# Night\_Hawk's Pheremone Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [December 2, 2010, 4:05pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688 "2010-12-02T16:05:09Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 25
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [December 6, 2017, 6:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/483 "2017-12-06T18:30:05Z")
This week has been a pretty good week thus far! Monday, after work, I went to that DJ Booth/Studio for an hours play of Pioneers CDJ-2000NXS2 players and DJM-900NXS2 mixer. A full soundproofed room, massive speakers and oh my, I didn’t even have the gain a quarter of the way; and I felt like I was the guy leading the club from the front!! Did take 10 minutes to connect everything, find the darn power switches, mind, lol, as I walked into a massive complex to find I was the only person in the whole building!! The place isn’t even manned, there’s CCTV cameras everywhere. Que the home video recordings of me playing on these decks, lol. Tried my own tracks, 1st time I’ve heard them in this environment; and I now know why they’re popular in clubs, sound is spot on, kind of shows my ears to mastering works well, considering I do everything myself, kind of have done for years, but the sheer quality, damn!! Crazy thing was though, as soon as I started forwarding the images/videos on to my Instagram page ([https://www.instagram.com/daverosuk/](https://www.instagram.com/daverosuk/)), did I started getting DJ’s from Ibiza and companies looking for DJ’s to work in Ibiza and beyond add me; and even send me job offers, lol!! How nuts is that?!! 😃 I even sent a message to the recording studio itself, on their Facebook page to say what a good time I’d had; and what great facilities they provided, to have them ask for me to send links to my mixes! Que the link to my favourite Soundcloud set… [https://soundcloud.com/nrg-radio/daveros-clubland-2017-vol-11](https://soundcloud.com/nrg-radio/daveros-clubland-2017-vol-11) Well, Tuesday and I’ve just had my works Christmas night out last night!! What a night!! Not exactly the same blast as I had last year, that’s for sure, no apartment to return to, no DJing, but I did get to see my family from my previous store! Even my ‘haters’ seemed pleased to see me!! 😮 Everyone came over to give me hugs, say they missed me, even had me join them to dance at their tables, the venue being ‘The Bierkellar’ (If you’re familiar with this franchise, a decent night out, that’s for sure!!). Danced with my work colleagues, were I could, music not to the same pace as what I liked (Or played in the above studio), only so many times you can hear the ‘Time warp’ and want to basically stand, drink and watch everyone else do the actions, lol. 😃 Yep, ‘R’ was at the venue, damn did she give me one evil stare. She stayed out of my way for the 2 hours that she was there, fair enough, still have no idea what she has said, what has gone on, no one seems willing to tell me all the facts. Don’t think I’ll ever know, and this is the only person (R) that can tell me, shed the light that seems to be permanently switched off from me finding anything out. Stress out and driving mad is an understatement, with not knowing, but meh, kept my distance and just tried to have a party with everyone else, my staff; and my family (Ex-store colleagues)! Ha, was minding my own business and got smacked on my butt, turned around to see a rather drunk ex-business manager try and sneak past, lol, yeah, she’s the one that apparently ‘hates’ me (Vicki L); and wanted me ‘out’ of my previous store in June, until Lucy B told me a few weeks back that it was a lie and yeah, well going by that ‘smack’ Lucy could well of been right on that one. A cover-up of the truth to hide what was really going on, and I should of been informed of that from day one!! Safe to say I spoke to a few people regarding it throughout the night, made it clear that the only way it will ever be resolved is if ‘R’, her parents and I sit in a room together and thrash it out, until we have a resolution. Otherwise this will just go on and on; and I made it clear to the ones from the old store that I ‘know’ about that Group chat, that, as far as I’m concerned was the trigger to all of the problems. Said, “Something has happened in the 4 months I left, something said in that chat to go from having someone you consider and call your ‘Best Friend’ to go to being called everything under the sun, threatened with legal action; and barred from your previous place of employment based on hearsay and gossip!” 😕 Only ‘R’ has the answers, only she can ultimately end this. Never going to happen though is it! 🙄 So, after the venue, after my ‘family’ had gone back to their apartment for a DJ-less end to their night and one of them sent away with one of my business cards to find their online entertainment for the night, lol, (Well hey, I may not be there for obvious reasons, but doesn’t mean others can login and stream my tracks as if I were there, give them the entertainment that they were most likely lacking), we moved on to the next venue, open till 4am!! Door Security, those annoying people that stand on the door thinking, “I’ll let all the girls in, but not any guys, unless they can think up something creative!!” Yeah, 1st I got, “You can’t go in on your own!” Fair enough, I’m not. Looked around in the small crowd congregated outside, to see one of my ex-managers with two others saying, “They won’t let you in, you haven’t got a chance!” Yeah?? Watch me, lol!! So, another Dude on the door said, “Who are you with, you can’t go in on your own?!” Ha, spotted one on the girls from my store right behind me, a stunning girl (Got a boyfriend before you ask; and too young anyhow, 21/22, I think!). So, I said, “I’m with Paige, I’m with this young lady!” Dude was like, “Are you with him?” 😮 In a shocked look, lol, she was like, “Yeah, he’s with me, we’re together!” Hehehehe. 😃 In I bounce to turn around in the door way and look at the 3 stuck outside, whom were looking at me going, “No freaking way?!!!” 😮 Shout out to them, “Told you I’d get in, haha, have a nice night, I know I will!” 😛 Got inside, found 2 of the other stores in there along with a handful from my store; and I stayed there till 3:40am! So despite the brief 2 hours of having ‘R’ avoid me; and give me the evils on seeing me, I had a pretty good night! Sat here now, obviously typing this out, lol, listening to my Soundcloud mix that I posted above; and thinking, “What’s next?!” Well, I’m still getting job offers sent to me, can’t not look at them, but I think if I do go for them, my career with my current employer might be over, as a minimum term contract abroad is for 3 months!! I get 5 weeks 3 days off a year, anything longer, and I have no idea if they will accept it like they do with the students we have that go off to 6-month long industrial placements and then return back at the end of them. Guess I’ll have to ask, but it’s with the Manager whom clearly likes to lie and shout, so yeah, not looking forward to that one!! Still, got until the end of January to submit any applications, as that seems to be the cut off for all the job sites for working abroad. Saying that though, they are advertising multiple on-going jobs here in the UK, even for NYE, so that’s another avenue I can look at. Really wish I’d started that instagram account a long time ago, it’s done nothing but introduce me to new things since joining!! Time to get some food, possibly breakfast, even though it’s 18:27pm, lol! 😃 I was in that store topic before coming here, still waiting like many, for my order to switch from ‘Processing’ to ‘shipped’. Not going to send in a ticket just yet. I thought that waiting from the 20th November was a long time, but I’ve seen people have been waiting since October, so I know they’l get to me eventually. Well, I hope they do, as I’ve seen that some orders have had to be manually entered, so here’s hoping mine hasn’t gone iffy in the system, like their’s has! Speak later. NH. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [December 6, 2017, 9:11pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/484 "2017-12-06T21:11:50Z")
