# So many tests So little time - My journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [November 23, 2007, 4:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431 "2007-11-23T16:53:32Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 16
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [August 18, 2008, 5:50am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/301 "2008-08-18T05:50:02Z")
OK, well after a round of text messages and e-mails with Minor Girl, I guess we’ve kinda kissed and made up. But, I felt the need to put the ball at least somewhat back in my court. Her’s my last e-mail to her, and I’d appreciate feedback: > [@My E-Mail](#): > > All right, apology accepted. Neither of you bothered to tell me that part of the story and if you had I wouldn’t have been upset. All I saw was that Tony was hitting on a girl that I was talking to again, and I was still a bit perturbed from the other week. > > I am never less than 100% honest with my friends and expect the same in return. As I guess you’ve pretty much seen I am comletely unwilling to accept being lied to, mislead, or tolerate anything that I perceive as mistreatment. I tend to believe in and trust anybody 100% until they give me reason not to, then I walk away. That comes from being lied to too many times, being hurt, and being used over and over. It’s my way of protecting myself. > > I thought you were pretty damn cool too, and if you haven’t already figured it out, I enjoy spending time with you more than pretty much anybody else I know at Red River. There’s not been all that many people that I wanted to know and have a frienship with outside the club, in fact in the last 9 years there’s been all of 5. Of those I still talk to 3 of them. And all 3 I’ve known for at least 7 years. The other 2 got married, moved away and we lost touch. Tommy (the bouncer that busted you Thursday night) just happens to be one of those 5, although just this year he’s changed into somebody that I don’t know that I like much anymore. > > So, we’re good. But, I’m gonna make you promise that you’ll never feel the need to hide anything from or lie to me. And in return I’ll promise that as long as you’re straight up with me, I’ll never judge you or get mad for anything you do, or for being honest with me. > > And since you are the one that brought up the thing about you not knowing how I feel for you, yeah I think you’re really cute, but there’s at least 100 really cute girls at Red River on any Thursday or Saturday night and I’ve learned that the prettiest girls are almost always easier to talk to than the average to ugly ones, cause guys are intimidated by the prettiest girls. I care more about personality and being around someone that’s fun to be around, and that’s what I first saw in you and the reason I made an effort to get to know you. > > I can say that I have no interest in just fucking you, nor anybody else that I know I’m gonna see every week after having had a one night stand or something really short term. Been there, done that and it can get to be pretty uncomfortable. Red River’s pretty much my safe club and I’m not willing to do anything that would make me feel uncomfortable in going there or worrying about who I might run into. > > I’m not saying that I’ve never had a one night stand out of Red River cause that would be a lie, but I can honestly say that in the last 6 or 7 years I’ve not hooked up with anybody that I had seen before, and of the girls that I did date or hookup with, they were not regulars and after that night or when it ended, they didn’t come back. > > So what do I want from you? Nothing more than what I’ve shown or expressed. I don’t know, I guess to be honest with you and with myself, I don’t know what the future holds and maybe someday I could end up seeing something more in you, but for at least as far into the future as I can see I’m not looking for or interested in having a relationship with ANYBODY. > > And, this is gonna sound really bad and irrational, but I’m pretty sure that with you that ain’t gonna change, because I kind of have a policy about not dating girls who have names that end in an A. Yeah I know, like I said it’s a stupid and irrational phobia, but the only girls that have hurt me have all had names that ended in an A. And yeah, I know you go by Cece, but it’s still short for Cecelia. Which by the way was the name of the last girl that I was with for any real length of time, who ended up cheating on me, and I broke up with her on her answering machine. > > So yeah, I’m fucked up, yeah I have issues and yeah I can be an asshole! I have a ton of people that I consider club acquantices but very few friends, and those that I call friends I’d lay down my life for. Beyond that here’s a couple of things I could tell you about me that would probably blow your mind. > > You’re call. You can be a club acquantance or we can work on building a true friendship. Anybody that knows me really well and that I call a friend, which by the way can be counted on one hand, would tell you that I’m not the easiest person to get along with, that I can be demanding, pull no punches and am brutally honest, then tell you that they couldn’t ask for or have a better friend. My club aquantainces would tell you that I’m super easy going and somebody that they know they can count on, but when the club closes all bets are off, until we happen to see each other again. > > As a club acquantiance you’re safe and I see and treat you just like you’ve seen me act toward everybody else and I’ll probably never get pissed at you or expect anything out of you. As a friend, I’ll hold you to a much higher standard, force you to be the best that you can be and always be there for you. > > God this was a lot longer than I intended, but I guess I did a good job of conveying more of who I am, what I expect and how and where you can fit in the picture. Now it’s on you to figure it out. Don’t respond with an answer ok. Actions speak louder than words and you can show me where you want to fit in, or if you even want to fit in anywhere. ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [August 18, 2008, 6:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/302 "2008-08-18T06:00:08Z")
Minor girl and drunk girl, please. 🙄 What a waste of good cowboy. 😉 > [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > _ **I haven’t met many women that are as quick witted as Haircut Girl and I think I’ll be seeing her a bit more often, I do believe!** _ 🙂 You can do much better and obviously did. 🆒 Haircut girl sounds more your speed…up front, fun and interesting. She’s definitely interested in _you_ and that makes me _🙂._ Hmmm…do you like dogs? 😃 I hope so, 'cause it looks like you may be spending a little time at her place. Who knows…could get all _“relationshippy”_…lol. Bella ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [August 18, 2008, 6:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/303 "2008-08-18T06:06:11Z")
Now come on Bella, you know that I love all women! And I really was being honest in the post I was making as you posted this one. I’m really not looking for and don’t want a relationship at this point in my life, cause I’m having to much damn fun! Yeah I know, when the right girl comes along that’ll change, but it’s not only gonna take the right girl this time around, it’s gonna take the absolutely perfect girl! By the way, I put up several (OK 7) Clay Walker songs in Bonds journal. And I think you’ll like em! ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [August 18, 2008, 6:43am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/304 "2008-08-18T06:43:34Z")
> [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > **Now come on Bella, you know that I love all women!** Yes, you dawg, I know. 😛 > [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > _ **And I really was being honest in the post** _ _ **I was making as you posted this one. I’m really not looking for and don’t want a relationship at this point in my life, cause I’m having to much damn fun! Yeah I know, when the right girl comes along that’ll change, but it’s not only gonna take the right girl this time around, it’s gonna take the absolutely perfect girl!** _ We were typing at the same time as you said. I didn’t see that post before I made mine. That was quite an email! What you said and how you said it is one of the reasons I love you, cowboy. 😉 You’re a straight shooter…no muss, no fuss and I appreciate that. I’ve had enough bullsh\*t to last me the rest of my life, thank you. I still stand by my statement about minor and drunk. Seriously, sorry. 🙄 As far as meeting Miss Perfect…who knows?..one day, when you least expect it, she might just jump up and bite you on the a\*\*! 😃 > [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > _**By the way, I put up several (OK 7) Clay Walker songs in Bonds journal. And I think you’ll like em!**_ I saw the songs you post at 007’s and I love them! 🙂 I left you a comment there…but while I’m here…I’ma give you a hug… ({{Cowboy}})!! Bella ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [August 18, 2008, 7:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/305 "2008-08-18T07:06:59Z")
> [@Bella](#): > > That was quite an email! What you said and how you said it is one of the reasons I love you, cowboy. 😉 You’re a straight shooter…no muss, no fuss and I appreciate that. I’ve had enough bullsh\*t to last me the rest of my life, thank you. > > I still stand by my statement about minor and drunk. Seriously, sorry. 🙄 > > As far as meeting Miss Perfect…who knows?..one day, when you least expect it, she might just jump up and bite you on the a\*\*! 😃 You know I love you too, and in all honesty that’s a word that I have great reserve in using. I had a friend (actually a club acquaintance) tell me she loved the other week, and all I could manage back was to say “You too”. So, know that it comes from the heart and I don’t use those three words with callous abandon. As to Minor and drunk girls, I know! I am absolutely done with drunk girl, but Minor Girl just keeps presenting somewhat of a challenge. I walked away, then had 4 text messages from her wanting an explanation. And, after telling her why I was pissed off at her and that she gave me no reason to want to know her anymore, she still didn’t let go. Maybe something happens with her, more likely it doesn’t. But, even if I got dropped so deep in the friendship pit that there’s no climbing out, I have learned that somebody that will fight for your friendship is usually worth keeping. As to finding Miss perfect, I learned a long time ago that when you’re actively looking you ain’t even gonna find Miss almostmaybecouldabeen, but like you said when you least expect it! Well here’s a song that kinda says it all: Van Halen, or shall we say Van Hagar - [Love Comes Walking In](http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kv2zKlNb0WQ&feature=related) ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [August 18, 2008, 7:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/306 "2008-08-18T07:19:51Z")
