# Classicalflowers Journal

**URL:** <https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886>\
**Category:** Women's Journals\
**Created:** [October 18, 2011, 9:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886 "2011-10-18T21:37:59Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 20\
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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [October 18, 2011, 9:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/1 "2011-10-18T21:37:59Z")

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Product: [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) regular strength - togo bottle.

**Scent** : Neroli. Really liked the scent… although it is a bit masculine.

Temperature: 12 degrees Celsius.

Application: 1 spray between my wrists - also rubbed my wrists against the side of my neck.

Environment: In work ?€" large art supply shop/newsagent/toy shop.

Effects on me: Think this pheromone had a bigger effect on me than on others! Didn’t notice anything at first but after about 30 minutes I was wandering around work in a great mood. Found myself very chatty with the customers and I was smiling a lot. Couldn’t stand still and felt a bit light headed but it was pleasant!

Effects on others: Co-works seemed to be in a good mood but this may have had nothing to do with me. Customers seemed happy but this was probably because I was engaging them in conversation. Lots of eye contact too! One male and one female customer commented on the lovely smell by the counter… must have been me! 🙂 Male boss spent a lot of time behind the counter with me - very unusual behaviour.

Duration of effect: About 3 hours

Going to try two sprays of instant shine tomorrow - might avoid the neck area… otherwise I’ll be as high as a kite!

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**Author:** ![dfredi5000](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/b9bd4f/32.png) [@dfredi5000](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/dfredi5000)\
**Post date:** [October 18, 2011, 10:06pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/2 "2011-10-18T22:06:48Z")

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Great start I love [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) myself, I agree at one spray I mostly get just self effects 2 and more you see it reach out and grab others. 🙂

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [October 20, 2011, 12:49pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/3 "2011-10-20T12:49:27Z")

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Product: [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) regular strength - togo bottle.

Temperature: 8-10 degrees Celsius… its beginning to feel a lot like winter! Burr… 😮

Application: 2 sprays – one on my wrists and one on my chest

Environment: Work and Study Group

Effects: Although this was only my second day using instant shine, think I’m starting to get used to it already! Didn’t experience any lightheadedness like yesterday but still had that happy, carefree, cheerful feeling. Was really cold in work and I ended up wrapping a scarf around my neck and I think it effected the diffusion of the product as I could still smell it on me after 6 hours. Got a few hits from customers – more conversation than usual and lots of eye contact from two male customers.

Attended my weekly study group this evening and although I hadn’t reapplied any instant shine, it definitely had an effect on the whole group! Both women seemed open and friendly. Usually I find one of the girls very standoff-ish but tonight she gave me a hug before she left…I nearly fell over with the shock! The room we were working in was really warm so I had removed my scarf and jumper and perhaps it allowed the instant shine to diffuse some more. 🙂

Going to repeat the experiment next week to see what results I get! 😛

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [October 21, 2011, 7:15pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/4 "2011-10-21T19:15:33Z")

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Product: [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/) regular strength - togo bottle.

Temperature: 12 degrees Celsius

Application: 1 spray between my wrists - always a good place to start! 🙂

Environment: Called to my friends house

Effects on me: Felt the effects almost immediately – as with Instant Shine, was a bit light headed for the first 15 minutes or so! Never experienced anything like this before – I was completely relaxed! You know the feeling you get, just before you drift off to sleep… that safe, comfortable, peaceful feeling… that is kind of what it felt like! Would have been content sitting at home by myself but told my friend I’d call in…

Effects on others: Didn’t notice anything strange with my friend but my friends mother was definitely more open than usual. I have always suspected that she suffered from her nerves but she actually started talking about it today. I have spent hundreds of hours talking to her and I don’t think it was a coincidence that she finally opened up to me today. She even thanked me before I left for listening to her - i’d call that a RESULT!!!

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**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\
**Post date:** [October 24, 2011, 2:44pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/5 "2011-10-24T14:44:37Z")

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Just wanted to stop in, great start to a Journal so far.

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [October 26, 2011, 7:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/6 "2011-10-26T19:21:48Z")

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Product: Instant Sexiness B regular strength - togo bottle.

Scent : At first the scent was similar to Instant Shine and [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) but after a while it reminded me of washing powder!

Application: 2 sprays - one on my wrists and one across my collarbone/neck area

Temperature: 14 degrees Celsius

Environment: In work

Effects: Not sure of the self-effects but definitely had a few interesting encounters with members of the opposite sex! We had an incident in work today and ended up calling the police and although there were several senior members of staff working, the police kept coming back to me for more information. In fact, one of the guys spent most of the afternoon in the shop trying to chat with me – and all was going well until my boss got annoyed!!

Must experiment more with this mone - think the results could be very interesting!😛

Duration: About 3 hours

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [October 29, 2011, 4:12pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/7 "2011-10-29T16:12:15Z")

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Product: Instant Sexiness B (togo) and [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) (double strength).