Should add to the above that I left home with 5 sprays of Ammo 1x [Blue Summer](https://a314.com/product-category/scented/blue-summer/). 1 spray to either side of my neck, 1 spray to my adam’s apple; and I pulled open my shirt and shot 2 sprays down the back/inside of my shirt. Then I did a quick blast all over of Lynx Afrika; and headed for the door to get my taxi to the venue. Took with me my last few sprays of iJerk in a TOGO bottle. At the venue itself, after about an hour I headed to the toilet to see the dude in their guarding the soap; and handing out paper towels to dry you hands. All this for 1GBP, lol; and you get a spray of whatever they have in the cologne range! Oh my word! This guy goes to reach for the bullion bar ‘One Million’ which seems to be a favourite for the Liverpool clubbers. I myself hate it, but I spotted something that I researched last year; and immediately pointed to it - Dior Sauvage!! 😃 This thing is supposed to contain 40% hedione; and I got hit with 4 sprays of it! 1 spray either side of my neck, 2 sprays to the front of my shirt material. You know it was a subtle citrus scent, possibly neroli, nice nonetheless, most certainly going to get some for my next club out experience, that’s for sure. It most certainly woke me up, made me proper focused on my surroundings that’s for sure; and what with the ammo on too, it seemed to be the ‘hug’ magnet for all the girls around me. Like I said, even my ‘haters’ came over; and one commented on the nice scent I was wearing - ammo Blue summer and Dior Sauvage, that’s one to remember for future testing!! 🆒 3 trips to the toilets, 3 lots of 4 sprays; and it wasn’t until I left to go to the next venue that I shot myself with the IJerk. I guess maybe that’s one of the reasons I had issues getting into the last club of the night, lol?!! 🙄 Not to worry though, as inside, you guessed it, another dude in the toilet trying to give me that gold bar, yet there it was, sat out of sight on a back shelf - Dior Sauvage!! The guy was like, “Good choice my man, good choice. An undiscovered beauty!” Yeah, he’s not kidding!! 😃 Still laughing at my ex-boss hardly able to walk with two other salaried managers (From my store), trying to hold her up along the street - food for her to soak up the alcohol, hehe. Bet she had a sore head today!! So yeah, speak later. Got to go out an do some shopping for my mom before the store closes @10pm. She been out forgot something, so as not to go out again, I’ve volunteered. She still refuses to take it easy, but on the mend, thankfully. 🙂 NH. ---
**Author:** ![evolver](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/evolver/32/1896_2.png) [@evolver](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/evolver)\ **Post date:** [December 7, 2017, 7:07pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/485 "2017-12-07T19:07:18Z")
> [@Night\_Hawk](#): > > Should add to the above that I left home with 5 sprays of Ammo 1x Blue Summer. 1 spray to either side of my neck, 1 spray to my adam’s apple; and I pulled open my shirt and shot 2 sprays down the back/inside of my shirt. Then I did a quick blast all over of Lynx Afrika; and headed for the door to get my taxi to the venue. Took with me my last few sprays of iJerk in a TOGO bottle. > > At the venue itself, after about an hour I headed to the toilet to see the dude in their guarding the soap; and handing out paper towels to dry you hands. All this for 1GBP, lol; and you get a spray of whatever they have in the cologne range! > > Oh my word! This guy goes to reach for the bullion bar ‘One Million’ which seems to be a favourite for the Liverpool clubbers. I myself hate it, but I spotted something that I researched last year; and immediately pointed to it - Dior Sauvage!! 😃 > > This thing is supposed to contain 40% hedione; and I got hit with 4 sprays of it! 1 spray either side of my neck, 2 sprays to the front of my shirt material. You know it was a subtle citrus scent, possibly neroli, nice nonetheless, most certainly going to get some for my next club out experience, that’s for sure. It most certainly woke me up, made me proper focused on my surroundings that’s for sure; and what with the ammo on too, it seemed to be the ‘hug’ magnet for all the girls around me. Like I said, even my ‘haters’ came over; and one commented on the nice scent I was wearing - ammo Blue summer and Dior Sauvage, that’s one to remember for future testing!! 🆒 > > 3 trips to the toilets, 3 lots of 4 sprays; and it wasn’t until I left to go to the next venue that I shot myself with the IJerk. I guess maybe that’s one of the reasons I had issues getting into the last club of the night, lol?!! 🙄 Not to worry though, as inside, you guessed it, another dude in the toilet trying to give me that gold bar, yet there it was, sat out of sight on a back shelf - Dior Sauvage!! The guy was like, “Good choice my man, good choice. An undiscovered beauty!” Yeah, he’s not kidding!! 😃 > > Still laughing at my ex-boss hardly able to walk with two other salaried managers (From my store), trying to hold her up along the street - food for her to soak up the alcohol, hehe. Bet she had a sore head today!! > > So yeah, speak later. Got to go out an do some shopping for my mom before the store closes @10pm. She been out forgot something, so as not to go out again, I’ve volunteered. She still refuses to take it easy, but on the mend, thankfully. 🙂 > > NH. Wow that is a crazy amount of cologne! 12 sprays! In addition to the 'mones. My goodness. I would be worried about being “that cologne guy”. I generally like to keep my scents subtle enough so they are not imposing on others. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [December 7, 2017, 7:34pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/486 "2017-12-07T19:34:41Z")
I thought that myself evolver, but I just seemed to be getting hugs all night! Even the guys were hugging me; and some of them where from other stores were I’d only met them once or twice through working there or on training courses. It was nuts to say the least! Even Lucy B kept coming over and trying to get me to dance with her. Yeah, maybe when her parents (My franchisee’s) aren’t around, lol. Had her mom stood right next to me a couple of times and that made for it to be awkward, lol, her mom was like, “I’ll leave you to it, Lucy!” WHAT?!! What with the music volume, etc, there was no way she could of heard what her mom was saying! …and before anyone asks why I kept my distance, even saying to her, in her direction, so she could see me, “No, I can’t, sorry,” LB has a boyfriend, so keeping my distance is a must, even more so as I had ‘R’ floating around within 2 metres of me, giving me this evil stare! Ah well, other than the ‘stare’, it was a good night. 🙂 By the way, the Sauvage that I was wearing is the new version Dior have brought out. I’ve not tried the original, but from reading the reviews on this newer version, it is a more subtle fragrance; and for me, it felt like 6% neroli. Certainly going to try it again, though, buy some for myself, as it was a nice scent, might be a good cover for ‘stealth’ products!! 😉 NH. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [December 24, 2017, 9:27am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/487 "2017-12-24T09:27:28Z")
