# Journal of a skeptic starting to turn believer

**URL:** <https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146>\
**Category:** Men's Journals\
**Created:** [May 26, 2008, 10:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146 "2008-05-26T22:39:40Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 12\
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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 2, 2008, 4:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/21 "2008-06-02T04:03:36Z")

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I doubt anyone remembers my first hello post awhile ago, but I was in a predicament which had me confused.

I am relieved, as well is my now ex-GF, to say we have talked and both want to remain close friends, hopefully one day even bestfriends. I would rather have her as a friend and confidont then lose her entirely, so I am not going to bring up the subject of us tying for round 2 unless I believe it would be OK to do so. I have one of the most important things you can have from her or any woman…her trust, loyalty and respect; These I take and treat like something very fragile, seeing as any can be lost very easily and never gotten back.

We hung out for the first time as friends and we had a blast just like we always did while together; things were totally not awkward and I do foresee us becoming very close friends. I throw this in here for “shits and giggles” so you can kinda understand our backgrounds…we are both virgins 😮 and she was my 2nd GF and I was her 1st BF…amazingly seeing as I’m 24 and she’s 20…and not many people can say that, so I say wear it like a badge of honor and commitment to future Mrs. X 🆒…I am not a dirty man slut LOL…No really though, to each his/her own and I wouldn’t think any less of someone if they were a slut or whore LOL 😉

I wore my pheros for the first time around her and I guess its hard to say if they had any part in us having so much fun seeing as she is already attracted to me, feels safe and secure around me, and has always been chatty, etc with me. I did notice she was not afraid to be in close contact with me even though it was our 1st time together as friends and she didn’t mind if we accidentally touched or anything…both our faults actually 😃 I wore 2 sprays of AMMO to the chest, 2 sprays of [Instant Female Magic](https://a314.com/product/instant-female-magic/) (1 to hair and 1 to back of neck), 2 sprays of Instant Honesty (1 spray each to the wrist which I then wipe into the crook of my elbow on the opposite arm as this helps with dispersion). I guess I didn’t wear any Instant Shine this time around, and I contemplated whether I should have wore the AMMO or not…I kinda want to bring that one into the mix; I prefer the socials as they increase social activity and etc and aid in my pursuit of having good times and making memories. I guess I wear the AMMO so she can think “GOD why’d I break up with him?” LOL 😛

I myself love the smell of AMMO and Instant Shine and Instant Honesty…are they all orange/noreli? scent or are they different? I believe Instant Female Magic is unscented which is nice because I mix/layer some parfum my ex-GF bought for me for valentines over the Instant Female Magic 😃 So I know its something she likes and she’ll want to take a big ole whiff of my pheros 😛

I guess I found out that she was afraid I would no longer wish to be around her seeing as she broke up with me…she does very much so enjoy being around me and spending time together; she thinks I am a great guy; I too think she is an awesome girl.

So I guess I’m reporting here that things are going very well and I have not lost someone who I hold so dear to my heart.

I’ll post any note worthy advancements in our new relationship or reverts to the old relationship…hopefully one day we’ll be back together, but for now I’ll live my life and let her do whatever she wants…as I said I have the best possible friend in the world…someone I can go through "thick N’ Thin " with and share in life’s joys and miseries…🙂

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 3, 2008, 1:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/23 "2008-06-03T01:06:12Z")

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I really must say that AMMO is the shit…it really does work!!! At work, there is a very attractive 40 year old vet tech. I noticed when I started wearing my pheros to work (_what I wear to work is in previous post in this thread_) I noticed she became very flirty, displayed IOI (smiles, eye contact, etc) Its all fun and stuff seeing as she is married, but whats a little harmless fun at work, huh? 😛

I don’t know her personally, but she knows a relative of mine. We have always gotten along excellent, but I just had to mention my notice in her behavior as of late since I started wearing pheros cause its so funny to get this kind of reaction from someone who is in a dedicated marriage/relationship and normally doesn’t do so.

Just an observation.

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**Author:** ![Daedelus76](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/eb8c5e/32.png) [@Daedelus76](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Daedelus76)\
**Post date:** [June 3, 2008, 4:32pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/24 "2008-06-03T16:32:04Z")

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Great stuff… keep it up. You need more reps so I gave you one, too.

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 8, 2008, 3:47am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/25 "2008-06-08T03:47:07Z")

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I just ordered A314 and TUTH ToGo…now I have a collection going!!! 🙂 lol

I can’t wait to get the A314, not so much the TUTH seeing as I already have AMMO, which is why I got the ToGo size so I can test it out sometime…

Anyways, I love wearing my mix of 2 sprays of the following: AMMO and IS and IO and IH…I haven’t really gotten a chance to hit the bars or such seeing I’m just not really the type, but all the women I work with make eye contact, get very chatty and buddy buddy; I come around and they just brighten up and just smile and smile and smile!!! I think I should modify the title of my thread from : Journal of a skeptic starting to turn believer to: Journal of a believer once a skeptic 😛 lol

I really must admit I should try going awhile without wearing the arti pheros, then try one spray of each product solo and increase the spray #s so I can observe the effects…the problem is now I’m hooked on my mix and don’t want to stop!!! I’m just having too much fun!!!

