# It's a Tea party! **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [March 22, 2008, 8:33pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298 "2008-03-22T20:33:56Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 22, 2008, 8:33pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/1 "2008-03-22T20:33:56Z")
Just got my shipment of pheros yesterday. For some reason, it was shipped express šŸ˜ƒ THANK YOU. This will be my journalā€¦ Itā€™s mostly here just so I can keep track of things. If I didnā€™t put it _somewhere_, Iā€™d never remember. Iā€™m too scatter-brained šŸ™‚ The neroli smelled like menā€™s cologne, which makes sense, as women can get away with that more than a man can get away with wearing lady smells. It faded within 15-20 minutes, and was not an obvious scent at all. I like it. It reminds me of the menā€™s cologne section in a department storeā€¦ very generic, and I couldnā€™t really isolate specific odors. I understand how it would blend well. The chocolatini was pretty strong upon initial application, and wasnā€™t much subtler after dry down. Itā€™s a very rich, dry chocolate scent, not overly sweet, and reminded me of the icing on a chocolate dessert I had once at a high-end restaurant. After about an hour, I spritzed some Pink Sugar over it, and liked it much better. Still nice by itself, but Iā€™m addicted to Pink Sugar lately. First product I tried was double strength [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/). I wanted to get used to how it felt before I wore it around anyone and spilled my stinkinā€™ guts. One spray split between wrists. My hands are usually by my face unless Iā€™m speaking; itā€™s a habit Iā€™ve had since very young, so I figured this was a good place to apply. No noted self effects while on the phone or IM. Five hours later I showered and tried MX135. I sprayed twice to my chest, spread it around with my fingertips, and rubbed it off on my upper lip. Then I pulled my lips in and sprayed once to the muzzle area of my face. I really just wanted to discern self-effects, as no one was around. I applied while on the phone with my most recent ex (Iā€™ll call him my Cheshire Cat). Hard to tell, because I genuinely love talking to him, but there _may_ have been an elevation of mood. He had to go within 20 minutes, and I really just wanted to talk to someone. I think it was because I didnā€™t wanna waste the pheros. If the bottle is 6.5cm from base of bottle to base of nozzle, my MX135 was filled to about 4.75cm. Donā€™t know why, as my Instant product was filled to the brim, but who cares? I just need to be more careful with it. Well anyway, no obvious self effects. I can still smell it on me about 17 hours later. OH! Wait! Possible self-effect! I wasnā€™t nearly as paranoid as usual. Not much looking over my shoulder, checking behind the shower curtain, or feeling like someone was gonna grab my ankle and drag me off the bed in the middle of the night. In fact, I thought of these things, but didnā€™t take them seriously, and shrugged off potential worry. More testing will be done to see if this is due to the MX135. Speculation: MadisonTate mentioned in his journal that, when using artificial pheros, your body thinks someone else is around. Perhaps I was comforted by a phantom ā€œpresenceā€? When someoneā€™s with me, I donā€™t hallucinateā€¦ ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 24, 2008, 6:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/2 "2008-03-24T06:06:29Z")
Man, I really like the smell of these pheros. Sprayed myself three times with Instant Honesty today (well, itā€™s now after 2 AM, so yesterday). No noted self effects, though I was talking to a wide range of people over a seven hour period (voice only, phone and internet chat). Iā€™ll be pretty excited if Instant Honesty doesnā€™t effect me. Weā€™ll see if I blurt anything out to that cute guyā€¦ šŸ™„ Regarding whether the pheros comfort me, I think they do. Last night, though the lights were on, I was very jumpy and paranoid (imagine a small child that just watched The Exorcist or something). I sprayed the muzzle area of my face with some Instant Honesty. It was odd, as I hallucinated one of theā€¦ ā€œdemonsā€? that keep me afraid wrapping her arms around me in a comforting embrace. I fell asleep soon after. This is puzzling. Iā€™ve never seen her touch me beforeā€¦ (Not that sheā€™s real. Meh, itā€™s complicated. I apologize if I sound like a nutjob.) Iā€™m actually very encouraged. My Cheshire suggested that, to overcome my fear, I should walk backwards in the dark(!) Just because heā€™ll stay the night in a haunted, abandoned school buildingā€¦ ā˜¹ Iā€™m not even remotely brave. Adventurous, yes, but _brave?