# I'm keeping track of how things go--Might as well share

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**Category:** Men's Journals\
**Created:** [September 23, 2008, 9:33pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137 "2008-09-23T21:33:41Z")\
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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [October 7, 2008, 8:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/21 "2008-10-07T20:21:37Z")

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Wow! HUGE hit today. That same girl I mentioned yesterday was writing me notes today. First it was pretty innocent but then she said “Would you let someone tape you to the bed and pour hot wax all over your body?”

Woah! Talk about direct. I thought she was totally joking, so I said “Umm…Maybe?” She replied “Please” to which I replied (still thinking this was some joke) “Ok, so long as the candle smells good” then she replied “So can I do it to you?” I replied “Ok, but what do I get from it?” Her response, “You get me, naked.”

By this time I knew it wasn’t a joke so I said “I live 3 minutes off campus” and she replied “That’s too long to wait” Then I said “You are a kinky freak!” She turned around and mouthed “You have no idea”

Then she says “Why don’t you meet me in the choir room?” I replied “his isn’t a very nice joke…” (I’m super wary…I mean WOW this is a direct approach)

She says “So…you don’t believe me?” I said “I would if you would prove it to me” so she replied “If you had your phone I could send you pictures” (My BlackBerry was stolen yesterday, so I think this was a mean reminder of that) I said “You’re funny” to which she replied “That’s not all I am” Then she said “You can think im lying if you want to. I don’t think you could handle me anyways” I replied “Oh…I’m sure I couldn’t.” She replies “I don’t think you can, I can get pretty rough.” I replied “Yeah..maybe…if you weren’t lying” (WOW why did I say that so many times! STUPID)

Class ended, and I told her to wait up. I asked her if she was serious and she said yes. I told her I lived 3 minutes away and she says “OK…but not today”

WOW! I should mention I was wearing 1 spray of TUTH added to my regimen from yesterday.

Any thoughts? Sure sounds like I’m going to get laid.

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**Author:** ![M\_M](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/9fc29f/32.png) [@M\_M](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/M_M)\
**Post date:** [October 7, 2008, 10:34pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/22 "2008-10-07T22:34:32Z")

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How old are you two, PF?

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [October 7, 2008, 10:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/23 "2008-10-07T22:41:10Z")

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Erm…_cough_

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**Author:** ![CPO\_KIM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/cpo_kim/32/1075_2.png) [@CPO\_KIM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CPO_KIM)\
**Post date:** [October 22, 2008, 12:41am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/24 "2008-10-22T00:41:36Z")

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Wow, this journal is the best so far. And a BIG WOW on the girl saying all those stuff to you, and you said she never talk in class but it so happen she said those stuff to you when you had those phonemes on. I really want to get the “[Turn Up the Heat](https://a314.com/product/turn-up-the-heat-tuth/)” Sexual Pheromone - To Go! (TUTH-TOGO), but it is out of stock.

And I would like to say, [pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak), you are the man.

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**Author:** ![DssMaster](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/dssmaster/32/1686_2.png) [@DssMaster](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/DssMaster)\
**Post date:** [November 30, 2008, 5:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/25 "2008-11-30T05:33:14Z")

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> [@pherophreak](#):
>
> Wow! HUGE hit today. That same girl I mentioned yesterday was writing me notes today. First it was pretty innocent but then she said “Would you let someone tape you to the bed and pour hot wax all over your body?”
> 
> Woah! Talk about direct. I thought she was totally joking, so I said “Umm…Maybe?” She replied “Please” to which I replied (still thinking this was some joke) “Ok, so long as the candle smells good” then she replied “So can I do it to you?” I replied “Ok, but what do I get from it?” Her response, “You get me, naked.”
> 
> By this time I knew it wasn’t a joke so I said “I live 3 minutes off campus” and she replied “That’s too long to wait” Then I said “You are a kinky freak!” She turned around and mouthed “You have no idea”
> 
> Then she says “Why don’t you meet me in the choir room?” I replied “his isn’t a very nice joke…” (I’m super wary…I mean WOW this is a direct approach)
> 
> She says “So…you don’t believe me?” I said “I would if you would prove it to me” so she replied “If you had your phone I could send you pictures” (My BlackBerry was stolen yesterday, so I think this was a mean reminder of that) I said “You’re funny” to which she replied “That’s not all I am” Then she said “You can think im lying if you want to. I don’t think you could handle me anyways” I replied “Oh…I’m sure I couldn’t.” She replies “I don’t think you can, I can get pretty rough.” I replied “Yeah..maybe…if you weren’t lying” (WOW why did I say that so many times! STUPID)
> 
> Class ended, and I told her to wait up. I asked her if she was serious and she said yes. I told her I lived 3 minutes away and she says “OK…but not today”
> 
> WOW! I should mention I was wearing 1 spray of TUTH added to my regimen from yesterday.
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> Any thoughts? Sure sounds like I’m going to get laid.

