# Jnoel Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [January 7, 2011, 10:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453 "2011-01-07T22:41:38Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 17\ **Page:** 5
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [August 3, 2011, 11:45pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/82 "2011-08-03T23:45:45Z")
Great reporting! This speaks for itself why I contacted you in regards to becoming a reporting user 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 4, 2011, 6:46am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/83 "2011-08-04T06:46:26Z")
thanks steve, Now I have to report on my scandals of last weekend and a mix im growing really fond of lately. Friday night: i wore my new favorite: 1 drop a314 oil to chin and mouth area 1 spray instant jerk to throat 1 spray IH to left side of neck (to help buffer) immediate effects were a314 heavy. i walked with confidence, also the ij i dont give a shit aura i was at a small house party with my friend, i didnt know any other people there, but we started playing some beer pong heres the funny thing about mones, and i just thought of the perfect analogy mones are like the pump you get from a workout. as you workout, your muscles look bigger due to being engorged with blood, but it wears off soon after a work out. BUT, when you work out for a while, your body in turn grows to the size of what your pumps were, and your pumps in turn get bigger most of what i feel from mones are becoming hard to discern from my normal behavior. Im always Instant shine chilled, im usually a314 confident, i think tuth is something i need to use more to stay more sexual and show more intent back to the story: im just relaxed, playing bp, talking a bit to some of the ppl there. its a small crowd, and a few girls. one has a boyfriend, i ignore that fact completely at first im talking actively, just making small talk. after a few drinks, i get LIVE! i get to this zone where nothing matters, im the shit, and i make that clear to everyone else i chat with the chick with the bf for a bit, we talk about tats, i show her mine and some bs stuff. i chat with a bunch of other girls the bf-girl tries to leave, kisses me on the cheek, then comes back 5 mins later. i notice she really doesnt give a crap about her relationship so i increase my kino, then her cockblocking friend sees where im headed 🙄 and takes her away. she reaches across 2 people to kiss me on the cheek, almost falling over lol so on to plan b, game every other chick in there. none of them were ugly, all 7’s or 8’s, i didnt have a preference so i did the shotgun approach and just met everyone. i was chatting with one girl who was kinda petite with beautiful blue eyes. she forgets my name so i bust her balls on it, then i give her 3 chances to guess the letter it starts with, she fails and i turn and start walking away she immediately grabs me and begs me not to leave 🆒 gotta love takeaways. she leaves cus she has work in the morning, i didnt get her number and didnt even think to until i saw her driving off outside, no biggie, ill see her again so onto the other girls. the girl whose hosting the party (her 21st mini celebration) keeps giving me dirty looks everytime she passes, and makes stupid comments like “youve been bitching this whole time” i ignore her, not worth my time she loves the cock. no seriously, she LOVES IT! if i feel like it, ill get at her later, but for now there are other places i need to be. we go back outside for more beer pong, i interrupt a game and cause one team to lose who were about to win lol, they werent happy. the chick on the team who won goes inside so i sub for her the guy who im playing bp with sucks, and he has a crush on the girl who just left, i thought it was cute. especially when she started touching me as soon as i got around the table lol as were playing, i sink 3 cups, he does 1 then asks me to tell the girl that he sank all the cups when she gets back. how cute, he thought that would help him, i didnt care, but she didnt come back lol mind you, this has been my most evil night yet, and now i need a 30 ml of IJ cus its God’s gift to man. i spend some time talking to this other girl who happens to know one of my good friends. hooking up with this girl could cause trouble with the other girl, but that seemed like a fun challenge so she was moved to the top of my “to do list” at some point this same girl goes upstairs and says something to me or about me (my memory isnt clear) and i go up behind her and smack her on the ass, then she starts complainign to her friend, but doesnt remotely seem cold to me im on fire still, just talking to everyone and having fun. some more of my friends come in and i catch up with them a bit. then a couple girls get in the pool and i go to get my pool clothes my ride was going home, and me being too drunk to drive had another friend go with us to bring back my car. on the way back the speed bumps did the inevitable and i threw up out the side of my car ☹ so no pool for me. i spend a while in the bathroom throwing up since i hadnt eaten in a while (i was supposed to be at a bbq instead of this party, thats why i didnt eat before) the slutty bday girl is yelling in my direction about how she hates when people cant hold their liquor (shes irish and portugese, shes born to drink) funniest part is when her bipolar ass comes in the bathroom and starts massaging my back and complimenting me on my teeth and arms 🆒 i can even pick up chicks when im bent over and throwing up in a toiler LMAO i try to muster up the sobriety to grab her and throw her on top of the bathroom sink for a makeout session, but i couldnt. everytime i stood up, i threw up, vicious cycle -\_- so my night ended sometime after, once i could focus well enough to drive home. night was pretty good, but i need to watch my levels better. i could have hooked up if it wasnt for me not eating. conclusion: a314 i believe helped with attraction. all girls were touchy feely around me and people listened attentively. it felt like some people were trying to build rapport with me. self-effects of a314 are becoming normal to me IJ seemed to work heavily this night. i was definitely more of an a-hole than ive ever been. nothing really mattered and i wasnt afraid of consequences or shit anyone was talking i slapped the bday girls ass too, she made some remark i didnt like. i slapped her, then walked off to throw up again. im never going above 1s of IJ without a buffer, i might burn down someones house at this rate lol IH didnt really seem to work when i first analyzed the night but on second thought it did. never did i run out of things to say, or have a dry spot in a convo. and i was always funny (either due to alchol or ij inhibiting the wall between my thoughts and words) the mix may have also changed bday girls mood when she came close to me since she went from wanting me out of her house to wanting me in her 😃 ive got another report of what happened saturday. pretty interesting where i met a girl im starting to like, against the warnings of my friend ill post that one tomorrow good night for now pherotalk! 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**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 5, 2011, 9:55am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/84 "2011-08-05T09:55:19Z")
