# Nates journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [April 14, 2009, 1:00pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041 "2009-04-14T13:00:17Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [April 14, 2009, 1:00pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/1 "2009-04-14T13:00:17Z")
Ok, so I am at work right now and rather tired, work the grave yard. I should be getting my shipment of pheros today! (after they sat 5 minuts from my apartment at fedex all day monday saying i can not get them) so i was wondering what is a good relaxing combo or solo? i want to go back to sleep easily, which isn’t very easy for me once i get woken up(fedex man nocking on my door) here is what i will be getting and i will try to keep a journal as well 1. [ammo](https://a314.com/product/ammo/) 2. [instant openness](https://a314.com/product/instant-openness/) 1.instant shine 2.instant gentlemen 3. [Turn Up The Heat](https://a314.com/product/turn-up-the-heat-tuth/) 4. [instant honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) all togos 1 strength and a free instant jerk gift 🙂 thanks 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [April 14, 2009, 11:47pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/2 "2009-04-14T23:47:02Z")
**day 1—4/14/09** 1 spray instant shine to neck. **self effect** a little bit woozy, but all in all made me in a better mood, considering i got no sleep today and on top that got a parking ticket. felt better after applying. **effects on others** at work right now and I am working with a guy who never talks, he seems to be happier, and is talking to me today lol A lady seemed happy that i was helping her today, most the time they aren’t. was passing out at work, so decided to run over to the coffee shop real quick, the lady behind the counter seemed happy and in a good mood, which is kinda strange cuz everbody is haveing midterms soon and stressing out **conclusion** so far seems like its doing what it is supposed to. ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2009, 7:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/3 "2009-04-15T19:30:15Z")
**day 2—4/15/09** 1 spray instant gentalmen to neck. **self effect** none really that i noticed, **effects on others** wasnt paying attention in morning was rushed and busy, but at lunch 2 hours later or so walked by a beautiful japanese girl, her eyes locked on me and followd me till i left, so went in front her again same thing followed me to smoothie shop and was lookin toward me through open window, then was watching me walk back to my table where my laptop is at, then numerous times people who she was with kept looking over at me, **conclusion** donnogoing try 2 sprays of it tomorrow. ---
**Author:** ![djandarial](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/djandarial/32/1667_2.png) [@djandarial](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/djandarial)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2009, 7:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/4 "2009-04-15T19:37:09Z")
should have gone over and introduced yourself, found out what it really was. Say you could not help but notice that she noticed you in some way. Explain you just bought a new cologne, and wanted to know if it was that which sparked her interest ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2009, 7:44pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/5 "2009-04-15T19:44:48Z")
yeah, totally should of xD, defiantly going jump on next hit i notice, i remeber reading somewhere, just cant find it again lol, but how long does the insant line last? and when should i refresh it with another spray ? ---
**Author:** ![jason268](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/j/278dde/32.png) [@jason268](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jason268)\ **Post date:** [April 15, 2009, 8:35pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/6 "2009-04-15T20:35:16Z")
> [@bedojo](#): > > yeah, totally should of xD, defiantly going jump on next hit i notice, > > i remeber reading somewhere, just cant find it again lol, but how long does the insant line last? and when should i refresh it with another spray ? All of the sprays usually last b/w 4 to 6 hours. i usually refressh around the 4 hour mark ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [April 16, 2009, 3:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/7 "2009-04-16T15:46:50Z")
ok thanks 🙂 **day 3 4-16-09** 2X instant gentlemen neck 1x instant shine chest/neck area 1x openness between wrists **self effect** donno **effect on others** donno was a waste today! first my partner flaked out on his part of our project, then found out verizon wireless thinks i owe them 330 dollars, for some crap there customer service messed up on so was fighting with them all day, wasnt a good daylol ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [April 18, 2009, 5:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/8 "2009-04-18T17:59:12Z")
