# So many tests So little time - My journal

**URL:** <https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431>\
**Category:** Men's Journals\
**Created:** [November 23, 2007, 4:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431 "2007-11-23T16:53:32Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 20\
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**Author:** ![Bella](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bella/32/1738_2.png) [@Bella](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Bella)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 7:41am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/601 "2009-07-31T07:41:44Z")

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Oh, cowboy. ☹ I wish I wasn’t reading this right now. I’d try to talk you out of it but I know how you feel.

I’m gonna hang in and see what happens. I dunno, we’ll see…better save me a seat.

I love you, cowboy.

Bella

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**Author:** ![idle](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/idle/32/344_2.png) [@idle](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/idle)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 10:32am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/602 "2009-07-31T10:32:39Z")

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mark?? you are leaving?

I am missing out what happened here…  
Did someone offended you?

As i see your decision is final.. but i hope you reconsider

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**Author:** ![moonwhisper](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/moonwhisper/32/1735_2.png) [@moonwhisper](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/moonwhisper)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 1:57pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/603 "2009-07-31T13:57:24Z")

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Mark, you will be sorely missed. I sure hope you can see your way clear to come back before too long.

It is expected that there will be disagreements and differences of opinion, that is the nature of interacting with others. I agree that many are much too sensitive and read too much into things. But I’m sure they’d say that I’m too callous and don’t have any emotional depth, heh.

I’m going to miss hearing your opinions, and reading about your exploits. You are a pillar here, and well respected.

No matter how you slice it, it just won’t be the same without you. ☹

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**Author:** ![zeph](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/z/85e7bf/32.png) [@zeph](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/zeph)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 2:05pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/604 "2009-07-31T14:05:24Z")

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Eh, I feel you Mark. A lot of people who were around even 8 months ago are gone and there’s a large influx of new members, some good, some not so much. I can’t help but start to read some posts and keep finding myself stopping after the first 2 sentences and ignoring it. Reading trash turns my brain to trash. =/ Not defending anyone per say or attacking anyone, but it’s probably also a generational/mindset/environmental difference. I was raised “old school” so I have an idea of what’s making this place less and less attractive for you.  
Hope the… community here stabilizes and you come back soon. Really enjoy reading your reports, so I hope you at least keep testing. We’re here to welcome ya back when you decide to. =)

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**Author:** ![renny](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/renny/32/2104_2.png) [@renny](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/renny)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 5:31pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/605 "2009-07-31T17:31:12Z")

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Heya Mark, I’ll add my regards here, you’ve been an inspiration and confidente and I’ll miss you. Come back when you feel you can. The personality of this forum seems to have enough fluidity that perhaps the pendulum will swing back toward the center in the near future…we can hope anyway.

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**Author:** ![Snoopyace](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/snoopyace/32/1727_2.png) [@Snoopyace](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Snoopyace)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 5:41pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/606 "2009-07-31T17:41:48Z")

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I can understand the need to pull away. If you decide to take a sabbatical I hope we see you back on here soon. I’ve really learned a lot from reading your journal- thanks for the wisdom you have imparted here.

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**Author:** ![WildFlower](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/wildflower/32/1260_2.png) [@WildFlower](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/WildFlower)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 6:06pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/607 "2009-07-31T18:06:15Z")

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Thank you a lot for helping me. By providing great pheromone advice - either directly to me or indirectly to me through your general posts that I’ve read - I have learnt a lot. Thank you again. And come back some time soon when your ready 🙂

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**Author:** ![bubblebob](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/bubblebob/32/2120_2.png) [@bubblebob](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bubblebob)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 7:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/608 "2009-07-31T19:30:30Z")

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Hey Mark my friend! I kinda understand what you are saying and can relate, although I just can’t pinpoint exactly WHY I’m fairly seldom around here anymore. Maybe this has just grown too large to be the old comfortable place anymore? Don’t know…

Anyway, I hope you are coming around from time to time, as I always loved reading your posts - and of course our little private convos. 😉

Whatever you are up to - I wish you all the luck and happyness in the world! 🙂

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**Author:** ![mikotorocks714](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mikotorocks714/32/1509_2.png) [@mikotorocks714](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mikotorocks714)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 7:35pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/609 "2009-07-31T19:35:16Z")

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No! Mark, I hope that this will only be temporary and that you’ll come back soon. I don’t know everything that is going on, or what you vets went through but all I know is that I respect you all. So Mark, I do hope that this will only be temporary as you’re a vital part of this community, and I fear that without a knowledgeable vet like yourself things may just get worse without your wisdom.

