# MATT's Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [January 28, 2009, 5:55am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452 "2009-01-28T05:55:40Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 2
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [February 27, 2009, 11:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/21 "2009-02-27T11:19:13Z")
3rd air drop in this month! Let’s see what’s in the crate! 1 x MX292 1 x P74 30ml (10mcg) 1 x P83 30ml (10mcg) 1 x Instant Jerk 1 x Toblerone 1 x Lovely handwritten note by April 😛 **Goal:** To bust out from the friend zone! (Chinese lady) I collected the goods from DHL delivery center and went back to office. **Application** 1 x Instant Shine (applied before i left home, felt naked without a bit of pheromones on me 😛) 1 x MX 292 The female colleague in office is in a cheery mood today. She’s happy to see me. Acting all girly, giggling and stuff. I didn’t have much time to observe her as i was quickly thrust into work. 4 hours later I met the lady who friend zoned me ☹ **Application** 1 x MX292 (Anxiety?) She’s happy to see me. Chatting about her personal life, movies, friends etc. I noticed we were copying each others’ actions. Nice! She was playing with her hair too. 😛 I looked for signs of pupil dilation, nope, hers were rather constricted. I tried to close for physical contact but hm.. nope, she seemed to avoid it subconsciously. I also note that her private zone became smaller than usual (which is already small) as we were walking very closely to each other. I observed the surroundings while chatting with her and everyone was acting normal. No IOIs from the ladies. Service staff who attended to me were courteous, nothing out of the ordinary. Usually strangers will make small talk with me when i wear A314, Instant Honesty or [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/) but nope, today is just polite talk and to the point. We went on our separate ways after 4 hours, i decided to hang around the main hall of the shopping mall, observing the others for any IOIs on me. Nope, everyone’s busy in their own world. Tomorrow i’ll be hitting the cinema with my friends. It’ll be very crowded over the weekend so there’ll be more situations to report! ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [February 28, 2009, 7:28am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/22 "2009-02-28T07:28:06Z")
**Application** 1/2 spray x P74 10mcg to the neck. So it’s roughly 5mcg **Result on Self** In a cheery mood today, maybe it’s because it is saturday! **Situation** Office briefing with 2 colleagues **Result** Nothing out of the ordinary. **Situation** Left the car at home and took public transport to observe strangers’ reactions **Result** Nothing much out of the ordinary. I was seated towards the window side of the bus, with an empty seat in between me and a lady who was standing. She ‘accidentally’ brushed her hand on my shoulder (there’s a bit of a distance between us!) I smiled at her but she wasn’t looking at me. She left the bus after 2 stops. Oh well. **Situation** Went to shoot location to check up on the team **Result** Nothing out of the ordinary. It was a hot day. The team were taking their break and lazing under the shade. They were just minding their own stuff. **Situation** Lunch at the coffeeshop (For the occidental readers, it is like a non air-conditioned food court, a space with many food stalls.) **Result** Nothing much out of the ordinary. There were 2 toddlers playing around me. I smiled at them while waiting for my meal. I slowly realised that the toddlers pushed all of the empty plastic chairs to around me! Cute little children. I’m home to take a rest before meeting up with a bunch old friends and hitting the club. I’ll try a full spray of the P74 that i have later. (Quite tempted to throw in Instant Shine, [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/), MX292 and Ammo but NO! 🆒) I note a side effect due to pheromone usage, that i am more sociable (in the name of research!), than in the past. That’s a good side effect, probably fueled by the desire not to waste good pheromones and money invested in it. Do any of you dear readers agree with me? ---
**Author:** ![skeeter](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/e5b9ba/32.png) [@skeeter](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/skeeter)\ **Post date:** [February 28, 2009, 8:29am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/23 "2009-02-28T08:29:55Z")
Try stepping it up to 3 sprays of mx292. ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 1, 2009, 3:20am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/24 "2009-03-01T03:20:43Z")
