I had this to-go of p103, 12.5 for ages, untried. Finally, a couple of weeks ago, I decided to check it out.
It was a Saturday, when I should be relaxing, but with so much stuff at home to deal with - paperwork, filing, bills, laundry, putting my house back together (I switched bedrooms, so everything is still everywhere), I felt overwhelmed and annoyed. I couldn’t bring myself to do any of it, not knowing where to begin. And not being able to do it was just as bad, every moment that I wasn’t accomplishing something, making a dent in it, felt wasted. I couldn’t tackle things, and neither could I relax.
So instead, I decided to rummage through my assortment of pheros, coming up with the little bottle of p103. I sprayed one spray to my chest, not quite knowing what to expect, as I try not to possibly bias my experiences by knowing too much ahead of time.
I was sitting on the edge of my bed, eyeing the pile of boxes, etc. with extreme distaste. All of a sudden, I realized that I didn’t care. Nobody was going to die if I didn’t “accomplish something”.
So instead, I leisurely browsed the internet, did some reading, even drank a few beers later on, with no guilty pangs of conscience whatsoever. I actually was able to truly relax my brain for the first time in a long time.
So of course I headed right to the AD store, and wouldn’t you know it, it was out of stock!!! 
I repeated this, with just one spray each time, with the same great results over the past couple of weeks. Now there is only one spray left in that little to-go bottle, which I am now hanging on to, trying so hard not to use it. Dammit!!
I really, really hope they get this stuff back in stock again soon!!
