# Lakerman34's Fallout Journal: Target Acquired **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [April 14, 2015, 9:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lakerman34s-fallout-journal-target-acquired/64191 "2015-04-14T21:41:21Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 2
**Author:** ![lakerman34](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lakerman34/32/1663_2.png) [@lakerman34](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/lakerman34)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2015, 10:08pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lakerman34s-fallout-journal-target-acquired/64191/2 "2015-04-15T22:08:09Z")
April 15th Armed with: **1.5-2 drops of A314 A1 15 mcg (3 sprays of 5 mcg)** **Results on Target?** She didn’t say ANYTHING to me the entire time. VERY closed off, it seemed. Not even a single IOI. Wouldn’t call it avoidant, but more she was annoyed by something (not me). **On Self** I felt the depression, but it wasn’t really a “the world is crumbling” depression. It was more of a somber, VERY serious, almost militant in attitude depression. I just felt VERY serious, didn’t feel up for a joke, just very curt and “cut the BS.” Also, I found myself especially annoyed by a teacher that EVERYONE knows is highly incompetent (she asked me too many stupid, annoying questions). Usually, I’m one of the nicest ones towards her, but I just couldn’t handle her today. **On Students** 1 student, in particular, was HIGHLY disrespectful. Others were OK, somewhat playful. **Other People** There was a teacher that was implicitly trying to recruit me to her business that she is a part of (MLM – so I was polite, but didn’t want to sound interested). **I had a phone interview where I was completely honest, and the lady over the phone REALLY liked me. I was sort of listening to myself talk, and I thought I kind of had bedroom voice, speaking very slowly, VERY deeply (deeper than usual), very clearly, and with lots of confidence and certainty. The interviewer kept telling me how awesome I was.** **Item of Note: I was straight up IGNORED by my target and another teacher. We were at a team meeting, and it was as if it was between the both of them, and I wasn’t involved. I was asking questions, they’d talk right through them. I got highly annoyed by this. I walked out b/c I had “somewhere to be.” They didn’t acknowledge me. VERY strange.** **I don’t know. Not sold on this fallout mix yet. IShine and IH just came in the mail w/ TUTH. Deciding if I should use any (though probably will use IShine).** Please leave feedback on the following: The reality is, I got to teach in HER classroom. She was very awesome towards me (though lately, aside from yesterday, a bit standoffish), so I’m getting her an appreciation/birthday gift on her birthday next Wednesday. I’ve drafted a letter talking about my appreciation for her and how awesome I think she is (an entire page). Should I even bother send the gift (would it be congruent with a fallout mix) Should I omit/add things to the letter, or not even send it at all. Lemme know! --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lakerman34s-fallout-journal-target-acquired/64191)._