I think you’re a romantic at heart. 🙂 😉 ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [August 18, 2008, 7:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/307 "2008-08-18T07:30:54Z")
> [@Bella](#): > > I think you’re a romantic at heart. 🙂 😉 I am a hopeless pathetic romantic idiot at heart! But I learned a long time ago that I can’t express it when I’m with a woman until I’ve proven beyond reproach that I’m not the wimpy type! Kinda sucks, cause when the infatuation hits, I want nothing more than to write her poems, send roses, picnic in the park, always have the perfect cards for her, take off on bed-and-breakfast getaways, or one of my favorites is to prepare sloppy-messy candlelight BARBECUES! ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [August 18, 2008, 8:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/308 "2008-08-18T08:19:02Z")
> [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > I am a _ **hopeless pathetic** _ romantic idiot at heart! But I learned a long time ago that I can’t express it when I’m with a woman until I’ve proven beyond reproach that I’m not the _ **wimpy** _ type! > > Kinda sucks, cause when the infatuation hits, I want nothing more than to write her poems, send roses, picnic in the park, always have the perfect cards for her, take off on bed-and-breakfast getaways, or one of my favorites is to prepare sloppy-messy candlelight BARBECUES! “Hopeless”, “pathetic” and “wimpy” are words that I would never use to descibe YOU…lol. But I understand what you’re saying. _Careful_, I’d say you’re careful and rightly so. You ain’t nobody’s fool and I would never expect you to act like one. I only hope that you get to put your true romantic nature to work. That’ll be a treat for one lucky lady, whomever she may be. 😉 Hmm…you look like you could use a trim. 🙄 😃 > [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > _ **one of my favorites is to prepare sloppy-messy candlelight BARBECUES!** _ Sounds yummy…in more ways than one. This scene came to mind…the opening line is a good one…lol [Tom Jones (1963 film)](http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1zHzbgZ3ys) Bet it would be fun with a little barbecue sauce. 😛 Bella ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [August 21, 2008, 3:48pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/309 "2008-08-21T15:48:08Z")
Oral Sex In The Club! Very unusual experience last night at Red River! Pheros: 8 drops of FPPX2 several dabs of the scented phero product from the unmentionable place. Ok, let me preface this post by saying that Minor girl has been text messaging me a lot since I was ready to blow her off last Saturday night. She’s asked if I wanted to go to a ladies strip club with them, to which I replied no. Then later that night text again to see if I’d go to a mens club with them, and again I said no. Yesterday was another text asking if I wanted to go to a strip club, and another no from me. The a text asking if I wanted to go to Red River, which got a that could work reply from me. Anyway, I go pick her up and we come back to my place so she can have a couple of drinks before we go to the club. Her friend was going to meet us up at the club, but ended up coming to my place for a drink first too. We get to the club and it is really, really slow (normal for a Wednesday). Minor Girl is sitting next to me and her friends on the other side of her. I notice Minor Girl playing with her hair a lot. The friend keeps asking me to dance again, and I keep refusing. Minor Girl got a phone call and went outside to talk at one point, and her friend slides next to me and starts talking. She told me that she thought Minor Girl was into me, but was kind of afraid of the age difference. I played it off, saying that I didn’t think she was all that into me and that I’m not looking for a relationship, knowing that whatever I say is going to get back to Minor Girl. Then the friend starts hitting on me. She’s cute but I know better to mess with her, if I want anything to ever happen with Minor Girl, so I shrug it off. Around midnight or so the friend was pretty drunk and Minor Girl said that she really needed to get her home, and asked if I would mind if she drove her home in her friends car. I said yeah, not a problem, and she gave me a hug and told me that she’d see me tomorrow. So the girls left and I’m sitting there on the subwoofer box completely by myself and thinking that I’m gonna finish my beer and go home too, because it was totally dead and there were probably less than 50 people in the entire club (On a Saturday there’s usually over 1500). This girl walks up and starts talking to me. She probably around 35 to 40 and pretty good looking, but not a knockout. Within maybe 3 minutes she’s positioned herself between my legs and is leaning in to kiss me. We’re kissing for another 5 minutes or so, pretty much non-stop, when another couple come over and stand next to us. It turns out the other couple are her friends and the ones she came with. She says something to the other girl, then comes right back to kissing me and completely