My 1st. Journal

That’d be great :slight_smile:!

Hi Everybody!

Just finished playing around with another MX under embargo. I gave it the fantasy name DE003. That one is definitely a keeper!!! :roll_eyes:

To the details…

DE003

Day 1

3 Sprays - 2x left wrist + 1x right wrist

Environment:
Cinema

Self-Effects:
Went to the Cinema with my good friend F2 plus 2 other friends of her (1 guy + 1 girl - both end. 20’s). My mood was very good, with one little difference - a naughtiest side of me came to surface. :open_mouth:
I was talking so dirty the whole night! I mean, I am sort of like that when among really really good friends, but definitely not among people I’ve just met. It was so out of the ordinary, that F2 asked me if I had something to drink (alcohol) at home before going to meet them. :stuck_out_tongue:
We had a great evening despite all my jokes.

Effects on Others:
At the Cinema the other 3 went to the popcorn line and I went alone to buy the tickets (no, I didn’t pay for it alone - collected the money later). At the cashier there was this young guy (maybe beg. of his 20’s) who was so nice to me. The session was almost sold out for that movie so only the worst seats were available. Well, he asked me to come back in 15 minutes when online reserved tickets/seats had to be picked up. In case the “owners” of the seats wouldn’t show up right on time, I could keep them. When I went back there he had the tickets printed already for me. I mean, he didn’t know me and couldn’t be sure I would come back, but still something made him trust me. So I counted that as Hit #1. :cool:

After the movie we went for a drink at our favorite pub around the corner. Our “waiter-friend” was happy to see us there again and immediately brought us a round of tequila shots (on the house!).

I think F2 was also somehow affected by this MX. Shortly after we met she started complaining about a headache and was the whole night a bit quieter than usual.

I didn’t get any special reaction from the other 2. They were good mooded and “surfing the talk dirty to me wave” too, but I don’t know if they are normally like that or not.

But the best Hit of the night I got from my husband. This mix seems to hit him hard. Very similar to my favorite putative P78. In fact, I could bet that this MX is based on P78. There are so many similarities between the results I get from both of them. :cool:

So, about 6 hours after application, I got home and hubby was already sleeping. I got ready to bed and lied down beside him. He was sleeping really deep but less than 5 minutes later he started moving close to me, put his arms around me and held me really tight. The next day, right after waking up, he asked me when I got back home and if we had sex. Then he reported that at some point at night he started having sex dreams of us together and they were so unbelievable real and lasted untill the morning. He woke up so aroused that we “had” to get things done right early in the morning. :smiley:

So, similarity #1 between this MX and P78: the way it affects hubby and I - this whole week when I tested it, we had a lot more sex than usual (which is already a lot!). I’m talking not only everyday, but also 2 or 3 times a day. It has also been longer and more intense than usual.

Duration:
Cannot say for sure, but maybe between 6 and 12 hours (is that possible?).

Day 2

4 Sprays - 1x left wrist + 2x right wrist + 1x neck

Environment:
Friend’s house.

Self-Effects:
F2’s husband had his birthday and made a little celebration at their apartment. I could only show up there quite late so everybody was drunk already when I arrived. I only stayed there for about one hour and didn’t notice much. I was tired but as good mooded as usual. That night I was a bit more introspective but I noticed I was very touchy.

Effects on Others:
As I mentioned before, I didn’t really notice anything special from the others. I even started thinking that 4 sprays were too much. That maybe I was sort of ghosting.
Untill I got home and hubby saw me! He got crazy but had to stay put because the neighbour was at our place having a beer with him. I was dead tired and went to bed.
The next day, 10 hours after application, the same story. We were very aroused (the whole day!). It was a busy day! :wink:

That would be similarity #2 between this MX and P78: this kind of delayed effect. I don’t know if it’s even possible, but I have the feeling that this MX (just like P78) gives me the best hits a day after application.

