# Michelle J's journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [November 3, 2013, 5:57am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420 "2013-11-03T05:57:03Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 3
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 8, 2015, 7:14pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/41 "2015-05-08T19:14:16Z")
I wish I could put P102 in a diffuser and plug it onto the wall…makes everyone here giddy and laughing. It’s fun, but I’m not as focused with the P96 in the mix, but also no almost car accidents too! I’m actually burned out from doing the book thing, I just want to go home…1 hr and 45 min left…I don’t think I will make it. ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2015, 2:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/42 "2015-05-10T02:00:38Z")
Tired. This will be short. Went to a winery and Newburyport mass today with a girlfriend.wore my new CTTM AND P96, two sprays of each evenly distributed on neck hair and wrists. OMG, we chatted the whole day, and everyone e we came In contact pt with, from fellow winery people, to sales clerks and waitresses were all very very friendly and chatty. Great mood, great day. Then met another gf for a drink and dinner ( her bday) chat chat chat. The only thing I noticed is near us there was a couple on one of the couches in the lounge area, where we were, young, late 20’s…everytime he got up (4-5x) he would stare at me coming back, kind of DIH look,but not quite…it was intentional. Going to bed! Night all! ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 10, 2015, 11:18pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/43 "2015-05-10T23:18:15Z")
Happy Mother’s Day to all the moms ( both biological, step, foster and to fur babies!) out there. I went over my moms today, and things have been a little strained with us lately, so I put on2 sprays of CTTM, P104 & P102. It was a good, relaxed chatty day for everyone involved. Even my somewhat surly 18 yr old son had a good time. I wonder if I can sneak some happy mones into his deodorant! Haha ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 14, 2015, 1:57am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/44 "2015-05-14T01:57:58Z")
I may be seeing my guy friend who interested in me and I in him. I had promised him I would help him design his garden…for his birthday. We flirt text back and forth during the day…but it’s been just that for some time, but today he brought it up to anew level…we are competitive, both of us, and were joking back and forth, it ended with him telling me that ‘I want to enjoy as much of you as you’ll allow’ we were talking about boundaries and stuff…sooo…ended up later with us kind of weaving in a poker analogy to this whatever it is we are doing…he asked if I was going to up the ante…I asked what the price of entry was to the game ( since I know nothing of poker, I was pretty proud of myself for keeping the poker analogy going…) “Hhhhhmmm. Conquest. Surrender. Exposure. intimacy oR unanswered quest Carnal knowledge Or just … All in” Well…of course I’m all in! Haha…so game on, this deliberate flirtation, seduction, whatever it is, is new to me…I want tO have a bit of a leg up…thinking of mixing ISb with P81 IS & IH. I also have in my rapidly growing stash …p104, P102, IO, TAA, TAC, TAL, CTTM, P96, P78.TUTH, TAK… OH THE choices! Maybe this weekend, if not then next week… ---
**Author:** ![Dee\_A](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/7bcc69/32.png) [@Dee\_A](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Dee_A)\ **Post date:** [May 14, 2015, 3:18pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/45 "2015-05-14T15:18:10Z")
> [@Mmj2013](#): > > I may be seeing my guy friend who interested in me and I in him. I had promised him I would help him design his garden…for his birthday. We flirt text back and forth during the day…but it’s been just that for some time, but today he brought it up to anew level…we are competitive, both of us, and were joking back and forth, it ended with him telling me that ‘I want to enjoy as much of you as you’ll allow’ we were talking about boundaries and stuff…sooo…ended up later with us kind of weaving in a poker analogy to this whatever it is we are doing…he asked if I was going to up the ante…I asked what the price of entry was to the game ( since I know nothing of poker, I was pretty proud of myself for keeping the poker analogy going…) > “Hhhhhmmm. > Conquest. Surrender. Exposure. intimacy oR unanswered quest > Carnal knowledge > Or just … > All in” > Well…of course I’m all in! Haha…so game on, this deliberate flirtation, seduction, whatever it is, is new to me…I want tO have a bit of a leg up…thinking of mixing ISb with P81 IS & IH. I also have in my rapidly growing stash …p104, P102, IO, TAA, TAC, TAL, CTTM, P96, P78.TUTH, TAK… OH THE choices! Maybe this weekend, if not then next week… Since I am not allowed to directly dish out recommendations involving putatives and experimentals, I think I will advise you to visit LadyScientist’s journal. I think she do have a very interesting idea on p96+TAC although I can’t remember if she got the time to actually test it. Maybe you can. Since you have both. 🙂 Add a little ISb for the sexy vibe. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 14, 2015, 3:43pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/46 "2015-05-14T15:43:25Z")