Ah, been over a week since my last visit. Done what I didn’t want to do and submitted the ticket to AD to see if my order is needing the manual update like others in the store have posted. Hate sending those things as I know how hard the staff work,especially what with the move and all, but I need to know, peace of mind if you get me! Got a response to say, yep, it’s in the queue and what with xmas and all, I doubt I’ll see this until next year!! Ah well, can’t be helped, especially as DHL tends to go on a ground-stop as well over the holiday season. Work, ah. Got Claire H and Sean N being absolute 😠😠😠😠😠 towards me, every shift. Really, you’d think with what has gone on the last 3 months they would back the hell off, but nope. Every single shift I’m on with them, whether on their own or together, they just have to insist I go out with/ask out a member of staff. This person, Lynn, is completely nuts, who knows what is going on in her mind, normal isn’t it, but these two managers have her believing that I want to go out with her! 🙄😠 Worse still, they have it in her head that I want to take her to Ibiza! Say what?!! 😮 At this moment in time I’m thinking purely of what music festivals I want to do next year, mentioned Ibiza Radio 1 weekend and now the lovely managers are not only doing wind-ups, but they’ve gone beyond normality and gotten some complete random member of staff to think I will take them here there and everywhere with me, and this person now follows me flippin’ everywhere!! 😠 Thing is, I don’t have ‘that’ feeling, you know the ‘x’ feeling, so I know nothing is going to happen towards me and this person, but tell that to S and C!! These are two people that told me things that ‘R’ has supposedly said over the 3 months of hell, which I still have no answers to; and now this!! I give up!! I saw ‘R’ at the staff Christmas party a couple of weeks back; and all she did was give me this really evil stare everytime she looked in my direction, or walked past me - WTF?!! 😕 Even when she suddenly disappeared back to their apartment, did one of my ex-colleagues from my previous store come right up to me, put his arm around me and drag me over to everyone from my old store saying as we walked, “The evil one has gone now NH, come and join your family, where you belong!” Yeah, they’re my family and I miss them dearly!! I’m practically out of all mones. Got P115 and P128 both stealth; and fumes of IS in a bottle that I sniffed to get me out of my drunk state, having had a few shots of baileys earlier in the day, last week, to get over the effects of visiting the dentist - let’s remind ones self never to drink any form of alcohol after having a syringe to numb your face, lol. Straight to sleep a few minutes later and well, the fumes of the IS managed to wake me up somewhat. So, after the dentist, realising I couldn’t get a taxi home due to the time of day and probably every school kids mom in the area wanting one to travel the hundred yards from their house to the school and back again, I walked to the local supermarket a couple of miles away to get myself a Christmas jumper, that apparently I needed for work last weekend! Like they must think we’re all made of money! We work to pay bills, look after our family; and then the management come out with all these bright ideas that cost us money, so that we comply with their bright ideas on shift! If they want us to wear jumpers, head gear, face painting, etc, then maybe they should think about supplying it, not forcing us to go out and buy it, that’s now going to sit in a wardrobe for a year, as let’s face it, who wears an Xmas jumper in June?!! 🙄 Thinking this time last year, I was sick, thinking it was just a bad case of the flu, not realising it was something far, far worse, thankfully not like that this year. My little sister told me last week whilst visiting, whilst I was in a state of trance attempting to sleep, that she intended to buy me an iPhone. She must be nuts! Mentioned something about affording the i7. Kind of makes sense as we’re always kind of matched the value of our presents that we buy each other, so, now I’m looking for something that won’t break the bank, but will last a few years at least, until she comes and says, “I’d like this one,” in her next xmas stocking!! Except, a few days ago, she took me to EE’s store near to my home and bought me said phone!! They were definately eager for the sale, as the Manager put 2GBP into her bank account to allow the credit check to be processed, lol!! Who even does that?? It was like she was some random person, though, she kind of lives in that store, having bought herself a iPhone SE only a week earlier but, damn, did they give us some mad deals!! I mentioned before we started, that I wanted to upgrade my existing bog standard broadband to fibre but, next year; and wanted to know how much a second line would cost me? I know for my own research it was going to be around 140GBP but I nearly fell over when they said they could do it for 30GBP! Furthermore, the price of fibre should of been 35GBP and they’d drop that price to 29GBP for 18 months - Say what?!! Where do I sign, lol?!! It didn’t stop there! Instead of getting 5GB a month data for my phone, they gave me 20Gb at the same price of 30GBP a month. Then, because I was getting fibre, they added another deal were I got another 5GB data for free, for life, lol! Add to that, because I was a new phone customer, I got a 75GBP mastercard to spend anywhere! Still not done, lol. They then gave me 10% off my monthly bill, for new phone line, for life, lol! Even my sister was like, “Woah!” So, now I’m sat here realising I have a lot of accounts that I need to change my phone number to the new one, lol, starting here, which I’ve now done! Don’t think I’ll be able to part with my K700i, having had it for 17 years; and to be fair, I probably should keep it, just in case I miss an account in entering in my new number. All in all, despite waiting for my AD mones to ship (Next year, now, probably), I’m a happy bunny, lol. Got a ‘close’ shift in work tonight, off tomorrow; and back in boxing day for another ‘close’, argh. Chances of me getting drunk tomorrow, slim, especially as I have my sister and brother-in-law coming for their dinner, which I have to cook, lol. Think the Turkey will be going in the oven when I get home in the early hours of tomorrow!! Got all my xmas presents arriving in the next couple of hours, via courier. All I’ve done is work, work, work, no time for anything, pah. Can’t wait for payday, going to buy myself, treat myself to studio vouchers; and go spend some time in that DJ booth, playing to my hearts content, lol. Actually no, I’ll be live streaming via my Facebook page, as I discovered whilst there, I can connect to the studio’s wi-fi. Who needs to be in a club, when you have wi-fi and facebook?!! Also, I have less chance of having someone distract me with despacito requests, lol! Speak later, have a nice Christmas! I’ll post again sometime next week!! NH. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [January 16, 2018, 6:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/488 "2018-01-16T06:02:11Z")