I think that the same day, at night I used 2 sprays of this MX (didn’t take a note). The next day I had a shower and took the train to meet a friend on another district close to here. Since I only take the train once or twice a year, I’m not much experienced with that and somehow I managed to buy the wrong ticket. At some point the controller showed up (man - mid.20’s), asked to see my ticket and to my surprise told me I had the wrong ticket.
The Germans are normally very strict with that and the right procedure would have been to give me a “penalty ticket” ( how do you call that in English?).
Well that guy didn’t do it. I explained him where I pressed on the machine to choose my ticket, he told it was the wrong option (always very polite) and asked me to go with him. Then he took me to the next ticket selling machine inside the train and showed me how to do it. I bought then the right ticket and went back to my seat. When he finished controlling that whole wagon he came back to ask me if I really understood it. In a very nice, almost flirty, way.
I don’t know if it’s possible that the pheros work so long (specially after a shower!) but this looked soooo much like a hit to me.

Duration:
10 hours (?)

Day 3

4 Sprays - 2x left wrist + 2x right wrist

Environment:
Restaurant - outside

Self-Effects:
Another friend was celebrating his birthday and we all went together to a famous german “Biergarten”. Weather was nice and we were all seating outside. Originally I didn’t plan to use any pheros that day but I took this MX and some CTTM on my bag just for the case. First I went there alone and my husband would join us later.

The first 3 hours I was feeling great (without pheros). Everybody was happy. I was seating between 2 guys, friends of my friend, who I had met a few times before. Interaction was normal.

At some point this guy which I mentioned on my post #69 (M5) showed up there and I wanted to see how he would react to this mix. I know that it’s very difficult with the difusion outside but I wanted to try anyway.

The first self-effect I noticed was that almost immediately I got very touchy. The one guy beside me even made a " joke" that I should stop touching him because I was driving him crazy. Since he was so much on my cloud I even believed him. :o

Effects on Others:
So hit #1 was the guy on my left who I mentioned above. After his comment I tried to watch out so I wouldn’t be touching him while talking anymore.
After more or less one hour on my cloud he seemed to be a bit restless. He was talking less and very often looking down to the floor. He didn’t drink so much, so I don’t think he was drunk. He behaved as if he was trying to hide or suppress something. He was often looking at the floor with the hand on his chin/mouth, more or less like that famous statue “the Thinker”.

M5 was seating opposite to me and it took him longer to react. We were facing each other and I was somehow staring a lot at him (self effect?). At some point he started staring back but I’m not sure if it was a reaction to the MX or to my staring.
At some point he called my name to get my attention to the story he would tell, but again I’m not sure it was because of the pheros. We were outside and he was a bit more than a meter away from me.

I got another strong hit from the “boy” who was serving the beer.
On these Biergarten normally you don’t have a waiter coming to your table so you have to get the beer and the food yourself. So I went to this corner where they serve the bier a few times and this “beer boy” was always there serving it. He always looked a bit unhappy, a bit upset and never said a word.
After I applied the pheros, he not only smiled to me but also asked me if I liked the beer.

About 5 hours after application my husband joined us. He was very touchy, looking at me as if he had not seen me in weeks. After we got home we had sex (long and intense, like with P78). The next day he was still very aroused and said he couldn’t even sleep well because of that. We repeated the last night game (long and intense again).:cool:

I think this MX has become one of my favorites too! :wink:

Duration:
At least 10 hours.

Great report Brasileira.

Hi Everyone!!!

It has been a while, but I’m still around… :smiley: Have just been a bit busy and couldn’t find the time to write my reports (Yes, I have been testing diferent products/mixes :cool:)

Since there’s too much to write, I try to summarize a bit.

I start with one MX under embargo which I deciced to call DE004.

DE004

I spent more than a week testing this product, with diferent people and on diferent environments (bars, restaurants, shopping malls, inside, outside, with friends and with people I’ve never seen before) and I’m still not sure if I could figure it out.

I started with 3 sprays at my usual app points (wrists) and got nothing. No self effects and no effects from others. I think my husband got a bit more touchy than usual. It was nothing sexual though. It was more like a “meaningless touching” (hope you know what I mean… :confused:)

After that I made a few tries with 4 sprays and had similar results.

