# My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones) **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [January 27, 2009, 12:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396 "2009-01-27T00:08:59Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 8
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [May 26, 2009, 10:29pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/141 "2009-05-26T22:29:16Z")
**Product name,scent and strength** IO neroli 2x MX274 cookie and grapefruit (I think) Spaceland clerysage **Application dosage and locations** IO (neck, wrists) 2 sprays MX274 (neck) 2 sprays Spaceland (neck) 1 spray **Enviroment tested in.** Party **Self effects.** When I first walked into the party I was extremely giggly, like worse then a cheerleader giggly, and I was so happy and hugging people and talkative and all over the place. I think my guy friend realized it too. **Effects to others** Made people a lot more talkative and happy around me. People noticed things about me like my hair. It was just a really fun mix. **Duration of effects.** I was really hyper at first and then everything started to fade, but hit a fairly nice spot where I was happy and goofy, but not too hyper. 6:20pm - 11:00pm **Effects from mixing with other products.** none **Range** 5 ft **Time exposure**. about 2 mins Notes: I did get a little tired after a while, but not really a crash. I was still able to drive my friend home. I just had my MX138 shipped and will hopefully be testing that out soon…hopefully during my new job 😃 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [May 30, 2009, 2:40am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/142 "2009-05-30T02:40:08Z")
MX138 (I’m doing a minor report on this because it showed little to no effects both times I used it.) 2 sprays (neck, arms) +1 (hair) added later Self effects: None Effects to others: A little happier, but not so much more so then usual. Added IS/a a few hours later and started acting a little more mature, but this usually happens with IS/a by itself. MX138 4 sprays (hair, 2 neck, arm) Self effects: None, I didn’t even become less upset about the things I had been upset about. Effects: None that were visible. I am very displeased with the results I’ve been getting. I’m going to try 5 sprays soon and then I’m taking a 10 day break while I’m on vacation and then trying again. So disappointed with this product 😠 ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 14, 2009, 3:26am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/143 "2009-06-14T03:26:54Z")
I am back from my week long vacation in Mexico which I used to take a break from all my sprays so that I could try MX138 in hopes that it would give me effects when I came back. _crosses fingers and prays_ Lets hope this works 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![renny](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/renny/32/2104_2.png) [@renny](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/renny)\ **Post date:** [June 14, 2009, 11:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/144 "2009-06-14T11:19:08Z")
Hey HappyK, welcome back! Haven’t seen you much since the mice thread. I just got a freebie MX138, so I’ll be looking forward to what you say about it. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 14, 2009, 11:29pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/145 "2009-06-14T23:29:37Z")
> [@renny](#): > > Hey HappyK, welcome back! Haven’t seen you much since the mice thread. > > I just got a freebie MX138, so I’ll be looking forward to what you say about it. Thanks for posting 🙂 Glad to know someones there. I’ve been around, but not posting as much. I will be posting my results with MX138 soon tho. My week long break should have given me enough “breathing” time to evaluate from a “cleaner” perspective. If that makes any sense. A freebie huh? That’s quite lucky 😃 Let me know if you have any good results with MX138. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 16, 2009, 10:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/146 "2009-06-16T22:41:57Z")
Ugh. I still have yet to be around a lot of people to us my precious MX138. Soon my precious…soon \>.\< ---
**Author:** ![bosshank](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/91b2a8/32.png) [@bosshank](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bosshank)\ **Post date:** [June 18, 2009, 12:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/147 "2009-06-18T12:41:37Z")
> [@happykitsune](#): > > Ugh. I still have yet to be around a lot of people to us my precious MX138. > > Soon my precious…soon \>.\< LOL. Good luck with the testing. Hope you had fun in Mexico. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 19, 2009, 9:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/148 "2009-06-19T21:24:07Z")
