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p96 and p130

Neat little moment happened. Unintentional test, I guess.

My guy friend from the previous night (btw, he’s also the ukulele friend and the complicated cougar bait from earlier posts) was having a rough day and decided to come over to my place at 10 pm to hang out until midnight. He called ahead around 8 pm to make sure it would work for me. My nerves started getting the best of me, so I sprayed 5 mcg p130 on my chest to take the edge off before he came over. It definitely helped, I felt better by time he showed up.

I also put 25 mcg p96 on my neck moments before he arrived. It caused a really nice dynamic, paired with the dash of p130 in mid run. It was sweet and pleasant, with some nice bonding. I noticed myself admiring his beard again, and rationalizing his lack of haircut. (see this post for an explanation of what I’m talking about: https://pheromonetalk.com/t/do-you-have-to-let-it-linger/61005/8)

We watched the last 10 minutes of Sherlock season 3 episode 1 (he wasn’t able to catch the end of it the first time around), but he wasn’t interested in starting the next episode. He just wanted to spend the rest of the time talking with me while we drank hot chocolate. It was really nice.

As he left, he said he felt a lot better. There wasn’t any intentional kino other than a hug goodbye, but that might’ve been because I was wearing a lower dose of p96 than last night. And, as I said, there’s not much of a precedent for it in our friendship. It’s possible that the p130 might have weakened the kino tendencies of p96, but the p96 certainly counteracted the emotional disconnect of p130.

P.S. - After he left, we spent the next 2 hours teasing each other over text. I wish I had complimented his beard while I was with him, because as soon as he got home, he trimmed it way down. He scolded me for not having complemented him before it was too late! Lol! Apparently his mother had been complaining to him about what she thought of his beard. I told him that he and his mother should make a pact to never comment on each other’s beards!