A bit quiet in here for me at the moment. As soon as my order is processed/shipped and delivered, then I’ll resume this journal. I opted for the ‘wait for the goods to be made’ option, as opposed to changing my order. Maybe I should of said, “Sending me anything,” but, that could be something someone else is waiting on, so not going to be mean. Nope, I know that the move has caused a few headaches for the team, the usual shutdown over Thanksgiving and Christmas/New Year always slows down everything too, so patience is all that I can do now. 🙂 At the moment, all I can put in here is my non-mone (AD) reports, unless you can call hedione and the new Sauvage as a form of ‘mone’, in which case I have, but am holding on to, for testing when going out clubbing, etc. First time I tried the Sauvage was on my Christmas works night out, back in December. Great night, great vibe (most of the time); and yeah, I think the Sauvage does do what it says it does, but will need more testing to be certain. Not tried it for any length of time in work as yet, not really the environment to do so, unless I’m on the floor amongst the customers, which to be fair in recent weeks I seem to be getting place more and more by senior management. Not exactly doing the role I worked so hard to get in my previous store. I’m pretty certain clean tables and moping floors isn’t what the Area Leader of the Kitchen should be doing shift after shift, as the senior management have decided to send the staff paid to work those areas home, to save on labour. Some staff are going home 4 hours early, throwing major spanners in the works, when sales pick up and everyone is running around like loons trying to do 4-5 jobs at once, all to save a few pennies here and there!! It’s not like they’re even following any projections, from last year, as we weren’t even open!! Where they’re getting the figures from, we don’t know, but if this keeps up, the way that it is, I’ll be off looking for alternative employment also, as I’ve lost 12 hours of work in the past fortnight, down to this stupid, “Oh, we have to hit our projections!” targets - they don’t exist, the building wasn’t even built!! Ah, I give up on work. In other news, I was in the DJ Studio yesterday again! 2nd time I’ve done it, bought myself 6 hours of playtime, got an extra 6 hours thrown in - nice! Was only going to do 2 hours, but meh, finished cleaning the machines from hell early; and apparently I was scheduled 2 hours less than normal ‘to save on labour’, so had a mad rush on to get things working. Stuck an extra hour onto the studio/booth time, instead of sitting in work waiting to go. Ended up using a 4th hour, lol, was having that much fun in there, but damn, even with the heating control on (I think, can’t tell if it is or not as there’s no instructions on using the remote that controls the lighting as well as climate control), was it cold as hell in there! Ended up with 3 door combinations to get in to the studio, each time I needed the toilet break, lol. To be honest, it was to use the hot water tap to warm on one’s fingers, lol. Worked anyhow. There was a band in one of the other studios, going full at it with their drumming/guitar skills. Even in my soundproof room, could I hear them. Kind of made me think about how high I could crank up the volume, that’s for sure, saying that, I’m no yellow/red peak guy, keep everything in the ‘green’; and so you should. Not as easy getting the levels right as with the gear I have at home, so I’ll be back probably on Monday next week, to do it all again, weather permitting, this time thought. Got drowned on the way there, yesterday, lol, probably why I was so cold - thank God for that hot water tap, lol! Anyhow, going to go look over the videos I made, whilst playing yesterday. Didn’t do a full 'Live stream, just a quick setup test, fun nonetheless! Speak soon (Hopefully sooner if my order ships. If not, I might just say, "Send me anything, to the value of what I spent!). 🙂 NH. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [January 27, 2018, 11:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/489 "2018-01-27T11:34:00Z")
Well, in light of the announcement in the store forum, and in the event that changes be made significantly that we lose our journals, I’ve taken the step just now, to back all mine up to MS Word! My God, have I written a lot!! 49 pages in here equates to 978 pages of A4, I kid you not!! 30 minutes of endless cut and paste, but so, so worth it, as this is research data I do not want to lose; and may rely on it in months/years to come. Not to mention, it contains some of my life experiences both good and bad; and although I see them daily in my head/projected in front of me, having a ‘hard copy’ so to speak may be a necessity should I be questioned on any aspects in months/years to come. This journal is my only proof that something has been said or done; and for that reason, I had to back it up! I found a 30ml bottle of iShine. It had 2 sprays left in it, now reduced to only scent, captured within, but just as good/effective, for a quick energy boost, by purely unscrewing the lid and taking a quick sniff of the bottle. I fear though, that that will all dissipate into nothing in weeks to come, what with the ending of Direct. I read in the store that ‘Labs’ will be a members’ only site. Subscription service? Don’t mind it, if it’s reasonable. To date, since joining in May 2010; and making my first journal entry in October 2010, I’ve spent 6,099.05USD were the actual figure had it not been for the endless reductions (Points and gift certificates), been 6,339.57USD! That’s not just a lot of money, but for me, a lot of valuable research in things I had no idea what they did, or what to do with them! Yet, out I went into the unknown and tried them out, tried to see if anything, what they did to me and others around me. Some did nothing, I must admit (Placebo), others turned my social experiences totally around, made me see that [pheromone research](https://pheromonelabs.com/) really and truly is real, despite all the negativity that is thrown it’s way, by those that do not understand or merely don’t care, but think they know everything, when really, they know nothing! AD for me has been one giant experience into the unknown; and I have been greatly touched by my experiences through the endless product uses. For me, I’m sad that it is going. Even sadder that the original team members that took it from nothing to make it what it is now, to leave also, whether finding pastures new, or in the case of two, being unfortunate to be at the hands of ‘An act of God!’ Still as a community of researchers we have all stuck together, through thick and thin; and if we do all allow to progress to ‘Labs’ in some form of member only status, I hope for one to be a part of that transition, as for me, this research into the unknown has hardly been scratched. I feel that there is plenty that can be achieved and discovered. We have a strong community of regular reporting users. Their knowledge and expert advice has been second to none, even for me. I started following a handful of other members’ journals just over a year ago; and the things I learnt from within, sent me on a whole new path of research. I’ve learnt about flowers, all the processes of production and their properties; and why some fragrances act as attractants; and others work like a herbal remedy. I’ve heard about other research companies; and although I myself have not tried those sites or their products, it’s been a great read to see what members of the community have reported back combining AD mones to someone elses and getting crazy results in the process, or, trialling/buying the stealth range and adding it to their own brand colognes, or randomly testing it with other colognes just to see if the results are the same or not. These are all experiences shared by others in here that for the past 17+ years I shall not forget!! Sure, I’m still waiting on my November order to be processed. So, so tempted to just say, “Send me anything! Even just one 2Go of iShine!” I know it’s not going to happen, but my thoughts are on everyone in AD, who have worked tirelessly to keep this operation running, mostly in their own time, from all parts of the World. My hat is off to each and every one of you - thank you. So, what’s next, what’s on the horizon? I don’t know? Hopefully I’m a part of it along with those I’ve come to call my friends, my fellow researchers, whom have played a great role in developing my understanding of mones and following my own experiences in using them, likewise me following their journeys. It would be a great shame if we were to lose one