# My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones) **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [January 27, 2009, 12:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396 "2009-01-27T00:08:59Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 3
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 20, 2009, 4:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/41 "2009-02-20T04:08:46Z")
**Product name,scent and strength** IS 2x 9:00 am IS/a 8:55 pm **Application dosage and locations** IS 1 spray (neck) IS/a 3 sprays (temples, hair, neck) **Enviroment tested in.** dorm hall **Self effects.** With IS I felt a little happy, but nothing too extreme Didn’t get that irritated feeling like I usually do with the IS/a and I was actually able to take the stupid insults some of my friends were throwing at me. \>.\> **Effects to others** Not much to say about the IS. People were a little happier then usual, but nothing too exciting happened with just one spray. With the IS/a the guys who I hang out with in my dorm hall were acting kind of needy. They were craving my attention too much so I left and went to watch a movie with another guy, which made them even more clingy. I kept getting texts from them and they kept wanting me to talk with them and hang with them…it was kind of annoying. I ended up cuddling and making out with the guy who was not needy and then cuddled for a little bit with one of the needy guys, but by then I think the pheromones had worn down because he didn’t seem as needy as he had been. **Duration of effects.** 8:55pm -12:30am (Over 3 hrs) **Effects from mixing with other products.** none **Range** 3 ft **Time exposure**. 5 mins I’m gonna try a combo of IS/a and IH tonight and see how that goes. I’m hanging out with that not needy guy lol. We’ll just call him Turk lol ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 21, 2009, 10:10pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/42 "2009-02-21T22:10:34Z")
**Product name,scent and strength** IS/a IH 2x **Application dosage and locations** IS/a 2 sprays (chest, back of head) IH 1 spray (top of head) **Enviroment tested in.** dorm halls **Self effects.** I don’t really remember having really strong effects, but I do remember being calmer. **Effects to others** Made the guy I was watching a movie with want me more. He pulled me to him and we made out. Not much else to say about that night. **Duration of effects.** 10:35pm -2:00am **Effects from mixing with other products.** none **Range** 1 ft **Time exposure**. 10 mins ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 21, 2009, 10:23pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/43 "2009-02-21T22:23:58Z")
Didn’t really report too much on the last one because I waited to long to post the results and I really wanted to get to this report 🙂 **Product name,scent and strength** IS/a and IO 2x **Application dosage and locations** IS/a 2 (hair, neck) IO 3 (hair, chest, wrists) **Enviroment tested in.** My guy friend’s apt. The one I like. We’ll call him Connor from now on. **Self effects.** I sprayed both products before I left to go to Connor’s house and immediately felt dizzy in the car O.o But its ok because I do this often and I’m used to it so it doesn’t hinder my driving. When I went inside his apt I suddenly just felt this strong confidence and sexiness that compelled me to kiss him and it surprised him because I never do that when I first get inside. The whole rest of the night I was just generally happy and we both had a good time. **Effects to others** He was happy and I very very very talkative lol. He seriously wouldn’t shut up, but I think that was a bit of what he had in his system too XD I can attribute all that to the [Instant Openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/). And I can attribute him wanting me to the IS/a. It was seriously the best and most fun night I’d ever had with him. Most everything went right. Also, when he passed by me he grabbed my hair and told me I smelled good (obviously I had sprayed it both with IS/a and IO lol) so then I told him to smell my wrists and he said it smelled nice too 🙂 The connect we had was just too amazing. I hadn’t felt that way in a long time and even when I left and got my hair done I was still cheery and smily. My hair stylist was also happy and very talkative so I think the IO from last night must have still be working. **Duration of effects.** 9:00 pm - 2:00pm the next day (Soooo 17 hours?! WTF?!) 😃 **Effects from mixing with other products.** none **Range** 5 ft **Time exposure**. 5 mins Probably the best time with a combo ever! I have a party I’m going to tonight so I should be reporting on that hopefully tomorrow. Note: I haven’t been getting aggitated at all with IS/a anymore. Not even by itself, so I’m thinking I’m either getting used to it or somehow it works better the closer I get to my TIME OF THE MONTH…which really doesn’t make any sense, so I’m thinking I just got used to it. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 22, 2009, 8:02pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/44 "2009-02-22T20:02:43Z")
