LOL I wont be venturing in the men’s area again. Something about guys being able to hide behind computers, makes them obnoxious as I assure you the same ones would be bowing while in front of me.
The first time I was against it was while looking for more info on TUTH and female users then I saw so much nastiness of “this old slut wanted me, yea it was tUTH alright blah blah”..so gross then you have those 2 clowns of recent..then again you cant expect much from a group willing to split the women into “high value and low value” all for other races to see. Very embarrassing bunch
ANYWAY On Friday
2 sprays of MX397 behind my knees..I havent used it in a while so I had forgotten how nice it smells. Went to Starbucks to continue studying for the GREs, lot of smiles and random Hellos..lol I totally forgot I was wearing anything for a moment and was all “uh..why?” lol anyway saw one of the regulars and he offered to buy my usual green tea with a cinnamon scone AGAIN..of course i let him. very sweet of him.
Started working problems on my laptop and this guy sat across, kept looking at me all nervous like he wanted to say something but couldnt/wasnt sure what to say. It was weird
Anyway another one of the regulars who is a notorious flirt told me i looked fantastic and had this dreamy look in his eyes…older white men are always so blunt with me smh LOL. Another one of them was also doing small talk/jokes with me, he went to get something from the car and his wife was like “be careful”./..dont know if that was in reference to me or him going outside..(they’re in their mid 60s-70s and she’s very protective of him so it could be either or)
Later on, Went over to Panera (love their soups) and ordered a salad with their cream of chicken soup, the guy making my food kept getting it wrong. first time i caught him adding bbq ranch dressing when the only dressing I ever ask for/eat is balsamic, he was all fidgety and had to make it again. He lowered his eyes when giving me the food with a desperate sorry..maybe this is the appeasing part Tisha mentioned..i dont know..either way by the time I went home I realized he gave me the wrong soup! UGH.
Anyway MX397 is still weird to me, I cant pinpot what it truly does so I wont be using it for my interview tomorrow..MX422 should be better for that. Sadly Im outta IH which I just ordered, but Im hoping IO and MX422 should be good enough.
Overview; For reference, I’m basically a socially competent introvert. When I started this test, I didn’t know what to expect from this formulation or even pheromones in general. I was a total novice. So some of my notes have me wearing the stuff in environments like the gym where I wouldn’t normally talk to anyone and was even a little anti-social in order to see if the pheromone changed anything. (Just how powerful are they?) While I did see some improvements in the results of other face to face conversations that I’d normally have (I suspect I came across as more likable and memorable and got a few more glances) I didn’t ever find myself interacting with people I wouldn’t normally interact with. It was hard to judge distance of effect since people move around so much and there weren’t many clear moments when something was happening. Regarding self effects, the effects were positive if I kept things to a spray or less. More than that was overpowering to me, and I felt tired afterwards like I’d used up some kind of chemical in my brain or was coming down after a high.
notes;
Before interview - 2 sprays on wrist, spread to pulse points after each spray, before I got in the car to drive to the interview.
First impressions are that it smells like a salesperson and I feel like I’m wearing someone else’s skin I feel more impulsive. A little more ‘alive.’ Also a tiny bit more ADD.
Made it through interview. Answered technical questions correctly except for one and I tend to interview well. No obvious instant effects on others but chatted with guys afterwards. Made good rapport based on discussion of biotech issues with lead programmer. I’m not sure if they cut me any slack with the examples that they gave or not since I didn’t have a baseline for comparison on how they behave. Over the course of the interview they did scoot their chairs in much closer to me.
After interview went to pick up dinner from an over-the-counter bakery where people know me. Refreshed with one spray beforehand. No obvious difference in behavior.
Nov 9th - took a day off from pheremones for a baseline. I intend to alternate, recording each day in the same manner. Today a tall man in his 60s or so came up behind me while I was walking home with groceries and made a comment along the lines of “going for a walk with your groceries!” while smiling. He was, perhaps two or three feet to my left when he passed me. I smiled back and replied I might as well gets something done while I exercised. Conversation ended there and he walked on past me.
