# Jnoel Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [January 7, 2011, 10:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453 "2011-01-07T22:41:38Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 4
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [March 12, 2011, 6:57pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/61 "2011-03-12T18:57:21Z")
hey guys, i wanted to summarize the last few days quickly wednesday i went to the beach with a bunch of people, and a lot of hot girls. i wore 1s tuth 1p79 1p74 10mcg A1 my main target, call her H from previous posts, (before i met all the others) was a bit touchy feely when we first met up. we talked a bit but drove to the beach in separate cars. i got a chance to talk to some of the other girls on the boat over to the island (peanut island) and one blonde spanish girl kept staring at me. we chatted a litte, no serious ioi’s we had a great day at the beach, out of about 10 girls, only 1 wasnt cute. played football, soccer, drank, you guys missed out 😃 we went into the water with H, the non cute girl, and one other guy and the girls suggest chicken. H immediately grabs onto me and jumps on my back, we end up winning it seems like the mones have been working on her. we barely talked, but she seemed really receptive to my kino and she gravitates towards me often. there was another guy there who kept isolating her and dancing with her, but she didnt seem as receptive to him. we went back in the water later, this time it was me, H, guy hitting on H, and ugly friend. the girls suggest another chicken fight, and H immediately grabs onto me again thats all the hits for the day, we just did miscellaneous stuff after cocnlusion- i was afraid tuth was going to hit the girls too hard, but i think it balanced well with the p74 and the A1. No one was stand offish, and all the girls were friendly i dont know how much of this was mones and how much was the atmosphere since i was in the water for a bit ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [March 12, 2011, 7:13pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/62 "2011-03-12T19:13:46Z")
heres another post for the last 2 days thursday- nothing really, i worked so i couldnt go out. all of my friends texted and called about going downtown btu i had to work, i missed a lot ☹ friday- i went to a prayer meeting at a brasilian church, wore 1s IJ (new bottle 🙂 1s ammo 10-20mcg p79 (10 fresh, 10 from an hour earlier) 10-20 mcg p74 (10 fresh, 10 from an hour earlier) 2-3s IO (bottle running low, couldnt really count the sprays i had that usual bulletproof confidence from IJ and i drove a bit aggressively. i went there with another friend of mine we get there and i run into a friend from that church and a lady who i met before. she comments that if she knew we were coming she would have had all the cute brasilian girls show up 😮, i need to give her a heads up next time we stand there talking for a while, seemed like an IO hit. everyone was rushing to speak at the same time we break into small groups and meet a few more girls. the girls are a bit shy at first (young girls, no intentions here) but as they get closer, everyone is talking smoothly we were supposed to take turns talking, but after 2 people go, the other 3 are left with no time. seems like IO worked too well i walk out into the foyer and a really cute brasilian girl looks at me like she knows me from somewhere (im sure ive never met her) and introduces herself i later find out shes way too young for how she looks (damn brasilians) so im not pursuing anything there later on me and my friend are talking in the back and a bunch of people come up and introduce themselves. pretty soon there is a small crowd around us. one girl keeps staring at me from far away, i saw she was with a guy earlier, im starting to think they were related i head out to the foyer and my friend is talking to a girl from another church. we have another 5-10 mintue convo (IO is starting to piss me off) then we exchange info. shes not my type, but she suggested it and said she would call me for something we head out to my friends house and i make some jerk comments throughout the night. all my friends there know about mones and one says that he could act like an “instant jerk” too, and another says “yeah but you cant smell good doing it” lol conclusion- IO was definitely prevalent, everyone was talking a lot, no breaks in conversations. everyone was really comfortable around me and we all enjoyed the conversations. im supposed to head by one of them for a birthday party in a few weeks, where there will be more brasilian girls from that church the IJ effects seemed to be just self-effects. the usual confidence boost and the I dont give an F attitude, i enjoyed it as usual. i think my sweet spot is 1s ammo seemed to get attention from girls, even when they were 10+ ft away from me. that may have just been the effects of me though 😛 supposed to go out tonight, might head to miami with joeforbes from the forum here. will definitely be reporting again soon ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2011, 2:24am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/63 "2011-04-15T02:24:23Z")
I’m back!!! Sorry guys, ive been super busy with school and trying to set up my own business. Honesty I have a 6 page paper to do right now, but I dont feel like writing it so i figured id get in the mood to write here 😃 From March 13th to 20th I was on a norwweigian cruise. we went to honduras, belieze, mexico (st pattys day) and key west now heres the problem, i dont remotely remember the mixes i wore, but boy do i remember the results. if u guys bear with me, im gonna make this really interesting cus this was a very big week in my life for a variety of reasons. I feel more myself! pre-cruise- last year i went on a cruise where i had my first drink. i was really sheltered by my parents before and i thught drinking was horrible, boy was i wrong. last year was good so i had expectations for this cruise. i hate having expectations and then being disappointed so i decided on one thing if nothing else. I would try to meet every person i could, make really good friends, and not worry about outcomes 1st day (sunday)- we get on the cruise, i walk around and theres tons of girls everywhere. i head to the jacuzzi immediately. there i meet a couple guys and 1 really drunk girls (call her b) she was not at all my type, but she was a cool person and we became friends