# Miss Dragon's Journal! Yay! **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [May 10, 2013, 1:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954 "2013-05-10T01:02:24Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 9
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2015, 2:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/161 "2015-04-15T02:50:54Z")
Thanks, Pudleduk! I’m honored that you read my journal! I’m glad that you got some ideas for testing methods. That newbie kit should keep you busy, I hope it goes well! ---
**Author:** ![1Alpha](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/1alpha/32/190_2.png) [@1Alpha](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/1Alpha)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2015, 4:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/162 "2015-04-15T04:00:10Z")
2x the congrats on the new job! How’s that coming along? Also, any change in Fangurls bro? Or Fangirl for that matter? 1Alpha ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [April 16, 2015, 6:49am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/163 "2015-04-16T06:49:48Z")
Thanks! Well, my new boss decided to take the following 2 weeks off after our interview, to recover from her sickness. Kind of a bummer, not exactly what I want to hear just after being offered a job. But she’s put the paperwork in motion, so I should be starting next week. Things are good with Fangirl. She’s just starting a new job too, and has to get certified in insurance law. So she’s studying like crazy, and I haven’t seen much of her lately. Well, I saw her tonight, but we just watched a movie with Mr. Know-It-All and then called it a night. As time goes on, I’m becoming more and more glad that I didn’t try to start anything with Fangirl’s bro. He apparently has resolved to not date at all until all of his siblings are grown and out of the house. The youngest is 12. Their dad has really dropped the ball on raising the family, and apparently this guy had decided to take over instead. Fuck that, I’m not waiting 6+ years for a chance with some dude. And as I’ve heard his perspective on a few things, I’m questioning how much we’d be compatible anyway. So I’m just gonna walk away and go fish in some other pond. ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [April 20, 2015, 8:42am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/164 "2015-04-20T08:42:12Z")
I really need to start carrying p130 with me wherever I go. Here I am at a friend’s house crashing for the night, and my heart is beating out of control for no reason. My nerves are on edge. If only I had some p130, I could stop this mess right away! Drat! ---
**Author:** ![FuzziKitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fuzzikitty/32/2431_2.png) [@FuzziKitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/FuzziKitty)\ **Post date:** [April 22, 2015, 3:32am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/165 "2015-04-22T03:32:39Z")
> [@Miss\_Dragon](#): > > Thanks! Well, my new boss decided to take the following 2 weeks off after our interview, to recover from her sickness. Kind of a bummer, not exactly what I want to hear just after being offered a job. But she’s put the paperwork in motion, so I should be starting next week. > > Things are good with Fangirl. She’s just starting a new job too, and has to get certified in insurance law. So she’s studying like crazy, and I haven’t seen much of her lately. Well, I saw her tonight, but we just watched a movie with Mr. Know-It-All and then called it a night. > > As time goes on, I’m becoming more and more glad that I didn’t try to start anything with Fangirl’s bro. He apparently has resolved to not date at all until all of his siblings are grown and out of the house. The youngest is 12. Their dad has really dropped the ball on raising the family, and apparently this guy had decided to take over instead. Fuck that, I’m not waiting 6+ years for a chance with some dude. And as I’ve heard his perspective on a few things, I’m questioning how much we’d be compatible anyway. So I’m just gonna walk away and go fish in some other pond. “Just keep swimming.. Swimming swimming .” Hehehe ---
**Author:** ![FuzziKitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/fuzzikitty/32/2431_2.png) [@FuzziKitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/FuzziKitty)\ **Post date:** [April 22, 2015, 3:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/166 "2015-04-22T03:33:30Z")
> [@Miss\_Dragon](#): > > I really need to start carrying p130 with me wherever I go. Here I am at a friend’s house crashing for the night, and my heart is beating out of control for no reason. My nerves are on edge. If only I had some p130, I could stop this mess right away! Drat! Wow does 130 work that well ? I’m gonna have to try some of that soon !! ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [April 23, 2015, 2:13am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/167 "2015-04-23T02:13:29Z")
