# Scotties123 Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [September 12, 2009, 3:34pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407 "2009-09-12T15:34:14Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 3
**Author:** ![rhuang22](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/rhuang22/32/636_2.png) [@rhuang22](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/rhuang22)\ **Post date:** [November 5, 2009, 6:13am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/41 "2009-11-05T06:13:48Z")
When I first used IS, I would feel a horrible crash after like 4 hours. You journals, I find it kind of similar to mines. I will be following from now on šŸ˜ƒ ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 6, 2009, 1:13am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/42 "2009-11-06T01:13:57Z")
> [@rhuang22](#): > > When I first used IS, I would feel a horrible crash after like 4 hours. > You journals, I find it kind of similar to mines. > I will be following from now on šŸ˜ƒ Welcome aboard šŸ™‚. From what Iā€™ve read the IS depression tends to go away with subsequent uses. The only thing that worries me is that from a medical standpoint if these pheros are making me depressed they could be interfering with dopamine levels, which can be very dangerous and have very serious potential side effects. Iā€™ll have to be careful with it. So my new pheros came in today! As usual I have to **thank Steve, Jacob, and everyone at Androtics for being the great people they are**. Not only did I get my order of 2x IH, 2x IS, CTTM, p83, and Mx328 (now 352), but I also got a free to-go of Spaceland (new label? Nice), RAW POWER PACK MX311-316 **and** a free audio book about sociopaths that seems very interesting and Iā€™m looking forward to reading/listening to it. And of course that tasty chocolate šŸ˜›. **Thanks again to you all. You truly make this a great community to be a part of.** I saw the order sitting under my doormat when I went back to my apartment for dinner. I was so excited to try them out I used 1.5 sprays (had to prime the sprayer) of IH and 1.5 sprays (same thing) of IS both to the top of the head. I did notice that I was happier for about 15 minutes and felt a bit more confident, but it could have been the general happiness I had because the new pheros came in. At this point it was so late the library was empty, so while Iā€™m typing this up as I study, there is nobody around me lol. I really look forward to testing these out at my meeting tomarrow. ---
**Author:** ![desirez28](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/e0b2c6/32.png) [@desirez28](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/desirez28)\ **Post date:** [November 6, 2009, 4:16am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/43 "2009-11-06T04:16:40Z")
Steve and their team are very great! Great company and great productsā€¦ I hope you can share with us how is the mx3111 ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 6, 2009, 4:27am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/44 "2009-11-06T04:27:13Z")
> [@desirez28](#): > > Steve and their team are very great! Great company and great productsā€¦ I hope you can share with us how is the mx3111 Of course Iā€™ll share šŸ™‚. Might be a while though. I have so many pheros now and a few mixes that Iā€™ve been wanting to try out with my new stash. I also just purchased A314. I know I literally just got my latest order in, but after reading so many great things about A314 I just couldnā€™t help myself šŸ˜›. ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 7, 2009, 2:12am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/45 "2009-11-07T02:12:46Z")
So today I tried the mix Iā€™ve been waiting to try out for a while now. 10:30am - 3 sprays IG, sides and front of neck 3 sprays CTTM, sides of neck and 1 to back of head 1 refresher spray CTTM 12:40pm - 1 refresher spray CTTM to top of head Self Effects: IG has consistently been giving me a kick in the butt to get the day going. I find it kind of hard to get started in the morning. I wake up at 7am, start studying around 9am, and donā€™t finish until 10pm. So itā€™s clear why itā€™s hard to get going in the morning considering what I have to look forward to šŸ˜›. IG really makes me want to stop BSing around and get started. Didnā€™t notice anything from the CTTM at first, but noticed that after about 10 minutes or so I started feeling pretty calm. This somewhat counteracted the kick in the butt that the IG had given me. I think this may be beta nol effects because my understanding is that CTTM is 50-50 alpha-beta and alpha nol has never had this effect on me before, even with high concentrations from Spaceland. Effects on Others: Didnā€™t see anything at the library. A few girls came and sat right by me, but didnā€™t say anything. But this was probably because the library was kind of full, so there were limited seats available. So I cannot contribute this to the mones. Didnā€™t really pickup on anything using my peripherals and I didnā€™t blatantly stare at anyone to see reactions. I went to a cafe to get some tea and the cashier was a black girl, early 20s. Didnā€™t see anything out of the ordinary from her. But, there was another worker behind the counter, an asian girl early 20s, that seemed quite happy with me there. Just staring at me smiling the entire time. Kinda creepy actually šŸ™„. After I paid, the asian girl said goodbye, which is nothing unusual. Just think itā€™s odd that she said something and not the girl that was helping me. Nothing was noticed at my meeting. Very playful like the last few times. I think weā€™re all just getting very comfortable with eachother so things are getting much more relaxed than they initially were. Joking and playing around has become pretty routine for us now. Not sure of phero effects on this. I did notice this with mx302 and 302 supposedly has alpha nol in it. Hmmmmm. One thing that happened that was kind of strange, we have a guy here that is in charge of video taping/recording our patient interviews. Heā€™s known around the school for being a real hardass and basically everyone is intimidated by him. I went to his office after my meeting to see if I could get a copy of my interviews (my mom wants it šŸ™„) and he was VERY nice and happy. He kept talking and talking and talking and wouldnā€™t let me go. I was so surprised. I have interacted with this man on several occassions before and he has always been very straight laced and stern. Itā€™s like he was a totally different person. Laughing and joking and just shooting the s\*\*t with me. Grabbed a private room when I went back to the library, so nothing else was noted for the remainder of the day. Conclusions: I think my expectations for this mix were too high. It does seem like a great combo, but I feel Iā€™m suffering from a lack of test subjects lol. As for the video guy, there are only two explainations that I have for this. 1) pheros, or 2) he was so happy to finally have someone to talk to that he took advantage of it. Iā€™m leaning more towards #1 because of my previous interactions with this man. I will be using this mix again soon, but I have so much more to play with it will have to wait a while. I think Iā€™ll do p83 next. ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 8, 2009, 6:12pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/46 "2009-11-08T18:12:58Z")
Tales from last nightā€¦ Started going crazy from all the studying so I figured Iā€™d grab a drink and unwind a bit. 10:30pm - 50mcg p83, 3 sprays to front and sides of neck, 1 spread between insides of both forearms 1 spray TUTH to center of neck 3 sprays CTTM - 1 front of neck, 1 top of head, one spread over p83 on forearms 11:30pm - 1 refresher spray TUTH to front of neck Self Effects: Didnā€™t notice too much from the p83. My understanding is that it has -none in it, but I didnā€™t react to it like I usually do to -none. Even waited about 10 minutes before applying anything else to gauge effects. Then I added the TUTH and started feeling like I usually do from -none. Got a bit cockier, a little more pumped up, and got into prowl mode for the night. Waited about 10 minutes and then added the CTTM. This is twice now that CTTM has curbed the -none effects. A few minutes after applying and I felt much more calm and relaxed. Totally took me out of prowl mode and instead of feeling like I was ready to find a quick hookup for the night, I kind of just felt like sitting back and having a drink. In fact this even manifested itself later in the night with two near ā€œfightā€ ocurrences. More about that in a bit. Effects On Others: While I was walking to the bar I walked past a group of 5-6 girls and as I was passing one of them said ā€œOh look heā€™s wearing Ed Hardy, heā€™s coolā€ in a very sarcastic voice. I said ā€œItā€™s not Ed Hardy retardā€ and kept walking. It wasnā€™t Ed Hardy lol. I wore a shirt with a couple skulls on it with some writing at the top. I think she was just being an annoying bitch and trying to be funny for her friends. One of the girls apologized for her. Now the thing is, normally, I would have called her every name in the book, but for some reason I just really didnā€™t care. Met my friend outside the bar, and almost ā€œfightā€ number two happened. There was a group of guys blocking the staircase to get into the bar and I said excuse me to get through. The guy in front of me didnā€™t move, or even look at me, so I figured he didnā€™t hear me. His friends put their hands on his back to try to move him for me, but he just stood there. I gave him a pat on the shoulder and said ā€œExcuse me buddyā€. As I squeezed my way past him(asshole) he said ā€œEasy there girlā€. I completely ignored him and while I found it annoying, I just let it go and didnā€™t let it bother me. Again, usually if something like this happens I am everything BUT calm. I noticed that throughout the night my friend was a bit more on edge than usual. He would get defensive out of nowhere. I literally told him to relax at least 3 times. I also noticed that when I first got to bar, I was getting very beta male treatment. Girls werenā€™t really paying me much attention and guys were pushing past me and bumping into me left and right without any kind of apology. Totally different experience from when I had worn a bunch of -none to a bar and I had guys apologizing for walking past me. After the couple incidents outside, and all this from inside the bar, I thought I had too much CTTM on so I went to the restroom and gave myself 1 spray TUTH (maybe 1.5, kinda missed the first shot) to the front of my neck. Got me feeling a bit cockier again. Went to grab another drink and while waiting for the bartender, some random older guy (late 40s, early 50s) started making small talk with me. We made fun of the slow service (it was seriously horrible, A314 would have been gold here). Stepped outside to have a smoke and there were a couple really cute girls outside having a smoke as well. There were a couple drunk guys that were hitting on them and it was so obvious that the girls were not interested at all. Heard them say something about law school, and since my buddy is in law school, I told him to jump into the convo so we can pullem. He got on of the girlsā€™ attention, but the other still one of the guys on her, so I just went in while he was talking, stood right next to her, and started talking to her as if he wasnā€™t even there. He wasnā€™t too fond of this šŸ˜ƒ, but she definitely liked it. So we start talking and I get to flirting and kino quickly and I can literally see this girlā€™s pupils dilate as I kino. I made sure to get in close to her too so that she could get a good wiff of the pheros. We talked for like 15-20 minutes and things were going great. More kino, more flirting, she rubbed my arm a couple times and put her hand on my chest. All laughs and good times, everything going perfectly. Then one of their friends came out to take them inside, so I reacted quickly and initiated her in convo so that theyā€™d stay. It definitely worked because after talking to her for a few minutes, she left the girls and said sheā€™d catch up with them later. After a bit more talking, the girl my friend was talking to says she wants to get back to their group. I tell the one Iā€™m talking to ā€œGive me your number in case I donā€™t run into you insideā€ and she says ā€œUmm I donā€™t like giving out my numberā€ and goes inside šŸ˜®. I was totally confused. I thought for sure it was a lock. I really have no idea why this happened, but oh well. You win some, you lose some. After this, we decided to leave as it was getting late and we both had early mornings. Conclusions: Not really sure. Didnā€™t get approached at all and wasnā€™t noticing any extra IOIs from girls, other than the one I got into conversation with. I donā€™t really know how I feel about CTTM yet. While I do like how it tends to calm me down a bit, I donā€™t like how it completely abolishes the effects that -none has on me. Iā€™m a bigger fan of the -none effects than the -nol effects, and I would take cocky and confident over calm and relaxed any day (just my personality I guess). I think from now on I will only be using it on the back of my head or wrists, where itā€™s less likely to effect me, but can still effect others. As for p83, this was my first time using it, so I didnā€™t really no what to expect. Iā€™m going to solo run it some time this week so I can see what it does alone and better understand how it works with my body chem. I just wanted to use it last night in a bar mix because of what Iā€™ve read about it. ---
