind you, she’s the assistant manager. And she completely forgot about her job while talking to me.

I am ON. And she is right there with me. And D is looking at me like “What the hell happened to YOU, dude?!” He’s used to seeing a much more quiet, reserved me. This time, I’m right there, totally un-self-conscious, making conversation, friendly, playful, flirting and with it. No trouble whatsoever opening, finding things to talk about, anything. (Although this could also have something to do with one of the subliminals I have been using lately, about overcoming approach anxiety - but I know it was really spurred on by the pheromones.) Then I notice she’s wearing a ring, and I say (fairly loudly), “Too bad she’s wearing a ring.” She doesn’t hear me, but a few of her subordinates do. They all give me a huge knowing grin. She’s not bad looking at all, and seems like the kind of woman who would be a lot of fun to hang out with. Then D and I are shooting the shit, joking about which sign we think she is, and he says Capricorn Ascendant, and I say Capricorn Sun. I have always sucked at guessing ascendants, but I am accurate enough with sun signs that one of my friends has made a game of it, showing me pictures of people and seeing if I can figure out their sign. So I ask her if she’s a Cappy, and she’s not. I am not really surprised, since I wasn’t really paying much attention, and we laugh it off. Without bothering to ask what her sign is (due to the cheese factor involved), we grab the bag o whappers and leave burger bing.

We get back, and he’s asking me what the hell I am wearing. He knows about the pheros. I ask why he’s asking, and he says he noticed a “shift in my personality”.

“Yeah, great stuff, what I have on right now. I’m loving it,” I tell him. And I am. Cause it rocks. It just f\*cking rocks.

And it’s simple, too:

2.5 mcg P75  
1 spray Instant Jerk  
1 drop A314.

Overall effects lasted all night. The personality affects lasted for a good two or three hours. This mix strikes me as being ideal for a party/bar/social atmosphere. Talk about your effortless pickup! I wasn’t trying to pick her up, but she was right there with me, had I wanted to. Deferring to me, focusing on me completely, and so on. Response time: Less than 10 seconds. I am sure some of that was my attitude and body language, but wow. Good stuff.

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**Author:** ![WildFlower](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/wildflower/32/1260_2.png) [@WildFlower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/WildFlower)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 4:56pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/66 "2010-05-05T16:56:38Z")

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> [@catlord17](#):
>
> well… the PS mix has about 18 pheros in it. Not mixes… straight pheros. And they’re in doses from 0.650 mcg per spray to more than 10 mcg per spray each. It is, to put it mildly, an extremely finely tuned and complex mix.
> 
> However… if you were to try to create a “poor man’s PS”, you’d start with a mix of androstenone, androsterone, alpha androstenol and beta androstenol. These four - but not only these four - form the heart of the mix. You want more androstenone than androsterone, and more beta than alpha. It’s the specific ratios, however, that make PS “sing”. Find good results from these four, and then we’ll see about adding in more stuff.

Interesting. I felt that that both p86 and p83 played a big part of the over all PS effect. MX332 being heaviest on the p86, and MX333 being heaviest on the p83. MX333 and MX334 are just fantastic mixes, the only other MX I feel can really rival them is [MX297](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/mx297/), which is a different beast altogether but just as impressive, consistent and ‘spot-on’.

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 7:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/67 "2010-05-05T19:24:37Z")

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Stop giving away my secrets. lol

One of those two is also a primary molecule in PS, which is why it seems obvious to those who are astute.

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**Author:** ![K-Train](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/k-train/32/2253_2.png) [@K-Train](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/K-Train)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 8:07pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/68 "2010-05-05T20:07:19Z")

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Catlord, I’m interested in your subliminals about overcoming “approach anxiety”. I know that [P75](https://a314.com/product/p75/) in my experience is and _excellent_ anxiety killer but I’m curious about these subliminals too.

Also, regarding your cops dilution, I’ve read many reports and gotten some opinions from LS and also from Scotties but I’d also like to hear from you on this subject as well; what do you think cops adds to a mix? (both mixes in general and the one you just used)

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 5, 2010, 9:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/69 "2010-05-05T21:37:47Z")

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> [@K-Train](#):
>
> Catlord, I’m interested in your subliminals about overcoming “approach anxiety”. I know that P75 in my experience is and _excellent_ anxiety killer but I’m curious about these subliminals too.
> 
> Also, regarding your cops dilution, I’ve read many reports and gotten some opinions from LS and also from Scotties but I’d also like to hear from you on this subject as well; what do you think cops adds to a mix? (both mixes in general and the one you just used)

PM me about the subliminal. I’m not going to advertise here. (Or ask Wildflower via PM.)

