# Journaling endeavors of M.W.’s social metamorphosis **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [May 12, 2008, 12:42am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489 "2008-05-12T00:42:17Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 2
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [May 20, 2008, 1:47am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/21 "2008-05-20T01:47:20Z")
> [@FantasyAngel](#): > > Aww The Gentleman sounds so sweet, I’m rooting for him 😃! I’m currently searching for someone like that, someone I can cuddle, chat, and giggle with _sigh_. > Ooooo you’re just dangling your charms in front of The Gangster and presenting a yummy challenge with that Instant Sexiness A 😉. You go, girl!! Looking forward to more of your posts! I think I’m rooting for The Gentleman as well _lol_ He is definitely the last of a dying breed…At least where I’m from he is. ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [May 20, 2008, 2:10am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/22 "2008-05-20T02:10:39Z")
The Casino Continued Ok I’m back _lol_ Where was I? Oh yeah, bff is giving me some odd looks which I return–Told ya’ll our friendship is weird. But she remained silent and distant for the remainder of the ride. We get to the casino and got the car valeted and I promise it was like all eyes were on me as we walked up to the entrance. I will be honest and say that I was skeptical about claims of all eyes being on pheromone wearers the minute they walked into some where because I’m like…How do they know where to look? That is when accompanied with a group of course…I still don’t know, but I’ma believer. The Gangster walked with his arm around my waist and his chest poked out–I was cracking up. Bff seemed irritated. I got free drinks from The Gangster, Bff’s hubby, and one “on the house” for having a beautiful smile:o . The Gangster let me throw his dice at the crap table and gave me some $ to try my hand at black jack. Bff ignored me the entire night, though she did stay close by me. She said nothing to me until we got back home and then she only said a dry good bye. I think I may need to wear some Female Magic in conjunction with the other products around her. The Gangster wanted me to follow him to his house and I told him I’d take a rain check. He’s a cool guy and all, I’m just put off by him wanting the prize without gettin to know me _sigh_ Sooooo…We hugged goodbye with promises to call each other the next day I am now a true believer in pheromones as they have definitely feminized my siggy…And so quickly, I thought I was in for a lot of trial and error but so far so good. Typically, I have no prob attracting guys its jus when they spend a few minutes in my presence, they get put off by me. Since I’ve been using pheromones, this hasnt happened which is a plus. Ok, The Gentleman is bringing dvds so I must bathe myself in MX135 _giggle_ Until next time… ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [May 28, 2008, 11:17pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/23 "2008-05-28T23:17:54Z")
p74 trials Well if you haven’t guessed it by now, I am so not consistant when it comes to keeping a journal–But its not my fault I swear! Been busy with work and my new found mini social life _lol_ So I ordered p74 because I was interested in acquiring the effects of est. I got the to go bottle @ 12.5 mcg/spray. As hard as it was, I tested this product by itself for three days **Day One** 2 sprays of p74; 1 on each side of my neck. I decided against spraying my wrists as I was going to work and have to wash my hands a billion and one times during shift. Self Effects: Nada Environment: The twilight zone j/k Effects on others: Nada ☹ **Day Two** 3 sprays of p74; 1 on each side of my neck, and one split between the wrists Self Effects: Nada Testing Environment: Borders Book store Effects on others: Well, I was browsing thro the a.a. fiction section which is located near the gay/lesbian section and there was a white 20 something female in the aisle browsing the latter section. She paid no attention to me as I passed her but when I reached for a book she turned and looked at me as if I called her name or something…I smiled, said hi and started flipping thro the book I grabbed. She said nothing (how rude _lol_) So I continued to reach for books and every time I did that, she would look in my direction. So I’m thinking…ok this is weird–I get the books I came for and as I was walking past her she kinda leaned into me? It wasnt me as I have this thing with personal space so I try to allow distance between me and other people. Our shoulders brushed and she said “oh I’m sorry, excuse me” I jus knodded and walked to the counter. While waiting in line there was a white guy I dunno, maybe 30ish holding a baby girl who had the prettiest eyes I’ve ever seen. He had his back to me with baby girl looking at me over his shoulders–she had to be like 6 months and she was just coo’ing and talking baby gibberish and reaching for