Nov 11th - Put on two sprays on my wrists and neck before going to the Gym. I’m rarely social at the gym but I figured I’d try it and see what happened. Walked 1/3rd of a mile through chill dry air before I got there, and it was too cold to smell anything afterwards. In retrospect, I think the walk through the cold air dried up most of the pheromone. No noticeable self-effects while exercising. No noticable effects from others, either, though noone spent significant time closer to me than about five feet away. So if there had been any mild effects, I might not have noticed it. Worked out for about a half hour.
Noticed some of the effect back when in the car, though that’s where the sprayer was and I’d sprayed myself previously.
I feel mildly drained tonight. I don’t know if I’m allergic to something in the spray or if I’ve depleted some kind of neurotransmitter and am coming down off a mild high. Not pleasant.
~ Early December - Have some more experience with this stuff now. I’ve worn it while starting a new project. The people on the project were seem naturally friendly and “my type of people”, but I suspect that IS is helping things along.
Interesting notion. I’ll certainly keep the idea in mind.
For what it’s worth, I’m wondering if AMMO ups my testosterone or similar and increases endurance. It seems that way, but I need to test more. I’d be interested to see just what the results of that stuff are on the biological level. It definitely has some self effects.
2 sprays of IO on my wrists
1 spray of MX397 on my neck
3 sprays of MX422 on my neck and behind my knees.
I used the IO 20 mins before so the smell could dissipate then 397 cos of the yummy smell and MX422 because that’s the one I want to last the longest
Anyway I got in and already I was smiling lol it was weird because my face is usually neutral UNLESS someone smiles at me or Im thinking of something amusing/listening to a great song but yea MX422 had me smiling lol. I was a bit nervous because this a HUGE company and I just knew I’d get a lotr of technical questions..which I did lol
The interview went very well for the most part there were times where I got nervous that I would stumble around answers but other than that I gave it my all and i asked alot of questions that took them offguard which was good!
They were all very nice and interested in what I had to say (I speak to 5 people and the interview was about 4 hrs)
Anyway I believe the pheros worked to my benefit and hopefully I will come back later with good news. Shame about the whole holiday schedules getting in the way.
IO will get me all smilie if I’m in a good mood. It seems to bring out the emotional state your in. Communicate it, bring it out to the open. The MX 42X and 43X are using the new SDT, yes? If so, that is TAA and that will also bring good feelings to the fore…
Glad you nailed the interview and any kind of stumbles can be seen in a positive light, depending on how you recovered.
4 hour interview… you’ve got to be in the top 3 picks, no?
Yes they are using the diffusion technology. Like Ive said many times before while they do have TAA just like IS, I get way more effects from 422 than I ever did with IS. It’s weird
It’s a biotech company so Im think such long interviews isnt unusual. I hope I have good news
Got bad news on Friday..was sent some lame rejection letter by the company. Your experience/qualifications are impressive but blah blah
whatever..ruined my entire mood. back to GRE studying/resumesending in Starbucks
Saturday morning friend of mine mentioned that she wanted to do a gettogether before everyone goes MIA for Christmas, wasnt gonna go but I figured i cant keep roaming around the house depressed.
Sprayed 2 sprays of 434..one on my neck and the other on the back of the neck. It was a fun time..she invited some of her coworkers and we all had fun..I tend to be iffy around new people but they all seemed to wram around me and we gisted and laughed and joked around. It was good. Glad I went.
Best of luck getting a job in the biotech industry. I’ve been hunting after one for quite some time, so I know how you feel. Fortunately I have tech skills to fall back on… which has basically become my career.
If yall have noticed a couple of people mentioned a couplloins product called Desire Me which they all mentioned was suggested by Steve. I sent him a PM about said product. Instead for him to say “oh here’s my email so we can discuss this since it’s not really an AD product”, I received “This has nothing to do with AD”
Full stop
Is that not phucking rude? Especially from a mod? He’s obviously someone who needs pheros especially IS or some shyt. If his behavior is proof that pheros “work” AD would be bankrupt. Bloody twat.
Bad enough they’re misogynistic that they took away all of the female mixes ane keep providing to the needs of the men on here, then to be extremely RUDE to one of the few females left..seriously? Wasnt the same done to Bucca..I cant remember her name, one of the mods were also just as rude and left. she was a wealth of info too. Pathetic.