_ Har har. Well, needless to say, I like this whole phero method a bit more šŸ™„ Maybe I should try [Instant Female Magic](https://a314.com/product/instant-female-magic/)? If thatā€™s better, Iā€™m gonna need to šŸ˜ƒ As far as side effects, Iā€™ve had a few very minor headaches. I donā€™t even notice the ache unless I head bang or something. Then thereā€™s been the stomachaches. That might be because Iā€™ve been eating about four times as much as a normal human female these past few days. Alsoā€¦ Iā€™ve been wondering how EST would work for younger women (18-25) in attracting guys not intent on ā€œnestingā€? Would they just become protective? Think of her as a younger sister? Or would they still wanna cuddle? Hmm. I really like the sound of EST, but the women whoā€™ve gushed about it have so far been at least 15 years older than me, it seems. And no to-go? Boo, I donā€™t wanna spend $90 to stab around in the dark. Bah. Off to bed with me. Hope everyone had a nice holiday šŸ™‚ ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 25, 2008, 8:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/3 "2008-03-25T08:03:27Z")
Okay, Iā€™m just gonna NEED to get myself some ESTā€¦ if for no other reason than to satisfy curiosity. Iā€™ll stab around in the dark for $90, damn it! This forum just makes me wanna buy everything. I hope youā€™re satisfied, Androtics! Iā€™m gonna need to forgo food to make my next purchase šŸ™„ (Still havenā€™t tested my MX135 in a public place. Will tomorrow! šŸ˜ƒ Wondering if Iā€™ll get/notice results, thoughā€¦ I wonder whoā€™s used to my ā€œsignatureā€?) ---
**Author:** ![Curiouschic](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/f19dbf/32.png) [@Curiouschic](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Curiouschic)\ **Post date:** [March 25, 2008, 8:22am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/4 "2008-03-25T08:22:08Z")
> [@Tealeaves](#): > > Okay, Iā€™m just gonna NEED to get myself some ESTā€¦ if for no other reason than to satisfy curiosity. Iā€™ll stab around in the dark for $90, damn it! > > This forum just makes me wanna buy everything. I hope youā€™re satisfied, Androtics! Iā€™m gonna need to forgo food to make my next purchase šŸ™„ > > (Still havenā€™t tested my MX135 in a public place. Will tomorrow! šŸ˜ƒ Wondering if Iā€™ll get/notice results, thoughā€¦ I wonder whoā€™s used to my ā€œsignatureā€?) Hey tealeaves! I am 23 and have EST, I havenā€™t posted my results because I am neglecting my journal due to being sad regarding being dumped (well somewhat dumped, I was kinda the dumper turnedā€¦ok nm long story lol). ANYWAYS, back to EST, I used it mixed with TAH and I got GREAT results. This guy that I work with whom I call up whenever I want male attention (originally I started using pheros to gain more control over him, lolā€¦but this aim slowly changed when I saw all the other men flocking šŸ™„ ). So he came over and he was O SO cuddly, and very forward, which is a lil abnormal for him. Normally he lets me do all the initiating. So yah I would say GO FOR IT! And grab some TAH to, sheba said it was a winning combo and I am totally in agreance! I will be trying this one out again soon. So many to try so lil time šŸ™‚ ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 26, 2008, 2:28am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/5 "2008-03-26T02:28:03Z")
Thanks for the reply CC. That does it. I love when they take the initiative and I love cuddling. Just what I was hoping to hear šŸ˜ƒ Hope youā€™re back on your feet soon. ā€œJoy comes from adventure today. Time to shake the world up.ā€ Let yourself be sad, but donā€™t dwellā€¦ youā€™ve got too many men flocking for that šŸ˜‰ ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 26, 2008, 2:43am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/6 "2008-03-26T02:43:39Z")
