# For your eyes only **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [May 8, 2009, 2:09pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787 "2009-05-08T14:09:24Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 2:09pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/1 "2009-05-08T14:09:24Z")
It’s about time I think, to document my pheropades; So here it is, the journal, hope you enjoy – and so so please contribute: need all the help one can get. Well. the first day i can remember, IO 1 shot to the Adams apple 4 sprays of Armani & 2 shots of TUTH 2x to just under the chin 3 drips of ALPH314 to the wrist & sides of the neck + rubbed into the palm. Anywho. went to the shop. Say a quick hi to the attendants as I walk in. Grab the very necessary smoked salmon and bottle of zinfandel then walk over to the counter. waiting in the cue with some scalliwags (sorry, face book, Pirate English has done untold damage to me – scroll down to English (us) on bottom left of facebook homepage, click, and change to pirate English: chuckles), anyway, a wonderfully ripe young woman was standing in front of me. I was feeling in quite a good mood, so i instigated conversation with her, something about her jeans. She seemed to warm to me, well I mean, rather than bantering to be polite then moving on, she kept on looking back at me and smiling whilst the attendant processed her order. Given the obvious smiling and looking in my direction I continue the conversation. Ok she finished paying, yada yada yada, before me, but takes her time walking away searching back, for me to attend to her I suppose. So I oblige. So walking out of the store with her – making general conversation. Anywho, it comes time to divert seeing as we’re going in different directions. Ok. So I say – “hey great stuff, we should definitely meet up sometime for some orange juice or something” She says “yeh,” I was quite happy because it wasn’t a yeah!!!, great,lets……. kinda yeh, it was quite genuine. Anywho – get the no then she looks up at me with the bedroom eyes, reverts to a bashful smile, licking her lips, and wiggling her tongue with mouth open at me in a very suggestive way. Anywho - broke out of the trance and wished her away; kinda nursing a semi actually so strong was the suggestion. looking forward to seeing her again ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 2:25pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/2 "2009-05-08T14:25:43Z")
Went out clubbing today with some buddies - I suppose to take the mind of work, and the seemingly never ending series of actuarial exams i decided to burden myself with: [![](https://us1.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/uploads/pheromonetalk/original/2X/f/f725215b5152c1a6a23c5432075420fe2a7aa595.jpeg "Flashback (Jazzanova's Breathe Easy Mix) - Fat Freddy's Drop") ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kVcxqgs3EE) went a bit over the top today; 5 drops of alpha 314 to the sides of the chin 2 sprays of tuth x2 to the addams apple 3 sprays of IH to the addams apple, to cover the tuth 3 sprays of IO to the addams apple, 4 sprays of tuth x2, 2 to the top of the palm 4 sprays of IH, 2 to the top of the palm, to cover the tuth and finally - 3 sprays of tuth x2 to the cloths in chest and stomache area countless sprays of armani to cover OK, straight to the venue from home. ---
**Author:** ![diamond](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/diamond/32/859_2.png) [@diamond](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/diamond)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 2:29pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/3 "2009-05-08T14:29:28Z")
Jeez, a bit over the top you say!! Some phero baptism there. Seriously, you are throwing money down the drain with that mix 😉 Go and test them one at a time, more is not better, however kudos for having the balls to go at it like that. ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 2:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/4 "2009-05-08T14:41:04Z")
a bit tired, so i will just get to the point. Noticed increased aggression from males, 2 in particular were unusually unfriendly. Managed to hook up a french kiss with 4 women. The last one, i took back to mine because i felt our making out was starting to get somewhat too raucous and distasteful for public consumption. Very nice red haired young lady. We proceed. Pretty much get straight to the point. Sex was terrific, very passionate. Lasting a few hours more than usual. i always thought 1:45 - 2 hrs was just about right: but we were pretty much going from 1 am - 6. i guess she was just extremely horny - to be honest i kinda wanted to doze of after the 3rd hour. but she wouldn’t have any of it. Jumped on top of me and continued. well long story short, the night was reasonably good. ---
**Author:** ![Wrlprchnx](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/wrlprchnx/32/1360_2.png) [@Wrlprchnx](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Wrlprchnx)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 4:47pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/5 "2009-05-08T16:47:53Z")
> [@mamba](#): > > a bit tired, so i will just get to the point. > > Noticed increased aggression from males, 2 in particular were unusually unfriendly. > > Managed to hook up a french kiss with 4 women. The last one, i took back to mine because i felt our making out was starting to get somewhat too raucous and distasteful for public consumption. > > Very nice red haired young lady. > > We proceed. > > Pretty much get straight to the point. > > Sex was terrific, very passionate. Lasting a few hours more than usual. > > i always thought 1:45 - 2 hrs was just about right: but we were pretty much going from 1 am - 6. > > i guess she was just extremely horny - to be honest i kinda wanted to doze of after the 3rd hour. > > but she wouldn’t have any of it. Jumped on top of me and continued. > > well long story short, the night was reasonably good. No kidding increased aggression… that was a shitload of 'none you had on makes sense that any girl who didn’t react poorly to that mix would be over-the-top horny though ---