over the trip i pretty much build rapport by just being there, i dunno why, its the one thing that comes naturally too me. plus being extra social on a boat, i made quick friends with everyone coming in and out of the hot tub next thing i know i see a girl coming up to the hot tubs (theres two, 1 with girls, 1 with guys) she opts for my hot tub and sits down next to me. we start talking, n i meet her brother who is getting drunk for the first time. she snuck on some parrot bay coconut rum, im liking her already so were talking more and shes really cool, funny, not afraid to talk about things, and she gave me rum 😉 we leave and figure we’ll see each other later. lets reference her as k i head to a lounge with some guys to watch some comedy. a bit later k arrives, i run into her and shes super drunk, and with some guy -\_- it may be the slight jealousy, or the fact i didnt get a good vibe from him. but i didnt like the guy. k runs up to me, then goes off to mess with some old people, drunk people lol so i do misc stuff then head to the club with some friends later. i hate dancing sober, so im just kinding meeting more people before heading to the dance floor theres a 70 year old guy on the dance floor just going up to girls and dancing with all of them lol, he was my hero. his inner game literally bulletproof so i run into b and she wants me to dance with her, not my type, but im bored. so we dance, then k getsthere with the guy. were all just on the dance floor then i go sit b comes over and is beggin me to dance, im not feeling it. k comes over, we talk a bit, then the other guy comes to piss me off as im sitting, a girl next to me comes over n asks why im not dancing. then she comments that im really handsome and too handsome to not be dancing, lets call her s so s gets up and starts country line dancing with one of her friends. theyre doing crazy spins, hes flipping her and dipping her, its crazy this couple i met earlier comes over to me, the guy gives me a dos equis and his girlfriend says how she loves her boyfriends but she thinks im really hot :o my ego is at a buffet tonight we all head to dinner later at like 2am. its like 20 something people in a restaurant, just all talking and having fun, i met a bunch of people all my age eventually i sleep monday (day two) - more chilling in the jacuzzi, and i meet this guy that looks like allen from the hangover. this dude is crazy funny and is always offering me beer my friend tells me theres 2 chicks sunbathing topless on the upper deck, i say no frickin way so i call his bluff we go up there and 😮 sure enough, boobies. im trying to talk to my friend there while not staring, its not working out well the story with thos two get interesting later 🙂 i run into k again during the day, she finally sobered up some, but we didnt get to talk much. i think this was the day we hopped in the shower and danced a little at night i went to the lounge and met up with s and her friends. she came with a group of guys, all really cool and they all know how to line dance i have my legs open on a bar stool and s comes realy close to talk to me, im talking poking distance here 🙄 so we head to the club, i dance with her a bit and a few random girls i had dinner with a couple guys, just talking about random crap. a fight almost got started with some bostonians tuesday day 3- we go to honduras this day and my fam rents a car which we take to the beach. i run into my frineds from st louis who give me some rum n coke and we just drink and chill in the water, i met the reat of their group then s comes over with some other people and we walk down the beach with some other people. she comments that she cant stop staring at my chest :o lol i love how forward she is. i also won the hottest guy on the beach award! we all walk n talk some more, out of no where i hear my name being yelled. its k and her family (like 8 people, her mom was popping them out) i go over and meet the rest of her fam, i was supposed to go snorkeling with them but my fam had to leave before that. k invites me to a toga party at the club, so i expected to see her there back on the boat just chilling with random people, meeting more girls and guys. im with the guys who line dance and there respective hookups in the jacuzzi were all talking n they invite me to vegas in august, were planning it now. the girls they were talking to turn out to be from my town, they actually work about 5 minutes from my house so we’ll see each other again i met a girl who looks like sarah marshall from forgetting sarah marshall. beautiful blonde. so out of nowhere all the guys are giving the girls massages, and the guys volunteer me to give sarah marshall one, n shes there begging for it \<----- super dirty out of context 😜 so im massaging her, then i start to massage lower, and she does nothing. im really not thinking anything of it, but at one point i think i went too low cus she left, whoops lol. at one point a girl is making out with my friend and touching my leg, i though she was trying to stay up in the water, apparently she thought mine was his leg. it got awkward lol i hopped in the other jacuzzi and i meet some people staying in the villa and they invite me back now the villa, on a boat of rooms approx 200 sq ft, is this 4000 sq ft mansion on a boat. i dunno why they invited me, i literally knew them for 5 minutes (rapport!) but we head up there its got a private sitting area the site of 5 of my rooms, private pool, two private jacuzzis, a piano, huge tv, etc etc amazing viewfrom the top of the ship too. we just sit back, down a few beers and talk more. one of my friends also got invited there by one of the girls and theyre having private time int the jacuzzi (until his 20 yr old self found out she was 16 😮 ) so i do more misc, im barley seeing my family at this point. before the club i head to the jacuzzi to meet some friends, my friends arent there but the two topless sunbathers and a girl i met the first night r there the one definite hit of the cruise, i was a complete jerk to the topless girls. IJ 🙂 then i apologized and said i apologize in advance for anything i say, then one of the girls is like “you sound like youre gonna rape us” pay attention, this line comes back to haunt me go to the club, more dancing with s and the girl from the jacuzzi (the one from the first night) is breaking it down on the dancefloor, this girl can dance, and not dirty dancing, just style turns out k wasnt here