another, whether through site closure or the transition to other mone sites, I hope it doesn’t come to that. I for one saw that someone suggested in the store forum about AD moving to the UK?!! If you did, I’d be one of the 1st people to join the queue to come and work with you. I love research, I’ve done it for so long in other areas, other companies, that I don’t know what I’d do if it suddenly stopped. AD at the moment, is my only research area. I’d love you to be in my City, Liverpool (Home of the Beatles and plenty of night life for research experience). The whole City is under mass redevelopment, with ‘To Let’ signs everywhere. Just a thought, if you’re looking to relocate, even a European Operation. Still, if you went elsewhere in this Country, I’d gladly relocate if not to work with one of the best research companies I’ve had the pleasure to be involved with. I think AD is like my family now, much more than just a research company. Everyone is so friendly, welcoming, knowledgeable, it will be a sad day if it is lost, but even the best of things sometimes come to an end; and if it happens, it happens. Anyhow, off to work in 4 hours! Not my ideal place to be, target driven management just wanting the top spot for everything, whilst stressing out their entire team in the process. No need, no need at all. Respect us; and we’ll devote everything to you, abuse us and eventually we’ll leave. That for me, is something after almost 10 years of working for my company is looking at doing, leaving. I didn’t think in less than 9 months I’d be saying it again, but the stresses and strains of the past 4 months which just won’t go away, even with my ‘hate’ group still finding the time to harass me online as of last week, bringing my previous store into it, yet again, no, leaving and finding something new seems to be the only logical thing to do; and with my endless experience and qualifications, it’s just a case of finding a vacancy in something that I want to do; and applying! Anyhow, enough of the doom and gloom, everyone have a good day, I’m off for some food before my train journey to work! NH. ---
**Author:** ![datadragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/datadragon/32/1252_2.png) [@datadragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/datadragon)\ **Post date:** [January 27, 2018, 4:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/490 "2018-01-27T16:46:32Z")
Brian: “ **Direct isn’t going away. It’s just changing to something vastly easier to manage.** I’ll post the update soon.” Yes, Androtics has been knocked down a few times recently, but like Rocky Balboa they keep getting up… Persistance to keep trying until it works is one of the two biggest traits I see in those with success. It’s right on my wall 🙂 ![](https://us1.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/uploads/pheromonetalk/original/2X/1/1b556df6e1c2cdebd002b6ed6c91e2b825f34d21.jpeg) So many more experiences to come… ---
**Author:** ![Dee\_A](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/7bcc69/32.png) [@Dee\_A](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Dee_A)\ **Post date:** [January 30, 2018, 9:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/491 "2018-01-30T09:03:42Z")
Yo, NH. PheromoneTalk stays. 🙂 It’s nice to see you saved a copy of your journal’s contents though. It shows legitimizes/authenticates every posts you have shared with the community. I can confidently predict that you’ll remain a very important part of this Forum. I am not briefed yet fully about the technicalities of the transition of AD to ALabs but I can confidently say that it will not affect the PTalk forums. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [January 30, 2018, 9:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/492 "2018-01-30T21:51:49Z")
Thanks Datadragon and Dee. Brian posted directly to me yesterday, I’ve responded this morning. 🙂 It’s a relief that the forums are staying, was shocked at how much I’d written when I backed ‘49’ forum pages up; and copied them to MS Word on A4 paper size. Certainly wasn’t expecting to see 978 pages, after I finished playing the copy/paste game, lol. I knew I wrote a lot, but damn!! 😮 😃 I cannot wait for what the future holds. My mind has been somewhat put at ease by the both of you and Brian, thank you. 🙂 NH. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [February 7, 2018, 3:48pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/493 "2018-02-07T15:48:02Z")
Was getting excited last week when 4 emails dropped in at once saying my order had shipped! Should of checked the DHL tracker page 1st, pah! 🙄 Always the way, eh. Looks like it’s in the queue, waiting to be completed! Link to image screenshot - [https://ibb.co/ky4kLc](https://ibb.co/ky4kLc) Plus side, at least I know there’s some movement in my order coming. 🙂 Off to work on my day off to get that key to open up. 4:30am start for me; and I’ll be using the last few drops in that iShine 30ml bottle to bring me to life, lol!! Speak later. NH. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [February 13, 2018, 11:12am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/494 "2018-02-13T11:12:41Z")
It’s arrived!! Oh my days, it was worth the wait - thank you Brian and AD team!! 🆒🆒 So, back in November 20th, I placed an order for P86 (Never tried it before; and felt the need to experiment on something new), plus my old favourite of TUTH. 🙂 Well, who knew what was to come, but I sat back in confidence, knowing that something would eventually come. Brian spoke to me just over a week ago, a really nice guy; and sure enough the usual DHL notification appeared to say the order was in it’s final stages of process, before shipping! I wasn’t expecting what I opened today! 😮 😃 [https://preview.ibb.co/j8NvVn/AD\_Nov\_Feb\_2018.jpg](https://ibb.co/goktGS) Yep, that would explain the size of the box, lol. So, amongst some of my favourites of Ammo Summer 2x, Alpha A314 (1.32A), Honesty 2x, P83 (30ml) 10mcg, Mole C 5mcg, and TUTH, I’ve gotten Gentleman, which I haven’t used in ages! Mole C, was half full, but according to the packaging and signatures on it, it was opened for inspection at some point by customs, I guess they were testing it out, as it was the only bottle to be upside down and appeared to have been shoved back into the bubble wrap, unlike everything else being wrapped up securely! 🙄 A314, this appears to be a new version to me, as I’ve only ever tried out ‘1.29A’. Usually, if I get this one, I go for the ‘B’ version, so something else to test out, hehe! On top of that, in addition to the P86 (30ml) 15mcg, which I really wasn’t expecting with everything else in the box, was even more products - thank you!! 😮 😃 These are definitely a leap into the unknown for me, products that I’ve always looked at on each visit to the store, but decided to purchase something else at the last minute, with the “Next time,” thought in my head. It’s next time no more, hehe!! First of all, MX597. From what I’ve seen in others’ reports, this is going to be a special one to trial out and I look forward to doing so! Lastly, there’s iShine oil (Version 1.2, Strength 1x, Stealth), oh yessss!! 😃 Did I say, “Thank you?” I think I did; and really, I do mean that!! I’m shocked and delighted at the pure kindness. Thank you. NH. …I’m off now to test. 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [February 16, 2018, 2:49am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/496 "2018-02-16T02:49:47Z")