wow what i night! ill tell you guys about it tomorrow 😛 its 5:40 am and i want to report on saturday before i forget i wore 1 drop a314 oil on jawline and around mouth 1s IJ to throat 1s IH left of neck same mix as the night before this, since i got good results. this time i also didnt eat much, but toned down on the drinking another bbq got cancelled and the bday girl from my last post invitd me to go clubbing, but i wasnt feeling it or dressed for it. i did get to talk to her friends again the girl with the blue eyes who was stuck to me the night before comes by again. we talk briefly and she talks about how drunk she wants to get, i think going to the club with them would have made things too easy she leaves and her cousin is throwing a kegger so i stick around. i quickly realise im the oldest there by far, and most of the group was underage, by a lot whatever, im playing beer pong with a white girl with a big butt (i dont know what causes this genetic anomally but i love it 🙂 shes a little touchy, nothing over the top the ij comes across during the games as i feel very cocky and competitive. we win a few then lose so i leave the table and roam i chat with random people, all the girls are too young so i dont even bother gaming them. a girl walks by with a bottle of scotch and i ask her about it. she proceeds to ask my name (ioi maybe) then i chat with her and her friend about random things they leave and i run into them outside where i neg them about being lonely. some guy comes up and we all start talking, he immediately turns the convo sexual when talking about her belt and some chick i knew from high school who he had sex with not really my style to talk about that kind of stuff, but i could tell his frame was sexual, and i need to get mine more sexual. i talk to the girls a bit more about random things, theyre receptive to my jokes and have no problem with minor kino, but i should have escalated faster i try pushing them in the pool as a joke, and the brunette says how she’ll beat me up. i doubt it until she tells me she practises 3 forms of martil arts (really HOT!) the brunette starts poking me for some reason (ioi) and i push her back. in the realm of push-pull, im finding myself way too much on the push side, and my pulls are too light and not full of enough intent random stuff happens, then i have to go to another party. i try to bring them with me, but they know a lot of people there and decide to stay. the brunette goes somewhere and i sit to talk to the blonde. she sits across from me and i grab her belt loop to pull her next to me. i go with the honesty close of “im trying really hard not to kiss you right now” then she laughed and said how she just broke up with her bf, which sounds like bs if we didnt talk about her breaking up i go for the number and she says she doesnt give it out at parties. i plow through and she takes mine then txts me the brunette comes back and i go for her number, same “i dont give mine away at parties” which i plowed through again and she was happy to give it to me when she realized her friend already gave me hers i left after and nothing special happened at the other party conclusion: a314 gave me my usual confidence, and i found some people striving for rapport after a few words, interesting. the ih definitely helped in convos, no dry spots again, i was always funny IJ this time didnt make me an a hole, i was a bit edgy but more assertive than anything. i might switch this with tuth next time to increase my sexuality in interactions. i dont wanna be funny guy, i wanna be the leaving the party with you guy well i texted the brunette a bit, and were meeting up for another party later tonight. ill be more sexual, probably grab her when i say hi and throw her on the hood of my car and build tension or go for the makeout ill report on tonights escapades tomorrow night ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 6, 2011, 1:27am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/85 "2011-08-06T01:27:50Z")
so last night i hit up downtown ft lauderdale wore 2 drops a314 1 to jawline, 1 to wrists 1s IJ to neck 2s IH to sides of neck i started out in a good mood, even before the mones. i was hyper and really looking forward to the night we end up meeting with a ton of friends and get the night started. we get to the first club, the lines are packed, the club is packed. im trying to start doing a technique from rsd where you approach the first set you see, no matter what they look like, just to get your momentum started. i didnt do it this time, but i always feel the first approach is the hardest i try talking to some girls, but the music is too loud and its too packed so i head to a different club when i get there i catch up with my friends and we all head to the dance floor, this on is even more packed one of the girls i came with runs up and grabs onto me then starts dancing on me, no complaints 🙂 she leaves, so i try walking around the dancefloor, but its too packed to even move. i was getting frustrated ad IJ wasnt helping i move around to get some air and recognize a girl from afar, i text her to check if it was her. turns out it was, but she left to the other club already. we used to talk a couple yrs back when she was dating a friend of mine. it wasnt the most moral thing ive ever done, but theyre broken up now i head back to the dancefloor of the 2nd club and ask a brasilian girl to dance. her friend immediately chimes in and yells “hey thats my friend, what are you doing?” i ask if i cant talk to her then compliment her on her brasilian accent. then i ask her if shes going to the 2014 world cup and that ill see her there, hug her, and obstacle difused 🆒 i read a short report on pickup that day. it was about expecting obstacles and realising that pick up happens in damage control. a lot of chicks will be defensive at first and the best skill is being able to roll with the punches and hold your ground after difusing the friend, my target didnt wanna dance so whatever. some other stuff happens, then i go back to the first club to catch up with the girl i texted when i get in some friends have a table with some hookah so i join them. theyve got a couple girls there, 1 is cute, the other is decent. my friend meets me at the table and we start talking turns out she also knows one of the people i brought with me and the whole thing turns into a high school reunion. im