# Ramblings of a Rambler **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [July 29, 2014, 11:00pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518 "2014-07-29T23:00:51Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 17\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [July 29, 2014, 11:00pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/1 "2014-07-29T23:00:51Z")
I just dove into the Neuro Influence concept (I’ve been writing down my experiences in my notebook and in case anyone finds & reads it, I call it Neuro Influencers as per the bottles they come in 😃) and I’m really excited at what it can do for me and those around me. A little background - 25 year old East Indian male. Looking to enhance social and business life. I’m pretty open and laid back as it is, and leaning to the more confident side. I’m a short, lean guy. You may see the tremendous lag between my join date and this thread, but now that I’m actually making money and not spending it on ridiculous stuff, I decided to make my purchase of the starter pack after I received an e-mail from AD with a gift certificate worth its value in my age LOL. Thanks for reminding me of NI’s btw! ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [July 29, 2014, 11:07pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/2 "2014-07-29T23:07:36Z")
Fri 7-25 Shipment finally comes in after 7 days of waiting. Was somewhat disgruntled at the way the whole processing works, but I got the hang of it now. I want to test neural influence to gain a competitive edge when it comes to social status, career, and relationships. 1x IS neck, 1x IG chest, 1x IO split between wrists (1x being 1 spray) This particular combo seemed to have heads turning when i decided to go to the local store to conduct a “test” disguised as a shopping trip. I’m more likely than not deluded, being so new to NI’s, but I could swear that on two separate occasions once w/ a mid 30’s woman and once with a late 30’s woman followed me and glanced over. I know that this is delusional so that’s why I went backwards to ‘test’ it, and recognized a follow again. Whatever, I won’t count them as hits. When it was time to check out, I got in line behind this early 20’s girl. She kept looking back and taking whiffs and glances. More than likely a hit. Ok so when I got to checkout, the late teens male cashier greeted me “sir” which is unusual considering my youthful appearance. It was also one of the rare times I wasn’t carded for beer! I then remembered I have to take action with NI’s so I initiate conversation so I struck small talk and it was alright. Not enough of an experience to be worth calling an experience, but was a great first trial! ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [July 29, 2014, 11:17pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/3 "2014-07-29T23:17:55Z")
Sat 7-26 IS x2 neck, IG x1 chest, IO x1 hair This day was an opportunity to meet a Woman of Interest who happenes to be a bit older. She’s from a city an hour and a half away and we met at a beach in East Tx which was planned a week in advance. She was accompanied by another 30 something woman who was openly lesbian. It was about midnight when I saw them. Instant hits. I was told the lesbian never felt so open around a guy like she did with me before, and my woman of interest was sending me all kinds of IOI’s. I had a feeling that she had an interest in me prior to this, so it was mutual. She turned to face her whole body towards me multiple times while we were sitting talking on the bed of her truck. notable hit: Quote “I’m at that point in life where I’m ready to settle down and have kids, finally!” I’m lit up like a street light, I’m really enjoying the conversations we’re having and the 3 of us are in a small tent by this point at 2-3 AM. notable hit: she mentioned something about being a cougar with a big booty . lol. IOI? maybe more so. I try to get her alone to take a walk on the beach, with no success. that confused me! Left me wondering if I OD’ed but I doubted that… I create 3 more opportunities, thinking you can’t score hits 100% of the time which was right because that landed me another 3 misses! Upon later speculation I find she just wanted to scan me out? I couldn’t sleep at all so I was on the sand while I thought they were asleep, but I caught a DIHL from her through the light shining through the tent from a street light in the distance. Ah this game is fun. I have another opportunity to see her the next weekend to see her at her farm/ranch… she’s a country girl and I’m acity slick. In all seriousness, sometimes misses may just be well disguised hits? ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [July 29, 2014, 11:25pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/4 "2014-07-29T23:25:51Z")