**day 4 4-17-09** morning 2x insint jerk both sides neck 1x instant honesty one wrist 1x instant openness other wrist **self effect** seem to walk faster, and more agressive walking. usually i walk slow and today what took me 20 minutes to walk other days took about 10, **effect on others** partner in physics lab he talked more to me, and respected me more i guess, last week didn’t say much to me, today was all buddy buddy kind thing. the teacher usally is all spazy and talkes crazy fast when correcting lab reports, i handed her mine with both hands close to here, she explained every thing alot more \>.\> **night time** 2x turn up the heat to neck, half squirt to wrists. had a girl over who my friend and I asked if my cologn smells good, smelled my wrist the put to her, she smelled it said she could really smell it, (just my plan), so said oh try here _point to neck_, she takes big huff mmmmm smells good, then takes few more, now she laying in my bed we watching tv, then she had go bathroom, so i went grabed ammo and 1x spray to my chest, she came back says “you smell differnt” i said yeah i wanted your oppinion on another cologne i just got, smell my chest she huffs it loves it smells me like 5 more times, then we are 😉 goin at it. Props for to **Dj Andarial** for the just got new cologne idea ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [April 20, 2009, 4:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/9 "2009-04-20T04:33:09Z")
**day 5 4-18-08** 2X gentleman to neck, 1 openness and 1 honesty each wrist. **effect** met wit a friend at midnight to go up to get a milkshake at the sherries since i was in town, and she told me all sorts of stuff, like one my friends is talkin mad shit bout me and stuff, after she was like oops, dont say i said any that. lol so i guess it did what it is supposed to xD ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [May 20, 2009, 5:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/10 "2009-05-20T05:34:38Z")
**DAY i dont know 5-19-09 product:** Instant openness x3 \*\*location: **great clips** target: \*\*who ever cut my hair lol. i just wanted to talk Ok so today I went to get my hair cut, I wore 3x openness to hopefully get chatty with the barbrest (female hair cutter? lol). 1 under chin, one upper back of neck, 1 split wrists. i walked in an the lady who cut my hair wasnt up front right away, but another one was(takeing some dudes money), as soon as the my lady(mid 20s, above average body, nice face and smile, but not a 10) came up she looked at me and got a big smile on her face. I was welcomed and asked to take a seat and it would be just a minut. as i was sitting there i was reading a txt msg, I thought to my self let this work please. I looked up and what do I see? she is stareing at me, I make eye contact and she blushes and looks away. can you say HIT? anyways she talked to her coworker, who should of been the one to cut my hair, to get me. so i go back sit down in the chair try talking a little bit, eh not the best social skills here. about mid way through she couldnt contain her self anymore, she just started talking, asked me if i attended the university and what i studyed, told her what it was and that it quite hard takeing physics and vector calculus, and she fell right into my trap, she said “oh im not good at math, i could barely pass pre algerbra”. I smiled and chuckled, said “bet your one them english/language art kids, who cant keep their noses out of books”. she blushed and said “HOW DID YOU KNOW?”(exited like) anyways got her name and number(she wrote on receipt), which never happens at a great clips not even older not my type ladys tell me there names, and i heard non the other barbrest tell their clients their name. left with a hope to see you again, yadieyaya. ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [May 21, 2009, 1:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/11 "2009-05-21T01:50:19Z")
**5-20-09 location:** University Instant openness x4 cover: pure malt **effect** : possible OD? even my friend from high school didn’t talk to me, and he talks shit with me every day. felt ignored all day. reason why said possible od, went to view and apartment, older lady, and she would not stop talking, i know she trying to sell it, but its a college town and it will be filled lol. do you think younger people and older people become effected differently depending on how much you use? ---
**Author:** ![evolver](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/evolver/32/1896_2.png) [@evolver](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/evolver)\ **Post date:** [May 21, 2009, 2:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/12 "2009-05-21T02:06:48Z")
> [@bedojo](#): > > **5-20-09 > location:** University > Instant openness x4 > cover: pure malt > **effect** : > possible OD? even my friend from high school didn’t talk to me, and he talks shit with me every day. felt ignored all day. > reason why said possible od, went to view and apartment, older lady, and she would not stop talking, i know she trying to sell it, but its a college town and it will be filled lol. > > do you think younger people and older people become effected differently depending on how much you use? I think it’s mostly related to internal state. Perhaps they wanted you to lead the conversation, since you were communicating that you had a lot to say? (with instant openness) I have noticed that I have to make small talk to get things moving first. ---