> [@mark-in-dallas](#):
>
> Hey folks, for anyone that see’s this I’m sure you’re someone I consider a friend, so know that I’m not it’s not yoou that I’m bailing on, but I think I am gonna bail here, at least for some time to come.
> 
> This is not the forum that I came to love and respect anymore. We have too many idiots, assholes, cry babys, and just a complettely different atmosphere these days.
> 
> Maybe I’ll come abck some day, if things go back to the way they used to be, but for now I’m just a little fed up with it all.
> 
> Take care friends. Those that know me well enough and want to stay in contact, you know how to find me, if not call one of yoour friends and they will!
> 
> All the pictures I have ever posted have now been deleted from my server, so sorry folks, but there’s not much more to see here anymore either! 😛

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**Author:** ![djandarial](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/djandarial/32/1667_2.png) [@djandarial](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/djandarial)\
**Post date:** [July 31, 2009, 9:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/610 "2009-07-31T21:52:30Z")

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This sucks… no more mark!!!

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**Author:** ![MHarris](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mharris/32/2107_2.png) [@MHarris](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/MHarris)\
**Post date:** [August 4, 2009, 10:01pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/611 "2009-08-04T22:01:35Z")

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> [@mark-in-dallas](#):
>
> Hey folks, for anyone that see’s this I’m sure you’re someone I consider a friend, so know that I’m not it’s not yoou that I’m bailing on, but I think I am gonna bail here, at least for some time to come.
> 
> This is not the forum that I came to love and respect anymore. We have too many idiots, assholes, cry babys, and just a complettely different atmosphere these days.

Mark, I know what you mean. I’m suffering greatly because of this, too.

Unbeknownst to many, much of this is due to outside forces. We are actively gamed from the outside by about 4 core stalkers, 2 of which easily fill all of DSM IV’s requirements for a sociopathic behavior. (all, of course, meet the requirements for antisocial and criminal behavior)

I recently found out that these maniacs come on our forum, spam our people (trespass), and send them to another forum, whereby all they do all day and night is hallucinate ways to attack us and our accomplishments.

This is not any different from running a “Trader Joe’s (or name your favorite friendly store)” Hate Site or going to the Apple campus and sending the key people to an all-expenses paid “Steve Jobs has Cancer” party.

It’s not right. It’s sinister beyond belief. But that’s exactly what charismatic sociopaths can do. They seem to be able to do _anything_ socially, manipulate people by any means possible, as long as the end goal is to hurt other people. They work best on the fuel of cruelty.

They seem to savor political persuasion books like “The Prince” by Machiavelli, and modern treatises of evil such as “The 48 Laws of Power”. True sourcebooks of evil, and opposite of basically white hat persuasion outlined in books like “Influence” by Robert Cialdini and “Trust” by Jeffrey Gitomer.

These are the kinds of people, who literally, hear that androstadienone causes suicidal depression in some men… who then say “Oooh, really? That’d be ideal for my boyfriend or husband!”

Wow.

Sick!

The extra harmful thing about these crazies is they are running a bootcamp, basically, to indoctrinate people in “The Ways of the Sociopath”, AKA “How to be a f\*cking royal pain in the ass to the people who are actually bending over backwards to help you and do right by you”

They have the power to take good people, poison their minds, and cause them to rot; to default of the use of their minds.

While there will be a few creeps every now and then who didn’t go through indoctrination, of course. They went to a different school of untoward behaviour. Yet obviously we have to do something about this hive as long it feels free to send killer bees and yellow jackets out our way.

They are a dangerous to everyone here mentally, a very real danger to this project (and ultimately all progressive projects), and to everyone involved with it. Even physically. Even to children, for god’s sake!

We do nothing to these sociopaths to deserve this behavior, except our insistence that we exist to only serve the good and kind hearted. It is now time to turn around, and chase the chasers. They always hate that.

If you know of anyone actively gaming us on here, or otherwise infected with the hate group type mentality, then please let me know. We need to gather evidence, boot the appropriate people from the forum, including the once innocent but now “infected” with their “zombie think” brain and heart wasting disease, and take legal action as necessary against the core sociopaths to rid ourselves – and hopefully other innocent companies and people in the process – of this bane.

Sociopathic behavior is not okay, and neither is following in the footsteps of a charismatic sociopath. You do that, and sure enough… one day… you find out you are the same as your mentor. Hardly a goal worth reaching. That is very disrespectful to your something like 100 trillion cells, all of which probably hoped – as much as a cell can hope for anything --to be part of something more.

Your body is not just a temple, your mind is, too. Protect it from those who would cause it harm, love it, and grow it with those who add value to life.

