# La pherotwirls da oeuvre **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [October 4, 2010, 5:09pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443 "2010-10-04T17:09:31Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 16
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 10:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/301 "2014-03-16T10:50:36Z")
Taa - 2 sprays I was moody ? I didnt want to go office. Then I transferred Taa from big bottle to 1 small to go bottle. picked one sample bottle of perfume I got recently. It spilled a bit on table which I wiped and put on my belly then. I sprayed 4 sprays of perfume from vial on my neck sides, 1 spray on wrist and 1 on back of hand and rubbed both together. I had mood uplifted may cos of this or just cos of anything but I felt good. I came to office and did some organizing work on my note book which I was thinking for long. Overall a good effect noticed only today. I want to refresh it and see if it does anything further after lunch time. Taa kept in good, confident and uplifted mood. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 10:56am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/302 "2014-03-16T10:56:33Z")
ISa ? 3 sprays 2 in chest, 1 in left forearm, (from 30 ml bottle) covered with perfume Self effects - I wore denim, green t shirt and blue heels, I was feeling very strong and confident for sure. I was walking stern and tall, got a feeling i am best, not exactly, but close to it. Have to try with more doses of action mones. I got comments like I am being very strict today at work. My team told me I should be carrying a hunter with me. ( AS my heels were making enough tap sound while walking šŸ˜‰ , yes a point to note, I donā€™t wear heels At work but I wore today.)Thatā€™s not everyday feeling they had. So it is the effect of high isa dose for sure. They also repeated that I am angry today, when I said, I am not they believed it too and accepted me. very alpha, or angry alpha kind of vibe if i use from 30 ml bottle, else otherwise i have used the sprays from togo bottle. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 11:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/303 "2014-03-16T11:06:21Z")
I had invitation for a get together, some old school pals will be meeting, as some were in town and one friend organised for a small meet so we could reconnect after 20 yearsā€¦! so i wanted to look good and fresh too and still come across as the same old friend whom they knew and loved so dearly. most were males and coming with families and kids. so i wanted to be social and friendly yet not overboard. so i tried the below mixā€¦ Io-3 in hair IH-2 in back of neck Taa ? 3 in neck Perfume ? as cover in chest and hair I went for school reunion lunch. Met some people and recognized only some. I looked good and some people even complemented me for looking good. We had good time , and no special response or hit from anyone but we all had good time and we all connected well with each otherā€™s families. i think we all met after so many years so it kept to a formal interactions. but overall good time. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 11:13am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/304 "2014-03-16T11:13:27Z")
IO - 2 in neck IH ? 2 on pillow but sat on sofa where he was supposed to sit at home. P97 ? 3 in, chest 2, hand 1. My friend and me had a difference of opinion on some matter. so he wanted to come home and talk. i agreed. He came very late, had difference of opinion, did not talk on the matter but kept on beating around the bush. though he had intention of dominating me over the matter. and i deliberately wanted him to understand my point of view also. so i applied P97 deliberately, which fully served the purpose. though we did not agreed and no conses in the end but he could not force me. i hate to surrender to his whims, but p97 saved me there. thanks dear P. next time i am going to make him understand my point, my way with this same P, i mean P97.šŸ˜› ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 11:23am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/305 "2014-03-16T11:23:57Z")
20 1 12 At spa Io ? 2 in hands Ih 2 in back of neck Is- 2 in hair I went to inquire about the gym and spa. After all the considerations I decided to join both. I did the formalities and took 1 massage service Immediately. It was a wonderful experience. I canā€™t say it was cos of mones or itā€™s the way they treat the clients , I was given much attention and pampering by the massage therapist. During massage she pointed me my points where I had pain. And I was surprised to see that she was so accurate in her therapy. She said she would gv me extra 30 min massage on those point to relieve my pain cos she liked me. It took about 2 and half hrs for the whole sitting. I had to take shower so I applied my next mix when I dressed up again . I wanted to meet the manager for some discussion about their services and I wanted to make a strong impression on him so that he understands and listens. So I applied Isa- 2 in neck Is - 2 in hair Ih ? 2in back of neck Io ? 