**Author:** ![LTDshred](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ltdshred/32/1416_2.png) [@LTDshred](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LTDshred)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 6:25pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/6 "2009-05-08T18:25:49Z")
> [@mamba](#): > > a bit tired, so i will just get to the point. > > Noticed increased aggression from males, 2 in particular were unusually unfriendly. > > Managed to hook up a french kiss with 4 women. The last one, i took back to mine because i felt our making out was starting to get somewhat too raucous and distasteful for public consumption. > > Very nice red haired young lady. > > We proceed. > > Pretty much get straight to the point. > > Sex was terrific, very passionate. Lasting a few hours more than usual. > > i always thought 1:45 - 2 hrs was just about right: but we were pretty much going from 1 am - 6. > > i guess she was just extremely horny - to be honest i kinda wanted to doze of after the 3rd hour. > > but she wouldn’t have any of it. Jumped on top of me and continued. > > well long story short, the night was reasonably good. Me next, I want to OVERDOSE haha… nice job man 😃 ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 8:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/7 "2009-05-08T20:21:38Z")
short post - a few days ago went to watch Chelsea get pummelled in their champion league match against Barcalona. Don’t really follow foosball but I like to think I’m an Arsenal man. Met a lovely Canadian lady whilst at the bar ordering the 4th double G&T of the night (currently seeking help) Usual light hearted; get to know you/lets potentially date kinda banter. Seemed very into the conversation and possibility. I had sprayed 2 sprays of tuth x2 to the adams apple 1 sprays IO to the same spot – (only because my bottle is getting low) 2 Sprays IH to the same spot again. Covered with 2 sprays Armani. I kinda cheated this time I guess, during the conversation I asked her smell my cologne on the neck and tell me what she thought of it, seeing as I only just purchased it and wasn’t sure if it was right for me (I’m going to hell) She smelt my neck once, I think the tuth because she commented that the smell unusual and quite musky (in a bad way). The funny thing was that she then proceeded to smell my neck another 6 times (I was counting) – I suppose it couldn’t have been all bad. Anyway, Chelsea lost – I wanted the English team to win – so I was mildly upset. One of my friends with the taste of his victory in his mouth couldn’t stop talking about the game as we walked back home. And as we did 1 guy and 2 blonde 7’s were walking toward us, obviously boozed, the came directly toward me. I opened up my arms, and the two girls left their male companion to embrace/put their arm round me. One on each side. I promptly pointed to my cheek and they both kissed it on each side. The lady to my left then asked me to kiss her – so I did. Well I was tired, they were a ‘little’ drunk and their male companion was looking at this scene in amazement. I thought it best to leave their company and go home. I was so tired I think I was actually tearing of my cloths whilst sprinting up the stairs to bed. ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 8:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/8 "2009-05-08T20:30:52Z")
> [@Wrlprchnx](#): > > No kidding increased aggression… that was a shitload of 'none you had on > > makes sense that any girl who didn’t react poorly to that mix would be over-the-top horny though i guess - i kinda felt a little violated though, stripped of my manhood by the alpha aggresiveness of this sexual beast: dragging me back into to bed by the ankle whilst i try to make an escape through an open window for my life. don’t think i’ll be the same again. thank you tuth. thank you androtics. ---
**Author:** ![evolver](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/evolver/32/1896_2.png) [@evolver](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/evolver)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2009, 11:32pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/9 "2009-05-08T23:32:53Z")
I’m curious, noting the word ‘trance’ and the self confidence you project.. have you studied the seductive arts mamba? ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 9, 2009, 9:22am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/10 "2009-05-09T09:22:25Z")
> [@evolver](#): > > I’m curious, noting the word ‘trance’ and the self confidence you project.. have you studied the seductive arts mamba? i’ve read the Game by Neil strauss. was quite good but i think only usefull for extremely extremely shy people; or someone who has been out of the game a long time for whatever reason (workaholic etc…) and needs a refresher. thinking about the times when you have been successful with a woman, some of the techniques documented in the book were things you just did naturally, without thinking about it. I suppose it’s good to know why it worked thus be able to repeat it. i’m going to study some more PUA stuff when i have more time. But first need to read the game again, properly this time. i guess you’ve keeping up to date with this? tell me what are the distinct stages, i think s1 - …? i’ve seen these around in some other posts but don’t know where they got it from in the book. must read again. ---
**Author:** ![evolver](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/evolver/32/1896_2.png) [@evolver](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/evolver)\ **Post date:** [May 9, 2009, 9:03pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/11 "2009-05-09T21:03:32Z")
As some one who has studied lots on the subject, I recommend you just go out there and have fun with the ladies. You don’t seem to need any assistance at this point. Sure a few hints are useful, but over analysis can be a killer to the social vibe. ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2009, 2:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/12 "2009-05-10T14:59:48Z")