While I have actually been called “endlessly reasonable”, there certaintly are those who provide over and over they are beyond acting like normal, good human beings. They seem to test my reasonability, and I tell you, I have reached my breaking point.

There will be arrests of key disruptive stalkers and trespassers on our property, who are basically no more than domestric terrorists. Stalking and trespassing are chargeable crimes, especially so with the backing of renown legal theorists who can expand definitions. Now thanks to one of the best attorneys in the US, who worked on the OJ trial, there will be federal sentences – similar to the ones handed down for the Enzyte marketing – for the key members of the dark side of the pheromone industry involved in fraud and deception.

Those who bend over backwards, not to help their fellow men and women, but instead, prove how "super bad’ they are have proven their points even to my resistant (“who can really be all that bad?” I ask myself) head.

Despite my theory that once upon a time they that were just normal folks who went wrong somewhere, I now get it. I understand that a few of them are not just accidental criminals, but rather criminals with real intent, criminals who _like it_ – who like harming individuals and society – far too much to give it up. Now they’re going down. Period.

> [@](#):
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> Maybe I’ll come abck some day, if things go back to the way they used to be, but for now I’m just a little fed up with it all.
> 
> Take care friends. Those that know me well enough and want to stay in contact, you know how to find me, if not call one of yoour friends and they will!
> 
> All the pictures I have ever posted have now been deleted from my server, so sorry folks, but there’s not much more to see here anymore either! 😛

Beyond the obvious actions we must take to turn the light on the dark spots, I am also working hard to write enough here to help re-establish the culture of science and kindness I once incubated.

Trust me, my combination of kindness and never ending use of logic scares away the phony boloneys like nothing else does.

I’m like a pesticide that clears the area for revolutionary thinkers, and the kind hearted. No one dares cross my path (and survive) unless they are mentally well equipped to deal with as much reality as a human can stand, and have extremely positive intent, to boot.

The only people I really want here, on our R&D testing grounds, are people who have their head in the clouds so they have supreme vision of where they want to go AND their feet firmly on the ground, so they can actually get there. There is no “or” option. As all innovators know, anyone can make dreams real with enough dedication and persistence. Period.

To further explain…

My prefered people are dreamers AND doers

If you’re not a dreamer and do-er, well, I ask… what the hell are you _do_ing? Where are your actions going? Action without some kind of overarching thought is wheel spinning.

If you’re a dreamer and NOT a do-er, well… you know that quandry… If you’ve ever tried this, you know how constantly frustrated it makes people. If you’re in your head _too_ much, you might as well not even have a body. If the technology existed to do so (I saw it in a crazy sci-fi movie), you could probably upload yourself to a computer somewhere and be just as happy.

If you’re both, well… I love the heck of you. You probably get a kick out of yourself, too!

(and for those who do one or the other, well – it’s ok – it is correctable. Life is like a muscle, you just exercise it, i.e., you _use it_, and it gets better!)

Yet ultimately, those who really don’t understand (or aren’t willing to understand) the great good you can do with really don’t add anything to the table. Bad attitudes, excessive negativism, these don’t help anyone to do anything.

Perhaps the worst conflict of interest of all to have is one with your own self. Nobody was born to be powerless or perpetually unhappy. That’s a sad and inappropriate use of what could be a good, even great life.

We all have immense power. We just have to exercise some wisdom in using it.

Very kindest regards,  
Michael

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**Author:** ![snakeeyesontheparadise](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/snakeeyesontheparadise/32/791_2.png) [@snakeeyesontheparadise](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/snakeeyesontheparadise)\
**Post date:** [August 5, 2009, 7:49am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/612 "2009-08-05T07:49:05Z")

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Mark, I too left the forums for around half a year, for reasons albeit other than yours, but a break that was surely needed and in hindsight it was certainly the right thing to do.

Take care mate, and we’ll miss your enthusistic and enlightening posts. It’s sad to see you off here, and your energy and enthusiasm on these forums will surely be missed.

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**Author:** ![jessejester](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jessejester/32/1683_2.png) [@jessejester](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jessejester)\
**Post date:** [September 18, 2009, 7:07am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/613 "2009-09-18T07:07:19Z")

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Mark, I’ve waited over a month now to post here hoping that you were just having a bad day and would return when you cooled off. That has not seemed to happen. I realize I did not post in your journal often, but I have read every page of it. It was actually the first journal I read when I joined.

I hope you find your way back here soon. I cant even begin to tell you how much I have learned from you. You and Tater have inspired me the most of all on the forum. You were one of the pioneers here and I am sorry to see that you have left. Good luck man, I hope to see you back soon.

