# Lizzie's Journal (Towards Self-Actualization) **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [December 29, 2007, 1:27pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849 "2007-12-29T13:27:44Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![LizzieM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lizziem/32/218_2.png) [@LizzieM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LizzieM)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2007, 1:27pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/1 "2007-12-29T13:27:44Z")
**Introduction** To all those who do not know me, I’m Lizzie. I’m Asian, living in Malaysia, and I’m 19. I’m right now in law school, I have 2 more years before I can work properly. Well, this is my journal. I hope to god no one I know is here. If you feel there’s a slight chance you may know me, leave please 😛.. Anyway, since I’m using [pheromones](https://a314.com/), it’s kind of an unfair advantage to the rest of the fellow lawpeople. Therefore, I might as well post out my ideal dream career : one in international law. I’ve always wanted to work in a non-governmental organization surrounding. Hoping this unfair advantage might just help me out. I’m currently writing CVs and resumes for friends, which is how I earn some extra money. Not much, though. I’m also pondering into doing this is a bigger setting. (Don’t know where pheromones come in here, just thought I’d mention it). **Pheromones Arsenal** Well, don’t laugh! At present, the only pheromones I have is the Instant Sexiness (A). Neroli scent. I’m quite the minimalist in person, so I think it’d be a good idea to start from a basic pheromone, then have people giving me inputs on what to add and customize, depending on my results. I’ll buy those pheromones again, when I have the money. I’m not a lawyer yet! Just a broke 19-year old living in Malaysia… **What My Aims of Using Pheromones Are (Minor):** a) I’m 19. The rest of my classmates are 23-24. People don’t take me seriously. Plus I’m playful. I tend to be sarcastic, but I still give a very nice sweet girl vibe. Therefore I need to raise respect around my classmates. b) Every few weeks there may be law conferences that we students are invited to attend. Usually what would happen is that, I go, listen, eat and leave. I do talk to people, but never with the drive of actually leaving an impression. I’m gonna start doing that from now on! Regardless of how intimidating a person is, I have to start talking to them. **What My Aims of Using Pheromones Are (Major):** This is where you guys can help by giving me tips c) I’m currently starting my research work on the topic “Legal Credibility of the KL War Crimes Tribunal”. For those who do not know, Kuala Lumpur recently launched a tribunal working to criminalise war, by perhaps bringing war crimes to light. It’s a great effort, but imo, was a disaster the first time around, and is quite a laughingstock in the outside world, from the little I know. It was far too one-sided, similar to any convention which criticizes the current global scenario. It was very enlightening, and great for public awareness, but not much use in terms of legal credibility, really. Not enough follow up on proper legal procedures, etc.. Thus the research is looking towards how to give legal credibility to it, since it is merely a NGO effort and not a governmental one (which means that it has absolutely no real credibility). i) One of my lecturers is the committee member for the War Crimes Tribunal, and he’s very well sought after by students who wants to do their research. I need to get him on our side. ii) We have to do interviews with regards to the War Crimes Tribunal. The ideal would be to get in touch with the biggest fish : which is the Malaysian ex-PM, since he’s the most outspoken and non-diplomatic person in the tribunal. Not sure whether this is likely or not, even with pheromones, but I’m just writing here, to set a standard for me to just jump through. I’ve talked to him once, not made much of an impression though. iii) Well, I need to make a huge presentation of my research by the end of the semester (4 months from now), so I guess I need all the help I can get. \*\*Note that it’s not because of pheromones that I’m doing this. Even if I don’t have pheromones, I still have to do this. It’s just that having pheromones gives me an excuse to post this here and get help from you guys. \*\*\*Pheromone Testings (I’m going to edit this from time to time): \*\*a) Practical Work (Court) - See [here](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/probably-a-coincidence-but-courtroom-hullabaloo-scares-the-hell-out-of-lizzie/7569) (not much results, but then, I’ve only managed to use it a week).. Seems like I’m attracting the respect of criminals as opposed to other people 😮… This is probably a complete disaster, (I’m still embarrassed by it), but it gives me an idea of the possibilities of pheromones. b) Personal Life (hehe, not much progress yet 🙄 ) I’m trying to save up on my pheromones.. 😛. By the way, I know it’s never about the pheromones. It’s how I pick myself up to do what I want to do with my life. So here goes. My journey towards self-actualization . By the way, you guys have been awfully nice to me. [http://www.elmika.net/images/smilies/hug2.gif](http://www.elmika.net/images/smilies/hug2.gif) Liz ---
**Author:** ![tisha23](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/53a042/32.png) [@tisha23](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/tisha23)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2007, 1:47pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/2 "2007-12-29T13:47:41Z")
Yay Lizzy excellant start to your journal 😃 I get to be the first to tell you I look forward to your adventure. Tisha ---