> [@FuzziKitty](#): > > Wow does 130 work that well ? I’m gonna have to try some of that soon !! Yeah, it’s really good stuff. It takes roughly a half hour to work up to full effectiveness, but I start to notice results within minutes. It doesn’t always completely kill the anxiety, but it’s the most effective quick-fix I’ve ever found. I’m currently using cookie scent, but I’m not happy with it. It smells ok, but for some reason, it’s not doing the job as well. I’m gonna switch back to neroli for my next order. ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [April 23, 2015, 11:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/168 "2015-04-23T11:08:12Z")
P96 (and some p130) I guess I should report on this. I just thought I was having a really crappy night, but reading somebody’s comment about p96 made me realize that it most likely triggered the most antisocial mood I’ve been in since…well…a very long time. For the past week or so, my mood has been getting progressively more rough. Like a mix between numbness and anger, with anxiety thrown on top any time I start thinking about doing anything, or thinking about things I’m not doing. Or depression any time I’m idle for too long. So yesterday, I decided to shirk another task I’d planned, in favor of not running myself ragged before seeing my friends in the evening. Come evening, I headed out to meet up with a group of my friends. The thought of having cancelled that previous task was starting to frazzle my nerves, so I sprayed on 15mcg p130 (3 sprays of 5mcg, in cookie scent). Over the course of the next half hour, it took the edge off. It didn’t make me feel perfectly relaxed and happy, but at least I wasn’t swearing at the potholes any more. I arrived at my friends’ house roughly an hour after having sprayed the p130. I brought some p96 with me, because I thought it might be nice to encourage some bonding and closeness. I layered 60mcg (3 sprays of 20mcg, grapefruit scent) on top of my previous application. It wasn’t a fantastic scent combination, but it wasn’t noticeably bad, either. Pleasant enough if you’re not paying too much attention, but not something I’d go out of my way for. During the walk from the car to the house, I forgot I was wearing any mones. My mood steadily dropped. By the time I joined my friends, I was feeling down and vulnerable. The mood was very subdued, anyway. There were 7 of us there, including Ukulele Friend, and he informed me that his dad had just died that morning. It wasn’t a big surprise, because he’d been terminally ill for years. He was on death watch for the past couple of months. Uke Friend was feeling pretty numb at the time. He didn’t yet feel relieved that his dad’s suffering was over, and he didn’t yet feel grieved about the loss. And I was completely lost for words. Other people shared about difficult events that were transpiring in their own lives, such as former Bestie’s mom being diagnosed with lung cancer. Then, someone piped up and asked me how my dad was doing. I REALLY didn’t want to talk at all, and it’s especially difficult for me to talk about my dad’s situation if I’m not already in the mood. So in as few words as possible, I conveyed that he was not doing very well. I was feeling fragile and a bit weepy by then, and I was trying to keep myself from crying. People finally decided that we should find some form of entertainment, so some people started rifling through board games. Everyone kept asking me what game I wanted to play, but I didn’t want to play anything. Someone else asked me if I wanted to watch a movie. I said that would be okay, but when they asked me what I wanted to watch, I said I had no idea. So we just didn’t watch a movie. Fangirl and Mr. Know-it-all arrived about this time, and they settled in to playing a game with Uke Friend and his girlfriend. I felt pretty aimless. Former Bestie got into an animated conversation with someone, another person did stuff on the computer while casually heckling the game-players, and I just sat by myself in the middle of it all. I had invented my own recipe for what I imagine the Butterbeer in Harry Potter to taste like, and I had brought a batch to share. I overheard Mr. K-i-a quietly expressing to Uke Friend that he didn’t like it, and that made me even more sad. I couldn’t handle being surrounded by happy people, so I got up and quietly went outside. I grabbed a blanket, because it had started snowing. Yes, snowing in late April. Sometimes Michigan is just not fair. I sat outside for the next hour and a half, huddled up in the blanket. In that time, I saw 2 people wandering about the house, opening doors and turning on lights. They were looking for me, but I didn’t care. If they really wanted to know where I was, they could text me. Eventually, Fangirl did text me. But in the time that I sat out there, I realized that my sad, vulnerable feelings had been with me all along, they were just buried under the mounting numbness and anger. I realized that the p130 had stripped away the loud feelings on top, and left