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**Author:** ![Snoopyace](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/snoopyace/32/1727_2.png) [@Snoopyace](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Snoopyace)\
**Post date:** [September 18, 2009, 6:28pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/614 "2009-09-18T18:28:44Z")

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> [@jessejester](#):
>
> Mark, I’ve waited over a month now to post here hoping that you were just having a bad day and would return when you cooled off. That has not seemed to happen. I realize I did not post in your journal often, but I have read every page of it. It was actually the first journal I read when I joined.
> 
> I hope you find your way back here soon. I cant even begin to tell you how much I have learned from you. You and Tater have inspired me the most of all on the forum. You were one of the pioneers here and I am sorry to see that you have left. Good luck man, I hope to see you back soon.

jessejester just put things in a much more eloquent way than I ever could have but I agree completely. When I first got started on here, yours was one of the journals I couldn’t wait to read when I’d sign on because I learned so much from each post. I too hope to see you back soon.

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**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\
**Post date:** [September 20, 2009, 6:01pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/615 "2009-09-20T18:01:55Z")

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Thanks so much guys! I’d been preoccupied and had far to much shit in my life! “S” is gone now and has been since the first of August. And I’ve not heard from her since! Hooray!

Daniela and I were supposedly going to try again, but that didn’t work either. She was going to come here after finishing the movie shoot, but decided that she’d rather go to Miami and New York instead. Then the other week she messages me with GREAT NEWS that she’s going to see the Kings of Leon tour starting in October and that they’re playing Dallas. I messaged back and basically just said have fun. She texts back to tell me that I had to come to the concert with her, and I wrote back saying that she was going to be here for the band not me, and I don’t like them enough to go to see them. That was kinda my final straw.

She’s now chasing the rock star ex-boyfriend who turned out to be guess who? Caleb Followill, the lead singer for…Kings of Leon.

She messaged me once since saying that she misses talking to me, but I ignored it.

Anyway, how about a report?

I’m still playing around with MX292, but I’ve started adding several other phero’s to the mix lately, and my latest concoction seems like a winner.

I also had some old EOW from about 1 1/2 years ago, and I put 15 drops in a to-go, and filled the rest with MX292. I can’t wear more than 1 spray without the scent becoming overpowering.

Mix:

1 spray of the MX292/EOW to the chest.  
4 sprays regular MX292, 1 behind each ear, 1 to my upper chest and one to back of neck.  
4 Sprays of [Instant Gentleman](https://a314.com/product/gentleman/) to sides and back of head, in the hair.  
60 mcg’s of A1, in the hair behind ears.  
3 sprays of Instant Shine 2X, in the hair front and back.  
4 sprays of Come Talk To Me mix2, to hairline.

I went to my regular Thursday night club (Red River), and it was a pretty slow night and the place where I always sit; which is on a long subwoofer box right in front of the stage that also doubles as a table/sitting spot was pretty dead. But during the course of the night 2 different sets of girls, and 1 who was by herself found their way to a spot directly behind me, even though there was at least 10 feet of open space to the left or right.

I went outside to smoke and 2 girls came out and for whatever reason stood right in front of me. Again, there was plenty of open space and no real reason for them to be standing 1 foot away from me. Finally the girl who was almost leaning into me realized she had me backed up against the wall and if she got any closer we might as well have been having sex, and told her friend to move over before she ended up standing on my feet.

I tell her that if she had I would have screamed, then said “Not really, I’m more of a biter”. We end up talking till I finished my cigarette, then I said goodbye and went back inside.

I went back to my spot and a whole group of girls came over and sat right next to me. It was a little more crowded by now, but they still picked a spot closer than what they could have. Two of them looked like they were probably mothers to the other 4 or 5 girls, and I was getting a lot of looks from them. A short while later they decided to leave, and I commented that it was to early to leave. One of the daughters?, and a pretty cute one at that leans in and rests her arms on my legs and tell me they have to work in the morning, and another of them asks if I’m going to be back next Thursday, then they say goodnight and take off.

Next, this girl is standing right next to me and kept dancing/rubbing up against me. After awhile she leans in and thanks me for letting her dance up against me, to which I reply that I was just about to tell her that if she kept rubbing up against me I was going to start rubbing back.

Some guy had been alternating between hitting on her and this other girl all night, and she seemed to be at least somewhat interested in him, but she still kept coming over and dancing up against me. I don’t think he liked me much!

![](https://us1.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/uploads/pheromonetalk/original/2X/d/d9cb8f214747f8ed2154c96d47d86f216402c909.gif)  
After she left there was a girl who had been standing about 6 feet away from me with another girl. The other girl took off to dance or something and she walks over and says hi to me and we start talking. Her friend comes back over and jumps up and sits next to me, and next thing I know the first one moves over a bit and stands between my legs and puts her arm around me. When the band started she turned to face them and I started giving her a neck and shoulder massage.