\*\*_So after taking a 2 week break I have finally tested!_ Product name,scent and strength\*\* IS/b [P74](https://a314.com/product/p74/) EST Cops **Application dosage and locations** IS/b (neck, chest) 2 sprays P74 (neck, hair) 2 sprays EST (neck) 1 spray Cops (neck, chest, wrists) 3 drops **Enviroment tested in.** TG’s apt **Self effects.** Felt fairly calm, sexy. The usual for IS/b 🙂 Which is good, because I was starting to not feel the “usual”. Good thing I took a break. Felt a little tingly and a little warm inside. What was great, also, was that I didn’t feel needy or wanting of TG. I was my own person 🙂 At one point I wanted some of his drink and pondered how I would get it. Normally I would act a little childish and try to take the drink from him, but the IS/b helped me use the more sexy approach. I just looked into his eyes and got closer until he couldn’t resist the kiss. Then I sneakily put my hand on the cup and tried to take it, but sadly my sexiness wasn’t enough and he called me on my attempt to seduce him to get his drink. Ugh 😛 **Effects to others** I sat in another chair away from TG’s futon which he immediately asked why I was sitting there and not by him. Then he asked me to sit by him and patted the spot next to him, so I sat. There were a couple of times when he held me close and sometimes when he grabbed me and sniffed me because my sprays were too strong x.x I was just glad it was the grapefruit on my head he smelled instead of the butt-cheese cops XD At one point he even told me he missed me which he almost never says. I guess it had been a long time since we’d seen each other. **Duration of effects.** 12:40am-2:00pm **Effects from mixing with other products.** I added 2 more sprays of P74 several hours later, but there were no other effects **Range** 5 ft **Time exposure**. 3 mins ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 19, 2009, 11:11pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/149 "2009-06-19T23:11:07Z")
So I’ve been thinking and thinking and I just might go for it. I’m thinking of making my own mix and I already know what all I want to add to it. I’ve already added the ingredients to my cart and am still thinking and wondering…but am pretty sure I’m going to purchase…it’s gonna cost a lot tho and it’s going to be a lot to order all in one setting…Idk if I should ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 20, 2009, 8:26am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/150 "2009-06-20T08:26:26Z")
**My Testing with MX138** **Lasted about 3 hours.** **3 sprays (wrists, neck, hair)** **Effects to myself:** At first I felt happy and upbeat. I was actually able to focus on being happy instead of feeling down like I had felt most of the day. **Effects to others:** My dad was acting kinda weird. He tends to do that a lot, but he was doing a lot of impersonations and acting playful. Nothing too out of the ordinary with this mix. I’ll probably try 4 sprays later. At least this time I got more of a TAA feel 😛 ---
**Author:** ![marty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/marty/32/714_2.png) [@marty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/marty)\ **Post date:** [June 21, 2009, 4:19pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/151 "2009-06-21T16:19:02Z")
see what I mean, not even an explanation given, just straight up deleted… ☹ ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 21, 2009, 4:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/152 "2009-06-21T16:37:13Z")
> [@marty](#): > > see what I mean, not even an explanation given, just straight up deleted… ☹ I deleted it actually lol Tisha dropped me a line and told me why they couldn’t have anything about that store on their forums. Something about lawyers, i don’t really remember because I’d just woken up when I read it XD ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 25, 2009, 3:36am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/153 "2009-06-25T03:36:37Z")
**Just a small report** I used 2 sprays of [Instant Shine](https://a314.com/product/shine/) before work. One to the neck and the other to the hair and was very upbeat as usual, but the one unusual thing I noticed was when I was driving and taking the same boring roads my life kinda went on pause and everything was slowed down. My eyes sorta glazed over and I just drove in a daze. Then when I got to my work I was immediately perky again and even flirted with a few guys who were more than eager to talk with me. **Next testing…** I tested MX274 (hair, neck) and Spaceland (face, chest) at around 7:20 pm When I got to my grandpa’s camp meeting I noticed every person I passed by I wanted to just talk to or at least say something, but I refrained myself. Me and my sisters all went into the restroom before we sat down and a trip to the bathroom turned into the three of us dancing, taking pics, and doing all kinds of goofy things. I found my words were a little slurred sometimes, which was weird. My little cousin did point at me and ask who I was. She’s very little and I barely get to see her so I guess she didn’t really know who I was. She’d never actually taken that much interested in me to ask who I was tho. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 27, 2009, 4:35am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/154 "2009-06-27T04:35:02Z")
**Product name,scent and strength** P78, grapefruit, 12.5 mcg **Application dosage and locations** 2 sprays (front and back of neck) **Enviroment tested in.** car and work **Self effects.** At first I had this feeling of passion for everything. I was listening to a song by Coldplay and a tear started to come to my eye. WTF?! O.o And then I was thinking about other stuff and feeling passionately about different things. Then a few times I got this excited feeling. Not really anxious. More like when you know something exciting like a party is about to happen. It felt great, but it came and went so quickly and I soon crashed after less than 10 mins. Unfortunately I was on my way to work so I tried to perk myself up, hopeful that maybe the “party vibe” would make it’s “appearance”. Instead I felt almost unworthy. I was very accommodating, which is good for work, but probably would have been bad if I was around my worst enemy. **Effects to others** Didn’t really notice much effects from other people. **Duration of effects.** 2:30pm - 4:00pm **Effects from mixing with other products.** none **Range** 2 ft? **Time exposure**. 5 mins **Note:** I will be trying this at 3 sprays soon. Probably in my kempo class ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 28, 2009, 6:21am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/155 "2009-06-28T06:21:07Z")
**Testing with TAL \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_** TAL (12.5 mcg) 2 sprays (neck, wrists) Where: Work Self-Effects: Didn’t really feel very different. Effects to others: Guys were talking to me a little more and some were staring. * * * TAL (12.5 mcg) 3 sprays (neck, inner elbows, back of neck) Where: Work Self Effects: Felt like I could take care of myself and do work efficiently Effects to others: Had guys talking to me more again. Didn’t get as many stares. ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 30, 2009, 3:53am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/156 "2009-06-30T03:53:37Z")
**A-nol** **\_\_\_\_\_** **12.5 mcg, grapefruit** **1 spray, then another added later. 1 to neck and the other I forgot.** **Tested in car and at Panera Bread** _ **My little sister was driving and me and my other sister were teasing her, saying there were shirtless guys running so she couldn’t focus on the road 😛 Then we screamed when she was turning into Panera because a car was coming and she’s so slow and then we screamed some more when she drove on the wrong side of the lane. We were so crazy goofy. Before I had been feeling irritated and mean, but A-nol made me feel happier and teasing. When we left Panera there was a hot guy and we kept staring back at him while we were in the car and my sister even rolled down her window and yelled “WOO!” 🙄** _ * * * _ **I think both 1 and 2 sprays are good for me for light results. 3 or more would probably cause me to feel even more happy and possibly get me to blurt out things at random.** _ * * * ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [June 30, 2009, 4:11am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/157 "2009-06-30T04:11:13Z")
**P79/P80/cops** **12.5 mcg for both 79 and 80** **Used 2 sprays of P79 (chest, wrists), 3 sprays of P80 (2 chest, hair), 2 drops of cops (chest, wrists)** **10:50 pm** _ **Normally it takes at least 4 drops of cops to get good effects, sometimes 6. Idk if the fact that I wasn’t ovulating yet had anything to do with the good effects to only 2 drops or if it was the putatives, but this is what happened.** _ * * * _ **I wasn’t feeling too different when I first sprayed the putatives. I’d had on the cops for about an hour since I knew I wouldn’t be seeing anyone until I go to his place. I got there and had to eat. I acted a little goofy, I was making noises why I ate my food and then sat down by TG. He didn’t ask me if I’d bathed in perfume this time and didn’t sniff my head which could have been to my advantage since he would have got the effects sooner. But at least the effects kicked in after a while. This is where it gets juicy…** _ * * * _ **So I’m running my hand along his body, merely teasing him while he’s playing a video game. Then I bite his ear and his neck and I can already tell the blood is rushing as he lets out a “Geeze”. Well I stopped for a bit. I think I probably got one kiss in. Then later we had one of the most intense make out sessions we’ve ever had. I stopped at one point to catch my breath and, breathless, he asks why I stopped. Then I go in to kiss him and we’re at it for another 10-15 mins.