either, whatever. i ask her brother cus i actually wanna talk to this chick, but hes clueless to where she is i go for a late dinner, n i realize i know no one there. i pull a seat to arandom table and make some new friends one is a cute puerto rican chick, and then three of her friends and a guy next to her. we talk for a while, at one point i notice by the angle of the guys arm, its not on his lap 😕 he looked busy, so they left wednesday (4th day) were in belize, its raining a bit so we do no activities xcept go to the ruins. i slept in the car n woke up feeling fearless. i was running up wet ruins and sitting on the edge like it was nothing going back to the boat i sit and drink with some friends (their mom bought me beer 🙂 while waiting for the line to the boat back tot he boat, more drinks in the hot tub. i meet a bunch more girls from all over the country, and just had a great time. im trying to remember what else happened i also we went country line dancing and i learned a bit, turns out i learn pretty fast. the line dancers invited me i remember that night at the club, im dancing with s, then this other girl a. i was talking with a about dancing, and she said she doesnt like to dance to spanish music. as soonas an english song comes on she grabs me to go dance, were dancing then grinding a bit, i dont think she was down with the grinding my friend who looks like allen, lets just call him allen, bought a bunch of us drinks. then my other friend gives me a rum n coke. im pretty gone at this point so we leave the club to go eat s doesnt usually drink so she asks me to help her to the restaurant, so i pick her up. she asks if im sober enough, and i reply i hope so 🙄 while walking she said if she would hooked up with anyone on the boat, it would be me, i should have probably closed right there. we get to some stairs, amazingly i make it up them. theres a table of like 20 of us, the colorado line dancers, the st louis people, and the topless sunbathers a little background on this day. my friend n, from st louis was drunk. he tried to jump off the jacuzzi into the pool. he ends up slipping and hitting the edge of the pool before falling in. ends up fracturing his radius. he gets a cast and i tell him to use it to pick up girls that same night he was making out with one of the tpless girls some drunken photos are taken, we all eat and head back. i passed out in my room, good day 🙂 ill post part 2 in a second ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2011, 2:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/64 "2011-04-15T02:25:58Z")
heres part 2, the best day ever starting with st pattys day: thursday (5th day) st pattys in mexico best day of my life!!! hands down, this day rocked start out getting to mexico late. on the beach im supposed to go jet skiing with my bro, but hes in jeans and crap. it gets late so my parents wanna go to the boat i ran into a bunch of friends, including k and her fam so i decide to stay there. plus my parents dont know i drink, so now i can drink without them there im walking along then i hear a table of people yelling my name, its the st louis gang. they invite me to have a seat, and they order food which comes with free tequila. i have a couple shots (i lost my tequila virginity) and realize im a lightweight we just talk by the beach, they bought me a bunch of beer (i love making new friends 🙂 we leave the beach and head to a pool with a bar closer to the ship. were all pretty wasted, and still drinking. i meet up with some more friends, pull some girls in the pool and just have a good time turns out this tequilaria place was giving away free shots so i obliged, then i bought a couple bottles and snuck them onboard 🙂 while at the pool, the topless chicks show up, the one my friend n hooked up with was m, she gets on the bar and starts dancing in a bikini. then she jumps off and starts making out with him he comes back to us saying shes breaking his arms lmao. so as they make out, the st louis dancer and the other topless chick, h, get on the bar and start dancing. speaking of which i gotta find that video 😛 we stumble back tot he boat, literally. i see this open air taxi with benches and no doors. my drunk ass figrues its good idea to jump on while its in motion. the taxi denied me and hit me twice, giving me a mean WTF moment we get to the boat and n & m disappear (i later find out she jumps him when he takes her back to her room, right before throwing up in a garbage can) were headed to my friends room and we get to the hallway, who else is there but my mom! dum dum dummmmmm 😮 i get everyone to stand still and we try to back up. 6 drunk people backing up in unison = fail. i hurry past my mom, she cant even tell how drunk i am lol in my friends room, my smart ass is handing out more tequila. h is saying “why havent u raped me yet,” see i told u the line would come back. im ignoring her as she says some racist things, i take it as drunk jabber were about to head upstairs to eat and sober up, out of nowhere h literally grabs my junk 😮 im flattered and shes cute, like really damn hot, but i dont take advantage of drunk chicks i push her off, then she does it again and tries to make out with my face. not my mouth, she compeltey misses lol. i brush her off and say shes gonna have to pay to touch me like that 😃 we get upstairs and im babysitting her as she tries to get food. i run into s and me, s, h, and some st louis guys grab something to eat. pretty soon everyone leaves n me and s just sit and talk for a while shes a pretty cool girl, looking back i shouldve hooked up with her. oh well, ill see her in august. now i head to the jacuzzi my friend matt is in there talking with k. hes a cool guy, but literally hits on anything with a heartbeat. he leaves and i start talking with k its me, her, my friend r, and about 6 guys, im not a huge fan of. some of them r cool, but the others started pissing me off. its cramped so k is on my lap while were talking we get to talking about her kissing her sister n she says not like making out, just like a peck, like this and she kisses me 😮 i didnt think anything of it, i may be retarded 😕 shs wearing this "kiss me im irish " button n i ask her what m supposed to do about that, she says “youre supposed to kiss me sily” -close 🆒 i know, not the best line, but it worked so were talking more, and this guy in the jacuzzi is egging her on about stupid crap. he says how she wont stand up for herself, and this