**Author:** ![pupy](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/p/bc8723/32.png) [@pupy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pupy)\ **Post date:** [May 22, 2009, 12:11am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/13 "2009-05-22T00:11:44Z")
> [@bedojo](#): > > anyways got her name and number(she wrote on receipt), which never happens at a great clips not even older not my type ladys tell me there names, and i heard non the other barbrest tell their clients their name. I want that to happen! Best thing that’s ever happened to me is I got a barberest (😃) to basically ask me out to lunch. I wasn’t wearing [pheromones](https://pheromonelabs.com/shop/) back then, and prolly not any cologne either. I went in looking like shit and by the end I was looking pretty snazzy (she did a great job on the hair). She kept doing weird things like blowing air on my neck. Then as she’s pulling off the hair sheet she asks, “So… are you going to lunch now or later?” (The whole haircut she was asking me what she should get for lunch.) I was a little bit creeped out (she wasn’t exactly my type) so I made up something about how I needed to go back to my dorm room to return a library book before they closed. 🆒 But seriously… I never get the good looking barberests. I always get the older (but more experienced) ones, and then the cute ones with nobody’s hair to work on just sit in their chairs and watch me. Which as much as I like attention, always makes me feel a bit squirmy. ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [May 22, 2009, 12:22am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/14 "2009-05-22T00:22:23Z")
**5-21-09** 3X laundry detergent… aka ammo coverd with pure malt **effect** smelled like crap 🙂 got hit from girl and mexican food restraunt came over and talked to me after i order my burrito from her, a few hits in elevator nothing amazing, no numbers, didn’t have my game on today. was pissed i smelled like whiskie and laundry detergent lol lol, i was surprised i got a good hair cut… was from a great clips, ones where i usaly live suck so bad. kinda more happy about the hair cut turning out good then the number 😃 ---
**Author:** ![pupy](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/p/bc8723/32.png) [@pupy](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/pupy)\ **Post date:** [May 22, 2009, 2:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/15 "2009-05-22T02:25:38Z")
> [@bedojo](#): > > kinda more happy about the hair cut turning out good then the number 😃 That’s a double win. And now at the very least you might get discounted haircuts+flirts. It’s perfect. 🙄 ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [May 22, 2009, 2:49am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/16 "2009-05-22T02:49:11Z")
lol! yeah after my normal lady moved to portland, to a place that cost mad money, havent got a good haircut till now XD ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [May 24, 2009, 6:40pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/17 "2009-05-24T18:40:05Z")
5-24-09 going to do 3 shots of tuth one wrist each wrist one to the neck/chest area mad my instant gentlemen jumped out my pocket and my i shine evaporated ☹ going to see what effects on people haha 🙂 here comes pervy horn dog! got IOI’s from the cashier, alot of girls moved away from me when i was near. was a good way to get people outa my way! lol ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [May 28, 2009, 5:18am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/18 "2009-05-28T05:18:38Z")
**May 27 2009** 3 shots CTTM2 1 neck one each wrist cover Jean paul gaultier **self effect** none noticeable **effects on others** basically i did this today because i KNEW i would see this cute girl i know, we dont talk much she likes me, school girl crush way is easy to tell. when we do talk, we dont talk much, cuz we both get shy and blush a bit (im a shy dude) well today, went to the school for dinner, didnt feel like cooking. and cuz i wanted to talk to her 😛 well i saw her, i went up to her opened with hey jess, how are you? (lol 3 second rule see and open, no planing) well ended up standing there for bout 10 minuts talking. but i rolled off cuz froze up with anyhting to say lol. does it work? id say so ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [May 29, 2009, 4:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/19 "2009-05-29T16:39:21Z")
5-28/29-09 spaceland(dont know dosage ) night of 28 did 2 shots of togo space land to my neck didnt feel much effect, this morning said what the heck 2 spaceland to neck, one to each wrist, 4 shots. hmmm? no effect? walked to school sat down, about 20 minuts in i was out of my mind, i was spaced out staring at my computers screen saver, and laughing at random stuff the teacher said lol such fun stuff! ---