Mon 7-28 Finally my first opportunity to experiment with NI’s at work to see how it can impact me. I must say as a preface that although I’m pretty social in personal settings, I am not so much at work unless I’m on the phone with a client. I have a very serious outlook to my work and like to give off that image as well. It’s the perfect week to experiment as well, since the boss is on vacation for the week. If I mess up, I don’t lose credibility with him. 2x A314 chest, 1x IS split between wrists. I did not find noticeable effects throughout my shift. I th ought it was weird. I got super anxious when I left the office though. When I opened up my laptop bag, I felt and smelled leaking NI’s. Of all things it was the [MX297](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/mx297/)! I really hope I didn’t OD at the office unintentionally! But I probably got ghosted, which is why I didn’t notice any effects. There was about 10 sprays worth that was exuded and was all over my bag and myself and all the other bottles. I tried to diffuse while I was in the car ride home by riding with extra ventilation. Anyway, while I was at the beach I actually lost my glasses to the furious Gulf Of Mexico which is so muddy that I couldn’t even see my glasses after that. It was long gone. So I (dangerously) drove to the eye doctor to pick up my prescription, and had some looks from an older Indian lady who wasn’t necessarily showing IOI, but was more wondering what was up. Same with another older woman who was working there. But todays experience brings me to an important concept. Is there a way to “reset” my body and clean up lingering effects quickly in case of an OD? And what are the immediate things to look for to detect OD? ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [July 29, 2014, 11:35pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/5 "2014-07-29T23:35:27Z")
Tue 7/29 sorry for spamming all these posts at once, but I think it would be easier to read if separated by experiences. I was actually debating with myself whether to type them up or to keep them in writing but I decided I need feedback from community. Ok I think I’m starting to get a feel for NI’s. Yesterday’s freakout was probably in part due to me detoxing from alcohol. I’ve decided to be and stay clean since I’m at a crucial part in my life where I can make or break my future. Back to topic. 1x [MX297](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/mx297/) ears, 1x A314 chest, 1x IS throat, 1x IG split between wrists in the AM before work. Got to the office feeling great. I’m consistent @ giving all my male coworkers a men’s one a day vitamin but today, one of my colleagues whom i’ve known since hte 9th grade (10 yrs) said “oh so you’re mr. vitamin now?” haha that was funny. I was tremendously productive, at perhaps a 10% increase than usual. So I was really giving it 110% as my boss always ask me to do! The A/C is busted in our office, which consists of 4 suites, with the walls torn down. Only the room in the far east of the office space has a working unit. I notice coworkers are constantly coming into this room to talk to me and my office mate, and usually talking negatively about clients or some of our other colleagues. But today the conversations were more cheery and open, and progressive to the work environment. That definitely helped me in my focus as well, since it was all a “lets get things done” attitude. One of the younger colleagues even bought everyone lunch today! Then again, it isn’t a new behavior for him by any means but today’s lunch was pretty big and fulfilling 🙂 Can’t necessarily call it a hit though. The lack of A/C increased the humidity and decreased airflow so I think the NI’s were just filling up the room which had me taking a few walks in and out of the office to diffuse. ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [July 31, 2014, 4:32am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/6 "2014-07-31T04:32:54Z")
8Wed, 7-30. OH MAN! Today was full of hits!!! I can’t believe I haven’t tried IH sooner. 