**Product name,scent and strength** IO 2x and IH 2x **Application dosage and locations** IO 2 sprays (chest, hair) IH 1 spray (split between neck and wrists) **Enviroment tested in.** Dormhall, party, guy friend (Connor) apt. **Self effects.** Had some major self effects with this combo. Not sure what it was but somehow I was very cocky, but in a joking way. And I kept talking a lot (obviously due to the IO). Also I was very honest, which was probably why it made me seem so cocky because I had just gotten a new hair cut and I was feeling like I looked really good and I wanted everyone to know it. **Effects to others** Not too sure of effects to others. There was mostly just an effect on me. And I kept asking one of my friends to tell me about his life and he told me stuff of course. Then when I went to Connor’s house he was out of it because of what he’d been drinking, but he was still talking a lot and being really honest with me. Telling me my hair looked good and the pics I’d taken of myself looked good. Not sure if that had anything to do with my combo, but it might have helped it a bit. Previously nothing at the party really happened, but that was probably mostly due to the fact that there were a lot of people there I didn’t know. The IH kinda helped to break down a few barriers with people I didn’t know too well though. **Duration of effects.** 9:55 pm - 2:00 am (About 4 hrs) **Effects from mixing with other products.** none **Range** 5 ft **Time exposure**. 5 mins I’m not sure what to think about this mix. I mean the cockyness might be a good thing in some cases, but probably not in others. I’m kinda curious what would happen if I up the dosage to IO 3-4 and IH 2. Idk what the self effects would be, but I’m sure it would help to cause effects on other people which is usually what I’m aiming for when I use IO. I need to order more so I might do that soon. I really need to get a job tho so I can pay for all this stuff 😛 ---
**Author:** ![CookieGirl](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/cookiegirl/32/1379_2.png) [@CookieGirl](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CookieGirl)\ **Post date:** [February 22, 2009, 10:36pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/45 "2009-02-22T22:36:21Z")
God, what a phero- trooper you are ~ Bangin’ out these reports like someone’s got a whip to you ! 😛 I need to jump in the same boat though, with this IO and IH test. I felt confident enough to walk up to strangers and talk but one negative side effect: the cockiness. And if I didn’t get what I wanted… tsk…Run. Far, far away. Love the reports, girl ~ Keep it up ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 22, 2009, 11:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/46 "2009-02-22T23:39:35Z")
> [@CookieGirl](#): > > God, what a phero- trooper you are ~ Bangin’ out these reports like someone’s got a whip to you ! 😛 > > I need to jump in the same boat though, with this IO and IH test. I felt confident enough to walk up to strangers and talk but one negative side effect: the cockiness. And if I didn’t get what I wanted… tsk…Run. Far, far away. > > Love the reports, girl ~ Keep it up Thanks 🙂 I realize these help out the pheromone company a lot, but I also post a lot so I can better help myself faster. XD I’m so selfish. That and I can’t stand not updating my journal with a report I’ve done so I normally will report the day after which usually equates to 1 report every 2 days or sometimes every day 😮 That’s interesting that we have the same results with IO and IH. I need to look back at my reports from early when I used this combo because I can’t remember if I was cocky then as well. It may have been the dosage that effected it or the balance of IO to IH being 2:1. Who knows…? Cycle could have also effected it since my period is due to start here in the next week. Idk…I need to do more testing with this combo. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 22, 2009, 11:54pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/47 "2009-02-22T23:54:54Z")
