# Classicalflowers Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [October 18, 2011, 9:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886 "2011-10-18T21:37:59Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 86
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2012, 3:47pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886/86 "2012-03-16T15:47:13Z")
> [@classicalflower](#): > > **Date:** 12 March 2012 > > **Product:** [TAF](https://a314.com/product/p83/) (12.5mcg/spray - coconut vanilla). > > **Application** : 37.5mcg total: 1 spray to my neck; two sprays between my wrists. > > **Environment:** At home - doing work for college > > **Self Effects:** Was absolutely knackered after the weekend and was tempted to take it easy this morning but after three sprays of TAF - I actually did some work for college. Been doing an assignment for the last few weeks but I finally got around to finishing it this morning… woo hoo! Also went to the jewellers and got a new battery for my watch - been putting it off for ages. > > **Effects on Others:** Didn’t notice anything unusual but I did spend most of the morning by myself! > > **Other Observations:** Needed a serious kick in the ass this morning so I used three sprays - not entirely sure if this amount would be needed under normal circumstances. Next time i’m only going to spray my neck since its the self effects that i’m looking for. > > **Duration:** Effects started to dwindle after 5 hours - kinda sleepy now! Well, you’ve been goin’ to town! I’ve been sneaking in here reading some very nice reports, flower! 🙂 Low and Behold! You got your assignment done! That was a nice surprise, I’m sure. 🆒 Who knew? 😃 TAF can be motivating for some people and also helps them to concentrate. I have to keep the dose low and dial down any distractions to concentrate or it’s like I have ADHD, lol. Seriously. Interestingly, we also had a couple of members who have ADHA who have used TAF to help control it. If I’m not mistaken, one of them could even decrease her meds on the days she used it. Talk about differences in personal chemistry! TAF was the first molecule I experimented with in my foray into pheromones. It was a strange/wondrous/slightly mind blowing experience to say the least and showed me, without a doubt, that there was definitely something going on here that was worth perusing and worth perusing with gusto. I was trying to get myself together to pack for vacation. I remembered I’d ordered TAF and Jasmin telling me it was good for concentration. Perfect. I needed some help, lol, so I gave it a shot of 12.5mcg. It didn’t seem to be doing anything so I gave it two more shots about twenty minutes apart. So, I was were you were, at 37.5mcg, when you got motivated to finished your assignment. At that point I realized I was pretty whacked, lol. I wanted to press some clothes I was taking with me so I turned on the iron and then proceeded to do everything _except_ press clothes. I really don’t know why I even bother. By the time I get to where I’m goin’ everything usually ends up looking like I went ten rounds with Stone Cold Steve Austin anyways. 🙄 I had to practically chain myself to the ironing board to get the job done because every little thing in the room, that was “out of place”, was drawing my attention/eye. The pile of papers that needed to be put in the recycle bin… the shoes that should be in the closet… the CD’s laying on the table… I was seeing everything at once yet really couldn’t focus on one particular task without forcing myself to do so. How’s them apples! It was sooo strange! I was like a butterfly… only worse. I couldn’t find a flower to light on. Every time I thought I was ready to go in for a landing I’d see another flower! Do I sound kinda nuts? I was feelin’ kinda nuts, lol. I’d be afraid to wear this stuff when I clean or paint… Holy Cats! I’m a perfectionist anyway and it just makes it worse because then I’d see _every_ speck/flaw in minute detail. 😮 That’s scary, lol. Aside from the famously fleeting TAA/IShine, TAF seems to have a bit more longevity and a longer lasting effect for me than most other molecules. It also has a tendency to wire me for awhile after I use it and then there’s the inevitable crashola and I mean it lasts into the next day. I still feel drained. It’s not surprising you felt tired after using it. You need to be careful with TAF, in particular, because it reeks havoc on your neurotransmitters. Jasmin’s advice to me, at the time I ordered it, was to make sure to take a four/five day break in between uses so you can rest your neurotransmitters and avoid burn out. Don’t use it too often and be careful with the dose. Just a word of caution. 😉 Something else you might also be interested to know about TAF, it has _very_ tactile properties and can be quite sexy when used in more intimate situations. You can save that for the _next_ lucky guy who’s smart enough to know a good thing when he sees one! 😉 Someone deserving. I’m so sorry to hear about R. I know you were crazy about him. Needless to say, I agree it would have saved you a lot of heart ache if he had been able to be honest about still needing to recover from his 8 year relationship. He enjoys being with you, that’s obvious. At least, if he was up front about it and told you how he really felt about getting seriously involved from the start you would have been on a more level playing field, could have put it into perspective, and decided if you still wanted to jump him even though he said it wouldn’t be going anywhere. But that’s not how most of them are, especially if they sense you’re really crazy about them and they know they can easily get “it”. 🙄 Practically no man would turn that down no matter how he felt. _Some_ of them will even sleep with women they don’t really like to get the good thing. It’s just the nature of the beast. Fuck buddy? Fuggedaboutit, at least not with someone I’d actually like to have a LTR with. That ain’t happenin’. No way, no how. Anyways, his loss. Chalk it up and consider it a lesson you’ve learned and carry on. You know the saying, “You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone.” You’re smokin’ and have so much to offer a man who can see his way clear to hooking up with a terrific girl like you. 🙂 Bella --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/classicalflowers-journal/52886)._