2x A314 chest 1x IH wrists (split). Today was just awesome in general, and specifically later on in the day. For one, my confidence level was extremely high. Much higher than it’s been at any given time while wearing IS, or even [MX297](https://a314.com/product/mx297/) for that matter. I felt like I was on fire. We started a new campaign to advertise ourselves through a new medium last week, but my ability to handle talking to new prospects today was much easier and successful than usual. And, since my boss is away for the rest of the week, my colleagues had a tremendous time venting about their feelings. I’m so glad, I feel it was much needed. It really cleared up the air about a lot of things. Seeing others have a satisfying emotional release in a healthy way really turned things for the better. For the past two weeks, we had an issue with one of our team mates (who works from home) turning in projects ridiculously late, and not up to par with what we stand for. We ended up having a discussion about how the man was hired, and that since he was a friend of one of our other members who has a track record for excellence with us, we expected him to perform similar to our other member. We then got into talking about how friends aren’t always a good referral to the workplace unless the individual has worked with him/her and knows how he/she operates. Which segways into a new method my office roommate introduced to myself and 2 other colleagues developed to help further the new campaign we started last week. He mentioned so many times that he wasn’t planning on telling any one of us (since the reward for the highest selling member was the bosses 2007 honda civic hybrid). He mentioned that he was analyzing our characters for the whole time he was working with us and how he feels safe letting us in on all this. The other 3 of us unanimously proposed that without a doubt, this new modification to the campaign if successful, will award the car to the man who developed this process. It was highly successful based on a test we did with a potential prospect. It’s extremely sensitive to secrecy, since some of the colleagues do NOT need to know about this. Not to mention, the boss doesn’t need to know about it until he sees the results we want to grant him with. I’m thoroughly satisfied with today’s results. But I’m scared of using IH around my colleagues now, in case they spill the beans to people who don’t need to hear it. I also started a blog on [subliminal mind programming](http://subliminalmindprogramming.com) if anyone wants to check it out ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 18, 2014, 10:20pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/7 "2014-09-18T22:20:21Z")
Haven’t posted in a while here, because I’ve still been working on getting the sweet spots right. I seem to have jumped a little headstrong in the game and made lots of mistakes (thankfully). 9/18/2014 1 spray ammo to the right side of neck 2 sprays in a sweeping motion to each side of my arm 2 sprays lowest dose TAA to the jaw line and lower lip area So I walk into work a little late, and I was greeted by everyone with a very enthusiastic hello. Usually we have colleagues coming into my and B’s shared office to make small chit chat with B but the tables have turned and now people are coming to me to talk about random things. I am also now having questions directed at me, when there are plenty of other capable people to answer the question. I am having fun with this mix, but I’d like to try it with IH instead of IO but I’m almost out 😢 I want to also start experimenting with the CTTM2 inspired series with [Ammo](https://a314.com/product/ammo/) as well. I’ll leave this brief so I can get back to work 😉 The IO must be working on me too 😉 😉 ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 20, 2014, 5:14am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/8 "2014-09-20T05:14:41Z")
Last week I had thrown on 2 spray mx353 and 2 spray TAA and had gone to the grocery store. An early 20’s oriental cashier was so flustered when I talked to her, she was fumbling over herself in every way possible. Almost like she was overwhelmed! I felt so bad for the poor girl, she didn’t know how to handle it 😛 I need to learn steering for sure. ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 20, 2014, 6:01am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/9 "2014-09-20T06:01:37Z")
Today was 1 Ammo to the right side of the neck, 1 ammo to the left arm in a sweeping motion. 1 IO on each arm. I also tried to get 1 drop of A314 but ended up getting 3 drops, and put that on my jaw. Now I understand why mobocaster says that a314 and IO is a waste. The A314 vibe is a littlle too strong for me, especially considering how young I am. Last week, I was told by my colleague never to outshine the king. This is sage advice. I don’t think A314 is to be used in my office just yet. IG will serve me better until I reach the point where I’m appointed as manager. I know it will happen, because I helped build the company to where it is today, not to mention I’ve had discussions with the owner regarding the subject anyway. back to the point, something didn’t feel right about the earlier part of the day. Within 10 minutes of being at the office, I had to go to the bathroom to scrub my jawline with soap water to try to rub out as much of the alpha as i could. My office mate told me he had a major headache at the end of the day, and I’m worried that it was because of the mones? He has