3 in back of hands. I requested to talk to manager and the girl on the front office called him out happily. In the meantime I applied my mones sitting there on the sofa. This man came out and joined me on the same sofa. He was a young man must be between 25-28. He had DIHL look on his face and as I smiled he did not reciprocate as he was lost looking at me in my face, trying to figure out something(Isa/ IS). I discussed whatever I wanted to, and got up to leave. He did not speak much during the convo but as I was about to leave, he said he wants to say something. I came back to him. He said he wants my id so that he can forward his CV to me šŸ˜®.(IO) He clearly stated he is very impressed with me(Isa/IS) and want to work with me if given a chance. I was shocked but gave him my id, and told him I donā€™t have any opening as of now. But he was still interested to have my no. and Id. He said he thinks he knows me. (IH). I know in my heart that it is IH. overall good hits from the mix. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 11:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/306 "2014-03-16T11:25:55Z")
21 1 12 Is ? 2 in hands Ih ? 2 in back of neck Io 2 in neck Cops mix ? 2 sprays in wrists(1ml eow 4ml perfume) I did my warm up and treadmill session and continued with my upper body training. My fitness trainer is very impressed with me as he thinks I look much younger then my age. He gives me a lot of attention. Keeps coming to me while he has to attend other members. Not any major hit, but I got a lot of attention. This trainer told me few things about himself and opened up himself before me. (Ih ) ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 11:28am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/307 "2014-03-16T11:28:20Z")
23 1 12 Around 3.30 pm I applied TAL ? 3 sprays neroli 10 mcg/s in chest and wrists Self effects ? I did not feel any self effects except I was in uplifted mood. Had picked up my kid from day care and dropped her to her friendā€™s home for bday party. I gave her a princess like hairdo despite time crunch. She has very long hair length which is difficult to manage. So me and she both like to keep it simple everyday basis. The noticeable difference was that she was open to accept the hairstyle I suggested (which she never ever does, until she is convinced with it). She agreed and surrendered to me immediately that I can style her hair the way I want. And surprisingly she loved it so much that I got lots of hugs and kisses for making her look so beautiful. It has something to do with Tal as she doesnā€™t allow me to touch her hair for any kind of styling. After dropping her I joined back office. I was so open that I disclosed few of old secrets to my jrs which I would not do in any case. There was a ?so what if I say that? kind of feeling inside. I think that again has something to do with Tal effect. Does this give you truth serum kind of effect also? This is my first application of TAL so I am just guessing. I havnā€™t refreshed my knowledge about Tal effects, so just getting hold of it on my own. I know that ISa had TAL. So I ordered and wanted to use it. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 11:35am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/308 "2014-03-16T11:35:29Z")
Io- 3 in chest Ih ? 2 in hair Isa - 2 clvg P97 ? 2 in clvg Wore all these together for the meeting and I was a monebomb. Sir had meeting and then he took all the matters his hands ( i gave few inputs about whatā€™s really happening in the office). The meeting lasted for 1 hr or so. Nothing happened so far in the meeting. But after the meeting he came and asked me why I was so upset. He Even messaged me to ask this. I did not reply so then he came and spoke about this. later he called up from his way back from car and spoke to understand what happened on 1 feb. I told him the whole story, and then he was fine? we had a clash but then we resolved it. he inhaled enough of my mones during personal interactions, that he was still talking in the same way on the phone also. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 11:37am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/309 "2014-03-16T11:37:56Z")
Mol-L ? 3 sprays in neck I went to one of my office. Had meeting with 2 senior colleagues. And need to sort out some internal issue wherein I had to show myself strong and stern. So I chose this mone. When I was discussing the matter, I felt my colleague was not speaking much on the matter. I was the one who was making points for others to note, wherein he should have done that. I was very aggressive and powerful also in all my convo. This colleague told me another fresh issue and left the final decision on me. Willingly or unwillingly he was making me in-charge of things. I had to try hard not to spill any of my own secrets during convo, as this makes me spill. today i did not. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 4:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/310 "2014-03-16T16:41:12Z")