ignoring her friends. Her hand roams down to my private area and starts playing with my goods. Within a minute or 2 the other couple take off to the dance floor, and while she’s playing with my privates she’s trying to get my zipper down, but without much success. At this point I ask “so, is this where I’m supposed to ask you to come home with me?” She pulls away from kissing me to tell me to “take it out” I’m like…Uh, we’re in a public place! Again she says “take it out, nobody’s going to see anything”, so I lean back a little and undo my zipper. She’s still struggling to get her hand inside and again tells me with a little more urgency to take it out! So I undo my belt, unbutton the top button and loosen my pants a bit. She now reaches in my pants and pulls the little soldier out, and starts going down on me. This goes on for probably 2 or 3 minutes, then she picks her head up off me. I reach down and do the best I can to buckle everything back up, but within another minute or 2 she tells me to take it back out. As she’s going down on me her friend comes back over, looks at her then at me then back at her again, and say “Jesus, are you sucking his dick?” She doesn’t even bother to respond to her friend and just keeps going at it. The friend walks off again and I see her and the guy she was with leave the club. When she came up again II buckled up again and told her what her friend said and she responded by saying “So, she doesn’t care” The says "Well we’ve got 2 choices, we can either finish in here and you can tell me if anybodies coming, or we can go outside. I’m not to terribly sure what she’s got in mind now but I opt to go outside, and tell her that I’ve got a really small car. She says "No we can go around the side of the building and we head for the door. We get outside and she says that her friends going to wonder where she went. I tell her that they left a little while ago, and she say they better not have. As we round the corner she sees their car, then we see the other couple sitting in it waiting on her. She doesn’t want to leave and starts kissing on me again. I end up telling her that she really needs to go, and that there’s always another time. She reluctantly gets in the car and I close the door and walk off. A minute or 2 later I’m at the door talking to one of my bouncer friends when they pull up in front of us. The girls friend tells me to come over and says we’re you making out with my friend? I say yeah and she says we’ll are you at least going to give her your number? I give it to them and they take off. After Talking to my friend for a few minutes I take off too, and driving home I’m thinking " HOLY CRAP!!!" ---
**Author:** ![360addict](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/360addict/32/505_2.png) [@360addict](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/360addict)\ **Post date:** [August 21, 2008, 3:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/310 "2008-08-21T15:53:21Z")
Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude, your the fucking man!!! LOL, did you make sure she didn’t stain your pants?? haha… she is def. a freak.. what is FPPx2 btw??? Much Reps!! ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [August 21, 2008, 4:11pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/311 "2008-08-21T16:11:48Z")
> [@360addict](#): > > Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude, your the fucking man!!! LOL, did you make sure she didint stain your pants?? haha… she is def. a freak.. what is FPPx2 btw??? > > Much Reps!! Well, I didn’t get off. That’s kinda what we were going outside for, I think. I actually don’t know the exact ingredients of FPPX2. It’s a mix that SteveO and another member came up with, and he won’t tell me! ☹ But, it ROCKS!!! I have a few thoughts as to what’s in it and I’m gonna do some tinkering to see if I can make something that comes somewhere close to it. ---
**Author:** ![denec](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/denec/32/1730_2.png) [@denec](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/denec)\ **Post date:** [August 21, 2008, 4:23pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/312 "2008-08-21T16:23:03Z")
Wow I have seen weird things in clubs before but never a BJ it must be really dark to get away with that man that is amazing!!! ---
**Author:** ![360addict](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/360addict/32/505_2.png) [@360addict](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/360addict)\ **Post date:** [August 21, 2008, 4:25pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/313 "2008-08-21T16:25:21Z")
> [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > Well, I didn’t get off. That’s kinda what we were going outside for, I think. > > I actually don’t know the exact ingredients of FPPX2. It’s a mix that SteveO and another member came up with, and he won’t tell me! ☹ But, it ROCKS!!! I have a few thoughts as to what’s in it and I’m gonna do some tinkering to see if I can make something that comes somewhere close to it. If it works that well maybe they should release it to more ppl so they can start testing.. Are you still going to try and crack Minor Girl?? now your next mission is to get that girl in bed, which should b a piece of cake after that scenario 😉 ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [August 21, 2008, 5:19pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/314 "2008-08-21T17:19:09Z")
