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p78 is airborne caffeine.

Hello, everyone. Sorry for being gone for so long. Grief is crazy.

Just wanted to throw this up here before I forget. I got some p78 because someone told me it was helpful for when you’re feeling down. I don’t like using IS if I don’t have to, because it feels forced to me. And I don’t like the crash. The one time I used p78 when I was feeling down, I think I had a little bit of relief, but it wasn’t a major change.

So the other day, just for the hell of it, I put on 15 mcg p78 (3 sprays at 5 mcg ea.) at work. Wasn’t feeling down, I just wanted to see what happened. Won’t be doing that again! I felt buzzed and jittery, like I was on a caffeine high! Had a hard time focusing, my brain was racing, and I felt wound up! I was so puzzled for a while, because I hadn’t had any coffee or anything. And I’d just had a light breakfast, so it wasn’t a sugar rush or crash. It took me a while before I realized it was the p78. When I did realize, I washed off in the bathroom. The effects quickly subsided.

I’m not scrapping this phero, though. I just know now that 15 mcg is WAY too high on a normal day. I’ll try lower doses and see if it has any effects similar to a controlled dose of caffeine. I’ll try again with just 5 mcg, or even a half-spray if I can manage it. Also, I’ll try it again when I’m feeling poorly and see if it is beneficial. I did find one day that a little bit of an energy drink helps when I’m feeling depressed, so maybe p78 would similarly take the edge off.