**Author:** ![rhuang22](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/rhuang22/32/636_2.png) [@rhuang22](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/rhuang22)\ **Post date:** [November 8, 2009, 6:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/47 "2009-11-08T18:53:04Z")
Wowā€¦ that girlā€™s sudden reaction would have pissed me the fuck off. If she did that Iā€™d be like ā€œBitch get the fuck outta here!ā€ And for your reaction to the guy that said Easy girl, I would have been so fucking pissed. Wow, I donā€™t know how you got through that so calmly. ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 8, 2009, 7:15pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/48 "2009-11-08T19:15:06Z")
> [@rhuang22](#): > > Wowā€¦ that girlā€™s sudden reaction would have pissed me the fuck off. If she did that Iā€™d be like ā€œBitch get the fuck outta here!ā€ > And for your reaction to the guy that said Easy girl, I would have been so fucking pissed. Wow, I donā€™t know how you got through that so calmly. I am a very aggressive person. Under most circumstances, if something like this had happened to me I would have flipped out on both of them. Over the years Iā€™ve learned to let things slide a bit more otherwise Iā€™d be angry every time I went out. Itā€™s actually a running joke with my friends that if you go out with me thereā€™s going to be a fight, even though I never start it. Mess with me and I can let things slide, but you get anywhere near my family or friends and Iā€™ll rip your head off šŸ™‚. I also think that there was a combo from 1)the -nol, which seemed to mellow me out, and 2) the fact that I was already stressed from studying all day and didnā€™t feel like adding more stress on top of it, because I was out to unwind. ---
**Author:** ![rhuang22](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/rhuang22/32/636_2.png) [@rhuang22](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/rhuang22)\ **Post date:** [November 8, 2009, 7:35pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/49 "2009-11-08T19:35:34Z")
> [@scotties123](#): > > I am a very aggressive person. Under most circumstances, if something like this had happened to me I would have flipped out on both of them. Over the years Iā€™ve learned to let things slide a bit more otherwise Iā€™d be angry every time I went out. Itā€™s actually a running joke with my friends that if you go out with me thereā€™s going to be a fight, even though I never start it. Mess with me and I can let things slide, but you get anywhere near my family or friends and Iā€™ll rip your head off šŸ™‚. I also think that there was a combo from 1)the -nol, which seemed to mellow me out, and 2) the fact that I was already stressed from studying all day and didnā€™t feel like adding more stress on top of it, because I was out to unwind. Ditto ditto ditto to the family part. That is also, extremely true for me. What are you studying by the way? Seems like you been studying non-stop. ---
**Author:** ![K-Train](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/k-train/32/2253_2.png) [@K-Train](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/K-Train)\ **Post date:** [November 8, 2009, 7:54pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/50 "2009-11-08T19:54:35Z")
Yo Scottie, Iā€™m happy for you and I feel sorry, and Iā€™ll let you finish but I want to let everyone know that SteveO had one of the best [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) hits of ALL TIME!!šŸ˜› JOKING!šŸ˜‰ Anyway, real talk Scottie, P83 at 50mcgs per spray = BAD. I donā€™t want to ruin your testing but I can tell you straight up that P83 above 60mcgs is not good. At ALL. Youā€™ll be fighting everyday with that stuff on. I suggest you use only ONE spray at 50mcgs and add in 2 sprays of CTTM. Try that. I donā€™t want you out there owning noobs.šŸ˜‰ ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 8, 2009, 8:31pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/51 "2009-11-08T20:31:19Z")
> [@rhuang22](#): > > Ditto ditto ditto to the family part. That is also, extremely true for me. > What are you studying by the way? Seems like you been studying non-stop. Iā€™m in medical school. Only 1 more year and then I can get my hands dirty with fun stuff! šŸ˜ƒ Then 2 more years after that and Iā€™ll be Dr. Scotties123 lol. Then 6 more years after that and Iā€™ll be an official surgeon. IT NEVER ENDS šŸ˜› ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 10, 2009, 11:21pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/52 "2009-11-10T23:21:59Z")
Yesterdayā€™s report: Decided to give mx352 (formerly 328) a try. This is one of Wildflowerā€™s mixes. 10:30am - 2 sprays sides of neck 12:15pm - 1 spray front of neck 2:45pm - 1 spray front of neck Self Effects: Didnā€™t notice anything, even after both refreshers throughout the day. Effects on others: Nothing out of the ordinary at the library, but I wasnā€™t sitting that close to anyone else. Needed to get some quality, uninterupted studying in. Nothing noticed at my 1pm meeting. We had some kind of event today at 3pm. It was supposed to be some stress reliever type of thing where actors came to the school and had us performing some weird game-like exercises. One of these exercises involved everyone walking around randomly. Well I didnā€™t notice it at first, but after about 10 minutes I looked behind me and saw 3 girls were following me pretty close. Keep in mind we were instructed to walk completely randomly, back and forth, and to continuously change directions. Well, either these girls didnā€™t like following directions, or they were playing follow the pheros lol. We