Basically, my cops dilution is designed to be very faint. 2 sprays at 1:180 dilution is enough to put off many gays and attract many women at the same time. It’s a polarizer, though, and may turn off some women also. Cops added “hey, I’m not gay, don’t try anything on me” to the mix, basically. Which is what it was intended for. Cops is also a confidence booster for many men.

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**Author:** ![K-Train](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/k-train/32/2253_2.png) [@K-Train](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/K-Train)\
**Post date:** [May 6, 2010, 12:15pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/70 "2010-05-06T12:15:35Z")

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> [@catlord17](#):
>
> PM me about the subliminal. I’m not going to advertise here. (Or ask Wildflower via PM.)
> 
> Basically, my cops dilution is designed to be very faint. 2 sprays at 1:180 dilution is enough to put off many gays and attract many women at the same time. It’s a polarizer, though, and may turn off some women also. Cops added “hey, I’m not gay, don’t try anything on me” to the mix, basically. Which is what it was intended for. Cops is also a confidence booster for many men.

Thanks for the reply Catlord. Also, check your PM.😉

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**Author:** ![Maidenfan01](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/e9bcb4/32.png) [@Maidenfan01](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Maidenfan01)\
**Post date:** [May 6, 2010, 1:28pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/71 "2010-05-06T13:28:57Z")

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I PMed you about that too. Sounds interesting!

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 11, 2010, 10:40pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/72 "2010-05-11T22:40:25Z")

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I have used the mix I came up with last several times so far. It seems to produce best results when I use 2 sprays of my 1:180 cops dilution. When I include that, the mix makes me noticeably more outgoing, happy and social. When I don’t, I don’t seem to get much result.

The mix again is:

1 spray [Instant Jerk](https://a314.com/product/instant-jerk/)  
1 drop A314  
2 sprays 1:180 cops dilution (2 drops Essence of Woman in 30 mL perfumer’s alcohol)  
2.5 mcg P75

I have also noticed that my bisexual friend D seems to be wanting to spend more time with me, and time with me more often, but he doesn’t hit on me anymore. He is enjoying my company more. There’s still an attraction from him, but he isn’t trying to do anything about it. Just accepting and enjoying my friendship. Which is nice, because A) I’m heterosexual and no amount of talk is gonna change that, and B) I’m single, and having a good time being single at the moment.

Regardless, I notice that I have a lot more fun wearing this mix.

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**Author:** ![jessejester](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jessejester/32/1683_2.png) [@jessejester](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jessejester)\
**Post date:** [May 11, 2010, 11:43pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/73 "2010-05-11T23:43:43Z")

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> [@catlord17](#):
>
> I have used the mix I came up with last several times so far. It seems to produce best results when I use 2 sprays of my 1:180 cops dilution. When I include that, the mix makes me noticeably more outgoing, happy and social. When I don’t, I don’t seem to get much result.
> 
> The mix again is:
> 
> 1 spray Instant Jerk  
> 1 drop A314  
> 2 sprays 1:180 cops dilution (2 drops Essence of Woman in 30 mL perfumer’s alcohol)  
> 2.5 mcg P75
> 
> I have also noticed that my bisexual friend D seems to be wanting to spend more time with me, and time with me more often, but he doesn’t hit on me anymore. He is enjoying my company more. There’s still an attraction from him, but he isn’t trying to do anything about it. Just accepting and enjoying my friendship. Which is nice, because A) I’m heterosexual and no amount of talk is gonna change that, and B) I’m single, and having a good time being single at the moment.
> 
> Regardless, I notice that I have a lot more fun wearing this mix.

Catlord, what are your thoughts on mixing p75 with -none? There has been some talks in other Journals about it not being “age friendly”. I have great results with it at 2.5 mcgs mixed with -none, and a 45+ guy says he has found sucess wearing the 2 together, but there is someone thats 19 who has had problems wearing the 2. He states that it seems to make him come off intmidating, and he feels he loses the “social masculinity” of the p75. Any thoughts? What do you feel it adds to your mix?