Thanks for the advice Skeeter! I took MX292 with me just in case! **Application** 1 spray x P74 10mcg to the chest **Situation** Train ride **Result** Nothing out of the ordinary **Situation** Meeting with 6 old friendsover dinner **Result** Some friends acted distant to me. While my closer friends, well we spoke more to one another. Seems nothing unusual to me. I haven’t been keeping in touch with those friends who acted distant to me. 4+ hours later **Situation** Over to the club **Result** Nothing out of the ordinary. People were minding their own business, the crowd just came in. I went to the toilet for some [pheromone](https://pheromonelabs.com/shop/) loving.hehe **Application 2 x MX292. Result** Went back to my spot at the bar counter. Noticed a lot of ladies crowding around me. I was like WHOA! This is some crazy stuff! I observed the surroundings and realized they were queuing up for something. Pfft. A few ladies around me were looking at me from time to time and they looked away when i tried to establish longer eye contact. I got a nice hit from across the bar counter about 6metres away from me. A 7.5/10 chinese lady was smiling and gazing at me, which i returned the attention. I didn’t walk over to her as i was quite tipsy to walk properly. lol @ low alcohol tolerance. One of my friends tried horribly to hit on a grp of ladies beside me. They rejected his offer to help take a picture for them. Hmm… my friend and the ladies should be affected by MX292, right? Nothing happened. Regarding the hits, i can’t really attribute them to MX292, it could be due to the influence of alcohol. **Situation** Went bar hopping as the music was getting louder and louder, I went to 2 nearby bars with my friends. 2 bars with different demographics. 1 with a younger crowd and the other with a more mature crowd. **Application** 1 x MX292 (that makes 3 in the night!) **Result** I felt confident and happy after the groggy effects of the alcohol disappeared. The crowd didn’t react to MX292. Really nothing at all. I went home afterwards. ☹ ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 1, 2009, 6:12am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/25 "2009-03-01T06:12:08Z")
Today’s a sunday. A female friend (chinese, 27yrs old) joined me for lunch **Application** 1/2 spray x P84 10mcg unscented (that makes about 5mcg) **Situation** Lunch at the market place **Result** No observed results on self No observed results on female friend. She’s her usual self No observed results on strangers We moved to a nearby fastfood joint to hang out for a while. **Result** No observed results on female friend or strangers ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 4, 2009, 2:08pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/26 "2009-03-04T14:08:03Z")
I work on the weekdays (like other people) and i need my A314 in business dealings. So i am only able to test the putatives over the weekends. Anyway **Application** 2 drops x A314 on both wrists and spread across the neck 1 x [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/) along the lower arms 3x MX292. 1 spray on each lower arm. 1 on neck 2 x Instant Shine. 1 on neck, 1 on hair **Situation** Went directly to office. 2 female colleagues were acting giggly and girlish. One of them was laughing and blushing and she indirectly referred to sex. 😃 (basically a fellow colleague owe me a favor and this female colleague keeps saying that i want a BIG favor. we all knew it’s sex but nah, not interested in colleagues, don’t shit where i make a living especially i’m the boss!) Gosh, i wonder what will happen if i can tolerate Instant Honesty. Maybe i should spray Instant Honesty on her seat out of curiousity’s sake. CHECK! to do tomorrow! haha! I had her talking about sex before, she was cracking a lame joke that resulted in her saying to me in public that she’s itchy below :o (Then i was wearing A314, Instant Honesty, Instant Shine, Ammo and Turn Up the Heat) Didn’t interact much today, was busy doing book keeping alone in my room. No obvious reactions at the nearby food centre when i went over for lunch. That’s all for today. Sometimes i wanna fly to the states to see for myself the amazing hits that you caucasian guys have. Darn! Time to plan for international expansion 🆒 ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 6, 2009, 7:23am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/27 "2009-03-06T07:23:00Z")
Yesterday I wore my usual mix of Instant openness, Instant Shine, A314. The usual feel good and in control mix. I went home earlier since there’s nothing much to do in office that i can’t do on my laptop. Thought i’ll give [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) another try, learn to harness the effects. **Application** 1/2 spray x Instant Honesty 2 str on my neck **Result** I felt somewhat like crap as my suppressed thoughts about the lady who friendzoned lady surfaced. I kept listening to Michael Bolton’s _How am i supposed to live without you_. REPEATEDLY and felt like a freaking AFC. lol 2 hrs later i went off to meet my buddy **Application** 30 mcg of P83 (just felt like it) **Result** Was staring straight into the eyes of the waitress who took my order. It felt unlike me but i couldn’t care less. I was laughing at my buddy’s misfortune, berating him for his super afc actions. It’s so unlike me. It’s highly due to Instant Honesty and P83. I felt i can’t care much other peoples’ feelings. That i wouldn’t hesitate to bring down bodily harm to others who disturb me. Freaky combination! Instant Honesty and P83. ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 6, 2009, 7:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/28 "2009-03-06T07:30:33Z")
