# fading away **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [February 6, 2011, 9:26pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454 "2011-02-06T21:26:17Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [February 6, 2011, 9:26pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/1 "2011-02-06T21:26:17Z")
Hi guys. This will be where I post reports of my phero use. I ordered on Wednesday evening from the UK and it was delivered by Friday lunch time ready for the weekend. I ordered: Instant gentleman Instant shine A314 TUTH To-go Instant honesty To-go Instant openness To-go and also recieved a free Instant jerk To-go (Thanks!) **Friday 4th Feb** Took a trip on the train to visit the long term partner, who was visiting her family for a fortnight. I used a couple of sprays of IO on the back of my neck and wrists, a couple of sprays IS to the sides of the neck/face, and a spray of IJ to the chest/front neck. I got the feeling I got a few more looks than usual, and a pretty girl sat next to me for once. That rarely happens. Besides that nothing. No chatting from anyone and I didn’t especially feel too chatty myself. I did feel a more active and did things faster right after I used IS though. It was very very windy so perhaps this didn’t help. Later that evening I got some pizza with the partner and sat on the sofa cuddling. Very nice. She seemed wider eyed than usual and very clingy. Might have just been because I hadn’t seen her for a week though. I popped upstairs to apply a single spray of TUTH before taking her home. After a quick 5 min walk we were at her house. I got blanked rather sternly by her father which doesn’t usually happen (IJ perhaps?) but her mom seemed quite chatty. They went to bed and I got up to leave. A quick hug later with her head firmly in my neck (I know she got a good sniff of the TUTH, even through a cold/blocked nose) and she went pretty wild. Knocked some bowls around on the sideboard in the kitchen and a few minutes later back to an empty room downstairs for some dirty on the floor. Might have just been because she hadn’t seen me for a while, but I rarely see a mood change that quick and obvious. Dirty talk was also quite good, don’t usually hear that! **Saturday 5th** 2 IS to the face/rear neck, 2 IJ to the neck. Today I went to see my father for a few hours. It didn’t go well, I was rude, arguing a lot, calling him out on stupid life decisions he has made and stirring trouble between him and my brothers. Also challenging him a lot. He was very irritated and I could tell. I also recklessly said infantry are the guys who didn’t go to uni and make officer in front of my grandfather who fought in WW2. Woops. I reckon 1 IJ is my maximum…? heh The evening went pretty much as the evening before. 1 spray of TUTH before bidding goodnight to the partner and she was ready to get down on her knees right there in the kitchen. I had to stop her since her parents had just gone to bed and it felt a little rude to be 23 and still nailing their kid in their house as soon as they leave the room. lol. But the reactions are amusing - I reckon TUTH is going to be a lot of fun. **Sunday 6th** Used 1 x IJ to see how the day went. Felt angry and irritated all day, ending with a headache in the afternoon. Very unsociable and snappy. Got a train home in the evening. Lots of people on board. Wore 2 IS and 2 IO in the usual places. Few hits from wandering eyes but still no chatter. Wondering if I might need more IO? I didn’t feel chatty - but I never do. Got home and looked at the bottles I didn’t take away with me for the weekend: IG, A314 and IH. Sprayed a bit of A314 to see what it was like and if it would give me a lift for the evening. First thing I notice is WOW this smells good. But damn - it’s all over my hands. My hands smell great but I really want all the 'mones on my body not my palms. I need some tips on application methinks, off to scour the forum some more. I will be using IG and IS at work this week. ---
**Author:** ![GorMas2020](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gormas2020/32/197_2.png) [@GorMas2020](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/GorMas2020)\ **Post date:** [February 7, 2011, 12:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/2 "2011-02-07T00:30:31Z")
Nice reports man 😃 It’s harder to find your sweet spots while wearing more than one UNFAMILIAR product. Get familiar with one first. Regardless I like the fact that your using TUTH appropriately. It’s an awesome product when using it exactly the way you are. One more suggestion is not to use IJ during the daytime or at work… YOU will get better results using it at night 😉 IMO. Actually one more make sure you scrub your applications well, because with using IJ often you can get build-up that may hamper the actual effects quantity wise. If you wore IJ 3 days in a row without showering for example there will be some left so it will gradually multiply on you maybe causing bad results like arguing with your family because your actually not just wearing 2 sprays anymore your adding to your previous days amount too. How much really depends on you and your body chemistry. Keep up on these reports and look back on them for reference 😃 ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [February 10, 2011, 11:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/3 "2011-02-10T23:53:14Z")