**Author:** ![LizzieM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lizziem/32/218_2.png) [@LizzieM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LizzieM)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2007, 1:55pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/3 "2007-12-29T13:55:12Z")
Thanks Tisha.. It’s not just pheromones, I aim to start taking charge of my life back.. Give me my life! Is the journal subforum private? I mean, can it be accessed by “google search”? ---
**Author:** ![tisha23](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/53a042/32.png) [@tisha23](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/tisha23)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2007, 2:19pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/4 "2007-12-29T14:19:36Z")
No it is private and you must be a registered user to see it so it should not show up in a google search. Tisha ---
**Author:** ![MadisonTate](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b9e5f3/32.png) [@MadisonTate](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/MadisonTate)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2007, 2:25pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/5 "2007-12-29T14:25:55Z")
Lizzie, im looking forward to your journal, too! BTW, i started off by editing one big post at the beginning too, but its hard to track edits to a post. You may want to consider doing separate posts for each of your updates and only editing when something is incorrect. Just a suggestion. Oh, and some pheros help with resetting peoples impressions of you. I suggest you cross-examine Tisha for information! ---
**Author:** ![LizzieM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lizziem/32/218_2.png) [@LizzieM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LizzieM)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2007, 2:29pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/6 "2007-12-29T14:29:02Z")
Thanks Tater! I think I’ll do that, and just add links to the main post so it’s easy to track what’s happening for me… And Tisha!! Spill!! On a side note, what do you guys use besides pheromones to help you mentally achieve whatever you want? ---
**Author:** ![tisha23](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/53a042/32.png) [@tisha23](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/tisha23)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2007, 6:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/7 "2007-12-29T18:52:43Z")
> [@](#): > > And Tisha!! Spill!! Spill what LOL Are you asking for a pheromone that will “reset peoples impressions of you” as Tater put it. Sorry dont want to be the party pooper but… pheromones dont do that on there own. They can enhance but not change or reset a persons opinion of you. BUTTTT… pheromones combined with self improvement and time can. This is my opinion… I am of the mindset that people should always strive to improve. But achieving perfection is rather boring and to me means your journey is done. There is no where to go from perfect so I dont believe in perfect. As we take positive steps in improving ourselves whether its mentally or physically we slowly change the way the world see’s us and reset those impressions of us. Mones enhance that impression along the way and it really depends on what impression you are trying to give as to what pheromone will help strenghthen that impression. I am pretty sure this is what Tater was alluding to. Mones I feel would be worth while for you to use. IS/A of course and dont be embarressed by your results. Criminals have VNO’s as well as non criminals 😃 LOL. MX134 would be ideal. Instant shine, Instant Honesty. Socially TAH, [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/), MX135, MX109 > [@](#): > > On a side note, what do you guys use besides pheromones to help you mentally achieve whatever you want? I use visualization, affirmation and meditation myself. I am a firm believer in “believing is being” If you believe you are a brillant lawyer you will take action to becoming a brillant lawyer and you will be one. If you believe you cant do it then you cant and its really as simple as that. This is a very simular perspective to the book “The secret” which I really like. I have always had this prespective since I was little so apparently I knew the secret, but didnt know I knew it (snort) 😃 You can watch it free here if you want [The Secret Movie - free](http://www.universallawstoday.com/secret.html) My father is Mohegan and Hungarian. He says I am a bit of a seer. A seer is not the same as being a psychic. I have to ability to see past peoples “masks” and feel there emotions. It really just means I have a keen sense of people and why they do things. I often encourge others to look from another persons eye’s before you pass judgements or try to truely understand who they are and why. I do this while meditating. I mention this to you because as a lawyer you will spend time around criminals. It is a helpful skill to have in your field. Ok I took up more then enough of your journal, sorry 😛 Tisha ---
**Author:** ![nbully79](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/c68b51/32.png) [@nbully79](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/nbully79)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2007, 9:12pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/8 "2007-12-29T21:12:31Z")
Great journal Lizzie! I will be looking forward to more posts from you.🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [December 30, 2007, 10:05pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/9 "2007-12-30T22:05:24Z")
Hi Lizzie! Nice to have company in the Women’s Journal section! I’m looking forward to your posts. You’re off to a great start! ---