me, so I started talking back to her ( not in baby gibberish _lol_) thats when daddy turned around. He smiled at me and baby girl kept trying to get me back in her line of sight. I thought that was cute. Soooo I dunno if those were hits or not 😕…Still kinda new to this **Day Three** 4 Sprays of p74; 1 on each side of my neck, 1 split between the wrists, and 1 to my cleavage area Self Effects: Nada…again Testing Environment: The bowling alley Effects on others: Went bowling with bff and her two girls who are ages 7 and 5. The 5 year old has latched onto me since she was an infant (she is a gemini like me) the older one not so much (she is a leo). I hadn’t seen my god daugthers in probably 2 or 3 weeks so when I got the bowling alley they charged at me full speed. So I get my hugs and kisses from both and the 5 year old goes “Ti Ti I wanna hug you again” and she does…The oldest says “yeah me too” and hugs me for what felt like an eternity. Usually she hugs me briefly, pecks my check and goes about her business so that is definitely a hit. After our hugs they both grabbed a hand and we walked over to where bff was. Now this is normal behavior for the youngest, not the oldest. I was a little anxious about bff’s reaction as they havent been good so far with me using pheromones but things went well. We had talked on the phone the prior evening and she and her hubby were going thro some tough times so I expected her to be stressed but she was happy go lucky. She knows that I am not a touchy feely person ( its the personal space thing _lol_) And she usually touches while she talks but she catches herself with me or say "I’m sorry, I know you don’t like to be touched…But this time when she touched me she said “and I aint apologizing either, you’re like a sister to me and I can touch you!” I told her I’d let it slide jus this one time _lol_ So p74 is a hit with bff- I was starting to worry about her and my pheromones…Keep in mind the ones I exposed her to were Tal products…I’m curious to see how she’ll react to Tah products…hmmmm… Quick question: I’ve read that people who know you already tend to react slower, but that hasn’t been the case with me so far. My family and bff reacted almost immediately to my pheromone change…Could it be due to the fact that I really don’t spend that much time around them? Aside from pheromone usage, I’ve been making other changes in my life and everything is blending so well! Normally I don’t have the desire to keep up any self transformation that I start, I really do believe the pheromones are giving me the needed boost to keep things going. Have I mentioned that I’m so happy I found this site yet? _lol_ I have more reports with my pairing p74 with other products I jus can’t type them right now…Short attention span thing _lol_ Until Next Time 😃 ---
**Author:** ![inkling](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/inkling/32/2326_2.png) [@inkling](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/inkling)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 2:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/24 "2008-05-29T02:08:56Z")
I think you bff will get used to the [pheromone](https://a314.com/shop/) signature change. What she will have to work on getting used to is your new ability to hold the spot light that she is used to having to herself. Close friends settle in to these type of roles, with some friends & 3 of my sisters I am more dominant and in the lead. With my older sister we knock heads so I step back and she is more dominant. Doesn’t help that I’m a taurus and she’s a capricorn. Rarely she accommodates me, it’s getting to be more equal as we age. We’re too old to beat the tar of each other now. 😛 I’m going to use super hero & side kick example. LOL For the extent of your friendship you’ve probably? taken the side kick to her super hero. The night at the casino you stepped in to super hero and twisted her noggin. Sound about right? It’ll be alright if she can accept it. ---
**Author:** ![FantasyAngel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fantasyangel/32/952_2.png) [@FantasyAngel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/FantasyAngel)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 4:35am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/25 "2008-05-29T04:35:58Z")
The stealing of the spotlight was definitely most likely the reason she was all quiet during casino night. Gosh, I really want to steal the spotlight from my Leo friend for once! She needs to get dethroned from ‘queen bee’ status sometime!! MWAHAHAHA (I’m so weird LOL)…now I just have to wait until my phero order arrives. There’s a thread about [P74](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p74/) in the women’s forum. The ladies are talking about using P74 with other products (such as Lust After Me, cops, and Instant Honesty) to get more effects with men. I’m getting more and more interested in P74…can’t wait to read more of your reports on using P74 with other products! 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![lifeissweet](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/l/97f17d/32.png) [@lifeissweet](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/lifeissweet)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 6:24am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/26 "2008-05-29T06:24:42Z")