talking to the girl after and she keeps leaning in and touching me when talking she tells me how she broke upwith my friend, but she has a boyfriend now. i told her “i dont wanna date you, i just wanna dance”. i think that was handled well shes down, but her friend is being hit on by some creepy guy so she doesnt wanna leave her. i go back some friends and they end up leaving. ill probably see her next week to hit on her while she has a different boyfriend 😛 i go back to the table with my friends and we just chill and do some hookah. this girl who i thought was quiet starts dancing with my friend, shes got some moves then she comes over and dances on me and i swear she was trying to break me, i literally had to hold my body up with both hands to keep her from knocking me over. i give up and site down then she starts giving me a lap dance 😃 i turn her head to tell her something n she thinks im trying to kiss her and gets defensive then goes off to some random guy later he strts dancing with my female friend, and they start kissing. turns out dancer girl is bi, and she gets really aggressive with my friend. im talking grabbing her and trying to rub her while dancing. then they go reverse cowgirl on a couch and we all watch lol i didnt know what to do or say, so i just enjoyed the show the club is dying down so we get ready to leave. several guys try picking up the bi chick and just walking off with her, she somehow finds her way back i talk to her for a sec then she grazes my ass and i ask her if shes trying to grab my ass, which she then does and compliments my ass :o my friend pulls her away cus they have to go, i dont bother for any of her info. im not really into easy chicks, but the bi thing is a big plus for me we get ready to go and some other friends need a ride cus their ride lost her purse with keys and everything. we were gonna leave her, but one of the girls wouldnt leave her there. i was pissed, which i usually dont get, cus the chick who lost her shit started having an attitude even though we were tryna help them we walk by a couple almost fights till my friend steps into one where his frend was involved. some guy was getting cocky and starting shit with 5 guys so we step in to break it up. even though i dont know any of them, they listen to me and comply to just walk away we head back home, night over conclusion: for some reason, my first approach took too long, but once the momentum was set i didnt care about the outcomes. my biggest problem is my tonality. people always say my voice doesnt match my size since im very softspoken and pretty big i couldnt get my voice across the music to talk to most girls, plus i couldnt understand what most of them were saying. im starting to realize that clubs arent my forte, im much better at house parties the a314 seemed to get me some eye contact, but my body language from barely being able to move, and my tonality were very incongruent. that may have hurt me. im a bit too polite, and i didnt force my way through crowds like i should have the last fight that i broke up seemed to stem from my a314. the guys were all drunk, but still complied with my asking them to leave. i didnt do it angrily, just in a calm sensible manner The IJ seemed to get to me in the club, all the pushing and crap was getting me pissed and flustered. i really prefer at least some personal space, and i dont get down with people stepping on my feet the IH seemed to help where i difused the chick who was stopping me from talking to her friend because within 10 seconds she was cool with me. we got rapport almost instantly, but there was nothing from the actual target i need to work on my inner game more, and my tonality is probably my weakest point. i have a house party tonight so i expect things to go better there. i look forward to writing a good report tomorrow. im think tuth instead of IJ tonight ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 12, 2011, 8:13pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/86 "2011-08-12T20:13:00Z")
So im gonna cover last weekend briefly The house party friday was a costume party. i dressed up as alcohol man 😃 garbage bag for pants, with suspender that had shot cup attached, holding up the pants. plus i used party make up to draw an A on my check i forgot the mones though, but i was opened by a bunch of girls due to the outfit. i chilled with a bunch of ppl, everyone was str8 i talked to one girl for a few minutes, then i made a flirty comment to paradigm shift, something along the lines of her hitting on me, then she walked away 😕 it was weird cause she was laughing, receptive, and hair flipping until that point the rest of the weekend lasted another 3 days (5 total 🙂 involving house parties, pool parties, chill nights with a few friends, and jetskiing. i dont remember using mones or how they helped me feel those nights ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 12, 2011, 8:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/87 "2011-08-12T20:46:24Z")
so last night i texted myfriend and told him i was gonna phrobomb myself. for some reason i usually dont ever ghost, and ive had the best results by using a lot, like having chicks run up and grab my ass so for my bomb, i used a bunch of IS before leaving to pregame. about 2 hrs later i got downtown and as i headed to the clubs i put on 3 drops a314 (1 to jawline, 1 to wrists, 1 to neck) 1s tuth 2s IH i felt the self affects immediately. id stare at every chick fearlessly, and i walked taller and more confident. i met up with a friend who got me into 1 club, then we went over to the other club to meet up with more friends i run into a girl i was supposed to meet here. as im trying to say hi to her, her friend runs up and grabs me and says that she has to dance with me. i chuckle, nothing against her but i wanted to talk to my friend as im talking to them i see another friend and i go to hug her then she pulls me and starts dancing with me. she was getting kinda rough lol, shes not as innocent as she likes to make people believe. after i go back to my other friend were talking and i ask her to dance, but she doesnt want to. its weird cus we have crazy rapport and im pretty sure she likes me. i didnt take it personally, then i saw she wasnt dancing with any guys so i go back to my friends i came with, a group of about 15 of us. my guy friend is dancing with a chick i kinda wanted to talk to. nbd shes been liking him a lot lately, i think i should have moved earlier cause im deep in friend zone territory with her now i walk around a bit, its too packed on the dance floor. a girl is walking by so i go in front of her n dance with her a bit, shes down for it until i stat to match her rhythm and i have an rsd flashback there was a part in the natural man method where tim talked about a student who pulled a girl into him and she was dancing until she realized she was leading