I haven’t really used any mones since November, except dabbing myself with a few drops of iShine at the bottom of a 30ml bottle for the past week, which, in itself has made me more active than usual, which is fair to say, has been noticed by those I work with, lol! But tonight, I took with me my nice new 30ml bottle of [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) 15mcg per spray and threw on three sprays - two to either side of my adam’s apple, one spray to the back of my neck! Christ, I unleashed something in all the girls as they were flirting not just with me, but all the guys (4 of us) stood near to me, working!! We had kisses blown at us, winks, whistles; and spontaneous hugging as they went past. Two of the girls kept getting too full on, it was nuts. I don’t think I’ve seen this with P83 before. TUTH yes, but not this. I went on my break, couldn’t really smell the neroli, so threw on 3 more sprays, same areas! Damn, that just seems to carry on the antics for the remainder of the night! I’m itching to try out that iShine oil, not really sure how that dropper works, lol, trial and error I think will be the case, but after tonight, damn, I so tempted to just try the P83 again, hehe. No, I’m not taking the TUTH with me. I’m actually keeping that for May! Why? Well, after Creamfields last August, of which I’ve still to post that report. I see that weekend in front of me every day, had a blast, but on meeting a few people I’d never met before, asking them about the flags they had wrapped around them with the letters CFS, I came to find their Group on Facebook and joined up myself. I’m so glad I did! I’ve met some fantastic people. The same people that I joined at the Creamfields Steelyard event in November. Last week, I joined a Whatsapp group with a handful of members from the CFS group. We’ve never met, but we’ve already planned to meet in May for Tiesto again at Steelyard, but in London. Plus, we’re all going solo to do 4-days camping at Creamfields in August. Better still, we’re looking at attending other events both in the UK and abroad. They seem like the nicest people and although I’ve not met any of them yet, I feel like I’ve known them for years! I’m so glad I found that Facebook group. In a way, I think I may find my future ‘X’ within it, possibly even within the Whatsapp group, as I’ve come to find a particular 28 year old has taken a great shine to me, hehe. 1st time I’ll meet her will be in May, but she is from somewhere I used to live and work, who knows, I’ll be there for the music and to meet people I now call my new family, which grows with every new event, hehe!! I’ll speak tomorrow, as I’m just home from work, thought I’d share the above, seeing as I’ve not been in here much as of late; and well, I’m off now to that Whatsapp group to chat to my new friends. About time I had some happiness, eh?!! 😃 Speak later. NH. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [March 11, 2018, 1:16am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/497 "2018-03-11T01:16:27Z")
I know you haven’t seen me for a few weeks since I got my order - Thank you, Brian and team in getting it to me!! I’m currently testing most of what has been sent to me, so will post a report on the iShine Oil, MX597 and P86 in the next few days. Work is interesting at the moment, interesting that some dope crew member thought he’d find it funny to tell a female member of staff that I thought they were gorgeous. Well, I do, but I didn’t expect him to say anything, lol, just caught the back end of the convo as I crossed the room, glanced over and saw them both looking my way! Great! She’s in today, hopefully he isn’t so who knows how that will go down? If she stays clear, that will be that I guess, lol. iShine oil and [P83](https://a314.com/product/p83/) might be an interesting one to wear today. Not fully gotten the hang of that dropper yet, or how/where to apply, how much, etc any advice from anyone would be appreciated! I’m using a tiny amount and placing it to either side of my neck and below my adam’s apple. Feels different to the spray version, but I’ll get to the full report like I say in the next few days. I’m in work in 3 hours, so yeah, just a quick stop by to say I’m still here, still testing!! Speak soon. NH. ---
**Author:** ![datadragon](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/datadragon/32/1252_2.png) [@datadragon](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/datadragon)\ **Post date:** [March 11, 2018, 4:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/498 "2018-03-11T04:03:43Z")
The new oils at Androtics mentioned they use a better glass dropper/rubber bulb that produces an almost identical drop size every time. That should give more standard results since the dose will remain consistent. Just hold it above a fingertip, then very lightly squeeze until a drop forms and drops naturally on the finger and apply that to your app points, with the places like the neck and around the adams apple having more self effects and places like the back of the neck, wrists having less. Sometimes you will know the dose like [Molecule C](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/molecule-c/) oil mentions 7.5 mcg per drop and P96 is 10 mcg per drop, but when you dont know like Shine you have to test. Some product 1 drop may be around 1 spray, others may be far more or less. Oils have slower diffusion then the alcohol. Because of that it will last longer but usually will take longer to get going then the alcohol especially in the cold, and stay a bit closer to the body then the alcohol although the stealth tech may assist a bit in the diffusion. You can also spray an alcohol mone over the same oil app point when comboing if you want to try a best of both blend and try to further the diffusion and impact with a bit less longevity. MX597, P86, and Ishine oil all lean social, so if you dont have a lot of lean muscle and being 40s if your testosterone is declining, you can try to add a spray or two of Tuth with your mixes to balance, not just for clubs. Same with things like IG, Ammo Summer… The best hits I find to be more in the middle, not too intimidating and unapproachable from being too alpha, but not too friendly that you get friendzoned and lower status.. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [June 5, 2018, 10:09am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/499 "2018-06-05T10:09:37Z")
So, it’s been a while; and I’ve been away testing and having a lot of fun too!! iShine oil. Clearly I was using that wrong, so thank you Datadragon for showing me the correct method of usage!! If you remember, in January, I joined a group of festival goers that like me, go to music events, clubs and destinations around the World on their own, meeting-up along the way. Well, the group I joined, met up in April 21st for the 1st time. Not the whole group, just a handful of members; and what a night we had!! The DJ/producer duo Third Party where playing in my city of Liverpool (UK) with a host of support DJ’s. Right at the front all night, there’s bound to be a few videos around of us partying hard as the event was being recorded Live. I went wearing my iShine oil, a couple of squirts of IH, TUTH and [P83](https://a314.com/product/p83/). I made up a TOGO with IG, IH, P83 and TUTH (Equal amounts); and sprayed a top-up every 2-3 hours. iShine oil. I’m still trialing, I have so much of it in the little bottle, it’s unreal, lol. Only use one to two drops. Application points, above my adam’s apple, either side/just below the back of my ears. I feel I get around 5 hours of noticable effects with the oil, which takes a while to be noticed even by me. iShine spray was almost like an instant reaction within seconds of application. On 2nd June, I attended my second music event, this time meeting more of the group I’d only ever spoken to online. Safe to say that was a nervous few hours! Reason being, this event wasn’t in my city. I had to travel to the famous superclub, Ministry of Sound in London (UK). Ever since hearing of it, I’ve always wanted to go; and with this group, the opportunity became real!! Once again I went with the same mix in the togo bottle as I did in April, jumped on a Virgin West Coast train, 1st class and experienced the luxury all the way down (and back). 