# My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones) **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [January 27, 2009, 12:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396 "2009-01-27T00:08:59Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 19
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 15, 2010, 12:12am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/362 "2010-10-15T00:12:05Z")
**New report just in!** * * * **EST (100 mcg/spray) + B-nol (100 mcg/spray)** **3 sprays of EST to neck, chest, back of neck** **2 sprays of B-nol to neck and chest** _Effects to Others:_ This girl pat me on the head as a greeting and the girls in my group seemed really nice. Next class everyone was really talkative. People who didn’t know each other were talking and getting to know each other. It was like we were all friends in the room. I got a few compliments on the dress I was wearing and my guy friend kept blushing when he talked to me. _Effects to Me:_ I was very social and I’ve noticed that when I apply B-nol my personality becomes that of someone who can talk smooth. My voice isn’t high or strange, its kinda…low and seductive. The type of voice I only get with boyfriends. Also I was very confident in my behavior and actions. Kinda reminded me of [instant sexiness](https://phera.com/product/instant-sexiness/). I was even able to look guys in the eye, which is very hard for me to do. Also, I felt a lil dizzy, almost like I was drunk…and I do get confident when I’m drunk so maybe it gave me a little bit of a drunk affect since I had sprayed on 200 mcg _Conclusion:_ I’m not sure if that EST had any real affects, but the outfit was definitely working with the B-nol. Gave people and excuse to say something to me and show me what the phero could do. Definitely a phero that allows me to be my confident self. Kinda like when I’m drunk or very comfortable with a person. Even so I’m usually shy even with guys I know really well, but B-nol made me feel like a…umm i wanna say fox. 😜 B-nol is definitely something I wanna keep ahold of in my collection of pheros. Especially at such a high mcg. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 15, 2010, 12:17am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/363 "2010-10-15T00:17:31Z")
Currently I have no TG though there is this guy in one of my classes who I can’t quite figure out if he likes me or not. Hate that. Anywho, so no target guys that I really need to use pheros on, but there are some guys in my classes that I could mess with a little 😉 Maybe cook up some combos that I can use for future TG’s ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [October 15, 2010, 7:10pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/364 "2010-10-15T19:10:00Z")
Aww poor girl. I could help you out, but only on loan and just a few nights. Cause I care about you. ---
**Author:** ![MangoMartini](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/5f9b8f/32.png) [@MangoMartini](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/MangoMartini)\ **Post date:** [October 16, 2010, 2:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/365 "2010-10-16T02:02:34Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > **New report just in!** > > * * * > > **EST (100 mcg/spray) + B-nol (100 mcg/spray)** > > **3 sprays of EST to neck, chest, back of neck** > **2 sprays of B-nol to neck and chest** > > _Effects to Others:_ This girl pat me on the head as a greeting and the girls in my group seemed really nice. Next class everyone was really talkative. People who didn’t know each other were talking and getting to know each other. It was like we were all friends in the room. I got a few compliments on the dress I was wearing and my guy friend kept blushing when he talked to me. > > _Effects to Me:_ > I was very social and I’ve noticed that when I apply B-nol my personality becomes that of someone who can talk smooth. My voice isn’t high or strange, its kinda…low and seductive. The type of voice I only get with boyfriends. Also I was very confident in my behavior and actions. Kinda reminded me of instant sexiness. I was even able to look guys in the eye, which is very hard for me to do. > Also, I felt a lil dizzy, almost like I was drunk…and I do get confident when I’m drunk so maybe it gave me a little bit of a drunk affect since I had sprayed on 200 mcg > > _Conclusion:_ > I’m not sure if that EST had any real affects, but the outfit was definitely working with the B-nol. Gave people and excuse to say something to me and show me what the phero could do. > Definitely a phero that allows me to be my confident self. Kinda like when I’m drunk or very comfortable with a person. Even so I’m usually shy even with guys I know really well, but B-nol made me feel like a…umm i wanna say fox. 😜 > > B-nol is definitely something I wanna keep ahold of in my collection of pheros. Especially at such a high mcg. Is B-nol this: [ExperiMone™ Beta Androstenol Spray :: ExperiMone™ Series :: Androtics Direct](https://pheromonelabs.com/) 😕 Thanks!! 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 16, 2010, 11:45pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/366 "2010-10-16T23:45:49Z")
> [@MangoMartini](#): > > Is B-nol this: [ExperiMone™ Beta Androstenol Spray :: ExperiMone™ Series :: Androtics Direct](https://pheromonelabs.com/) > > 😕 > > Thanks!! 🙂 Yes, sure is ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 17, 2010, 1:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/367 "2010-10-17T01:00:18Z")
