# journal v2.0 **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [February 16, 2008, 5:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204 "2008-02-16T05:02:32Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 4
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [June 22, 2008, 4:09am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/61 "2008-06-22T04:09:34Z")
Hi ariadne. Tried to send you a PM four times yesterday…lol. I’ve been having trouble. Can you let me know if you got any? It may be incomplete or not at all IDK. Thanks. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![ariadne](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ariadne/32/770_2.png) [@ariadne](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ariadne)\ **Post date:** [June 22, 2008, 4:15am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/62 "2008-06-22T04:15:22Z")
> [@Bella](#): > > Hi ariadne. Tried to send you a PM four times yesterday…lol. I’ve been having trouble. Can you let me know if you got any? It may be incomplete or not at all IDK. Thanks. 🙂 I haven’t gotten _any_ PMs from you Bella! I think Inkling was having trouble with her PMs a few days ago, too. ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [June 22, 2008, 5:39am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/63 "2008-06-22T05:39:52Z")
Don’t know what’s wrong. I owe Tisha a PM, too. But since I was having trouble I just bagged it for today. Phatsounds said he was having trouble as well. So, IDK. I’ll try again tomorrow. 🙄 ---
**Author:** ![ariadne](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ariadne/32/770_2.png) [@ariadne](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ariadne)\ **Post date:** [June 24, 2008, 11:05pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/64 "2008-06-24T23:05:31Z")
I was a Cop Bomb today! 8 drops EoW to wrists, neck, cleavage 10 drops unscented Lust After Me 20X cops/Pink Sugar oil mix to forearms, neck, cleavage, hair 6 sprays IS/B to back of neck, hair, and chest 2 sprays Instant Shine 2X to chest and hair 2 sprays [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) 4X to back of head I decided to go overboard today because I was going to be working with TG and also because I’m due to start my period and really needed a sexiness boost. Let me just preface by saying that while I am certainly not yet an expert with pheromones, I know (I think!) how to handle this level of heavy duty stuff in my work environment. Lower dosages have brought about some surprising reactions, but nothing scary or threatening. I decided to brave the waters of “ **HELLO! I AM FERTILE AND HERE I AM!** ” and suffer the consequences if any were to arise. Did I ever mention that I’m secretly a thrill seeker? 😉 Anyway, nothing terribly extraordinary happened as far as the phero world goes. TG called me over to his office asking if he could “show me something”. In hind sight, if I had at the time been more conscious of what I was wearing, I would have been more excited by this prospect! I would have been let down, though, as he just wanted to show me some technical specs. The surprising aspect to this conversation was, he spoke in a low conspiratorial tone to me the entire time, like he was sharing some deep secrets that no one else should know. He did eventually let me in on something he asked me to keep to myself, but it’s not earth shattering and I actually have no idea why he wants me to remain quiet about this bit of information. 😕 I credit Instant Honesty for the secret-sharing, but speaking to me in a low almost-whisper from the get-go I can only deduce was due to the cops. I think he wanted to draw me very close to him and make the conversation as intimate as possible in the environment we were in. It was a very intense conversation for the subject matter, the sort that causes you to gaze into the other person’s eyes for extended periods of time, only to shake yourself and wonder if you are making the other person uncomfortable. If we weren’t talking shop and were in a movie, I would have expected him to bend me backwards and kiss me like that WWII sailor in Times Square. ![](https://us1.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/uploads/pheromonetalk/original/2X/f/f42dba2173d5bda63fc14a50a91886d8d1bebd19.jpeg) I’m certain I’ve pushed him as far as he’s going to go in the work environment. As Bella and countless others have suggested, I’m working on getting him out of the office asafp. 😃 ---
**Author:** ![inkling](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/inkling/32/2326_2.png) [@inkling](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/inkling)\ **Post date:** [June 24, 2008, 11:17pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/65 "2008-06-24T23:17:09Z")
Yowsa that is a lot of cops. I get all weepy if I wear copulins that close to my period. It’s time for you to scout the area for new restaurants to suggest trying for lunch! I do think you might have to suggest it, well because if he is thinking the way I’m thinking he’s probably thinking, he isn’t going to be able to with a clean conscience. 😉 But not the burrito place. 😃 ---