Thanks Dee! I will and I will post my findings…sheesh, whoever thought being a scientist could be so much fun! ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 14, 2015, 4:20pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/47 "2015-05-14T16:20:58Z")
Oh, and I COMPLETELY forgot…I have soME EOW. CANT HURT…RIGHT. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 15, 2015, 1:11am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/48 "2015-05-15T01:11:41Z")
I did a little experiment this evening. My BFF was coming over for a walk and dinner, and we always get along, known each other since 2nd grade. I found a Togo P79 …I remember I wore it once before and whoo…the men all sneeredd at me, but the women talked my ear off and were very attentive, I figure I gave off an alpha make vibe… So I just sprayed 1 spray to my wrists and rubbed them together. She came over and immediately go it defensive, I had to calm her down and then she was almost deferential the rest of the time she was here. We walked to the local health food store. I got lots of smiles from the women, one older ( well…seemed older than me…haha…) woman kind of followed me around the store and everytime I caught her eye she smiled and looked away(!!!) haha…the men, who I typically do well with in casual public settings, would do a slight double take and look a little confused and avoid looking at me… Definitely Alpha Male…not really my personality! Goes back in to my drawer! ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [June 23, 2015, 7:45pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/49 "2015-06-23T19:45:24Z")
I just got an order in , the sensual pack & MX235 I decided to try MX235 here at work. And I am a little put off by the scent. It’s cholocatetini. Wait, it’s suppose to be the cookie scent I think. It smells like burnt chocolate. I don’t like it. It’s strong. I have been wearing Simply Sugar ( the shy sister of Pure Sugar) and I don’t like the smell at all! I hope it does down some. No real interaction with people. I do feel kind of buzzy. But I can’t get pass the scent. …to be continued… ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [July 1, 2015, 12:14am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/50 "2015-07-01T00:14:37Z")
I’m excited about a few orders I have coming. One from here was a little delayed ☹ I was hoping to use it this weekend at an party I’m going to. I was also able to order some -EST from a member here. I’ve been doing my research, a bottle of A1 is going to be thrown in also, I know it’s a mans mone, but from what I’ve been reading there are appropriate situations and doses for a female to use them. I looked in my drawer the other day and was a little shocked at the collection I have accumulated! Haha…I guess I need to start experimenting more and put them to good use. Which means I need to get more of a social life! I started testing some MX mixes, and I have puppy love coming also. I did order MX235 and I am trying to get over the smell, it’s suppose to be cookie scent. It smells like burned chocolat to me. I don’t like it. I want to. But I don’t. It to me it’s strong, I can’t seem to cover it with my Pink Sugar. Waaahhh..I want to like it and use it! ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [November 6, 2015, 9:35pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/51 "2015-11-06T21:35:39Z")
A quick update…not too much time, at work and then running to a wake. Had a date which I wanted to be sexy, intense and bonding…make a ( kitchen sink ?) mixture of ISb, mol. C, P81, IH covered with bubblegum cops…ok, let’s just say, it caused a couple of hours of what he called ’ the most emotionally intimate discussions he’s had in years" and then about 6 hours of non stop action…for a 49 yr old woman and a 55 yr old man, 4 x in one night is a feat… ---
**Author:** ![Lillian](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lillian/32/1269_2.png) [@Lillian](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lillian)\ **Post date:** [November 7, 2015, 4:14pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/52 "2015-11-07T16:14:43Z")
Great journal and welcome back!!! I too have arisen from years away and admit having so much fun! Looking forward to reading more! 🙂 😉 ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 24, 2016, 12:40am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/53 "2016-05-24T00:40:14Z")