This week at work I have been using: 2 IG to each side of the sides of the neck/chest, rubbed in with each wrist, 1 more to the back of the neck. 1 IS to the face for that lovely pick me up! Wed, Thurs and Fri I added 1-2 A314 to the front of the neck. Wow what a week so far. Very productive for me in terms of work, but I felt far more confident and self assured. Like I had been there much longer than I had. Many people from other depts were coming to talk to me for help/advice, lots of positive comments from managers and overall a very good week. I had to call in and explain I’d be a few hours late one day due to some personal issues - so I felt a little bad until I put the mones on and left for work at about 11. When I got there I didn’t feel bad, I felt like I was making up for it with productivity & my manager let me off the missed hours. Also had a senior head sitting with me this week and he seems way more chatty than usual, much more of a connection. The use of these mones seems killer. Other notes : The little to-go bottles are running out already! Omg this is going to be costly! I will likely need to order some more TUTH and A314 but the larger bottle, possibly double strength as a few is usually enough for me. Could cut that down to 1-2 sprays. I’m not really finding much use for IO or IH yet. Main uses are IG, IS and A314 - or TUTH if I want some action (TUTH is instant win). Not sure if I should add some ammo to my collection. ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [March 5, 2011, 10:55pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/4 "2011-03-05T22:55:07Z")
Been a while.. Some notes on sexual usage of IJ, TUTH and IH: TUTH seems to invoke a more primal sex. As in rough, lustful, fast. IJ seems to invoke a more submissive feeling in girls. Not rough/primal like TUTH but more wanting to be used/abused, violated etc. The majority of times I use this it ends in something like a facial or anal. Something degrading. Happy to oblige but not sure about the technical reasons for this reaction to the 'mones. IH is the opposite, it gets a more loving, slow, relaxed, caring encounter. Eye contact etc. Really starting to see the benefits of IH and IO at work now. We’re having a stressful time with lots to do and there have been many fights. The days this week where I wore lots of IO and IH just turned into joke-fests. Everyone smiling, having a good time, laughing etc. Great atmosphere. Running out of A314 fast… that and IG are making me seem way older and more confident at work. Definitely feeling it start to work now, senior colleagues taking me more seriously. IO not really helping in social situations. Still very quiet my end.. If nothing else it has highlighted my own social awkwardness and aversion. ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [March 27, 2011, 10:37am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/5 "2011-03-27T10:37:25Z")
Now I can’t remember much about that weekend, it was the week before last and I was quite drunk. I was with some friends and we were staying overnight at a friend’s place in london. Planning on hitting some bars. I packed a lot of IS and some IO for the banter, and TUTH to play with some feelings. There’s a longstanding joke between us that me and one of my friends in particular are quite flirty. In fact I met her at a nightclub and asked for her number. As we were walking around in the cold 8pm air towards some bars she noted that I smelt really good. This was cold, windy air. No idea how she smelt the TUTH from that but she was over like a shot with her nose down my shirt! Like I said I don’t remember much about the night, but the following morning her boyfriend commented “I’m surprised I didn’t wake up on the floor with you in my girlfriend’s bed…” I laughed it off and gave my gf a kiss on the cheek. I think a lot of people are correct when they say TUTH is not as effective UNTIL the social barrier is broken. In this case it already was, but for dates and stuff… I recommend waiting until the 2nd date. ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [March 27, 2011, 10:37am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/6 "2011-03-27T10:37:45Z")