girl is FEISTY. they both get up and she kicks him in the balls lol, but then he swings at her 😠 i may be the most calm person on earth, i literally had about everyone on the boat say how chill i am. but u dont hit a girl in front of me, especialy not one i like i get up and get between them, n somehow i dont hit him. although it was 6 of his friends in there, there was a jacuzzi with 3 of my friends right next door, and her brother was upstairs with two ex-military guys. needless to say, but “I got this” me n k keep talking, then we hop in the pool. the pool has a waterfall at one end and we head over there and start making out there. then by the steps of the pool where i could hold on n not drown. unfotunately she couldnt stay up s she had to wrap her body around me, oh darn 🙄 she confesses that shes wanted me to do that since the first day -_- and her whole family knew she liked me before i did super -_-. like the brother i hung out with every day, for hours, drunk and sober, u mean he knew? damn, well at least i found out then we hop in the shower by the pool, had some fun there 🙂 then we went to dinner. just us two, and it was fun. shes one of the coolest girls ive met in a while (who happens to live in arizona -\_-) i stopped by her room later, turns out she was there but i didnt knock hard rnough more dancng and drinking at the club, and then ended my greatest day ever friday (day 6) key west i had breakfast with two of k’s sisters, i also run into her mom whose excited to see me. all my friends left the boat, but since im from florida, i stayed on to catch some sleep. i chill with b a little bit, then i meet some other girls. me n my friends had a genius plan to grab life jackets from our room and hav a big party in the pool, it was epic! till the MAN shut us down, turns out u cant test drive life jackets later i run into one girl who hooked up with my friend, shes getting on my case aboutif i think shes cute. i say yes, and she asks if i would hook up with her, to which i dance around the q a bit she had a great body, her face was decent. so after some probing a say whatever n kiss her, she didnt even remember later, but her friend did lol. misc stuff during the day, went dancing with a and s at the lounge. we get to the dancefloor and its a bunch of little kids. one kid had this girl bent over in fron of him and grinding on him i met his mom lol, she had her head in her hands as we laughed about it. we get to the regular club, n the girl i hooked up with tries to use me to make the other guys she hooked up with jealous, i leave cus i dont get used i run into h and m, the topless chicks. h apologizes about yesterday n says she wont try to make out with me again, yea sure… so im talking to some other friends close to her, and shes begging for attention, like grabbing my hand after giving someone else a handshake n trying to shake mine she hovers around me more, n i probably shouldve isolated her. closing would have been easy, this chick was pretty DTF, but her attitude turned me off at times i go to k’s room, and her little sister answer -\_- damn no alone time. we talk and kiss a bit, nothing much since her sister is there night over, a little anticlimactic, literally saturday (day 7, final night) day at sea, everyone is by the pool. im chilling with k n her fam, talking and drinking. some other friends come over, we all just chill a bit spent some time with the girl i hooked up with yeaterday and the colorado line dancers the cruise had this giant outdoor barbcue, it was awesome. they cooked outide on hot coals i was supposed to go to the topless deck with k, but she didnt want her parents to know about her nipple rings, damn more misc stuff during the day. allen bought some absenth, its the best alcohol ever. its instant happiness in a bottle. we all go back to the villa, chill up there, order some drinks. some people go to smoke and set off the fire alarm, fail -\_- i went to see k again, again her little sis was there, the 60 lb cockblock. my voice was gone so i could barely talk to her, i left when i started falling asleep. i told her older sister, and shes like just kick the little one out. make your move n k will take over from there. we go back so the older one can uncockblock me, to no avail we go to the club, i dance with my blonde friend who has a boyfriend. she can move though. i swear drinking gives her amnesia because she forgets about the boyfriend pretty quickly we go to dinner, the final one ☹ im there with allen, b, k’s sister and some other people. next to us is a table of 16 yr olds, one of them is hitting onb n she switches seats with her brother. allen asks why she switched and they pointed to the guy hitting on her OUT OF NOWHERE!!! one kids gets up and starts yelling at my friends, cursing and saying he’ll beat them up, and where hes from he’ll pay a girl to beat b up. im laughing the whole time, kids say the darndest things 😜 turns out k’s sister started freaking out, and the kid is getting out of control. i go over, pat him on the back and say “dude, sit down, im twice your size” as i walked over he started backing off, then he and his friends finally leave, the restaurant proceeds to applaud the dumbass leaving good time 😃 we just hang out, try to savor the last night. i run into a bunch of my friends. my one friend c just finished having sex with a girl, was going to the bathroom right when his roommates opened the door on them lmao, awkward. sunday last day ☹ since were back in us waters i text k that i wanna see her before we leave i run around, just saying bye to some of the coolest people ever! i run into k’s sister who takes me back to their room. i run into k’s parents who also invite me to their place in arizona over the summer, unfortunately k will be in dc but we’ll figure this out i chill with k a bit more before we leave, just misc stuff. she says she actually wants to move here, which would be awesome. then her mom actually comes and gets everyone out of the room so we can say our proper goodbyes 🙂 we leave the ship and i run into a bunch of the people i met, all of them great people. even the topless chicks lol well that was my cruise! literally took an hour to write that post, i hope u guys enjoy it conclusion: just because no mones were involved, doesnt mean i cant conclude stuff 😜 i learned a lot about myself this cruise. i was never confident in my looks, i knew there were times i looked good, but i never paid that much attention to it apparently a lot of girls found me physically attractice, and who doesnt love affirmations. people are naturally nice, and social, especially on spring break. i made great friends, and i expect to see a lot of them again. girls are very DTF on a boat, some of the most quiet looking girls were out there getting some lol I AM AMAZING! i didnt believe it enough before, but it turns out people love me, everywhere i go i jsut pick up friends i need to work on escalating and picking up on ioi’s. i know i could have f closed k if her sister wasn’t there. I can get the girl! a lot of times before, ive either pursued girls with boyfriends or went after girls then ended up with their friend, or dumb stuff like that. finally, for once, i got exactly the girl i wanted! it feels great i may end up doing this again next year, so any of you in south florida wanna come with me? lemme know, i guarantee the time of your life! ---
