# My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones)

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**Created:** [January 27, 2009, 12:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396 "2009-01-27T00:08:59Z")\
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**Post date:** [December 3, 2010, 6:43am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/my-journal-with-and-without-the-pheromones/25396/517 "2010-12-03T06:43:14Z")

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**P78 2 sprays to neck 12.5 mcg**

**Art class**

**Effects:** I kept getting annoyed with all the girls and even my guy friend who is kinda girly. And I got super jealous because I there is a guy I think is cute in that class and I know a few of the girls in there like him (It is quite obvious) and I even became jealous of my guy friend because he was talking and hanging out with him a lot. WTF? O.0  
Anyway…after an hour I think either the affects started to wear off or maybe mellow and turn into something else because I was able to be happy and I wasn’t annoyed at all. Like I was super happy when I responded to people o.o So strange.

So I’m not sure if this phero makes people jealous if you spray on too much of if it intensifies emotions like jealousy and happiness.

One thing I did notice tho was that when I was jealous I tried to be nice and happy, but it always came out as sounding mean or annoyed and I felt annoyed…I just couldn’t help it 😕

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**EST 100 mcg 4 sprays (neck, wrists, chest)**  
**B-nol 100 mcg 1 spray to neck**  
**(Forgot to spray P86 or P83)**

**TG’s apt**

**Effects:**  
I think the B-nol helped me stay confident and witty. I’ve been in a secluded mood lately. I think it’s just something that happens occassionally, but I’m not too confident or stable when I’m in my dark/secluded mood 😕  
Anywho, It took a while for TG to warm up to me. He started out on the completely other couch then ended up on the same couch with me and eventually he started to brush his finger tips against my skin again and kept trying to tickle me.  
I kept feeling this bonding feeling…like when we’d joke with each other and laugh. I think it was the B-nol. Made me feel very connected with him tho and I got a lot of eye contact from him. Not that it’s ever been an issue. He’s always giving me those piercing eyes ever since I talked to him on Halloween…like he’s watching me.

We finally ended up kissing that night, which I’m happy about. I think I’m the more forceful one so I’ll have to incorporate some phero that’ll make him more aggressive next time.

All in all a good night. 🙂

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