been feeling cloudy all week though… So fast forward 9 hours, My Korean friend J comes to visit me at the office and him and I decide to go out to get mexican food after I got off. We both drove separately, so I used the opportunity to spray 1 IG on my neck and 1 MX407 on each arm. Pretty decent hits! Now, being in Texas, Spanish is pretty prevalent here. When the VERY cute hispanic girl (early 20’s) was taking our order, we quickly realized she spoke no americano. Good thing I’m somewhat fluent in spanish. So my friend orders something off the menu and I just wanted two tacos with chicken. I order in spanish, she seems very attentive and confirms with me what I said. I say “si” and she goes back. A minute later she comes back and asks me the same thing again! LOL I can definitely see how this represents “CTTM2” even though I never had a chance to try that particular product. Anyway I confirm again and she goes back. This time she sends another guy, who speaks no english either, and asks me the same thing. I confirm once again. It almost was annoying but I really appreciated the attention. I’m an attention whore as it is, which is why mones are a good fit for me 😃 So my friend J and I are at this place for nearly 2 hours just chatting and talking about life. We both had been away from our hometown of houston earlier this year. I was in India for 4 months, he was in Hollywood for 3 months doing his thing. He spends nearly an hour telling me his story about what he was doing up in hollywood. Everytime the waitress came to check up on us, she would ask me how we were doing. It may be because I spoke spanish though. At the end of the dinner, my friend asks for the check and she looks at me like she didn’t understand so i said “cheque” lol. Mind you, J was paying tonight (which had been decided before he smelled my phero cloud altogether) but the lady took the cash from J and brought back the change to me. That’s the IG huh? And whatever residual A314 must have been on me, i assume androsteRone to be harder to get off than other mones but obviously not as hard as androstenone but I’m not sure as to the lifespan of rone in terms of duration of effects. Anyway, today was a pretty pherosuccess, especially it being friday. I haven’t been getting out much so the only place I’ve been testing these mones is at work; so I’m glad to have positive results socially. ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 20, 2014, 9:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/10 "2014-09-20T21:59:14Z")
Going to a hookah bar with my friend M, who was the roommate of my close friend D in college (who I’m pretty sure was using mones back then, and is THE reason I signed up in 2009 on pherotalk) 2 sprays MX 353 to chest, 1 spray TAA on each arm in sweeping motion. 1 spray MX406 on each wrist. I’ll report back later with the results. 🙂 MX353… not really a fan of the scent… Smells like an old man. update as promised: Self effects: A very peaceful and serene emotional outlook took over me. I’ve been having problems at home lately so I haven’t been feeling all that great, but on the way to the hookah bar I felt euphoric. Quite a success. My friend M and I had really deep discussions but we always do when we’re together, so nothing’s new about that. But the quality of our discussions were pretty intense and he seemed to reveal more than I expected him to, although I can’t attribute it to mones. I’ve seen our waiter multiple times before, as this is my favorite hookah spot. Today, he seemed to banter quite a bit. I asked him for the menu again and when I ordered something and gave him the menu back, he took it and commented “why should i take this, what if you ask for it again?” in a joking way. His manner throughout the two hour ordeal was jovial. He seemed to gaze into my eyes for longer than what I expect two men to make eye contact and I couldn’t tell if it was in a sexual way or if he was just happy to talk. It made me somewhat uneasy but I attributed it to the mones working their charms. I’m not into men lol. At the end of the dinner, I went up to the counter to get a to go box for my hummus and I said “nah i don’t need the big box, it’s just a little bit of hummus. I don’t want to waste the box so just give me a small one.” He mentioned that he appreciates the way I think, and patted me on the back as I left. Interesting! MX353 + MX406 + TAA … I’m definitely going to need to use this combination again! ---
**Author:** ![Joe10](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/joe10/32/300_2.png) [@Joe10](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Joe10)\ **Post date:** [September 21, 2014, 5:44am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/11 "2014-09-21T05:44:12Z")
I enjoyed reading your reports so far, keep it up! ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 21, 2014, 6:49pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/12 "2014-09-21T18:49:09Z")