**Author:** ![Kitten](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/kitten/32/1051_2.png) [@Kitten](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Kitten)\ **Post date:** [December 31, 2007, 10:08pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/10 "2007-12-31T22:08:39Z")
Yay Lizzie! Nice journal. Keep up the posts! ---
**Author:** ![Patratt](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/patratt/32/971_2.png) [@Patratt](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Patratt)\ **Post date:** [December 31, 2007, 10:15pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/11 "2007-12-31T22:15:09Z")
Lizzie, can’t wait to see your results. You are so well planned and everything seems to be thought out. I, on the other hand, have just thrown a bunch of mixes on and made some general noob mistakes, but have learned from 'em. Give us some results girl! ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [December 31, 2007, 10:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/12 "2007-12-31T22:24:33Z")
> [@LizzieM](#): > > By the way, you guys have been awfully nice to me. That’s cause we all love you Lizzie. Can’t you feel it? 😉 I’m willing to bet that we’re already starting to feel like a second family to you, aren’t we? 🙂 The members in this forum are among the most awesome people I’ve met, and in my 45 years I’ve met a lot, and I feel priveledged to be a part of this forum. I also look forward to reading about Lizzie’s phero exploits! 😃 ---
**Author:** ![LizzieM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lizziem/32/218_2.png) [@LizzieM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LizzieM)\ **Post date:** [January 1, 2008, 5:35am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/13 "2008-01-01T05:35:22Z")
Thanks Patratt and Mark, you guys are awesome. Sorry guys, I’ve been having hits, but I’m gonna follow this up in a few days so I’m gonna check out what’s really happening before I jump to conclusions and shout, OMFG pheromonesxxxxzzzz! I’ve been putting my results in Notepad++ so I can keep track of what the heck I’ve been doing. I’ll post them out later. Tomorrow I have lectures starting. I just can’t wait, lol. Probably won’t see you guys in a few more days. I be missing you! 😛 Heh, actually I’ll probably be back on Saturday which is not that long, lol! I wonder what would happen if I lace every single one of my exam papers from now on with IS/A? Or is that just a waste of pheromones since I reckon IS/A is not exactly like A314/MX134 to build rapport. But if I were to lace my papers and resumes from now on with pheromones, reckon I should go with A314 or MX134? _Do I still need a feminine signature on a piece of paper? 🙄_ I’m really cutting the fine line of ethics here, aren’t I? 😛 If my lecturers know I’m trying to voodoo them into giving me better grades, they would fail me for sure. Hugs to you guys. You truly are like family to me. Never thought I’d be around a clan of self-proclaimed PUAs _🙄_, much less those actually genuinely trying to help me. ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [January 1, 2008, 11:01pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/14 "2008-01-01T23:01:57Z")
> [@LizzieM](#): > > I wonder what would happen if I lace every single one of my exam papers from now on with IS/A? Or is that just a waste of pheromones since I reckon IS/A is not exactly like A314/MX134 to build rapport. > But if I were to lace my papers and resumes from now on with pheromones, reckon I should go with A314 or MX134? _Do I still need a feminine signature on a piece of paper? 🙄_ > I’m really cutting the fine line of ethics here, aren’t I? 😛 If my lecturers know I’m trying to voodoo them into giving me better grades, they would fail me for sure. This has been done before…be careful if you decide to do it…and i’m not saying you shouldn’t 😃 … but you’re running a risk here… scented paper is usually reserved for more romantic expressions…not that they’d necessarily find it romantic nor should they…maybe they’d just think it was ‘weird’…lol. Anyway, it’s worth a try…if it was me, i’d hit it up with MX134 and Instant Shine…and a little [Instant Female Magic](https://a314.com/product/instant-female-magic/) if it’s a female prof…especially if she’s tough and if she didn’t like me so much. Try it on a plain piece of paper first…to see if it reeks too much…and to see if you get effects from it and how long they last. Then run back here and tell the rest of us…so WE can do it too! LOL. 😮 😉 ---
**Author:** ![Gone\_with\_the\_Wind](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/gone_with_the_wind/32/2227_2.png) [@Gone\_with\_the\_Wind](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Gone_with_the_Wind)\ **Post date:** [January 2, 2008, 12:24am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/15 "2008-01-02T00:24:35Z")
> [@Bella](#): > > … but you’re running a risk here… scented paper is usually reserved for more romantic expressions… Another use for unscented experimones. ---
**Author:** ![z414a4d](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/z414a4d/32/1299_2.png) [@z414a4d](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/z414a4d)\ **Post date:** [January 10, 2008, 5:00pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/16 "2008-01-10T17:00:43Z")
> [@Gone\_with\_the\_Wind](#): > > Another use for unscented experimones. True dat. ---