> [@360addict](#): > > If it works that well maybe they should release it to more ppl so they can start testing.. Don’t know what their intentions are for it. > [@360addict](#): > > Are you still going to try and crack Minor Girl?? now your next mission is to get that girl in bed, which should b a piece of cake after that scenario 😉 Not really sure what my intentions are with Minor Girl at this point, to be honest. As to blow job girl, she’s really not somebody that I would have hit on. She came up to me and she’s the one that initiated everything. I had never seen her at the club before and when they left I didn’t ask for her phone number and was cool with letting what happened end with that night, because I don’t think shes anybody that I’d want anything more than a one-night-stand with, and wouldn’t want to have led her on. But, I guess we’ll see if she calls me. If she does and if it’s just sex, then yeah that would work. ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [August 22, 2008, 7:15am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/315 "2008-08-22T07:15:50Z")
> [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > _ **the little soldier** _ > [@](#): > > _ **" HOLY CRAP!!!"** _ Cowboy, other than to say 😮 😮 😮 😮 😮 😮 😮 😮 and REPS!!!..I’m speechless…take a picture. Bella ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [August 23, 2008, 8:28am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/316 "2008-08-23T08:28:51Z")
Well, I was going to Red River tonight with Minor Girl (Cece) and her friend (Gina). Pheros: 4 sprays of ICM 0.25.1a 1 Spray of ICM 0.25.1b Long story that I won’t go totally into, but Cece and Gina came to my apartment, had a couple of drinks, then we squeezed in my car to head for the club. Cece was too drunk to get in and nearly got herself arrested, and another strike against her was that she’s only 20 years old. But her friend was dead set on going in for a concert tonight (Chris Cagle). So I said I’d forego the concert and take care of Cece, and Gina left us and went inside the club. To shorten this way down, Cece was really drunk and hungry so I took her to eat, than we were going to go back my apartment and hang out till the club closed and Gina came back. After breakfast Cece decided to blow me off for someone else and felt that since she was drunk I had no reason to be mad at her. She expected me to take her back to my apartment and have a few drinks with her, then her friend would come pick her up and she would go party the night away, while my night would have been ruined. I told her how rude and inconsiderate she was being, and that I was just going to take her home instead. The way to her place I got to listen to her bitch at me about how I don’t know her at all, how much she cares about me and how I have no right to be upset. After dropping her ass off I went back to Red River and decided that I would never talk to her again. I got to Red River way to late for any real opportunity of meeting anyone. The concert was about midway through and I couldn’t get anywhere near where I usually hangout, so I ended up hanging out at the back of the club with a girl that I knew till the concert was over . I did actually talk to a few girls after the concert, who were very open to talking to me. But, it was after 1:00 AM and I don’t hit on anybody that late because I consider that desperation hour and don’t want to give the impression that I’m just another guy scrambling to find some girl to go home with at the end of the night, so it didn’t go beyond talking and telling them they should come back again. To summarize, I am completely done with Cece and her Friend Gina too. I probably should have not forgiven her after last week, but at least I can walk away now and never look back wondering if I wasn’t quite forgiving enough, or what might have been. ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [September 1, 2008, 2:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/317 "2008-09-01T14:52:48Z")
Saturday Night Report with a new mix I made, which includes 12 molecules. Venue: Red River Cover scent: Pheros by Dr SmellThis This weekend was actually really slow at the club, I guess because of the holiday. I got to Red River and a couple of minutes later Gina showed up with a guy/boy friend and they came over and sat with me. I know that I said I was going to blow both her and Cece off just last week, but Gina really didn’t do me wrong, so I let it slide with her, and we’ve actually been hanging out some. We weren’t there all that long when this blonde haired girl walks over stands right next to me and just stares at me. This is the same girl I wrote about coming over and staring at me awhile back. Gina takes notice of this and asks who she is. I tell her that I don’t know her, don’t want to know her and that she’s done the same thing before. Gina doesn’t seem to like this at all and decides that she’s going to act like my girlfriend and chase her away, so she slides right up next to me and takes my hand. The blonde girl leaves after a minute or so, but Gina makes no effort to pull away, and I’m kind of wondering about and feeling sorry for the guy that she came with. She then tells me that she has been friends with the other guy for a year and that she’s out with him because he missed her birthday and wanted to take