My last desperate attempt to get something out of this MX was going to a bar with a friend (and a friend of her) after taking 5 (!) sprays to my neck and wrists.

First I got a very strong pressure on my forehead which lasted for about 20 minutes. The place was full and there was a lot of staring to our table. My friend’s friend was like 10 years younger than both of us and to be honesty I don’t think she is that cute/attractive but she somehow got all the attention that night.

It looked like people caught the phero signal but thought it was coming from her. The waiter for example was coming every 2 minutes to our table (place was full!!!) and he would talk to us all but his eyes were locked on the younger one. Another guy standing very close to me ended up DIHL-ing her.

It was awkward but also interesting to observe it. So interesting that I decided to make this test again.

A week later I got the same 2 girls and we went to the same place again, just this time I had “only” 4 sprays of that MX. I dressed a bit sexier (casual dress but tight on the body, in the colour red, high heels and red lipstick).

The place was crowded again but we got the same table from the week before, with a new waiter though.

As crazy as it might sound, the results were very very similar. There was maybe a bit less staring but the young one got all the attention again.
The new waiter was finding excuses to keep coming to our table and he was always standing very close to the young one (his shoulder touching hers). There was an event photographer there that night and I think he took like 15 pictures just of the young one. They were all to be seen on the bar’s webpage the next day…

I wanted to go there a third time with them but never had the chance. The young one left town (she was just visiting) before that. BUT… I still have that test in mind: going to that bar again with my friend, using the same MX, just to see how it goes… :cool:

After that I moved to the next embargoed MX. Called it **DE005.

DE005 **seems to be working on women only.

I started the test with 3 sprays (wrists) at a restaurant with my husband. He didn’t seem to show any reaction to it. There was a lot of staring from women around me. The waitress was DIHL a few times. I had the impression they were trying to figure me out. They had a kind of “What does she have that I don’t ?!” look on their faces.

Next time I tried 4 sprays. Was just running some errands. As a self-effect I noticed that I got somehow aroused. My thoughts were somehow all related to sex (at the end of my cycle this is not normal!). Women were staring again. Back home, hubby didn’t show any reaction. I also couldn’t motivate him for sex (he was dead tired).

I repeated this with 3 and 4 sprays a few times more and always got some similar results.

Once I had to go to the Mall and didn’t know what to wear but I also didn’t wanna go phero-naked. It was one of those days when you are feeling a bit down, a bit hopeless about life and the world (in my case it was probably just some pms… :o). So I decided to try all these MXs together.

DE001 + DE002 + DE003 + DE004 + DE005 , one spray from each on diferent app points which were all open to difusion.

It literally saved my day. The self-effects were wonderfull! I felt powerfull, confident, sexy, happy… all on the right dose!
The people I interacted with were extremly nice and friendly. They seemed to be happy and ready to help me with anything I would need.

I still wanna try this Combo on a party to see what it does on that kind of environment.

My last test I did with another MX under embargo. Called it **DE006.

DE006 **gives me great self-effects. I feel sexy and confident. Like I have the perfect life and it cannot get any better. Had it with 3 and with 4 sprays.

3 sprays had very weak effects on others. There was some staring, but nothing more blatant.

4 sprays had stronger results. It seems to hit the older guys harder (50’s - 60’s).

Once I was at a restaurant with a friend and on the table opposite to us there were to couples (all on their mid. 50’s). One of them couldn’t stop looking at us and although his wife was seating right beside him, he had this DIHL look to us a few times. At some point I could tell through his body language that he tried to fight it. He was not seating straight anymore but turned his body to his wife (and his back to us). He stayed like that for a while untill I got up to go to the toillet. On my way back there was a waiter standing on the aisle and blocking the way to my seat so I had to stand for a few seconds right beside this older guy. That’s when he lost it! From that moment on he was DIHL again. Shortly after that they got up to leave. He looked at our table one last time and smiled.

A few days later I had an even “crazier” hit. My husband was invited to a sort of political event and I accompanied him. We didn’t know many people there and most of the guys were on that age group (50-60).

