# My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones) **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [January 27, 2009, 12:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396 "2009-01-27T00:08:59Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 29
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 28, 2010, 11:42pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/562 "2010-12-28T23:42:28Z")
> [@Steve](#): > > Hmmm. are you suggesting this has become awkward? You know I’m kidding with you, right? Of course 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 28, 2010, 11:42pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/563 "2010-12-28T23:42:56Z")
> [@P51Mustang](#): > > Now I feel awkward (bbm confused face) Lol oh psh ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 28, 2010, 11:58pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/564 "2010-12-28T23:58:27Z")
**Instant I feel like this is cheat 😛** **EST 4 sprays (neck, wrists) +1 spray a few hours later 100 mcg** **[P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) 2 sprays (neck, wrists) 25 mcg** **Spaceland 1 spray to face 50 mcg of A-nol** **Effects:** Well I’ll start off by saying there was alcohol involved. But even so I still get good results. There were 4 guys there and I seemed to get looks from the 3 that were single. Got a lot of attention from the guy who used to be my TG. One of our old guy friends was there and he kept shooting glances my way. My bff’s bf was in one of those moods where he hates me tho. Something in the combo must have not agreed with him I guess because he was just being mean. -.- Then there was the southern guy who talked to me a few times, but he left early. My bff invited over TG at my request and he stayed for a bit then had to go. I confidently told him he should take me with him and he did o.o Sooo were at TG’s place, sitting on the couch, watching Nip/Tuck. He hadn’t really had anything so he starts drinking a few beers. I’m just happy on my buzz 🙂 We end up relaxing on the couch, and I’m resting my head on his chest while he holds me and rubs my hair and back. He kept teasing me tho…prob the Spaceland because it sure was working its magic when he told me pretty much his whole life story and kept going o.o Which I don’t mind, but dang Spaceland. He keeps rubbing my sides and playing with my hair and even starts to sniff it and tells me it smells good and then keeps sniffing it and sniffs it some more, until I’m pretty such he’s enhaling my hair D: I felt like he was raping my hair. I told him not to have sex with it…that’s how much he was touching and sniffing it. And then he told me he was in ecstacy because of the scent. o.o My shampoo must really smell good cus I didn’t put any pheros in it. The P83 sure did let him let loose and go a lil overboard with the sniffing tho. We were on a pretty small couch and he kept cuddling up to me…and I don’t mean just put his arm over me… i mean he was like holding me like a pillow…legs grabbing onto my legs and all. See this is why I feel like I’m cheating because he never does this stuff o.o Well…at least not to that extent. I felt like I was really manipulating him…but I guess he didn’t mind it so who cares…right? o.o… right?! ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2010, 12:21am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/565 "2010-12-29T00:21:08Z")
Cheater. I know [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) gets me to do things I normally wouldn’t under normal circumstances unless i have an established comfort with someone. Outta curiosity, what does EST do? ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 29, 2010, 12:48am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/566 "2010-12-29T00:48:53Z")
> [@P51Mustang](#): > > Cheater. > > I know P83 gets me to do things I normally wouldn’t under normal circumstances unless i have an established comfort with someone. > > Outta curiosity, what does EST do? It makes guys cuddle and be more affectionate. They are more helpful and make sure you are taken care of…its the pheromone found in pregnant women. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [December 30, 2010, 7:56am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/567 "2010-12-30T07:56:35Z")
Update: I think the SL, [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) and EST turned out to be a great combo. And im not just saying that cus TG cuddled with me. The old TG has been contacting me a lot recently and asking why I’m not hanging out with him. I need to start wearing this combo more often and maybe add B-nol next time instead of SL or put in both ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [December 30, 2010, 11:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/568 "2010-12-30T23:37:45Z")
https://www.youtube.com/embed/DwEqTbaFVXU?feature=oembed&wmode=opaque ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [December 31, 2010, 12:39am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/569 "2010-12-31T00:39:20Z")
GREAT SONG. Love me some Pun. Ever hear his Latin shizz? Incredible ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [January 1, 2011, 9:09am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/570 "2011-01-01T09:09:23Z")
Lol are you trying to say something P15? ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [January 1, 2011, 9:47am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/571 "2011-01-01T09:47:16Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > Lol are you trying to say something P15? Noooooooo I would never It’s P51 HK! Someone got tanked tonight. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [January 1, 2011, 10:18am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/572 "2011-01-01T10:18:34Z")
I kid you not I saw P15 o.o Dyslexia ftw! -.- Lol no I just didn’t sleep last night and I’m a lil sick ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [January 4, 2011, 7:29am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/573 "2011-01-04T07:29:54Z")
Feel better HK ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [January 5, 2011, 3:39am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/574 "2011-01-05T03:39:24Z")
> [@P51Mustang](#): > > Feel better HK Thanks, I’ve been staying home and getting some rest. It’s really just a cough I can get over easily 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [January 10, 2011, 6:49am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/575 "2011-01-10T06:49:10Z")
It’s almost been a week HK since your last post. I’m suffering withdrawals here 😃 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [January 10, 2011, 7:05am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/576 "2011-01-10T07:05:04Z")
> [@P51Mustang](#): > > It’s almost been a week HK since your last post. > > I’m suffering withdrawals here 😃 I did a testing the other night at a party, but I’ve been debating on whether or not to post it because it didn’t include any experimones. It was a good night and day the next day, but I don’t feel up to posting it just yet ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2011, 12:49am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/577 "2011-01-11T00:49:29Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > I did a testing the other night at a party, but I’ve been debating on whether or not to post it because it didn’t include any experimones. It was a good night and day the next day, but I don’t feel up to posting it just yet You’re such a girl!😉 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2011, 1:14am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/578 "2011-01-12T01:14:14Z")
> [@Steve](#): > > You’re such a girl!😉 Oh Steve, I wish I was more of a girl. Half the time I get called one of the guys \>.\< ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2011, 7:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/579 "2011-01-12T07:19:20Z")
I had a great joke too, but I’m trying to be sensitive to others ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2011, 7:29am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/580 "2011-01-12T07:29:34Z")
> [@P51Mustang](#): > > I had a great joke too, but I’m trying to be sensitive to others Go for it. I may laugh anyways ---
**Author:** ![P51Mustang](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/p51mustang/32/1266_2.png) [@P51Mustang](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/P51Mustang)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2011, 9:05am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/581 "2011-01-12T09:05:01Z")
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