**Author:** ![Jabez](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jabez/32/2193_2.png) [@Jabez](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Jabez)\ **Post date:** [April 16, 2011, 1:19pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/65 "2011-04-16T13:19:25Z")
so were talking more, and this guy in the jacuzzi is egging her on about stupid crap. he says how she wont stand up for herself, and this girl is FEISTY. they both get up and she kicks him in the balls lol, but then he swings at her i may be the most calm person on earth, i literally had about everyone on the boat say how chill i am. but u dont hit a girl in front of me, especialy not one i like i get up and get between them, n somehow i dont hit him. although it was 6 of his friends in there, there was a jacuzzi with 3 of my friends right next door, and her brother was upstairs with two ex-military guys. needless to say, but “I got this” Wow Jnoel good self Control I would have dropped the cat. Only pussies and cowards hit girls. Seems like you had a good time glad to see you back. I was beginning to wonder whether or not you quit the site lol ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [April 18, 2011, 2:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/66 "2011-04-18T02:19:57Z")
thanks man, its good to be back. im graduating in a couple weeks n im trying to set up a business at the same time right now so ive been quite busy. i dont plan on ever leaing here though i was about to str8 hit the guy, but the girl said he missed, but swinging was bad enough. im usually pretty nonviolent n i dont like having to fight. i prefer getting along with everyone and having a good time, but there are lines that arent meant to be crossed n like i said, i had the best week of my life. i might do it again around st pattys day next yr, if anyone on the forum has spring break n wants to hit up a cruise, it would be an insane party! ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [April 21, 2011, 7:11pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/67 "2011-04-21T19:11:25Z")
DAMN I love your journal man. Just freaking love it. You remind me a lot of me which quite frankly is some scary shit. > [@](#): > > i didnt think anything of it, i may be retarded 😕 LOL at least you said it before someone else 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [April 21, 2011, 7:58pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/68 "2011-04-21T19:58:51Z")
lol ill take that as a compliment steve. i still have work to do on my game, but i always find it funny how things just kind of fall into place for me i dunno why the kiss didnt click immediately, i should have followed it up with my own. i really have to get better with identifying ioi’s im going to cancun for a few days at the end of next month to a resort packed with college girls. plus all inclusive so free drinks 🙂 this time i plan to be more aggressive, i should have taken control in more situations on the cruise. i also have to work on my escalation. in the words of gunwitch “make the hoe say no” thanks for reading guys ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [April 21, 2011, 10:18pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/69 "2011-04-21T22:18:22Z")
> [@jnoel](#): > > lol ill take that as a compliment steve. i still have work to do on my game, but i always find it funny how things just kind of fall into place for me > > i dunno why the kiss didnt click immediately, i should have followed it up with my own. i really have to get better with identifying ioi’s > > im going to cancun for a few days at the end of next month to a resort packed with college girls. plus all inclusive so free drinks 🙂 > > this time i plan to be more aggressive, i should have taken control in more situations on the cruise. i also have to work on my escalation. in the words of gunwitch “make the hoe say no” > > thanks for reading guys Please tell me you’re staying at the Oasis. If you are, no mones needed, just rock out with your cock out. I love Cancun. ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [April 23, 2011, 3:26am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/70 "2011-04-23T03:26:53Z")
lmao yea mustang, thats exactly where im staying. by the sound of things im gonna have to take quite a few trips out there. that week is gonna be epic and kick off my freedom from school summer long party! ---
**Author:** ![cjw255](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/c/45deac/32.png) [@cjw255](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/cjw255)\ **Post date:** [April 25, 2011, 4:32am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/71 "2011-04-25T04:32:06Z")
Good journal but I was looking for you to use the mx 330 which I get tomorrow. It must be collecting dust! haha edit: doh 297 is 390 just a different scent 2nd edit: I was talking about 390 not 330 somehow got them mixed up ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [April 27, 2011, 7:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/72 "2011-04-27T07:30:32Z")
i ued mx330 together with other stuff, i need to test it by itself to get to know it better. lol but youre right, it is collecting dust, i was just thinking the same thing yesterday btw about my cruise adventures. the girl i met is now talking to her ex bf again -\_- it took a while for her to tell me about it. its frustrating, but at the same time im not sure what i was expecting from 2000 miles away, had fun while it lasted i apologize for not reporting as much as id like to, but school is killing me right now, as well as trying to set up my own business. ill be able to start testing more again next week ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [May 21, 2011, 12:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/73 "2011-05-21T00:02:33Z")