went to a house party yesterday evening 3 dabs of A314 1 shot of IH to the adams apple - realised with alchohol i was spilling some secrets on too much IH so i decided to tone it down. 2 shots of IO to under the chin 1 blast of tuthx2 to the adams apple covered with armani had a bottle of wine before i left; hate arriving at these events sober. it was a great party loads of nice women to talk with. love the vibe that IO give you, makes you more open around complete strangers. talking to perfect strangers like you’ve known each other for ever. got a lot of respect from the guys - kinda intimidated by my presence, openly deferential in front of their girl friends and other women. always nice, but you kinda have to find a way to take it in stride - to be respectful also. i got a few hits from the ladies, kinda looking in my direction as i’m doing the rounds (i try not to look) long story short - i got 2 numbers which was nice. i always thought that getting a girls number in a club was 80% of the time a complete waste of time. but this wasn’t a club environment, i knew most of these girls already so i’m hopefull. ended up meeting some girls i met out on another night, going to a completely different party, whilst i was outside smoking a cigarette. so left the gig and accompanied these ladies, later to their friends house. I was particularly attracted to the blonde lady in the group - she was 32 - 38 i would say. in very good shape. well, as soon as we get back to the house i crack right into her… - she’s nice. she was responsive which is always good. i love an experienced woman. night was good, passionate, but only lasted 45 mins i would say. ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2009, 3:48pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/13 "2009-05-10T15:48:37Z")
hey evolver - in the house party there was this girl that took to me. the hostess/birthday girl. she kept on telling my friend to introduce us. i think i was a litltle drunk. so later in evening during a photo call with her i kissed her on the cheek and made a cheaky tonguw wagging gesture which made the people around us laugh. i thought it was all in good fun, but i guess she was embarrassed by it. pretty much ignored me the rest of the night. i really like her. i got her number from a friend and was thinking of calling to say hi and apologise if i embarrased her. can’t get through at the moment. maybe she doesn’t pick up to witheld numbers (can’t change fone setting) so i was thinking about sending her a text, but i really want her to call back. what do you think i should say? ---
**Author:** ![evolver](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/evolver/32/1896_2.png) [@evolver](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/evolver)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2009, 3:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/14 "2009-05-10T15:53:16Z")
Hey Mamba, your request is kind of coincidental. I am in the same place, having to apologize to a woman for her taking things out of context. There is a social response, people act on what they think others think of them. Sometimes even more than they think for themselves!!! So, if you cannot reach her through normal means, why not get one of her friends, or your friends, to tell her??? Maybe even include a compliment like “great party”. Much more personal and less invasive. That’s the way I heard I was “being weird”, my friend told me, as she had told him. ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2009, 4:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/15 "2009-05-10T16:46:42Z")
is this a hit? jumped on the tube with a male friend. one of his female friends happens to be in the same carriage. he invites her over. we are sitting like this: Empty —Her Me ------Him very close to each other, leaning into each other whilst we converse. during the conversation which him & her dominate, she ‘accidentally’ slips and touches my hand very briefly. then she feels my friends hand saying it’s cold, then feels my hand saying it is warm. she then says: “there is a saying that people with cold hands have short relationships and people with warm hands have long relationship, i like long relationships” we leave on our stop and she looks back at me smiling - i was looking back also smiling hence the observation. 1 shot tuthx2 to the adams apple 1 shot IH 2 shots IO 3 drops A314 can’t decide if this is a hit or if she’s being nice as you are when you newly meet someone. - we were sitting so close together, how would she decipher who was wearing the pheros? ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2009, 5:23pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/16 "2009-05-10T17:23:23Z")
not really related to anything but i thought you might like this: https://www.youtube.com/embed/WzRVF0H3oyM?feature=oembed&wmode=opaque ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2009, 6:50pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/17 "2009-05-10T18:50:07Z")
how do you know when you’ve found yourself? ---
**Author:** ![diamond](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/diamond/32/859_2.png) [@diamond](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/diamond)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2009, 8:27pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/18 "2009-05-10T20:27:56Z")
When you see the scoreline from the Emirates and can smile and say ’ Oh well’, then you are on the way to finding yourself and inner peace 😉 ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 12, 2009, 5:06pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/19 "2009-05-12T17:06:09Z")
Contentment? if so, then you would go through period of finding and losing yourself. unpretentiousness - being happy with who you are? but who you are changes constantly with experiences and environment. aren’t we all moving toward being that ideal person we constructed i our minds? for example some people are really shy or born extroverts. but with practice the shy person could be more extroverted, confident and sociable. the myers-briggs persoanlity types are interesting to read. I am INTP. but is your personality something you are born with, comes with your environment or both? so in theory you could change your personality type over time? ---
**Author:** ![mamba](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/49beb7/32.png) [@mamba](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mamba)\ **Post date:** [May 12, 2009, 5:12pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787/20 "2009-05-12T17:12:29Z")
p.s met up with the extremely horny red head from the earlier post last night. i guess she’s just extremely horny alot of the time.: which is always good. might be meeting one of the ones that got away sometime this weekend: the girl above i wanted to send a text. she’s great on paper, cultured, mature, doctor, pretty, similar family background. I want to make it happen - i have IO, IH A314 & TUTH. what would you say is best for socials - depth in conversation - get to know you better but not slipping into the friend zone [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/for-your-eyes-only/28787.md?page=2)