Woah… Desire Me seems to be pretty steep to use at work, but, If it works for you… 
P130 would bring out bitchy feelings in me and others around me. I wonder if P131 would have the same effect? I haven’t noticed any such effect with P131…
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I haven’t noticed any negative effects from wearing Desire Me in work… just experimenting really! I’m on the pill so maybe this has something to do with it?! P131 seems to be a funny one - sometimes I feel really calm and relaxed… almost as if i’m drunk and then other times it seems kind of bitchy. I suppose it depends on the environment and the mood of the people around you. Have P130 and P132 as well but haven’t really worn them yet.
Wow I have LOVED reading your journal! I am very new to this, and read the entire thing! Thank you!
One question, where are you seeing EoW and Desire Me to purchase? I can’t seem to locate them.
Thanks again!
Thank you! You can get EoW from Love Scent and Desire Me from massagexs!
Date: September 2012
Product: P75 (2.5mcg/spray coconut vanilla)
Application:
One spray between my forearms and one spray across my collarbones
*or
*Two sprays across my collarbones
Environment: Various
Self Effects/Effects on Others: I’ve been experimenting with P75 for the last week or so and have seen some interesting results. When I wear P75 to work, my co-worker ‘M’ tends to be much more touchy feely; ‘D’ tends to compliment me more; and my boss ‘C’ seems to find random excuses to talk to me and linger afterwards.
On some level, P75 and Instant Sexiness A seem to have some similarities. Both pheromones appear to boost my confidence and make me feel invincible. However in saying that, Instant Sexiness A is more complex and seems to be more social than P75 alone.
When I wear P75, i’m possibly more direct and to the point. My language is definitely sharper and I have told people exactly what i’m thinking. It’s kind of like an anti-bullshit detector… if you know what I mean!
Date: 23September 2012
Product: P83 (12.5mcg/spray chocolatini)
Application: One spray across my collarbones and one spray between my forearms
Environment: In Work
Self Effects/Effects on Others: Got a few interesting hits this evening in work from younger men and i’m wondering if P83 appeals to the younger generation more! Got obvious hits from two males in their twenties - the first one was really chatty and was telling me all about college; while the second guy gave me heaps of eye contact but seemed kind of shy.
My co-worker ‘M’ was like a dog and I don’t think the P83 helped her mood. She disagreed with everything I had to say but she was probably like that with everyone. I did try to cheer her up at one stage but backed away when her mood didn’t improve! Personally I think she wanted to be in a pissy mood and I don’t think any about of mones would have changed her state.
I know i’ve said this before but chocolatini definitely defuses better than coconut vanilla and I always get more hits when I wear it.
Do you think neroli or chocolatini is better in terms of diffusion?
That’s a difficult one… neroli is more subtle than chocolatini so you can wear more of it without being self-conscious! Neroli is really good at diffusing but chocolatini is probably a smidgen better! Neroli is more versatile though… so each has its benefits!
Thanks a lot classicalflower that really answers my question
Just to butt in here as well, lol, I see chocolatini have a longer scent life when I wear it. I can still perceive it 6 to 8 hours after application. The same application point, back of the head, with Neroli may last 4 hours. I’m currently wearing 5 mu of P74 in Chocolatini at that app point and I KNOW it’ll be with me for the whole work day.
I just love chocolatini. 
I feel like licking myself when I wear it, but, I muzzle it. Because, that would be just weird! 
Date: 2 October 2012
Product: Instant Honesty (2x) and Instant Openness
Application: Instant Honesty - two sprays to the centre of my neck; Instant Openness - two sprays to the sides of my neck.
Self Effects/Effects on Others: ‘R’ (my on/off bf) has been acting like an ass for the last few days so I decided to meet him to sort things out. Generally he’s not someone who admits to being wrong so I was really surprised when he apologised for acting unfairly for the last little while. Despite my best efforts… I ended up a blubbering mess and R seemed much more tolerant than usual. Instead of pleading me to dry up the tears, he wrapped his arms around me and spent time comforting me! Of course we had the usual make-out session afterwards and ‘R’ spent ages kissing my neck where I had applied the mones… score!
I’ve worn IH/IO around him several times and it’s one of my favourite combinations. He’s much chattier, funnier and light hearted but he’s also more touchy-feely and we connect on a deeper level.
My family and I had a death recently and IH will JUST make ME so much more emotionally connected within myself AND with others. It was and is still painful and the IH makes it that much more so, IME. At the same time, the RELIEF of expression is enormous.
I see that IH will provide that BRIDGE to your emotional being. The state of consciousness that is engulfed in an emotionally centric way. If your normally not heart-centered, feelings centered, I see IH pushing you gently but inexorably to that state of recognition. That is, that we are all emotional beings. We may mask this fact by our mental barriers of socially appropriate conduct. In the end, if no output is given to our own emotions, we do find ourselves alone and lonely in the most pathetic kind of existence.