So, I wore 4 sprays of MX135 today. One split to the wrists, one at the back of my head, two blasts to the chest and spread around with my wrists. I have to admit Iā€™m still skeptical. The guy that Iā€™m interested in has been a tad peculiar lately, pre-pheros, which doesnā€™t make this easy. Plus Iā€™m usually ā€œhigh on lifeā€ or something, so effects on self and others are tricky to discern. Well the guy (who Iā€™ll refer to as my Panda Bear) wouldnā€™t make eye contact with me unless it was long, serious-faced, gaze-into-your-eyes eye contact. It made me feel a bit awkward. Another guy (Cheetah) seemed to make eye contact a lot more, and he spoke to me directly more often. Ugh! And I think I may have been affected as wellā€¦ I said something vulgar that was unbecoming of a ā€œladyā€ regarding sex šŸ™„ Not that these guys know me as a lady. Bahahaha! Yeah right. Thatā€™s why they like me šŸ˜ƒ Though I slept for less than an hour the night before, I was in an unusually good mood, and didnā€™t fall asleep in the middle of the day. Someone even mentioned that, while running around like a lunatic trying to get stuff done, ā€œyou were smiling the whole time.ā€ Got one compliment. ā€œYou smell so good!ā€ Then she proceeded to tell me sheā€™d probably chew my arm off if given the chance. Haha! Sick friend smelled me and said it made him more nauseous. Foody scentā€¦ I understand. He asked if it had hazelnut in it. I said maybe? Other friend said it smelled spicy. NO ONE knew it was supposed to be chocolate šŸ™„ Felt self-conscious in the middle of the day. What if it stinks on me? It got a bit musty on me after a few hours. Are there a significant amount of cops in MX135? Or it is just trace amounts for general attraction? Still not sure if effects are placebo. Panda Bear might be into me, but heā€™s a shy person, and I canā€™t quite tell. Either way, Iā€™m not taking the initiative this time! Iā€™m the ā€œLADY,ā€ he can ask for MY number šŸ˜› I kinda wanna mega-dose on [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) tomorrow, just to see if I get blatant hits. As long as I know it works, I wouldnā€™t mind subtlety. Reverse my skepticism! ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 27, 2008, 9:43am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/7 "2008-03-27T09:43:58Z")
ā€œTodayā€ is technically ā€œyesterday,ā€ but Iā€™m still awake. I really need to fix my sleeping schedule. Hmmā€¦ wore .75mL of [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) today. I used a pipette to place it in a tiny sprayer so that I could put it all on without that damn phero-cloudā€¦ I curse every alcoholic particle that bounces off my hair. ā€œNoo! Itā€™s wasted!ā€ So, yes, all that to my hair. Ahh, well, that comes out to about 8 spraysā€¦ Plus I added one spray to my chest and one more to the hair just for giggles. So, an estimate of 10 spraysā€¦ of Instant Honesty x2! So 20 regular spraysā€¦ Yeesh. I didnā€™t think it was THAT muchā€¦ Also added two sprays of MX135 to the chest, just because šŸ˜ƒ Soā€¦ Iā€™m gonna hafta say I got hits today. I THINK. Itā€™s so hard to tell sometimes. I was overly chattyā€¦ Iā€™m pretty animated anyway, but I kept just wanting to TALK AND TALK! I felt badā€¦ a little bit šŸ˜› I kept having to saying to myself, ā€œWait, why would I say that? Itā€™s unimportant an has nothing to do with the conversation. Must repress urge!ā€ Spirits were lighter. A straight male friend singled me out and asked for my company while he worked. We talked and laughed, then he thanked me for spending time with him afterwards. A bisexual chick friend was more smiley and affectionate. I seemed to get more eye contact. A moody female friend couldnā€™t help but grin. I suspect Panda Bear may be bi-curious šŸ˜• This is the point in the day when I got what I think was my first real hit: A homosexual male friend spent about a half hour just ranting and ranting about how the people that call themselves his friends are fake and two-faced. They just want to spend time with him for the social status of having a close gay friend or somethingā€¦ I donā€™t know. But he HAD been exposed to my pheros for at least a half hour before he started his tirade, and only ended the rant when he NEEDED to leave. Heā€™s spoken of this before, but usually the topic changes after a few minutes. Continuing with my dayā€¦ Another of my gay guy friends whoā€™s much closer to me (Iā€™ll call him DM, heā€™ll probably come up later) totally _beamed_ at me for waiting for him, though I usually do. A very affectionate (bi/mostlyhomo)sexual female friend complimented me by saying I smell good šŸ™‚ Sheā€™s never commented on my smell before. Then I saw DM just as I was leaving, which is unusual, so I tackled him with a hug. He seemed really happy to see me, and said I should call him, which heā€™s never requested except when