45GBP one way for first class, as opposed to 32GBP economy with none of the bells and whistles you got in 1st!! My word, if I can travel 1st class in future, I will, I was treated like Royalty; and given so many free things, lol!! 1st, they check your tickets, then along comes someone offering tea/coffee, cakes and biscuits. Then, a few minutes later, you have someone offering sandwiches and rolls, fruit juice and water. Next more coffee and tea, cakes and biscuits, including cheese and biscuits, lol. That made me laugh as at the 1st stop, a business man got on and sat at a table opposite me. Cracked open a can of carling lager he’d brought with him, then ordered a cheese and biscuits with chutney dip. Yeah, he got a tad upset as they didn’t have a knife, so I suggested to use one of the many spoons on the tables to cut up the cheese and put it on his crackers! He adopted the idea, complained to me that he couldn’t have a knife on a 1st class carriage and uttered something about the cost of his ticket. Yeah, he clearly bought it on the day and not in advance like me!! Closer to the day of travel, the more expensive it got. On the day it was 546GBP a ticket, one-way!! Big, big difference from the 45GBP (90GBP return), I paid 2 weeks earlier!! Still, we went over some bumps or something got bounced around in the carriage; and grumpy lost grip of his cracker, stacked high with cheese and chutney and dropped it on the front of his shirt, lol!! Oh my word was he cursing, hahaha, tried really really hard not to laugh, had to turn my head and look out the window. Still, on with the journey and along comes the staff again, this time with alcohol!! The guy opposite asks for a Gin and Tonic, I go for a bottle of cider and go to reach for my wallet to ask how much it was. Flip me, I get told, “It’s free, you’re 1st class, you get to drink and eat as much as you like every time we come down with the trolley!!” 2 hours 10 minutes to get from Lime street Liverpool to Euston station and I was drunk getting off the train, hahaha. Had a few brief convos with the grumpy dude, whilst updating my Facebook pages and whatsapp friends, whom where also travelling by this time across the UK to join my in the night club. Well, a bit of sightseeing for me. Then, I went to meet-up with Greg from Essex, lost on the tube system, lol, heading towards the station closest to the club. Me on the other hand, voted to walk - 4 hours of getting lost; and stumbling across landmarks on the way, giving me some baring as to where I was going, lol. Downside, the Visa network went down around 630pm, luckily for me, I withdrew a tonne of cash from a machine. Found greg, went for food and a beer, then went to the side nightclub before heading into the main venue. My word, The Arches club is something I’ve never seen in all my days!! It was like every type of street food outlet crammed into a huge complex; and then bars of every description dotted around inside the complex, a real community spirit of every age possible! So, our group got bigger and I hit myself with a shot of my TOGO to the front of my adam’s apple. Every single one of my new friends seemed like they’d known me for ever. Like we were best of friends, in a way we were, even though we’d only ever spoken online. Safe to say, we had a great night in the Ministry. 1st club I’ve ever been to that has had a full body scanner at the entrance; and the joys of emptying out every pocket, when you’ve crammed it with phone chargers, cables, train tickets, passport, wallets, hankies and erm a togo spray, mobile was in a holder on my belt and at the bottom of that was my headphones. Safe to say, I don’t think anyone has ever entered that club carrying everything I had on me, lol, took 3 big guys 5 minutes to search me, haha, kept saying to them, “I don’t do drugs!” Which I don’t, still, they have to do their job. Strangely enough, they didn’t spot the togo, not once; and I had it tucked inside the front of my packet of hankies, held in my left hand with my phone, passport, tickets, wallets and headphones, lol. Still, in the club all night, I didn’t see one person take any form of substance; and that’s a 1st for any club I’ve ever been to!! Atmosphere in there though was unreal, like total strangers making new friends all night; and we made a few!! We left at 530am, I was heading off in one direction, the rest in the opposite to me, so we bid our farewells. Not really for long, as we were updating one another in our whatsapp group, as we walked towards our stations! 40 mins of getting lost again, haha, to be fair, I was following Google maps, my phone battery in low power mode and at 16%, te roads were just longer than that of what they appeared on the map I was following. Got back to the station and had time to kill before the 1st class lounge opened at 7am. Every shop opened at the station at 7am!! Did the fatal mistake of sitting down; and the lack of sleep hit me hard!! Woke up just minutes before 7am and went to the lounge. 1st hot drink of the day, hot chocolate. Finally, I find a phone charger!! 2 hour wait for the journey home, ended up in shops buying random things, lol, and yeah, the journey back had lots of free things too, except alcohol!! Probably just as well, I’d had quite a bit in 24 hours; and my body was needing a well deserved rest!! Still, my next event is next week, with some of those I have been to both events and a couple of new people, one being a guy from work who is going to Creamfields in August on his own. Not any more he’s not, as I’m going to introduce him to my festival family!! That’s it for now, I’ll be back soon with an update. NH. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [October 9, 2026, 8:40pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/500 "2026-10-09T20:40:23Z")
I’M BACK, BABY!! Get ready for this, cos well, I downloaded my entire journal a couple of days before all hell broke loose and the forums ceased to exist!! Yes, Night\_Hawk kept this journal going, well, for a little while in my new workplace; and then I sort of forgot about it until January 2026, when it resumed!! As of today, 9th October 2026, I’m still typing away with it sat on my server, which now WE’RE BACK!! I no longer need to do!! So my thoughts right now, do I copy over the past 10-ish months of work based info, somewhere I can keep it secure for hopefully ETERNITY, GREGG?!! Don’t you dare removed these forums again, cos, as I discovered, 50 pages of AD posts was equivalent to 306 pages of A4 and that sucker is now well over 1K pages of A4, so yeah, my fingers have been typing away like insanely!! So…my mone journey since AD dropped off the Earth and we all wondered what the heck was happening!!! NGL, I switched to a rival company, with their ‘Evolve’ sprays, etc, but one thing was for sure, they don’t have Neroli!!! Can’t even begin to tell you how much that original scent makes me smile and it hits well, with those that catch its scent! Add mones, and you’re on to a winner!! So, I went away, discovered TikTok shop and an Indian brand called Bella Vita. Christ, their scents are amazing and well, if you know me, I like to experiment with layering different scents together and boy have I had fun with theirs!! Even their hosts on the Livestreams have been going, “Hmm, not tried doing that with those two/three sprays, will have to give it a go!!” Yeah, I had access to their comments section on the Live stream and I told them what to try! Now in the meantime, A314 was launched and that put a smile on my face! …now with the new scents in my arsenal, you guest it, I went away and added AD’s new products to the mix! Not going to list them all now, got work in less than 50 minutes, but saw the