Application: 2 sprays of Instant Sexiness B (one to each wrist) and 1 spray of Instant Shine to my neck area.

Temperature: 12-14 degrees Celsius….pouring rain and misty!

Environment: In work

Effects: Was running late for work this morning so I grabbed my mones on the way out the door (08:55) and sprayed myself in the car…glad I did because the results this morning were amazing!

09:20 – one of our regular customers came into the shop this morning and as he was waiting in line to be served, started giggling to himself. By the time he reached the counter, he was literally smiling from ear to ear and was laughing out loud. It must have been the mones I was wearing because when I asked him what was so funny, he said that he didn’t know! As it was cold in work this morning, I had an electrical heater on behind me, which was blowing hot air into the room, and it probably helped diffuse the mones.

10:00 – two guys in their twenties came into the shop and I was chatting to one of them, as the other one was getting newspapers and getting drinks from the fridge. The guy standing at the counter was probably waiting about 3 or 4 minutes for his friend…before he started fondling/poking etc down below! 🙄 (you know where I’m talking about!) Of course I started giggling and the guy kind of got embarrassed! Can’t be 100% sure the mones caused this reaction (I wasn’t wearing mones with copulins)…but it seemed like a hit to me! The guy smiled at me before leaving the shop so he couldn’t have been too traumatised! 😃

Nothing else of real interest after this point!

Duration: Probably about 3 hours

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [October 31, 2011, 4:55pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/8 "2011-10-31T16:55:56Z")

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Product: Didn’t get this product from Androtics Direct so I won’t mention it by name (in case it isn’t allow) but I will provide ye with someone details and ye’ll probably be able to figure it out! The product in question contains 28mg of optimised human copulins and 21mg of optimized human pheromones, and is oil based.

Application: 1 spray between my wrists and rubbed my wrists against the side my neck.

Temperature: About 13 degrees Celsius - misty/foggy weather.

Environment: Work. Probably not the ideal place to wear this product but I was too impatient to wait any longer! 😃

Smell: Flowery - can’t say I love the smell but it doesn’t repulse me either!

Effects on me: Don’t think there were any and as a result, I’m really looking forward to combining this product with Instant Shine, Instant Honesty or [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/), think I’ll be able to find a really good combination.

Effects on others: Had two great hits - both from males in their late twenties/early thirties, while wearing this pheromone. The first guy gave me a few cheeky smiles and winked at me before leaving the counter. Although this person is a regular customer, he has never acted like this towards me before…interesting!

The second guy was much more obvious - in fact I was kind of surprised by his behaviour. He approached me several times at the counter looking for information and was very flirty. Instead of coming to the front of the counter, he came up the side of the counter so he could stand beside me. At one stage he even brushed against my arm and was practically standing behind the counter with me! During our conversation, he started telling me where he was going out that night…and believe me if I had been free, I would have dragged my friends out to the same venue! This guy seemed like a typical alpha male and if I met him in a club, I probably wouldn’t approach him, as he’s the type of guy who would be surrounded by friends and would probably be the center of attention. When he was leaving, he called me ‘love’ before disappearing out the door! 🙂

Duration: 4 hours

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [November 8, 2011, 10:01pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/9 "2011-11-08T22:01:14Z")

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**Day One** : Dosage Testing!

**Product:** [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) (double strength)

**Application:** 1 spray to my neck

**Temperature:** 18 degrees Celsius (inside!)

**Environment:** At home

**Self Effects:** LOVE the feeling I get from this product - happy, comfortable and satisfied. Had to do some work for university this afternoon and was happy to be doing it! Usually I need to take a break after an hour but today the time seemed to fly by! Worked solid for almost 2 hours before moving from the computer!

**Effects on Others:** Mum was wandering around the house this afternoon and gave me several hugs for no apparent reason. Although we would be close, usually i’m the one looking for hugs from her, not the other way around! Not entirely sure the mones are causing this behavior in her…but they could be!

**Duration:** 3-3.5 hours

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**Day Two:** Dosage Testing

**Product:** Instant Shine (double strength)

**Application:** 2 sprays - one to my neck and one between my wrists

**Temperature:** 12 degrees Celsius

**Environment:** At home and in a friends house

**Self Effects:** Didn’t notice any difference from yesterday - self effects seem to be the same, regardless of whether I wear one or two sprays!

**Effects on Others:** Mum was doing the ironing this afternoon when I was home and for the first time ever - she didn’t get onto me about doing my own! I absolutely HATE ironing (will do anything else instead)… so this is VERY interesting! She also suggested that we go to the cinema tonight - she wants to spend some quality time with me!