It’s bonus/pay rise time. So I’m reading in the media about all the doom and gloom in the jobs market. People are having to accept pay freezes for another year, reduced bonuses, redundancies … not a great time. I wasn’t expecting much. I’ve been wearing A314 to ‘special’ days at work (ie - meetings with important people) until I started to run out, and the other days IG and IS. Since I am pretty young this seems to enhance my best quality (youth, energy, excitement, change) through IS and give me what I lack (maturity, reliability, charisma) with IG. Great combo for work when you can’t afford A314 imo. Work has been going great over the past few months. Mones don’t seem to have an immediate effect at work because these guys know you pretty well, they sit with you day after day for years. Changing their perception of you through mones takes a while, but after a few months I’m convinced things are different. Little compliments such as: Me : “How did the interview go for the new candidate today?” Boss & Senior boss : “Not as good as you, and asking for twice as much money. Ridiculous!” Other comments such as ‘having their best man on the case’ or ‘everything will be ok now!’ as I walk in. Even referring to me as some kind of manager for a project I’m playing a part in. Anyway so pay review time rolls around. I’ve heard most people ain’t getting much. More than 8%. That’s pretty good. Bonus? Well what we do is arrange a static amount per person then multiply it by a modifier. For every high modifier you must have a low modifier, otherwise everyone has the average modifier. So usually with the whole team performing (which it is) you expect the average. I got 20% over the average.. Other interesting things to note are managers wanting to hold meetings about almost nothing with me. Strange. One of them seems especially susceptible to IG and A314, always coming over for a chat and wanting to be reaffirmed. ---
**Author:** ![GorMas2020](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gormas2020/32/197_2.png) [@GorMas2020](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/GorMas2020)\ **Post date:** [March 27, 2011, 11:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/7 "2011-03-27T11:19:45Z")
> [@Fade1](#): > > It’s bonus/pay rise time. > > So I’m reading in the media about all the doom and gloom in the jobs market. People are having to accept pay freezes for another year, reduced bonuses, redundancies … not a great time. I wasn’t expecting much. > > I’ve been wearing A314 to ‘special’ days at work (ie - meetings with important people) until I started to run out, and the other days IG and IS. Since I am pretty young this seems to enhance my best quality (youth, energy, excitement, change) through IS and give me what I lack (maturity, reliability, charisma) with IG. Great combo for work when you can’t afford A314 imo. > > Work has been going great over the past few months. Mones don’t seem to have an immediate effect at work because these guys know you pretty well, they sit with you day after day for years. Changing their perception of you through mones takes a while, but after a few months I’m convinced things are different. Little compliments such as: > > Me : “How did the interview go for the new candidate today?” > Boss & Senior boss : “Not as good as you, and asking for twice as much money. Ridiculous!” > Other comments such as ‘having their best man on the case’ or ‘everything will be ok now!’ as I walk in. Even referring to me as some kind of manager for a project I’m playing a part in. > > Anyway so pay review time rolls around. I’ve heard most people ain’t getting much. More than 8%. That’s pretty good. Bonus? Well what we do is arrange a static amount per person then multiply it by a modifier. For every high modifier you must have a low modifier, otherwise everyone has the average modifier. So usually with the whole team performing (which it is) you expect the average. I got 20% over the average.. > > Other interesting things to note are managers wanting to hold meetings about almost nothing with me. Strange. One of them seems especially susceptible to IG and A314, always coming over for a chat and wanting to be reaffirmed. Am hoping I see a similar ABOVE avg pay increase here in a couple weeks… Good to hear about the raise man. MORE MONEY FOR MONES 😛 ---