My husband got many compliments about his “young and good looking wife”, I got many compliments about my dress and my hair, everything was fine! I went outside to get some fresh air and check my facebook a bit and this “grandpa” came to me. At some point during our conversation I asked how old he was, 66 he said. He was reporting me about his life and all the things he had accomplished, clearly trying to impress me. Than he said that when he was a student, he used to work as a self-defense instructor and how important this is, specially for women, and how good he was and bla bla bla… And suddenly he said he wanted to show me 2 very simple but effective tricks. I said that it was ok, as long as didn’t end up on the air and/or on the floor because of my dress. He laughed, told me not to worry and started with the first trick. Made me touch his neck, his arms, his shoulders (almost his whole upper body!) to demonstrate how it works… :open_mouth:

I never thought I would get to see someone at that age behaving so much like a teenager… lol

At the same event I had another grandpa telling me how smart he is and reporting me about all the degrees he has and how young he was when he finished his PhD… :smiley:

Great report Brasilieira.

I have noticed with a few MX48s and MX49s that I get more effects at 2 sprays. When I go over that, everything is watered down or disappears, as if it becomes too much. I think it’s important to test many dosages, but that’s the reason why I always start out with 2 sprays of anything MX. I feel they are designed to be used around that dose and balanced accordingly, but I might be mistaken. Plus the fragrance gets quite heavy with those MXs rather quick.

Thanks for the input, Conj!

I actually think that there is something “wrong” with me because for most of these products (even the MXs) I really need a very high dose to start “seeing” something .

Taking the P78 as an example: wile most people have great results with only 5mcg I need 50 mcg to get this putative to work for me.

Luckily the scent is not a problem for me with these MXs. :cool:

I know how you feel, I am the P75 monster on this forum (lol).

Hi Everybody!

Since summer has reached Germany it’s been a bit difficult to do some proper testing, but still I’ve got a few things to report. :smiley:

I’ve tested 3 new MXs under embargo. Called them **DE007, DE008 and DE009.

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****DE007 and DE008 ****gave me very similar results.
I tried them solo, at 2, 3 and 4 sprays. I didn’t notice muchon self-effects and the effects I got from others were very subtle. There were a few smiles, some staring but nothing to “lasting”. It’s like there was something on the air for a few minutes and then it would just disappear (like evaporating).

DE009 worked a lot better for me!
Got nice self effects with 3 and 4 sprays. I felt more relaxed, more confident and sexier (more or less like with I.S-B). I felt like I really enjoyed and had fun with whatever I was doing. Whoever was talking to me seemed to be the best/coolest/funniest/smartest person to talk to at that moment.

Men responded very well to this mix. I got countless DIHLs from younger and older men (age range maybe 25 to 55). The ones who dared to make an approach were always very very polite and respectfull. Even after I made clear that I was not available, most of them would just stay there enjoying (and/or providing) for a very nice conversation.

I’ve got so many compliments with this MX. Really, soooo many!!! Even more than with MX274 (which is fantastic for getting compliments!)
From men and women. There was always someone to say something nice about my dress, my shoes, my hair, my legs, my eyes, my smile, my language skills, my cooking skills, my dancing skills… once I was even complimented about my good taste to choose my lipstick colors (how senseless is that?!)

Got the best results with 3 sprays.

Anyway, great product! Definitely a keeper!

If the lipstick color comment was from a man, he must have been hit so hard (over the head) lol :slight_smile:

hehehe… it came from a young hetero woman :cool:

Wow great reports. I am wondering if I got the same mixes as you did because one of them I get very similar effects. If they are under embargo I would rather not know, but sure interesting.

I am so happy to see you around!!!

Thanks, justintime!

I’m actually very often around as a reader. There is always so much going on on the men’s section…:smiley:

As I wrote before, at the moment it’s not so easy to test new products or new combos, so I’ve just sticked to my favourites.

I.S-B, MX274, P78 and P96 always give me the most amazing results (solo or combined). A little TAF here and there to help me fight procrastination. Some P74 to “slow down and just enjoy the moment” when there is to much going on.