Called to my friends house almost an hour after spraying myself with Instant Shine. Had only planned on staying for a quick cup of tea but ended up staying for two hours! Had one of the best chats we’ve had in a long time.

**Duration:** About 3.5 hours.

Going to try three sprays tomorrow…watch out world!!!

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [November 10, 2011, 10:38am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/10 "2011-11-10T10:38:00Z")

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**Day Three:** Dosage Testing

**Product:** [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) (double strength)

**Application:** 3 sprays - one to my neck, one between my wrists and one to my hair.

**Temperature:** 14 degrees Celsius

**Environment:** In work

**Self Effects:** OMG… I was completely ecstatic for the first 30 minutes or so! I was so caught up in it all that I forgot about the mones…didn’t even attribute my behavior to them until I started to come down from the high! Was smiling from ear to ear, humming to myself and even went to work early! Although it was an interesting experiment by all accounts, think three sprays of Instant Shine (double strength), may be too much for me! Either that or I sprayed them in the wrong places…the self effects were crazy! 😛

After the first 30 minutes or so, my experience was very similar to previous experiments with Instant Shine!

**Effects on Others:** Work was very quiet so I didn’t have a huge amount of interaction with customers. The two women I was working with however, kept telling me that they were _so_ happy to see me! 🙂 Always nice to hear these things…even if my mones were the cause! Finally, a male friend called into work to chat with me - and gave me a hug and kiss before he left. Although this would be normal for us, generally he would not act in such a way if I was working!

**Duration:** About 3.5 hours.

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**Author:** ![Sillykitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/sillykitty/32/1574_2.png) [@Sillykitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Sillykitty)\
**Post date:** [November 11, 2011, 5:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/11 "2011-11-11T17:30:58Z")

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Great reports, Classicalflower! I’m so glad youre seeing results, and your doing your sweet spot testing exactly right! 🙂

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [November 12, 2011, 2:58pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/12 "2011-11-12T14:58:45Z")

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> [@Sillykitty](#):
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> Great reports, Classicalflower! I’m so glad youre seeing results, and your doing your sweet spot testing exactly right! 🙂

Thanks Sillykitty!

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [November 12, 2011, 3:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/13 "2011-11-12T15:46:09Z")

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**Day Four:** Sweet Spot Testing

**Product:** [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) (double strength)

**Application:** 2 sprays - 1 spray to each wrist

**Environment:** Night Out with Friends

**Self Effects:** Didn’t get the same buzz from Instant Shine this evening and i’m presuming/guessing this is because I avoided spraying my neck area (instead I sprayed both wrists). Decided to use a cover scent for the first time as well. Allowed the Instant Shine to dry for 15 minutes before covering it with Hugo Boss! Not entirely sure what the perfume/pheromone mix smelt like but no one complained or commented on it!

**Effects on Others:** In comparison with the self effects, think I got more hits from others this evening. Two male friends commented on the dress I was wearing - both said it was really nice. There was also a random guy who kept standing too close to me in the bar - moved away from him several times but he kept following me! He actually bumped into me several times as well. He wasn’t really my type so I ignored him for most of the night!

**Duration:** Probably about 3 hours but its hard to know… the pub was quiet hot and because I was wearing a cover scent, I couldn’t tell when the smell started to wear off. Generally I notice the effects (on myself and others) starting to diminish when the scent starts to disappear.

**Other Random Thoughts and Observations:** Going out again tonight with the same friends and although I think I should probably take a night off from wearing mones…i’ll probably experiment with Instant Sexiness B. Think it could be interesting to compare the reactions from last night with tonight…especially since last night is still so clear in my mind. Will probably try two sprays of Instant Sexiness B - one to my chest and one between my wrists but will go back and dosage test properly afterwards.

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [November 13, 2011, 12:22pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/14 "2011-11-13T12:22:10Z")

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**Product:** Instant Sexiness B (togo) and [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) (double strength)

**Application:** 2 sprays of Instant Sexiness B to my wrists and 1 spray of Instant Shine to my neck

**Environment:** Dinner/Night out with friends. I wasn’t drinking tonight…was the designated driver!

**Self Effects:** Was dressed to impress in my little black dress and felt really confident going out tonight! Can’t fully describe the feeling but felt like I was in control…had my head held high and was standing tall. When we entered the restaurant, lots of people were looking at us and although this would normally make me feel kind of uncomfortable… was quiet happy tonight!

**Effects on Others:** Didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary tonight with my friends but all of them were drinking so they were pretty easy going and chatty. After the restaurant we went to a bar and four of us (all females) ended up sitting at a table with four random guys. There wasn’t much interaction between my friends and the four random guys but I could hear the lads discussing tactics… the lads were debating who would approach me! I wouldn’t mind but I was with three stunning ladies and all lads were all talking about me… this is **SOOOOO** not the norm for me! I am convinced it was the mones!