me with this. But it took me another few hours to realize that the p96 probably coaxed those feelings into more prominence. When half of the people had left, Fangirl texted me to tell me that they were going to start a movie, and I should come join. So I did. Uke Friend and his girlfriend were about to leave, but he told me that I was welcome to come hang out with them for a while, if I just wanted to talk. I said that I definitely didn’t want to talk at all. I didn’t know how to express this at the time, but I really didn’t have a direct trigger for the way I was currently feeling. Just feelings and stressors that had been piling up happened to be coming out all at once. So I didn’t really have anything to talk about. The movie stopped working halfway through, so we gave up and went home. Pretty cruddy end to a pretty cruddy night. I’ll have to go back and review my previous doses of p96, but I wonder if 60mcg might be OD for me. I don’t think I would have reacted so negatively if I wasn’t already struggling emotionally, anyway. But this high of a dose might set off anyone who is having problems. I won’t say it was completely a bad thing, though. I think I needed to confront those underlying feelings. And I certainly didn’t like the numb/angry/anxious overcoat that had been growing. But maybe p96 is best kept on the shelf until I’m at a more stable place. ---
**Author:** ![Ekscentra](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/6bbea6/32.png) [@Ekscentra](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Ekscentra)\ **Post date:** [April 23, 2015, 8:48pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/169 "2015-04-23T20:48:01Z")
Great post. Sorry to hear all about that, though! 60mcg definitely sounds like an OD to me. You might keep it closer to 25mcg from now on. Have you considered P78? It’s been known to help get people out of the dumps. I can’t attest to this myself, but it’s worth a shot. I’d consider 15mcg a solid (female) dose, but many have gone higher than this. ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [April 24, 2015, 2:55am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/170 "2015-04-24T02:55:20Z")
I hadn’t considered that. I’ll check and see if I have any! ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [April 28, 2015, 8:22am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/171 "2015-04-28T08:22:19Z")
Arrgh! I’m getting frustrated with Uke Friend’s younger brother! He’s driving me nuts! He’s starting to go overboard with his IOI! At no point have I ever reciprocated, and any other sane dude would’ve backed off by now! He keeps trying to steal my attention when I’m in conversations with other people, he keeps trying to flirt with me when I’m minding my own business, and he does the whole fake-pouty thing when I don’t feed into his games! But it’s getting worse! If I’m making physical contact with another person, he thinks that’s his cue to make physical contact with me, as well! Tonight we threw a surprise birthday party for Mr. Know-it-all, and it was fantastic! A good number of people showed up! He was so thrilled, he was glowing the whole night! I had brought some MX335 with me, but I forgot to put it on beforehand. A little bit into the party, I remembered the mones, and I was gonna slip into the bathroom and put them on. But Uke Friend’s younger bro (ok, he needs a name: Puppy Boy) was already clinging to me, so I abstained from using them! I wasn’t happy about this at all! He sat next to me, and I was looking in the opposite direction. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see him putting his face near mine, but I kept gazing away from him. After a few minutes, he accused me of ignoring him, and said that he was making funny faces just for me. What are we, in preschool? Why do I need him to make faces for me? I don’t like abstaining from using my mones around others just because of one rotten egg! I could’ve really leveraged Mr. K-i-a’s euphoric mood! Well, he did show his gratitude, at least. He adored the cake I baked for him (I actually invented the recipe just for him), and decided that he was going to use his influence to get me invited to a group that he’s a part of. So definitely not a wasted night. I talked with Fangirl about my frustrations with Puppy Boy later that night as we were cleaning up. I told her I was at my wit’s end, and I might resort to speaking with Uke Friend about his brother. She suggested that I start calling him “little brother” to try and shut him down when he starts bugging me again. If that doesn’t slap some friend-zone upside his too-young ass, then have a talk with Uke Friend. On the positive side, I’ve got a new order in transit headed for me! I’m looking forward to testing P78, p103, and CTTM! It was too late when I realized I hadn’t added MX480-481 to my order. Oh well, next time. There’s a new guy I’m starting to get to know. There’s interest between us, but I want to get to know him better before I decide to seduce him. MX480-481 would’ve been great to test in that situation, but that’s ok. Maybe later. ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [April 30, 2015, 6:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/172 "2015-04-30T06:03:14Z")