Just an updat, I have not been reporting, I think I have settled on the pheromones I love and use them with consistent results. Yesterday I was with the guy I’ve been seeing for months and some other friends, and for various reasons, we are still keeping our relationship a secret, fine with me! But we all went out to eat and the I went back to his place to get my car, another friend dropped me off and then she left, so I got in my car and left and thought’ ass, you should have stayed!" So I texted him ’ I should have just crawled in your bed, what’s wrong with me?" He texted back " turn around" so I went back, I was wearing P102, puppy love, TAC, and P81 covered with pink sugar. He just kept on staring at me ( not the most verbal guy) and finally I asked him if we were having a staring contest? ’ no, I’m just inhaling you’. Then the most lusty interlude I’ve had in a long time! Remember we had been sitting next to each other in a restaurant for a few hours prior too. I just can’t say enough about these products! ---
**Author:** ![Dee\_A](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/7bcc69/32.png) [@Dee\_A](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Dee_A)\ **Post date:** [May 25, 2016, 9:53am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/54 "2016-05-25T09:53:38Z")
God, I miss you MJ! > [@](#): > > the most lusty interlude I love it. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [May 25, 2016, 10:59am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/55 "2016-05-25T10:59:54Z")
Haha…well…it WAS! 😘 I just started trying some EST I’ve gotten so use to my ‘kitchen sink’ mixtures that I feel odd using just one at a time. Stay tuned… ---
**Author:** ![justintime469](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/justintime469/32/1402_2.png) [@justintime469](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/justintime469)\ **Post date:** [May 28, 2016, 2:36pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/56 "2016-05-28T14:36:19Z")
Keep us updated. I love to here the more sexual stuff from a women’s side of the pheromones for sure. ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [September 29, 2016, 11:56am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/57 "2016-09-29T11:56:55Z")
Bouncing back on, I notice I tend to drift on and off this forum depending on the changes going on in my life. Big possible changes right now! (new job, move new publishing opportunity) so I have not been sleeping,I think its the stress of my deadline. So I had some TAK and tried that. I may have over done it. I did one spray on my chest, one on the back of my neck and 1 between two wrists, total 75 mcg. (25mcg per spray togo ) When i went to lay down i had the room spinning experience. I have slept somewhat better with it. But i may go down to one spray and see if that works withouth the 'drank too much at the frat party ’ feel! Big interview tomorrow (4 hours plus they are taking me out to dinner) I have planned to use some IS, TAC, IH and IO. The interview will be one on one with the current executive director, then meeting all the other board members, plus a walk about downtown meeting local merchants… need to put on my shine and sparkle! ---
**Author:** ![brasileira](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/5f9b8f/32.png) [@brasileira](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/brasileira)\ **Post date:** [October 1, 2016, 6:03pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/58 "2016-10-01T18:03:15Z")
Hi! How did your interview go? 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [October 1, 2016, 6:49pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/59 "2016-10-01T18:49:15Z")
I don’t know! I walked around, met the Mayor, and about 15 other people, had to re introduce myself and say my spiel… ask them questions, then at the dinner there were ten people all asking me questions… I was BEAT by the end, felt myself flagging. It is down to me and one other person. i should know Monday or Tuesday. Crossing fingers. Otherwise I will need to get my head back into the Job i already have… I only ended up using IH and a smidge of IS. My IO fell between the seats in my car and smashed ☹ ---
**Author:** ![Mmj2013](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/b3f665/32.png) [@Mmj2013](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mmj2013)\ **Post date:** [October 11, 2016, 12:27am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420/60 "2016-10-11T00:27:09Z")
I got the job. The president of the board called me up last week to make me an offer. He told me I knocked it out of the park! this new position will bring me in contact with new people all the time, good opportunities to try different mones! [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420.md?page=2) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/michelle-js-journal/60420.md?page=4)