In the end, one of my friends got up to go to the bar and one of the lads sat in next to me. Chatted with him for a while until my friends decided it was time to go to a nightclub. The lads were meant to be meeting other friends so they didn’t come to the nightclub with us…but I did get his number! 🙂

Nothing else of interest after this point - should probably have reapplied some Instant Sexiness B. Had applied the mones around 8pm and it was midnight when we were heading into the nightclub!

**Random Thoughts:** Going out again tonight (I can sleep when I’m dead!) and think i’ll try the same combination. Will be drinking tonight so I want to compare the two nights!

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**Author:** ![Astrea](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/astrea/32/1928_2.png) [@Astrea](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Astrea)\
**Post date:** [November 13, 2011, 11:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/15 "2011-11-13T23:46:22Z")

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Really liking your journal. Great reports and now I’m subscribed. 😉

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [November 16, 2011, 7:28pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/16 "2011-11-16T19:28:11Z")

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**Product:** [Instant Sexiness](https://a314.com/) B (togo) and [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) (double strength)

**Application:** 2 sprays of [Instant Sexiness](https://a314.com/)B to my wrists and 1 spray of Instant Shine to my neck

**Environment:** Night out with friends and male cousin! Sprayed myself with mones at 20:00 and met my friends at 20:30pm! Didn’t get home until 7am…by which time my mones had DEFINITELY worn off! 🙂

**Self Effects** : Didn’t notice anything different from the last night I wore this combination and I don’t think the consumption of alcohol made any real difference. Although I had a fair amount to drink, it was spread out over the night so I didn’t feel overly drunk at any stage!

**Effects on Others:** Had a few really good hits during the first few hours that I was out:

20:45 - was introduced to my cousins friend who seemed very interested in getting to know me. He approached me several times to chat and made lots of eye contact from across the room. As a rule, I don’t get involved with friends of my cousin (been there, done that…have the t-shirt and it ended in disaster! 😮) so I made several excuses to escape his company!

21:25 - moved to a different bar where I was introduced to two other friends of my cousin (he’s very well known!) Both guys greeted my with kisses and one of the lads even tried to kiss me a second time about 15mins later. My cousin knows of my rule regarding his friends…so he stepped in and told the guy to get lost! 🙂 He’s great at playing the protective big brother type!

21:55 - Overheard a random guy talking about me with his friend…he was asking his friend for advice on approaching me. His friend was telling him to buy me a drink. Not sure what happened because he didn’t approach me in the end. Was standing with a number of people so prehaps he felt intimidated?? ☹

Was with friends for the rest of the night and had no other unusual encounters!

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [November 20, 2011, 7:43pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/17 "2011-11-20T19:43:59Z")

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**Day One** : Dosage Testing!

**Product:** [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) (double strength - togo bottle)

**Application:** 1 spray between my wrists and neck

**Temperature:** 15 degrees Celsius

**Environment:** At work

**Self Effects:** So wasn’t expecting the effects that I experienced - had the overwhelming urge to tell my best friend about some big secrets that I have been keeping to myself. Not sure if this is a good or bad thing but I will have to be careful in future with this product…don’t want to blurt out the wrong thing!

**Effects on Others:** The two women I was working with both kept saying things like ‘…to be honest…’ - seems kind of ironic but prehaps it was the mones doing their thing! Also had an interesting conversation with a customer - she started telling me personal details about her life and her children. I didn’t recognize the customer so the conversation really stuck in my mind as unusual.

**Duration:** 2.5 hours

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**Author:** ![Sarafina](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/f4b2a3/32.png) [@Sarafina](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Sarafina)\
**Post date:** [November 21, 2011, 6:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/18 "2011-11-21T06:50:33Z")

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^That’s why I dont use IH on my neck.

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**Author:** ![classicalflower](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/ad7895/32.png) [@classicalflower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/classicalflower)\
**Post date:** [November 21, 2011, 10:24am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/19 "2011-11-21T10:24:40Z")

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> [@Sarafina](#):
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> ^That’s why I dont use IH on my neck.

I certainly won’t be doing it again! Probably didn’t help that I was smelling my wrists as well 🙂

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**Author:** ![Astrea](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/astrea/32/1928_2.png) [@Astrea](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Astrea)\
**Post date:** [November 22, 2011, 6:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/20 "2011-11-22T06:19:40Z")

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> [@Sarafina](#):
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> ^That’s why I dont use IH on my neck.

Not on my neck (ok, the back of the neck ONLY!); don’t usually put it on my wrists, back of the hands, chest, cleavage or anywhere where I’ll get a dose! Did that and blurted lots. 😮 But it was funny.

I usually apply IH either to the back of my neck or the top of my head. If I do put it on my wrists or hands (for G only knows what reason - but I do); I have to keep reminding myself that it’s there and to watch what I say. lol

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