# My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones) **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [January 27, 2009, 12:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396 "2009-01-27T00:08:59Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 27
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [December 4, 2010, 1:51am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/522 "2010-12-04T01:51:26Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > New TG. Sorry I guess I should have said Scorpio guy. > From now on I’ll refer to him as TG (S) > > …and TG (D) is no long my TG. What’s TG stand for? ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 4, 2010, 1:54am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/523 "2010-12-04T01:54:02Z")
> [@P51Mustang](#): > > What’s TG stand for? Target guy ---
**Author:** ![CoolKat](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/coolkat/32/501_2.png) [@CoolKat](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CoolKat)\ **Post date:** [December 4, 2010, 11:22pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/524 "2010-12-04T23:22:14Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > That’s the symbol for the college he goes to. > For new TG I used S, taken from Scorpio Oh… Dartmouth? I like a few girls from there P.S. Don’t go AWOL again, after you get a bf… My RANDOM messages got you posting again… 😃 ---
**Author:** ![CoolKat](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/coolkat/32/501_2.png) [@CoolKat](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CoolKat)\ **Post date:** [December 4, 2010, 11:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/525 "2010-12-04T23:53:37Z")
P.S. Don’t go AWOL again, after you get a bf… My RANDOM messages got you posting again… 😃 ---
**Author:** ![CoolKat](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/coolkat/32/501_2.png) [@CoolKat](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CoolKat)\ **Post date:** [December 5, 2010, 12:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/526 "2010-12-05T00:06:34Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > That’s the symbol for the college he goes to. > For new TG I used S, taken from Scorpio Oh… Dartmouth? I like a few girls from there 😃 P.S. Don’t go AWOL again, after you get a bf… My RANDOM messages got you posting again and YOU KNOW IT… 😛 ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [December 9, 2010, 10:33pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/527 "2010-12-09T22:33:46Z")
Curious how are things going with new TG ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 10, 2010, 5:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/528 "2010-12-10T05:34:38Z")
> [@CoolKat](#): > > Oh… Dartmouth? I like a few girls from there 😃 > > P.S. > Don’t go AWOL again, after you get a bf… > My RANDOM messages got you posting again and YOU KNOW IT… 😛 Lol def not Dartmouth 😛 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 10, 2010, 5:35am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/529 "2010-12-10T05:35:42Z")
> [@P51Mustang](#): > > Curious how are things going with new TG More to come on what became of TG. For now enjoy my latest avatar pic. You guys are the first to see it. It’s not up on fb yet so feel special 😛 ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [December 10, 2010, 6:12am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/530 "2010-12-10T06:12:32Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > More to come on what became of TG. > > For now enjoy my latest avatar pic. You guys are the first to see it. It’s not up on fb yet so feel special 😛 Gotta admit HK You are one adorable woman 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 10, 2010, 3:15pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/531 "2010-12-10T15:15:10Z")
Ok so update on TG. I got a surprise text from him last night, asking what I was up to, which was nice because I thought he was sleeping. Ended up going over there, which was also nice because I thought I wouldn’t be able to see him because he has to get rest for work and the only time he could hang out was the night before my 7:30 am final. I would have gotten no sleep x.x So here’s what I wore… **B-nol 2 sprays (neck, wrist) 100 mcg** **P86 2 sprays (neck, chest) 12.5 mcg** **Effects:** felt a slight buzz, prob from the B-nol. 200 mcg is a lot to take in after even a week or so. Trying to remember any specific instances…I think I was a little too open lol…which he doesn’t really mind, but I think I took it a little too far once or twice. I even started pushing him around, which I don’t usually do unless I’m drunk so it definitely gave me this ability to share a lot with him. He actually shared some stuff too. Not sure what the P86 did. I’ve heard that he has close to the same affects as B-nol with a “closeness” effect. Also heard it makes people look better. Idk if that’s true. Didn’t really notice anything different. TG did help me repark my car, which he’s done before in the past, but I didn’t expect him to do again. He actually came out in the cold twice…the first time with no shirt or shoes o.o I’ll post if I remember anything else. I did notice some subtle things he did when he’d ask if I’d do anything with anyone else if I could. I would joke and say yes I would, but then I’d be serious and tell him of course not, that I had him to do stuff with. Pretty sure he keeps testing me because he keep asking questions like that. He acts like it doesn’t bother him, but I’m pretty sure he wouldn’t like it if I started liking someone else. Idk, just my thoughts. I’m hoping to see him saturday night, but who knows. I invited him to come to a an alcoholic smootie joint with my friends…I’m thinking I might want to wear [P75](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p75/) again because I’m pretty sure that’s what made him aggressive (in a good way) the last time we hung out. Well I’m going to sleep now x.x ---