P86 P86 25mcg total (2 sprays of 12.5mcg) to the chest Vanilla dream scent It dawned on me yesterday that I’ve had some unopened p86 sitting in my fridge for a while, and I might as well test the darned thing out! So in social settings, that’s what I’ll probably be focusing on. In professional settings, I’ll probably stick with more tried n true options until I get a solid feel for it. I sprayed it in the car as I was driving up to meet with friends. I would normally wait until I’m at the place before spraying, but I didn’t feel like waiting. I wanted to find out what the selfies were right away. I just realized that I was TOTALLY violating my own rules, because I always tell people to NEVER try out a new molecule when you’re driving! But I did just that. I had a 45 min drive ahead of me. I won’t do it again, but it was fine this time. The smell was nice. MUCH nicer than the plain vanilla products that I’ve tried from AD! This vanilla dream smelled nice and creamy. Like ice cream. Freshly sprayed, it smelled like a vanilla cocktail, and I really wanted to drink it! Lol! I bet it would combine nicely with neroli. Selfies: it felt a bit relaxing. Not strongly so. It was nice. A tad sensual. Roughly a half hour later, I still felt mildly relaxed, but also a bit introverted. Definitely not a social molecule when unbuffered. I had left the house feeling like I looked a mess, but I started to feel a bit better about my looks over time. Not confident, per se, but mildly reassured. Like it didn’t matter so much. But not unemotional/uncaring, because i realized I was feeling a bit timid. By time I was hanging with my friends, I felt mildly disinclined to be very social, but not to the point of wanting to leave. I still socialized, but in a more subdued way. Like throwing in the occasional comment, but generally avoiding eye contact. 3 or 4 hours after application, I became more inclined to engage in intensive conversations. My “superstar” aura started to come back a bit. I didn’t get any comments on the smell, so I don’t know what kind of diffusion it was getting. I don’t yet know what sorts of responses to look for, so I don’t know that I got any hits. Well…I did notice Mr. K-i-a staring at me quite a bit, but I have no idea why. Can’t call it a definite hit. This is definitely one that I’d advise people to stay away from if they have any inclination toward depression (that question recently came up on the forum). Once I get a good handle on the solo molecule, I think I’ll try pairing it with things that would counteract any introverting tendencies. Perhaps MX335, IO, IS, p130, etc. Puppy Boy was there tonight, and he was MUCH more respectful toward me! I don’t think that I can thank the p86, tho. The setting was different. It was much more relaxed and low-energy. I know that he gets a little stupid when he’s energized. Or maybe my pushing away from last time finally sunk in. I was pretty aloof with him for the majority of the time tonight, I only started to warm up to him when I was sure he wasn’t going to be all over me. Also, his dad died a week ago, so maybe he’s just in a different place emotionally today. I hope that this is a new normal in our interactions, but that’s probably too much to hope for. Also, as a sidebar, I think I’m going to avoid Fangirl’s family for a while. Her parents are briefly friendly toward me when they’re not being nonchalant, but the majority of her siblings are either avoidant or passively cold. They’ll mostly pretend like I’m not there when I’m in the middle of the room. Definitely makes me feel awkward. Too-Young Bro is still nice to me, but I found out that he’s been venting his sexual frustrations regarding me by being outright mean to Fangirl. It’s not her fault that I’m not interested in him! The only person that I have a legitimately good relationship with is the youngest sister, and she’s 12. Dee A seems to be on a journal reading rampage these days! I wonder when she’ll catch up to this post, hmm? ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [May 2, 2015, 2:31am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/173 "2015-05-02T02:31:59Z")
I finally used MX335 in place of IS in my superstar professional mix. It rocked. WAY better than IS! Today was my first day on the job. I’m too trashed right now to report on it, I need a soak in the tub and to crash for a week! My first day was definitely trial by fire! See y’all whenever I recover! ---