**Author:** ![bookgirl](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/c67d28/32.png) [@bookgirl](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bookgirl)\ **Post date:** [June 24, 2008, 11:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/66 "2008-06-24T23:37:08Z")
> [@ariadne](#): > > [http://i33.photobucket.com/albums/d57/b\_gardenia/War/ww-II/20070728155109990007.jpg](http://i33.photobucket.com/albums/d57/b_gardenia/War/ww-II/20070728155109990007.jpg) This is my favorite picture! 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![ariadne](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ariadne/32/770_2.png) [@ariadne](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ariadne)\ **Post date:** [June 25, 2008, 2:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/67 "2008-06-25T02:00:01Z")
> [@inkling](#): > > I do think you might have to suggest it, well because if he is thinking the way I’m thinking he’s probably thinking, he isn’t going to be able to with a clean conscience. 😉 Yeah, I’m thinking the way you’re thinking about what _he’s_ probably thinking. 😉 I just hope his conscience doesn’t get in the way when I finally work up the guts to say something. ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [June 25, 2008, 8:04am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/68 "2008-06-25T08:04:13Z")
LOL! Cop Bomb? Heh. More like nuclear reactor! > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **8 drops EoW to wrists, neck** __ **cleavage** _ > _ **10 drops unscented Lust After Me 20X cops/Pink Sugar oil mix to forearms, neck, cleavage, hair** _ > _ **6 sprays IS/B to back of neck, hair, and chest** _ > [@inkling](#): > > _ **Yowsa that is a lot of cops** _. > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **I decided to brave the waters of “HELLO! I AM FERTILE AND HERE I AM!”** _ Think he heard ya. 😃 And I hear your frustration. > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **I credit Instant Honesty for the secret-sharing, but speaking to me in a low almost-whisper from the get-go I can only deduce was due to the cops.** _ It was both. Gotta use anything that will help him get off the freakin’ dime. Maybe a hand grenade or a stick of TNT up his…oh never mind. > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **TG called me over to his office asking if he could “show me something”.** _ _ **The surprising aspect to this conversation was, he spoke in a low conspiratorial tone to me the entire time, like he was sharing some deep secrets that no one else should know.** _ _ **He did eventually let me in on something he asked me to keep to myself, but it’s not earth shattering and I actually have no idea why he wants me to remain quiet about this bit of information.** _ 😕 It was his excuse to draw close, lean in, drill you with his eyes and sniff the sh\*t outta you. He shares a secret…something that’s..ahem…just between the two of you…doesn’t matter what it is. Now ya gotta get the…other thing…between you. That’s the goal, right? A little trickier. Why can’t the two of you share a REAL secret? Like the fact that you’re seeing each other/sleeping together…on the outside. _Now that’s a secret_. Maybe you can get around to discussing it at lunch. IDK. This can go a lotta ways. 🙄 > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **I’ve pushed him as far as he’s going to go in the work environment.** _ _ **I’m working on getting him out of the office asafp.** _ 😃 He’s obviously having difficulty with these feelings in the workplace and maybe in general. If you can get him out…he may really show you something. He’s pretty tightly strung from the way you’ve described him. If you can swing it, and he’s agreeable, a place that serves alcohol would be ideal. He could possibly loosen up. Don’t _you_ drink but a little and make it something light. _You_ need to keep what’s left of your head on when you’re with this guy. > [@inkling](#): > > _ **It’s time for you to scout the area for new restaurants to suggest trying for lunch! I do think you might have to suggest it** _ And don’t go to a restaurant that’s too formal, you want him to relax…more conducive to him opening up/letting go. Maybe after work…cocktails? is the way to go. That way you wouldn’t have to worry about returning to the office. That scenario lends itself to even more possibilities. IDK if that’s even possible. I forget…you said he’s single, right? No wife or GF… > [@inkling](#): > > _ **But not the burrito place** _. 😃 LOL! Maybe someplace with finger food…ala [Tom Jones (1963 film)- lusty eating scene](http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1zHzbgZ3ys)…will inspire him. > [@inkling](#): > > _ **well because if he is thinking the way I’m thinking he’s probably thinking, he isn’t going to be able to with a clean conscience.** _ 😉 > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **Yeah, I’m thinking the way you’re thinking about what he’s probably thinking.** _ Ain’t we a stinkin’ thinkin’ bunch! I’m thinkin’ his testy may be so high from all the cops he can’t think straight! > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **I just hope his conscience doesn’t get in the way when I finally work up the guts to say something** _ Ah. The moment of truth. Your workin’ your way there. OK. What do ya do when you get there? Ya gotta be prepared goin’ in…as much as you can. And if he flakes on you and goes all squirrely…you gotta be ready for that too. If you’re a girl scout and know how to tie knots…even better. > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **and suffer the consequences if any were to arise.** _ So we don’t know, for sure, what’s holdin’ him up. Seriously…consequences…like losing your/his job? That he…bite my tongue…rejects you? Are you interested in a relationship with him or just fun. I mean _does he matter_…cut to the chase…I quess what I’m asking is…is it love or lust? Both? If that’s too personal dun answer. I’m just trying to get a clearer picture. > [@ariadne](#): > > _ **Did I ever mention that I’m secretly a thrill seeker? 😉** _ We’re on to you. 😛 ---