ive been doing some on and off testing, nothing very conclusive im going out to a club in miami to celebrae my friends bday. one of the chicks going has been texting me for a few days, it got really sexual today and yesterday. ill most likely kiss close/full close depending on where the night ends another girl i wanna talk to is going. we havent talked much yet, but she seemed interested when i got her number last friday was my birthday (im officially 23) now. we went to living room, i wasnt in a hyped enough state. i wore 25 mcgs p83 2s IJ 2s IG i got the mix from joe brown on the forum here i was getting a lot of eye contact from girls, but i guess my approach was weak cause no one wanted to dance at first. my friend hooked me up with a girl who i wasnt attracted to at first, but she wanted to dance with me after a few more drinks i kinda enjoyed her grinding on me eventually she left, i tried my luck on the dancefloor, no luck i saw a cute girl dancing on the wall and asked her to dance. she was down 🙂 finally small problem, her unattractive friend was there, and she didnt look happy. we chatted as we danced, then she was grinding on me a bit my girl asked if i had a friend for her friend, but im not down for throwing my firends under a bus like that unattractive friend is getting annoyed and her feet hurt. i take them both outside so she can rest and so i can talk. im having a good convo with the both of them, trying not to exclude the unattractive one or risk a cockblock my friends (also happen to be my ride) cal and theyre leaving so i gotta hurry befoe i get left i number close with no resistance then leave i tect her a bit the nxt day, she lives kinda far but she really wanted to hang out even though she got out of work at 10pm and had work in the morning weird part was i texted her two other times this week and she didnt respond well this weekend i have my hands full with 2 or 3 other girls, so i will focus on club girl next week. ill try to have her meet me downtown where we first met as for the mix: the first girl i danced with hung around a lot, even when i wasnt talking. could be me, could be the human magnetis of p83 i like the IJ confidence boost, but i think the self effects may have been buffered by IG which really calms me down. im normally a super calm person as it is ill try the mix again tonight and report more on it in other news, my A314 oil will arrive in the morning 🙂 cant wait to start testing that bad boy have a great weekend folks, i look forward to reporting a lot this summer ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [May 21, 2011, 10:45pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/74 "2011-05-21T22:45:25Z")
umm well last night didnt go as well as i hoped it would i used 30 mcg p83 (ill explain why in a moment) so we drove down to miami to a club called mekka. the chick i had been talking to rode with me and a couple other guys my friend got her a drink in the club, even though shes 20. a bouncer comes and sees shes underage and takes the drink i promise him she wnt get it again and he gives it to me. 2 minutes later my friend is next to me as we talk to the girl, she leans in to hear me and the bouncer from before comes up out of nowhere he takes our drinks and tells us we were giving it to her even though we werent, apparently he can see right through people -\_- he takes the drinks and goes to throw them away while im complaining to him. i give up and just say whatever, i wave my hand in his face as i say it, turn and walk away he comes up to me and tells me i have to go, after i paid $20 to get in when it was supposed to be free, and ive been there 15 minutes so i back up to a wall and rfuse to leave as this 6’3" 300lb bouncer tries to throw me out by grabbing me turns out hes surprisingly weak, i break free from his hold and i go to grab his leg and drop him. out of no where bouncer number 2 comes and is pushing me out im next to the door pushing the both of them back in the club (all fluff and no power) then bouncer #3 comes from behind and grabs me the rest was a bit blurry but i was pushed out by 3 or 4 of them and kicked out, fun night -\_- no refunds and im a bit pissed so whatever i let my friends no and the chick i was talking to texts me asking where im at. she runs outside as soon as she found i got kicked out after this were just sitting and talking for a while, i run the cube routine and she loves it shes receptive to my kino and shes doing some of her own. my only regret was that i know i could have kiss closed and i didnt a couple other friends show up to keep me company, plus the club kinda sucked we leave and head out to a friends pool to chill with some other girls too were all sitting around talking and my chick is sitting on a beach chair with me and leaning on my leg, always close and touching a lot two of her friends were cute to, and one of them kept staring at me. probably because everyone was talking about me being kicked out and her friend is posted up on my leg (preselection) we leave in an hour, the suns about to come up theres no question about the attraction at this point, she hugs me extra hard and says she’ll text me later thats about it i only have the p83 to report on, but it seemed to work. then again i had also talked to this chick a lot more since the last time i saw her, so there was added comfort and attraction aside from p83 ill see her again tonight, ill try to close but this guy she hooked up with last week will be there and i dunno how she’ll feel about seeing him and hooking up with me (she really doesnt wanna see him) im starting to really see why p83 is the human magnetism pheremone. btw when we were outside the club, when my other friends showed up, she got a lot closer to me and started hanging onto my leg then when her friends showed up outside the club she was posted up between my legs, interesting 🆒 well my friend is having a house party tonight, i cant get kicked outa there so ill have more to report tomorrow P.S. 200th post, took longer than i expected ---