I am in pmsy mood already, badly need cuddly feeling.i called up my friend during office time to talk. he could not respond , so said he will see me in evening. i wanted some warmth and affection and not our usual arguments and fights. so i tried this completely different mix, which is not congurant to my signature also. might be risky but lets see.. At night around 7.30pm TAH ? 3 under bust IH ? 2 hair right side IO - 3 on hands and wrists rubbed [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) 3 in clvg P81 ? 2 in nape right side P89 -2 in nape left side Nol- 2 on chest P78 -2 on chest I was almost a pherobomb?. He he?.. and really wanted something to happen today?.. so this is what happened. My heart was pounding when I reached the point where he was sitting in the car close to my house.. Got many calls on phone but did not pick up any to avoid calls at that time. I got in the car and just sat inside and said nothing. My friend started the convo and inquired what happened to me, I just said that I am thinking about life and where it is taking me. He said nothing can be done but keep on living. We kept quiet for some 10 next minutes and then he started rubbing my hair. I let him and did not react. He kept on doing and finally I ended up snuggling to him in the arms and chest. I could feel his heart pounding. I guessed in my head that mones have affected him badly. I could make out and my gut feel told me something will result in something today. He held me close in arms and we kept sitting like that for some time silently in the car.Then he advised that he want me to feel good so he want to take me out somewhere, and I just said ok. We made a sudden plan and we went out. i came back home got ready meanwhile he waited in the car for one and half hour on road for me. (i had to feed my chic and make her sleep in night before i go out) We had good time out there. When dropping me back he asked, if me and my mood is better? I nodded. We had a small chat about thrill in driving crazy. When dropping me I just suggested a gesture to thank him with a hug. and i exactly got what i wanted, lots of cuddly and warm tender hugs and sensuous romantic time out. yey! one of the memorable evenings, where i got exactly what i wanted, that too without asking šŸ˜‰ ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2014, 6:36pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/311 "2014-03-16T18:36:46Z")
Mol L ? 2 in clvg I was stern and soft both at the same time. I have applied this mix in morning and came to office. I was very strong in my thoughts for getting the job done then and there. So I kept on calling this sr guy to give instructions for the CCTV job. Before noon job was done, and they removed the camera from there. I had not many hits as I was confided to my cabin only. My jr told me a lot things about the yesterdayā€™s case.( when i was furious at admin fir doing such thing, and what all people talked about me when i left to see boss for this matter). She even had the fight within the department. And told me all about it. I did not care what people thought and kept talking, but i proceeded with my day. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [April 6, 2014, 12:28pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/312 "2014-04-06T12:28:06Z")
OMG OMG OMG!!! frnz I can believe this, dream come tru, i finally registered for NLP from Richard Bandler himself. AND I AM GOINGā€¦!!! Just waiting for visa and i will go went gone. wish me luck guys pls pray that i get my Visa and all other formalitiesā€¦ done on timeā€¦ Also suggest which mones to useā€¦šŸ˜ƒ on him šŸ˜›šŸ˜‰ ---
**Author:** ![outset71614](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/o/f0a364/32.png) [@outset71614](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/outset71614)\ **Post date:** [April 7, 2014, 8:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/313 "2014-04-07T20:51:01Z")
_ **Good luck!!!** _ šŸ™‚ > [@Gracious](#): > > OMG OMG OMG!!! > > frnz > > I can believe this, dream come tru, i finally registered for NLP from Richard Bandler himself. AND I AM GOINGā€¦!!! > > Just waiting for visa and i will go went gone. wish me luck guys pls pray that i get my Visa and all other formalitiesā€¦ done on timeā€¦ > > Also suggest which mones to useā€¦šŸ˜ƒ on him šŸ˜›šŸ˜‰ ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [July 6, 2014, 1:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/314 "2014-07-06T13:59:59Z")
It was wonderful. Definitely something that changes your life. But i still find mones easy to use and practice. Mones are my life saviors till i get hold of NLP in everything i do. I loved NLP and Richard and team and the way it is bringing change for me. Still I think AD mones are my best discovery till date. i can stop anything but mones from AD. they are so potent. whenever i get stuck in any situation , they help me come out. a life decision or a simple stress busting or a simple day lift or having fun with my own self, AD mones are my best friends. Thanks AD for being such a big and wonderful part of my life. I cant see myself anymore without them anymore. they brought me where i am today. Will catch up soon. Luv ya all here. šŸ™‚ ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [November 9, 2014, 3:36pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/315 "2014-11-09T15:36:44Z")
HI There, Love u all, I am here again finding time windows to share and upload more reports here. I have moved a lot ahead in life since i have uploaded my reports here. Its been a roller coaster and i am still on the ride, tough times easy times i do my best to keep composed. its been a lovely journey and all sorts of experiences and the best friend alongā€¦ my AD mones!! to accompany me all times. I know guys, they are best friendā€¦ even when i was wanting to be alone, my mones were there to lift me up and keep me goingā€¦ just like a best friend who refuse to leave you alone in tough times. i know i can depend on them anytime. I have been writing in my own journal and hope soon will share everything i have to. Keep encouragment flowing. Love you all again. Grace ---