then the attraction immediately left that kinda happened. as i held eye contact she was feeling me, as soon as i looked at her body to get into her rhythm, i lost my alpha -\_- anther girl comes up and starts dancing close to me so i start dancing with her. its going well for about 30s until i get tried by some big black guy he grabs her as im dancing with her and turns her around to block me out -\_- i got tried a lot this night. i brush it off, its whatever i got back to my friend who didnt wanna dance, were sitting n talking cus were both ready to go home. we bs a little, she asks how my business is doing. its weird, we talk all the time n ive known her for yrs, but weve never actually hung out the convo is dying down so i run the cube on her 🆒 i love this thing. shes a little put off by it as she describes the scene, but as we get into the explanation, she actually starts to tear up a little. as we talk, our faces are really close, i feel like i can close her, but the whole thought of her not wanting to dance forced negativity into my mind. me, her, her friends, and a couple of mine start to leave. we talk a bit more and pass by some almost fights (happens every week) as im talking to one of her friends i see this cute brasilian chick and we make eye contact, then she just kinda stands there staring at me while i do the same i didnt know what to do, she was with 2 guys n 2 girls, n was arm in arm with one of the guys. seems like she didnt want him but i just didnt know what to do in that situation some missceleaneous stuff happens and we all end up safely back home conclusion: im liking 3 drops of a314, feels great and i didnt see any negatives. people were more willing to let me pass them or would purposely make way for me. 1 tip on congruence, and it was so super weird. there were times where my energy was up and id walk around like a boss. but there were times where id walk around not feeling too great, just low energy. i noticed when my energy and state were up, ppl made a way for me and it was easier for me to walk aroung. when i was low energy, i could barely get through. it seems like a314 hangs a lot on your congruency, at least in this instance. it was weird cus nothing congruence wise has ever show so obviously to me. i think tuth helped me get closer to my friend. weve always flirted and talked close, but never to the point tonight. if we were any closer, we’d have been kissing this time also i felt very sexual with tuth. usually i rather talk to a girl before dancing with them. this time i just walked up and started dancing, i was thinking with the other head 😃 as far as IH, nothing really noticable other than a good buffer. i didnt ghost at all and i enjoyed the feeling. i didnt drink as much as i usually do either. i wanted to get a bit more drunk, but i was in a state where i could comprehend everything. it was good so i could report all of this, but bad because i overthinked a lot of things well another party tonight. i think ill go heavy again, maybe IJ instead of tuth ill keep you guys updated. also i think ill try icm that steve ent me a while back, i havent used it in a while ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [August 15, 2011, 10:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/88 "2011-08-15T22:21:06Z")
TUTH and A314 is my favorite combo 🙂. To me a pherobomb would have been 5 drops A314, 2 sprays TUTH 2X, 4 sprays IH, 4 Sprays Ishine…😃 ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 25, 2011, 6:04am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/89 "2011-08-25T06:04:42Z")
😮 that is one hell of pherobomb Steve I think im gonna continue to experiment with a few bombs, but i need to refill my stock of buffers first I just got back from the dominican republic and I had a blast, I walked around like a king. I met like 50 people there, all around my age, danced with a bunch of girls, got a lay in 😉 great times, i will report on it another time cause im tired right now. All I can say is a314 really turned some heads. I even had one girl come right up and say “I know you” and we had never met, while her friend just sat there staring at me 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 30, 2011, 6:33pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/90 "2011-08-30T18:33:31Z")
Hey guys, I guess its about time i report on my trip to DR, as you may have guesses, it was AMAZING!!! Sunday: I get there late, flights were delayed, but I start to not care as I start drinking. At first it looks like not too many people my age are there Usually if I know no one, im a little uncomfortable, but as soon as i get my momentum going, im unstoppable. frst night i didnt go to the club, and talked to a couple people i walked around a bit and was just chilling listening to some music on a swinging chair, these three women ask me to take their pic one is 24, cute blonde, but kinda tall. the other two are her MUCH older friends, like in their 40’s. i thought it was her mom and aunt for a sec. after the pic i leave, but the younger one gives me this “its on” smile, i figure ill talk to her later monday: mostly chilled by the pool during the day. i met a couple people my age who also happen to be from south florida like me. no mones yet, and just drinking in the pool and stuff. theres two pools on the reort, this one seems to have mostly families and kids i see one cute blonde by the shower and my friend says for someone to go talk to her. im drunk so i tell him to dare me to do it (im better under peer pressure for some reason) he dares me, so i comply. i go over and talk to the girl and her hot mom, introduce myself, turns out theyre italian. really poor english, but incredibly hot girls the resort is huge so we normally take the trolly around, at one point i run into the blonde girl i took the pic for and we get to talking for a bit. her friends point out that her bday is tomorrow. i can tell from her body language that shes already into me, so we just talk about random stuff then part ways we hit the club that night. at this point i know some people so im more comfortable. i wear 3 drop a314, 1 spray IJ, 1 IH its becoming my usual scent, especially cause alcohol sends me into “i dont give a damn mode” and IJ just boosts that for me i dance a bit, its too loud on the dance floor to talk to any girls, and lighting is so bad i can barely see any girls my friends leave to go home so i go to get food. i dont know anyone so i just ask to eat with some random ppl and make some friends they leave so i meet some more random people who suggest going to the beach at 2am we get there, its 3 girls and 6 guys, ratio was off so i decided to start talking to this blonde chick before the other guys could get to her. btw we werent dressed for the beach, so we all hop in the water in our underwear lol one of my friends had 25 shots of this drink called “mamajuana” which is