**Next on the Agenda** I am preparing to buy some new products as my current ones are running low and I seek to play with pheros that create different effects. 🙄 Hmmmm.. So I’ve done some research and I’ve found the 3 pheromones that I’d like to play with next. **MX135 [Instant Sexiness B](https://phera.com/product/kitten/) Turn Up the Heat** I’m very curious to see what each will do for me since I’ve never tried these and others have had good results, including with TUTH, which girls have reported being able to use with some good results on guys. This is all gonna cost me a lot and I really wish I could just buy spaceland, but it’s too expensive for me right now ☹ Maybe, just maybe Androtics will send a sample bottle of Spaceland so I can try it and report on it. I’d love to do reports on that 😃 ---
**Author:** ![CookieGirl](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/cookiegirl/32/1379_2.png) [@CookieGirl](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CookieGirl)\ **Post date:** [February 23, 2009, 2:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/48 "2009-02-23T02:50:17Z")
When I got IS/b, I purchased a To-Go bottle because I had seen a couple instances where girls that got along with IS/a, didn’t turn out so fantastic with b. I think this takes abit of work to get used to, especially if you like IS/a. Maybe you’d wanna do the same, just to see what happens ? Cant hurt your wallet any more 😛 I’d like to try spaceland too…At least 3-4 times. I hear it smells awfully rank though. 😮 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 23, 2009, 3:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/49 "2009-02-23T03:19:32Z")
> [@CookieGirl](#): > > When I got IS/b, I purchased a To-Go bottle because I had seen a couple instances where girls that got along with IS/a, didn’t turn out so fantastic with b. I think this takes abit of work to get used to, especially if you like IS/a. > > Maybe you’d wanna do the same, just to see what happens ? Cant hurt your wallet any more 😛 > > I’d like to try spaceland too…At least 3-4 times. I hear it smells awfully rank though. 😮 Yeah, I actually didn’t like IS/a at first. Made me irritated since I’m so aggressive anyways. I’m really curious as to what IS/b is gonna do for me. I just placed the order. I’m even more curious about the effects of the TUTH on me. I heard this adds more testosterone to a person, and if I’m not mistaken a girl who is aggressive usually has higher testosterone levels…I’ll have to be really careful and use the very minimum. I’ve also heard its very stinky. I have a few perfumes that could probably help cover it up tho 😛 Thanks for stopping by ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 24, 2009, 5:13am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/50 "2009-02-24T05:13:54Z")
**So I realized I haven’t reported in anything in like…a day…it feels like more tho since I took a break for a day…felt like two day \>.\> So anyways…I’m done being a slacker…here are my results for todays adventure 🙂** **I tried the IO +IH combo again, but this time I added more IH then I did IO and got something I didn’t expect at all. I usually don’t use much IH at all because I fear its effects on me, but I swallowed my pride and took the dive and come up with this…** **Product name,scent and strength** IO 2x and IH 2x **Application dosage and locations** IO 2 sprays (temples, hair) IH 4 sprays (chest, hair, neck, wrists) **Enviroment tested in.** TG apt., kempo class, sorority suite **Self effects.** The self effects were so different then I could have ever predicted. In fact they were the complete opposite. I’ve often heard that IH works like a depressant from time to time, but for some reason, the whole time I was driving, I was happy and a bit light headed, but I think that was from the closed off space XD But I was seriously getting shots of happiness and I just couldn’t help giggling and singing to songs. I also felt somewhat spacey, like things didn’t matter and I actually had to focus so I didn’t crash. I wonder if it was anything like spaceland. 🙄 Even when I got to my TG’s apt I was still feeling good and I actually felt a little cocky like I had when I’d previously used this combo with smaller dosages of IH and I actually wasn’t afraid to come out and say something. **Effects to others** My TG was pretty lenient of me considering I kept kicking him cus I was so cocky. And he kept teasing me. I noticed that on our way to kempo he was a little more pleasant then on our way back. Maybe it was wearing off a lot by then. Everyone at kempo was really nice even people I didn’t know or barely knew. At the sorority suite I didn’t really have a chance to talk to people, but from what I could tell people were nice. **Duration of effects.** 5:18-10:30 (About 5 hours) **Effects from mixing with other products.** None **Range** 5 ft **Time exposure**. 10 mins So I’m considering going to Kempo class again. My instructor dragged me and my TG out there and were really considering going down every week just to practice and learn new techniques. So I need that TUTH NOW!!! ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 26, 2009, 5:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/51 "2009-02-26T05:34:15Z")
Ugh! I really feel out of the loop right now. With this flu I haven’t been able to do anything except sleep and drink a hella lot of fluids. I sorta had an opportunity to use pheromones today when I went out in the nice sun, but I was too out of it to really care or be able to keep record of hits. Not to mention I was all drugged up 😛 I’m gonna try to go to classes tomorrow, but its one of those days where I only have two classes so we’ll see if I even wanna bother with wearing them tomorrow. Who knows…maybe not wearing them for a few days will make the effects stand out even more the next time I wear them…whenever that’ll be x.x ---
**Author:** ![Xiphoid](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/xiphoid/32/1852_2.png) [@Xiphoid](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xiphoid)\ **Post date:** [February 26, 2009, 4:54pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/52 "2009-02-26T16:54:48Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > Ugh! I really feel out of the loop right now. With this flu I haven’t been able to do anything except sleep and drink a hella lot of fluids. I sorta had an opportunity to use pheromones today when I went out in the nice sun, but I was too out of it to really care or be able to keep record of hits. Not to mention I was all drugged up 😛 Yuk..the flu is a bugger isn’t it! Hope you get better soon! I would go on a phero break until you’re flu free…don’t waste your precious drops 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 26, 2009, 6:25pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/53 "2009-02-26T18:25:33Z")
Yeah, I was thinking that right after I posted. Plus I really wanna try out the sprays I have right now with the ones that are coming in soon 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![CookieGirl](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/cookiegirl/32/1379_2.png) [@CookieGirl](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CookieGirl)\ **Post date:** [February 26, 2009, 10:58pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/54 "2009-02-26T22:58:54Z")
I heard you on this flu thing ☹ Something is really going around… My entire workplace got sick, one person right after the other. I’m waiting for my ticket to be called ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [February 26, 2009, 11:42pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/55 "2009-02-26T23:42:02Z")
Hopefully you don’t get it 😕 Just try to get plenty of rest and drink lots of OJ ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [March 2, 2009, 4:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/56 "2009-03-02T04:03:46Z")
**Product name,scent and strength** IS/a and IH 2x **Application dosage and locations** IS/a 2 sprays (hair, neck) IH 1 spray (hair) **Enviroment tested in.** My TG’s apt **Self effects.** This was a few days back when I was still recovering from the flu so I was still coughing and my head wasn’t feeling all that great so I lowered the dosage, but it still hurt my hair some \>.\<. At first I was acting a little irritated, but I was able to catch myself on this. This I started to fell more calm as the night progressed and everything seemed to click. Our conversations were even easier. And this went on for the entire time I was there. **Effects to others** He seemed like he wanted to work with me even when I was a bit irritated and the way he talked to me made our conversation so much easier. He would even make subtle hints at how he wanted me, but for the most part we kept it at a friend-like state, but in a good way. In the end he still wanted me even when I wasn’t all that in the mood, but I gave in to his sweeter ways. I love when he grabs me and hold me and calls me this nickname he has for me. And the look he gives me is so cute I just love it. Makes me feel so loved. Not sure if I recall really any honesty. I was only wearing 1 spray, but he was very helpful to me when we were playing video games and he offered me food which is strange for him. **Duration of effects.** 10:00 pm - 12:00 am (14 hrs+) **Effects from mixing with other products.** None **Range** 1-3 ft **Time exposure**. 5 mins So I was so happy when I finally got well enough to try my products and record the hits, but I had to be careful because my nose was really sensitive to smell and I knew my head would be whirling if I sprayed to much on so I kept it all to a minimal, and the results were still great. My package is suppose to come in tomorrow and I should be getting it Tuesday when my Mom brings it up to me so hopefully I’ll posting up soon about my new endeavors with TUTH, IS/b, and mx135…and hopefully some new test bottle :3 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [March 3, 2009, 9:10pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/57 "2009-03-03T21:10:04Z")
**Product name,scent and strength** IO 2x and IS 2x **Application dosage and locations** IS 2 sprays (hair, neck) IO 1 spray (hair) **Enviroment tested in.