# Michelle J's journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [November 3, 2013, 5:57am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420 "2013-11-03T05:57:03Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2013, 5:57am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/1 "2013-11-03T05:57:03Z")
Just a little about me…I’m a 47 yr old ( young!) divorced woman. I work in a museum with both the public and volunteers daily. I need to be ‘on’ all the time. I am naturally shy but learned long ago to overcome that but it’s not always my first choice! I call myself an extroverted introvert. I’m looking for [pheromones](https://pheromonelabs.com/shop/) to help me at work, I want everyone who comes in contact with me, have a positive experience because basically I am the face of the museum. I have been using pheromones from different companies for a few years now, have had mixed results…I happened upon this forum and reading some of it realized I need to me more scientific in my approach… I ordered Togo sizes of the following Instant sexiness b Instant honesty Turn up the heat And received a sample of p130 Yesterday I sprayed ISb, IH & P130 on the way to work at 8.30am IH back of the neck and each wrist IS b neck and hair P130 more a diffuse on chest The P130 and ISb had issues with their spray mechanism , so it kind of dribbles, so I ended up rubbing together in my hands and spreading where I wanted. I was heading up a small amount of volunteers to re do the museums gardens. I arrived earlier and was super focused. Which is not normal for me since I am usually a little scattered in the morning and need a routine to get me on the right path. One of the people who was helping me is a man I come in contact frequently, he isn’t a volunteer, he isn’t a coworker, his company ( he owns) contracts to our museum. I am a little sweet on him. We are both about the same age and single. He is very eligible in the community and people are always setting him up. We have been sharing our dating stories. He comes to me for advice. Well he immediately started telling me how all these people are setting him up (again…poor baby) And all the dates he has lined up. I made some smart ass remark, and he insisted that there was nothing to any of them. I then told him about this guy who just keeps texting me none sense and he immediately said 'dump him!" No dial acted pupils or deer in the headlight thing..but I have gotten those from him prior with other pheromones… So fast forward He asked what I was doing that night, I said I hadn’t decided yet, he started telling me about a good band playing locally, it felt like he was going to ask me to go, but then I remembered he had a date that night, I reminded him…so he got quiet. We said good bye and I mentioned I was starving and needed to eat before I went home.(2pm by this time) He said he needed to get ready. 5 min later I got a text from him asking if I was still getting lunch and could he join me? I picked him up and he insisted on paying. I sprayed 2 more sprays of IH honesty on my hair before going to get him. And honestly, when I went to wash up I screamed. I had dirt all over my face and my hair was a rats nest from all the gardening. We went to a sandwich place and he was in line behind me, he’s tall, I’m short and it was packed, so I know his head was right above my head, I’m glad I sprayed my hair. Walking through the packed shop I did get a few deer in the headlight looks, from both men and women. He insisted on paying and while we were eating he really opened up but would space out, then shake himself and apologize …he acted confused as to why he kept spacing out. So all in all definitely different behavior from him. No other interactions yesterday. I was beat, so went home and stayed there! ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [November 4, 2013, 5:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/2 "2013-11-04T05:00:36Z")
I just hung out at home yesterday…no mones. Today I will be also be hanging out at home, but will be hitting the gym…will wear something there…not sure which ones. I typically do not socialize there, and no one ever approaches me. I put my headphones in and get to work. I don’t have a ‘friendly’ one…maybe I’ll just wear p130 and see how it affects me. ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [November 4, 2013, 7:58am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/3 "2013-11-04T07:58:15Z")
So I sprayed [P130](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p130/) on the back of my neck and one spray between both my wrists…I was practically Invisible at the gym…also am very inward looking right now. Same energy, but feeling very introverted…interesting… ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 3, 2014, 7:29pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/4 "2014-09-03T19:29:21Z")