had a seat and I noticed that a girl that Iā€™m friends with who was sitting next to me was much more touchy feely than she usually is. She also kept talking to me in the middle of the exercises (we were supposed to be quiet and just listen to instructions). Another exercise we had to do involved standing in a big line (not going into details, these exercises were stupid beyond belief) and this same girl came from across the other end of the room, and stood next to me. Now this could just be because weā€™re friends, but she was already standing next to a couple other friends of hers. She then started rocking back and forth from side to side and kind of shoulder bumping me with each rock. This event ended and I got a ride back to the library from one of my friends and the girl tagged along. I sat in the front seat and her in the back. I noticed that she was leaning forward in her seat the entire drive back to the library (about 10 minutes) and she was basically resting her head on my shoulder from the back seat. No additional refresher sprays added. Nothing seen at the library for the remainder of the day. Conclusions: I think this is a good mix, but has a small concentration of mones, or just some that work very subtley. I feel that it may really be affective only with higher numbers of sprays. I also know that there isnā€™t any -none in wildflowerā€™s mixes, so it may work well with some TUTH in a bar setting. Iā€™ll be doing some more testing with this one. On another note, my A314 came in today! Yayyyyyy. Iā€™ve really been wanting to try this out. It doesnā€™t seem to disappoint anyone that uses it. I also got a free to-go of IO(2x). I also got a mysterious brown bar that i melted down and smeared all over myself. Conclusions: it made me sticky šŸ˜›. Thanks Steve, Jacob, and Androtics for everything. ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 12, 2009, 5:59am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/53 "2009-11-12T05:59:21Z")
> [@K-Train](#): > > Yo Scottie, Iā€™m happy for you and I feel sorry, and Iā€™ll let you finish but I want to let everyone know that SteveO had one of the best P83 hits of ALL TIME!!šŸ˜› > > JOKING!šŸ˜‰ > > Anyway, real talk Scottie, P83 at 50mcgs per spray = BAD. I donā€™t want to ruin your testing but I can tell you straight up that P83 above 60mcgs is not good. At ALL. Youā€™ll be fighting everyday with that stuff on. I suggest you use only ONE spray at 50mcgs and add in 2 sprays of CTTM. > > Try that. I donā€™t want you out there owning noobs.šŸ˜‰ Iā€™m sorry dude, I donā€™t know how but I didnā€™t even see your message until just now :o. Btw your kanye reference had me cracking up! I have p83 in 12.5mcg/spray so I guess Iā€™ll tone it down to 2 or 3 sprays instead of 4. Thanks for the advice. So on to todayā€™s report. My A314 came in yesterday šŸ˜ƒ and I was very excited and eager to try it out today. 9:30am - 1 drop to wrist spread aross jaw line 4pm - 1 drop applied the same way Self Effects: I like how A314 smells. Itā€™s a nice rugged scent. I didnā€™t notice any immediate effects. Didnā€™t get the big burst of confidence that everyone seems to get right away. But then I thought about it and realized that I probably hyped it up too much in my own mind. So I tried to just forget that I even had it on. Well, I got to school and parked and before getting out of my car I checked myself in the mirror real quick and noticed that I had a huge smile on my face. I donā€™t know how I didnā€™t realize it until then, but it was there! I stepped out the car and feltā€¦I guess the best way to describe it is refreshed. I had a feeling of not caring about anything and wanting to take control of things (not sure what, but something šŸ˜›). My backpack is pretty heavy because of all the books I have, which typically causes me to hunch over a bit when walking, but I realized when I got to my classroom that I was standing very straight, even with the bag on. It was very odd to me because it was like these things were happening to me that I wasnā€™t even noticing right away. It was great. So my 10am meeting starts and I have the doctor leader to my left and D was on my right. C was sitting to the left of the leader. I saw quite a few _interesting_ things during the meeting. D was mimicing my leaning. I lean forward, so does she, I lean back, so does she. She played with her hair so much I thought it was going to fall out lol. I even caught a few DIHLs with my peripherals. She also had the same big smile she had on last time (see previous reports). I noticed something interesting with my group leader too. She is an older black women, mid 30s to early 40s. The seats around the table are set up so that there are 3 seats on each side of the table. Most of the time everyone sits with 1 seat in between them and the person next to them (other than corner seats). The group leader has even been sitting this way with one seat between me and her. Well, this time, she decided to plop down right next to me. Not only did she sit right next to me, she first set her things down to sit in her usual seat, then moved her things to sit directly next to me (very similar to what D did a few reports back). I also noticed that throughout the entire meeting she was leaning really close to me, which was actually pretty uncomfortable seeing as I was already in the corner of the table and couldnā€™t move over any more. As for C, I think the A314 must have reached her. She was about 5-6 feet away. The reason I think it hit her is because of something she did that was EXTREMELY out of the ordinary. She ALWAYS has her hair tied back. ALWAYS. I have never once, in the year and a half Iā€™ve been in school with her seen her with her hair down. Today, she stares right at me, pulls her hair tie out, and flips her hair down while looking at me with a really seductive look šŸ˜®. It was honestly like a slow-mo scene from a movie. Wow, this is some powerful stuff. Went to my 1pm meeting and saw something interesting here as well. A and B were sitting closer than usual. B was also leaning on her arm rest (which are hard, uncomfortable plastic) towards me basically the entire meeting. She kept fixing her hair, flipping it one way and then moving back to the other side. She even showed some shoulder and breast like she did a bunch of reports back. For those not wanting to find that report, she moved the part of her zip-up sweater that was covering her left shoulder and breast (Iā€™m on her left) and shifted her body towards me. Went home, grabbed some lunch, and took a quick nap. I thought I may have smudged some A314 off my face and onto the pillow so I reapplied 1 drop before going back to the library. Got that great feeling I had before. I just feltā€¦unstoppable. I felt ready to get down to business and get some serious studying done. Usually by this time of the day (5 oā€™clock-ish) Iā€™m tired and just want the day to be over. Didnā€™t notice anything at the library, but I had some serious focus going on so I wasnā€™t really paying attention. Conclusions: I can honestly say that I can see why everyone raves about A314. This is probably the most powerful phero that Iā€™ve used so far. Iā€™ll definitely be using it again tomarrow. Sticking to 1 drop at a time for now because it seems to work well for me. I predict many fun reports in my future šŸ˜ƒ. ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 13, 2009, 4:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/54 "2009-11-13T16:51:15Z")
I would like to thank a certain person (anonymous as per their request) for being extraordinarily kind and generous. They sent me a 5mL of IFM, a 5mL of EOW from a 2 drops to 30mL PA mix, and a few SOE gel packs. **YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH.** A couple of reports to make for yesterday. First will be my A314 report. 8am - 1 drop A314 to wrists spread on jawline 4:30pm - 1 more drop applied same way Self Effects: I didnā€™t notice anything immediately after applying the first drop. I was really tired though. I did seem to perk up a bit after about 15 minutes. After the refresher drop I got that feeling back of not caring about what anyone thought of me and just doing whatever I felt like doing. Effects on Others: Had morning lectures from 8:30am-12pm. Didnā€™t notice anything out of the ordinary in my lecture hall. People were acting as they usually do. But it should be noted that this was a hard lecture that required serious note taking, so it is most likely that people were just really focused on the lecture material. I went on a medical mission to a foreign country over this past summer and had to give a presentation about it at 12pm. It went okay. I was a little nervous (not a big fan of public speaking), but it went well. Got lunch, took a nap, and then gave myself the refresher drop. Didnā€™t really notice anything afterward at the library, but it had started to clear out. Conclusions: I think it was just a bad testing day. Didnā€™t see any hits whatsoever, but the conditions werenā€™t optimal for testing. Now for the fun report: So I was sitting down studying with a buddy of mine and he tells me that his girlfriend is out with a bunch of her friends and theyā€™ve been bar hopping for the past couple hours. I told him we should meet them up and he agreed, so I went home, shaved, showered, and got my mones on. 3 drops A314 - 1 drop to each side of my neck and 1 split behind both ears 1 spray 5mcg TUTH - front of neck 3 sprays EoW - front and sides of neck 2 sprays IFM - 1 to top of head and 1 to front of neck I brought to-gos of TUTH and CTTM, but didnā€™t use either through the night. Self Effects: Felt beyond amazing. It was a feeling of being untouchable and unstoppable. I knew I was the shit and I was going to make sure everyone else realized it by the end of the night. Effects on Others: This was a very interesting bar night. We met up with the girls at the bar, and it should be noted for reasons that will soon be clear, that all of the girls were Jewish (Iā€™m Christian). My friend introduced me to his girlfriend and she gave me a huge hug. She was about to introduce me to her couple friends that were with her (there were like 5 others walking around), but before she had a chance they introduced themselves to me. Well, all except for one, but her head was so far up her own ass it was unbelievable. I found out later she was a model and she always acted like this. I did notice her staring at me a few times throughout the night, but she never approached me and I didnā€™t feel like dealing with her. The other friends were all over from the beginning. One of them gave me a hug that nearly squeezed the life out of me it was so tight and the other gave me a kiss on the cheek. And this was literally within 2 minutes of meeting them both. Then they kind of started competing for me šŸ†’. I had both of them talking to me at the same time and I couldnā€™t understand either one of them because of it. Finally I said, ā€œokay weā€™re going to take turns. You go firstā€ lol. But this quickly went back to the girls talking over each other, both trying to impress me. My friendā€™s girl told them I was in med school and then they both started telling me about how much they volunteer and how they want to do more volunteer work in hospitals and all that kinda stuff. It was seriously like 2 kids fighting over a candy bar šŸ˜‰. There were a couple guys in the group and they both acted like they had known me for years. One of them kept buying me drinks. I donā€™t like people buying me drinks, so I told him it was my turn to repay the favor, but he wouldnā€™t let me. They both kept asking me about what I did and how my life is and how everything is going for me. It was like I was a movie star and they wanted to know everything about me. They also kept putting their hands out for high fives (not really high fives, I canā€™t explain it, itā€™s a combo of a high five and a hand shake, some of you know what I mean). Well my friendā€™s girl pulls me to the side and tells me that sheā€™s so happy she finally got to meet me and all kinds of stuff about how Iā€™m the best guy ever and sheā€™s so happy me and her boyfriend are good friends (keep in mind at this point all I had said to her was ā€œHiā€ and ā€œNice to finally meet youā€). And she made things verrrrrry awkward because she was constantly touching me and rubbing my arm and my back and I had to keep fidgeting to get her hands off me. She also said that she approves of me being friends with her boyfriend, and I made a joke of it saying ā€œIā€™m so happy I have your approval. I was worried Iā€™d have to sneak out my bedroom window to see himā€ šŸ™„. She also gave me a very useful piece of info. She told me that one of the two girls that were fighting over me has an STD and that I should stay away from her. I thanked her for letting me know, and itā€™s a good thing she did because that girl was freakinā€™ hotttt and she was the one I was going to focus on. So we get back to the group and of course I give my attention to the one without the STD šŸ˜›. We were talking for a while and everything was going great. She kept rubbing me, and touching me, and kissing me on the cheek, and hugging me. I got every IOI in book. So things were going perfect until she decided to make a shitty comment. I was wearing a cross and she looks at my cross and says ā€œI canā€™t believe you arenā€™t Jewishā€. I say ā€œI donā€™t have a problem with you being Jewish, so if you have a problem with me being Christian thatā€™s on you.