Unfortunately I still didn’t have the chance to get my husband to try the famous A314. I decided that I wanna be with him when he uses it (it’s still going to be a blind test for him) but at the moment we’ve just been going to events where I wanna have all the attention for myself (selfish, I know!).

Anyway, I’m still around and whenever I have something interesting to write the journal gets updated. :cool:

I am very interested in this secret blind test for your husband as he will even be blind to it and think this will be a great test. I hope you take some good notes!

Hi Everybody!

On the weekend I went to an outdoor party and had originally decided not to wear any phero (I didn’t wanna waste them being outside) but on the last minute changed my mind. I didn’t have time to think too much about what to choose so I just took some I.S-B (4 sprays to the neck) and P83 (30 mcg - left and right wrists).

This is a very simple combo but very effectiv. It always amazes me how consistent the results are.

I was with my good friend F2. While we were outside the hits were very very subtle. Some staring, some giggle… nothing else, but it was ok. About 2 hours after app. we went inside a bar where this combo showed what it came for (a lot of giggle/fun and free drinks!) :smiley:

We were having sooooo much fun! Like 2 teenagers.
The waiter immediately became our good friend and brought us all kind of drinks which we “had to try!”. Imagine my face when he brought us the bill… I was expecting something like 50 or 60 euros (considering the amount of alcohol that ended up on our table) and the bill showed only 20.

From there we went to another bar where we met an acquaintance of my friend. So we started talking to this guy when he got a portion of hamburger with fries delivered. Me and F2 realized that we were hungry and asked the waiter to pls bring us the same thing that the guy just got. Waiter says it’s not possible because the kitchen is already closed. The acquaintance “felt sorry for us” and decided to give us his food. AND paid us a drink! :slight_smile:

Beside that, I had F2 playing with MY hair all the time and our “good friend” waiter touching me on the shoulder every time he would stop by.

I have not tried P83 yet and is on my list. When I tired IS/B it seemed to work very well on women and men and seems like a pheromone you can’t go wrong with really.

Hi Everybody!

I start this “report” by adding a little extra to my post #88.

It looks like the MX DEOO9 has strong imprinting properties. I’ve heard yesterday that about 3 weeks after my last test with this MX, a group of guys who met me then got together for dinner AND were for quite some time talking about this cute Brazilian girl they met “the other day”. One of them got so “crazy” that he told our common friend (who sees me more often) to call him immediately in case I ever break up with my husband. Our friend said: “are you crazy??? She has too many kids!” Apparently my new fan didn’t seem to care… :smiley:

Beside that, I finally managed to make a first A314 test with my husband. As I mentioned at some point, it was a blind test for him. I told him I would like him to try this new fragrance I got as a sample the last time I bought my make-up.

So last Saturday we agreed to meet 2 friends (a couple) for dinner. While we were driving there I took the to-go bottle (A314 - 1.32A) and sprayed 2x on his neck (left and right side). Application time was about 8pm. I asked if he likes the fragrance and he said his nose was bit plugged (he had a light cold) so he couldn’t really smell it. I don’t know how much that influenced the self-effects but on the beginning he didn’t seem to show any reaction to the pheros. I got a bit “happier”, like after consuming a bit of alcohol, enjoying very much our conversation the way to the restaurant.

We arrived before our friends there and went directly to the first available table we saw. The waitress came and I had the impression she was talking a bit flirty to my husband.
I ordered a vodka based cocktail and she asked which vodka they should use, BUT the question was directed to my husband instead of me. So basically I ordered my drink and she asked him which vodka they should use on my cocktail.
It gets even more interesting: he immediately made the decision and gave her the answer. Without even looking at me, when he normally would have consulted me (I’m 100% sure of that!).

At some point the friends arrived and brought an extra guy with them. A friend of our guy friend who we were meeting for the first time. This couple like to talk very much but that night they were not as talkative as usual. My husband was the one doing most of the talking and picking the next topic when there was a bit of silence.