** TG’s apt **Self effects.** Was a bit quiet. So quiet that my TG kept asking what was wrong with me. I wonder if that was the effect of the IO that was making him feeling like I needed to talk more because he was talking a lot. I don’t think I had enough IO on to get any strong self effects and the shine only helped to keep me happy when my TG was getting upset. **Effects to others** My TG kept walking by my chair and doing stuff to me. The first time he pushed my chair twice, then the second time he would ruffle my hair twice. His friend was very nice to me, but he was getting kind of upset that night because people weren’t paying attention to him so he felt the need to make fun of me sometimes (not sure if this was the fault of the pheromones. Prob mostly just him being pissed and insecure). Me and his friend talked more then we usually do tho. **Duration of effects.** 11:50 pm - 2: 00 am **Effects from mixing with other products.** none **Range** 3 ft **Time exposure**. 30 mins ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [March 3, 2009, 9:17pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/58 "2009-03-03T21:17:18Z")
So I finally got a hold of the products I ordered and realized, while I was paying my mom back, that I have hundreds and fifties still in my wallet. :3 I’m thinking I want so spaceland 😃 Besides that I’m looking forward to using my TUTH, IS/b, and MX135. I already sprayed some of the MX135 today while I was at a pizzaria just to see if I got any effects. Nothing really worth reporting, but I did feel a little happier and the smell was really good. Chocolatini I believe 🙂 And I can still smell it right now. I did, however, joke with my mom about a man who walked into the restaurant looking like he was lost and disoriented, went around a table, came extremely close to us, actually touching our table, then left the place. It was bizarre. Maybe my pheromones drew him in and he just didn’t know what to do with himself lol. A girl can dream 🙄 I’m looking forward to using the TUTH later. Theres a guy who I think is really cute, but he’s never made a move on me even though he likes me. I’m gonna spray a bit then see how and if he reacts to it 😃 Wish me luck! ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [March 4, 2009, 1:45am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/59 "2009-03-04T01:45:38Z")
**Product name,scent and strength** TUTH **Application dosage and locations** 1 spray to the neck **Enviroment tested in.** dorm hall **Self effects.** Felt like I wanted it, but it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be and I didn’t get irritated at all like a lot of people said I would. Funny thing is I used one full spray and that’s more then I’m supposedly suppose to use, but I guess I’m able to use more…weird.. **Effects to others** I was hanging around a guy friend of mine who isn’t very aggressive and has never tried to do anything sexual with me. He was a lot more aggressive when I went to hang out with him and he kept grabbing my legs. He also asked for a back massage and was playing a little aggressive with me. I was a little surprised he didn’t try anything beyond that, but he did talk to me about sexual things, which means his mind was on it. He’s yet to kiss me so I wonder what 2 sprays would do for him and/or me. **Duration of effects.** 6:00 pm - 7:00 pm **Effects from mixing with other products.** I had on MX135 from earlier so that might have made the effects a little more mellow…not sure tho. **Range** 1-3 ft **Time exposure**. 1-5 mins ---
**Author:** ![bosshank](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/91b2a8/32.png) [@bosshank](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bosshank)\ **Post date:** [March 5, 2009, 2:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/60 "2009-03-05T02:25:34Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > Not sure if I recall really any honesty. What the beta-nols really do is create a feeling of connection and the honest conversation is a result of that. Sounds like you had _most_ of the _connection_ you were hoping for … lol. > [@happykitsune](#): > > I love when he grabs me and hold me and calls me this nickname he has for me. Well I was going to take a couple stabs at the nickname but I was afraid you might take them the wrong way … lol. 😮😛 [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396.md?page=2) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396.md?page=4)