ā€ She apologized like 10 times and we went back to flirting. While we were talking I noticed that she would keep looking down at my cross. Then, while Iā€™m talking to her, she takes her hand and tries to tuck my cross under my shirt. I grab her hand and say ā€œYouā€™re really starting to piss me off, donā€™t ever do that againā€. Iā€™m very proud of my religion and I will never hide it or deny it to get someoneā€™s approval. She apologized again and we went back to talking. So I start noticing again that she keeps looking down at my cross and then she says ā€œIā€™m sorry, but itā€™s like alcohol in my eyes, can you tuck it in?ā€ I called her a racist bitch that wasnā€™t worth my time and told her to get away from me. Nonchalantly she tells me ā€œIā€™m gonna go find my friend. Iā€™ll be right backā€ to which I reply ā€œdonā€™t come backā€. I didnā€™t let that dumb girl get to me, and I went back to having fun. Talked to a bunch of girls, opened a few sets, and I was really feeling on top of the world. Me and my friend left early because we had an early day today. We were saying our goodbyes to everyone and my friendā€™s girl gives me a kiss on the cheek, says ā€œyou are the biggest ballerā€ and ā€œoh my gosh I freakin love you. Do you love me too?ā€ I was like ā€œIf \*\*\*\*\*(friendā€™s name) approves of you, then I guess I do too.ā€ She gives me another kiss on the cheek and tells me I have to give her a kiss too. I gave her a kiss on the cheek so far back I was basically kissing right in front of her ear. This girl was really making things awkward for me. She had even been doing this kind of stuff throughout the entire night and was constantly rubbing her body against mine, getting really close to me when she talked (like an inch away from my face), and touching me. Luckily my friend knows that Iā€™m respectful and that Iā€™d never do anything stupid like go after his girl, so he wasnā€™t mad. He just called her a dumb drunk and it didnā€™t bother him. Conclusions: I think this is a very good bar mix. It seems to send across all of the right signals. I run this shit (A314), I have no problem getting girls (EoW), sexual attraction (TUTH), and approachability (IFM). Overall, a very good test run. I suggest anyone with these pheros gives the mix a try. I know IFM is hard to come by, but I could see 1 shot of CTTM working in a similar way. **Thanks again for the great gifts (You know who you are). You made this awesome mix possible for me.** ---
**Author:** ![rhuang22](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/rhuang22/32/636_2.png) [@rhuang22](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/rhuang22)\ **Post date:** [November 13, 2009, 8:01pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/55 "2009-11-13T20:01:48Z")
STD !?!?!? HOLY SHIT! Thatā€™s why I am always super skeptical about hooking up with random strangers. Thatā€™s a no no for me. And for the tucking in your cross thing; fucking wow. That is damned disrespectful. Wowā€¦ Thatā€™s like telling someone to not be themselves and be someone else. You are who you are, and you are proud of it. But someone tried to PUT YOUR PRIDE TO THE SIDE, KICK IT TO THE CURB. That is disrespectful as fucking shit, and Iā€™m not even religious. And the fact that she later mentioned it AGAIN, ā€œcan you please tuck it in?ā€ Holy fucking wow. That is just.. words cannot even describe. You told her off like youā€™re supposed to. Whew, anyway, nice reports. Welcome to A314 testing! Thatā€™s the only thing Iā€™ve been using this past week (cept for 1 or 2 times P83), and like you said, it does give you focus. But your self effects are way better than mine. I donā€™t really feel any of that ā€œI am super confidentā€ but maybe only a slighhht boost but itā€™s almost unnoticeable. Do more A314 testing!!! I will do the same! Letā€™s compare results šŸ˜› ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 13, 2009, 9:24pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/56 "2009-11-13T21:24:23Z")
> [@rhuang22](#): > > STD !?!?!? HOLY SHIT! Thatā€™s why I am always super skeptical about hooking up with random strangers. Thatā€™s a no no for me. > > And for the tucking in your cross thing; fucking wow. That is damned disrespectful. Wowā€¦ Thatā€™s like telling someone to not be themselves and be someone else. You are who you are, and you are proud of it. But someone tried to PUT YOUR PRIDE TO THE SIDE, KICK IT TO THE CURB. That is disrespectful as fucking shit, and Iā€™m not even religious. And the fact that she later mentioned it AGAIN, ā€œcan you please tuck it in?ā€ Holy fucking wow. That is just.. words cannot even describe. You told her off like youā€™re supposed to. > > Whew, anyway, nice reports. Welcome to A314 testing! Thatā€™s the only thing Iā€™ve been using this past week (cept for 1 or 2 times P83), and like you said, it does give you focus. But your self effects are way better than mine. I donā€™t really feel any of that ā€œI am super confidentā€ but maybe only a slighhht boost but itā€™s almost unnoticeable. Do more A314 testing!!! I will do the same! Letā€™s compare results šŸ˜› Yeah, I let it slide at first, but then she took it to a whole different level that pissed me off. But I wasnā€™t about to let her ruin my night. There were plenty of other girls out that had no problem with me or my cross lol. And I agree it is quite scary hooking up with randoms, which is why I really donā€™t do it that often. I figured this girl was clean though because her friend (my friendā€™s girl) told me that the other had an STD so I figured she would have mentioned if this girl had one too. But, you can never be too sureā€¦ As for the A314, my self effects are very subtle at 1 drop, but it seems that as soon as I get to 2 or 3 drops itā€™s much more apparent. I think the other mones had a big part in my self effects for last night. TUTH always puts me in prowl mode and makes me feel cockier. I look forward to reading about your testing, your journalā€™s been an action movie Iā€™m waiting to see the next scene in šŸ˜›. ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 15, 2009, 4:20pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/57 "2009-11-15T16:20:19Z")