we had plans. Ummmā€¦ are these hits? šŸ˜› I know itā€™s been said _time and time again_ by the experienced users, butā€¦ WOW, these really are very subtle. If Iā€™d been unknowingly doused with these pheros, I wouldnā€™t have been able to tell the difference. I would have just chalked it up to a nice day. Okayā€¦ I donā€™t really wanna mega-dose on MX135, because Iā€™ll probably reach OD on scent before I reach OD on pheromones. Hur hur. Ah! Also, I forgot deodorant today :o Just in case thatā€™s important. I mean I had some _with_ me, butā€¦ why fix whatā€™s not broken? I smell like a rose šŸ˜› There wasnā€™t any BO while I was out today, but I kept smelling something _like_ itā€¦ similar, but less offensiveā€¦ then I realized it must be the MX135 on my chest. Iā€™m aware of the pheros, so I smell them, right? Maybe thatā€™s why I felt like I stunk yesterday. And let me just say, now that the pheromones have mostly worn off the MX135, chocolatini smells _delicious_ šŸ˜ƒ I need to be a bit more congruent with the pheros Iā€™m putting out, so Iā€™ll do that next. Hmmmā€¦ gotta be less crude and more cuddlyā€¦ ---
**Author:** ![Kitten](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/kitten/32/1051_2.png) [@Kitten](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Kitten)\ **Post date:** [March 28, 2008, 4:05am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/8 "2008-03-28T04:05:44Z")
Good gawd! Enough [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) there? Wow, Iā€™d be telling everyone my least interesting most personal intimate secrets with that much on. Howā€™d you do it? Oh and I tried going deodorantless today and yesterday too. Yesterday I put a little EST in mah pits, and today it was Cougar. And I didnā€™t stink either! Wouldnā€™t dare do it in the summerā€¦ So glad you are enjoying your MX135. I need to get more, almost out! ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 28, 2008, 6:17am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/9 "2008-03-28T06:17:59Z")
Well, I guess itā€™s because I ALWAYS have a very uninteresting story to tellā€¦ Iā€™m used to biting my tongue šŸ˜› Plus I wasnā€™t really one-on-one with anyone all day. I should be over the weekend, thoughā€¦ in relatively closed quarters. Gotta try that out. (Iā€™m thinking I would have gotten more hits if I had just been _available_ for talkingā€¦) And Iā€™ve been looking at the Love Potions latelyā€¦ everyone kept mentioning them, and WOW do they look worth getting! Plus the option of added pheros? Snap! This forum is going to drive me into the poor house. At least Iā€™ll smell good out on the streetsā€¦ šŸ™„ ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 28, 2008, 7:42am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/10 "2008-03-28T07:42:46Z")
Iā€™m actually not sure how much MX135 I wore todayā€¦ I know it was one spray to the chest, and at least three to the hair, but I wanna say five sprays totalā€¦ Plus a shot of Instant Honesty x2 to the back of the head. After the mega-blast yesterday, I wanted at least a _trace_ of it, so people wouldnā€™t be _too_ thrown offā€¦ Not sure if it works that way, but hey. I made it a point to be in a softer state of mind, as MX135 is apparently a lot of TAH, which makes one seem more feminine. In the morning Iā€™m pretty quiet, but the first time I spoke was in a soft, gentle voice, completely unintentional. Usually I have a voice that, while it isnā€™t loud, isnā€™t nearly as passiveā€¦ surprised myself there! My moody female friend (Iā€™ll call herā€¦ Blade?) has been happy around me lately. Though weā€™re extremely close, we have a sort of love/hate thing going on, but we both know and accept it, so itā€™s okay šŸ˜ƒ She asked me today, ā€œHave you been nicer to me?ā€ to which I responded honestly, ā€œNo, not particularly.ā€ Iā€™m assuming she asked because, while sheā€™s been generally upset at most others, weā€™re getting along well. Usually she takes out her anger on me šŸ˜› I think MX135 makes me come off as incompetent šŸ˜• And also makes me FEEL DUMBER. What? Maybe this is the ā€œditzinessā€ side effect of TAH Iā€™ve read about hereā€¦ I can usually come up with relatively [clever/eloquent/appropriate] remarks on the spot, so I have a habit of opening my fat mouth before I actually have anything to say. You know what thatā€™s given me these past few days? Sentences such as ā€œWow, thatā€™s, like, the weirdest thing!