** _ * * * _**Before I had come over he had wanted everything to be rough and rowdy, so that’s what I came there with the intent of giving him, but by the time he had taken a whiff of my pheros (I have no idea what’s in these that would change his mind) he decided he wanted to turn on music and take things slow. I was cool with that. I think it might have been the cops. It’s weird. You would think a guy would turn into an animal when one wore this, but when I wear it around him he gets softer and he wants to be more romantic than rough. I think the P79 and 80 helped intensify the effects of just 2 drops of cops so it was like wearing 6 drops and the p79 also helped to make him more appt to do stuff as he’s usually keeps more to himself and always questions things. He worries too much. I saw no worry from him at all and we had a great time.**_ * * * * * * _ **All in all a good mix. Also when I went in to get my hair done that morning conversation with my stylist was effortless. Almost like we had been friends for a long time. I wasn’t afraid to speak my mind around her. Cops definitely didn’t have any effects on her, but perhaps P79 and 80 made it easier to speak my mind and be myself.** _ * * * * * * _ **No I need to try these putatives alone.** _ ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [July 2, 2009, 5:44am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/158 "2009-07-02T05:44:53Z")
\*\*TAH and P78 both 12.5 mcg TAH **2 sprays (neck and chest)** P78 \*\*1 spray (chest) Around 10:30 am. Used in car, restaurant and at pool area _I didn’t really feel much at first, but was very talkative and somewhat kidish when I was eating lunch with my mom and sister. I was also joking a lot too and got some attention, and even more attention when I got too excited and spilled two drinks xD I felt like I was a little kid again. I was also pretty_ loud and didn’t really feel ashamed for saying things in front of people that my mom felt embarrassed about, like the word “Fart” lol. _I also found that I was more content with myself and was mellow_ ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [July 2, 2009, 5:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/159 "2009-07-02T05:50:41Z")
\*\*Beta - NOL (12.5 mcg) 1 spray split between my inner elbows Test in car, class, my apt \*I felt a bit happier. I wasn’t thinking malicious thoughts like I usually do and I was a lot nicer than I usually am. My friend was very talkative around me, but she usually is anyways. Still felt very comfortable around her tho. We spend a long time talking about different things. At my sisters acting class a girl sat by me twice and the teacher acknowledged me (he knows me already) and would look at me occasionally. One thing I found to be quite strange was that I was not only nicer to people, but I cared more about them and their well being. I told my sisters teacher to have a good night which I never do because I’m either too scared to say it or don’t care enough to think about it. I also found that I wasn’t anxious or worried when my TG told me about some girl who was jealous of me because of what me and him had. I was just very content and mellow. I wasn’t scared at all to talk to people with just 1 spray and I was a lot nicer. Very good stuff. I’ll prob be trying 2 sprays tomorrow at my job 🙂 _On a later note: That night while I was trying to get to sleep I kept thinking about how much I wanted to kiss my TG. And I don’t mean lustfully, I mean like I was missing his touch. x.x_\* ---
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [July 3, 2009, 4:35am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/160 "2009-07-03T04:35:17Z")
\*\*Beta - NOL; TAH BOTH (12.5 Mcg) B-nol 2 sprays (neck, inner elbow) TAH 1 spray to (neck) 3:20 pm Work Self Effects: _I didn’t feel that same happy, niceness that I did the first time with B-nol, but the TAH could have had something to do with it because I was wearing two times more this time._ Effects to others: \*I seemed to give off that vibe that I needed help. Different people were going out of their way to either open a freezer door for me or take the trash for me. And then people were being a bit more open then usual, just a little bit. And people were also asking me to do personal favors for them that I’ve never been asked to do. My manager (shes a girl) kept calling me baby, and she never does that. She said it in a way like I was a little girl. Ugh! The customers didn’t really act any different. Some of the guys who work with me talked to me more than usual. I think they want to get to know me better. They joke around with me more now too. I was also craving kisses from TG again. Idk if this has to do anything with the B-NOL, but I couldn’t help but think about him again x.x * * * [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396.md?page=7) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396.md?page=9)