Is the a AA version for pheros? 😃 lol

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 13, 2008, 4:42am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/26 "2008-06-13T04:42:19Z")

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Had a scare awhile ago…my [MX203](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/mx203/) fell out of my pocket and I didn’t know where it was. I went back to my friends house I had just been at and was looking around and she was like whatcha doing? I said I was looking for something. She said what? all I told her was a bottle spray thing 😉 I couldn’t find it and headed home. About 1.5 hours later she called me and said she found it in her yard. Luckily I had taken the label sticker off and used colored duck tape (for secret coding and also helps to prevent leaking as I’ve had at least one bad ToGo Bottle) and even if she sprayed it all she would think is it was cologne or something…😃😛

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 13, 2008, 5:07am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/27 "2008-06-13T05:07:52Z")

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A314

I just got mine earlier in the week and wore 2 drops for the first two days. First day didn’t notice anything, but 2nd day I did. While I was at physical therapy one of the therapists who normally doesn’t really talk to me much came over and was asking about my work and then she said something out of the blue…“are you married?” I was totally caught off guard, but quickly answered how things were going in that respect and we chatted until I was done with my exercises. This physical therapist is about a 46 year old female and I would say she would fit in the category of higher lifestyle & success, etc…was it the A314 that got her attention and got her in the mood to talk to a secretly dosed “alpha” or was it just an off day? I try to be congruent…you know dress properly and act a certain way, you know attempt to fit the description. Ooops I forgot to mention I had 2 sprays of [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) ToGo 2X strength on my arms…would this possibly help to draw her into invading my space bubble and chatting me up about quality issues?

Anyways on day 3 & 4 I wore 3 drops and only really got to go to a friends house and public places such as wal-mart and bar, etc. Of course I didn’t really notice anything from my female friend seeing as I’ve been around her for along time, but her husband, who I’ve only known for 3.5 months was unnormally quit and wouldn’t look me in the eyes…once again…was he tired and in a unsocial mood or was it the A314 making him avoid the “alpha”?

Duh! I forgot to mention I went to fill out a job application and I had added a spray of AMMO to the previous 3 drops of A314 and Instant Honesty applications. All the people I ran into were young caucasion females and they seemed to be looking at me in awe or smiley or very nice and courteous…they were slightly talkative, but not overly chatty.

I guess these are just my observations. I’m planning on going A314 solo, but I have a job interview tomorrow and I was wondering what else I could add…stick with the Instant Honesty or Shine perhaps? or just go A314 solo? I was thinking 3 drops of A314 would work well for me as it seems to be doing so. I think the honesty allows people to invade your bubble and I don’t think it really decreases any respect level just brings people closer???

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 13, 2008, 5:11am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/28 "2008-06-13T05:11:34Z")

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I guess I’d mix A314 and [Instant Gentleman](https://a314.com/product/gentleman/) for the interview, but Instant Gentleman is one of the few I don’t have yet.

Also the interviewer, who a friend of mine knows, is a homosexual…perhaps I should wear Mystery Boy??? I think I might get the job then…plus a #…😛 lol

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 13, 2008, 5:14am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/29 "2008-06-13T05:14:57Z")

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Oh yeah!!! Thx Androtics for the Free ToGo [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) 2X strength. First I got a MX203, and then this time I got a free Instant Honesty…I thought to myself, I already ordered a big bottle of IH already so why they give me this? Then I noticed it was 2x strength…😃

Thx again!!!

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 13, 2008, 5:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/30 "2008-06-13T05:25:46Z")

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I must say its hard to be around exs as friends, especially when you know they still like you very much…the “accidental touching”, acting almost like your still together, etc…ohhhh but I learned alot from the situation and have gained much insight. Even though I’m a young early 20s I have very little experience as does the ex. I resulted in the breakup seeing as I called her out and asked certain questions about things I thought odd…

Its hard to say this, but I’m glad we broke up…I have a new aspect on dating, etc. I was a little too serious and realized I need to not focus on past or future, but just the present…relax!!!..have fun!!!..enjoy being young and living it up!!! I guess I never had a wild side in my 18-23 range, but now at 24 I’m gonna get out and have some fun!!!

Put them pheros to use!!!

I guess I’m still very close friends with the ex, so I believe if its met to be we’ll hook up down the road, if not then I have a damn awesome friend!!!

Life…what an adventure!!!

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [June 13, 2008, 5:27am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/31 "2008-06-13T05:27:36Z")

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Dam\*\*t!!! Hurry up and hit the 50 post mark bear!!! I find the approved post annoying, but I guess its for good reason, huh? 😃

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**Author:** ![carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/carebear_s_niceguy/32/1210_2.png) [@carebear\_s\_niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy)\
**Post date:** [September 2, 2014, 12:20am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-of-a-skeptic-starting-to-turn-believer/13146/32 "2014-09-02T00:20:47Z")

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**Welcome, [carebear’s niceguy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/carebear_s_niceguy).**  
You last visited: July 25th, 2008 at 01:31 AM

I’m back!!! A new record? Figured out my 6 year old password!!! lol

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**Author:** ![CelticPrince](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/celticprince/32/397_2.png) [@CelticPrince](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CelticPrince)\
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