Back, after a hectic year. Been more interested in continuing to test out pheromones. I recently put in an order for IS/b, TAA &TAL I RECENTLY STARTED ( last two months or so) stared dating a very old friend. That’s been put on hold due to a very recent diagnosis of cancer, he is very upset and stressed partly due to a bunch of other things going on also in his life right now. I wanted to get some INstant shine, but it’s not available .☹ I want to try something to help with his mood I will let yu all know when I get my order. Thanks for this forum,it’s wonderful. ---
**Author:** ![CelticPrince](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/celticprince/32/397_2.png) [@CelticPrince](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CelticPrince)\ **Post date:** [September 4, 2014, 4:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/5 "2014-09-04T16:52:15Z")
Hi MMJ, glad to see you back. Is it you or your friend that has diagnosis of cancer? The IS should be back in stock soon. It is a big seller for AD and it isnt usually out of stock very long. The IS should help with mood lifting…great stuff. ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 4, 2014, 6:05pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/6 "2014-09-04T18:05:16Z")
Hi, it’s my friend who just got a diagnosis of melanoma, waiting for the biopsy results to see the stage. Plus he is dealing with PTSD, major life changes…job etc…lots going on and he is severly overwhelmed and having a hard time finding joy anywhere… ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 4, 2014, 9:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/7 "2014-09-04T21:37:48Z")
Anticipating my latest purchase, I dug out a sample I have tucked away…[P75](https://a314.com/product/p75/) . I applied 2 sprays…one on my nexk chest area and one on a wrist, rubbed together. Now, the only thing I noticed is that women were super friendly and seemed to open up very quickly, from my boss to volunteers and women in the fpgrocery store. Men, on the other hand were very standoff ish and snippy. Even my volunteers, who love me, were very curt with me today. Interesting. ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 4, 2014, 9:44pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/8 "2014-09-04T21:44:48Z")
Oh…and self effects…I was pretty focused at work, got a lot done, shocking since the last two weeks I have been pretty useless! ---
**Author:** ![CelticPrince](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/celticprince/32/397_2.png) [@CelticPrince](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CelticPrince)\ **Post date:** [September 4, 2014, 10:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/9 "2014-09-04T22:30:22Z")
MMJ, Interesting report. The reaction you got from guys is what I get from [P75](https://a314.com/product/p75/) if I use it alone. Guys hate me. But girls love it. So the solution for me is to steer the P75 with one of the socials..IH, IS, IO. It doesnt hurt the effect with women, and guys dont want to kill me 🙂 What is the dose on the bottle of P75?? It would be interesting to know. Thanks! ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 4, 2014, 10:50pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/10 "2014-09-04T22:50:47Z")
5mg per spray. I think this is something I would use with a girls night . Not really with men..haha…this is NOT. The type of reactions I want from men. ---
**Author:** ![CelticPrince](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/celticprince/32/397_2.png) [@CelticPrince](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CelticPrince)\ **Post date:** [September 4, 2014, 10:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/11 "2014-09-04T22:59:19Z")
Hahaha lol! Yes, [P75](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p75/) is generally known as a male putative, and 10 mcg is a good sized dose. For comparison, I rarely wear more than 5mcg! Although some of the girls here are trying/testing male pheros but at micro doses. Wear higher doses when you want the boys to keep their distance.. 😉 ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 4, 2014, 11:19pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/12 "2014-09-04T23:19:15Z")
Alrighty then, good validation. Going back in the drawer…waiting for my order… 🙂 I wish there were as much for women to choose from as there are for men! ---
**Author:** ![lwatkins](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lwatkins/32/472_2.png) [@lwatkins](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/lwatkins)\ **Post date:** [September 5, 2014, 1:07pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/13 "2014-09-05T13:07:01Z")
To give you an idea, I put on 15 mcg [P75](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p75/) solo last week, and it made me horribly sea-sick with anxiety-like motion-sickness. Seriously by the end of the day I was puffing into a paper bag and finally had to lay down in the shower.. effects slowly but surely kept compounding. But Ladies freaking loved it all day! 10 mcg I can handle, especially with something to buffer self-fx like TAC. Ladies will follow me around and open up great. 5 mcg is probably adequate for most situations, it’s strong stuff. ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 5, 2014, 3:20pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/14 "2014-09-05T15:20:53Z")