email to rejoin from Olivia - “Hey!” You’re an asset to this Company Olivia, I’ve seen you’re breakdowns on another site can’t remember off-hand what it was, it’ll come back to me within the next hour or so, when my head locates the snapshot, probably when I’m up to my eyeballs in big macs and mac and cheese bites - don’t ask, and yes I do work there, still - got an open day next week to go back to Uni though, gonna try and specialise in Global Infectious diseases, or…Space engineering, lol, yeah, talk about subjects miles apart and they’re taught in two different places in the UK, but now the parents mortgage is paid off, of which put my life on hold to pay, I’m going back to where I stopped, 10 years or so on!! Everyone in work in is the same Uni for their medical courses, lol, at least I’ll be around friends. As for the Space course, I’m halfway through designing a new heat shield and yeah, it’s actually looking pretty good on all fronts and the Uni in Surrey is the only place I can test it works, lol, so if anyone out there specialises in either field, send me a PM for advice or job offers, lol. Where’s the emoji button at? Ah here it is… 😉 🙌 Only thing I’m not seeing at the bottom of this new forum layout is the box that said what mones we all trialled, so I may add that later on my break around 0300am-ish, if I get one, cos I’m training a new manager tonight and my mind will be on him! Speaking of mind…Got diagnosed last year that I have something called Hyperthymesia. Yes, I know it’s a long a$$ word, Google HSAM if you’re lazy, they’re both the same, but, write it like this… “Explain the life of someone that is ambidextrous, has hyperthymesia and underwent hypnosis in accelerated learning aged 22, now 33 with Paul McKenna?” Pretty certain I’m 38 but feck it, my NHS app says I’m 33, so who am I to question it?!! Thank you RAF Coltishall for sealing my medical records on returning back to the UK, like all of my school friends have discovered since the UK lockdowns for Covid-19 - what fun that was! _Roll Eyes_ …If that doesn’t show an emoji, that cos, that’s how my existing journal has me write it, cos erm, the AD forums had gone!! Well for the newbies whom are currently going, “Christ this guy can write and what’s he on about?!!” …I await the return of The Conjurator, Dee, Olivia and everyone else that used to comment. Stay away from post #259 and #260 cos that’ll wreck your heads, even I re-read that a few days ago, and yeah, don’t go there!! PS, getting this journal back was a breeze, I still have a folder of all my 2010 emails, lol, well I did say I don’t delete anything!! Over in the States, when is Thanks Giving this year, cos I know that’s when we have a long wait on getting orders? Thinking next month (November) shall be my next order, and I can start from scratch with the new AD/Bella Vita mone and scent journey, cos yeah, those scents hit the spot on their own, let alone adding TUTH, CCTMV2, IO, IH, all the P’s and MX’s, etc! NGL, still not a huge lover of the oils, probably too used to the sprays and Shine for me, got switched with Bright on my last order - no crash effect for the first time!! Still I went with the new Neroli, and yeah, I deffo like the old Neroli more!! That scent for Brit girls spins heads. Bella Vita sprays, if you’ve never tried them - Seducteur layered with Narco, oh my word, that’s a great scent on it’s own, but add AD’s mones and you’re on for a winner when out and about in clubs, etc, even the mall, bus, or side walk, let alone the workplace! I shall dig out my mixes tomorrow after sleep. Apologies for the essay, this tiny box I see before me on my laptop doesn’t tell me how much I’ve written, lol, hopefully not the character limit! _LMAO_ Anyhow, I have 20 mins to get to work and I’m not even in my uniform, so I’m late, lmao, roadworks from hell all around where I live, but hey ho, I’m happy to be back, just got to add this forum to my phone! Speak later! NH. ---
**Author:** ![Greg](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/greg/32/5088_2.png) [@Greg](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Greg)\ **Post date:** [October 11, 2026, 11:39am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/501 "2026-10-11T11:39:58Z")
Welcome back! Good to see the journal pick up right where it left off, and you’re welcome to add the last 10 months here whenever you like. Yes, the forum is staying, that’s my plan. It’s funded by all the great customers who keep ordering from us after all these years, and we appreciate everyone who stuck with us, especially through the difficult transition after I took over in late 2022. I came in on an absolute mess, and it took a couple of years just to get things stable, let alone make real progress. Thanksgiving shouldn’t affect our ability to ship on time, but the USPS might be another story. I’d order early and choose DHL for anything that needs absolute speed without compromise. Yes Olivia is around, you should see her from time to time. As for Dee, the last time I talked to him was earlier this year. He is not currently working for the company, but I’ll invite him to claim his old account and see if he is interested in posting again. 🙂 I’ll look into getting the “pheromones I’ve tried” box back on profiles. I’m not sure what Discourse offers for that at the moment, so I’ll have to poke around and see. ---
**Author:** ![Night\_Hawk](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/n/3bc359/32.png) [@Night\_Hawk](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Night_Hawk)\ **Post date:** [October 11, 2026, 8:11pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/502 "2026-10-11T20:11:20Z")
Hey Greg, Thanks for responding! Yeah, NGL, I’m glad we have our forums back, I’ve so missed the adventures of the other members’ and the many things they’ve trialled over the years, that was one thing that drew me back time and time again, not just for my entries and advice! So the box, you’ll understand ‘why’ I’ve asked for it’s return, lol, as this is everything I’ve trialled since joining: **30ml Range:** Ammo Original, Ammo SE 2012, Ammo FF22, IShine (x1/x2), TuTH (2.5/5mcg), P74 (5/10/15/20mcg), P83 (5/10/15/20mcg), P91 (10mcg). **2-Go Range (\*Test/Report Samples):** Shine, Honesty, Openness x1/x2 Strength, \*Jerk, \*Gentleman, Ammo Original (x1) CTTM (V2) TUTH (x1/x2) \*P74 (12.5mcg) \*P83 (12.5mcg, \*P96 (12.5mcg) \*P102, \*P109, \*P115, \*P128, \*P131, \*P133, \*A314 Spray (1.29A/1.32B), MX297, MX335, MX353, \*MX424, \*MX432, \*MX444, \*MX450, \*Molecule C (AKA TAC) 10/12.5mcg. **New Test/Report Samples for 2026:** \*Bright (Neroli V2), \*IFM, \*Wanted, \*Raw Power, \*Truth Serum. …Everything with an \* I’ve ordered to trial, everything else has come as a freebie; and I love those freebies, especially the individual chocolates in the box used for shipping, lol! Customs probably raised an eyebrow or two, but watching DHL or UPS shipping tracker was just nuts, lol. ---
**Author:** ![Greg](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/greg/32/5088_2.png) [@Greg](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Greg)\ **Post date:** [October 12, 2026, 12:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688/503 "2026-10-12T00:34:48Z")
Glad to hear you liked the chocolates! We had to stop sending those out when summer started because they were melting en route, but now that fall and winter is upon us, we can start doing that again. It’s probably just going to be a cold weather seasonal thing. Plus we’ve got a new set of 2mL sample vials that I’m looking forward to getting back into the packages again too. Just gotta get them properly labeled. Good things ahead! [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688.md?page=24) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/night_hawks-pheremone-journal/43688.md?page=26)