**Author:** ![LizzieM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lizziem/32/218_2.png) [@LizzieM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LizzieM)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2008, 1:56am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/17 "2008-01-11T01:56:04Z")
Heh, I just realized I forgot to copy paste and post my results here, no wonder nobody’s been commenting 😛.. Well, the last week was a mix of successes and failures (meaning no idea whether it was a hit or it was because I was a social monkey) : **Wednesday 2nd : 3 sprays of IS/A..** I went to class, no makeup.. Sat in the back of the class (well, since I woke up late 😛.. Pretty dowdy outfit too I think. Well, the first I could find in my closet on short notice anyways 🙂 Well, lucky for me there was no class. Giving me the perfect reason to swoop around everyone and basically invade their space. 😃 I’d like to say that the pheromones made people swarm over me without even trying, but that is not the case. I cheated. I went to them instead, heheh.. If you looked at me then, you’d probably think that they’re the ones on pheromones and not me 🙄 Well anyways, I pretty love IS/A already now. It makes me confident! Plus, I’ve noticed that everybody seemed keen on me coming to talk to them, so it’s a huge boost to the ego as well. I’m usually pretty shy, I realized now it’s because I’m scared people won’t wanna talk to me or I won’t have something to contribute ☹.. So, cheat or no cheat, I got to up my social rep anyways. ---
**Author:** ![LizzieM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lizziem/32/218_2.png) [@LizzieM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LizzieM)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2008, 1:56am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/18 "2008-01-11T01:56:45Z")
**Thursday: Pheroless** (Although I did wear my cardigan which I sprayed IS/A yesterday.. By the way, can IS/A have a build up effect or convert if I spray it on clothes and keep on spraying in on them?) No hits from lecturers (though I sat front and center). Friends were pretty nice to me though! I didn’t have any problems getting study groups for any of my classes. Not that I ever attend them. Just thought it’d be fun to try and see if I get rejected if I ask people if they wanna do study groups. By the way, my best friend thinks I smell really good 🙂.. I’ve been the same perfumed lotion, so that can’t be it. So then I told her that I’m two months on the no soap (only vinegar and conditioner) regime since the holidays 😛. I didn’t tell her of my extra Chemical X though 😛. Course not. She’s so tempted to throw away her soaps now 🙂.. Plus I got her to switch her facial wash in favour of baking soda. I’ve never been able to make anyone do that. I think next I should make her smear paprika all over her pretty little face (_is a jealous whore_) ---
**Author:** ![LizzieM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lizziem/32/218_2.png) [@LizzieM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LizzieM)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2008, 1:57am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/19 "2008-01-11T01:57:11Z")
**Friday : 2 x IS/A** Hmm. No lecture report. I skipped class and went shopping because me and my best friend wants to make a homemade tie for a friend of us. My friend stole my cardigan ☹.. Can she have figured it out??? Nothing but nice report here. We hung out just the two of us, so there’s no way people can hit on one of us without hitting on the other. But no sexual hits 🙂.. I probably look like the type of person who’d kill the first person who tried to hit me with a sexual line 😛. Everybody smiled at the both of us, nobody approached us or anything, but everybody we met was really nice. Then we went to the opening of the Hyundai Coupe.. When we entered, there was this dude who straight away came to us and insisted that the car is awesome. I told him that our friend drives a Fiat Coupe, and that it was way cheaper, and more horsepower. He kept insisting that the Hyundai was rock-solid. I’d say it’s not really a hit but just normal sales talk, but then my best friend went and mentioned, that we’re dead broke, she didn’t have a licence, and that I have an expired licence, and even if I didn’t, I’m like the worst driver on earth. This was before he even say anything about a test drive. He was pretty gutted, but then drop-dead-gorgeously-smiled (bonus points for him! if i had money, i’d buy that car in a sec for just the smile).. He mentioned the possibility of a test drive (didn’t we already tell him that we basically couldn’t steer a car if our life depended on it?!!), and that he’s available for next week. Then he insisted we give him our phone numbers to arrange the test drive. We didn’t though. Before we said bye, I said to him, “by the way, that is an awesome black colour” (or something like that in Malay). He said, that’s Mica black. Then he gave us his card, and said that he could possibly get any car custom made in that colour. ---
**Author:** ![LizzieM](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lizziem/32/218_2.png) [@LizzieM](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LizzieM)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2008, 1:57am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849/20 "2008-01-11T01:57:33Z")
**Monday and Tuesday : Pheroless** Though I was pheroless that day, I was a monkey I think 😛.. Basically has just gotten a huge boost of self-esteem, so I went around feeling totally chatty and smiling to every person I met. Which makes them smile back. Probably think I’m crazy 🙂 Oh, I posted Internship letters to various organizations (not in Malaysia) for next year. They had a 6-12 months evaluation procedure, but anyways, I just laced it with some IS/A.. It’ll be gone before it even reaches there, I’m sure 🙂.. Anyways, I’m psyched! If any of this goes through and gets accepted, I’m moving out of Malaysia definitely! Hehe, though that wouldn’t be for a year. I have a degree to finish ☹ [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lizzies-journal-towards-self-actualization/7849.md?page=2)