Got the 10mcg/spray with Neroli scent…will test more later, but wanted to get these down before I forgot them.
Day 1: 1 spray to throat. No self-effects. Everyone I came into contact with that day (all women) was upbeat…there was a lot of laughter and jocularity with the people at work. I have a good relationship with the receptionist there and she’s usually happy to do me favors, but it’s probably worth noting that she took several minutes to to scan something for me on the company scanner and send it to my email, and was more than happy to do it. When we got an error message, she even sent it to her blackberry to see if it was going through properly. Otherwise, nothing unusual to report.
Day 2: 2 sprays to throat. Got some self-effects this time. Within 10 minutes of spraying it on my cell rang…the insurance company for one of my clients needed something faxed to them. I was literally on my way out the door to go to work. On any other day, chances are 70% or better I would have left for work and taken care of that later. But today something in me said “nope. Take care of this now”. So I went upstairs and found the file, made the appropriate changes on the computer, and faxed it over. Very smoothly and efficiently got it done and wasn’t even late for work.
On the way to work, I did find myself getting a little antsy at red lights. Not a losing my temper impatience, or worried that I was going to be late, but more like a “c’mon, I don’t want to just sit here” feeling. I’ve also read that this gives you a high status aura, and I certainly felt that way. I walked into work feeling very energetic and confident.
The mood was friendly enough at work but not as jokey as the previous day. My client for my 3pm slot had cancelled. One of the other therapists, 22 yr old girl, enthusiastically wanted to take it. Immediately after that the 30ish female receiptionist decided that SHE had to schedule a massage and immediately made an appointment for herself with me for another day. I didn’t sense anything flirty about either one, but it was weird that they both wanted to get on my book at the same time.
One person I wanted to test on is another 22 year old girl who is very shy and awkward around me, especially when I wear A314. I know she doesn’t dislike me and she comes out her shell a little when I wear Honesty or something similar, but she seems easily intimidated. I don’t have any romantic interest, I just wanted to see if the P93 would effect her the same way A314 does. I walked past her in the hallway and didn’t say anything but made eye contact. She looked away and walked by without saying anything. Later I made some small talk and she chatted a little, but she still seemed a bit nervous or something.
Day 3: 2 sprays to throat again. Had the same kind of edgy thing driving and the same confident aura, but the self-effects were less strong today. Different office, not a lot of people to test on. Again, everyone was friendly, but no real noticeable hits. The only thing I might attribute to the P93 was when I was sitting in a chair that the chiro asst. wanted to put a patient in, she had to ask me several times to move because I couldn’t hear her. She would say in a normal voice “I’m going to need” and then her voice would drop to a whisper and she’d finish with “put the patient right where you’re sitting”. Like she was embarrassed or intimidated to ask me to get up.
Overall, I get a sense of “let’s get the task done” and self-assured confidence. I talk to others very articulately and with a subtle air of authority, but the self-effects only last a short time, like 1-2 hours. The effects on others are harder to gauge but I am definitely getting a high status vibe from this. I’m going to take a break for a few days but I’ll test next week with 30-40 mcg and see what happens.
That is all. Thanks for listening. Let’s all be careful out there.
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