Last night I went to grab a quick beer with a couple friends. Before leaving I applied the same bar mix I had used last time. 3 drops A314 - sides of neck and jawline 5mcg TUTH - front of neck 3 sprays EoW - sides and front of neck 2 sprays IFM - 1 top of head, 1 front of neck Self Effects: I had to get ready fast because I didnā€™t get back from studying until pretty late and my friends were already out. The problem is that I usually wait a couple minutes between drops/sprays so that I donā€™t get too effected by a lot of alcohol solvent at one time, and also to gauge the effects of each phero before adding the next. This time I added everything really quick, one after the next. I felt a little light headed (again, probably the alcohol), but that quickly faded and I felt great. Same feeling as before of sheer dominance. Effects on Others: Waited in line to get into the bar for about 15 minutes. Had a group of guys behind me and a few girls ahead of me. Nothing from either group, but I was outside and it was a bit windy. Got inside and saw an opening at the bar so I went in to grab a drink before finding my friends. This place was totally packed so if I didnā€™t take the opening Iā€™d end up waiting 15 minutes to get a drink, otherwise I usually find my group first. I had to push passed a few people to get into the spot. So Iā€™m standing there waiting for the bartender, and at this point it had only been a couple minutes, and then someone grabs my ass and squeezes it. I turn around and see a realllly gorgeous blonde walking away with her head turned back to me smiling and biting her lower lip šŸ†’. I had found my first target of the night šŸ˜› and figured Iā€™d go talk to her after I met up with my friends. So I got my drink and then went and found my group. We got into a conversation about something and ended up talking about it for a while. Then I remembered the blonde from before and figured I should probably see if I can find her before some other guy jumps on it. My friends wanted drinks so we went to get a quick round of shots. While waiting at the bar there was a really cute brunette standing to my right and another hot blonde to my left. I noticed the brunette kept turning her head and looking at me and smiling with a shy look on her face so I started talking to her. Talked for a bit until her annoying friend literally pulled her away. So I go back to trying to get the bartenderā€™s attention, but there were so many people at the bar and only 2 bartenders that I knew it would be a minute. There was a girl behind the counter that was just cleaning stuff up, but not bartending and one of my friends asked me if she was one of the bartenders and I said no. Then another friend asked me if shewas one of the bartenders and I said no again. Well, Iā€™m guessing she heard because the blonde that was on my left puts her hand on my back and comes in close and tell me ā€œsheā€™s just there to showoff her cleavageā€, and I responded with ā€œYeah, but Iā€™m more impressed with yoursā€. She giggled and gives me a playful slap on the shoulder and we start talking for a little. I noticed one of the guys in our group wasnā€™t there so I went to get him so we could do the shots together. I find him and we walk back to the bar and I see that one of my other friends is yelling at some random guy and is about to get into a fight. I run up and put my hand on my friend and try to pull him back so that nothing happens, and then the bartender takes out his flashlight and starts shining it down on us. For those that donā€™t know, this is a sign to bouncers to hurry the hell up and get over there and kick someone out. We know the drill, so as soon as we see the light we put down the drinks and got the hell out of the bar as quick as we could before they called the cops. They probably wouldnā€™t have called the cops, but we didnā€™t want to take a chance. We ended the night after this and all went home. Conclusions: This has proven once again to be a top notch mix. I will be using this mix the next time I go to a bar and probably the next time after that too. Girls just seem to open up and make their presence known to me when I wear it. Iā€™m also starting to notice that itā€™s really hot girls too. The type of girls that I would normally have to approach and have 100% of my game on to pull. I think this is partly due to the A314 DHV as well as the EoW showing I have no problem getting other girls. Itā€™s a real shame that my friend got into a little scrap because I was in the zone. Ah well, things happen. I look forward to using this mix again. ---
**Author:** ![rhuang22](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/rhuang22/32/636_2.png) [@rhuang22](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/rhuang22)\ **Post date:** [November 15, 2009, 4:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/58 "2009-11-15T16:59:20Z")
Nice report. I hate it how when people hits it off with someone really well and then their bitch ass friends have to come and fuck it all up. Really. As for the blonde approaching you, have you walked past/near her prior to the grabbing of arse? (LOL). Because if she just grabbed you without mones exposureā€¦ And for the bouncer thing.. if the bouncers came up to you guys, and you guys are already completely peaceful by that point, will the bouncers still do stuff??? What will they do if that was the situation? Drag you out or literally hurt you? Once again, nice report. But would also like to hear about your non-club reports with a mix that contains your new ingredients šŸ˜ƒ ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 15, 2009, 5:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/59 "2009-11-15T17:39:05Z")