Today’s going to be interesting. I have been requested to help my ex drop her son off. She’s a lower 40’s Thai woman, very curvy, very beautiful. She’s a pretty sexual woman, and she openly loves younger guys. Now at this point, I really only see her as a friend, as I have nothing but love for her and she’s one of few people I’ve been in a relationship with whose friendship has not been ruined. Set myself up 1 MX353 on chest, 2 sprays TAA down each arm, and 2 MX405 on my adam’s apple. I must note: I Have a good quality Aveeno lotion, so I’m testing this out underneath the layer of mones to help prolong the duration of my TAA as it only has an activity of approx 1 hour. I put it on, and then waited 5 min before I sprayed my mones. Update: Turns out her son’s dad was going to pick him up, so I didn’t have to do that. But she insisted I come anyway because I’ll be checking myself into the hospital tomorrow for a while, and she wanted to treat me to lunch. I didn’t get the self effects I got yesterday from the similar combo . Not sure how much of the mones were still on when I finally ended up at her place. I drive a really old truck (93 f150) with no AC and the windows don’t work. I have little wing windows that I can manually push out but I was sweating bullets the whole way and rest of the day. It’s torture in Houston, I’ll tell you that… I could barely smell the scent of the MX353 or the MX405 but the TAA definitely lingered around a while. Anyway I picked her up from her place and we fueled up the truck and she took me to lunch. We had already arranged the payment situation (she’s treating me) earlier. We got to the vietnamese noodle house, and had our lunch. The discussions were a little weird, she kept talking about her ex and all the drama involved with that. I sat there and listened because I wanted to allow her the freedom to therapeutically vent herself lol. I’m a good friend :S We leave the restaurant after about 30 min and go to spotts park about 15 min away. Once we get there, we started having some fun talking and just laying in the grass in the shade. I took off my shirt cause it’s sunny as hell but I think the mones started hitting her cause there was a little bit of closeness and touching which progressed. There were some young kids behind us (100ft or so) doing physical training for football, and they were checking out L hardcore. Apparently one of them was urinating in the field and when L saw it, she made a funny suggestive comment. L grabs her guitar and starts playing and Im’ still facing forward (the kids were bheind me even if i’m laying down, if that makes sense). She plays a couple songs and then she points out a nice looking black girl and how nice her butt was. so now I’m facing the other direction and sitting down. I agreed, and we proceeded to check out the nice looking people in the park. She’s commenting on the guys and I’m commenting on the girls. The kids keep checking her out, and at one point she says “It’s ok, my sweetie’s right here” while pointing at me. 😮 So we go about our way after being there a couple hours. We go to a coffee shop she frequents, where one of her friends worked. Supposedly there was something going on with her ex and this girl at the coffee shop. She introduces her and myself, and she was very awkward upon meeting me. I reached out my hand to greet myself but was greeted with an awkward smile, and 1-2seconds hesitation before granting me her hand in return. L said that it was suspicious that she did that and made an assumption regarding whatever happened between the coffee shop girl and L’s ex.. Upon retrospect, I am wondering if she was thinking this was a date??? going to lunch then going to the park then taking me to a coffee shop where that person I really don’t know her intentions anymore lol I’m confused. But she’s a really good friend. Or, as she said through text message maybe she just wanted to treat me before I check myself into the hospital for a little while…? Regardless, it was a fun day, and I’ll be going to the hospital tomorrow. ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 22, 2014, 4:27am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/13 "2014-09-22T04:27:59Z")
> [@Joe10](#): > > I enjoyed reading your reports so far, keep it up! Thank you Joe! I enjoy having a space to discuss my experiences with mones 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 24, 2014, 4:53am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/14 "2014-09-24T04:53:04Z")