ā€ instead of ā€œThatā€™s an unusual place to go,ā€ which is much more like me, and what I realized I should have said _as I was saying_ the other. Noooo! Iā€™ve become a middle-schooler again! I refuse to relive the worst years of my life! (It may seem insignificant, this it was one of many, and the only one I remember word-for-word.) No more MX135 on the chest šŸ˜  It was a good day, but I was falling asleep towards the end. Came home and went straight to bed. Ah, also, while I was running around doing stuff, this one guy kept complaining. It was really getting on my nerves, and I was very tired, so I commented to a male acquaintance that the guy was ā€œbeing a little bitch.ā€ He agreed, then half a second later went, ā€œWoah, you cursed? I didnā€™t expect that from you.ā€ He barely knows me, so I donā€™t understand why he would have had this presumption. The times weā€™ve spoken, I donā€™t think I came off as overly soft, and Iā€™m 90% sure Iā€™ve cursed mildly in his presence before. I want a bunch of different pheromones, damn it. I wanna discern between different reactions! Now I really understand why newbies shouldnā€™t order the putatives and experimental mixes. Itā€™s hard getting used to looking for unusual or outlandish behavior. Itā€™s easy to look at things and say, ā€œWell, that happened because it was a good day,ā€ or blame absolutely anything on pheromones. I know what my products are supposed to do, so I notice things that could be reactions, and thatā€™s the only reason I havenā€™t called the pheromone products duds. Plus, the environments Iā€™ve tested in thus far have not been places people feel comfortable letting loose and acting on impulse. This is crucial, Iā€™m sure. As an aspiring psychologistā€¦ well, Iā€™m both frustrated and fascinated. Eheheh. THINGS I WANT/NEEEEED: Essence of a Woman (forā€¦ testingā€¦ pure research of course) EST (for cuddles!) TAH (I like being thought of as soft and feminine, even though Iā€™m basically a very butch man. A very butch man that wears sexy high-heel shoes šŸ˜›) TAL (oh potentially wondrous molecule, fix the ditziness!) Spaceland (in space!) Turn Up the Heat (out of curiosity) [Instant Female Magic](https://a314.com/product/instant-female-magic/) (I have issues that need soothing) TAA oil (because itā€™s more economical) Sugared Honeycomb or Honeyed Seductions (they sound delicious, and Iā€™ve heard great things about the former hereā€¦ plus, the latter is a creation of Dollyā€™s? She always seems to be brewing something! šŸ˜ƒ) ~TOTAL COST: my soul and both legs? I donā€™t know. Iā€™d guess around $400. Can I tap into my social security or something? Next time I see EST in the store, Iā€™m gonna place another order. Bummer, I was gonna order tomorrowā€¦ oh well. I need some time with my new stuff _anyway_ _sniffs indignantly and walks away_ I should be seeing my Cheshire tomorrow! Heā€™s still depressed about the breakup, so Iā€™m not gonna wear any MX135. He thinks Iā€™m perfect anyway ā˜¹ and I donā€™t want him to be more attracted to me than he already is; I feel like itā€™d be kicking him while heā€™s down. Plus, I donā€™t want to come across as ā€œbetter off without you.ā€ I really do want him in my life. Sighā€¦ Maybe if I had some general feel-good pheromones. I donā€™t think Iā€™d use anything else with him right now. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 30, 2008, 10:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/11 "2008-03-30T10:33:25Z")
I forgot to mention something else Iā€™ve noticed. [Pheromones](https://pheromonelabs.com/) seem to make me less tolerant of bad smells. The other day, while walking outside on a murky morning, I could smell the mud and found it totally repugnant. Normally, I appreciate the smell of nasty mud for what itā€™s worth, at least. Iā€™ve found people whose natural scentā€¦ to put it politely: their natural smell disagrees with me-- Iā€™ve found I was more stand-offish than usual with them. It seemed more offensive than usual. This isnā€™t even BO; itā€™s just what they _smell_ like. Places that are usually over-crowded and cramped, for instance a public bus, was just ugh. Usually I wouldnā€™t take note. Iā€™m thinking one of two things: Pheromones make me feel more valuable, so Iā€™m pickier with people and less tolerant of the yuk. Like a pomp queen sticking her nose up to the dirty peasants and their dirty village. OR TAF, which is supposed to help one focus, is simultaneously in MX135 and working on me šŸ˜• > [@The OFFICIAL MX135 Discussion Thread](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-official-mx135-discussion-thread/61635/5): > > In addition to TAH [MX135] also contains TAL,TAF, an _amazing_ intensifier and a bunch of other pheromones. TAF, when combined with other pheromones, also intensifies _them_ and your ability to see _their_ effects. Iā€™ve used TAF enough now to be able to clearly identify it in MX135. After about an hour or so it pops right to the surface for me. Yar? Iā€™ve been wearing MX135 each time Iā€™ve noticed this whole smell thing. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [March 30, 2008, 10:42am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/12 "2008-03-30T10:42:19Z")
Also, I sprayed my friend (we got into the whole phero thing together, but she unfortunately canā€™t afford much in the way of luxuries right now) with two sprays of Honesty to her hair, and three sprays of MX135, two to her hair and one to her chest. She hates the chocolatini šŸ˜› Anyway, she got some serious action šŸ˜® It probably would have happened anyway that day, butā€¦ he was apparently very focused on _her_ getting the attention :o Bah. She would have had that _without_ pheros šŸ˜  Some girls just get all the action. So, this is less a report and more of me being jealous. Shhā€¦ pretend you didnā€™t read it. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [April 2, 2008, 2:52am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/13 "2008-04-02T02:52:56Z")
Oh god. One spray of MX135, and I couldnā€™t stop giggling all day! Iā€™ve become a ditz! I think just that one spray does it for meā€¦ today was great, despite a bunch of complications. I need to back off the [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/), though. Thatā€™s strong stuff. Iā€™ve been telling everyone my personal business at two sprays of x2. Self-effects seem to be really kicking inā€¦ did I just finally get used to them or what? I need to learn to exercise self-control when wearing Instant Honesty, dang it. Iā€™m the only one spilling my guts šŸ™„ Iā€™ve decided that I donā€™t really like chocolatini [insert sad face] It was good for a while, but itā€™s just so strong and mustyā€¦ I like it on itā€™s own, but itā€™s not something Iā€™d wear if I had the choice. I like light, sweet smellsā€¦ the kind that doesnā€™t suffocate you for wearing too much. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [April 2, 2008, 7:48pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/14 "2008-04-02T19:48:57Z")
My hair is about chin-length. Today I put it up in pigtails šŸ™„ and sprayed MX135 once directly into each pigtail. Hurrah! No cloud of wasted pheros! I think this works better than spraying it in my hair while itā€™s down. Every time I shifted my head even slightly I could smell the chocolatini. Probably because they bounce all over the place. Less ditziness today, but Iā€™ve become one of those insufferable morning people šŸ™„ My Cheetah looked DOA this morning, and I bounced over with a great big smile on my face and told him to cheer up. He stared me in the eye and said ā€œI hate today.ā€ I giggled and ran away. šŸ˜› I need me some less girly stuff. Iā€™m getting on my own nerves. ---
**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\ **Post date:** [April 2, 2008, 7:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/15 "2008-04-02T19:51:06Z")
hehe. When i do my sprays, i make sure and run around the cloud for about 4-9 seconds šŸ™‚ gotta get it all! ---
**Author:** ![sugarspice](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/sugarspice/32/1772_2.png) [@sugarspice](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/sugarspice)\ **Post date:** [April 3, 2008, 4:41am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/16 "2008-04-03T04:41:13Z")
> [@Tealeaves](#): > > Regarding whether the pheros comfort me, I think they do. > Last night, though the lights were on, I was very jumpy and paranoid (imagine a small child that just watched The Exorcist or something). I sprayed the muzzle area of my face with some Instant Honesty. It was odd, as I hallucinated one of theā€¦ ā€œdemonsā€? that keep me afraid wrapping her arms around me in a comforting embrace. I fell asleep soon after. > > This is puzzling. Iā€™ve never seen her touch me beforeā€¦ > (Not that sheā€™s real. Meh, itā€™s complicated. I apologize if I sound like a nutjob.) > > Iā€™m actually very encouraged. My Cheshire suggested that, to overcome my fear, I should walk backwards in the dark(!) Just because heā€™ll stay the night in a haunted, abandoned school buildingā€¦ ā˜¹ Iā€™m not even remotely brave. Adventurous, yes, but _brave?