like liquid viagra, and hes trying to talk to this one brunette french canadian chick. this french dude keeps cock blocking him and talking to the girl in french so i literally grab the girl and take her away from frenchy and throw her on my friend im trying to talk to the blonde one, but shes a little weird at times so i dont push anything we get kicked out of the beach by security, then one of my friends passes out on a beach chair. we wake him up and he rolls over, face first into the sand lol, he messes up all his clothes at this point im walking back to my place, kinda lost, in my wet boxers, holding my clothes. this drunk chick on the side of the road comments on how im in my boxers n i say “f— yeah i am” and go introduce myself to them i tend to be a crass drunk, but still very social. turns out theyre from south florida too we all get back to our own places and i pass out tuesday: i played some volleyball with the italian girl and her mom, plus a bunch of other people. a storm sets in and the italian mom runs to go protect her daughter that she left on a beach chair, i see them and help them cover the little girl (this becomes a little important later) i keep meeting more people at the bar in the pool, this time i spend more time by the adult pool i spend about an hour in the jacuzzi with two russian couples who spoke little english it was a little weird cause the russian women were touching me and really close despite their husbands being right there we talked about random shit, it was kinda interesting trying to communicate lol at night i run into picture girl, and its her bday. they invite me to walk them to the club since theyre lost. i give them directions and then this group of 3 girls try to get my attention i didnt realize i was behind an information desk, so being as tanned as i am, they thought i worked there lol. i bust their balls about it and go with the blonde girls at the bar im talking to some friends, then i go grab the blonde and start dancing with her i teach her a little spanish dancing, but she actually says how shes used to dirty dancing 🙄 this will be interesting so we try that for a bit. as were talking i keep her body pressed into mine, even though shes like 4 inches taller than me in her heels. i make a couple jokes n shes laughing hysterically i ask her if she got her bday kiss yet, she says no. cue makeout 🆒 a crappy song comes on so we sit and talk/kiss, then she says how her friends are about to leave. i tell her ill drop her home, and she says how she barely knows me. i tell her “my names sylvan, my favorite colors blue, what else is there to know?” which is a bs-ing line i got from rsd she leaves, so i go back to the bar, talk to some more girls, nbd at this point, my momentum is going strong. i know most people there. theres this cougar at the bar who is all over my friend, hes so drunk hes about to go f- her so were all desperately trying to save him, shes not cute were throwing him bottles of water, but the cougar keeps pursuing him lmao, its frickin hilarious. shes all over another of my friends, and hes like two shots from going at her too her husband is in the bathroom puking his brains out, and one of my friends tells him about his wife, seems like theyre swingers or some shit we manage to keep our friends safe and the guy gets his wife like an hour later im at the bar and my friend says theres a girl there i should talk to, im so drunk i thought he was pointing out the cougar and im just like “nah man, im not that drunk, dont do that to me.” he tells me its not the cougar, but the lighting is so bad i thought he was messing with me turns out i am that drunk cause i almost passed up a cute blonde, so i start chatting with this new girl. they have a dance contest on the dance floor which i go up for, somehow im kicked out as im about to be paired up with this cute brunette cuban chick, im pissed 😠 whatever later on i make some rounds saying by to the cute blonde and some other girls. the brunette cuban chick is next to her and i comment on how we havent met she says we have, but i say weve only seen each other and not actually met. its loud so im leaning in a bit, but while touching her to establish some kino the girls who thought i worked there are in the club. the cuter one is leaning on the bar so i knock her off and say “dont worry i work here” lol, good times she says i could have broken her hip, i say “i can brake your hip a number of ways, how would you like me to do it?” with complete intent, right in her face, with eye contact 🆒 i can feel the tension i tell her lets dance, and she says shes a better drinker than dancer, i dont give a shit. i take her hand and we start doing some merengue, which i discovered im really bad at i jump in some of there pictures, flirt with the cute one. seems like her friend is into me, cause she starts asking a bunch of questions about me i leave them and go to get food and i run into the cute blonde, the cuban chick, and some other people so i pull up a chair. we talk about random shit and bust the blondes balls for living in the boondocks off a dirt road i sleep/pass out at some point wednesday: probably my favorite night. i had some absinthe today, lotta fun i meet this group of filipinos. two girls, are dating the two guys, but all the girls look the same so it was hard to figure out which ones to hit on the day was just taking shots with different people, and meeting more girls i met this other cute cuban, a blonde one with a GREAT! ass, oh my gosh it was amazing. im talking to her, next thing you know my friend comes up and shes all over him no biggie, im not gonna cock block a guy with a better chance. out of nowhere more guys swarm her, i leave cause im not with the whole attention giving thing more girls/drinks/etc one random girl comes up and starts talking to me. i noticed her before becuse she had some nice tattoos and she was hanging out with older guys, also her body was nice she says how shes just talking to hot guys like me, i put her on my to-do list when she leaves she goes for a kiss on the cheek, which turns into more of a kiss on the lips. i stop her to talk some more, then one of the dudes she was talking to before pulls her away, he could tell i was prepped to steal her later on at dinner, the italian lady from before comes over to my table and thanks me for helping with her daughter and says hi to my mom and sister later at the bar, the girl count is low. so me and my friends say that the next group of girls to come up need to get talked to, i comment that we need to penetrate the group so the cute italian girl and 4 of her friends come up, straight super model walking and my friend asks whose gonna open, since i know 2 of them, im already half way there we do intros and talk about random stuff. the blonde one speaks a little english, 1 speaks spanish and english, the rest only italian. one