You also have some fans here. Enjoyed reading your journal. Rep to you! ---
**Author:** ![djacquelyn](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/djacquelyn/32/2180_2.png) [@djacquelyn](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/djacquelyn)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 4:43pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/27 "2008-05-29T16:43:44Z")
Hi M.W. Girrrrrr! your journal is very worthy reading material. I started reading and could not stop. You got a lot going on in that journal thus far. Can’t wait to read more. I am also african american and I havent seen much posted regarding pheromone use by the sistahs so naturally I was drawn to hear what you had to say, and now I am really sold on pheromones being real. We also have in common that we are both gemini’s. yes, my birthday is june 10…so let me say happy birthday to you in advance. I just got my items today as a matter of fact. yes, I am so hyped right now. Will be testing on next week with a target guy and then going out as a prelude to my b-day the same week with a group of my girls. but who knows I may have to dip in the goodies before then. Cant wait to post some experiences. Anyways, just wanted to say great journal sistah girl and don’t you just love the women on this forum, well actually everbody so far, male and female seemed to be what I like to call “good peoples” and what a sense of humor so many of them have. ---
**Author:** ![lifeissweet](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/l/97f17d/32.png) [@lifeissweet](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/lifeissweet)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 5:13pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/28 "2008-05-29T17:13:03Z")
> [@djacquelyn](#): > > Hi M.W. > Girrrrrr! your journal is very worthy reading material. I started reading and could not stop. You got a lot going on in that journal thus far. Can’t wait to read more. > > I am also african american and I havent seen much posted regarding pheromone use by the sistahs so naturally I was drawn to hear what you had to say, and now I am really sold on pheromones being real. We also have in common that we are both gemini’s. yes, my birthday is june 10…so let me say happy birthday to you in advance. > > I just got my items today as a matter of fact. yes, I am so hyped right now. Will be testing on next week with a target guy and then going out as a prelude to my b-day the same week with a group of my girls. but who knows I may have to dip in the goodies before then. Cant wait to post some experiences. > > Anyways, just wanted to say great journal sistah girl and don’t you just love the women on this forum, well actually everbody so far, male and female seemed to be what I like to call “good peoples” and what a sense of humor so many of them have. I am also a sistah (black african) by the way so you ladies are not alone. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![djacquelyn](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/djacquelyn/32/2180_2.png) [@djacquelyn](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/djacquelyn)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 6:28pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/29 "2008-05-29T18:28:51Z")
> [@lifeissweet](#): > > I am also a sistah (black african) by the way so you ladies are not alone. 🙂 Hey lifeissweet, so I see we are not alone. smile. isn’t this journal amazing? Where is M.S. by the way, I can’t wait to read the next entry. ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 8:07pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/30 "2008-05-29T20:07:05Z")
> [@inkling](#): > > I think you bff will get used to the pheromone signature change. What she will have to work on getting used to is your new ability to hold the spot light that she is used to having to herself. > Close friends settle in to these type of roles, with some friends & 3 of my sisters I am more dominant and in the lead. With my older sister we knock heads so I step back and she is more dominant. Doesn’t help that I’m a taurus and she’s a capricorn. Rarely she accommodates me, it’s getting to be more equal as we age. We’re too old to beat the tar of each other now. > > I’m going to use super hero & side kick example. LOL > > For the extent of your friendship you’ve probably? taken the side kick to her super hero. The night at the casino you stepped in to super hero and twisted her noggin. Sound about right? It’ll be alright if she can accept it. Wow, I’ve never known a Taurus to back down …Its true what they say, anything is possible _lol_ j/k but yeah, your super hero/side kick analogy