# NeoKnight78, A Work in Progress **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [February 20, 2014, 11:18pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/neoknight78-a-work-in-progress/61179 "2014-02-20T23:18:46Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 1
**Author:** ![NeoKnight78](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/5daacb/32.png) [@NeoKnight78](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/NeoKnight78)\ **Post date:** [February 20, 2014, 11:18pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/neoknight78-a-work-in-progress/61179/1 "2014-02-20T23:18:46Z")
Decided to keep a journal of my own to track progress and make it easier to get advice from the community. **Basic info:** I’m currently 35 (birthday in May), Caucasian guy living in Northern Colorado. Never been a ladies man, but consider myself a bit of a hopeless romantic. I’m not an expert at picking up signals from others unless they are pretty obvious. I’m not a smooth talker. I’m usually shy / lacking in self confidence with people until I “know” them better, which is usually hard to do outside of working with them… More of a submissive than dominant (ex-wife did subtle number there, think Pavlov), but working with therapist to correct those issues… **My Target (and a short summary of situation):** She is a 33yr old Caucasian Navy woman, also currently living in Northern Colorado (four blocks away from me). Her first boyfriend was Navy, he returned from a deployment with an Asian wife. Her first husband cheated and left her for another woman. She returned to CO to go to college, upon graduating, her and friends (both male and females) hit Vegas to celebrate. One of her male “friends” decided it would be a good idea to hit wedding chapel while she was drunk. She woke up next day married, thought to try relationship as he was “a good guy”, and discovered he was alcoholic, abusive, manipulative, evil bastard… Divorced 4 months later. She met me 3yrs later and we hit it off great. She said I was “everything she’d ever wanted and hoped to find in a guy” and then several months later she started distancing herself. (When scared, she pushes away and then runs). She found out I was saving for “the ring” and freaked out… She wanted to date other people, I gave her space, she has said she misses me multiple times, and made some efforts to reach back towards me - yet still distant at times. It is my (and therapists) belief that she is scared of commitment (based on past) and while she may yet want a relationship with me, is scared to open herself to that point and allowing herself to be happy. In August of 2014 she is slotted to deploy to Cuba (Gitmo) for 270 days. I have until then to “win her back” to where I am once again “everything she ever wanted” and yet is NOT scared of a relationship with me… **My Goal:** Short term - Make her desire for me outweigh her fear of having a happy relationship. Having her wanting to spend time with me (hiking, diner out, “memorable times beneath the sheets”, etc) Long term - Marriage. I’ve dated various women since my divorce and no one has had the same effect on me as this woman (too long and cheesy to list here) **What I have to work with (currently all TOGO’s):** A314 (b) TUTH Instant Shine Instant Openess [Instant Honesty](https://a314.com/product/instant-honesty/) P74 Molecule C (TAC?) **Copied this for my records as well as to have ideas as to what to purchase next / mix in combos later** MX274 – TAA , P74 heavy social – attention and mood lifter, empathy and closeness. MX282 – sexy social. MX335 – TAA , TAH , P79 , TAF , TAL , Copulins, Androstenol plus others. 54.6875 mcgs per spray of 8 pheromones/molecules, total. TAH heavy. Center of Attention, Life of the Party social, sexy mix. P74 – Promote empathy and attention. P79 – Pheromone enhancer, intensifier, synergy; helps others speak their mind and act on their thoughts or feelings; also a mood and sensation intensifier, eliminates defeatest attitudes and negativity, grounded confidence – needs to be steered in appropriate way, since this will enhance any/all moods, including bad ones. Possible combo: P79 + TAF + p93 to get things done. Also reported to have sexual vibe for some. Since it is an intensifier when paired with sex Pheromones it should do the trick. Very fickle molecule with instant changeability, so timing is crucial for wearing it. P83 – chatty, sexy putative , known to