Ok Pherophreak, that was a great post there, would you care to share your latest results, including the outcome of you with that freaky girl in your class? 😮

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [November 30, 2008, 6:15am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/26 "2008-11-30T06:15:49Z")

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It didn’t end well. She has a boyfriend so that kinda put a damper on things.

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 20, 2008, 9:17pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/27 "2008-12-20T21:17:54Z")

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Hello all, just thought I would add a tiny little update.

I hadn’t used any mones for a while because of the terribly cold weather, but I decided to use some Alpha on myself and go for a motorcycle ride and see how it affected me.

Well, I should give you a little idea of how this worked. I put a drop under my nose, then a full face helmet on. So the mones were in a very concentrated area.

Very…arrogant feeling while riding. I normally keep my speeds pretty low in my neighborhood just to be nice to the neighbors, but I was doing around 40mph in my neighborhood. I wasn’t trying to be an asshole, but it just seemed like it was OK to act that way…

Pulling out of my neighborhood I made a VERY silly, newbie, beginner mistake. (I actually made the same mistake my very first day of riding) I tried to take off whilst in Neutral. If you’ve ever seen anyone do this…it makes the rider look like an idiot, and for good reason!

A few minutes later I make yet ANOTHER mistake. This one could’ve easily been fatal. While riding I take my right hand off the throttle to close my helmets vent and when I put my hand back on the throttle I am getting NO power. I realize now, when I moved my hand off the throttle **I hit the kill switch and turned my motorcycle off while doing about 50mph!!**

I was fortunate enough to be able to restart it and get going again without any trouble, but that could’ve been extremely dangerous if it hadn’t been a deserted road.

Moral of the story, use Alpha in very minute doses if planning on going for a motorcycle ride!

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 21, 2008, 7:28am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/28 "2008-12-21T07:28:07Z")

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I wrote this to a certain furry headed competitor and felt like adding it for anyone who needs some tips on Alpha!

"I recommend you wear 2 or 1 drops of Alpha every single day. It’s really an amazing product. You won’t go “wow holy crap my boss just gave me a 50% raise!” but in one weeks time I can just about guarantee you will be able to look around and go “Holy crap…how did I advance this much?” (socially)

I used to be a hardcore loner, but when I started wearing mones I started to be pretty popular, its 80% you 20% mones IMO. If you keep it in your head that you have a 20% gain on everyone else then the other 80% will work harder…if that makes any sense? Hahaha, it’s not just about the mones bro, there is definitely a mental edge to it as well."

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**Author:** ![revivia](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/revivia/32/2124_2.png) [@revivia](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/revivia)\
**Post date:** [December 21, 2008, 8:43am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/29 "2008-12-21T08:43:48Z")

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Haha…you’re talking about me I see…😃…I will demolish your journal with my leet one. Haha

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 23, 2008, 1:47am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/30 "2008-12-23T01:47:20Z")

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Yesterday I wore:

Alpha 2 drops.  
4 TG shots of IO

I didn’t use any heavy -none products because…well Im out! : I ran out of [Ammo](https://a314.com/product/ammo/) so I’m kinda screwed. I’ll buy more soon though, gotta have my fix!

Had a chorus thing for college, spent the day with my classmates. I honestly can’t say I noticed any huge differences in how the day went. I did get pictures with all my friends though, they all welcomed the camera and didn’t shy away which is uncommon here. Oh, and a girl I’ve known for quite some time and is in the chorus has been texting me nonstop today. Hit? Maybe.

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 24, 2008, 2:32am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/31 "2008-12-24T02:32:07Z")

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Nothing to report today. Spent most of the day inside working. That same girl texted me all day today. (keep in mind this is the girl I mentioned much earlier that I gave a ride to the choir thing) She asked me out to the store so she could buy me a present. This is a pretty big deal considering I’ve asked her out several times to no avail. I suspect of combination of mones plus me using PUA tactics are the culprit. I’ll wear some good mones while we’re out. This should be fun.