is on point. I’m more laid back and reserved. I don’t crave attention its actually quite opposite with me and bff is vice versa so wearing the Tal products definitely shifted our friendship paradigm. Thing is, I don’t feel as tho she is truly dominant, she tries too hard, its not a natural state with her. The more I sit back and reflect, I think I am more dominant then she is. Our monthly cycles are in sync and mine almost always triggers hers. Given my medical problem, there were times when I didn’t have a monthly visitor even being around her while hers was on. > [@FantasyAngel](#): > > The stealing of the spotlight was definitely most likely the reason she was all quiet during casino night. Gosh, I really want to steal the spotlight from my Leo friend for once! She needs to get dethroned from ‘queen bee’ status sometime!! MWAHAHAHA (I’m so weird LOL)…now I just have to wait until my phero order arrives. You’re Leo friend isn’t going to gracefully bow down _lol_ They do not like being out of the lime light, I speak in generalities and there is always an exception as sun signs are just part of the equations. But yeah, upstaging Leos is definitely fun. I’m more mental then The Perfect Blend, but he swears he is a genius. And I let him think that because hey, who I am? But every so often I give his highness a run for his money which usually ends up with me waiting at the finish line for him. We compete a lot as the Air in my Gemini fuels the Fire in his Leo. > [@djacquelyn](#): > > Hi M.W. Girrrrrr! your journal is very worthy reading material. I started reading and could not stop. You got a lot going on in that journal thus far. Can’t wait to read more. I am also african american and I havent seen much posted regarding pheromone use by the sistahs so naturally I was drawn to hear what you had to say, and now I am really sold on pheromones being real. We also have in common that we are both gemini’s. yes, my birthday is june 10…so let me say happy birthday to you in advance. I just got my items today as a matter of fact. yes, I am so hyped right now. Will be testing on next week with a target guy and then going out as a prelude to my b-day the same week with a group of my girls. but who knows I may have to dip in the goodies before then. Cant wait to post some experiences. Anyways, just wanted to say great journal sistah girl and don’t you just love the women on this forum, well actually everbody so far, male and female seemed to be what I like to call “good peoples” and what a sense of humor so many of them have. Hey sistah girl!! Happy born day to you also , mine is June 3rd and I’m from Ohio too so we most definitely have some commonality going on. I know what you mean about not seeing much of the African American’s pheromone experience being posted. It was kind of discouraging at first being that ethnicity can play a role with reactions but I’m glad I hopped off the fence and entered the wonderful world of pheromones. Which products did you get? ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 8:57pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/31 "2008-05-29T20:57:23Z")
Ok More P74 Fun Ok I have a few minutes of down time ( The Gentleman is in Route _lol_) Soooo I left off testing P74 alone and got some decent responses with 3-4 sprays @ 12.5 mcg/spray. So I’m guessing is my sweet spot? I wanted to try 5 and I did _lol_ Memorial Day Weekend was very memorable My stomach is still upset from all the food I ate last weekend _lol_ I was a busy b–lots of houses to hit, so little time _sigh_ **Friday Evening** I hung out with The Gentleman ( I really really really like him) I wore: 4 sprays of Instant Shine; 1 to each wrist, 1 to the cleavage area, and one to my face 5 sprays of p74; 1 to each wrist, 1 on each side of my neck 4 sprays of Mx135; 1 split between the wrist, 1 to the cleavage, 1 to the back of my neck, and 1 rubbed into the ends of my hair 3 sprays of [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/); 2 to the hair, 1 to the back of my neck I need to add that after my shower, I covered myself in pink sugar oil I don’t know if that matters or not with the diffusion of the pheros…Just wanted to add that being that its the first time I applied fragrance prior to the pheros… I didnt even notice the neroli this time. Covered everything up with some cotton candy body spray I got from family dollar Self Effects: I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee myself!! and I just had to put on some make up even tho we weren’t going any where. side note: Pheromones+MAC cosmetics=Flawless victory _lol_ Ok soooo The Gentleman arrives about 15 mins after applications. I get my usual hug (I love his hugs they are the best) but this one was more intimate. Usually they are the “i like you” friendly hug. Well it started out that way but he musta got a good whiff because he pulled me closer,sighed then kissed me on my neck–OMG 😮 talk about goosebumps!!! (I really really really really like him) So we stood at the doorway hugging for like 5 mins no bull! Then my dingy ass had to giggle–Guess that brought him back to reality because he laughed, gave me a little squeeze, kissed me on my forehead (awwww) then released me. We made it a netflix night _lol_ so while I was putting the movie in he kinda spralled (is that a word?) out on the couch with one leg on one leg off. I said “where am I supposed to sit homie?” he said “right here” and patted to the area between his legs. _lol_ I froze. He laughed and reached his arm out for me. So I plopped down between his legs with both mine stretched out on the couch. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I just sunk into his chest _sigh_ I love big men and he is like 6’3 240 pounds easy and I felt soooooo safe in his arms…I even told him that, guess I can blame the Instant Honesty _lol_ We talked more then we watched the movie and we got on to the topic of relationships. I found out what went awry with his last one, he really opened up about it. My gut tells me that he’s is no where near being over her soooo my defenses went up slightly. He fell asleep on me _lol_ my hair was all in the vacinity of his face and every so often he would sigh but it kinda bordered moaning? I really really like him _lol_ So I thought about that until I dozed off myself _giggle_ Saturday My mommy decided to throw a mini bar-b-que for me and my brother because she rarely gets to see us together. My brother just moved in with his girlfriend who we’ve never met so the dinner served as a I guess welcoming her into the family sort of thing as well. She wanted me to bring my new friend but I declined. Not ready for that yet. I wore the same combo as I did yesterday and got to mommy’s house about 20 mins after application. My brother is 30 and his gf is 29–She is white. I have no problems with interacial dating but mommy was kinda unsettled sooo I was like “this is going to be interesting” _lol_ Ok so I got to mommy’s and my bubbie and his gf were already there. Ummmm you could hear a mouse piss on cotton when I walked in. Mommy and gf looked uncomfortable and bubbie was like “whatever” _lol_ So bubbie introduced me to his gf and she smiled and reached her hand out. I said “girl please, I gotta hug you because any woman that can live with my bubbie deserves a hug” Mommy and gf cracked up, bubbie frowned _lol_ and the tension was released whooooosahhhhh We all ate, drank, and laughed at bubbies expense. Mommy even hugged the gf when they left which had me looking like this 😮 Not because the gf was white but because mommy is **EXTREMELY** emotionally detached. She rarely hugs me so that was shocking. I hug out with mommy after they left and she told me how nice and pretty the gf was. She even went so far as to say her grandchildren would be so beautiful 😮 Then she looked at me and asked when I was going to have children…Uhhh I’m not but thanks for asking _lol_ and she wanted to hear all about The Gentleman and if The Perfect Blend was still coming to visit. Me and mommy didnt bond until later in life, I’m talkin recently. But you would have never guessed it from the way our convo flowed. I really enjoyed spending time and chatting with my mommy. It got late and I had to work in the morning so I got up to leave and mommy hugged me so tight I was like wth? and she told me she was so proud of me…both her kids and that she loved me. I was all warm in fuzzy inside awwww. Never knew mommy had a soft side! Ok I have more reports but…My ADD is kickin in and I need to get outta these scrubs before The Gentleman gets here…I will post later I promise! Until next time M.W. ---
**Author:** ![FantasyAngel](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fantasyangel/32/952_2.png) [@FantasyAngel](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/FantasyAngel)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 10:36pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/32 "2008-05-29T22:36:20Z")
My heart felt all warm and fuzzy after reading your post, hehehe. The Gentleman and you sound so cute! I’m imagining him sniffing your hair and moaning…hilarious! Your reactions sound really girly and cute, so it looks like your goal of making men think of you as more feminine is accomplished 🙂! Aren’t pheros simply awesome 😃? They helped bring you and your mom closer and helped your mom accept your bro’s gf. Looks like your social metamorphosis is coming along really nicely! I just received my first order today, and I hope my social metamorphosis will begin soon. ---