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**Author:** ![tezza23](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tezza23/32/1375_2.png) [@tezza23](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/tezza23)\
**Post date:** [May 12, 2010, 10:27am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/74 "2010-05-12T10:27:09Z")

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I’m guessing that the super-secret pheromone calculator might be using some form of astrological predictions to tell what one should use today. Current transits to natal planets, maybe? Something more esoteric?

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 21, 2010, 8:56am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/75 "2010-05-21T08:56:06Z")

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> [@jessejester](#):
>
> Catlord, what are your thoughts on mixing p75 with -none? There has been some talks in other Journals about it not being “age friendly”. I have great results with it at 2.5 mcgs mixed with -none, and a 45+ guy says he has found sucess wearing the 2 together, but there is someone thats 19 who has had problems wearing the 2. He states that it seems to make him come off intmidating, and he feels he loses the “social masculinity” of the p75. Any thoughts? What do you feel it adds to your mix?

I have not found the two to mix well in the doses I have tried. I have not tried them very much, though, because straight none is easy to get me raging with… and [P75](https://a314.com/product/p75/) pushes me in some very odd directions on OD. Together, they seem to create a muddy nothingness. More experiments when I have the chance, though. 🙂

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 21, 2010, 9:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/76 "2010-05-21T09:06:19Z")

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> [@tezza23](#):
>
> I’m guessing that the super-secret pheromone calculator might be using some form of astrological predictions to tell what one should use today. Current transits to natal planets, maybe? Something more esoteric?

Actually, I’d have to be insane to try that. Such a thing would require so much brain power as to permanently frizzle my brain. And, after about 20 years of investigation, I have not found a way to focus the predictions of astrology that definitely and specifically, especially within such a short time period. In astrology, the longer the cycle you’re examining, the more obvious it is in the long run, and the shorter it is, the more obvious it is in the short run - but even the most obvious cycles in the short term are barely noticeable without being made “visible” through some sort of “lens”, such as a personality to correlate them with and observe them being expressed through. Nice try, but bzzzt.

No, this is an algorithm I developed that I have had limited success turning into software, but the calculator seems to work well if I am willing to do the calculations by hand. Which I must admit, is mentally taxing. So much so that I have not been willing to calculate anything much for a while now.

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 21, 2010, 9:21am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/77 "2010-05-21T09:21:43Z")

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I almost forgot… I had my model, V, over the day before yesterday to pic up her prints from our last nude shoot together. She models, and gets fine art prints in return, which she then puts on her walls and gives to admirers. It gets her the attention she wants, and me the recognition and photography I want, so we both win.

I did a few limited clalculations to see what would happen if I wore P75, TUTH or [Instant Jerk](https://a314.com/product/instant-jerk/), and it suggested 3 sprays of TUTH, So I wore that, and we had a great time. She’s getting to be quite comfortable with me, and the fact that I am simply not interested in anything with her, I suspect, intrigues her more than she herself realizes just yet.

To let the cat out of the bag, transiting Saturn is currently partile my natal Venus in Virgo/6th House, and conjunct my Pluto in Libra/7th House, both of which are conjuncting my 7th House cusp, and the lot of which are perfectly squaring my natal Saturn in Cancer in the 4th House.

If you understood that, I’ll buy you a beer. When Saturn has stopped squashing me. And I have some money again. But then, if you understood that, you also knew that I’m just barely paying my bills lately because of that, didn’t you? You sly devil you.

So anyway, I wore the mix that indicated the most sexual arousal from her. I wasn’t interested in seducing her, I just wanted a favorable encounter, and the two happened to coincide. Since I wasn’t trying to seduce her, we had fun in a friendly manner, and she didn’t indicate overt arousal. Neither did I try to arouse her. She did do something she almost never does, though… she punched me in the arm, playfully. Good indicator of comfort and rapport, right there. I suspect she was aroused but not eing allowed to focus on it enough because we were being so silly.

We didn’t even hug when she left, and as I have been getting crushed emotionally and have zero interest in any kind of non-platonic relationship right now, I was happy as a clam with that.

The interesting thing is this. I know where this is going. My lac of interest has convinced her finally that I am VHV (very high value) and she is going to try to make a sexual move on me within a couple weeks. I also know that if I have sex with her, she’ll classify me as “just like all the rest” and disappear. But if I don’t let her seduce me, she won’t now how to handle it, and while she will come back later, she’ll disappear for about 4 months. I suspect I am really fucking with her sense of self esteem… she’s never met a guy who was just so chill around her before, naked and all.

That’s the up side to being emotionally crushed by t Sat Cnj n Venus. At least there’s something good coming out of it. Oh, and the photography.

