# P102 testing - Initial thoughts **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Pheromone Advice & Field Reports\ **Created:** [January 21, 2009, 10:07am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/p102-testing-initial-thoughts/25166 "2009-01-21T10:07:30Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 1
**Author:** ![diane999](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/diane999/32/1110_2.png) [@diane999](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/diane999)\ **Post date:** [January 21, 2009, 10:07am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/p102-testing-initial-thoughts/25166/1 "2009-01-21T10:07:30Z")
Yesterday I tested P102. I’ve been pheromone free for a while, loading up on vitamin C, B vitamins, etc. So, I’m pretty much a blank slate. 10:20 AM - I started with 12.5 mcg sprayed to chest. P102 smells very refreshing, like light melon. Initially, I didn’t noticing much of anything for self effects, except a general feeling of well-being and relaxation. At five minutes, it felt like a switch was flipped and I got an intensification and deepening of the feelings of relaxation and well-being. This is a very sweet molecule. 10:26 – added 20.0 mcg TAF. I got an almost immediate deepening effect, but also wake up a little from the relaxation. I went into such a nice state I of alert relaxation I wanted to meditate. My body was happy and serene; my mind was alert, but quiet. 10:33 still just very happy and relaxed, a bit hungry. At 15 minutes post application I had a huge desire to go to sleep, but I fought it. 10:43 AM – I noticed that I was feeling very kind and sort of motherly. Sometimes I think my personality signature is way too masculine… always has been. This was a nice softening effect, very feminine. Come to think of it, I have noticed that my mixes with P102 have that same sweet, softening effect on me. I wasn’t getting any of the stupefying effects of P103 with this. Rather I was getting thoughtful and affectionate. If I had to categorize this molecule right now, I’d call it a heart-molecule, feminine, empathic, sweet, care-taking, touchy and affectionate. 10:46 – I was still wanting to sleep, but it was getting easier to fight off. I was getting a little bored, but not really wanting to do anything except sleep. I wanted to add P80 to really wake this up, but I resisted the temptation. 11:25 – over one hour post application and I still wanted to go to sleep. This is a very nice molecule but at this dosage it is sedating. 12.32 – still calm, relaxed, still wanting to sleep. 1:00 - I finished helping set up the new refrigerator we had delivered today and loading some of the cold items back in it. Just that simple bit of work was pretty exhausting. I decided I was going to have lunch and then a nap if I was still this sedated after lunch. 1:35 – Over 3 hours and I was still sedated. I decided to try to watch a movie rather than sleep. I knew if I try to read I’ll fall asleep right away. I watched some of a movie, but I was so tired. My youngest came in and sat next to me watching for about ½ hour. He kept hugging and wanting to touch me. He said he didn’t know why, but he just wanted to hug me. I feel very tender hearted towards him, my youngest. After sitting next to me for ½ hour, he said he had to go take a nap. He never naps, never has, even when he was 2. My husband also conked out but I’m not sure if that was because of the [pheromones](https://pheromonelabs.com/). He was up late and up early, so he didn’t get much sleep. 4:35 - It was just after 6 hours in to the test and I finally had to give up the fight and take a nap. This is the problem I’ve had with P102 – it is so sedating at this dosage. I slept for over 3 hours. This evening my husband had a long talk with our youngest about rules and why they are set, etc. He was correcting him for another rule breaking episode. This time was different. Hubby was not angry at all, was very calm and patient with the young one. That is very different from the norm. He also canceled his trip this evening, and was more motherly with our other two sons, who are both sick. All evening he has been calm and sweet. I didn’t get any of the butterfly effects or mid-body pleasure rushes I get when I layer this molecule with Meo-Est and TAF. Diane --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/p102-testing-initial-thoughts/25166)._