**Author:** ![Astrea](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/astrea/32/1928_2.png) [@Astrea](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Astrea)\ **Post date:** [April 18, 2011, 1:35am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/8 "2011-04-18T01:35:27Z")
> [@Fade1](#): > > IO not really helping in social situations. Still very quiet my end.. > If nothing else it has highlighted my own social awkwardness and aversion. Hey, I know peeps gonna be telling u this all over the place - u gotta be congruent with the mones. When ur wearing IO, YOU gotta make the effort to connect. It can’t do anything except assist the inclination. Ur wearing IO and not being open . . . . 😕 ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [April 26, 2011, 5:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/9 "2011-04-26T17:46:30Z")
I have noticed a MASSIVE difference at work ever since I ran out of A314. I seem less focussed, colleagues are trying to move in on my space, and people are making way less compliments towards me and my work - especially managers. Seems like the comedown is a pretty harsh one. ---
**Author:** ![1Alpha](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/1alpha/32/190_2.png) [@1Alpha](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/1Alpha)\ **Post date:** [April 26, 2011, 5:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/10 "2011-04-26T17:51:20Z")
Fade, has this testing of your A314 Alpha signal been going on for a while? I notice that when I’m not wearing A314, I may get some testing of my position, but will need to step up to protect it. This seems to happen a few times and then things are back to the norm that _ **I’ve** _ established. If you have IG, and a bit of TUTH, and especially with your attitude, you can take back your space… a thought… ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [April 26, 2011, 6:44pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/11 "2011-04-26T18:44:09Z")
> [@1Alpha](#): > > Fade, has this testing of your A314 Alpha signal been going on for a while? I notice that when I’m not wearing A314, I may get some testing of my position, but will need to step up to protect it. This seems to happen a few times and then things are back to the norm that _ **I’ve** _ established. > > If you have IG, and a bit of TUTH, and especially with your attitude, you can take back your space… a thought… Almost every work day from mid-feb to mid-april, 1 spray a day. I found more than that weirded people out (confused looks, people seemed a little taken back, some people scared away) so I may have to build up to more sprays. Probably because I’m young, quiet and slim/small rather than large and musclebound so I don’t usually give off much of an alpha signal. I don’t work in a very competitive atmosphere, more relaxed, but there is plenty of opportunity to steer things our way since we provide a more consultant style service. I actually started using IG and IJ today at work (many people are away for easter so it’s a more casual atmosphere), which isn’t too far away from your idea of IG and TUTH. I noticed 3 things: \*Much more sexual. DIHL from several girls on my walk to work at lunchtime. \*The IJ scent lingered around far longer than other 'mones I have used. \*I was harsh, rude and brash when talking to my boss privately. I was talking about other members of the department and opinions on how things should be run. However the IG charisma and trust seemed to go well with this, as he was agreeing with my points and offering counter-bitching. ---
**Author:** ![Astrea](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/astrea/32/1928_2.png) [@Astrea](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Astrea)\ **Post date:** [April 28, 2011, 5:56am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/12 "2011-04-28T05:56:26Z")
> [@Fade1](#): > > I actually started using IG and IJ today at work (many people are away for easter so it’s a more casual atmosphere), which isn’t too far away from your idea of IG and TUTH. I noticed 3 things: > \*Much more sexual. DIHL from several girls on my walk to work at lunchtime. > \*The IJ scent lingered around far longer than other 'mones I have used. > \*I was harsh, rude and brash when talking to my boss privately. I was talking about other members of the department and opinions on how things should be run. However the IG charisma and trust seemed to go well with this, as he was agreeing with my points and offering **counter-bitching**. I love this! 😃 Counter-bitching! Can we add this to the commonly used, new and improved catchphrases to be entered into the dictionary? 😉 ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [April 29, 2011, 11:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/13 "2011-04-29T23:21:03Z")