> [@Steve](#): > > Aww poor girl. I could help you out, but only on loan and just a few nights. Cause I care about you. Lol I enjoy your playful jokes ---
**Author:** ![Sillykitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/sillykitty/32/1574_2.png) [@Sillykitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Sillykitty)\ **Post date:** [October 19, 2010, 7:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/368 "2010-10-19T07:34:13Z")
Hey girl, how’ve you been? And where have you been? I’ve missed seeing you around, but am so glad you’re back! 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 21, 2010, 9:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/369 "2010-10-21T21:37:34Z")
Nothing too significant to report back on my testing with [P75](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p75/). The first night I tried it I was still very anxious. I have been going through social anxiety all week and even P75 didn’t help. I used P75 a few days later though and got better results. I didn’t realize it at first, but then I started to noticed I was in a “I don’t care mood” which is the feeling that dubbed this phero the **Instant I DON’T CARE** Anywho, people actually wanted to be around me more cus I wasn’t this emotional wreck and I didn’t really care whether or not they were around me or not. **Used 1 spray of P75 each day I used it. The first night tho I actually huffed the bottle and the second time I dabbed some under my nose as well. 2.5 mcg** I also did a testing with **B-Nol** the night I used P75 and that worked quite well for me when I went to visit my ex, who’s recently become just a friend. We’re working on solving a puzzle on this video game he has and while I want to be totally over him there are still minor things that draw me to him. B-nol helped me be strong and stand up to whatever (he throws a lot of insulting jokes my way). I don’t normally, but with B-nol I through the jokes right back 😛 We shared a lot with each other, which isn’t uncommon among us, but the b-nol probably did help. **Used 1 spray of B-nol cus my ex hates too much perfume/any perfume really. 100 mcg** My last testing was with IS/b. I used **two sprays** for yesterday and today. Yesterday I got a lot more hits. (Guys talking to me, opening doors, allowing me to get in front of them). Today I was really only approached by one guy, who usually says hi to me anyways. I took a shower today so I don’t know what could have been different. I was outside yesterday and the sun was shining directly on me so that could have diffused the pheros better. Shame that I’d have to have that much heat to get good affects. Oh well, back to testing. I have some combos in mind. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 21, 2010, 9:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/370 "2010-10-21T21:39:08Z")
> [@Sillykitty](#): > > Hey girl, how’ve you been? And where have you been? I’ve missed seeing you around, but am so glad you’re back! 🙂 Hey there! I’ve been around. Just busy with transferring schools and general laziness really 😛 Glad to see you’re still in the forum. It’s good to be back and testing! 😃 ---
**Author:** ![Sillykitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/sillykitty/32/1574_2.png) [@Sillykitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Sillykitty)\ **Post date:** [October 22, 2010, 6:23am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/371 "2010-10-22T06:23:53Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > Hey there! I’ve been around. Just busy with transferring schools and general laziness really 😛 > Glad to see you’re still in the forum. It’s good to be back and testing! 😃 Yah, I’ve been out for awhile myself, then back again. And now you’ve made me want to bust out my big bottle of barely touched 2.5mcg p75. I might even do this tomorrow. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 22, 2010, 7:12am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/372 "2010-10-22T07:12:23Z")
**Things that turn me off to a guy when I’m talking to him** 1. He says he’s not a Christian 2. He doesn’t or hasn’t gone to college 3. He doesn’t really see himself as good looking (I can stand to date a guy who’s not a hotty, but when he has no confidence in his looks then my interest is gone) 4. He’s taking taekwando (My kempo teacher has it imbedded in my brain that taekwando has nothing good except kicks. I want a guy who cant actually protect me) 5. He smells or does gross things in front of me (I can tolerate the grossness when I have fallen for him, but until then I expect a gentleman) I’ll add on as I go. But these are my turn offs. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 22, 2010, 7:13am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/373 "2010-10-22T07:13:03Z")
> [@Sillykitty](#): > > Yah, I’ve been out for awhile myself, then back again. And now you’ve made me want to bust out my big bottle of barely touched 2.5mcg p75. I might even do this tomorrow. Gah! everytime I see that bug on ur pic I think it’s a real one \>.\< DOOOOO IIIIT! I wanna see what results you get ---
**Author:** ![Sillykitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/sillykitty/32/1574_2.png) [@Sillykitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Sillykitty)\ **Post date:** [October 22, 2010, 7:20am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/374 "2010-10-22T07:20:59Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > DOOOOO IIIIT! I wanna see what results you get Okay, I will! I even sprayed one spray tonight after I got home from work, but I’m so tired that I’m not even paying attention to any effects. ---
**Author:** ![Sillykitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/sillykitty/32/1574_2.png) [@Sillykitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Sillykitty)\ **Post date:** [October 22, 2010, 7:24am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/375 "2010-10-22T07:24:49Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > 1. He smells or does gross things in front of me (I can tolerate the grossness when I have fallen for him, but until then I expect a gentleman) He should still continue to be gentleman, or at least try. To me, there’s nothing worse than a guy who pretends to be a certain way so that you’ll like him (nice, polite, thoughtful, caring), but then once he “has you”, then the real him comes out, which is nothing like you thought (stinky, gross, rude, mean, selfish). ---
**Author:** ![Maidenfan01](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/e9bcb4/32.png) [@Maidenfan01](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Maidenfan01)\ **Post date:** [October 23, 2010, 12:47am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/376 "2010-10-23T00:47:22Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > **Things that turn me off to a guy when I’m talking to him** > 4. He’s taking taekwando (My kempo teacher has it imbedded in my brain that taekwando has nothing good except kicks. I want a guy who cant actually protect me) > I’ll add on as I go. But these are my turn offs. This is wrong and it bothers me lol. Tae Kwon Do is based around kicks, but if someone is learning from a legit school, they teach plenty of real world self defense techniques. It also teaches aggressiveness and speed, two things needed in any kind of self-defense situation. Also in this day and age, its been modernized alot, and often times good schools use it as a base and add in Muay Thai and even boxing. Like any martial arts it has its holes, but it is more about the person who practices the art then the art itself. Infact, there are quite a few accomplished UFC fighters with a blackbelt in Tae Kwon Do. Yes, I do practice Tae Kwon Do 😛 I think its pretty closed minded that a martial arts teacher would be so against a certain art, they should be taking as much as they can from every art possible. Anyway, I am interested in your [P75](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p75/) and Beta-nol testing. Your using some very high concentrations 😮 ---
**Author:** ![Sillykitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/sillykitty/32/1574_2.png) [@Sillykitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Sillykitty)\ **Post date:** [October 23, 2010, 5:57pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/377 "2010-10-23T17:57:41Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > Gah! everytime I see that bug on ur pic I think it’s a real one \>.\< > > DOOOOO IIIIT! I wanna see what results you get Okay, I did it! [P75 - Who cares?](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/p75-who-cares/42810) ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [October 24, 2010, 8:31pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/378 "2010-10-24T20:31:29Z")
Yes, girls do enough kicking and hair pulling and slapping. You need a dude with brass knuckles or someone like me with a carriers permit 😉 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 27, 2010, 10:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/379 "2010-10-27T22:53:36Z")