**Author:** ![ariadne](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ariadne/32/770_2.png) [@ariadne](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ariadne)\ **Post date:** [June 25, 2008, 12:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/69 "2008-06-25T12:53:55Z")
> [@Bella](#): > > I forget…you said he’s single, right? No wife or GF… > [@Bella](#): > > So we don’t know, for sure\*,\* what’s holdin’ him up. He’s not single. ☹ That’s the primary hold up. The other one, I’m sure, is the fact that he’s in a superior position to me at work and maybe isn’t quite sure what _my_ feelings are. I’ve flirted with him, sure, but it’s been rather work safe. > [@Bella](#): > > Seriously…consequences…like losing your/his job? That he…bite my tongue…rejects you? That he rejects me and it changes our working environment. If he doesn’t want anything, I’m cool with that and it wouldn’t change how I interact with him. I’m afraid it would change _him_, though. > [@Bella](#): > > Are you interested in a relationship with him or just fun. I mean _does he matter_…cut to the chase…I quess what I’m asking is…is it love or lust? Lust, pure and simple. No point in it being anything else, as I’m not interested in breaking up what he’s already got. ---
**Author:** ![ariadne](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ariadne/32/770_2.png) [@ariadne](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ariadne)\ **Post date:** [July 5, 2008, 10:06pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/70 "2008-07-05T22:06:35Z")
Nothing new to report concerning TG #1. Same old, same old. The cat and mouse game that never goes anywhere but frustrates the hell out of me, LOL. 😛 I’ve decided I’m going to start referring to him as Mr. Darcy, since he reminds me so much of that character, especially as played by Colin Firth. It just occurred to me the other day when he gave me one of those long, penetrating looks that make me stop breathing for a few seconds. [http://i310.photobucket.com/albums/kk420/ariadne\_acosta/mrdarcy.jpg](http://i310.photobucket.com/albums/kk420/ariadne_acosta/mrdarcy.jpg) 😮 😛 He’s not American and amongst all the silly superficial people at work, he just comes across so haughty and full of himself. Until you get to know him, which I have. Bit by bit… ---
**Author:** ![tisha23](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/53a042/32.png) [@tisha23](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/tisha23)\ **Post date:** [July 6, 2008, 8:17pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/71 "2008-07-06T20:17:20Z")
Oh god I love Colin Firth. 😃 ---
**Author:** ![ariadne](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ariadne/32/770_2.png) [@ariadne](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ariadne)\ **Post date:** [July 26, 2008, 5:02pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/72 "2008-07-26T17:02:33Z")
8-ball, side pocket… sunk! 😃 p86/p83 and EoW is a wicked combo, ladies! 😮 50mcg p86 25mcg p83 6 drops EoW oh, and a spritz of [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) 4X covered by Pink Sugar OMFG, I think I threw my back out. 😮 More to come… ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [July 26, 2008, 7:33pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/73 "2008-07-26T19:33:40Z")
> [@ariadne](#): > > 8-ball, side pocket… sunk! 😃 > > OMFG, I think I threw my back out. 😮 > > More to come… 😮…Ooooo girl!.._does that mean what I think it means?_ 😃 😛 🙂 Dont’ worry about your back. I can help…I’ve got a great chiropractor on speed dial! 😛 Now dish it! 😉 ---
**Author:** ![ariadne](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ariadne/32/770_2.png) [@ariadne](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ariadne)\ **Post date:** [July 27, 2008, 3:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/74 "2008-07-27T03:30:10Z")
> [@Bella](#): > > 😮…Ooooo girl!.._does that mean what I think it means?_ 😃 😛 🙂 > > Dont’ worry about your back. I can help…I’ve got a great chiropractor on speed dial! 😛 > > Now dish it! 