I also noticed that I got a lot of attention from other men. I mean, I was looking very good and I always get my fair share of attention even without mones but this time it was a bit different.
First of all, there were too many men staring at me. I counted 5 which is a very high number if you consider that we were not in a flirty environment AND that I had my partner right beside me.
Second, these 5 men all looked like the alpha-type.
I had the impression there was a challenge vibe on the air and I was somehow the subject to be disputed.
My husband, on another hand, didn’t seem to notice any of this. The only time he showed some concern was when I accompanied my friend to the smoker’s room. He didnt take his eyes off of me.

Beside that, I noticed I was a bit more touchy then usual. I normally dont like to show too many signs of affection in public but that night I was touching my husband a lot. Touching his face, fixing his hair, touching his shoulders, holding his hand.

To my surprise we didn’t make love that night. We got home about 4 hours after application, drank some wine and went to bed. None of us seemed to be in the mood. Really out of the ordinary for a night like that.

Nice reports and I am curious as to what your husband thinks of the “Cologne”. I tested a MX pack and I am not sure if it is one of the same ones I have tested, but yes with 1 especially there was major imprinting.

Great hits, lady :slight_smile:.

Have you thought about getting some Ammo or any others for your husband to try? I am working on trying to get my wife to try some of the ones I already have like MX274, IS/B, and others.

I would love to see what happens and I am totally glued to this journal.

Hi everyone!

Let me warn you already that this is going to be a long report. I have so many interesting details (at least to me!) to write that I don’t even know where to start. :o

OK, here we go… there is this Portuguese family with whom we went on vacation this year. It’s actually the second year we visit them in their summer house in Portugal. They also live in Germany but in another city at the other side of the country. We know each other for many years and visit each other twice a year, every year, since we have kids. They also have 3 children who are as old as mine. So, since we are very good friends and the children get along very well with each other, we agreed to spend again a week at the beach in Portugal with them.

So these 2 make a nice and funny couple and I really like to spend time with them, but sometimes they argue too much with each other and since they don’t care who is watching, it can get a bit uncomfortable. At least I get very uncomfortable when I have to witness their discussions. To try to avoid it or at least not to have it so often, P74 was the first thing that I packed for this vacation. I took the big bottle and also a to-go. On the to-go I mixed it with Jasmin oil (2/3 P74 - 1/3 oil) for the moments when we would be outside and to try to get it to work a bit longer.

I used it every single day and it really made a difference! I’ve never seen so much harmony between that couple. Even when the potential for a major discussion was very high, one of them would just make a sarcastic comment, the other would laugh and/or give a sarcastic reply and that’s it! Everything was just fine! And I could finally see P74’s true value. Untill now it had always been a “second league” molecule to me. I never really understood what people liked so much about it.

On this trip I also took my I.Honesty (for the case I would need more harmony on the group), my P78 (just because I cannot leave the house without it!), my I.Sexiness A (to wear at night - didn’t wanna have my husband exposed to P74 only, the whole day, everyday) and my embargoed MX DE009 (just for the case I would have a chance to test it).

So most of the time I had the P74 (pure or oil mix) during the day and a combo (I.S-A + P78 + P74) at night.

Now I try to write a bit about the daily details.

Day 1
P74 (10 mcg/spray) + Jasmin oil - 4 sprays - left and right arm

On the first day I didn’t notice much. Things and people were very normal. We had a nice/funny day at the house. When I think back about that day, I can see the first signs of the Phero at night.
After the kids went to bed and it was just the 4 of us sitting outside, drinking wine, talking about life and relaxing. There I saw the typical P74 harmony and connection. I have the impression that there was a slow but permanent release during the day, which built up and kind of exploded at night.

Day 2
P74 + Jasmin oil - 4 sprays - left and right arm

I applied the mix right in the morning. We all had breakfast together. I’ll start calling the male friend M15 and his wife will be W15.
So at the breakfast table we had everybody well connected, we had harmony on the big group but also between the couples, we had a lot of giggles and a lot of eye contact. We were all looking forward to go to a famous (and crowded!) touristic place but no one was in a hurry to leave, we were all really enjoying the moment together there.