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 27, 2008, 8:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/32 "2008-12-27T20:24:32Z")

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Bad news to report today! :

A previous girl I’d had a relationship with that went really well (with mones!) had been texting me a lot and decided to ask me out again. We went, but the only mones I had were Alpha, TUTH, and some IH. So I didn’t wear any. I was afraid of not being able to buffer with IS or some of the social mones. Well, after the date she sent me a text. Something like…“Hey Bob, I really like you, you’re like perfect for me. You match me in every way…but the spark I felt at first around you is gone…I’m sorry…I don’t know what it is.”

I’m pretty sure it was my mones…because when she first started showing interest in me it was immediately after I started using the mones. This sucks, but I know I can’t do anything about it.

Moral of the story…keep your #%#$% mones in stock! (me, not Androtics)

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 28, 2008, 1:28am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/33 "2008-12-28T01:28:58Z")

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Worked practically all day today. Went to Sonic where one of the female employees (HB9) and I are friends. I decided what the hell and wore 1 shot of tuth and 2 shots of Openness before I went. She got in the car as usual and we chatted for a bit. A few minutes in she took my hat off and said something about it then readjusted it back on my head. (slight kino…) She also lifted her pant leg to show me the carpet burns from a few nights ago when she spent the night with her boyfriend. I think the openness probably had something to do with that.

That’s pretty much all of my social interaction for the day…LOL I need to hurry up and get caught up so I can go have fun.

EDIT:

Went back to Sonic because im good friends with one of the guys who was closing so I got to come in and chill. HB9 was there and we talked for quite a bit. Only about 10 minutes into the visit she stopped and went “What is that?” and got closer to me and sniffed EXACTLY where I had applied the TUTH about 3 hours ago, then she said “Oh it’s you! You smell good.” After we just chilled and joked around for a bit she started to get more playful and a bit handsy. She might be like that normally though so I can’t attribute that to the TUTH. Later I was outside of the Sonic and I was messing with my buddy so I tapped on the window, pointed at my eye (I) then I drew a heart on my chest with my fingers (love) then I pointed at him. (you) him and HB9 both laughed then I did the same except instead of (love) I did an air hump (yeah…lol) and then pointed at my buddy again. Then HB9 looked at me and stuck her lip out and pointed at herself like “me too?” I shook my head no. She looked disappointed, but im sure she was just messing around with me. (Shit test) later on my buddy suggested we go have gay sex behind the dumpster (jokingly) and I said no of course. Then he said “what if HB9 comes with?” and I still said no. Then she walked up and said QUOTE “I’m up for anything.” then she walked a little closer to me and said it again. “I’m up for anything.”

You all probably think im crazy for not going home with her, but she has a BOYFRIEND as mentioned earlier, so i’m not too interested in messing with that.

Regardless it was a hit. I now know not to abuse TUTH because 1 spray seemed to have a drastic effect even after 3+ hours.

Thanks for a fun night Androtics. 😃

On a side note,I was having a serious allergic reaction on my arms and hands. They were extremely red (think blood red) in spotted blots covering my entire hands and most of my arms. I was able to hide it well enough to where no one mentioned it, but I need to figure out which mone I was reacting too. I know for sure it wasn’t TUTH because I just sprayed it directly on my arm about 30 minutes ago and no reaction whatsoever.

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 28, 2008, 5:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/34 "2008-12-28T17:53:37Z")

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updated last post

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 30, 2008, 7:07am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/35 "2008-12-30T07:07:36Z")

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Not much to report today, worked hard half of the day then went and looked at some new bikes around town. Met a older rider who I might ride with later in a group, wasn’t wearing any mones though.

Went to Sonic again, wore 2x tuth. HB9 was super busy but she did mention that I smelled good again. Thats about it.

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [December 31, 2008, 3:34pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/36 "2008-12-31T15:34:30Z")

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Got my order from Androtics 😃  
P79  
TAC  
TAA  
Ammo  
Shine X2  
P102  
Spaceland

The TAC, TAA, and ammo all leaked, but most of the leak was contained by the caps on the bottles so everything is ok. I can’t wait to put some of these to test!

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [January 1, 2009, 1:11am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/37 "2009-01-01T01:11:39Z")

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(typos will be left unedited to demonstrate effects)

Bobs self affect report

Time: 10:12  
Location: Home

Mones/dosage applied  
4x Spaceland at 50mcg  
2x P102  
2x IS (double strength)

I just got my second biggest order of mones so I’m resisting the urge to go through another baptism.  
I’ve been putting the molecules A and C into smaller TG bottles, er…trying. I labeled 2 bottles, one “mol A” and one “Mol C” and I put TAA in the Mol C bottle and Mol A into the A bottle…yeah you read that right.