😉 Haha, it does indeed! He asked me into his office a few days ago saying he had something he wanted to discuss with me. He proceeded to tell me it was possible that people were going to be shifted around to different projects due to money issues and office politics I won’t go into here. He said it was likely we wouldn’t be working together again, and then stopped talking and stared at me. I tried to maintain neutral composure, but maybe I betrayed some disappointment on my face. At any rate, he reached over and pushed the door to his office shut. He lowered his voice quite a bit to tell me that he was going to try to change that, but asked me to not get my hopes up about it. I gave him kind of a puzzled look and started to ask him how he intended to change that (he doesn’t have that sort of leverage), but he interpreted the look on my face wrong and asked “would you like me to do that? Should I stick my neck out for this?” I told him I would certainly like to remain working with him but that he should not do anything to damage his position for it. He grabbed my arm at the elbow and said “I need to know if you want this”. I said “I need to know what you’re talking about before I answer that”. He replied “maybe we should talk after work” and asked me to meet him at a coffee shop nearby when I got off. I reapplied all pheros before I left. At the coffee shop he said he needed to know if the signals he was picking up on were accurate, what exactly did I want out of working relationship, etc. I tried to play innocent/dumb/etc a bit until he spilled his own agenda, but this just frustrated him. He finally blurted out that he couldn’t take the tension he was feeling anymore and needed to know if I knew what he was talking about, if I felt the same. I replied that I did, and he completely spilled his guts in a rather frank manner about needing to relieve his tension and how he wanted to go about doing that. In a coffee shop! I was all 😮😃[Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) strikes again! We left the coffee shop for immediate tension relief and have been engaging in same after work since then. ---
**Author:** ![inkling](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/inkling/32/2326_2.png) [@inkling](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/inkling)\ **Post date:** [July 27, 2008, 3:39am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/75 "2008-07-27T03:39:38Z")
Excellent you got your Mr. Darcy! More detailed details! 😃 Now I’m off to check the google spreadsheet for p86 infos to see if I gotta have this one too. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [July 27, 2008, 8:54am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/76 "2008-07-27T08:54:07Z")
😮 **Yes! FINALLY!** 😃 Oooh, I’m all giddy now! Oh man… what you must have been doing to the poor man all these past months… hehehe. You’re awesome, chica 😉 Jeez, the longer I put off my order, the less money I’m gonna have left in my bank account 🙄 ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [July 27, 2008, 10:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/77 "2008-07-27T10:33:48Z")
😮!!! Well, well, well. 😃 Whadaya know. Your time, effort and patience finally payed off. I’m so happy for you! You’ve been workin’ that burr under his saddle for a while…heh heh. 😛 He was prompted by the impending changes at work and knew that if he didn’t make a move you’d probably get away. Hallelujah! Can’t wait to hear what happens next! The plot thickens… Way to go, girl, I’m proud of ya! 😉 Bella REPS! You earned 'em, baby! 🙂 😃 🆒 ---
**Author:** ![ariadne](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ariadne/32/770_2.png) [@ariadne](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ariadne)\ **Post date:** [July 27, 2008, 11:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/78 "2008-07-27T23:51:24Z")
> [@inkling](#): > > More detailed details! 😃 Haha, what other details do you require, Ms. Inkling? 😛 He’s been pretty rough and aggressive, which is how I like it. 😃 I have no idea if this is normal for him or if it’s a combination of my pheros and finally getting his ya-yas out. I asked him if he was always so ferocious in bed, to which he said “you think this has been ferocious?” 😮 Thanks for the reps, people! ---
**Author:** ![Kitten](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/kitten/32/1051_2.png) [@Kitten](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Kitten)\ **Post date:** [July 28, 2008, 12:18am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/79 "2008-07-28T00:18:35Z")
Yaywoooo! Very nicely played. I especially like this part: “I need to know if you want this”. I said “I need to know what you’re talking about before I answer that”. Very very very nice, m’dear! So what’s the story with P86? ---
**Author:** ![inkling](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/inkling/32/2326_2.png) [@inkling](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/inkling)\ **Post date:** [July 29, 2008, 2:23am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204/80 "2008-07-29T02:23:19Z")
> [@ariadne](#): > > Haha, what other details do you require, Ms. Inkling? 😛 > > He’s been pretty rough and aggressive, which is how I like it. 😃 I have no idea if this is normal for him or if it’s a combination of my pheros and finally getting his ya-yas out. I asked him if he was always so ferocious in bed, to which he said “you think this has been ferocious?” 😮 > > Thanks for the reps, people! Hahaha! That’ll do. 😉 I am interested in p86, what I found interesting on the google spreadsheet is that it is described as a cousin [pheromone](https://pheromonelabs.com/shop/) to the elusive and forever out of stock p96 described as feminine est like and erotic. I have wanted that one for months now. [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204.md?page=3) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journal-v2-0/9204.md?page=5)