Interesting about the compounding aspects…last night, a good 10 hours after applied, I was getting really passive agressive and arrogant with a friend, I didn’t even realize it, she called me out on it this am… I am NEVER. Like that. ---
**Author:** ![CelticPrince](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/celticprince/32/397_2.png) [@CelticPrince](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CelticPrince)\ **Post date:** [September 5, 2014, 3:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/15 "2014-09-05T15:39:52Z")
MMJ, Im not saying you should quit [P75](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p75/) altogether, as it seems that you did like some of the self effects. But you should try cutting the dosage way back, like a 1:10 ratio will lower the dose to .5mcg per spray roughly. Easy to do if you have a dropper and an extra togo bottle and some cologne. Just drop in 10 drops of cologne to every one drop of P75 into the togo, and then try that with some Ishine or other social. You will get the selfies, you wont chase the men away, and you wont get cranky with your girls. Also, read LadyScience’s journal. She has played around with P75 a bit. And regarding the lack of female products available, there are several MX’s that the ladies are getting some good results with. I cant speak to them as I have not used them, but do some more reading about their results and maybe you will find something else you want to try. Hope that helps 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 5, 2014, 3:56pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/16 "2014-09-05T15:56:28Z")
Thanks CP…I was just able to order some IS, am looking forward to getting it! I did like the self effects…of [P75](https://a314.com/product/p75/) Do not want to chase the men away or piss off my girls! I used one spray of IH this morning and got a pat on the back and lots of smiles from my volunteers who was very standoffish and snippy ( out of character) yesterday…I feel like I have to be in damage control! ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 5, 2014, 3:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/17 "2014-09-05T15:59:35Z")
Thanks CP…I was just able to order some IS, am looking forward to getting it! I did like the self effects…of [P75](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p75/) Do not want to chase the men away or piss off my girls! I used one spray of IH this morning and got a pat on the back and lots of smiles from my volunteers who was very standoffish and snippy ( out of character) yesterday…I feel like I have to be in damage control! ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 15, 2014, 1:32am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/18 "2014-09-15T01:32:10Z")
Busy with an upcoming move and just back from a short holiday… But I have been playing with my recent order IS TAA TAL IS/b Freebee IO & molecule C I have been testing IS.. first day I forgot I ordered 2x strength and sprayed my usual two sprays…got a headache within ten min. But felt a little giddy, when I. Got home, my ex was there dropping off my so. And spontaneously decided to take the three of us for a nice dinner…that has never happened. The next day I worked at a friends shop to help her out. Sprayed one spray to my neck, chest area, and sold 3x more than she ever makes on a Wednesdays. People were very happy when they came in. . The next day, same dose, my boss was chatty and very pleasant, when usually she is stressed and grumpy. So I LIKE this…I initially bought it to help my friend who is going thru a very rough time right now, possibly get a little cheerful time. We talked to night and we are seeing eachother on Tuesday. I am thinking if wearing IS and a little of the molecule C… No other reports since I just got my second pkg with IS/b, TAA and TAL ( plus C) today’s when I got home…I’ll try something tomorrow if I go out. I will update. ---
**Author:** ![CelticPrince](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/celticprince/32/397_2.png) [@CelticPrince](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CelticPrince)\ **Post date:** [September 15, 2014, 3:06pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/19 "2014-09-15T15:06:07Z")
Hi MMJ, I have done the same with Ishine. The good news is headache goes away in a little while. I was on a fishing trip this past weekend with 5 other guys, and thats the only phero I wore. Lots of guy banter and fun had by all. I used 2 sprays regular IS in the morning, and 1 at dinnertime. My stomach hurts from laughing so much! 🙂 Sounds like your plan for Tuesday is about right. Interested to see what the Mol C adds to the mix with you. ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 15, 2014, 9:54pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/20 "2014-09-15T21:54:08Z")
I agree that the effects was worth the headache! Hoping for a good time tomorrow night, well, as good as can be. [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420.md?page=2)