**Application** 4 x A314 on wrists and neck (Wanted 3, the 4th came out unexpectedly) 2 x Instant Shine, one on neck and one on wrists 2 x [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/) 2 str, one on hair and one at elbows 2 x Spaceland, 1 on back of neck and one on wrists **Situation** Client arranged for a last minute meeting to discuss production schedule. He wasn’t happy due to miscommunication between him and his own subordinate. His other 9 colleagues had to be summoned all over the country for this meeting. We were annoyed as they were confused. (12 decision makers! 12 people who never read my emails! It’s horrible to have 12 decision makers for a project, it often delay and barely gets to anywhere.) I took the lead, highlighted the key points of the schedule and assured them of the progress. Managed to sooth everyone’s nerves. I think Spaceland didn’t really help, maybe everyone was very annoyed. Anyways we came out happy and one of them spoke to me about producing videos for a seperate project. **AWESOME!!!** Looking to purchase a barrel of A314 soon 🆒 ---
**Author:** ![bgghsc](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/f19dbf/32.png) [@bgghsc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bgghsc)\ **Post date:** [March 6, 2009, 1:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/29 "2009-03-06T13:39:14Z")
I dont know what this is 你好,我也是中国的,能留下你的电话或qq吗 ---
**Author:** ![bgghsc](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/f19dbf/32.png) [@bgghsc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bgghsc)\ **Post date:** [March 6, 2009, 1:44pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/30 "2009-03-06T13:44:38Z")
我也想买来试试看,我看了这个论坛很久了,不知道用什么渠道购买,留下你的电话和你聊聊好吗? ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 6, 2009, 4:27pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/31 "2009-03-06T16:27:46Z")
请你看…🙂 > **[PheromoneTalk](https://pheromonetalk.com/store-announcements-feedback/can-someone-who-good-chinese-help-28974.html)** > > Everything about using pheromones to enhance your social life ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [March 6, 2009, 11:28pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/32 "2009-03-06T23:28:27Z")
[Google Translate](http://translate.google.com/translate_t#) ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [March 6, 2009, 11:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/33 "2009-03-06T23:30:34Z")
> [@bgghsc](#): > > 我也想买来试试看,我看了这个论坛很久了,不知道用什么渠道购买,留下你的电话和你聊聊好吗? I also want to give it a try, I have read this forum a long time, I do not know what channels to purchase, leave your phone and you talk, please? ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [March 6, 2009, 11:32pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/34 "2009-03-06T23:32:51Z")
您可以使用谷歌翻译将问题张贴在英语。这里是链接： [http://translate.google.com/translate\_t](http://translate.google.com/translate_t) ＃ 也可以提交一份帮助入场券史蒂夫，他将尽力帮助您： 网址为：[https://a314.com/](https://a314.com/) ---
**Author:** ![bgghsc](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/f19dbf/32.png) [@bgghsc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bgghsc)\ **Post date:** [March 7, 2009, 5:32am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/35 "2009-03-07T05:32:08Z")
appreciation steve I now read the Forum is to use Google Translation ,I bought on eBay agent at ph- P10, but no effect Have much meaning is different,I think matthie is Chinese people ,I want him to help direct, I’m looking for a Chinese speaking Members of communication, I want to buy real pheromone ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 7, 2009, 1:33pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/36 "2009-03-07T13:33:22Z")
hey bgghsc, if you’re looking for the store, it is here [Androtics Direct / SmartMones](https://a314.com/) But do place post a thread about yourself in the introduction forum [Introductions - New Users, Say “Hello” Today and Get $25! at PheromoneTalk.com](http://www.pheromonetalk.com/introductions-new-users-say-hello-today/) i’ll help you translate your posts when possible Chinese to english = OK! English to Chinese = Not ok! ☹ Anyway, to my journal! **Saturday** It was raining and i’m stuck at home typing proposals. Feeling bored, i lined up all my happy little blue and white bottles. **Application** I noticed the To Go bottle of instant jerk that was given as a freebie, and sprayed once on my neck. (always fun to test random gifts from Androtics! 