_ Har har. Well, needless to say, I like this whole phero method a bit more šŸ™„ Donā€™t apologize for being a nut. What fun would you be? Hehehe. I had an experience with TAF + MEOEST and MX135 + MEOEST that gave me that shock factor. See [Dude whereā€™s my burgerā€¦the TAF, MEO-EST memory lapse](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/dude-wheres-my-burger-the-taf-meo-est-memory-lapse/9072) > [@Tealeaves](#): > > Alsoā€¦ > Iā€™ve been wondering how EST would work for younger women (18-25) in attracting guys not intent on ā€œnestingā€? Would they just become protective? Think of her as a younger sister? Or would they still wanna cuddle? Hmm. I really like the sound of EST, but the women whoā€™ve gushed about it have so far been at least 15 years older than me, it seems. And no to-go? Boo, I donā€™t wanna spend $90 to stab around in the dark. Donā€™t expect the effect to last when youā€™re away. I notice once I wash off the EST my desire to nest went down the drain. Hereā€™s an example, the guy I was briefly seeing was in love with his ex, and he was totally in love with her memory. If youā€™re dealing with this kind of guy, understand that memories can be so etched in their minds that the make up stuff thatā€™s grander than actual reality. EST is only enough to cuddle at that moment. You would need months of cuddling to create memories to make him want to nest. So that he realizes life without you sucks a whole lot more than with you. Then he will want to nest next time around. BTW, good job on the journal. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [April 3, 2008, 9:40pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/17 "2008-04-03T21:40:07Z")
_CRIES FOREVER_ [The price of your dreams has been raised: What it all means](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/your-profile-has-been-modified-what-it-all-means/10626) Sighā€¦ I canā€™t argue that itā€™s a good idea, though. Non-researchers shouldnā€™t be given the researcher discount, right? I bet Androtics has lost a LOT of money. EST is up to about $100ā€¦ _pouts_ Iā€™ve only had pheros for a week or two. I guess I wonā€™t be ordering anything fancy any time soon. Iā€™m too cheap; Iā€™ll wait a few months. I probably should anyway. SIGH. SIGHHHH. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [April 3, 2008, 9:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/18 "2008-04-03T21:46:29Z")
Thanks for the info sugarspice. I donā€™t have any plans on nesting, and donā€™t want a guy whoā€™s ready to settle down or anything, so thatā€™s good news. I just like to cuddle šŸ˜› The TAF/MEO-EST thread made me laugh a little bit. Hehe. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [April 4, 2008, 10:44pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/19 "2008-04-04T22:44:53Z")
MX135 has been kept away from my nose. It smells great on my pillow, but not so much on me. My favorite right now is combining coconut with Pink Sugarā€¦ holy crap, best thing Iā€™ve ever smelled in my life. Iā€™m in love all day. Whenever the scent wafts up from my chest, I just sigh and smile, relax my bodyā€¦ which isnā€™t that great to do around the guy friends. Any hint at weakness means Iā€™m going DOWN šŸ˜› Gotta watch my back at all times. Putting pheros on the back of my neck keeps the self-effects to a bare minimum. This is good. Unfortunately, not much diffusion is happening. ā€¦ Hm. I wonder what sort of girly products I should be using. I donā€™t think Iā€™m a B type, but I donā€™t wanna ramp up on my A typeā€¦ I get mean, condescending, bitchy, and more without even realizing it at times. Yeesh, and Iā€™ve been all of those things lately, just in generalā€¦ ā˜¹ Newfound confidence is a double-ended sword, I guess. ---
**Author:** ![zeph](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/z/85e7bf/32.png) [@zeph](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/zeph)\ **Post date:** [April 5, 2008, 12:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298/20 "2008-04-05T00:50:44Z")
> [@Tealeaves](#): > > Newfound confidence is a double-ended sword, I guess. A314 does that to me. Cept it ramps me up from confident to cocky. ā˜¹ Looks like youā€™re having fun. =D [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/its-a-tea-party/10298.md?page=2)