EDIT: No, you didn’t read that right. The above is a typo…and a big one…I have no idea why I typed that. Spaceland? I meant to say I put TAA in the TAC TG bottle and TAC into the TAA TG bottle.

Listening to music right now, it’s the same stuff I’ve listened to for years but I’ve been paying more attention to it than the document I’m typing right now! Ha.

Side note: been sneezing a lot, but that is probably because when I tried to spray myself with P102 I shot myself straight in the mouth/nose with the stuff…Doesn’t taste good.  
Time now 10:17 (took me 5 minutes to type that…come on)

10:20 spilled some of the TAC while pouring it into a TG bottle. Small amount spilled, probably less than 1mL, still feel a little foolish. (would have bought the 3.5ml pipette but I clicked the wrong button heh)

10:28 caught myself staring blankly at my monitor

10:33 not much to do right now, all my friends are asleep…im going back to bed!

Woke up at 12:28 PM  
Music’s still playing…still sounds good. 😃

Applied 2.5mcg of P102, still listening to music. No change yet.

Sudden urge to work on my bicycle…which is strange considering I haven’t ridden it in 6 months. Applied 4x spaceland 1x ammo (cover) and 1x P79. Think Spaceland smells god aweful.

Time now:1:31 PM.  
Bike had two flat tires…but I fixed the broken handlebars and rode it to the convenience store for air. By the time I got there my legs were jelly and I was almost to the point of passing out. I am out of shape, I’ll admit, but I also rode a bike with two flat tires about an eighth of a mile uphill! When I get home I realize I locked myself out of the house…had to break in.  
Feel a bit nauseated…I have to say the smell of spaceland does deter me from ever wanting to use it again, but that’s just me. Then I made it worse by trying to cover with ammo…_barf_ my head hurts too!

I blame the nausea on the bike ride + terrible spaceland smell  
I blame the headache on the spaceland + ammo scent…blegh! I don’t mean to insult spaceland though, it’s merely MY opinion that it smells very badly.

Time: 1:50 the smell of spaceland is still really strong, I’m going to wash it off before I vomit.

Time: 2:12 applied 4x TAA alone (washed previous mones off with witch hazel) will note any effects.

2:15 very strange feeling…I feel so relaxed…or lethargic I cant tell. My legs feel strange…going to shut my eyes for a bit.

2:25 Random erection…seriously no stimulus…just…poof. Haha. I think I like TAA

3:30 Sprayed 2x IS, not a hugely noticeable difference in mood.

4:13 unusually tired…taking a mid day nap.

Wake up at 6:00

6:22 texted my ex to make sure she was doing OK and to wish her happy new years. She told me never to talk to her again…oddly enough I am unaffected by this. Spaceland? Heh.

Will post more probably later

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [January 1, 2009, 4:26am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/38 "2009-01-01T04:26:06Z")

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More to the night:

Texty girl from chorus bailed on me, and all my friends have plans so im sitting this holiday out…kinda sucks.

A few things I thought of…maybe P102 is some sort of like…internal sense enhancer? I don’t know how else to word it, but I remember Spaceland smelling bad enough to make me want to hurl, but without P102 it’s not terrible. It’s…unpleasant, but not terrible. Also I can still smell the 1x ammo I gave myself about 3-4 hours ago. That could be the Ammo diffusing better, or maybe the P79 doing its thing? It also isn’t hard to believe it could be the P102…

Happy New Years everyone! Hope it’s better than mine! _drinks instant shine_

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [January 2, 2009, 1:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/39 "2009-01-02T01:25:21Z")

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This ammo I’ve got now definitely lasts longer than my previous batch. I still get whiffs of it 4+ hours after using it, and I have been physically active so I guess it sticks better too. Smells great!

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**Author:** ![pherophreak](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/pherophreak/32/1531_2.png) [@pherophreak](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pherophreak)\
**Post date:** [January 2, 2009, 9:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/im-keeping-track-of-how-things-go-might-as-well-share/20137/40 "2009-01-02T09:00:07Z")

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Wrote a decent report for self effects of P102 today but it got deleted in a computer crash.

Really beginning to think P102 does something to enhance the clarity of my vision and hearing, not sure about taste or smell yet. --Keep in mind I havent read any reports on P102 at all. I got it purely as a blind test.

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