We finally managed to leave. Were walking around the whole day. I reapplied the P74 oil every 3 hours. The whole day M15 and his wife didn’t have a single discussion, which is very unusual for them.

At night we went out for dinner. At the table beside ours there was this guy with his family. He and one of his daughters couldn’t stop staring at me. The little girl looked like she was hypnotized. Her father was just staring, looking a bit lost.
I immediately got in some testing mood, went to the toilet and applied 4 sprays of MX DE004. Shortly after going back to the table, that guy started fixing his hair and his shirt. He was not staring so much anymore but he started moving his legs under the table, as if he would be nervous or something like that. The little girl “woke up” from he hypnosis and started playing with her sister. They left the place shortly after that. My husband got very touchy but I didn’t notice any change on the others untill we went back to the house.

At the house we brought the kids to bed, I reapplied the P74 oil and went to sit outside to talk a bit to the others. M15 as well as W15 were extremely friendly to me. A lot more than the usual.

Day 3
P74 + Jasmin oil - 4 sprays - left and right arm

We spent this whole day at the beach. I was wearing the P74 oil most of the time.
On this third day I noticed some change on the connection between me and W15. Although we know each other for a very long time and spend time on each other’s house at least 3 times a year, we never had this “best friend connection”. We always got along with each other very well but it was something superficial. From this third day on we were almost like childhood friends. She shared so many very personal things and let show another side of her. During all these years she always showed herself as a very strong and pragmatic women but from this day on she allowed me to see through the “mask” right into her soul. She was not afraid to show me her very sensitive and sometimes insecure “girly” side.

It surprised me that M15 was keeping some distance from me. Whenever I would try to start a conversation with him alone, he would find a reason to go do something else.

Actually M15 is the “reason” why I landed on this Phero world. During all these years I’ve always seen him as the good friend he is. There was zero attraction there. He is not even my “type”. Last year this started changing. After spending the whole week with him around, I got completely fascinated for him. It took me several weeks last year to get over that.
During those weeks I was asking myself all the time what the hell had happened, what had changed on that guy. What could have made me suddenly so attracted to someone who had been for years, since the beginning, on a good friends zone. I started searching on internet about attraction and what could trigger it until I came across this pheromone theory. I decided to test it myself to see if they really work and here I am, a year later.
I’m almost sure that he was wearing some strong pherobomb last year. He was always smelling so good. And such a strong and intense crush for someone I’ve never had before. When we visited them last winter, I was wearing a very high dose of P74 and I think that helped to put us in the friends zone again. That’s also another reason why I chose to wear this putative daily during our time together this year.

Back to 2016 - after the beach we left all the kids at home with a babysitter and went out for dinner. Before going out I applied some I.Sexiness A, P78 and P74.

At the restaurant we had this young waiter taking care of our table who got hit really hard by this combo. It was so much over the top that all the others noticed the special way he looked at me. Luckily he was so young that my husband didn’t even bother to get jealous. We then started making jokes about the situation and at some point M15 says out loud that all the Portuguese men are naturally attracted to Brazilian women. It got a bit awkward, we changed the topic and I went to the toilet and reapplied the P74 pure (now I needed to get M15 back to friends zone). It didn’t help much. The more wine M15 drank, the more he flirted. Luckily he was very discreet and everything was harmless.

After getting home I went immediately to bed.

Day 4
P74 + Jasmin oil - 4 sprays - left and right arm

I spent this day with W15 alone on a shopping tour. Applied the P74 oil. We laughed a lot and had really a nice day together.
Back at home M15 kept some distance. I think he got a bit embarrassed because of last night.
At night we all went out for dinner again. I used like 40 mcg of P74 pure. We had a very relaxing evening. Everybody was happy, we were telling jokes, remembering funny stories from the past. M15 and W15 were very lovely with each other, displaying signs of affection (which they normally don’t do!).

