Hmm well not specifically the head, but he is more touchy (the word sounds like it should be taken sexually/romantically but I’m going for the literal meaning here) with his best mates and girls he’s interested in.
21/10/2012
So tonight wasn’t much of a success with the mones, although I did have a good time. B never turned up and I had waaaay too much waiting time between application and arrival:
I started getting ready at 5pm, thinking we’d leave before 7 but we ended up arriving at 9 instead. My initial applications were 4 drops of EOW in Pink Sugar lotion to back of legs, behind ears, back of neck and jawline. I added 40mcg of P83 in Neroli and 10mcg P78 in Cookie before covering with lots of Pink Sugar. I was wearing pantyhose so I sprayed my Pink Sugar over that. My outfit, for which I ended up borrowing a blouse from my mum’s closet, didn’t show much skin in the end so I didn’t have many application points to work with. It got cold but it wasn’t windy tonight. I spent some of my time indoors and some by a bonfire. About an hour and a half in, I spritzed myself (maybe 5 sprays?) from a To Go I’d made up before I left - 1 spray of the P78, 2 sprays of the P83 and 10 of Pink Sugar.
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Friend of a fried, who is also in one of my classes, said the car smelled nice when she got in; that would’ve been the Pink Sugar.
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A party girl who’s been in a couple of my classes before, and got there in the same car as me, said my legs looked great. I was walking in front of her wearing a skirt and really high heels. She told me again later that she though I’d ‘be the type with really great legs’ while discussing virginity - and really, my legs aren’t even near half as great as most girls my age so either she was being really nice or it was the mones & shoes!
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I introduced myself to a kid who obviously didn’t know very many people at the party, and he seemed a little bit overwhelmed. He glanced at me a couple times after I talked to him, but I didn’t have anything to say and went somewhere else. I don’t know him at all, and he looked like he felt quite out of place but I’m thinking the mones made it a little more so overwhelming.
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My primary school crush (complete hottie, this one - way hotter than B for sure - I had good taste
), who I have not talked to in probably about 6 years outside of saying hi, started a conversation with me on my way to the bathroom. It seemed like he wanted to find something to talk to me about, and asked me about the dinner we’re having for the graduating class. Unfortunately he thought I was in the committee and I had to tell him I wasn’t, so it kinda ended there and we really didn’t have an excuse to start up another convo for the rest of the night. -
Two different guys laughed a lot more at my jokes than usual/necessary.
I talked to quite a few people tonight, who I never usually come in contact with at school and I credit the pheros for making it much easier to talk to them so casually. I think it upped my status from usual - and I had people keep looking at me (to see if I would say something) quite a few times as well, throughout the night. I’m not sure what I was expecting, exactly, but while it wasn’t crazy, I had a nice time and it was cool to hang out with people who I never have with before, and probably never will again. Socially I fit in everywhere and nowhere, and the pheros don’t change that. But I’d much rather have them there than not!!