**Author:** ![Dee\_A](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/7bcc69/32.png) [@Dee\_A](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Dee_A)\ **Post date:** [May 6, 2015, 3:40am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/174 "2015-05-06T03:40:40Z")
5 stars for this very entertaining and informative journal. 🙂 I love the story-telling type of reporting. Newbies will surely enjoy the read. Absolutely reader-friendly and fun to read. 🙂 Im thrilled to know by now that there are still plenty of putatives and MXs for you to test. Plenty of exciting stories, enlightening experiences, and “magical” combos will surely come out from this journal. That’s why Im subscribing. 🙂 And congratulations for the new job Miss! 🙂 Well-deserved. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [May 9, 2015, 3:28am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/175 "2015-05-09T03:28:16Z")
MX335, IO, and IH Thanks, Dee! I’m glad you’ve enjoyed the read! So here’s what I wore for my first day on the job: 4 sprays MX335, 2 sprays IH, 2 sprays IO. Definitely not a typical workday. We hosted an all-day HR summit, so I was running around doing event stuff all day. This mix hit everyone right between the eyes! It was like I was instantly everyone’s boss! (Aside from my actual boss, of course) Even though I was the first-day noob, people 15-20 years older than me were deferring to me, and coming up to me asking for instructions! Of course, I rolled with it, and took charge when it was offered. I didn’t expect such a powerhouse impact! The effects were pleasant, easy-going, confident, capable, etc. Like everyone wants to be around me, and they look up to me. Sort of a professional superstar. Not only was the MX335 more stable than the IS would’ve been, but something in MX335 really synergizes well with the IO + IH combo. I’m eventually going to play with subbing in CTTM, but I’m pretty sure that IH is an important grounding component here. This combo felt like it fit me much better than the previous IS + IO + IH. I wasn’t going to risk using IS today, because I didn’t want to be in the middle of working when an IS crash would hit. I forgot to top-up around mid-day, and I could’ve really used it. Without even considering that I’d be dashing around on my feet all day, I’d worn heels. My boss chuckled at me for not having worn flats, and she was absolutely right. I was in so much pain by mid-day, it was incredible! I did as much as I could to act like I was still on my game, but I was really struggling! I could’ve at least used the selfies of MX335, but I forgot. Oh well! At least the mones and my work ethic paid off! My boss was raving about me later, how I’m such a hard worker and did a great job! ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [May 19, 2015, 6:11am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/176 "2015-05-19T06:11:10Z")
MX335 + IH, and p86 MX335 + IH, and p86 Lately I’ve been scaling my work mix down to just MX335 and IH. Generally 3 sprays MX335, and 2 sprays IH. Not much need for IO, since I’m mostly working at a computer all day, and my interactions with more than my immediate coworker are minimal. I need to focus more than chat. I’ll save the IO for seminars. But the MX335 and IH are superstars! I’m getting SO much positivity from everyone, male and female alike! There are occasional young girl interns that are less than friendly, but I don’t care about puny bitches. They’re probably insecure about their own status. And they need to dress more professionally, anyway. My boss absolutely adores me! I know that the IH is helping, but it can’t take all the credit! She has responded shockingly well to all of the ideas I’ve generated, and I think she’s already considering me a valuable asset! Only problem is, when I come up with an idea, she’s been deciding to “let” me spearhead it! I hope I don’t get overwhelmed with my own good ideas! Today, however, I forgot to wear any pheros. It was a good opportunity to see the positive signature I’ve left behind, though! But I met a cute guy in the office today, and I wasn’t wearing any. Bummer. Definitely got a lot of IOI from him (he teased my coworker that she was hogging me because she hadn’t introduced me sooner), but I would’ve liked to make a bigger impact with mones! Oh well, I’ll have plenty of opportunities! His desk is 3 away from mine, and he has to pass by me in order to go anywhere. Remember when I said I was done with Fangirl’s hottie brother? Yeah, that’s not gonna happen. Of course. I did back off from her family for a little while, and I think they got the point. They’ve been a lot more friendly with me lately. And a lot of things have started changing in their family. For one, Fangirl told me that she suspects Hottie is becoming less satisfied with his decision to stick around and play “dad” forever. Hmm, we’ll have to see how that develops. So I was over there last Friday, and I unexpectedly found myself in the kitchen with Hottie. I felt a little sheepish because I was caught off guard, but I continued to reciprocate small-talk with Fangirl. He walked by me to leave the kitchen, and out of the corner of my eye, as soon as he was out of Fangirl’s line of sight, I saw him stop, turn back around, and look at me. Instinctively, I glanced back at him, and made split-second eye contact with him before losing my