Straight copy paste from my thread here for reference purposes > [@IJ+IG notes](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ij-ig-notes/50104/1): > > Hi folks In my journal I noted that since my A314 ran out I was suffering somewhat of a comedown at work. For example noticeably less respect/compliments, loss of concentration and a general feeling of unimportance in comparison to the A314 usage over the prior couple of months. 1Alpha told me that I might be able to retake some ground at work by taking a more aggressive stance using IG and a dash of TUTH. Usually I use IG at work for charisma and trust, which I found works great for older and … * * * * * * Hi folks In my journal I noted that since my A314 ran out I was suffering somewhat of a comedown at work. For example noticeably less respect/compliments, loss of concentration and a general feeling of unimportance in comparison to the A314 usage over the prior couple of months. 1Alpha told me that I might be able to retake some ground at work by taking a more aggressive stance using IG and a dash of TUTH. Usually I use IG at work for charisma and trust, which I found works great for older and senior colleagues Unfortunately my TUTH had also ran out - but knowing that both TUTH and IJ share the aggressive & sexual [pheromone](https://pheromonelabs.com/shop/) androstenone in, I swapped to IG + IJ. The IJ was included as a freebie in my first order. I was hesitant at first to use it for fear of being too aggressive or getting into trouble. Truthfully it was the product I was least excited about, however it’s probably going to become one of my favorites as I learn to use it properly. > [@IJ Uses. IJ + IG?](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ij-uses-ij-ig/50033): > > Hi guys, just want to ask what type of attraction and impression is IJ really meant to give. A badboy aura? A jock that just came off from the field? I’ve been trying to figure it into my mixes, and wondering if it can attract/effect women aged 18-25 (from asians to caucasians)? It remains as one of my most under used mones and I’ve been trying to figure out a way to break it out of my [pheromone](https://a314.com/) vault and put it into action What would you think this would get me (/IS) denotes adding optional… This thread also contributed to some thoughts and ideas. Recommended reading for advanced IJ uses. This week at work was a 3-day week due to easter. Most people were away, so it was a perfect testing period. The weather has been very hot all week. **Tuesday 2 sprays IG, 1 spray IJ** - More sexual looks from girls on the way to work & at lunchtime. Mostly in shops I browse during lunch. Usually with IG and IS I get looks and a smile, but you can tell it’s more sexual with IJ - more blushing, brushing away hair, playing with neck etc. - I notice the scent of IJ lingers a lot longer than other mones, possibly with the exception of A314. My GF says it smells like plastic if I spray and then immediately ask her to sniff, but doesn’t assumes it’s just body scent after 20-30 minutes. - I was harsh, rude and brash when talking to my boss privately. I was talking about other members of the department and opinions on how things should be run. However the IG charisma and trust seemed to go well with this, as he was agreeing with my points and offering counter-bitching. Astrea suggests the term _counter-bitching_ be added to the dictionary 😃 **Wednesday 2 sprays IG, 2 sprays IJ** (Side note - I wear a suit at work and often out dress people I see in shops at lunchtime) - Scent is even stronger today. Self effect is more apparent, barging my way around busy streets and being a little rude - this is expected from IJ. - Boss blanked me most of the day despite it just being us in the office. - There’s a new phone out I want, so I go to a store to buy it. On the way in a girl greets me. Plenty of IOIs, we chat briefly about the new phone I want. She agrees it’s great, reveals it’s her first day. We chat about how she likes the new job and other nonsense, decent sexual rapport building. She passes me over to her colleague… who does the exact same thing! It’s not her first day, however we chat about stuff, IOIs, then she passes me off to her manager (even though he’s already busy)! The manager says hi, but quickly gets aggressive. I tell him about the deal I saw on the website. “Well that’s a s^&t deal mate. F%^king s&\*t. Why are you going with that network? They’re b$%^\*ks.” The two girls smile and struggle to stop laughing. I thought that was a little aggressive, and unfair. I commented about the deals they have using specific telephone masts in this city, their position for 4g etc. “Well you don’t know s%^t mate. I would never use that company. No I can’t do the deal on our website” and he stands up. Crikey - I thought he was going to punch me! Big bloke too, so I say “Oh well!” and make a quick exit. The girls still stood next to me smile and blush on the way out. - I walk into another phone store and get straight to business. “How much for this phone, on this