of my friends speaks italian so he sets in on a cute brunette one of my friends cock blocks me and talks to the blonde one, WTF!?!?!?!?!!? this was not part of the plan 😠 we get in the club, me and my friend are occupying the 3 younger girls while my other two friends talk to the older ones. my italian speaking friend is doing well, the other guy whose talking to my target looks like hes talking to a guy, no kino, just wasting time im being nice, and giving him a fair shot. they end up having to leave and i grab the blonde and tell her that we are going to talk when she gets back i let my friend know that its all still fair game, no hard feelings. i go out to the bar later to find some more girls, and the italians are back this time the younger ones cant get in, so the cockblocker comes out and bribes security to let them in. i let him have another whack at the blonde cause he paid to get them in 3 of the girls are huddled together dancing on the dancefloor so i ask the oldest one to dance, she says no and i flip 😠😮😕 whoah, wtf? did i just bring 5 girls here just to not talk to any of them? hell fuck no!!! im furious! tim from rsd talks about using fury to ignite your game and spur you on, i had the fury. me and my friend talked about how that shit wasnt right, so we leave back to the bar outside to find more girls im outside the club and a cute blonde comes up and says she knows me, i rattle off some names, turns out weve never met, but she starts getting closer. says shes 17 so i cross her off my to-do list. this whole time, one of her friends is giving me the “eyes” but shes also underage, i could tell cause theyr sitting outside the 18+ club walking back to the club i see the brunette cuban and one of her friends, i walk right up, put my arms around both of them and walk them to the club. cubanitas mom is there so i introduce myself to her, were back in the club and im drinking with some friends the brunette cuban and her friend are about to leave and walk her mom bac, i grab both of them and pull them to the bar for shots, they say theyll take them later two things about me, momentum, and alcohol. at that point there was no such thing as personal space, i had no troble leading girls, pulling them by the hand ( as long as i had at least met them) and i assumed attraction in every case cus as far as i was concerned, im the shit 🆒 right about now i check up on the cockblock and the blonde, shes talking to some other dude and i ask cb what happened. he shrugs and says if she likes him enough, she’ll be back NONONONONONONONONONONONONONO!!! THATS NOT HOW THIS SHIT WORKS! THATS NOT HOW THE GAME IS PLAYED!!! i relaized i should have never let him even start with her cause he just wasted time. i even offer to pull her off of the other guy i never even met, he doesnt seem to care. i was about to take her for myself, but for that night i wanted to talk to the brunette cuban she comes back to the club and i take her by the hand to the dance floor. more spanish music so were dancing face to face n talking shes constantly leaning in, and since shes shorter, getting on her toes to talk to me, ioi! i spin her around to dance on me, she spins right back around, that kinda turned me on cause she wasnt too easy her friend comes up and pushes her out of the way to dance on me, good times lol. cubanita looks lonely so i grab her by the hand and put her behind me were all dancing, talking some more. i know i shouldve/couldve kiss closed there, i really dont have a good reason why i didnt i keep taking shots, and i mean a lot. i keep telling her to take a shot with me, she doesnt want to, whatever. i go by some friends for shots i introduce some friends to some girls, cause at this point i know pretty much all the girls we leave the club at some point, and one of my friends is talking t the cuban chick -\_- i kinda grab her to pull her away, and she brushes me off, then walks home by herself, i shouldve gone after her in restrospect to at least k-close i go to get food and im in between two tables chatting wit everyone i go back to the rooms of these filipino chicks and end up getting smoked out till about 5am. luckily my room was like 100 ft away or i wouldnt have made it back Thursday (last day): my mission today is to get shitfaced, but first my mom wakes me up around 630 am cause we have some stupid expedition to go on. i wake up still drunk and high, with no appetitie the trip kinda sucks, i wouldve preferred to get drunk at the resort i finally get back and my friends literally thought i died cause they didnt see me all day i run into the brunette cuban on the beach and talk to her briefly. back to the pool bar to chill before the night starts. i meet some more couples at this point, i already know most of he single people. my friend who spoke italian ended up hooking up with his chick this night. this was also his last night random stuff happens then i get to the bar. i meet these 2 girls who had been staring at me the night before and invite them to take shots with me at this point im just organizing giant groups of people to come get shitfaced with me, were doing 14 shots at a time due to the amount of people 😃 the blonde cuban girl walks past me and slaps my ass, so i return the gesture. looking back i shouldve probably grabbed her and threw her on top of the bar and used the old “if you keep touching me like that, im gonna have to start charging you” line i see the blonde girl i made out with the other night so i go invite her to the bar for shots, she comments how shes already drunk, but complies anyway her friend comes over and asks if im gonna take care of her, i say of course. she asks for my rooms number in case they need to “pick her up in the morning” lmao who else is at the bar but, captain cockblock himself, it wasnt enough that he messed shit up with the other blonde italian, but he felt the need to hit on this one too he took my advice about touching girls more to heart, but hes at the bar stroking this blonde girls arm as shes talking to me, its so awkward i, and the people immediately around are cracking up blondie tells me she feel uncomfortable, i offer to tell him to stop, but she says she doesnt wanna make him uncomfortable. WHAT!?!? that shit doesnt make sense woman so he’ll be talking to her, and shes laughing, which seems like shes mildly interested. as soon as im there, she literally jumps all over me, will grind on me, or make sexual remarks we were talking about skinny dipping and she said she’d do it with me later. and something else i said about ripping her clothes off, which gave cockbloack a shocked expression, then he was even more surprised at her response (she was completely down) so at this point i have options, i actually tell some of my friends i have the problem of too many girls!!! i know, an enviable position right? the italian girl just got to the bar, and the cuban would be there soon, but the blonde was on my shit now. i opted for door number 3 all it took was, “so whats your room number? let’s go” there was a lil lmr so i just repeated let’s go 2 more times, and we left. we tried walking to her place, but it was far as hell so we hopped on a golf cart (they had people on golf carts to shuttle people around) we get to her place, no lmr, and pow right in the kisser. 