nerve and turning back toward Fangirl. But from my periphery, I could still see that he lingered a moment longer before continuing on. If only I could read minds in that moment! I think I had some remnants of MX335 on, I must’ve sprayed it a few hours prior. Good LORD, I hope he caught a whiff! After work today, I was supposed to meet up with Fangirl and Mr. Know-it-all to hang out, but Mr. K-i-a had to cancel. So Fangirl and I went back to her house to hang out. I was just going to go downstairs, change out of my work clothes, and do a bit of reading while I waited for Fangirl to join me. As I crossed from the stairs to the downstairs bathroom, I saw a slim figure a few yards away playing guitar. The light was very dim, so I couldn’t see who it was. I could only tell that it wasn’t a girl, and it wasn’t one of the fat brothers. And I had no idea who in the family played guitar. Of course, my mind was pleading for it to be Hottie. He was pretty good, too. I didn’t want to get my hopes up in case it wasn’t him, but I spent extra time fixing my makeup in case it was him. And then I heard someone call for him, and he responded from a mere few yards away! I heard him start to pack up, and regretted that my vanity had kept me in the bathroom for a moment longer than absolutely necessary! I scurried to pack up, and exited the bathroom just as he was passing by. I quickly said “HI!” at a much higher pitch than normal, and he almost beat me in saying “hi” as well! Like we were both rushing to say “hi” as soon as possible! Lol, it was cute! Mind you, that’s the first word he’s ever directly addressed to my face! He has spoken to the room in a general response to something I’d said before, but never a direct and intentional interaction! So yeah. He’s giving me the flutters again. I recently found out that we have the same political views, similar taste in music (well, one artist at least, which is more than I have in common with Fangirl, lol!), and he’s apparently super smart. Yum, an IQ really gets me randy! Sigh. It’s like dangling a carrot in my face. He’s so tasty, but I can’t have him. Not yet, at least. He’d have to make some deliberately different life choices. Oh well, that just means I don’t have to worry about monogamy quite yet! LOL! 😃 Oh yeah, p86! I freshly sprayed on 50 mcg of p86 in the bathroom. 4 sprays of 12.5 mcg in Vanilla Dream, to my neck and chest. So he got the full force of it, albeit briefly. Whatever p86 does, he got it! The rest of the evening, I just hung with Fangirl. I didn’t get any of the downer effects from before. I felt much more steady. It was almost like confidence, but without any “upper” effects. Like a mellow self-esteem. I liked it. Fangirl didn’t comment on the smell though, or make any comments about her perception of me. And she didn’t act out of the ordinary. I’ll need to witness some more boy reactions. And probably do the cat test. ---
**Author:** ![justintime469](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/justintime469/32/1402_2.png) [@justintime469](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/justintime469)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2015, 1:11am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/177 "2015-06-01T01:11:03Z")
Yes I agree with Dee fantastic journal you are an inspiration ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2015, 11:06pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/178 "2015-06-01T23:06:08Z")
Aww, you are so awesome! Thanks! ---
**Author:** ![babygurl27](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/57b2e6/32.png) [@babygurl27](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/babygurl27)\ **Post date:** [June 7, 2015, 4:56am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/179 "2015-06-07T04:56:01Z")
I love reading your experience! Can i ask you your experience with P96 and IS/A together? Did you feel men were attracted to you whie feeling bonding or did the IS/A cance out the P96? ---
**Author:** ![Miss\_Dragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/miss_dragon/32/866_2.png) [@Miss\_Dragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Miss_Dragon)\ **Post date:** [June 10, 2015, 3:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954/180 "2015-06-10T03:02:46Z")
> [@babygurl27](#): > > I love reading your experience! Can i ask you your experience with P96 and IS/A together? Did you feel men were attracted to you whie feeling bonding or did the IS/A cance out the P96? I’m actually not sure if I’ve tried those two together. IS/A would not cancel out p96. In fact, the IS/A would steer the p96 to a more romantic direction. The IS/A might become slightly less sexual, but the two together should create a nice romantic bond. Just be careful to not overdo it on the p96, or it could become an unstable mix. I’d say to stay under 40 mcg p96. [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954.md?page=8) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/miss-dragons-journal-yay/58954.md?page=10)