**Author:** ![djacquelyn](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/djacquelyn/32/2180_2.png) [@djacquelyn](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/djacquelyn)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2008, 10:49pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/33 "2008-05-29T22:49:10Z")
> [@mstearious\_won](#): > > Wow, I’ve never known a Taurus to back down …Its true what they say, anything is possible _lol_ j/k but yeah, your super hero/side kick analogy is on point. I’m more laid back and reserved. I don’t crave attention its actually quite opposite with me and bff is vice versa so wearing the Tal products definitely shifted our friendship paradigm. > > Thing is, I don’t feel as tho she is truly dominant, she tries too hard, its not a natural state with her. The more I sit back and reflect, I think I am more dominant then she is. Our monthly cycles are in sync and mine almost always triggers hers. Given my medical problem, there were times when I didn’t have a monthly visitor even being around her while hers was on. > > You’re Leo friend isn’t going to gracefully bow down _lol_ They do not like being out of the lime light, I speak in generalities and there is always an exception as sun signs are just part of the equations. But yeah, upstaging Leos is definitely fun. I’m more mental then The Perfect Blend, but he swears he is a genius. And I let him think that because hey, who I am? But every so often I give his highness a run for his money which usually ends up with me waiting at the finish line for him. We compete a lot as the Air in my Gemini fuels the Fire in his Leo. > > Girrrrrr! your journal is very worthy reading material. I started reading and could not stop. You got a lot going on in that journal thus far. Can’t wait to read more. > > I am also african american and I havent seen much posted regarding pheromone use by the sistahs so naturally I was drawn to hear what you had to say, and now I am really sold on pheromones being real. We also have in common that we are both gemini’s. yes, my birthday is june 10…so let me say happy birthday to you in advance. > > I just got my items today as a matter of fact. yes, I am so hyped right now. Will be testing on next week with a target guy and then going out as a prelude to my b-day the same week with a group of my girls. but who knows I may have to dip in the goodies before then. Cant wait to post some experiences. > > Anyways, just wanted to say great journal sistah girl and don’t you just love the women on this forum, well actually everbody so far, male and female seemed to be what I like to call “good peoples” and what a sense of humor so many of them have. Hey sistah girl!! Happy born day to you also , mine is June 3rd and I’m from Ohio too so we most definitely have some commonality going on. I know what you mean about not seeing much of the African American’s pheromone experience being posted. It was kind of discouraging at first being that ethnicity can play a role with reactions but I’m glad I hopped off the fence and entered the wonderful world of pheromones. Which products did you get? Hey M.S. thanks for the b-day shout. I got the [instant sexiness](https://phera.com/product/instant-sexiness/)/a and the instant shine and I also got a complimentary bottle of instant honesty (all to go sizes)…can’t wait to test. Yes, I see we do have much in common and it’s good to know you. ---
**Author:** ![Tealeaves](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tealeaves/32/1293_2.png) [@Tealeaves](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tealeaves)\ **Post date:** [May 30, 2008, 3:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/34 "2008-05-30T03:25:09Z")
> [@mstearious\_won](#): > > I hung out with The Gentleman ( I really really really like him) > > (I love his hugs they are the best) > > (I really really really really like him) > > I really really like him _lol_ So I thought about that until I dozed off myself _giggle_ Haha! So sweet 😛 Ahh, I love big guys too… not really into girth or giant muscles necessarily, but height… yumm! I love a man I can climb 🙄 😃 LOL my current TG is about 6’1" or 6’2" (I’m 5’4"), but I usually like 'em even taller. _dreamy sigh_ You sound very cozy with this guy, and he definitely seems into you… I thought it was cute how you were surprised he wanted to cuddle with you on the sofa. I bet he thought so toooo! Guys love it when they catch us off guard. Heh, we need to stop being so similar. I’m not really into touching either. I’ll be affectionate without problem, but unless there’s a mood or a reason, I keep my hands to myself, and I especially avoid things like hand holding… I dunno. Hand touches just seem overly intimate. Conversely, I invade personal space a lot… like lifting peoples’ shirts without asking and things like that. Hmm, seems like you found a good all-around combo. It works just as well for snuggles as it does socially 😃 Do you notice similar effects without the [P74](https://a314.com/product/p74/)? Judging by this and your last report, P74 seemed to make people more intimate, affectionate, and open to you. I’m really enjoying your journal. You’re having excellent results so far… making me a bit jealous… lol 😛 Can’t wait to hear more about you and your men! ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2008, 8:04pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/35 "2008-06-01T20:04:28Z")