**Author:** ![Jabez](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jabez/32/2193_2.png) [@Jabez](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Jabez)\ **Post date:** [May 22, 2011, 8:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/76 "2011-05-22T20:52:23Z")
i ran the cube on her. Jnoel what is that? I have never heard of that one. ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [May 23, 2011, 6:13pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/77 "2011-05-23T18:13:21Z")
hey jabez well youre more of a natural, but “the cube” is a cold reading pick up artist technique you tend to learn a lot more about girls using it than typical questions. it raises your value because they have never seen it before, plus you can cold read different parts of the routine to turn it more sexual and increase the sexual tension heres a link for more info: [High School PUAs Forum - The Cube: Full Routine](http://highschoolpuas.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=routines&action=display&thread=311) i use the cube, ladder, flower, horse, and storm in the same order. my only difference is that i use the ladder to represent goals and aspirations in the girls life, and i use the flowers to represent friends and family both the girls i ran it on this weekend kept nodding their head in agreement and saying how accurate it was. then they asked me where i got it, i should have just said it was a secret to keep some mystery to it, truth it theres a book on it plus pick up artists have been using it for years the 2nd girl i used it on pictured a white horse so i asked if she liked white guys, she immediate responded “no, i like black guys.” looking back, that was a clear ioi and if i wasnt half drunk at that point i could have kissed closed her with a simple line or two its a great routine, but you have to use it in isolation, its way to loud in a typical club environment, but great for one on one in a party setting after you get her away from her friends ---
**Author:** ![Jabez](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jabez/32/2193_2.png) [@Jabez](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Jabez)\ **Post date:** [May 23, 2011, 10:13pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/78 "2011-05-23T22:13:10Z")
Thank You for the Compliment Jnoel. I am not a natural if you mean that no one taught me. My father taught me everything I know about women. The way he raised me. So not in that aspect. ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [May 24, 2011, 11:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/79 "2011-05-24T23:24:52Z")
Here’s a copy of a PDF I picked up on the cube 🙂 Yes I am posting this although you might believe it to be copyright infringement, however its not and here’s why. Because the Cube is a published book that has been used and copied by most PUA guys as if it is their own. You cannot copyright something that is not your intellectual property. ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [May 25, 2011, 6:52am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/80 "2011-05-25T06:52:56Z")
hey jabez, i nevr thought about it like that. i guess you had in a way your own “seduction guru” but i meant more from the side that you havent studied other pick up artists material. i think for your style you would like sean messenger’s stuff, its very natural and focuses on confidence. best of all, he gives a lot of it away for free thanks for the pdf’s steve, im gonna go through them just to review it. i need to learn how to cold read more seductively to get the convo going in that direction. btw, today was my 2nd day on a314 oil, and i love it! i used 2 drops a314 - 1 across jawbone to ears 1 split between wrists and under the nose 1s ammo to chest 1s shine to face i immediately felt upbeat and a bit hyper. i hadnt used is in a while and i forgot this feeling, plus the a314 amplified it i walked a bit taller and i felt more confident in my thoughts. its weird how that sounds but i would be thinking of things and be instantly sure of my thoughts and actions, like i had a new level of decisiveness i work delivering for dominos still ( i gotta fund my startupbusinesses somehow) and i had a couple of good conversations with the people i delivered too. 2 of the good convos gave me big tips (5 and 6 bucks, and their houses were across the street from the store) i delivered to one older lady who complimented me on my teeth and we talked for a little. it seemed like she was hitting on me at some point, saying i was the first great delivery guy theyve had one group of people invited me in to do hookah and shots, i gladly obliged 🙂 on top of that one of them is a dj,gaveme a mix cd and they added me on fb so they could invite me to some raves pretty good confidence boost and social effects from this mix and a314 my tonality was stronger, i never slurred my words today and i spoke at a higher volume now that i think about it i will use it again tomorrow as i attend a local business meeting with joebrown from this forum and talk to local millionaires and very alpha people. ive been there for months and everyne is friendly,i want to see what effect a314 has one them one other thing, my friend brought his brother to work the other day and the kid couldnt look me in the eyes when talking to me. it was like 4 hrs after application, but thatcould be an a314 hit on the other hand i never met him before, and it could just be a nervous habit on to more testing ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 3, 2011, 6:24am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/81 "2011-08-03T06:24:33Z")