I do like IH to get you out of that rut!!!
In your case, I see that his feelings for you are found closer to his heart when you have on IH and this MUST spill through to his treatment of you and appreciation of you. IH is some powerful stuff…
1Alpha
Well said Alpha… I agree totally. I couldn’t hide what I was feeling from R and it was a huge relief to finally let him know what I was feeling. It was tough to tell him that his actions were hurting me and I think he was surprised by the intensity of my feelings… even I was surprised! I think the IO kept things somewhat light hearted.
Flower, I know this post was from a while ago but I came across it while searching TAF posts.. I’ve never been pregnant before 
but I have heard of pregnant women displaying ‘nesting’ behaviours - tidying up and making the home nice and comfortable, etc. Do you know what I am talking about, and do you think this is what the high-dosage EST brouhgt about in you? Because if I remember correctly EST is the one that pregnant women produce a lot of… Just thought I’d bring this up.
I definitely think that could be part of it… it was kind of what I was thinking when I wrote the report! Haven’t heard anyone else mention it though… must do some more testing with it soon!
**Date: 8-10 October 2012
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Product: TAC (7.5mcg spray coconut vanilla)
Application: Two sprays to my neck and one spray between my forearms.
Self Effects/Effects on Others: Things between myself and ‘R’ have been a bit strained for the last few days so i’ve been using TAC for the self effects. I’ve been feeling kind of uneasy/unsettled and the TAC is seriously great for obliterating these feelings. Plus the smell reminds me of ‘R’ and all the good times that we’ve had together (I like to wear of combo of EoW, P83 and TAC around him).
**Date: 15 October 2012
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Product and Application: Instant Openness - 2 sprays to my neck.
Environment: Laser Hair Removal App!!!
Effects: Had my last laser hair removal appointment this morning and the girl doing the laser treatment was SUPER talkative… as in way more than usual! She stopped several times so she could talk to me - not ideal when all my bits were on show and I was starting to get cold! 
She started with my underarms and was pretty close to my neck and the mones for a few minutes and by the time she moved to my bikini area she was in full flow with the conversation. The Instant Openness definitely gets rid of any awkwardness and is ideal for such encounters with virtual strangers - or at least in my opinion!!!
Date: 20 October 2012 @ 13:40
Product and Application: TAF (12.5 mcg/spray coconut vanilla) - two sprays to my neck
Environment: At work
Self Effects/Effects on Others: Two sprays of TAF is fairly intense but the hits were really interesting! Unfortunately the TAF seemed to give me a pain in my head but it disappeared after an hour or so. I haven’t worn it in MONTHS so i’m not surprised really. My co-worker ‘L’ was also complaining of a pain in her head too but I don’t know if my mones were the cause.
As soon as I walked in the door in work, ‘L’ commented on my ‘perfume’! She said it reminded her of summer and when I asked whether she liked it or not, she said that it was really nice. ‘L’ has been acting like a bitch lately - last week she decided to completely ignore me in work - but today she was super nice to me. She lingered around the counter after her shift had finished and made some small talk with me. TAF is interesting in that respect - I wasn’t really bothered with her but she seemed to want to make the effort with me. I kind of felt like she was trying to win me over.
Was wearing a new jumper in work and 8 people commented on how nice it was throughout the afternoon. Not sure if the mones had anything to do with it but I noted it anyway. In general, people definitely looked at me more today… not in a flirty way but it’s as if they were drawn to me. Sometimes I felt that they were studying me but not in an overly judgemental way.
Another co-worker was super nice to me as well. Usually ‘M’ does her own thing but she kept engaging me in conversation. She complimented me several times - how I have more experience than her (although I don’t) - which was interesting. Usually she is bossy and up her own ass!
This is going to sound really random… my boss kept telling me how fit he is and how competitive he is. He was telling me about himself when he was younger as well. We’ve quite a good work relationship but i’m not sure why he told me the things that he did and it was kind of strange.
I think I gave one male customer the wrong impression today. He walked into the shop with a girl that I know and when I said hi to him… he seemed shocked and slightly uncomfortable. He literally walked over to the girl and started touching her on the shoulder and standing really close to her. By the time they approached me at the counter, she seemed uncomfortable with his actions and told him to wait outside for her! She rolled her eyes at me and then started to laugh. Not entirely sure what happened but I was only being friendly and I was definitely not hitting on him.
That’s a LOT of TAF. I’m not surprised by the headache. Glad you survived though and maybe you fixed that L situation too. If you want, I know somebody that could…well you know. I’m just saying