> [@FantasyAngel](#): > > My heart felt all warm and fuzzy after reading your post, hehehe. The Gentleman and you sound so cute! I’m imagining him sniffing your hair and moaning…hilarious! Your reactions sound really girly and cute, so it looks like your goal of making men think of you as more feminine is accomplished 🙂! > Aren’t pheros simply awesome 😃? They helped bring you and your mom closer and helped your mom accept your bro’s gf. Looks like your social metamorphosis is coming along really nicely! I just received my first order today, and I hope my social metamorphosis will begin soon. Yay contagious warm and fuzziness _lol_ I have to agree with you, my social metamorphosis is coming along beautifully–And it aint even summer yet! What did your first order consist of? I cant wait to start reading about your results! ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2008, 8:36pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/36 "2008-06-01T20:36:39Z")
> [@Tealeaves](#): > > Haha! So sweet 😛 > Ahh, I love big guys too… not really into girth or giant muscles necessarily, but height… yumm! I love a man I can climb 🙄 😃 LOL my current TG is about 6’1" or 6’2" (I’m 5’4"), but I usually like 'em even taller. _dreamy sigh_ > > You sound very cozy with this guy, and he definitely seems into you… I thought it was cute how you were surprised he wanted to cuddle with you on the sofa. I bet he thought so toooo! Guys love it when they catch us off guard. > > Heh, we need to stop being so similar. I’m not really into touching either. I’ll be affectionate without problem, but unless there’s a mood or a reason, I keep my hands to myself, and I especially avoid things like hand holding… I dunno. Hand touches just seem overly intimate. Conversely, I invade personal space a lot… like lifting peoples’ shirts without asking and things like that. > > Hmm, seems like you found a good all-around combo. It works just as well for snuggles as it does socially 😃 Do you notice similar effects without the P74? Judging by this and your last report, P74 seemed to make people more intimate, affectionate, and open to you. > > I’m really enjoying your journal. You’re having excellent results so far… making me a bit jealous… lol 😛 Can’t wait to hear more about you and your men! lol–isn’t it weird how much we’re alike? I don’t know why I have such issues with touching–my mommy says I’ve been that way since I was a baby; didn’t like being held at all unless it was my daddy or feeding time _lol_ To answer your ? I do get similar effects without p74 when I’m with The Gentleman–not so much with my mommy. I’ve worn Mx135 around them both and I think that p74 amplified the effects with my mommy this go round. ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2008, 9:04pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/37 "2008-06-01T21:04:08Z")
The Gentleman + Couplins=Falsetto!!! Ok so there is sexual tension between myself and The Gangster as well as myself and The Perfect Blend. The Gentleman is more so of a cuddly puppy love type of thing, the sexual tension is not pronounced at all… We haven’t even talked about anything sexual…That is until I tried out some LAM x 20 cops (I think its times 20) and trust and believe we did little talking _lol_ Falsetto is defined as being artificially high; above the normal voice range; “a falsetto voice” **and** it is also my favorite song [YouTube - The-Dream - Falsetto](http://youtube.com/watch?v=S_jyrbofQqs) **AND** it is the best way to describe my uhhh vocals while wearing copulins in The Gentleman’s presence _lol_ **The Mix** Ihonesty 4 sprays; 2 to the back of my neck, 2 to my hair Mx 135 5 sprays; 1 to each wrist and rubbed up my arm, 1 to each side of my neck, and 1 to my hair [P74](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p74/) 5 sprays; 1 to each wrist and rubbed up my arm, 1 to the chest, 1 to the back of my neck and 1 to my hair LAM 3 fingertip dabs; 1 split between my wrists, 1 split between my ears, and 1 rubbed around my neck Covered everything with pink sugar (I think I’m starting to get tired of PS) The Gentleman arrived and I got my usual hug…well not so usual as it lasted way longer and I felt a “presence” pressing against stomach 😮_giggle_ After our hug he kissed me and told me that he **needed** to be with me and I was all systems go _lol_ Keep in mind I have high testossterone levels and I’m thinking the cops got to me as well… Not to go into details but our sessions (yes plural) where not animalistic and primal like I thought they would be 😕 No siree bob! Passion at its finest with a slight hint of urgency… Sooooooo Now I have a dilemma ☹ As awesome as my time has been with The Gentleman thus far, if we are intimate like that often it is going to be hard for me to not become attached. I know I’ve stated how much I like him (I like him a lot) so you’re probably wondering what’s the problem? Well…the problem is I like The Perfect Blend a lot as well…In the beginning, he was my main target and The Gangster and Gentleman were just supposed to be test subjects…I wouldn’t mind not dealing with The Gangster, in fact that is starting to drift away anyways but I’m not quite ready to give up on The Perfect Blend…I mean we have a visit arranged and tickets have been purchased and what not so I have NO clue what to do right now… Guess its soul searching time _sigh_ M.W. ---