> [@Maidenfan01](#): > > This is wrong and it bothers me lol. > > Tae Kwon Do is based around kicks, but if someone is learning from a legit school, they teach plenty of real world self defense techniques. It also teaches aggressiveness and speed, two things needed in any kind of self-defense situation. Also in this day and age, its been modernized alot, and often times good schools use it as a base and add in Muay Thai and even boxing. Like any martial arts it has its holes, but it is more about the person who practices the art then the art itself. Infact, there are quite a few accomplished UFC fighters with a blackbelt in Tae Kwon Do. Yes, I do practice Tae Kwon Do 😛 I think its pretty closed minded that a martial arts teacher would be so against a certain art, they should be taking as much as they can from every art possible. > > Anyway, I am interested in your P75 and Beta-nol testing. Your using some very high concentrations 😮 Sorry about that turn off. Just something I that annoys me. My teacher has taken Tae Kwon Do by “respected” teachers and even he was appauled at how far fallen the system of tae kwon do gone. I like Kempo myself and I’m used to guys sparring to the point of hospitalization to get their belts. I’m not going to totally shun a guy who takes Tae Kwon Do, but I can’t stand guys who think they’re all big stuff just because they paid their way through a school. Again not saying everyone does. Lol, well [P75](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p75/) is only 2.5 mcg, which is about the mcg that most everyone should be using because of it’s affects. With B-nol I can get affects with 12.5 mcg, but I’ve found that the higher in mcg you go the deeper into your subconscious you can delve. It’s really quite interesting. One guy was using 1000 mcg and was able to get on such a high plane that he used it for meditating. I think he went by Yogi or something like that. I’ve found that B-nol brings out that flirty, confident part of me that I only see when I’m drinking, which if you do some research you’ll find that drinking causes your subconsious to come out. All this can get so confusing, but I guess thats why we’re here to test. Going to see if I can do more testing on the B-nol soooooon. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 27, 2010, 11:01pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/380 "2010-10-27T23:01:44Z")
> [@Steve](#): > > Yes, girls do enough kicking and hair pulling and slapping. You need a dude with brass knuckles or someone like me with a carriers permit 😉 haha, you still crack me up. Psh I can’t kick for nothing. I usually go with a knuckle to the rib, but thats just to play around with em XD ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [October 28, 2010, 11:54pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/381 "2010-10-28T23:54:48Z")
Another testing with P75 I sprayed 1x2.5mcg to my top half before class at 1:00. **Effects:** Noticed I wasn’t exactly carefree but I did give guys a second glace, which I usually don’t do. Also noticed I was a tad bit unfocused. Later, at 2:00 I sprayed another spray of P75 at 2.5 mcg **Effects:** Didn’t notice anything different from anyone, but I got to class right as it was starting so no time to talk. I was trying to write something and I was so unfocused I even started to play with my hair before I wrote down what I was suppose to. The guy in front of me was pretty close, but I didn’t really notice this until later when the affects started to wear off, so maybe P75 makes you feel as tho it’s ok to be closer? I also noticed I was very tired. It is that time of the moment and I didn’t get a nap in so that could be the reason. Also realized that despite all the homework I’d have to do this week I was surprisingly calm unlike I usually am where I freak out cus I think if I don’t I won’t get stuff done lol Well thats pretty much it unless the P75 had something to do with me lucid dreaming, which happens pretty much everyday when I nap, but I could actually feel myself getting paralyzed before I feel asleep, which usually only happens before I wake up. It’s something called Sleep Paralysis and can be scary, but I’ve learned to turn it into something that can help me to lucid dream. Anywho, leave me some suggestions on what phero I should test next. I’m kinda eyeing [P130](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p130/), OR 103…I can’t remember which one it is… apparently it makes you not care, but in a goofy way? or something like that [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396.md?page=18) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396.md?page=20)