# Sillykitty's Salon **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [June 23, 2011, 9:01pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/sillykittys-salon/50897 "2011-06-23T21:01:11Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 8
**Author:** ![Sillykitty](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/sillykitty/32/1574_2.png) [@Sillykitty](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Sillykitty)\ **Post date:** [June 26, 2011, 12:55pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/sillykittys-salon/50897/8 "2011-06-26T12:55:58Z")
Well I did the p74 that day and it was a total wash, my office day was canceled and I ended up just going to the post office and such then staying home alone, with no different reactions than usual (which are always pretty positive anyway) nothing outstanding or over-the-top. Today however, I decided to do P91 again. 40 mcg grapefruit, 2-3 sprays am. Morningtime, Buddhist Womens Association educational thing, consisted of mostly elderly Japanese women from all over the island, it was awesome, I felt totally loved and respected and accepted, though I was by far the youngest and one of the very few non-Japanese/Asian (who are generally slightly uncomfortable in this local, Asian culture and are treated as such too). I also ran into a lady I hadn’t seen in years who I had worked with, overall I felt familiarity, comfort, plus I wasn’t entirely alone in a group where I hardly knew anyone, I had my little group of ladies from my region, who were almost like a little clique, which i was a comfortable and accepted part of already. Afternoon (refreshed same dose of p91), outdoor casual wedding and reception, I went to honor the bride, who I knew for a long time, but at the reception I felt like I hardly knew anyone there, I felt uncomfortable and alone. I had interactions with others, all of which were positive and respectful, but nothing overly notable. I felt a little uncomfortable and out of place the whole time, I just wanted to leave the whole time I was there and I finally did. I went home, felt restless, and decided to stop down to our little local bar after calling the bartender who is my friend to find out the bar wasn’t busy (which was what I’d hoped). My P91 was worn off by then, so before going I applied some EST-based oil perfume, about 30 mcg A-nol, and the same amount of TAA. At the bar I was an instant hit. One guy monopolized me for awhile, but he was kinda drunk and left. The other guy, on my left, bought me a beer and chatted then had to leave too. Then this other guy sat down on my left, pretty hot, way too young (to me anyway), we started chatting and he really really liked me, we ended up hanging out in my garage listening to music, he wanted to be with me so badly, but I just couldn’t, it’s a small town and after all we just met and I don’t jump into bed with guys I just met (as much as I was physically tempted to!). I ended the evening politely, but I have a feeling he might become a way-too-young-guy-who-seriously falls-in-love-with-me. It does make me feel good, but at the same time I kind of hate it, I really miss my gay guy crowd from when I lived in Boston where I could go out and hang out and not worry about this kind of crap. --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/sillykittys-salon/50897)._