Hey everyone, Steve just contacted me about reporting user status so I need to get on here and earn it. Ive been really busy lately, partying hard and working at setting up my own marketing consulting firm. josephforbes from the forum here is in the same boat as me, weve been working hard and forgetting to report here well ive got a few posts Satuday -about 3 weeks ago My friend from the marines was back in town and we were having a huge party up in west palm. its in a 3000 sq ft house, then we were supposed to have party buses take us to miami then go back to the house for an after party im there with josephforbes, and we throw on some mones before heading in. i had 2 drops a314 oil - jaw line and wrists 2-3 sprays IS around my head 2 ammo sides of neck we were ready to go. got in and it was a sauage fest, since my buddy was charging, a lot of girls didnt show up. it was 40 a person we pregame a bit then find out the bus is broken, but theyre sending another. the second bus has no alc -\_- the 2nd one arrives but no one wants to go on and ppl start demanding their money back, then the unthinkable happens. the bus up and leaves so i chased it (i got a new car! 2.0 turbo genesis coupe, lotta fun and girls love it) some chick makes a comment about me in it that joe filled me in about later i cant find the bus so change of plans, me and my friend race to the liquor store and buy like $250 in alcohol and we speed back to the house, before i can park properly the party is on downside - still barely any girls. it was too far away to get girls to drive to at that hour, we should have had a house party in the first place, oh well amidst this, joe and i both take a shot of spaceland, everything just got better. (ps, i tried weed for the first time last night, weed is like 10 sprays of spaceland lol, its a miracle this feeling was bottle up so effectively) so were all partying, the chick who made the comment about me in he car comes up, without either of us saying a word, she just starts bending over and grinding on me 🆒 she leaves a little while later, i try to get her to dance again and she blows me off, no biggie everyones partying having a good time. people are passing out and were writing on them ith sharpies lol good times miscellaneous stuff happen, then the party dies down a bit. theres a few chicks left, the one who danced on me earlier had a boyfriend, i tried to talk to her a bit, no luck so whatever her friend is wearing an outfit with a zipper in the back, and i just decide to play with it out of boredom she eeps getting pissed, i keep not giving a shit, it works out. next thing you know, shes clinging to me. i get bored of the talking with everyone so i just say lets go and push her towards the stairs i kiss her on the stairs then she makes some comment about knowing that trick, i blow past it and get her to a bed on the top floor. its not in a room, its very open at the top of the stairs i go in anyway. were side by side hooking up, bs talking, next thing you know she rotates to be on top of me then begins her anti-slut defense of “im a good girl” i agree with her as i proceed to take off her top good girl doesnt complain 😃 the bra gets stuck, so we keep talking as i try to take it off. people keep passing by, as i said, the room was very open and everywhere else was taken her friend pulls her aside and cock blocks me. they go to lie on the bed while i go talk to some other people i come back to the bed and just lie with both of them and hit on both of them until the cock block leaves 🙄 we resume where we left off, but i give up on the bra so i slip my hands underneath. she gives in and takes it off herself so im running to third base as the 3rd baseman catches the ball and begins to run at me. in this case, the 3rd baseman being the cops -\_- everyone runs upstairs yelling that cops are here. considering most of them were drinking underage and some were high, they had a right to be scared the girl moves off of me and grabs a blanket to cover up, the moment is officially dead and my balls are bluer than this guy ------\> 😮 joe calls me and asks me to come tell the cops everything is straight. i go talk to them, turns out they were looking for a guy who got in a fight with his girlfriend, and they pulled over joe as he was walking on the street. turns out they pulled their guns on him cus he “reached behind his back” whatever so we all get back inside, we grab some food then everyone heads home. the chick was decent when i was drunk, but nothing i would write home about or bother to number close, maybe the cops saved me after all on the way back joe tells me how one of my friends, this really cute colombian chick ive known since high school, turned to him and said " J brown, i wanna take a shower with you" in front of a bunch of people he said the look on their faces was priceless lmao that was one hell of a saturday, conclusion- i think the a314 and ammo worked on the girl i didnt say a word too. she just came up and danced (well) on me, i didnt even signal for her or anything. either that or the car 🆒 the a314 may have influenced the girl i was hooking up with, cus she just followed me and seemed more attracted the closer she was to me. Let me wrap in sunday quickly i had a pool party/bbq at my house. it was awesome, we played beer pong in the pool (inflatable table) and on land, had some great food and chilled with some awesome people i didnt wear mones due to the water im in the pool with this petite colombian girl. shes cute, nice chest, small butt, but shes a cool person. i pick her up to throw her and she wraps her legs around me then she says "everytime you throw me im gonna grab on " so i took it as a challenge, she kinda won, oh well, i kinda think i won too i try to get her to stop drinking, to no avail. we play bp and shes doing horrible. i sucked too cus im leaned up against a wall with her pressed into my crotch, bp was the last thing on my mind as we play she keeps moving my hands closer to her waist, then a bit lower as inviting as this is, i still have my morals. when i saw her walk out of the pool and promply fall, i knew id have to hit that a different day. she keeps going in to kiss me, i kinda brush it off amongst all this time, the cops show up twice for noise complaints since i could stand in my pool and piss in my neighbors yard, were that close. they question the age of the bp players 🙄 luckily no one gets id’d, the second time they realize were not loud and my neighbors are dicks, no biggie eventually everyone goes home, great night overall. btw my mom was there the whole time, she let me have the party 😃 , such an irony compared to my dad who would want to kill me for it. the next day as were cleaning the house my mom finds a half empty bottle of svedka and yells at me “sylvan, what is this doing here. you better hide it before your dad comes home!” LOL right away mom, i used it at a friends house a few days later conclusion - no mones, but im realizing something from life and from watching a lot of rsd material. im moving from the point where i have to try and pick up chicks or get them, to becoming a sex-worthy man. honestly a lot of it started with mones. i use them nowaday, but i never chalk up everything to the mones, you are the X-factor that makes it work or makes it fail I wil post this weekends antics tomorrow, itll be a good post. 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