😃) **Self effects** Nothing much, until i went out for dinner. LOL, more on that later. **Application** 1 x [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/) 2str at back of neck 20mcg P83 to the chest 1 x Ammunition on Neck **Results** Hanging outside a bakeryWas hanging outside a bakery for my friend to join me. I walked pass a couple and stood near them. The lady, chinese, in her mid twenties, kept looking at me. Lol, i think i heard her telling her boyfriend that i look good, i think she commented about my attire. (I was wearing casual navy blue buttoned short sleeve shirt with dark brown bermudas and slippers, and i’m just above average looking.) That brought a big grin to my face and i had to walk away (i walked past them again) as not to show my happiness. hehe The couple kept staring at me! LOL Too bad she’s attached or i would have opened her. **Chinese restaurant** We were seated with empty tables beside us. The tables slowly filled and i notice the patrons couldn’t stop looking at me and my friend. I wonder what could have caused it. hehe.🆒 We ordered a few items, every item was presented in a few minutes save for my main! It was late, unpresentable and unpalatable! The menu says Portuguese styled chicken balls with crispy noodles. It came out with a plate soggy charred noodles and a plate of chicken chunks swimming in lukewarm coconut sauce. So terrible. I took a few bites and felt insulted. Immediately i stacked both plates up and laid my cutlery to form a cross on top of the food. I notice the nearby patrons were staring at me, and my friend was embarrassed to heck. lol, i felt it’s appropriate to show my displeasure. The service staff came to clear the empty plates, i told her to return to the kitchen. When the bill came i complained to the manager about the poor quality of my main meal. I offered to pay for it but couldn’t resist to further insult the restaurant. (if your chef don’t know how to cook this dish, then don’t put it up in the menu) The manager was stunned and walked off, she returned with the adjusted receipt. Ok, cool 🆒 **Supermarket** We were on the travellator going downwards and a lady was blocking the exit with her trolley. Immediately i raised my voice ‘Ohnoes!! i’m going to crash!’ Lol, everyone around us laughed. The lady was so embarrassed. Lol i felt like an ass tonight. **Night market** Still feeling hungry, i went to the nearby night market to grab a snack. Ordered deep fried cempedak (For you non South East Asians 😛 [Cempedak - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cempedak)) The nice lady gave me an extra piece, but hey it is overpriced! ---
**Author:** ![bgghsc](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/f19dbf/32.png) [@bgghsc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bgghsc)\ **Post date:** [March 7, 2009, 3:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/37 "2009-03-07T15:24:58Z")
Thank you matthie I would like to ask, where are you now? Shanghai. Beijing? [Pheromones](https://a314.com/shop/) are you buy or use paypal credit card, or through the payment agent China’s customs tax is how much, or no customs duties ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 8, 2009, 2:37am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/38 "2009-03-08T02:37:06Z")
> [@bgghsc](#): > > Thank you matthie > I would like to ask, where are you now? Shanghai. Beijing? > Pheromones are you buy or use paypal credit card, or through the payment agent > China’s customs tax is how much, or no customs duties Hi bgghsc I am not in China, in fact i have never been to china. I live in South East Asia - 东南亚. Use paypal in the store. It clears faster so you get your pheromones faster 😃. I do not know about the customs tax, Perronec ([PheroTalk Pheromone Forum - View Profile: perronec](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/perronec)) is a better person to ask since he is in Shanghai. ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 9, 2009, 12:45am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/39 "2009-03-09T00:45:26Z")
Sunday **Application** 30 mcg x [P74](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p74/) to arms and chest **Situation** Mall shopping for sports wear **Result** Self, felt everything is under control. The feeling is lesser than A314 or MX292. To others? Didn’t really interact much save for the service staff. People were minding their own stuff, the service staff who attended me seemed bore. Oh well, can’t blame them, its the recession and barely a soul’s shopping! ---
**Author:** ![matthie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b5ac83/32.png) [@matthie](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/matthie)\ **Post date:** [March 9, 2009, 12:04pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452/40 "2009-03-09T12:04:06Z")
Monday In my ongoing efforts to understand the scary nature of Instant honesty. I’m trying it alone to see the results. **Application** 1/4 instant honesty on upper lip (sprayed on small area on hand and dabbed it across the upper lip) **Result** Immediately more aware of my surroundings. I can hear, smell and see better. Strange i don’t feel sad now. Maybe i feel sad whenever i see my lady friend who friend zoned me ☹ [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452.md?page=1) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/matts-journal/25452.md?page=3)