network? I don’t want the whole sales pitch, I just want the price”. He ignores me and leads me to his desk, and sits down. I stand. “Take a seat sir” he says. I continue standing. “Oh, I need a pen” he says, looking around and grabbing a customer questionnaire paper. “No no you don’t, it’s fine” I protest.. “I don’t want to give any details. I just want prices”. He starts getting a bit annoyed. “Well I can’t help you then really without knowing what you want”. Annoyed, I repeat what I want (still standing) : I list the phone, the network, the # of free minutes etc, then ask again for the price. He asks for my details again. I decline and bid him farewell in a not so polite manner. - Back at my desk I call up the phone company directly, and ask them to beat a previous offer from another company. Essentially the conversation ends in me saying in shock “You’re telling me £35 a month for 2 years with no upfront cost is better than £20 a month for the same length of time with a £99 upfront cost?” _pause while he responds_ “You’re bloody mad, stupid mate. Did you do mathematics at school? Christ” and hang up. My boss bursts out laughing and tells me I can’t talk to people like that. Bit of a day. Think I will stick to 1 spray of IJ… **Thursday 3 sprays IG, 1 spray IJ** Made sure to scrub all that IJ away from the day before.. - Much more agreeable mood today. Very busy very senior member of staff even making an offer to talk to a younger sibling of mine about his university choices and path in life, stressing that it was not a hollow offer. - Probably got more work done today than the previous couple of days. - All the sexy vibe and hits of day 1 with a lot less aggression. (I think I hit my IG+IJ sweet spot here.) Side notes on sexual usage of IJ: (font text is in white as it is quite er.. rude! Highlight only if you’re bad! 😉 I have previously noted in my journal that while TUTH is great for getting sex, IJ is 10x better at steering it towards something that leaves the female feeling slightly degraded or used. I use IJ at home if I want a bj, anal or any kind of face/boob/body cumshot. Nasty stuff rather than loving stuff. Oh god 😮 Feel free to delete that bit, mods! To conclude, these two seem to be like ying and yang. Almost opposites, but surprisingly go very well together. The IJ makes you aggressive, but the warmth and trust of IG makes you agreeable. This could potentially be a great combo for aggressively getting something you want. Really flexible too - you can turbo boost either part easily and still keep both parts. In the thread linked above P83 is suggested alongside IG and IJ. Eagerly awaiting some reports on the combo over there. ---
**Author:** ![Astrea](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/astrea/32/1928_2.png) [@Astrea](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Astrea)\ **Post date:** [April 30, 2011, 7:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/14 "2011-04-30T07:30:00Z")
OMG what an adventure! 😮 Makes me kinda anxious about my own supplies running out 😮😮😮 ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [May 20, 2011, 11:10pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/15 "2011-05-20T23:10:37Z")
I just got back from a week in prague 🙂 Took a bit of IJ with me (it’s all i’ve got left now, got some time off work in the coming weeks so I can get a new batch in - I have to wait in for the delivery guy since I live in a flat while my house is being build. Money is a problem right now ☹ ) Woah the Czech girls love IJ! lol I was getting soo many IOIs even though I was there with my gf. It became something of a joke. She can always tell because girls tend to check me out, then check my gf out with a scowl. (Some sort of instinctive cat fight thing?) I would say (sarcastically) “how about her?” referring to a random girl, she would get angry and say girly things like “she’s not even pretty!” and get grumpy. I would then admit I hadn’t even looked at the girl and was purely winding her up. Then I’d catch the girls eye and get checked out obviously, much to the gfs annoyance! Also made me way cockier and meaner to the gf. Like I’d be sitting at a restaurant and in walks a really attractive girl. I’d exclaim “wow! Look at her boobs!” or something boyish, stare obviously, announce that I was going to stand up to get a better look, or ask the gf to photo me with the girl’s cleavage in the background. Quite mean really, but she knows I love her! This is all typical IJ behaviour I know - nothing amazingly new here. However, the effects were WAY more obvious and I can only think of 2 reasons : either the audience was more receptive OR it was the climate. The weather was smoking hot in comparison to my usual environment, sweaty. I think this really helped the diffusion. Certainly making me look forward to summer. ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [May 24, 2011, 8:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/16 "2011-05-24T20:21:14Z")