Can’t wait till this transit is over with. It sucks. The simultaneous square to n Saturn means every time it goes partile (exact), my mother gets sick. Really sick. Well… only two more hits to go and I’ll be home free for another 7 years.

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 23, 2010, 9:55pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/78 "2010-05-23T21:55:20Z")

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Yesterday was mom’s birthday. The whole family, minus one uncle and my cousins, got together for it at a steak house.

Two of my relatives - a specific aunt and uncle - have an interesting response to me. Without pheromones, they are very negative, condescending and derogatory - even antagonistic - toward me. But if I wear the right pheromones, they are much easier to deal with.

The interesting thing is, the pheromones that “balance them out” are always respect pheromones.

You see, of all the men in my family, I have the smallest build. If it could be said that Neanderthals disappeared because they interbred with the species that became Modern Man, you could say that I have Modern Man genes, but I am the “runt of the litter” (small frame, not terribly muscular), whereas they (my uncle and his sons) have Neanderthal genes dominant. And I don’t mean that derogatorily, I mean physically, they are shorter and much more powerfully built. (My aunt isn’t built this way, naturally.) They also have a strong androstenone signature, and tend to be combative. (She can be just as combative though.)

So anyway, to offset this, I wear either Ammunition, [Instant Jerk](https://a314.com/product/instant-jerk/), TUTH P75 or A314, as indicated by the calculator. This time surprised me, because it usually does not favor A314. In this case, it said 3 drops of A314. So on they went.

Now at this point, I have to say that the calculator surprised me in a different way. Normally, a drop is a drop. But when I applied the A314 this time, the drops were huge! Maybe 2-3 times the size of normal drops. I began to worry that things would not go as the calculator had indicated. But, as I was out of time, I couldn’t wash them off and re-apply, so I ran off to dinner. What amazes me is that the calculator seems to have taken the difference in drop size into account, because everything happened exactly as indicated!

To say that they loved me, is an understatement. I’m not as skilled at small talk as they are - they socialize with different people every day, and I work in a room with a computer most days instead, and have few opportunities to socialize and few people to socialize with in person. So naturally, they have more of a feel for it when it comes to small talk. They did show signs of losing interest in what I was saying a few times, but I picked up on that quickly and compensated.

My cousin G was there too. He’s 4 years old, and he loves me because I understand him so well. (He and I like to be silly in the same way.) During dinner, he didn’t seem to notice me much, as he hadn’t seen me for a while… but once my phero signature hit him, he suddenly started wanting to play, and appeared in the booth behind mine trying to tickle me. Then he said (demanded?) he wanted me to come over and play with him after dinner. lol My uncle B, who is his father, also seemed to being taking attention of me, around the same time. He was seated such that listening to my conversation with S and S (aunt and uncle) was difficult at best, and participating even worse; but he started talking to me as if I were the only person present.

I actually felt kind of bad, because I seem to have completely upstaged my mother on her birthday. But it was better than my aunt or uncle pissing me off and making me mad, I guess.

After dinner I dropped my grandfather off, and finished up some stuff, before going over to my uncle B’s house. He asked me to come over also. So I went over, and he and G were basically competing for my attention. At midnight, his wife, P, came out and scolded the two of them for G not being in bed, and dragged G off to bed kicking and screaming. I ended up staying there until 1 am talking to B, and teaching him about photo editing. He almost tried to push it till 2 am, but I decided I had to leave before I could not drive safely.

A314 is some interesting stuff. Especially when you get the dose right. 🙂

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**Author:** ![MVKBUGATTI](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/50afbb/32.png) [@MVKBUGATTI](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/MVKBUGATTI)\
**Post date:** [May 24, 2010, 12:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/79 "2010-05-24T00:03:16Z")

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“To let the cat out of the bag, transiting Saturn is currently partile my natal Venus in Virgo/ **6th** House, and conjunct my Pluto in Libra/ **7th** House, both of which are conjuncting my **7th** House cusp, and the lot of which are perfectly squaring my natal Saturn in Cancer in the 4th House.”

Cat! man. you just made me burst out laughing.😃

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**Author:** ![catlord17](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f9ae1b/32.png) [@catlord17](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/catlord17)\
**Post date:** [May 24, 2010, 9:14am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/catlords-pheromone-journal/37474/80 "2010-05-24T09:14:16Z")

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Color me confused… what was funny about that?

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