**Author:** ![jett](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jett/32/438_2.png) [@jett](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jett)\ **Post date:** [November 23, 2014, 10:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/316 "2014-11-23T22:46:39Z")
Gracious you are always inspiring. i hope to see more stuff from you soon! I just finished reading your whole journal and now i want more more more more! ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2014, 5:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/317 "2014-11-24T05:03:09Z")
> [@jett](#): > > Gracious you are always inspiring. > > i hope to see more stuff from you soon! I just finished reading your whole journal and now i want more more more more! It feels good to know that you took time to read and write here. i am glad if it is of any help and use for you. i am sure coming here more reading and writing. They are amazing tool to create your own life and you will do great too , once you get hold of them. its been more then 4 years for me and am not addict but i want want want them. i have made some good mixes of my own as Michael says , right on skin, from Pā€™s and have tested many Pā€™s alone. by now i know which mone to use in which sitauation andhow it is going to effect others . I got a hold of, when i am in a certain mood and want to change it, which P to use or make mix, so i get in a mindset i exactly want. the only way to get there is keep testingā€¦ its works all the time.. keep testing dear and you will have your own life too along with the love you want šŸ˜‰ Wish you good luck. catch you soon. Love Grace ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [November 25, 2014, 11:37am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/318 "2014-11-25T11:37:34Z")
P78 -2 Taa 5mcg 2 ? I was in hibernating mood in morning and reading most of the time. Wished b?day to a friend. Called up my tele provider for bill. Called up people in society for electricity bill and another person for depositing money in bank account. My friend called up for asking help. She opened up herself for me. A coworker called up and asked to borrow from me for his aunty. Another coworker called up and asked for diet help noticing my weight mangment. third coworker called up and gave goft pieces for friends and daughter. Over all many possibilities coming my way. And people are telling clearly in words that they want help and support for me and want to do a liason for different reasons. All this happened while i was in office and talking on phone most of the time. except for the last coworker who came in my cabin , went back and in sometime brought me gifts.. strange but he is dear one so i accepted. Seems to be open vibe when in the morning i was in a mood to be in my own self and not connect. i ended up connecting more with peope. good mix result. ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [November 25, 2014, 3:34pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/319 "2014-11-25T15:34:03Z")
Though this is back in time but anyone who read my journal and knew i had worked up my boss and have bombarded with him with continous exposure to my mones.. this is one big day he reacted like thisā€¦though this result was not my expectationā€¦ but it happened. hence i say mones nudge people to behave in a way they do not intend to. or they actually create feelings in people for you and make them creoss thier own boundries. this is what happened with me. Isa -3 clevage IH-2 in back neck IO-2 in cleavage and underarm Mx134 ? 2 in behind ear and back of hands P97-2, 20 mcg in clevage and rubbed with hands P96 - 2 in front neck [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) - 3 in neck. Cops ? pure drops in back of knee 2 each and 2 in inner thigh. My boss came back from travelling and i supposed to see him. Had a formal meeting for updates n all. I was in my cabin and which is all covered in this office. he crossed from outside and i heard his voice, he scremed, so i know he is around( somewhat like peacocking). i did not go out to give him attention and stay seated. he enters my cabin with bang and pretended he is rushing but stood there on door for no reason( mone cloud) . i rushed to greet him and extended my hand for a shake. and he couldnā€™t take off his eyes and didnt leave my hand. and asked me to follow him to his cabin. i took sometime to collect my stuff and laptop and rushed to his cabin. I knocked and to my amusment he was not on his regulad seat, insted he was sitting on sofa bent down doing something with his shoe laces. i was startled as that was unexpected, and it was just close enough to the door. He smiles at me looking from corner of eye, gets up and hold my hand and pull me in. i was startled. he eases me, smilingly, took stuff from hand puts it away on a chester behind him while he was smiling looking me in the eyes holding the gaze. he pulls me in his arms, hold my waist and plants a kiss on my forehead. i was so scared and shaking. i resisted and pulled away. but he pulled me closer and held me tight with one arm and lifted me face with the other and kissed me. it all hapeened so suddenly and he did not gave me time to figure out what he is upto. i finally pulled myself away and showed him discomfort but he was determined enough to not let me go. he pulled me in his chest again holding his gaze and started rubbing my cheeks , my hair