Ack, just when I think I’m getting the hang of things and how they work. ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [May 25, 2011, 8:20pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/17 "2011-05-25T20:20:41Z")
Late to work today.. quite late. It was only my 2nd day back so it looked pretty bad. Got there over an hour late, also late for an important conference call, complete with senior manager and other companies on the line. Bugger. 6 sprays of IG before I left for work (warm morning, sun out, sunglasses on, not too windy, about 10 min walk away but I was walking rather fast. Got a bit sweaty)… Avoided trouble that’s for sure. Boss was almost tripping over himself to say it was perfectly alright. Senior manager wasn’t so happy, but he said shit happens not to worry. ---
**Author:** ![1Alpha](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/1alpha/32/190_2.png) [@1Alpha](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/1Alpha)\ **Post date:** [May 27, 2011, 5:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/18 "2011-05-27T17:24:28Z")
> [@Fade1](#): > > Late to work today.. quite late. It was only my 2nd day back so it looked pretty bad. > > Got there over an hour late, also late for an important conference call, complete with senior manager and other companies on the line. Bugger. > > 6 sprays of IG before I left for work (warm morning, sun out, sunglasses on, not too windy, about 10 min walk away but I was walking rather fast. Got a bit sweaty)… > > Avoided trouble that’s for sure. Boss was almost tripping over himself to say it was perfectly alright. Senior manager wasn’t so happy, but he said shit happens not to worry. Hey there, Fade. Good to have dodged the bullet. Though, I’d make up for it by being a bit early for the next couple of days. Get it out of their heads and focused on the shit happens, thought. Of course, IG will be useful as well! 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2011, 5:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/19 "2011-05-29T17:37:49Z")
Second time this has happened now so I thought I would mention it. I bumped into this guy, I know him - not very well, but he’s a good friend of some friends, so we often hang out in the same place. We’re pretty friendly. Anyway, both times I was wearing 3-4 shots of IG and it was early morning/brunch time. Both times he gives me big hugs and wants to meet me for lunch. Wouldn’t usually expect that. ---
**Author:** ![Fade1](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fade1/32/1949_2.png) [@Fade1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Fade1)\ **Post date:** [June 9, 2011, 10:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454/20 "2011-06-09T22:37:47Z")
I think I suffer from the same thing online (in this journal) as I do in real life. Every now and again during my day I will notice something out of the ordinary, and think to myself “that was interesting, I should probably note it in my journal” but then forget about it later. Then when I do come to write about it, I can’t think of enough to write. It’s like when people say hello to me at work. I might say hi back, we say one or two brief sentences, and then nothing. Awkward silences. My mind goes totally blank. Happens with friends too. Sometimes I wonder why people bother trying to talk to me? Anyway, I apologize for the rubbish journal. I do try. I’m going to order some more products in the next few days, A314, 4X Shine, Heavy ammo and a random putative/mix to blind test. I’m going to try and branch out from consumer products to give a little back to the company. I’m just waiting on the next round of first responder rewards as cash is a REAL issue right now for me due to the recent house purchase. I can barely afford lunch yet the gf is pestering to go to posh restaurants and friends are wanting to go across the country. Sigh! On the phero side of things - my senior boss is VERY receptive to IG which I am just about running out of. This week he has been sat next to me at work and we have both been coming in early to sort out a project I’m working on. I’ve gone from potentially slacking to grabbing it by the balls and getting shit sorted, even shouting/pestering senior members of other companies to sort things out they have failed to do for the project. When I get this next batch of products I am going to start following a more structured journal. Products used, dosages, location, results etc. [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/fading-away/47454.md?page=2)