# My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones) **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [January 27, 2009, 12:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396 "2009-01-27T00:08:59Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 278
**Author:** ![happykitsune](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/happykitsune/32/2415_2.png) [@happykitsune](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/happykitsune)\ **Post date:** [September 12, 2009, 6:08pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/278 "2009-09-12T18:08:02Z")
\*\*[P75](https://a314.com/product/p75/) 2.5 mcg 1 spray to neck (About 2 hours after the application of B-nol) Self-effects: \*\*There was a sense of not really caring. I was talking to TG about how he also asked about something and if I didn’t give him an answer he never develed deeper into the matter. It bothered me a little at first because it seemed like he didn’t care. But when he told me it didn’t necessarilly mean that I was able to brush it all off with a smile and change the subject. Felt a little arrogant and later at the party I literally kept gawking at every guy I saw. There were a lot of good looking guys there and most every single one I literally “eye-fucked”. You know that look…like I want you…I like what I see. I kept catching myself doing that. Man, I was bad. I was like a horny teenage boy. Or Megan Fox or something XD Anywho I ended up sitting by a guy and introducing myself and the guy by him kept looking at me and joined in the conversation a little. Another guy, my friend, also joined in a little. I was able to be very social and confident with this putative. Maybe even a bit arrogant, but not too much. I’ve felt this feeling before with pheros, but it’s a hard one to keep. I liked it though. Was playful in sort of a sexual way. My smile was happy, but also sexy. Kinda like I got what I wanted. **Effects to Others:** Got a lot of people talking to me and looking at me. People I don’t normally talk to were talking to me. Later when I went to some of my old sorority sisters house they were both being nice to me despite me quiting and one of them kept offering to go to the library with me or offer my notes. TG seemed actually kinda horny. Grabbed my butt. I actually grabbed his back (don’t judge). Then he wanted me to sit on his lap, which I did, but I kept trying to get up to run around with my bff. He was also putting his arm around me a lot. Idk why I really note this, because he does this at every party we go to, even without mones. But this time I think it was more significant because I felt a lil more independent of him and kinda like a horny teenager just looking for pray. **sprayed 1 more spray to neck (About 2-3 hrs later)** **Effects:** Felt slightly more confident…nothing too drastic. My guy friend kept talking to me and poked me. Went back to the apt and me and TG sat around, pretty much doing our own thing for about 30 mins. It was kinda weird since we usually don’t do other stuff while we’re together. He seemed a little offended when I was more interested in my computer then his pictures on fb. Eh… All in all an interesting putative. Could be very sexual and animalistic if paired with maybe some cops or some P80. P83 might be interesting to try with it. Not sure really what all the guys were thinking as I passed them or what they thought of me blatantly staring at them, but I didn’t see any objections. Definitely a teenager who wants to go after “the kill” 😜 --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396)._