my neck. by this time i could understand he is badly affected b my mones ever since but he broke his boundries today. yes he was developing feelings. i saw that in his eyes. not lust but something more, maybe love. it shook me inside cos i didnt see him in that light. he looked deep in my eyes and said you are so beautiful. i was so embarrassed by now and at this i somehow manged to say pls sir. again i struggled to pull myself away but he wont let me go. and said you have done some magic on me. by now i could get hold of what was happening, so i held his hands and released me from his hug and stepped back while saying there are people outside your cabin. then he regained his senses and stepped back too. i was stunned and could not stand his gaze anymore and broke the eye contact. i said i will see you later. you have your meeting first. and i rushed to pick my stuff. he held my arm again and said in a child like pleading manner.. i am sorry but dont go, pls sit with me for sometime, i wont do anything to you but just sit. i couldnt refuse. so we sat he on his seat and me across his big table in front of him. he was looking at me while i was looking down on table. the whole thing was making me uncomfortable. i was thinking while he was silently looking at me. i respect this man so much and of course i admire him as well but i never thought , he would do something like this. its not him or me but mones playing their part. the moment i realised this i broke the silence and asked him what happened to him. again a strange reply came- ā€œyou happened to meā€. it gave me jitters in my entire body and he noticed it too. for sometime we kept silent. i think that silence spoke evrything which we could not say. he took his glass of water from table and drank some, smiled and held right in front of me suggesting to sip some. i did take a sip and kept the glass on side. he gently caresed my cheek again. i dont know what he was feeling inside but i knew he was feeling love. at least eyes were so pure and gentle. we sat for next 20 25 mins and could manage to talk a bit. nothing about work or anything.. we knew we were just breaking the silence with staments likeā€¦ so howz life? what did you do when i was away? howZ work? howz helathā€¦ int the meantime i made 5 reqests to leave which he all denied and almost pleaded lovingly to sit for some more moments and each time i seated back. i too was feeling good inside for his gentle loving ways and caress he was giving on my cheeks and playing and putting away my bangs and curls from my face. it was all so beautiful and loving that in my heart i could not dare to be tough and leave. after sometime i manged to convince him that i must leave and see him later on which he asked me that i am not annoyed and for sure will see him back. i said yes m not annoyed and will see him soon once he is done with work. finally i came to my cabin and just when i left he gave me a final flying kiss and said come soon. i couldnā€™t help but smile and blinked with yes. OMG i came to my cabin and held my head sitting in my chair , thinking and pondering and mulling over what all happened. i think its all my fault, i dont mean to hurt him in any way , i like him very much for what he is but i do not want to break his heart or do anything which can create any problem for him. i must tell you any women would do anything for such a man, to be in a realtionship with him, his kind of man. he is a complete man of substance, his words with a tough masculin side and his gentle generous caring heart. it would be a dream come true for any women to know , if he is in love with that women. but i have to pull myself back now, as i know i cant be with him for many reasons. i am sitting and thinking life has its own ways to present starnge moments to you. they last or not but i know its a memory created for lifetime which i will always cherish, to experience such love is a blessing for sure. I do not know what will happen next and i more then willing to share with utmost honesty my beautiful experiences with life and mones. Stay connected. Love ---
**Author:** ![Gracious](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gracious/32/2247_2.png) [@Gracious](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gracious)\ **Post date:** [August 21, 2015, 11:54am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443/320 "2015-08-21T11:54:42Z")
Hi, Its been long since i came here. and i know despite our situations we have responsibilities. I was thinking for long to come here and share but something held me back. i was between the jobs and struggling with regular income and dying to get back to my regular career routine and paychecks. so stopped my mones testing to hold on to the stock for sometime. i used them very sparing in last few months. i am doing all my work to get back to my career back in place . This has happened for first time in my 17 yrs of work life. though i had big stash of mones for my company but i wanted some more putatives from here, but i couldnā€™t. Right now i need some wishes and good vibes to find a job and put my career and income right in place. Pls friends send me luck and wishes so i get a good job soon. will share some old reports soon when i can. Plsssss pray for me. [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443.md?page=15) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/la-pherotwirls-da-oeuvre/42443.md?page=17)