**Author:** ![bedojo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bedojo/32/1027_2.png) [@bedojo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bedojo)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2009, 7:26am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041/20 "2009-06-01T07:26:30Z")
**6-01-09** two parts day and night. **day 5/30-31/09** 3 A314, 2 neck, 1 between wrists. 2 i shine(2x), wrists 1 tuth chest. **morning/afternoon.** lunch date on a 2 hour boat/cruse with a friend from high school, girl. usually this girl likes to be the alpha bitch, she likes things her way and in control. I also like things my way and in control lol not a good couple, just friends( or we’d kill eachother). On the way to Portland in the car, she was in a cheerful mood, didn’t know what we were doing but in a unnormal(for her ) joyfullness, laughing at my non funny jokes, and not being dissrespectful at all. During the lunch date she looked for my approval on everything, food, drink, desert, everything. i would say lets go to the top deck, she would agree without any resistance, even when we were waiting for our desert to come, she’d normaly say " i wanna wait till food gets her". Was nice 🙂 then the waitress, i was watching how she acted with other people on the boat, and i notice she would be chatty with everybody at the table, men and women, young and old. But at our table she focused directly one me, for all the questions, apatizer, meal , drinks desert. Was cool, a sence of power.! **Night** Club, bunch of old high school friends male/ females. after shower and scrub, was stinky from hot afternoon. 2 A314, both neck 2 tuth chest 2 openess, wrists 3 ishine(2x) wrists, and back of neck. Same girl as lunch date(girl 1) was my “date” i guess, we went together. as soon as i got there spoted this girl who had huge crush on me(girl 2), i walk up to her, talk a bit give her bigh hug (TUTH!), **note: girl im with hates girl im huging** kicked it with the guys a bit, went out to dance with my girl\* so now girl 2, comes up to me when im with girl 1 , and pulls me a bit off her and starts grinding on me, **her boyfriend is here also and sees whole thing** lol. i see girl 1, get pissed so i leave girl 2, and go back with girl 1, (i’m a nice guy, grr girl 2 is hotter). well after that, get a hotle room with girl 1, and we have sex. but in the morning went to mothers bistro on stark and 2nd i thinkg ( for anyone in p-twon) it was hella good breakfast. but had to listen to her bitch about girl 2. lol, should wore some a314 or something in the morning also 😛. Anyways so on sunday on drive back to 2nd home, School town. geta call from girl 2 wanting to hang out some time. so yeah! HELLA HITS! other random hits through out the day, **geekness** a guy hit also lol, verizon wireless guys in the mall, i showed them my phone with a leaked rom, and a windows mobile 6.5 rom. ( which non of this is released for anything yet, and will come to verizon like a year or 2 after everyones else, damn verizon). anyways they fliped shit for it and thought i was god lol. good night! , damn this was a long-ish. but there was morelol EDIT: **negatives** i forgot this lol. When i ware A314 i get hella bitch ass mood, lol like it makes me more irritable if things don’t go to my liking, not like spoiled brat, but like more irritable then i already am. got stuck in portland star light parade traffic for 2 hours! and i was cussing at everyone who pissed me off, but i think the ishine helped i sprayed on right on my face and chest lol. started laughing at people doing stupid stuff. and was more chill. still cussing at people but then would be like just kidding you can go. bi polar? lol **postives** have to thank A314, 2 big ol dudes, black if that makes a differance?, to some it does. any ways, 2 big ol dudes come up to me, im trying buy parking ticket, trying sell me some bud, im like naw man, then the guy touchs me, \*note im 5’5 150 lbs, these guys over 6’5’ and over 200 lbs. idk really, just know much biger then me lol tell my girl im with go get in ther car and she does, i look the dude right in the face im like you touch me again im going fuck you up. (i suffer from short man syndrom lol, and tend to let my mouth talk) I fought for a while now MMA, i know when i will lose lol, and this was no brain id get my ass handed to me. but anyways they backed off and like "sorry bro didnt mean to disrespct " no those exact words but close to it. so glad that turned out good, had 140 bucks in my pocket also would been a bitch to get jacked and beat up. anybudy husslin would jack ya money, im not being racest. dang and at my school was battle of the bands, and shwayze was here and ther was mad partys and i missed it! o well i had a awesome time anyways, **lol how the hell did i get neg rep on this!? at least leave a comment so i can know why 🙂 thanks** [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/nates-journal/28041.md?page=2)