Today I stayed home all day and worked from home. I didn’t even leave the house so I didn’t bother to use any [pheromones](https://pheromonelabs.com/shop/) today. End of the day comes, and I’m struggling to sleep so I decide to try the makeshift spaceland by spraying 8 IO all over myself. I definitely feel spacey lol. Guess I will report later with the rest of the effects… if i’m still up 😃 update: i didn’t feel anything after the first few minutes. but i can’t seem to keep my pet cats off me lol. ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 24, 2014, 1:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/15 "2014-09-24T13:59:05Z")
Well, some bad news. My mom filed for divorce from my dad after 25 years on the dot. My dad is ultra depressed, and he feels like everything worth living for is gone. Me being the oldest of 3, need to take initiative and help my dad out anyway I can. I thought this was the perfect opportunity to introduce him to mones !!! Sometimes things fall apart so other things can come together… So I had my dad spray 1 spray of ammo to his neck. He’s 54 years old, 130 lbs, 5’7". He’s a very introverted guy, very intelligent and methodical. He could’ve been fine with 2 sprays, since I imagine his body chemistry is very similar to mine (except he’s not blood type o which I am), but first things first. I made the mistake of jumping head first into mixing and ended up with lots of failures. which of course turned out to be a good thing. He works in radiation physics and is a senior physicist so he ideally should get lots of respect as it is. At first he thought it was just regular cologne, but I knew he wouldn’t notice any potential hits. I drove him to the bus stop which took about 20 minutes from initial spraying, and I don’t think he noticed any self effects so that’s when I told him that if anyone makes eye contact with him, just smile and if possible say hi 🙂 . It wasn’t until after he got onto the bus that I texted him and told him that it was loaded with mones, and what that particular spray is supposed to do. Effects on me: Now this is crazy! Initially, I felt really good when he sprayed it on! And it smelled AMAZING! Ammo is some great smelling cologne! If anything, he’s going to at least smell really good at work. My dad is all I got left. My mom basically took my 8 year old sister hostage and my other sister is doing her last year of her bachelors in Dallas. It’s a very trying time for my dad and I got to be there every way I can. ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [September 24, 2014, 3:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/16 "2014-09-24T15:24:00Z")
1 ammo, 2 io, 4 TAA (1000 nanograms total- does that make 1 microgram? lol) quick notes before i forget, will update later. update 1 (i’m sure I’ll updage again shortly) working from the coffee shop today, noticing the blonde girl at the brewers station (employee) taking glimpses of me 😮 feels good to be noticed 😉 but I’m pretty engrossed in my phone calls that I am missing other possible ioi . will report later, gotta get back to work update 2: lol she went sweeping around the whole store and stuck around next to me, and made a point to say something to me, out of the twenty or so people in the shop. I’m pretty sure that’s not coincidence, but it’s something I have to report about 😛 I also got some pretty friendly attention from the guy next to me, but it wasn’t anything more than him initiating a hello and a smile. Not bad. ---
**Author:** ![eternitys\_child](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/e/73ab20/32.png) [@eternitys\_child](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/eternitys_child)\ **Post date:** [December 12, 2014, 6:17pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/ramblings-of-a-rambler/62518/17 "2014-12-12T18:17:46Z")
Been a long time since I posted. Went to rehab for 30 days and got involved in the 12 steps, which I mention because it relates to the situations and scenarios of my current and future posts. I wore a drop of A314 to a men’s meeting of Alcoholics Anonymous yesterday. I have attended this meeting regularly for a couple months now, and it’s usually the same group of older (50+) men in the meetings. Last night I noticed a significantly higher number of people acknowledge me, and shake my hand. I am usually pretty quick to introduce myself to people if I hadn’t met them before and say hi to people I already know, but last night was pretty cool. Some of them initiated contact first. I’m going to another meeting tonight, but this time mixed gender. I am not into the whole “picking up” women in recovery ordeal, since girls in early recovery are pretty fragile and that just goes against my morals although I do know many guys who do it. I’ve been using socials at AA meetings to help get new contacts and build a support system in recovery so that I don’t go back to drinking and drugging.