Welcome to pherotalk Emily,
You are young and it would be nice if you got married again.
In the meantime like you said you do have some freedom to get to know yourself better and figure out what you want and build that confidence.
I included a link to help you with the difference between is/a and is/b.
Don’t underestimate the power of the social products when it comes to sexual attraction so look into getting 1 or 2 of them with your sexual attraction pheromones for that flirty vibes.
Your gc was issued!