🆒 she kept saying “i dont usually do this, but whatever, im on vacation” after we finished, its almost 1am. she wanted to go dance then comeback for round 2, but i had some other girls i needed to talk to. i didnt the most asshole thing ever, i dropped her on a trolley, then said id take a nap and then meet her there cus i was tired. i get back to the club and my friend comes up and says “i heard you ditched the blonde chick” wtf, this just happened, how do u people know!?!?!?!? i didnt give a shit. funny thing is, i get back and she’s talking to the same cockblock who was touching her weird before, of well im sober now, so i grab people to take shots with me. im literally grabbing girls and pulling them with me. i grabbed one girl who was talking to some guy, i didnt give a shit lol the brunette cuban is dancing with some other dude, the song was a slow spanish song, or else i wouldve just taken her away from him i start dancing with one of the girls who taught i worked there. now the other friend is really touchy feely with me lol there was this weird white kid who kept wearing the same domo shirt to the club. i say im gonna take shots and hes like “yeah, we need to get these botches more drunk” lol that wasnt my intention, i have no problem pulling sober chicks two girls are dancing to spanish music so i split them apart so one can teach me and the other can teach the weird kid im not good at learning merengue drunk, and the other girl just gave up on the weird kid so we stopped i run into the brunette cuban, and i ask for her number since she lives in the same area as me, shes like “my room number?” lol i say no, shes like “my house number?”, i give her a funny look and im like no, your cell. she tells me to add her on fb. in retrospect, maybe room number wouldnt have been a bad thing 😃 but i kinda like this girl i shouldve walked her back cus her place was close, but whatever. ive texted her a bit since then, but i hate texting, im tryna chill with her sometime soon but shes busy a lot we leave the club and head to the casino which is open till 3am. i invite some random girls, one is cute, the other is fugly. theyre supposed to be sisters, 1 got all the looks. were taking tequila shots at the casino and they watered down the shots, probably cause we were loud and drinking all their alcohol we go to grab food, and some weird random guys sit down to eat with us without asking. one of the dudes went up the the cuban girl and whipped out the best pick-up line evr: “hey, im a dentist” lol it might have worked on the girls living in DR, but not on girls actually from america we proceed to fuck shit up, sword fights with sticks in the lobby, me doing the worm on the check in desk, and random stuff all while filming it security sees us so we run to my friends place and hide out there. cockblocker is sleeping in the room, we end up waking him up and here about how he hooked up with the blonde girl i fucked i was tempted to ask if it tasted like my dick, but i wasnt that much of an asshole lol and i didnt really care we all left at this point friday - just packed up and left. it was a little sad cause i probably wouldnt see these people again. i ran into a couple random people and said bye. were definitely planning another trip i didnt see the blonde girl. conclusion: my mix every night was 3 drops A314, 1IJ or 1TUTH, and 1 or 2 IH/IO after i hooked up with the blonde on thursday, i threw on 1s of ICM 3x srength, and natural copulins lol it seemed to pull more people into my reality cause i was gathering people like a rancher and people were attentive and complying to whatever i said with a314 i was the man as usual, always head held high, and completely bulletproof. with IJ, i didnt give a shit’s shit, the world was my oyster, and i was pulling girls literally without resistance this was tons of fun, and definitely a trip to be reapeated guys kept complaining about the lack of girls, if you have game, there are always girls. i literally would introduce guys to groups of girls and they would still complain -\_- oh well, not my poblem, clearly ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 30, 2011, 9:27pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/91 "2011-08-30T21:27:39Z")
to put things into perspective: the italian chick who i missed the chance to talk to: [Ilaria Querzoli | Facebook](http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1489472536) by the time i got back to the club on the last night, she had went to bed due to a headache. the brunette cuban: [Isandra Reyes | Facebook](http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1498345059) got her number, im bad at text game, im just trying to get a meetup going so i can handle this better. blonde cuban who slapped my ass the last night: [Ailys Toledo | Facebook](http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1744071254) blonde i did hook up with is the second from the right here: [Facebook](http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150290845888851.354031.568898850#!/photo.php?fbid=10150290856708851&set=a.10150290845888851.354031.568898850&type=1&theater) good times 😃 ---
**Author:** ![Jabez](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jabez/32/2193_2.png) [@Jabez](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Jabez)\ **Post date:** [August 31, 2011, 2:27pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/92 "2011-08-31T14:27:28Z")
Damn Man doing work! Wordaap! What is your opinion on IJ so far Jnoel? For me it is my favorite stand alone product and its super easy to be congruent with. ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [August 31, 2011, 2:36pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/93 "2011-08-31T14:36:51Z")
I just posted in your journal about it bro. that and a314 combined are my favorite base mix, plus a buffer of course. it feels like every money I use, my body becomes naturally congruent with it over time, my personality grows to fit the pheremone signature. i went to a huge event saturday (hotel party) with a friend from the forum, I was wearing IShine, a314, IJ, and I think something else he said every time he saw me in the hallways it was like I was glowing and I just had an aura about me I was talking to girls fearlessly and I had a great time that night ---