**Author:** ![CoolKat](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/coolkat/32/501_2.png) [@CoolKat](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CoolKat)\ **Post date:** [December 10, 2010, 5:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/532 "2010-12-10T17:52:18Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > More to come on what became of TG. > > For now enjoy my latest avatar pic. You guys are the first to see it. It’s not up on fb yet so feel special 😛 Really dig your dressy… Nothing fancy, yet classy and adorable! You are drinking like crazy now that you are over 21, right? lol ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 11, 2010, 7:23pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/533 "2010-12-11T19:23:39Z")
> [@CoolKat](#): > > Really dig your dressy… Nothing fancy, yet classy and adorable! > You are drinking like crazy now that you are over 21, right? lol Lol nah not as much as you’d drink. I’ll prob be going out to drink tonight, but because of the college I now go to they don’t allow even the 21 yr olds to drink. Pfft like that’ll stop me. Hoping to see TG tonight. He doesn’t have work in the morning so hopefully he will join me and my bff for drinks or I’ll see him after. ---
**Author:** ![CoolKat](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/coolkat/32/501_2.png) [@CoolKat](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CoolKat)\ **Post date:** [December 11, 2010, 8:20pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/534 "2010-12-11T20:20:18Z")
Actually, I don’t drink much. I drink about a cup per week 😃 No tobacco ever and no illicit drugs… The only thing I do is use mones, lol. I am saying this because doing all that, being stressed and having mones on one’s body can be VERY taxing. Yeah, but since I don’t drink or smoke or eat too much fat, so I am okay. Plus, I don’t use mones everyday but with moderation- u don’t want ur brain and liver too hard to counteract what mones do 😉 How is your weekend? P.s. I don’t think u even need mones. Most guys wquld still want to take u out and u know what 😃 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 11, 2010, 8:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/535 "2010-12-11T20:53:33Z")
> [@CoolKat](#): > > Actually, I don’t drink much. I drink about a cup per week 😃 > No tobacco ever and no illicit drugs… The only thing I do is use mones, lol. I am saying this because doing all that, being stressed and having mones on one’s body can be VERY taxing. Yeah, but since I don’t drink or smoke or eat too much fat, so I am okay. Plus, I don’t use mones everyday but with moderation- u don’t want ur brain and liver too hard to counteract what mones do 😉 > > How is your weekend? > > P.s. I don’t think u even need mones. Most guys wquld still want to take u out and u know what 😃 Aww thanks 🙂 Yeah mones do get taxing, as does everything else. Weekend has been hectic with finals. Still have two this monday, but I’m taking a break tonight to kick back and have some fun before I go at it on sunday. Being the researching type I enjoy seeing what different pheros will do. I don’t wear them as often as I used to. I do it around TG so I can make a bigger impression in hopes he will not only want me to stick around but basically ask me to be around him. I don’t have a very strong signature. I can be very charming and confident with a few drinks or B-nol, but it is very hard to get that personality without any aids. And we all know a girl can’t keep a guy with looks alone, it just doesn’t happen. So I have to use mones in order to get over the anxiety I often have and get ahead of all the other girls. Slowly I have come outta my shell more and more and I’ve notice that drunken/confident personality is starting to show without aids…but it’s still not stable yet. It really shows when I’m around TG so maybe me liking his is a good thing. Brings out the best in me 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![CoolKat](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/coolkat/32/501_2.png) [@CoolKat](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CoolKat)\ **Post date:** [December 11, 2010, 11:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/536 "2010-12-11T23:37:34Z")
Ah, I see… however, I suggest you don’t get in the habit of drinking frequently… it is definitely bad for you. Also, no smoking and drugs, okay? 😃 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 12, 2010, 12:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/537 "2010-12-12T00:34:38Z")
> [@CoolKat](#): > > Ah, I see… however, I suggest you don’t get in the habit of drinking frequently… it is definitely bad for you. Also, no smoking and drugs, okay? 😃 Depends on what you consider frequent. And I don’t like weed. Everything else I don’t touch ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [December 14, 2010, 3:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/538 "2010-12-14T15:37:06Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > Depends on what you consider frequent. > And I don’t like weed. Everything else I don’t touch You’re in college, live it up now. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 14, 2010, 5:54pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/539 "2010-12-14T17:54:56Z")
> [@P51Mustang](#): > > You’re in college, live it up now. Haha thats what my friends tell me. Pretty sure they just want someone to drink with lol. So I took a look at my birth chart recently and found out I have a lot of signs in scorpio and capricorn. I think I took it a little too far with the scorpioness today and literally tore a girl to shreads even though she was “just kidding”. She challenged me and I won. Simple truth 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [December 14, 2010, 6:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/540 "2010-12-14T18:39:20Z")
So who’s going to read my chart? ---
**Author:** ![CoolKat](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/coolkat/32/501_2.png) [@CoolKat](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CoolKat)\ **Post date:** [December 14, 2010, 7:27pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/541 "2010-12-14T19:27:20Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > Depends on what you consider frequent. > And I don’t like weed. Everything else I don’t touch Good! don’t let some hypes fool ya… just because everyone says they need to drink, party, do drugs, go clubbing, not study, and have sex, doesn’t mean that you should do that also… I know many that regret or that hurt them in the future, because of that. Living in the moment is okay, but there is still a boundary 😉 Enjoy and have fun, but don’t forget to think. Anyways, hope you enjoy ur holidays! [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396.md?page=26) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396.md?page=28)