diminish inhibitions, can make one nervous, but can be calmed with 4x P86 (1:4 ratio)). P86 – Relaxing, Can be excessively sedating if not paired with something more aggressive. Kicks in at about 20 minutes. Can cause a “shallow Hal” effect of making normally unattractive people very attractive. Causes brightening of the visual field, similar to TAA . High dosage can cause mild amphetamine-like reactions in some people. P87 – Anti-depressant mood lifter. Causes lizard-like, complete emotional blunting, but intense focus on minute details. Very cerebral and very cold molecule. P90 - this is a single molecule putative that causes extreme physical motivation to get things done. Great for large scale projects that don’t require a huge amount of attention to detail, like clearing out closets, or straightening up the garage. Effects last 8 hours or more. Can cause sleeplessness. P91 - Cheerful, loving, happy molecule. Small dose goes a long way. P93 – this is a single molecule pheromone that causes group motivation and participation, and work supportive of the wearer (great with A314 ). More caffein like self effects reported from males, attractive for women. Paired with TAF this is an incredible molecule for focusing on tasks that need to get done, making one tirelessly obsessed with order and cleanliness without a single bit of irritation. Very nice nesting molecule. Reported to be arousing for some women. P96 - this single molecule promotes cheerfulness and good humor. P100 – focus and get things done, motivational, not irritated, just concentrating and getting it done, OCD deal closer for chores. Great paired with TAF for some. My personal experience is this is a little too much like an amphetamine and it has an extreme edginess and figgity feeling to it that I hate – too much like caffeine overdose . May be a sex-linked or genetic based difference, since others report only motivational effects. P102 – up to 25.0 mcg promotes oral desires, like kissing. Between 25.0 and 50.0 mcg that desire turns to actual hunger for food. Increases non-visual sensuality, music appreciation. P103 – Disinhibitor (37.5mcg), can be intoxicating and limiting to intellectual capabilities at doses higher than 25.0 mcg . Removes feelings of social isolation and inhibition. Can induce mindless happiness and total lack of censoring of conversation… but happily, rather than blurt out negative or damaging stuff. Can cause a nebulous, undefined hunger, if not sexually satisfied this turns into insatiable hunger for food. P107 - causes amphetamine-like motivation. Can cause sleeplessness. TAA – Single pheromone, reduces personal space, makes people feel better and brighten up, produces a fun, youthful, vibrant vibe. This pheromone has a short life span, 2-3 hours, but can be slowed down with the addition of lotion on top. Also known as “happy sauce”. Main ingredient in Instant Shine , MX274. Also component of A314 . TAC – Calming, laid back, similar to P74 . High doses – unpredictable hilarity. Induces lower body relaxation, proported to enhance ability for women to orgasm; “cool, empty” pheromone, not good paired with TAA or P74 . This pheromone is good for gym workouts, but will inhibit heart rate elevation quite a bit. Workouts, especially lower body and cardio are easier. Time moves faster. Causes some disorientation, forgetfullness, clumsiness. TAC is very cool, distant. Can make others seem cold and uncaring when used alone at high doses. Definitely a relaxant. Harmonizing in social mixes. Buffer for –none. TAF – Single pheromone, focus attention to details, increases attention to small details, can cause spaciness at higher doses. Reduces social fear. Can cause jumpiness if too stimulated visually (not good for online gaming or intense visual stimulation). Encourages “stop and smell the roses” sensuality. TAH – Single pheromone, gives Marylin Monroe sexy kitten aura to women; enhances smell and social sensuous feelings in men (easy to OD men). Can cause disrespect from some men. Makes me a little to pouty when I wear it. TAL – Single pheromone, gives Angelina Jolie sexy goddess aura to women. Can cause bitchiness at high doses. Turn Up The Heat – Androstenone and buffering pheromones to attenuate the negative effects of Androstenone . Arrousing for women, causes intensity of sensation and focus for women during sex. --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/neoknight78-a-work-in-progress/61179)._