Back at home we brought the kids to bed and got together to have some wine on the living room. M15 started then “caring” a bit too much for me. He asked all the time if I was OK, if I needed something, he was pouring me wine whenever my glass would be half empty, he was getting up to bring me this or that. These are all things he doesn’t normally do. On contrary, he is the one who likes to be served. At some point the guys went to bed and I stayed alone with W15. She couldn’t stop repeating what a nice day we had and how much fun it is to go shopping with me. I was almost falling asleep on the couch but she wouldn’t let me go to bed. She was always asking me to stay just 5 minutes more.

Day 5
We just had a relaxing day at the swimming pool. I was wearing my P74 oil the whole day. The husbands were happy playing with the children. Me and W15 were happy having our bff conversation.

At night we went out for dinner again and I used my I.S-A + P74 + P78 combo again. I got the usual result: people staring, waitress being extremely nice, husband extremely touchy, W15 extremely friendly. M15 was somehow too quite. After we got home he stayed only a few minutes with us in the living room before he went to bed.

Day 6
P74 + Jasmin oil - 4 sprays - left and right arm
P78 - 1 spray - 50 mcg/spray - 1x neck

I woke up, had a shower and applied the pheros before going to meet the others. It was for me one of those days when your hormones are messing up with you and you get a bit sad for no reason, that’s why I decided to wear the P78. It always puts me on a great “life is a party” mood. I simply love the self-effects from P78!
Well, it looks like the others were also hit by the party vibe. It was a very hot day and the guys had their first “summer cocktail” of the day at 11a.m. already.
W15 and I had only one drink each but the guys were drinking almost non-stop. One cocktail after the other. This behavior was so much out of the ordinary that I’m sure it was influenced by the pheros.

I think this was also the first time I got aware of the “touching properties” of P78.
W15 would play with my hair whenever she had the chance. My husband wanted to be holding my hand whenever I would stand beside him. M15 would touch me on the hand whenever he wanted to say something and I was not looking at him.

As usual, we went out for dinner and I used my standard combo (I.S-A + P78 + P74).
At restaurant I got the usual hits but since there were many young and single men, the staring got almost too much.
The Portuguese really like this combo! My husband was a bit annoyed by the attention I got but M15 got even more annoyed. He adopted the alpha position (open legs and bright shoulders), he was facing the guys who were looking at me and from time to time he was saying that we should leave soon.
We had the kids with us, so I had to get up and walk around a lot. Everytime one of my children had to go to the toilet I had to get up to go with them, so at least 3 times I had to cross the restaurant spreading my cloud. I guess that’s why the hits were so blatant. That and the heat!
I went to the toilet one last time before driving home. When I came out I saw M15 standing there waiting for me. He said the others were waiting on the car already, put his arms around my shoulders and escorted me out of the restaurant. He really got possessive! But I think during the drive back home he got embarrassed because we arrived and he went straight to bed, without even saying good night. W15, hubby and I stayed as usual on the living room drinking some wine.

Day 7
P74 + Jasmin oil - 4 sprays - left and right arm
I.Honesty - 2 sprays - left and right wrist

It was our last day there so W15 prepared a special good-bye breakfast. Everybody was good mooded but there was this shade of good-bye in the air. Our hosts didn’t stop saying how nice the whole week was and that they were so happy we came again. We were making plans for next summer already.
After that, the guys went shopping and I stayed with W15 and the kids at the house. She was following me around all the time. It reminded me of myself when I was a kid and had the last vacation day on my grandmother’s house. I also sticked to her the whole day. Making use of every single minute I could be beside her because I knew I wouldn’t see her so soon again.

They even drove with us to the airport. After the final good-bye, W15 and her children went to the car but M15 stayed a bit longer, only 2 or 3 minutes but still…

Back to germany, during the first 3 days W15 sent me some text msg. First she wanted to know if we arrived well, than she wanted to ask what we would do the next day, than she wanted to tell me what they were doing.
A week later they had guests again at their vacation house and at some point at night W15 wrote me that they missed us, that the friends who were there are nice people but they are not as funny as we are and that the week was a bit boring.

That’s indeed how life without pheros is… just a bit boring.