her out for drinks. The blonde girl came back over a couple more times and each time Gina got VERY possessive. She would give the girl nasty looks each time she started toward us and at one point even told blondie that we were together. I never said a single word to blondie or gave her any reason to think I wanted anything to do with her (I DO NOT), but she just didn’t seem to get it and kept coming back. Awhile later 2 more girls come over and one of them sat about 2 feet away from me. She’s kind of cute and I’d seen her at the club before, but don’t remember ever talking to her. When she first sat down she started texting somebody and I pulled my usual stunt of covering the screen. She swatted my hand away and didn’t even bother to look up, so I just kind of blew her off. A minute later she slides right up next to me puts her arm around me and starts talking. She asks me if I remember something that happened awhile back and I told her that I didn’t, then she says “You’re names Bruce right?” I tell her no and that I don’t think we ever exchanged names. She says yes we did and asks what my name is. I tell her its Mark and she says that she knew it was one of the two. I still don’t remember ever talking to her and ask her what her name is. She tells me, and it’s a unique name but it still doesn’t jog my memory, so I’m positive that we never did exchange names before. Anyway Gina’s acting really jealous now, and I’m trying to divide my attention between the 2 girls. At one point Gina tells me that she thinks the other girl is ugly, and I reply by saying that I think she’s actually kind of cute. She seemed pretty set on trying to convince me that I didn’t want anything to do with the other girl and kept trying to find bad things to say about her. Eventually some guy came over and asked the other girl to dance and they took off to the dance floor. Gina had also gone out to dance with her friend, so I was sitting there pretty much by myself. While the girls were out dancing another really cute girl came over and stood next to me and I struck up a conversation with her. She told me that she’d seen me here before and asked if I always sit in the same spot. I told her that I do and asked way she had never come over before. She responded by saying that I always seem to have a group of people around me, but that she would next time. Gina and her friend ended up coming back and Gina kind of wedged herself behind this girl to take back her spot. The other girl just moved to the other side of me and we kept talking. She was being really friendly and flirt but also let me know that she was there with her little brother and his friend and said that she was watching out for them, so I took this to mean that nothing was going to happen between us that night. Toward the end of the night her brother was getting pretty drunk and she decided it was time to get him home, and asked if I was going to be here next week. I told her I would and that she needed to come back and see me when she didn’t have to play babysitter. She said she would and they took off. After they took off Cece showed up and walks over to the other side of Gina and they start talking. I completely ignored her and her me, and as it was nearly the end of the night and the club was completely dying down I moved to the other side of the subwoofer box, as I usually do at the end of the night. Another girl I know came over and talked to me for a few minutes, then we both took off. That was really about it for the night. I did meet a couple of attractive women, it looks like with blondie I might have picked up another crazy stalker girl, and Gina was acting like a jealous girlfriend. The next day Gina called me and asked if I went home with the girl from last night. I told her that I didn’t and she then asked who I did leave with. I told her that I left alone and came home. That seemed to make her really happy and she asked if I wanted to go to a concert in the Ft. Worth Stockyards with her that afternoon. I told her that I was going to pass. Then she asked if I would be at Red River next Thursday, which was odd because she knows that I’m there every Thursday. She says I’ll see you then, unless you want to go to Hooters again sooner. I told her that I’d probably go on Tuesday and that she could meet me there if she wanted to. She says sure and then tried to convince me to go to the concert again, but I told her that it was to hot and I really didn’t want to go. She then asked what I was doing today. She also talked about blondie just not getting it, and how I needed to thank her for acting like my girlfriend. Observations: This was my first time with this mix and the atmosphere in the club was somewhat off, so it’s going to take some more playing with before I can really get a feel for it. But, my initial impression is that it’s a warm friendly attractant mix, but not overly sexual. It did seem to have a profound and lasting impact on Gina, more so than other mixes I’ve worn. The self-effect vibe I got from it was pretty much a cool, suave, Don Juan kinda feeling. More testing is definitely required though. Red River was off this weekend and it’s a lot easer for me to judge a new mix I’m wearing when the club is more normal. ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [September 2, 2008, 4:04am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/318 "2008-09-02T04:04:01Z")