> [@rhuang22](#): > > Nice report. I hate it how when people hits it off with someone really well and then their bitch ass friends have to come and fuck it all up. Really. Yeah, thereā€™s always a mom of the group who wants to ruin everyone elseā€™s fun, or the fat girl of the group that gets jealous she isnā€™t getting any attention. I always make sure to talk to all girls in a group to prevent this from happening, and then just focus more on the one Iā€™m interested in once I gain a bit of comfort from the other girls. This time she was by herself and her friend came out of nowhere and took her. > [@](#): > > As for the blonde approaching you, have you walked past/near her prior to the grabbing of arse? (LOL). Because if she just grabbed you without mones exposureā€¦ Iā€™m not 100% sure. I mentioned that I had to push past a few people to get to the bar because she may have been one of those people. Wasnā€™t really paying attention. I should have added that this has happened to me quite a few times before without any mones on. Iā€™ve been told I have a nice ass by a bunch of different girls šŸ˜ƒ. So, I guess Iā€™m not totally sure with her. > [@](#): > > And for the bouncer thing.. if the bouncers came up to you guys, and you guys are already completely peaceful by that point, will the bouncers still do stuff??? What will they do if that was the situation? Drag you out or literally hurt you? They will not hurt you unless you attack them, otherwise the bar can get sued, but they will use physical force (and plenty of it) to grab you and literally drag you out if they have to. Regardless of the arguement being over or not, they will remove anyone involved just to prevent a fight from happening. The bar is responsible if something happens to another customer so they just get rid of everyone that might cause problems. As we were leaving a bouncer came up and told the bouncer at the front door that we were not allowed back in. I told him ā€œEat shit I come here all the timeā€ šŸ™„. > [@](#): > > Once again, nice report. But would also like to hear about your non-club reports with a mix that contains your new ingredients šŸ˜ƒ Iā€™ll be using the ingredients in various day time mixes, but not this exact mix. Most of my testing is done at school or in a professional setting (like meetings) and this specific mix is too strong for that. But there will be some definite mixing going on. Maybe some A314 and EoW at one of the meetings. ---
**Author:** ![scotties123](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/c37758/32.png) [@scotties123](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/scotties123)\ **Post date:** [November 18, 2009, 5:29am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407/60 "2009-11-18T05:29:38Z")
So I would have reports from both today and yesterday, but unfortunately I was really tired last night and didnā€™t post yesterdayā€™s report and now I honestly donā€™t remember what happened :o. I _do_ remember that it was a A314 solo test and I guess I didnā€™t get any results worth remembering. BUT, I still have todayā€™s report šŸ˜ƒ. 10am - 2 (maybe 3?) drops A314 to the wrists and spread across jawline and neck. I had planned on using 2 drops, and the first drop came out fine, but then the second drop had a surprise third drop come out with it. I tried to scoop one of the drops with my finger and spread it, and then ran some water over the third ā€œmistakeā€ drop. I didnā€™t want to have too much A314 on and had planned on using only 2 drops for todayā€™s test. 1 spray IO(2x) top of head 1 spray IH(2x) top of head 12:30pm 1 refresher spray IH(2x) top of head Self Effects: Iā€™ve been noticing that my A314 self effects slowly creep up on me. I donā€™t notice anything for a little bit and then, bam - I look in a mirror and see a big smile on my face, my shoulders back, my neck held high. I didnā€™t notice anything from the IO and IH, other than they had a mild effect of dimming the A314 effects. After the refresher spray I did feel a bit more relaxed. Effects on Others: Canā€™t say I noticed anything at the library, but I was very focused on studying for a huge exam I have on this upcoming Monday, so I wasnā€™t paying much attention to others. Had a meeting today at 1pm where a group of 6 students and myself review taped patient interviews we had a couple weeks ago (same thing I described several reports back). The same girl that Iā€™m friends with that sat by me last time sat by me this time as well. I noticed the same things from her this time that I noticed last time. Leaning towards me, going crazy playing with her hair, putting herself in uncomfortable positions to be closer to me, all the works. During these types of meetings we watch an interview and then critique the student whose interview it was. I will say that I honestly had the best interview of the entire group, but 90% of the time everyone is just quiet and lets the doctor group leader give their own critique of the student. I was the second to last video too and this was basically the case for everyone that had gone before me. Barely any talking from anyone regarding the interviews. Well when it was my turn for critiques EVERYONE and I mean EVERYONE in the group kept giving me compliment after compliment. A typical 5 minute critique was almost 30 minutes long for me. And the most compliments came fromā€¦yup, the girl next to me. I guess we can call her P (Iā€™m ditching my former naming method because I was confusing myself :o). P was just raving about how wonderful my interview was. I had even noticed that during the other students interviews (during which we have to be quiet) P kept trying to talk to me and would touch me as she talked (her hand on my shoulder and these types of things). Meeting ended, went home, grabbed some dinner, and went back to the library. No refreshers before the library. Was pretty cleared out by the time I got back and I had my face deep in the books, so nothing seen at the library. Conclusions: Iā€™m almost positive now that Beta -nol has a relaxing effect on me. Tends to calm me down every time I use it. I donā€™t get the same effects from Alpha -nol, so Iā€™m pretty sure itā€™s just beta -nol that does this for me. I think this was a pretty good mix that could have nice regular, daily use. The problem with thatā€¦TOO MANY TOYS TO TEST šŸ˜ƒ. I have quite a bit left to try out. I think Iā€™ll give something from the [Raw Power](https://a314.com/product/raw-power/) Pack a run tomarrow. Should be a nice test of -none in close contact. [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407.md?page=2) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/scotties123-journal/32407.md?page=4)