**Author:** ![djacquelyn](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/djacquelyn/32/2180_2.png) [@djacquelyn](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/djacquelyn)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2008, 10:45pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/38 "2008-06-01T22:45:56Z")
“Sooooooo Now I have a dilemma ☹ As awesome as my time has been with The Gentleman thus far, if we are intimate like that often it is going to be hard for me to not become attached. I know I’ve stated how much I like him (I like him a lot) so you’re probably wondering what’s the problem? Well…the problem is I like The Perfect Blend a lot as well…In the beginning, he was my main target and The Gangster and Gentleman were just supposed to be test subjects…I wouldn’t mind not dealing with The Gangster, in fact that is starting to drift away anyways but I’m not quite ready to give up on The Perfect Blend…I mean we have a visit arranged and tickets have been purchased and what not so I have NO clue what to do right now…” Quoting your words M.S. Hi, what to do what to do…smile. I think you have some really great chemistry going with the gentleman indeed. Yet from reading your other post, the perfect blend appears to also be worthy of checking out. If I were you I would continue to enjoy the wonderfulness of your time with the gentleman, but I would also explore all avenues with the perfect blend as well. BTW, is the perfect blend coming to see you or will you be traveling to see him and how long is the visit scheduled for? the way I see it, either way you and perfect blend will be spending some time together right (your location or his) and this will be time away from the gentleman. actually a great thing as it will allow him (gentleman) to really miss you and possibly enhance his feelings/desire for you, especially since you guys have moved up several degrees in the intimacy arena. you are in a very good situation right now, kinda win win situation. play it slow, despite growing feeling that seem to be surfacing with the gentleman and continue to have some fun (seems you are having lots of that lately) and if nothing else your visit with the perfect blend will allow/help you to decide if there is still enough there to hang on awhile or if you wanna just concentrate on the gentleman…like I said its stll a win win…you go girl! ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2008, 5:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/39 "2008-06-03T05:30:13Z")
> [@djacquelyn](#): > > M.S. Hi, > what to do what to do…smile. I think you have some really great chemistry going with the gentleman indeed. Yet from reading your other post, the perfect blend appears to also be worthy of checking out. If I were you I would continue to enjoy the wonderfulness of your time with the gentleman, but I would also explore all avenues with the perfect blend as well. BTW, is the perfect blend coming to see you or will you be traveling to see him and how long is the visit scheduled for? the way I see it, either way you and perfect blend will be spending some time together right (your location or his) and this will be time away from the gentleman. actually a great thing as it will allow him (gentleman) to really miss you and possibly enhance his feelings/desire for you, especially since you guys have moved up several degrees in the intimacy arena. you are in a very good situation right now, kinda win win situation. play it slow, despite growing feeling that seem to be surfacing with the gentleman and continue to have some fun (seems you are having lots of that lately) and if nothing else your visit with the perfect blend will allow/help you to decide if there is still enough there to hang on awhile or if you wanna just concentrate on the gentleman…like I said its stll a win win…you go girl! You made some valid points–I jus have a hard time jugglin as I like to give my undivided attention so its going to be a tad bit hard. But The Perfect Blend will be traveling here at the end of the month and I think thats when things are going to get a bit tricky ---
**Author:** ![mstearious\_won](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/8edcca/32.png) [@mstearious\_won](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mstearious_won)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2008, 5:32am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489/40 "2008-06-03T05:32:06Z")
Happy Bornday to me Me and The Gentleman will be going out this evening–Gonna wear a whole buncha LAM x 20 cops tonight!!! [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489.md?page=1) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/journaling-endeavors-of-m-w-s-social-metamorphosis/12489.md?page=3)