BTW, if testing with my latest mix does prove fruitful, I will be happy to share it. But, I don’t want to share anything unless and until it actually proves viable and useful. ---
**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\ **Post date:** [September 5, 2008, 9:26pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/319 "2008-09-05T21:26:23Z")
Well another Thursday night out at Red River, wearing my custom 12 molecule mix again and while the mix does seem to affect women, I still don’t have a solid feel for exactly what that effect is. Gina was at the club and again seemed to gravitate toward acting like more of a girlfriend than a friend, but not quite as much as she had last week. When I got to the club I went over and sat next to her, then quickly realized that Cece was on the other side of her and not wanting to even be around Cece I quickly told Gina that I was going to walk around the club once and go sit further down the subwoofer box, cause I didn’t like her little friend. She gave me kind of a hurt look as I started to walk off. I ran into 2 girls that I knew but hadn’t seen in a couple of weeks, and walked over and said hello and gave the cuter of the two and the one that I know best a hug and told her to tell me that she missed me, which she did. The other acted like she wanted a hug too, so I put my arms out and gave her a hug. Then the first girl put her arm around my waist and said come on lets walk around. We made a round through the club and then went over to where I usually sit. The girls excused themselves to use the restroom and walked off. They never hang out with me a whole lot and tonight was no exception, but what was a bit different is that when they were leaving the cuter girl said goodbye and told me she wanted to give me her phone number. I obviously pulled out my cellphone and put her number in it. Gina kept coming over throughout the night and dividing her attention between Cece and I, which suited me just fine because when she’d leave another girl would usually come over and take her place, giving me an opportunity to meet and talk to somebody new. I ended up meeting several other girls throughout the night, and with the exception of one girl who was just not terribly friendly, each seemed open and interested in talking to me and a couple were showing minor IOI’s. There was this really gorgeous tall blonde girl that was sitting next to me at one point, we were getting along great and she seemed to be showing somewhat of an interest in me, but I ended up blowing it with her by using a push away technique a bit to soon: I had introduced her to a male friend of mine, then when she wanted to dance telling her that I didn’t want to dance but that my friend would dance with her. They ended up dancing right there instead of going out to the dance floor and she was kind of looking over at me as they danced, as if she were trying to figure me out. When they finished dancing she came back over and stood next to me, and I made a comment that they made a cute couple. I guess I hadn’t established enough of an attracton with her, because after that comment she turned her attention away from me and toward my friend and shortly thereafter grabbed his hand and walked away with him in tow. Oh well, you win some and you lose some, but I think I at least made my friend a happy camper. And, they really did make a cute couple anyway. 🙂 So in evaluating this mix from last night, I’m going to say that there’s not much of a sexual kick to it, but it does seem to make it really easy to open girls and get them talking and a at least a tad bit interested. On at least the 2 girls that I’ve known for awhile it seems to have had a stronger impact and may be causing them to start rethinking how or what they feel toward me, although that’s far from a conclusive observation from just 2 girls. I may try bumping the None up and see what kind of difference that makes. I would be interested in seeing what effect the mix has on couples in long term relationships, because I think it could possibly have an affirmative impact and prove interesting. Boss, Bella you guys interested in being guinea pigs? ---
**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\ **Post date:** [September 6, 2008, 9:14am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/320 "2008-09-06T09:14:58Z")
Great reports, as usual! 😉 > [@mark-in-dallas](#): > > _ **I would be interested in seeing what effect the mix has on couples in long term relationships, because I think it could possibly have an affirmative impact and prove interesting. Boss, Bella you guys interested in being guinea pigs?** _ Cowboy, you know I can’t deny you anything! 😃 Sounds interesting. Oink! 🆒 😉 [![](http://www.popularpets.net/guinea-pigs/pictures/satin-peruvian-guinea-pig/satin-peruvian-guinea-pig.jpg) ](http://www.popularpets.net/guinea-pigs/pictures/satin-peruvian-guinea-pig/satin-peruvian-guinea-pig.jpg) Change the hair to brunett… slap on some shades…slipped into a pair of stilettos…it’s me. Dunno 'bout Boss…we’ll see…he dun look so good. 😛 [http://icanhascheezburger.wordpress.com/files/2008/04/funny-pictures-gasp-hamster.jpg](http://icanhascheezburger.com/2008/04/23/funny-pictures-gasp/) Maybe it was something he ate… [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431.md?page=15) [Next page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431.md?page=17)