When the band finished the set we decided to go outside and smoke, and she takes my hand as we walk out. I’m probably 6 inches taller than she is, and while we’re outside she moves in front of me, puts her hands on my shoulders and raises herself up and kisses me.

After finishing our cigarettes we go back to our spot inside, and a few minutes later a girl (Kat) that I had not seen in about a year comes over gives me a hug and says hello. We’ve known each other for around 9 years, but have never been more than friends. Anyway I introduce her to the other girl and we talk for a minute or so, then Kat says she’ll be back in awhile and takes off. This was actually pretty good because Kat is really cute and coming over added a bit of social proofing.

Anyway, by now it’s pretty late and the girls decide to leave. I tell her she can’t go until she gives me her phone number, and since we both have the same phone I hand mine to her and tell her that she knows how to put the number in. She does so, saves it, then hits send and calls herself. I get a hug and a kiss goodbye, tell her that I’ll call her over the weekend and off they go.

Now it’s the end of the night and Kat comes back over and says that we should get together tomorrow and do something. We sit there talking till the club is pretty well shutting down, then I walk her to her car give her a hug, tell her that I’ll call her tomorrow and head home.

Observations: These molecules seemed to blend very well together, and as slow as the club was I got more smiles, IOI’s and attention than usual, even when the club is packed.

I’m going to wear the same mix Saturday and see if I get the same results.

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**Author:** ![Snoopyace](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/snoopyace/32/1727_2.png) [@Snoopyace](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Snoopyace)\
**Post date:** [September 20, 2009, 6:10pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/616 "2009-09-20T18:10:00Z")

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Very cool reportl! 🙂 Sorry about things not working out with Daniela but I know that soon you’ll find the right woman.

Great to see you back on here! I missed reading your journal, I learned a lot from it.

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**Author:** ![mark-in-dallas](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/mark-in-dallas/32/860_2.png) [@mark-in-dallas](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/mark-in-dallas)\
**Post date:** [September 20, 2009, 6:20pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/so-many-tests-so-little-time-my-journal/7431/617 "2009-09-20T18:20:47Z")

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And another!

I’ve seen the girl that I got the phone number from 4 times since, each time wearing the same mix above. Her name is Jessica and she’s 23 years old. 🙂

I don’t know why, but women in the 30 to 45 year old range just don’t seem to like me. But, I get smiles, IOIs, approaches and such from girls under 25 all the time.

I was out with Jessica Thursday night and a 20 year old girl starts hitting on me! :o

So anyway, I got kinda a funny story from Friday night. I met Jessica at a club called Cool River. Her friend was also there with a date, and her mother! WTF?

Anyway, the mother was hammered but was pretty much just sitting there staring at me the whole time. Finally Jessica’s friend (Tara) decides she needs to take her mother home, so the three of them take off.

Jessica and I hang out till closing, and over the last couple of dates have messed around a bit, but I’d not closed the deal. I tried talking her into coming home with me, but she had to get up at 7:00 AM, causes she had a crew showing up to do some work on her house.

So, we’re both just about out of gas and kind of need to stop and fill our tanks. We end up at a 7-11 and after filling our tanks Jessica tells me to come sit in her car for a few minutes. We start getting rather frisky, but it’s a bit awkward cause people are walking by and cars are pulling up.

Jessica decides we need a bit more privacy and decides to pull into the parking lot. It’s really not any more private though, as she just parked along the side of the store. So anyway, we start going at it and within about 5 minutes I see this guys walking past the car and leering in the window. I can’t help it and start busting up laughing, and at the same time Jessica sees the store clerk walking over to the car and we pull ourselves apart and start trying to get our clothes straightened out.

The clerk comes over and tell me that he got a call from the security company and that want us to leave RIGHT NOW! And, as he’s walking away I look up and see a camera right above us! 😛

Too Funny!!!

Anyway, Jessica and I are supposed to go to a Grape Fest today, but it’s starting to look like it’s going to rain again, so maybe we’ll just do something else…Like come to my place!!! 😃

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YAY!!! Look who’s back again - my favourite cowboy! 🙂 Happy to see you posting again man!

Oh, and nice reports! 😉

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> [@bubblebob](#):
>
> YAY!!! Look who’s back again - my favourite cowboy! 🙂 Happy to see you posting again man!
> 
> Oh, and nice reports! 😉

Thanks bubblebob! How’s life in Germany?

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Glad to see you back again Mark, you’ve been missed. _Hug._

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