**Author:** ![Jabez](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jabez/32/2193_2.png) [@Jabez](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Jabez)\ **Post date:** [September 11, 2011, 6:10pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/94 "2011-09-11T18:10:29Z")
Yah I am getting A314 as soon as I get enough money. Just gotta pay my fines off. ---
**Author:** ![Jabez](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jabez/32/2193_2.png) [@Jabez](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Jabez)\ **Post date:** [October 4, 2011, 12:56pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/95 "2011-10-04T12:56:57Z")
I am experimenting with Ammo and IJ together, I started using my IH togo for now and o my god dude people get personal hardcore. I was in class today and my partner for installing OSes. I asked him one question and he proceeded to tell me some very personal details. I don’t even know what his name is lol! And Jnoel what kind of car is you new ride? I am in the process of saving up for my 3000Gt AR4 or a dodge stealth R/T. Both are sweet rides. R/T and 3000GT AR4 are both TT AWD 320HP and 300 lbs Torque 3000GT ARS is 6 speed and R/T is 5 speed. Debating on which 1 to get. Both are sick. HBU what you think man? ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [October 4, 2011, 4:47pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/97 "2011-10-04T16:47:30Z")
> [@Jabez](#): > > I am experimenting with Ammo and IJ together, I started using my IH togo for now and o my god dude people get personal hardcore. I was in class today and my partner for installing OSes. I asked him one question and he proceeded to tell me some very personal details. I don’t even know what his name is lol! And Jnoel what kind of car is you new ride? I am in the process of saving up for my 3000Gt AR4 or a dodge stealth R/T. Both are sweet rides. R/T and 3000GT AR4 are both TT AWD 320HP and 300 lbs Torque 3000GT ARS is 6 speed and R/T is 5 speed. Debating on which 1 to get. Both are sick. HBU what you think man? im out of both ammo and ij ☹ im gonna stock up again soon. the first time i tried IO some random guy starts making conversation with me after i just said a polite hi ive lst a lot of will to talk to girls. action has been working a lot better for me. i made out with two girls at a party the other day, the first one i was spelling my name out so she could add me on fb then just went for it. the other girl i said maybe 5 sentences to then we were making out in the bathroom i think ih or io would help me with talking a bit more. its not that i cant, i just dont feel like it 😕 btw my new car is a hyundai genesis 2.0 turbo, its pretty sweet. im trying to look into upgrading the turbo and doing a bit of work on it, im at 210 horses and i wanna get it up to around 300 if i was you id definitely go for the 3000 gt, ive always been a fan of that body style. the stealth is ok looking but i rather trust a japanese car than a dodge btw you gotta add me on fb bro [facebook.com/sylvan.noel](http://facebook.com/sylvan.noel) ---
**Author:** ![Jabez](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jabez/32/2193_2.png) [@Jabez](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Jabez)\ **Post date:** [October 4, 2011, 5:25pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/98 "2011-10-04T17:25:03Z")
Dude the Genesis are sweet Cars! Haha. At least you didn’t get Tiburon lol. Yah I am definitely leaning toward the 3000Gt AR4. Only thing is the AWD trannys go after awhile. So that is the only thing I would have to worry about. And when I get it I am gonna replace the stock turbos with aftermarket ones. Same PSI as the stock ones but only cost $500 for a set of replacement of them. And the replacements will last way longer then the stock turbos. Not to mention I am looking at cars with 100k+ Miles on them so the turbo’s won’t last forever. As far as the tranny goes I have a couple buddies that would help me get the flywheel resurfaced and the synchros rebuilt. So that is my ride of choice. As far as Ammo and IJ go I am about at 3/4 of a bottle left of IJ and 1/2 of Ammo. I am low on IS I have about a quarter of a bottle left. My P83 is almost out too. Haha. I need to pay my fines before I get anymore mones. Stupid FiveO nailed me for loud exhaust. $176 fine. BS if you ask me. Harley’s Get to have their shit as loud as they want but if a car has loud exhaust its the end of the world. ---
**Author:** ![jnoel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jnoel/32/650_2.png) [@jnoel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jnoel)\ **Post date:** [October 4, 2011, 6:31pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453/99 "2011-10-04T18:31:13Z")
> [@Jabez](#): > > Dude the Genesis are sweet Cars! Haha. At least you didn’t get Tiburon lol. Yah I am definitely leaning toward the 3000Gt AR4. Only thing is the AWD trannys go after awhile. So that is the only thing I would have to worry about. And when I get it I am gonna replace the stock turbos with aftermarket ones. Same PSI as the stock ones but only cost $500 for a set of replacement of them. And the replacements will last way longer then the stock turbos. Not to mention I am looking at cars with 100k+ Miles on them so the turbo’s won’t last forever. As far as the tranny goes I have a couple buddies that would help me get the flywheel resurfaced and the synchros rebuilt. So that is my ride of choice. As far as Ammo and IJ go I am about at 3/4 of a bottle left of IJ and 1/2 of Ammo. I am low on IS I have about a quarter of a bottle left. My P83 is almost out too. Haha. I need to pay my fines before I get anymore mones. Stupid FiveO nailed me for loud exhaust. $176 fine. BS if you ask me. Harley’s Get to have their shit as loud as they want but if a car has loud exhaust its the end of the world. im trying to find some people down here who know how to work on cars, i only know the basics and i dont wanna pay out the ass. i want a slightly bigger turbo, switch out the intercooler and exhaust, and throw in a chip. my exhaust sounds weak compared to my moms rsx. i may add a turbo or swap, whichever is safer for my car, but i have to talk to an expert. the thing i love the most about my car is the look. its pretty fast, 0-60 in 6.5 but it looks like a much faster car. my new job is paying great so ill get this stuff done around the new year i still have plenty of 10mcg p83, i love adding it to any mix. my next order is gonna be some IJ and IH/IO and IS, i run through buffers quickly. mones + alcohol is dangerous at times, i get on a super idgaf level. plus im having a house party in a few weeks, so i wanna have my mones for that sucks to hear about the fine, thats stupid of the cops to issue, its not like you were really bothering people. i could understand if it was night and youre reving your engine in your drive way and keeping ppl up. oh well, shit happens. i got 2 tickets in 1 week one time, that really sucks [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/jnoel-journal/44453.md?page=4)